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 No.297753[Reply]

How do you guys fight anhedonia? Do you have any experience with it?
I basically don't feel pleasure from anything except food, maybe. Stories, games, art don't really touch me at all and it sucks because I remember how much I loved escapism before and how it brought excitement, joy, sadness etc. Now it's all blank. I want to bring emotions back, want to bring excitement, joy, even sweet sadness would do honestly, I miss being profoundly sad.

Have any of you managed to revert to your older non-anhedonic self?
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 No.298524

i stopped giving a shit and it magically went away. now it doesnt matter to me what i do, whether i do something, whether i enjoy anything. i just am.

 No.298688

>How do you guys fight anhedonia?
Stop trying to fix yourself.
It's just a wrong idea in itself.

Life sucks, accept it.

 No.298689

A change of environment and daily motions is a good place to start. Consider how a prisoner lives and compare your own life to his. Is it much different? Are you able to go walk among nature and observe the world? Life itself is the best stimulus for emotion and staying indoors following the same routine is going to stifle your feelings. High stress hormones and numbness hormones such as cortisol and serotonin should be flushed out before they take over and eat away at your white matter. Shocking your system in to a surviving state by fasting like another anon suggested is a cheap way to force your brain to start firing on all cylinders again. Then return with a healthy diet; no excess sugars.

>>298688
t. Faggot who wants OP and other wizards to remain numb and unfulfilled

Life is cool, accept it.

 No.298691

>>298689
Fasting means not eating? How long should I do this?

 No.298692

>>298689
thinking about prisoners is a good idea. I think it also helps to watch documentaries about prisons or films set in prisons. Or likewise for people with severe medical conditions or severe obesity. It helps to show what we should appreciate about our lives.



 No.295586[Reply]

I'm trying to quit porn (cold turkey) and 90% of the content I've seen online has been:

1. an anecdote from someone who has already succeded in quitting

2. an ad for an app

3. people who aren't addicted to porn talking about porn addiction

Is this shit just a grift? I want to hear about it from people who are actually struggling with it, not annoying liberal psychiatrists or infographics.

Please help me, I don't want to be like this anymore
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 No.298517

>>296951
yes, they're definitely real. they also starting coming for me when i haven't fapped in weeks. this time i won't give in to them

 No.298623

It all comes down to not putting yourself in position where you could masturbate or watch porn easily. Something which is especially hard for Hikki/Neets that spend lots of time alone with devices that can access pornographic content in two clicks.

 No.298675

>>295586
Dunno man, I've tried multiple times. Sometimes it was a struggle from day 0, sometimes I kind of just flatline right away and feel no urges until a week or two passes and I relapse. Best advice I have for you is to keep trying and not being too hard on yourself when you relapse. Best of luck.

 No.298684

>I'm trying to quit porn
There's literally no reason to, unless you're a normalfag that's trying to gain more energy to go out in the world to do normalfag stuff.

 No.298690

>>295586
The hysteria about porn addiction is funny to me. Noporn, nofap, Dopamine fasting, etc etc. People think self-denial is something valuable in itself, which is so stupid it makes my head ring.



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 No.295099[Reply]

Bascially, my country and it's culture has shifted rapidly, as soon as most of the people have come in contact with the West through internet, liberalisation, and globalisation. And I believe that is one of the reason which has prompted me to become a wizard.

Prior to globalisation, the succubi of my mother's generation were quite different, they themselves considered it shameful to wear revealing dresses, they always used to dress modestly, while most marriages were arranged they weren't forced, so while succubi were free to select their mate, and reject, they could do it only once and that guaranteed a equal distribution of succubi among men, and everyone was much more happier in that system as everyone got a mate.

And most succubi and men were virgin prior to marriage, it was considered shameful for both men and succubi to be non-virgin. As a matter of fact my native language doesn't even have a word for virgin, and there was no virgin shaming. But nowadays, kids use the word "virgin" as an insult. Most succubi lose their virginity quite early, and finding a virgin succubi is rare.

2-3 decades ago, succubi didn't consider it shameful or bad to be housewives, on the contrary they were proud to be one, or they studied and took a break for 5 years and then resumed their jobs, to go through marriage, pregnancy, and infancy of their child, and when they started working, the guy took the equal burden of the household chores and jobs.

But now, it's all changed, it's considered cool to smoke, drink, do drugs, wear skimply clothes, lose virginity early on, and then find a betabuxxer. Or in some cases succubi get paid so much that they don't even need a betabuxxer any more, while men struggle to get jobs, and ugly in men in particular end up at a much greater disadvantage.

