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Death knocks on your door. You're guaranteed a painless, concsiousless, peaceful death in 24 hours. You get to pick and do whatever you want no matter how unrealistic it is, while you wait for your death.

You're in your own paradise and you hit the 24 hour mark. Death comes again.

>are you ready to go wizard? You can get a peaceful death now; or you could stay on earth and try to achieve this paradise but your death will be uncertain and maybe chaotic

What would you do and why?
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Something like pic related. I would want to feel whatever will give me the pleasure of heroin multiplied by infinity during my final hours of life.


I'd take death if it meant either no afterlife or a peaceful/transcendent one. If it carries with it the same uncertainties of dying normally I'd pick living because I can kill myself relatively peacefully whenever I want anyway.


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>You're in your own paradise and you hit the 24 hour mark.
Many things that I might think of as something I need to reach paradise will inevitably turn out to be different from my imagination, and that will take time. Momentary, impulsive "wants" are not at all the same as deep-seated needs, and this whole situation will sooner create 24 hours of anxiety than any kind of "paradise". Hell, I don't even know what would make me calm and relaxed at this very moment, much less what a personal paradise would have to be like.

If I had to make that choice right now, I would spend the 24 hours using the unrealistic powers to tie up loose ends. Make sure my parents get to have a stable source of income when I'm gone, somehow make it so that those who consider me their friend won't experience stress over my death, things like that. The knowledge that my death won't bring about negative consequences is what would give me the most momentary calm and satisfaction, I imagine.


Beam me up, Scotty


So I get to go to Gensokyo 24 hours earlier?!


Yeah as it says…..i am too depressed to write more
EDIT : it told me that spells should be at least 75 chars. so here i am … just writing staff to ….. you got it
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yeah but how is it made?and where can i easily find it ?


>yeah but how is it made?and where can i easily find it ?
You can but it on ebay or other places or at least you could until very recently.
Google SN AKA sodium nitrite it is the best way to kill yourself peacefully at this moment but that is quickly changing as people make it harder to buy.

All you do is take the salt dissolved in a small amount of water after having an antiemetic but even that is not needed.
BUY Now or you will be forced to use a painful violent method that may just make you retarded.


Where can one find that product currently? apparently it's banned from Amazon and eBay and those are the only two websites where I can secure some for myself where I live. (the third world)


chemical suppliers but keep looking.
I got mine just before the bans lol.

I cannot tell you as I do not know where you can buy it for where you live but it is possible.
Go onto sanctionedsuicide dot com.



Why do we feel sad when someone dies? Isn't it good that they are now at peace? Isn't suffering through life a worse form of punishment than death?
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Because it's sad that someone unique was extinguished and degraded into a lifeless object by an uncaring and oppressive reality. Personally I usually feel a bit of both.


A brain shit, then


You only feel sad if they were close to you. The closer they were to you, the worse you feel. This is simply an evolutionary adaptation designed to encourage people to protect those who are close to them. You want to avoid the bad feelings that would come if they were to die so you will do things for them like pay for their medical treatment. Having strong social connections is highly important for survival even in modern society as research has proven. It's simply easier to survive as part of a group who watch out for each other. The more important someone is for your survival the worse the feeling is when they die.


one word……….selfishness


>Why do we feel sad when someone dies?
Speak for yourself.

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I'm officially a wizard as of today… I kept putting off when I would finally do myself in… I want to say I'll do it now… I probably won't and will keep on living miserably…
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This thread in a nutshell https://emoanimeshuffle.ytmnd.com/


Motherfucker most people peak after middle age. Caesar took Rome at 50. Milton wrote Paradise Lost when he was almost 60 and blind.


Caesar taking Rome was not his peak.


he haunts this thread now


Yes it was. And even in Gaul he was 40.

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The last suicide general has hit the bump limit. Previous thread >>226293
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very hard to procure


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>good old IED would be easy to make and use against yourself.


