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 No.250834[Reply]

I'm in my mid 20's and literally have never had a job. Eventually my parents are going to get too old and not be able to support me anymore. So what the fuck am I supposed to do, go from comfy neetdom to suddenly working 40+ hours a week? This seems impossible and I have no idea how I'm going to adjust when that time comes.

I wish I could do minuscule work even if it meant living life in a pod. I don't care about living space, I just want to be left alone from the rest of society.
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 No.250865

>>250849
I'm jelly as fuck, here in the 3rd world you either wageslave for a shitty wage for 40+ years or you just can't survive, if you ever manage to get some NEETbux is a pittance, like $150 every month or so.

 No.251049

The day I have to get a job really does feel like an impending doom. Especially with how shit the economy is.

 No.251073

>>250834
I live in a shithole country, not even in the capital. I have irrelevant shit tier education that no one cares about and I don't even understand why I got it because I never want to work in that area ever.

Most people who talk about "waah I don't have a job" live in first world countries and have uni level education. Get on my level.

 No.251076

>>251073
you're not allowd to post on wizchan un less youre a first world university graduate with a degree in STEM/law that's how we vet crabs from this place sorry thems the rules

 No.251095

I am in the same situation. I decided to apply to a trade school and am now studying. Gonna start working when I am 30. I intend to do the bare minimum and waste as much of my work hours as possible. I am also disabled and receive a pension, so minimum wage job won't leave me starving.



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 No.247482[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another day, another edition
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Previous Thread: >>243829
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 No.251194

I feel like I'm in a waking dream.

 No.251197

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About to go from part-time job with online classes to full-time "real" job. I escaped temporarily with community college and now my temporarily "better" life is coming to an end

 No.251208

>>247640
Work in tech,bro.If you are autistic then it is the only industry that will pay you to be an autistic coder.

 No.251494

>>250422
Obviously it varies a lot from person to person, but this is definitely a trend I've seen.

 No.251806

>>247559
Same. Rocked the boat and now I have to walk carefully since I [ think ] am getting the benefit of the doubt. I want to get my old job back where I could at least be left mostly alone.


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 No.250473[Reply]

What has gone wrong for you recently?

Could be home related, finances related, family related (if you still live at parents).

I was supposed to receive insunrance money and now they said it's been delayed for 9 months. So I'm forced to become homeless as I have no more funds left.
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 No.250767

>>250754
and thats supposed to affect me, how?

 No.250769

>>250767
How it affects you doesn't matter. You are a detriment to wizkind, so fuck off

 No.250775

>>250774
Doesn't matter. Fuck off, succubus

 No.250780

>>250774
Ironic coming from a Wizkid who spent most of the thread bitching and moaning

 No.250781

>>250708
>Everyone. EVERY FUCKING ONE, around me, gets rewarded by life no matter how much they fuck around.
>Eveyrone is having children in beautiful marriages.
How wizardly



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 No.250589[Reply]

>https://gab.com/american_futurist/posts/107322415632159680

The American Futurist for those unaware is a publication with individuals like James Mason (author of SIEGE) involved. Their domain got suspended by Enom Inc. at the request of the United Nations. So looks like the UN is taking down sites they don't like. How long until this place is taken down?
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 No.250619

>>250608
What a stupid faggot strawman. Of course you shouldn't premeditate crime over the internet retard. Wizchan has even less political impact than James Mason or any other homo promoted by American Futurist. You can't point out a concrete example for it to register on any glownigger's radar so all you can muster is a dumb little shitpost grossly misconstruing my words.

 No.250625

>>250618
Atomwaffen Division?

That is like a cartoon villain name from Call of Duty

UN CTED probably doesn't even exist. This is probably all some next level Alternate reality game

 No.250628

Fuck James Mason. I hope he get shot by the UN, too.

 No.250711

>>250625
It does exist. Reality is strange.

https://www.un.org/securitycouncil/ctc/



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 No.249750[Reply]

i fuck up every single choice i take in life i wish i could find solace in shit alcohol or tobacco but i don't like any of them
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 No.249800

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>>249786
even if you got the buzz you wouldn't enjoy it anyway, i know i don't and i hate being drunk, but at least alcohol can be tasty

 No.250106

>>249761
Why would we find funny a man intoxicating himself? Are we such monsters?

>>249777
Alcohol is something we need to get through the damn drain without giving it a chance of even being smelled.