And they act exactly like Western succubi, and I assume Western succubi are insufferable but due to the lost control of Western Men, a lot of Western Men now look towards East to get a semi-decent succubi. Leaving the same Eastern Men, to subscribe to redpill grifters like Andrew Tate, or bluepill themselves to oblivion.

And mind you only the degeneracy of the West has been copied and imported from the West, and meanwhile Western Culture's good and non-degenerate parts are completely ignored. In my country we now have things like undie runs (can anyone from the West explain this? what causes so utter lack of shame in people and succubi that Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.298543

I'm glad that Western culture is raping the native cultures all over the globe. Fuck them. Fuck normalfaggots. They deserve Ameritard pop culture. Let this world go to total ruin for all that I care. I think capitalism is fucking awesome too.

 No.298645

>>298543
Western culture rapes itself. Hot dogs lost competition to burgers and pizza, traditional American restaurants disappear just like comic book shops. While manga rapes capeshit so hard they had to add picture books to charts to save face. Fuck America.

 No.298646

>>298645
Diners.

 No.298647

>>298645
Comic books were always atrocious

 No.298674

>>298645
Rap(e) music and slopflex are the most consoomed media among well educated normalfaggots all over the world. Everyone wears western clothing. Murican slops chains are popular in every country.

This world is globohom'd beyond belief. I for one welcome this golden age of savage shit.



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 No.298408[Reply]

i don't even know how to tie my own shoes, my mom always just did it for me whenever i got a new pair of shoes and it never fell apart. and before you post it yes i watched that spongebob episode, i watched so many tutorials in general but i just can't do the loop part at all. i think im just retarded or something, i have been sheltered my whole life, mom does EVERYTHING for me, even when I really want to do something, she prefers to do it her self instead of letting me learn, i know this sounds like a made-up problem, but being one your mid 20s and not knowing how do anything at all feels so ugh…
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 No.298437

>>298408
Youtube tutorials.

 No.298470

>>298426
I know from experience that it's difficult, but try to say no and be proactive.

 No.298538

>>298408
Yeah, no offense but if you can't tie your shoes at 25 years old you may actually be retarded, have you tried applying for disability? You may not be diagnosed with anything, but you can definitely get disability cash, foodstamps, and free housing, just for being stupid, if you live in the 1st world

 No.298610

Were you also not allowed to go outside as a child and early teenager because your caretakers feared something harmful will happen to you? or you will end up with a bad company?

 No.298612

>>298610
not OP, but I was, and it makes me think: what kind of parent shelters their child like this?
my peers weren't sheltered like this, and I know because I had a few friends as a child, and their parents encouraged going outside and doing new stuff, while with mine there was always an investigation
>who are you going to?
>where do his parents work?
>what are his grades?
etc.
it was only my mom, now that I think of it
I can understand being worried about one's child, but this almost seems like deliberately trying to inhibit your child from learning about the world, to keep him believing the fantasy you weave
I'm beginning to spin out, so rant over



 No.296346[Reply]

I dislike the feeling of lust. I find it responsible for alot of the negative patterns in my life that are preventing me from acquiring a peaceful existance. I have already accepted that I will not have a future that involves another human being but that doesn't give me the resolve to stop watching porn / lust over someone in my mind. Have any wizards here managed to overcome lust and if so, How did you do it?
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 No.298563

>>296346
>>296352
body maintenance in general is fucking annoying.
>gotta eat
>gotta drink
>gotta take a shit
>gotta piss
>gotta wash your ass
>gotta sleep
>gotta jerk off
>gotta work out
etc. and it never fucking stops. there is always one of these annoying body chores that you have to do to stay alive.
and if you dont you will feel like shit.
like if you dont jerk off and empty those balls then the blueballs feeling will annoy you, prevent you from sleeping etc.

>>298558
>on to better things
like what?

 No.298564

>>298554
Their life is a drama, the more they go into their deviation the worst. Just have a look at soyjak.party's depictions

 No.298565

>>298558
it only makes me super horny

 No.298588

>>296346
I am so done with wizards not wanting to practice SR. They won't stop putting shit excuses and they don't give a damn about their health or aura or energy which is already weakened by exposure to normies.

Would they even react if succubi were actually cruel with them in ways that suggests they think theirselves desires by wizard and henceforth teasing that desire, mocking these wizard? Which kind of humilliation could make coomers learn once and for all the gruesome importance of developing this way and adapting whatever for it?

The sooner you lose erections and the more often you cum, the quicker age makes prey of you. While those succubi still being smug about having men starving for their pussy and pretending we are also like that.

 No.298687

>>298563
>body maintenance in general is fucking annoying.
So true.



 No.298503[Reply]

Did any of you had a soul crushing job until he couldnt put up with it anymore and fell sick? Share some experiences!

