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 No.268318[Reply]

Evolution has set it so that females are the root of man's power. As intelligence (increased versatility/creativity in response to stimuli) moved away from bacteria in response to various environmental pressures (lack of food, need to escape predation, etc) forcing larger bodies, the amount of White-matter in the brain of males (how high the forehead/eyebrows are/how effeminate the face is) increased to keep the body functional in response to an increase of gray-matter (original brain matter) from higher intelligence. This increase of white-matter to cover gray matter in males prompted an increase in the amount of white-matter in females as well. In people, this evolutionary history is present in that more intelligent men have smaller testicles (lessens intelligence change from person-to-person by reducing potential people) on average and more white-matter, so when there is a need for a raise in intelligence due to environment, what ends-up happening is an automatic shift toward smaller testicles and more white-matter. The original life was likely a purely asexual Y chromosome bacteria with a brain/brain-plan of near total gray matter. At some point it split into male and female because it had to over-come the challenges it faced to continue its survival as sexual reproduction offered more genetic variability than asexual. Females evolved to mentally lag males in evolution, lack sentience and capability, and to be used and care for males and offspring. Males evolved to be genuinely intelligent, independent, capable and strong in contrast while maintaining an element of insanity or suffer death at all times. Both sexes increased in intelligence as well as everything is 100% hereditary. Every time there was an increase in White-matter due to a need for higher intelligence (higher forehead/eyebrows) there was a new facial standard for murder for food with each species as man moved away from bacteria. This is because all mobile life on earth is condemned to kill their own DNA due to a need for protein, vitamins & minerals to prevent death, so it all demands a brain to commit murder to keep reproduction running. Any brain that did not kill due to too much love for what they see in foreign DNA did not reproduce (encouraging racial discrimination even at 99.9+ DNA shared, etc.). This process happened over 1.05 billion years, and it is made of murder, natural selection, violence, and extreme suffering. It has installed pro-group thinking in the brain of man anPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.268348

I will consider reading your post if you insert line breaks at appropriate points throughout. Until then, good day sir.

 No.268349

>>268348
As an emacs user you could copy and paste it to scratch buffer and use M-q to format paragraph to the break line.

Evolution has set it so that females are the root of man's
power. As intelligence (increased versatility/creativity in
response to stimuli) moved away from bacteria in response to
various environmental pressures (lack of food, need to escape
predation, etc) forcing larger bodies, the amount of White-matter
in the brain of males (how high the forehead/eyebrows are/how
effeminate the face is) increased to keep the body functional in
response to an increase of gray-matter (original brain matter)
from higher intelligence. This increase of white-matter to cover
gray matter in males prompted an increase in the amount of
white-matter in females as well. In people, this evolutionary
history is present in that more intelligent men have smaller
testicles (lessens intelligence change from person-to-person by
reducing potential people) on average and more white-matter, so
when there is a need for a raise in intelligence due to
environment, what ends-up happening is an automatic shift toward
smaller testicles and more white-matter. The original life was
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 No.268358

why do you think the white matter of a male brain is related to forehead and eyebrow height?

please use paragraph breaks

 No.268366

>>268358
Not him but it's about potential brain size and capacity. A larger brain will typically have more white matter. It's why "smoothbrain" is an insult to someone dumb.

 No.268368

>>268366
But why is a larger brain related to the facial features mentioned?



 No.267850[Reply]

Anyone knows how to get into a fight and win and not go to prison or get charges?
I'm very angry and I feel like a loser and I only had some scrambles in school and I always lost.
Recently I joined a gym to get stronger and also a martial art but I'm losing to everyone as they are more experienced than me and this is making me suicidal.

I feel that if I would fight someone and win it would make me feel better but I only see this going bad: I lose badly and get the beating of my life or I fight someone that doesn't fight back and they report me.

I need someone that is around my age and that fights back so the win feels good and I don't want them to call the police.

What kind of person should I challenge? Should I bait them to attack me and then it's self defense? How do I make sure I win?

I just need to feel better than someone. Also, there aren't any streetbeefs and other stuff like that where I live.
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 No.268211

>>268209
You're right that height doesn't matter in a fight since all you need is to know how to throw a punch and you just need enough reach to do so but your assumption that people won't take you serious because you're shorter is wrong, if you are confident enough and able to show aggression without any fear then your opponent will take it serious, doesn't matter if you're shorter. If people see that you don't care at all then they will get the message, bigger dudes just have a superficial advantage when it comes to these things since they can seem threatening without actually being dangerous.