The brain of a wizard is already damaged enough to start killing its neurons with such an ease.

 No.250497

at least you have money to buy alcohol or drugs

 No.250511

>>249800
very unusual opinion

 No.250512

>>249800
I would send you bitcoin just for the big guy reference



 No.249717[Reply]

Are your parents disappointed in you?

Mine yes. Dad even referred to me as retarded, not to my face though. Luckily I have extremely successful little brother so the pressure to give grandkids is off my shoulders. I have schizophrenia and autism so at least I have a tiny excuse to be a fuck up.

My dad still talks about my future children tho. I just answer like "haha…y-yeah…", he has to know on some level, me being 29yo virgin who has never brought succubi home.
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 No.249730

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>>249726
my dad got the only relationship of his life at 41 with a fat 0/10 succubus, back when the only criteria for a guy was to have a pulse and a job
thats how i was born and why i post here

i have everything he has, im balding, im short (166cm), fat in all the wrong places, stupid face

then wonders why i dont do well with his genetics in the tinder age against 190cm model faced gigajocks

"go on those dating apps"

just fucking lol

 No.249740

Yes. My dad always gives me the talk about needing to be more social and going out and getting succubi. I have tried to explain to him that it’s not for me, and that even if I wanted to I wouldn’t be able to, but he just doesn’t get it.

It could be worse though. My parents have a family friend who has one son who they paid his entire college expenses, and he is now a tranny who is unemployed and lives with his manipulative girlfriend, and they have cut off contact with his parents.

I’ve learned now that my place in life is where I want to be. So my parents wanting me to be someone else doesn’t bother me. Everybody is different, and I don’t need to conform to social norms of what a good son should be.

 No.249744

Your parents failed you, they gambled with your life and made you feel bad about it.

 No.250371

>>249717
My Dad has never had the talk with me and my Mum gave up a long time ago.

 No.250372

>>249717
My dad died a few months ago but he was an agressive drunk who abused my mom and I lost all contacts with him years ago.
I don't think my mom is disappointed but I think she expected something more.



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 No.228958[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

>29
>worthless polisci degree (2015)
>didn't work a job until 24
>have had 14 jobs and quit them all within a year or less
>haven't worked more than 2 months at a job since almost 2 years ago
>live at home, never paid rent
>never made more than 16/hr doing almost entirely what amounts to stocking shelves in grocery stores
>schizoid
>misanthropic
>lack the natural affect and social fluidity that makes interactions with people smooth due to years of isolation
>can't stand interacting with people in a professional way
>get really anxious, feel panicky, etc
I got a job where I had to go into 711's, convenience stores, etc and talk to the store managers about shelf space for our candy bars and buying displays. I couldn't handle it. The idea of having to ingratiate and grovel to someone i don't want to talk to so some anonymous faggot company can make more profit just made me so angry. I ghosted after 2 weeks of training and one week of sitting in my car outside the stores to spoof the companies GPS on our tablet.

Is it over? Should I just move to some small town in the midwest and stock shelves at the local grocery store and hide from the vicious judgement and shame of the east coast yuppies who i was supposed to be a part of?
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 No.249395

>>233414

Lol bullshit.

I've worked in IT for 2 years now and it's been fucking HELL.

All the physical labour of hauling desktops around, racking heavy ass servers, constantly wracking my brains over solutions when shit doesn't work.

Having to CONSTANTLY deal with middle aged office bitches throwing hissy fits coz an update changed the font colour on their email etc.

Seriously fuck IT. Fuck office work in general. If you're not a normie become a truck driver or something.

 No.250075

>>228958

>24

>make 30 a hour
>work long hours 4 days a week
>too much responsbility
>quit
>with all my skills, i end up working at subway
>quit
>work at factory
>spic coworker yells in my face at random times because hes always drunk
>quit

I'm unemployed and living off money i earned from previous jobs.

 No.250093

>>233551
Only if you walk it through without suspicion of its predacity.

If I just had some ability to concentrate properly as I did when younger…

 No.250297

>>250075
What were you doing for 30 an hour? I could use that kind of wage

 No.250367

>>249393
>>250075
Fuck I want to be NEET again so bad. But if I quit my job I know I'm only destined for a shittier job in the future. Moreover, the longer you're unemployed, the more impossible it is to get a decent job. Not to mention the shame you'll eventually feel NEETing into your 40s+ while broke. Can't see any way out of this hell but sui.


