>>297506I guess OP means some kind of being oblivious to something, or maybe not having committed a certain sin? Idk, other than being a parasite to my parents, I haven't seriously wronged anyone. But I don't feel guilty about the leeching, I mean these are the consequences of bringing another human to this world. And also I work, pay my parents a little rent (not much, but they refuse to accept more) and I help with some chores.
So I wouldn't say I really lost my "innocence"