Now that the thread is auto-suiciding, I'm going to miss seeing this cute picture.


there is no karma or hell how fucking dumb are you? are you fuckin 5 years old kid who believes in fairy tales?
why do you think is the purpose of ALL faith based religious bullshit? to keep you here a slave tax payer through brainwashing, and who does it benefit? the ones on top of the pyramid. bloodlines. nepotism.


there's a special place in hell for you(surprise surprise it's fuckin here on earth). fuck you and your anti-suicide brainwashing propaganda crap how fuckin old are you to believe and be martyred by some fairytales crap that doesnt relate to reality? you dumb religious nutjob zombie piece of shit

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I haven't played video games in years
I don't watch new movies, but sometimes watch old ones (nostalgia?). But I'm getting bored of old movies too since I've seen them so many times
the internet was my last resort, the only thing that never failed me…
But now I'm getting bored of that too. I don't post in any forum or imageboard anymore except here, and even here I only come around twice a month, read a bunch of posts for 2 hours, and then forget about it again for the next few weeks. Then I suddenly remember and come back out of curiosity.
It has come to a point where I spend most of the day watching youtube or reading wikipedia


I've never found anything that works to cure my anhedonia.


I smoke weed. It gives me anxiety mixed with paranoia for like 30 minutes, then it makes me relaxed for a bit. Nothing great, but it's better than anhedonia


Christians say that you should fear Hell after death, but we are already living in Hell right now.
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Thats not crab insult, thats tumblr, twatter and reddit crowd insult.


Yes gnosfic christianity was wizardly, but modern and post council of nicea christianity was unwizardly and so are you.


I don't see how living eternally is worse than hell given that hell is eternal life with added torment.


christposter ousts himself as a normalfag here to bully wizkids and take screencaps of posts for r/cringe yet again, #3948594.
mods probably won't even delete this post or ban him though, and will continue allowing this shitty website to be some missionary project and let christposting run rampant. even though they do shit like this every single day.


Exactly. You understood it all. There are several reason for this existence being hell:
- We are at the end of the world. So we're living in one of the worst "civilization" that could exist on earth.
- Living will always cause more pain than pleasure in average. Why? One reason is to remind you that you're not from this earth.

The real "hell" that is coming from our modern "civilization" is the absence of spirituality, and every consequences from it. A lack of why you exist is far worst than a lack of money. And that's why, really, this life is worst than the medieval life for exemple. Even if this life was hard physically, people even starved, their whole lifes was full of sense, and they did it all in name of something superior, looking at their true self and how they're gonna quit this earth to finally be who they have to be. They were closer to their true nature, and being close to your true nature is what fullfill you. We have never been farther to our true nature than day, and any amount of money, of comfort cannot outweight this. A lot of big thinkers used to say that comfort is a man's killer.

Yes, this earth, especially our times are hell. And it's perfectly logical.

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I'm not interested in the rat race and I just want to be left alone. I can't stand when normies make fun of me for being ugly. They assume I'm a virgin(correct) but what they don't know is I don't try. I'm not at all interested in being in a relationship with a female. It's like someone laughing at you for losing a race you were never in. It happens all the time and it's frustrating as hell. I don't want the attention. I've been called *ncel before because I'm ugly and simply exist. When I do tell these people I'm not interested in relationships they say "Sour grapes". Some in my own family judge me for still being a virgin, they think I'm a creepy loser. I wish I was attractive so that people would leave me the hell alone and stop being so judgmental.
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Trust me as someone with the NEETbucks it barely can be considered "better", every day is still miserable of course even with a guarantee of the very bare minimum (roof, electricity, plumbing, food and internet)


If you want your shit to be read stop attaching anime images to your posts, retard


Please don't tell him that, It's basically a filter so I don't have to bother reading his awful posts.


I recently got the bux. Being on my own has helped a little but wizards still living with family need to realize that that is as good as it gets. Spend some time with them the best you can, the loneliness will never go away but at least NEET with family you have trusted people around you and not the riffraff and guttertrash strangers.


You should wear their insults as a badge of pride OP, normies get very insecure when confronted by people with different values or lifestyles to the societal norm. They're just lashing out because they're trapped and you're free.

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