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 No.249130[Reply]

I've forgotten how self-imposed despair and suffering feels like. It only goes back to my head those brief moments I relapse back to heavy drug abuse.

I am mentally ill and so are many here. I've stopped looking at my mental health as something wrong that has to be resolved. I have severe depression (recurring), BPD both with psychotic symptoms, that's it. I don't overthink it. I take my meds and deal with the wave of symptoms as they come in my daily life.

This is not about improving or being better. I've found life is slightly more tolerable like this. Seeing myself as an ill person, accepting there is nothing wrong with that and taking ownership of my health to not end up in fucking jail or the psych ward again.

Just wanted to say that, can't fucking sleep, forgot to take my mirtazapine for 2 fucking days and I feel like blowing my brains. It feels like I am a small chihuahua getting fucked in the ass by a big rottweiler, that's how I feel and I gotta wagecuck "tomorrow".

 No.249131

You should purposely fuck up your job and go for neetbucks.

 No.249132

>>249131
No neetbux where I live. Third-world.

I tried leeching off my parents while being stuck on heavy drug use, for almost 18 months. Too fucked up even for me.

 No.250210

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>>249130
Did you try leaving cereals away from your diet? Some people are specially sensitive to these foods in ways they didn't ever know.

 No.250219

>>250210
in way they didnt ever know until they read garbage books made for middle aged succubi with more time and disposable income than common sense

 No.250237

>>249130
Yeah I'd take mitrazapaine to sort of ease my insomnia issues but it just makes me feel so retarded in the morning I almost destroyed a multi thousand dollar equipment last time I took it.
Seems like these pills that are supposed to help even hurt me more, im so fucked



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 No.249039[Reply]

Sadness engulfs my day-to-day life, and it has nothing to do with sex. The only thing keeping me from throwing myself from a skyscraper is that it's a sin. God is the only reason I'm here, I hope this is just a test and not a punishment.
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 No.249065

>>249056
It is a crime against nature for the same reasons as sodomy; it breaks the natural cycle of reproduction with people having sex for the sake of pleasure.

 No.249067

>>249065
>muh naturalistic fallacy

 No.249068

>>249065
There are no "crimes" in nature, anything and everything that happens in nature IS PART of nature itself.

 No.250109

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>>249039
Welcome to wizchan.

 No.250175

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>>249039
Someone first came up with the concept of god or supernatural higher entities. Before monotheism were paganism and animalism.

From thereon, many made convoluted additions to such concept, developing the toolkits of social control and grouop identity. From thereon, there are spinoffs, and spinoffs of spinoffs, turning into sectarianism. Old Judaism spawned Islam and Christianity. And each has different sects, Catholics and Protestants, Shia and Sunni and Sufism.

Of beliefs of higher entities with multitudes of rules and protocols, are man-made social rituals that organises groups of people and organises society when adopted at a mass scale.

If such entity is real, it does not care enough to even show itself evidently to the living. Promising that only after death will it all be evident. Who made such promises? The pretenders of prophets who seeked their own greatness?



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 No.249666[Reply]

I thought you guys were schizoids like me, why are you getting depressed? All those "I'm gonna kill myself" posts make me feel like I'm on some normalfag website. To make it clear, most of you guys are depressed because you were and are socially and romantically unsuccessful? Is it really that fucking stupid? How is that any different from the annoying whining threads on /r9k/. Personally I picked the wizard lifestyle out of my own volition and never regretted it, I don't need to kill myself I'll eventually die of old age like everyone, meanwhile I can still have nice things and experience a decent experience, I travel and have many hobbies, doing it all alone makes it better for me. Schizoid is an hackneyed term, I don't despise relationships, but spending the vast majority of my time completely fulfills me.
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 No.249939

>>249936
cool it with the avatarfagging.

 No.250094

>>249758
>why life
From the void we came to the void we depart. Therefore, I don't trust the void.

 No.250101

>calls himself schizoid
>doesn't know how common depression is among schizoids
I agree that most here just want a GF or pretend they dont but at least use the terms right

 No.250144

>>250101
I wish I could find a community of only schizoids I can't stand reading about human relationships. None of it appeals to me and it's 99% of every forum

 No.250151

>>250144
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCATqJDPEzNIyT7Q3pWYj2Rg
Apparently this dude has a community for shizoids.



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