/dep/ - Depression

>>237680
It's also the first time I saw someone on wizchan flavoring their shitpost with chinese.

>>236956
Yeah everything goes gradually worse, 2016-2020 was cancerous with omnipresent politics, acceleration of social decadence, divide and rule…But at least there was something to root for in the past, something exciting, even small… It looks like 2021-2024 there will be no such thing and the only hope would be a war where a significant part of humanity dies.

>>237690
>Yeah everything goes gradually worse
>2016
Things were already bad by 2014, I don't know you'd consider 2016 to be a significant increase in "badness".

>2016
Was a great year for imageboards. Only that year.

>>237237
Comparing high school succubi from the early 2000's to what they're like now are nearly polar opposites in my region at the very least. Even the mean ones back then were only mean to people who really deserved it, they were kinder and everything. Sure I still know they were talking in their groups etc.. But I don't care about that. Todays ones a little demons, in your face and abusing random people. I was just walking home from work once a few months ago and a student started filming me screaming "PEDO PEDO PEDO" because I was walking behind her like 10m or so..

>>237695
This has to be some sort of wizjoke right? That level of stupidity is just too high.

>Early 19th century
Malthusian economics
>Late 19th century
Yellow horde
>Early 20th century
Dysgenics
>1950s
Nuclear armageddon
>1960s
Population bomb
>1970s
Pollution
>1990s
Globalization
>2000s
Climate Change

These doomer scenarios come and go. The fall of rome was doomer af and we bounced back from that eventually, no need to be totally cynical fellas.

>>236532
None of those things have stopped being a problem though.

>>236534
Malthusian economics was proven wrong, population growth doesn't remain exponential necessarily and food output has made great gains. Dysgenics is still a problem but its a problem localized in certain areas and certain classes, Mormons for example are eugenic with their mating patterns, with higher class men and succubi outbreeding lower class men and succubi. Nuclear proliferation is moving at a snail's pace and has become a minor problem since the cold war ended. The population bomb is winding up to be a dud with even India falling rapidly into subreplacment fertility.

Things can change, in ways that people cannot plan for or expect. What wasn't thought to be a problem becomes a problem, and what was a problem can often become a non-problem.

>>231753
I believe it will too due to mass immigration/race conflict, weakening of men, foreign powers like China, and inflation. We're in-between the 'good times' and 'hard times'.

>>231820
Climate change is made up liberal propaganda, literally doesn't exist, you're getting into hysterics over made up conspiracies designed to amp up gullible normalfags to support liberal homoglobo agenda.

>>237622
I don't know, you seem articulate enough for me.

>>237623
I can articulate enough, but it takes time in my case, homever most normies do articulate fastly, like robots

>In most cases I can only copy other people behaviours or thoughts.
Where do you think other people get their thoughts from?
It is truly rare to find an original genius who comes up with something fresh. Everyone else is just rehashing the same old shit trying to repackage it in fancy paper.

>>237627
Yeah but most normies hardly say anything worth listen.

Why call yourself a volcel? That implies you have a choice in being an outcast, which is clearly false from what you've written.

Maybe. No doubt it comes naturally and comfortably for some people, and with time some others will come to the conclusion it's an acceptable way for them.
But it will never work for me and I'm tired of pretending otherwise.
Even though I'm already a wizard by definition it never got any easier for me, in fact it's been getting much worse recently. I suffer so much I can feel my body physically giving up under the strain. I've had enough of trying to ignore the hurt, staying quiet about the stuff that truly bugs me, passively respecting all the written and unwritten the rules of the whole wizardry hermit monk LARP copium.
I don't even want to ever pretend anymore that loneliness isn't the central issue of my entire being, I just don't know where else to go.
But there's no place for people like me anywhere. No one could help, even if they wanted to. I'm at an age and place in life where only literal magic could fix anything. The loneliness and hopelessness is unbearable, all that's left of me is grief for a wasted life and mourning over youth I never got to experience.
It's not so bad for some people but I sure wasn't built to be alone. I just don't work that way. I'd never willingly choose it because it's poison to me.
I tried to fight this state of things but fighting all alone was an impossible struggle, while many awfully unfortunate events and environments were pushing me into living my worst nightmare that never seemed to end.
When I was still young I thought it couldn't continue forever, that at some point I'd overcome, bounce back and bloom late but beautifully. That brighter days were ahead, that spring would still come, the hardship would be compensated and patience rewarded. God, I wanted to bloom. To be a buried treasure just waiting to be unearthed. To be found. To be worth. To be cherished.
I yearned for warmth and dreamed of the sun but there was never a limit on the bad, no rock bottom to hit, was there? It's only going to get worse… always was.
I can't bear the thought I had no intrinsic value, no potential to be unleashed. Nothing to be loved for. The world has demonstrated these facts to me again and again but I can't… just can't.
It's too sad, too cruel. This isn't right. I feel it's not right for me to accept it.