Even Charlie Bronson (not the actor) who fought a shitload of guys inside and outside of prison wrote that height doesn't mean shit when it comes to fighting.

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 No.268251

This isn't DBZ mate.

 No.268266

>>268209
in 50 years it wont matter but move there now and youll be asainmaxxing tall guy

 No.268274

>>268201
the issue here is as deep as the underlying cause behind the desire to act upon violent impulses believing that it will offer some sort of relief

you keep offering advice on how to deal with these type of situations in an efficient manner but i think that these situations are easily avoidable by a virgin, one of the biggest reason why normals get into fights is because of petty squabbles e.g. you insulted and offended or physically assaulted a friend of theirs, their romantic partner or a family member

as a social ghost most people are going to ignore you and you're going to ignore them, every once in awhile some normal is going to say something really stupid that is meant to provoke but is it really wise to give in to that? they feed off of situations like these because their lives are so laughably empty, if you refuse to engage in the conflict that they're trying to initiate they usually fuck off, if you engage they benefit more from it than you do, why pay so much attention to what some barely sentient creature thinks about you?

the only reason why one would do something that is as reckless as what OP intends to do is because of a fragile ego



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 No.265017[Reply]

Do you think Nietzsche was right about this? I think there may be something to it. Normals are so fragile, especially succubi, they refuse to even consider bad scenarios and how horrible existence can be at times. It takes courage to contemplate negative thoughts and emotions. Pessimism is a sign of high vitality, of a brave spirit, of an ascetic soul who doesn't think feeling good all the time is necessarily desirable.
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 No.268237

>>268234
Well, how far are you from Mexico? It's apparently pretty easy to fucked with by just being in the rural cartel areas.

 No.268239

>>268237
Europe. I never even left my country. I'm a hermit.

>>268236
Why, wizzie? Why do you hate me, baka?

 No.268241

>>268239
Yeah, you would have a difficult time getting to Mexico, if I had any guess. Why not go fuck with warlords in North Africa, while it's not exactly Mexico, it's the same flavor isn't it?

 No.268246

>>268241
Africa or Mexico, it's the same to me as a semi-hikki NEET. With any luck though the russia-ukraine conflict will develop into some global war and then we won't have to go anywhere to experience suffering. Yummy.

 No.268249

>>268246
Actually, traveling asceticist lifestyle is ironically not very sufferable. It can be, but it's like you jump into the abyss expecting a broken back, landing into a bed of feathers. Good luck!



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 No.268081[Reply]

thread for discussing more Theory than Practice. terror management theory(TMT), Psycho-history(loyd demausse),cosmicism etc
So far Im reading a lot to see wether deat =timeless eternal void. And IF thats true,seeing how I cope.
Im also putting stuff into perspective by reading every day,both micro biology and Microbial sentience and far-future timeline and massive cosmic events.
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 No.268120

>>268116
what is hyperbole…..
>>268117
>>268119
>>268118
cry about it little antinatalist cucklets

 No.268121

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>>268120
we're both getting dumber by the picosecond, goofball.

 No.268122

>>268121
And yet, here you are.

 No.268123

>>268122
Indeed, and i'm all the worse for it.

 No.268132

>>268123
Acceptance of the problem is the first step to healing.



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 No.262158[Reply]

All my life at least since I was like 8 different people would pick on me for no reason or betray or abandon me. I never bothered anybody yet people would be hostile or bully me out of nowhere. Friends would stop talking to me or become hostile to me without explanation, or wouls it be enough for somebody to say something bad to one of said friends to become hostile to me after years. This continued in high school. I managed to have a sort of group of friends but the same thing happened. There was for example a guy who I was ok with him and outta nowhere he refused to greet me and would look at me making smug faces and outright started bothering me at recess one day. Later years people would be extremely harsh with me for stuff they would pass or ignore on other people. For example there was a succubus (she was a neo nazi and very fucked up in the head) who I was sorta friend for a year yet she became hyper hostile against me for a small comment I once made to her. To the point of reacting aggressively and never talking to me again and doing bad comments against me every once. This continued even in college. I even tried to confront politely friends who suddenly for no reason stopped talking to me and all I got was evasives or staring at me like a soulless npc or even aggressions.