 No.298518

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>>298503
I worked for 9 months in an automobile factory. I had to prepare car parts to take them to assembly to assemble them on the cars. Towards the end of the 9th month I had a schizophrenic attack and after that I didn't work for 5 years. I don't know if work triggered my schizophrenia but my work helped the illness take hold.



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 No.296636[Reply]

Hello, wizards. Do you remember the moment when you was born? I dont remember too. Lets not speak about processes in babies brain, Im here to ask you a question. Have you ever think about how the first -homo was scared when he realized his existence?
Its fucking insane how trivally kid making has become. When I ask my mother, why she decided to make family and born me, she said some shit about glass of water, giving joy of life to someone; something about peak of love between man and succubus and so on. And now imagine to realize the moment of born. Realize, that you was brought from eternal dark… "here". I dont speak about antinatalism, though I like the idea. I speak about dread of giving and taking life. I already have tread here, called "Siberian apprentice shizo ideas". Its about self consciousness. And I would like to connect it to that post.

And now, lets forget about biology. Lets think about world where kids born already conscious. Their scream is not about pain. Its about realisation of their parents …punishment on them. Its about being doomed, being a cell on a mad and cruel Gods body, who rot in all dimensions, in past, in future.

Actually, I want to bring all my thoughts in order and write a small book or article cycle about shit in my head. If you find it interesting, let me know and I will translate it from Russian to let you read it.

 No.296642

Yes, life is eternally running away from the meat grinder. You can't stop moving or it will get you. With a lot of effort you can gain some distance from the grinder, but it will get you eventually. Then your body will be decomposed, the matter that makes it up will be broken up, dissolved, and absorbed by other organisms. Your point of view will no longer receive inputs from senses, even the sense of time will be lost. Before you know it, a new body will be assembled for you, and your point of view will get caught up in it, and you'll be ready for the next ride :)

 No.298507

>>296636
My mother won't dare to shit me with "giving joy of life" to me because I made her quite unsatisfied about me. Both passively and personally. Besides, making humilliating assumptions about normies is the best way to get them by the balls or to know them… so I assumed she breeded out of pure whim like every other breeder around.

I like your thoughts.



 No.296789[Reply]

Being neurodivergent in this world is a fucking death sentence. This world does not and will never understand what it's like to think the way that we do and will keep themselves in constant willful ignorance from here to kingdom come. Forcing us to get worse into mental health issues until we go actually insane and do something drastic, but even then we'll still be demonized and everything because again…willful ignorance. I can't stand this planet.
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 No.296850

>>296849
And these highly specified tasks requiring pattern recognition all will be made superfluous in the near past because of AI.

 No.296851

>>296850
is anyone going to watch out for abuse of AI? watch for downplaying some things and emphasizing other things?
i guess we are going to just let the powers that be do their minor adjustments to society, like they always have been doing

 No.296918

>>296851
Well what else are we gonna fucking do? There's not a lot of us here! Even if there were we're outnumbered heavily, so we'll just get bullied into the ground like we always do. We lose either way.

 No.298501

>>296789
Doing drastic things is not a drama, if you can do them withut getting caught.

 No.298505

>>296918
Thoreau started something that has not been finished.



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 No.295250[Reply]

So I turned 20 recently and for already 6 years I'm confident that you don't need a relationship or a gf to live a happy life. I won't deny that I wanted a gf at some point, but I was kid and stupid (like 11-13 y/o. Now I *want* to be alone until I die. And before saying anything consider the following: no relationship means no one will cheat on you, no one will break up with you, you don't have to spent shit ton of money on a succubus, you don't have to raise kids, which means even more money saved. And if you're feeling lonely, get yourself a pet.
It's a peaceful life waking up knowing that your happiness does not rely on someone (pets are exception)
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 No.295254

It's just a natural urge, when you get to a certain age you realize it's just not for you.

 No.297311

>>295250
I'd rather my gf-less state be of my own volition rather than being made for me.

 No.297328

>>297327
if you believe this then you never belonged in here to start with, @mods do the needful!

 No.297356

im not sure I even do at this point. yet our biology still tortures us. maybe if there were some alternative that satisfied the need, but I don't know of any.

 No.298498

>>295252
Epic ^^



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 No.297041[Reply]

Is being a male with bpd a fate worse than death? Do any of you know for certain you have BPD?
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 No.297378

>>297156
the only good and based indian was osho. he wanted the whole villages in india to be sterilized.

 No.297411

Why not take meds?

 No.297639

i was diangosed with Bpd at age 20. im 24 now and it doesnt get any better

 No.297640

yes. personally I cannot think of a worse fate than having a made up illness.

 No.298492

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>>297041
He sure didn't try this.
>attached

>>297411
This means less money wasted in the long term



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