If you are there.
God; that you made me, I curse you.

crab cope tier

>>237601
How compelling, what articulacy. A master wizard.

Being a NEET is god-tier and anyone who has been for any anount of time worth a damn knows that we need to support our wageslave bros out there. Shit's hard out there man, we all need a release valve. This thread shoulda been deleted kek. Sage for low quality post

>>237571
Report it for rule 5 and 4. He is showing contempt for our wagies wizards.

>>237571
cringe

>>237583
good post zoomer very informative hahaha kill yourself retard

The fact that this thread is still up almost 2 months later is an encapsulation of wizchan 2021. It is such obvious bait
>hate paying for food then grow your own
In the city? On my balcony I can grow only minor things like garlic and spices and 1 bag of potatoes which hardly goes enough to live of.
>hate paying every month for an apartment go buy a small patch of land and build shelter or fuck just buy a trailer.
Any piece of land big enough to live off completely, as there are no jobs in the countryside, costs more than I can afford to save up in many many years. Also you need to pay property taxes so you still need a job to pay for those massive fucking taxes each year.
>hate buying clothes then repurpose old clothes
Only sound advice and I think literally everyone whos not a richfag here does that already without even thinking about it.
I know he does not actually think these things but some people hold similar beliefs so I still wrote it out, really I'm just mad at the state of the chan where this sort of thing almost seems like it could fit in. In case he responds surely it will only be an insult, mark my words.

>>235750
Better others suffer than myself. The road to heaven is paved with corpses.

>>235084
We enter Epoch 3, armed with a brain. Surely this is a new epoch, the brain says to itself, in an inevitable chain of epochs leading to the universe itself becoming a brain.

Intellect is the criterion by which to judge our place in the evolutionary ladder. Consequently, once the cosmos has been metastasized by intelligence, intellect as cancer, there can be no Epoch 7, 8, or 9. After all, that would be inconceivable.

With absolute order comes absolute knowledge and with absolute knowledge comes absolute morality.

Absolute morality is only possible through artificial general intelligence.

>>236397
>and with absolute knowledge comes absolute morality
Assuming there is such a thing as absolute morality in the first place

>>237489
I think the existence of absolute knowledge is a bigger stretch.

>>237170
I had horrible social anxiety as a kid, and I was always quiet in class because I was afraid of my teachers screaming at me for talking to the other kids. That might be part of the reason why I turned out so socially stunted and am a friendless loser today. I also hated my physical appearance, and hated the way I looked after I was forced to get a haircut. My dad always acted like this syrupy, saccharine beta faggot with the personality of Barney the Dinosaur. I also went to a Catholic school, which I hated. When I was 10, I seriously considered converting to Islam, since it seemed like a far more macho, manly religion that gets rid of degeneracy.

>>237170
Not really,more often than not I got into fights mostly because other people would make fun of me and the only happy memories I had was when I played my guitar and when I watched anime

heh I had the same thoughts as OP reading it too.

>>237170
It has always been hell from day one. Between my parents contantly trying to kill each other and being bullied at school, lets just say that I didn't enjoy my childhood much. I grew up being poor so I didn't even get the cool toys that people post in nostalgia threads.

>>237458
Same story here. I also have brother that bullied me a lot, now he mildly buillies me. Though the only difference between us is that he's older, more fit and have more money.

>>237343
Do you have a crush back then?

>>237354
no I just remember the days where I had no responsibilities I just had to go to school and then come home and I could play video games all night long

>>237340
When I was a child I already sensed that my adult life would have sucked and so I didn’t want to grow up. I also loved the fact that I was the youngest child in my family. I see that I was right now.

When I was a young I was really gifted and everyone expected me to become some kind of brilliant scientist now I am just an hikki, my childhood was really shitty because I was bullied all the time but I still miss the times when everyone had such high expectations of me

I love video games and tv shows from my childhood and miss the days where people weren't zombie addicted to twitter on their smartphones, but I wouldn't say I miss being a child.

I'm at peace with it, no problem living a completely mediocre life, as long as I have food, a roof and a bed.

There is no problem with that. It's just that life still sucks after you accept that. Literally nothing changes. It will only get worse.

>>234413
It does matter for the stained carpet absent in your image.
A wise man said once that no clear moves should me allowed there.

>>234413
>>234430
Nobil?

KC bear it return