Same thing in the street, if there's a beggar or my country's version of the jogger he'll come to bother me outta all the possible people. There were weaker and weirder people at school yet none of those were picked, ever. And the only time I fought back I was called a violent monster by succubus classmate (I only slapped the bully on his face. He once stomped 3 times the head of another classmate, yet I'm the violent…)

I tried everything, from being nice, to being "myself", I've thought it was a punishment from god or karma and accepted it for a while (which fucked me up mentally even more). Yet to this day I don't even understand why people are like this with me

For the record I'm average and almost always used to dress normal, with nothing strange. Nowadays I'm mostly a silent character and dress "aggressively" (like a bodyguard, with sunglasses and everything) and carry pepper spray, and weapons just in case and even tough people avoid me more, I can notice when some people take that same approach, like they want to be hostile with me for no reason but since I don't give them any reason to do so by being as irrelevant as possible, they like sPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.266616

>>262440
Karma is invented or even simply made up concept by demons as excuse to fuck with you.

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 No.266627

>>266139
Not not maybe, but is not that wizzies and autists are pious per se, but its just normalfags are so repulsive and disgusting that by comparison makes us or anyone who isn't normalfag look holy.

 No.266649

>>266208
more like wizchan 2014 -2022

 No.267962

>>266208
Hi newfriend. Seems like gender wasn't the issue here but the continuous reject OP has gone by. Le ebin magic wizard who hates everybody since being a baby is not a real thing. Have this in consideration



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 No.264658[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I just have to get through this week edition

                                
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 No.267926

>>267849
That's wageslavery without the wage

 No.267946

>>267909
I've seen a bit of discussion about this online, and the general reply is

>they said the same thing during the 2000 dotcom crash, and then were left with a massive egg on their face two to three years later.


The difference here is
>Moore's law is coming to an end
>During the dotcom crash, the average person spent half an hour a day online (if they were online at all), now they spent as much time as they possibly can already
>TikTok and other platforms have pretty much reached the apotheosis of online opium

I often speculate about the state of tech in these threads (training in tech atm). I think it's like aeronautics, we'll have to learn to be happy with 15% improvement in hardware over a generation instead of Moore's law.

>>267920
Manufacturing automation has been pretty slow since the 1990s, the largest chicken processing plant here might get one new machine every year or two. Software in manufacturing plants here are pretty legacy, all the computers are running windows 98-ME on their servers and the GUI clearly shows it was rolled out twenty years ago, and you can tell there's been no improvements. The marginal improvements in manufacturing has come down to shaving time off the JIT system. Logistics have become tighter and tighter due to computers, but the actual manufacturing process isn't much different. Amazon basically achieved its success through turning their logistic workers into total wageslaves, not by some wondrous new manufacturing technology.

 No.267952

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>>265440
wtfhappenedin1971.com
the long slow painful decline will continue we're in a new dark age

 No.268282

>>264688
You work at target too? What do you do?

 No.268340

Aching all over.


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 No.266268[Reply]

I have no doubt this subject is not unheard of here.
It goes like, I still get massive scream-inducing "cringe" over stuff that happened mainly over two years ago. As a matter of fact I feel like I have unlocked the bulk of my consciousness over the last two years or so (I am in my late teens). When thinking about the times I have made a fool of myself, I can't help saying aloud words that make no sense together in the meantime - which does really add to my feeling pathetic. Since I also obviously can't dissociate the people involved in my past from my past itself - provided they don't rub it in themselves -, being forced to be around them gets unduly bad.
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 No.267249

I got sick recently (bronchitis) and the agony changed my personality - a bit.

 No.267367

What you describe is very common.

 No.267819

>>267367
to "very" different extents, yes

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 No.267861

My whole life has become like this since my rapid weight gain and subsequent weight loss. My body is hideously misshapen and scarred from my eating disorder and ever time I remember something of the past I remember when I was taut and non excessive and I feel immense regret and shame because of what I have done to myself. Everything reminds me of the past I can't go on living like this.



