Displaying 22 expired threads from the past 1 month
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| 308464 | without sense Again, that feeling returned, wondering why there was a kind of resentment within me. Memories surfaced of why things had to be this way. And well, my ego told me what my eyes had seen: that I was superior to the one who had prevented me from being myself. | [View] |
| 308419 | Art focus catharsis I got a very sad event and started to write things out of nowhere, like poems and short shitty ironic funny stories in my language, even some are sad or deppresive or even dramatic histories. | [View] |
| 308328 | coping with loss There's been several major deaths in my family over the past few years. People that actually respected me and whose company I enjoyed. They're all gone now. Tomorrow, I will have to call some of them and finish up some things I've been putting off for almost a decade now. | [View] |
| 308271 | Trading post Would you trade autism/trauma/neurodivergency/lifelong depression/emotional neglect/whatever else that makes you a visitor of this forum to physical disability? | [View] |
| 308138 | I think I'm ready to find peace I read up on the best ways to do it, charcoal seemed one of the better ones so I went with that. Bought it a few days ago and I've been dwelling on wether I should light the fire. I think I'll finally do it, I can't really find any hope in continuing on anymore. | [View] |
| 307848 | I'm going to be miserable for two weeks. I’ve come here to bitch, wizards. I’m an apprentice barely, I suppose (22 years), but I will be a wizard (for multiple reasons and beliefs), so I like the site a lot. Anyways, I’m in despair and will be in utter and complete despair for two weeks. | [View] |
| 307767 | I fucking hate work >phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep | [View] |
| 307749 | Living on Earth is not worth I'm an isekaist, I believe I'll get reincarnated in another world as I please. I don't think living in this world is worth, like this world is not what I wished for. I might have committed serious sins in my past life. So, I basically did nothing wrong in my current life and God/Deity/Goddess doesn't punish suicidal people as the bible doesn't mention condemnation to th | [View] |
| 307706 | /loneliness/ Why do us humans have to be so alone? I feel that despite having options to live and exist and do things we still are so very dependent on this biological programming to seek connection. I don't know how to say this but I honestly, often hate myself for seeking it from other people — trying to make friends who would listen, or talk, or at least stay. I know people are very busy and h | [View] |
| 307689 | uni I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni | [View] |
| 307613 | Take the buddhism-pill Buddhism just straight up ends the subject/object split and dependent co-origination makes the whole illusion of a permanent self or creator god look like the retarded cope it is while Christianity is still stuck LARPing with its sky daddy judging your jerkoff sessions and promising eternal torture for not believing in the magic carpenter. The eightfold path dissolves the who | [View] |
| 307519 | i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect. | [View] |
| 307439 | Some note... I don't know, I'm 24 years old and basically I haven't done anything but stay in my room. I'm usually on the computer and reading books, although lately I've let myself go and just been eating snacks and using Steam. Being flooded with strange thoughts, I've tried to write to you all, but the writings are even stranger. I also know I'm very slow because I'm contemplative, and in genera | [View] |
| 307395 | Self-Hypnosis for deppresion Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this) | [View] |
| 307210 | Depression Crawl Thread LXXIV Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread. | [View] |
| 306585 | Parents hating everything you do I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do | [View] |
| 305961 | I don't want to teach I need no recognition, I want meaning, but education itseld doesn't give any. Being counscious of the simulation, how it works and why it exists gives a very weird feeling. | [View] |
| 305401 | Family being careless with my belongings Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several it | [View] |
| 305362 | I miss being a proper neet so much and im jealous of people who can be | [View] |
| 304279 | I don't want to live anymore There's no meaning of existing when you can't be what you want. I wish I could live in a world where I am the main and where people would respect me or care about me. If I don't live in this world, I should die. | [View] |
| 303889 | Maybe I was emotionally neglected as a child? >Were you emotionally neglected as a child? | [View] |
| 303398 | Magick n Cope relaxation techniques The sole purpose of this post is to share the techniques and books I have accumulated over time to achieve relaxation and other things. | [View] |