/dep/ - Depression

Life is wonderful, and although it is not always full of opportunities, nor the best people, we can create our own opportunities, and improve ourselves as human beings.

Older wizzie here, I spend a good decade on psych meds and constantly trying to work past my autism. It doesn't work, here's some advice for you high functioning spergs that are suffering.

1. Make dealings with the fact you'll never have a wife, girlfriend and children, and psychologically accept it. The crab blackpill stuff with autism is 100% correct, it is harder for us than someone with schizophrenia. I'm someone tall and good looking enough to be asked out by succubi in the past, but it doesn't work out as they ghost you the second they work out what you are.

2. If you have to socialize, socialize with old people. They're more forgiving than younger normalfags. Retirement homes advertise chatting and talking to the elderly, if you need to get your social fix in, you could easily sate the urge with that. They won't be mean to you and they'll be desperate for your company. If you're an extroverted aspie who needs socialization, have a grandma/grandpa or two you go and see every second day. You will absolutely make their day, and you'll be able to talk to someone in a safe environment.

3. Get offline. Computer addiction destroys aspies, and we're susceptible to porn addiction and absolutely depraved coomery. If you're NEETing you can easily spend 12+ hours a day doomscrolling. We're all trannying out at rapid rates because we're susceptible to that brainrot.

4. A part time job where you work alone is preferable to NEETdom. But make sure it is alone, you must always find work where you're alone. You will be victimized because of your condition in hyper-social normie workplaces, guaranteed. Even if you weren't at school, you will be at work. Autists are typically fine at school but suffer at work to the point where 85% of us live on NEETbux.

5. Understand that there's nothing in the normalfag life that will actually make you happy. I did it all, I pushed myself to the limits trying to suppress and overcome my autism. I lived a life that for a while could be considered normie. It will not satisfy you and it won't make you happy. Find a healthy routine and stick to it.

6. Kacazynski-maxx if you can. If you can live in the countryside with a bit of land, do it. Having a small garden, going fishing, being in nature and having a dog will make you pretty happy by yourself. I was my happiest the less I used screens and the more outdoors I was.

Your virginity is a tremendeous and powerful gift from God which keeps the heart pure. If you pray to God and ask him he will guide you to a succubus thats right for you if thats meant for you

I had been sad and discouraged for 3 weeks, today I went out to the park and I feel very happy. It reminded me that not everything is lost, I can still write a better future, and change my life.

I don't like who I am genetically. I'm ugly, stupid, worthless, mentally ill and most people don't want anything to do with me. But are they right? Surely there's a reason behind that. It's probably because my reproduction would be really bad for the world. So I am viewed the way I'm viewed and treated the way I'm treated. So I can't even blame them. Right? I have no redeeming qualities. There is simply nothing good about me. I wish I ended everything in elementary school or even kindergarten. I wouldn't have experienced this life. When I die I hope nothing about me is remembered. I wish I left absolutely no trace in the world, but sadly I did

I used to cut myself but my parents forced me to stop.

Now I make maps to keep myself from committing suicide.

What do you guys do

Before I had dreams, hopes, and worked for a better future. Maybe not in the best way, nor in the most constant way possible, but I had it, it made me happy, it made me move, and be someone better. Now I don't have dreams, I'm a lost cannon, and it's really sad, knowing that you can't fight for your dreams, since there is nothing to fight for.
Although sometimes I would like to see how far I can go, without internet, without a computer, focusing on books, business, walks, and similar things, but I feel that I am not very strong, and that bad emotions will end up attacking.

even if I was an anhiliationist(someone who believes there is "nothing" after (??) death) ,I would still have as my most cherished desire and wish in life to live on an Empty World. no animals, no humans..no internet . just plant life, trees, maybe shells and minerals…fungi, algae, all sorts of roots and moss and so on. People might deride this an escapist fantasy, or a survival game LARP but I believe the empty world, a mirror planet, is real and exists.
If I go there, I will stay there till I die.