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 No.267837[Reply]

Is anyone else planning to go out(die)but only after having done\die due to, a riotous mix of steroids,supplements,and benzos? or even drugs?
Ill be clear, I have a psychiatrist whom I can TRICK into giving me the strongest benzos. or go trough periods of 0 benzo ie;unmedicated. Alcohol, drugs, and muscle building shut. why not? I wont attract any succubi anyway nor do I want to. but being imposing,fearsome before normoloids would be blissful.
i know this is deadly and i will be ded within a couple of years after I go trough this
(also i wont over eat or indulge in taste food,but rather do long fasting for that sweet endogenous HGH)

 No.267838

>>267837
I don’t do drugs but yeah, I feel a lot better running testosterone and lifting than I do without it. I bought HGH but was too afraid of cancer to use it. My diet will probably kill me before the steroids do though.

 No.267839

>>267838
I dont want to sound like a broscience curlbro but: saunas and fasting(2,3 days or more…) radically increases HGH,endogenously.

 No.267859

shitty crimge thread number 302837 by the same damn underage retard. let him have one and only one thread somewhere so all his brainfarts can be hidden and ignored, or automatically move them to /b/

 No.267860

>>267859
brainFART as something BAD?
I enjoy smelling my protein farts!



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 No.266930[Reply]

What do you want to say about this passage?


If you really want to become a part of those few people in this world that have transcended the world, you have to do what they did.
The first prerequisite: Shut up. Be quiet. Stop debating. Stop arguing. Stop trying to prove a point. Even if someone knows something that you don't, whether they share it with you or not, makes no difference, for you have to come up with your own truth. There's really no one in this universe that can hand you realization on a silver platter.

Number two: You have to let go. You have to let go so completely that it becomes scary. You have to totally let go mentally. You have to stop depending on person, place or thing for your self-worth. You have to start depending on the infinite invisible, on what you cannot see, taste, touch, or smell or feel.

Number three: You must look at the world but never react to anything. You must watch your feelings and your emotions, observe them, and as they come into contact with you, you must become the witness, realizing that you are not those emotions. You are not your bad temper. You are not the depression. You are nothing that goes on in this world.

Number four: You must develop a tremendous humility, a stupendous humility. This is more important than anything else. If someone tells you something that you don't like to hear you do not become upset. You do not hold it in. You let it go through you and it dissipates, for it has no energy except the energy you give it. You are responsible to yourself. If you fool yourself you're just going to get disgusted in the end and give up all spiritual life, for you'll say you've gotten nowhere, nothing has happened, it doesn't work. It doesn't exist.
I suppose this is the reason I am with you. To tell you, "Yes, there is an invisible realm of perfection beyond this world, interpenetrating this world, that makes this world look like kindergarten." Yet you must be able to see it yourself.

Number five: You have to want it so much that you don't want it. You have to have such a strong desire to be free that all desire stops. When all desire stops there is a quietness, a stillness, that takes place within you. It is only when this stillness, this quiet- ness, comes when you're able to see clearly, not with your physical eyes, but with your spiritual eye, not with your little I, not with the I-thought, but with the I-am. And you will see in all directions. YPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.266932

>>266931
You are right, that rule has been broken by the same person who promotes it. Like the first two rules of Fight Club. Those rules are exaggerated for some reason, I think. May be to act wisely

 No.266933

All these eastern philosophies just seem like a mind virus to make powerless people content
I kind of ressonate with all those points but not because they are a spiritually conclusion or morally desirable behaviours but because I am powerless to have an effect on the world, I am at the bottom of the power hierachy and not because of my own volition but because of external conditions and it hurts my psyche becase I wish it was otherwise. I could pretend it not to be so and cope by saying it's a virtue and I choose so, but that would be dishonest although conforting.

 No.266934

>>266930
>The first prerequisite: Shut up. Be quiet. Stop debating. Stop arguing. Stop trying to prove a point. Even if someone knows something that you don't, whether they share it with you or not, makes no difference, for you have to come up with your own truth. There's really no one in this universe that can hand you realization on a silver platter.

"Your own truth" is intentionally vague. Truth can be anything depending on the context, and refusing to grow doesn't help you transcend anything. "Truth" could be anything from politics, religion, philosophy, work skills. You could be wrong on any of these things or have incomplete, biased views. Someone could have a completely different view of religion or philosophy because they grew up in a different part of the world. There will always be people who have skills greater than yours or have thought of things you haven't thought of. It's foolish to not take advantage of these things.

>Number two: You have to let go. You have to let go so completely that it becomes scary. You have to totally let go mentally. You have to stop depending on person, place or thing for your self-worth. You have to start depending on the infinite invisible, on what you cannot see, taste, touch, or smell or feel.


Infinite invisible sounds like woo. Ironically, people who get into this kind of stuff aren't from the background that would know this from birth. They have to learn this, to learn their "truth". Then, their spirituality tends to be a mish mash of other religions.

I won't go on too much. The quote has the typical fuzzy terminology like "spiritual eyes" and "pure awareness" and a weird definition of "self". Everything around these words, the spiritual woo, is the fruit around the seed. It's the doctrine and the living experience. It's meant to dictate who you should become and how you should act. Not in a cult kind of way, but in a religious way. You act THIS way, think THIS way, and you become "transcended". The terminology's meant to hook you in while the doctrine is meant to appeal to a "transcended spiritual" kind of life that's somewhat familiar to people (think monks), but also sounds reassuring (like Christianity).

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 No.266946

>>266933
Most people historically in far eastern societies were powerless and had to Kowtow hard out. When you have a wife and kids to support as a normalfag, it makes sense to come to terms with your own inferiority on the hierarchy and make dealings so you can better provide for your kids.

I think this is the good part of psychological coping. When you're having to endure hardship for something good. But for a wizard who doesn't have a wife or kids, it starts making less sense.

 No.267815

>>266934
I believe transcendence is real, and so is enlightenment. I think it's just similar to flow state, which is very nice, but there is layers to it



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 No.263863[Reply]

Is anyone else here ugly?
And by ugly I mean fucking ugly, to the point you get ostracized from society.
I had cystic acne when I was a teenager (I'm in my early 30s now) and that left me with scars all over my face, I also have facial seborrheic dermatitis and a very oily T-zone. I'm also a bald manlet and I'm hairy like a gorilla. When I talk to people I can see how they struggle to look at my face. They usually get watery eyes after a while of trying to have a conversation with me and they have to look away to clean their eyes. I'm a fucking monster. This has affected every single area of my life. I have been a NEET for years, not because I want to, but because I have no choice. The few times I've ever gotten a job I got bullied by all my coworkers, even my bosses. They always conspire against me to get me fired as soon as possible because they don't want to see my ugly face anymore. I have spend so much money on skincare and treatments, but nothing ever works. Even my own family members bully me, they're extremely cruel to me and celebrate every bad thing that happens to me, I think they're waiting for my parents to die to see if I kill myself. Almost everybody I know hates me for no apparent reason other than because I'm ugly. I have always tried to be a decent person and I have always treated people with as much respect and kindness as I can, but all I have received in return are insults and humilliations. Over time this has affected my mental health and I'm at my wits' end. This is like a curse and I just don't know what to do anymore.
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 No.267584

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Attractive female students no longer earned higher grades when classes moved online during COVID-19

When analyzing the data, Mehic first found evidence of the beauty premium in traditional in-person instruction. For non-quantitative courses (e.g., business, economics) that were taught fully online, student attractiveness was positively correlated with student grades. However, this effect was not found for quantitative courses (e.g., math, physics). This was in line with the researcher’s expectations since non-quantitative classes tend to include assignments and presentations that encourage student-teacher interaction, while quantitative classes are often graded entirely through final exams.

The results next revealed that the switch to online instruction eliminated the beauty premium — but only for female students. For non-quantitative courses, attractive female students saw a decline in their grades with remote instruction, while attractive male students continued to enjoy a beauty advantage.

>www.psypost.org/2022/11/attractive-female-students-no-longer-earned-higher-grades-when-classes-moved-online-during-covid-19-64251

>old.reddit.com/r/science/comments/yql2u5/attractive_female_students_no_longer_earned/

 No.267592

>>267584
>while attractive male students continued to enjoy a beauty advantage.
Why?

 No.267597

>>267592
swedes are gay

 No.267598

>>267592
Looks are generally correlated with good health and intelligence and male grades are generally correlated better with mental health and intelligence. succubi are silly in the sense that they'll happily spend hours rote memorizing pointless shit, they will squeeze in 10 hours of extra study to raise their grade 5-10%, and then forget all that information two seconds after the test. So you even have mediocre succubi earning high grades.

 No.267654

>>263863
>>263863
Why not get a job in a lonely night time place? Or some place where its all guys and they dont care about looks



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