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308831 There is nothing worse than being dumb, yet smart enough to know the fact that you are dumb. I am constantly forced to live with knowing that i am too stupid to handle even the simplest of tasks, everytime somebody corrects me on something obvious that i should have known i feel so fucking worthless. [View]
308788If you Depresed Come To Listen This Music If you're feeling depressed, come listen Music to Sidney Gish "Impostor Syndrome" (best part only).[View]
308772 I’m starting to question who I really am; I feel like I’m losing my mind as memories of my painful past come flooding back. I don’t know who to talk to—who I can actually trust. It feels like no one understands what I’m going through. They tell me I’ll be fine, but I don’t feel fine at all. Every day, every moment—it feels like an endless, vicious cycle. I’m exhausted by all of t[View]
308464without sense Again, that feeling returned, wondering why there was a kind of resentment within me. Memories surfaced of why things had to be this way. And well, my ego told me what my eyes had seen: that I was superior to the one who had prevented me from being myself.[View]
308419Art focus catharsis I got a very sad event and started to write things out of nowhere, like poems and short shitty ironic funny stories in my language, even some are sad or deppresive or even dramatic histories.[View]
308271Trading post Would you trade autism/trauma/neurodivergency/lifelong depression/emotional neglect/whatever else that makes you a visitor of this forum to physical disability?[View]
307994It's happening. The day of Armageddon has inched towards me in just 2 hours. I completed a worthless degree in IT, by completed, I mean gave the final exams of the final semester just 2 hours ago, and I returned home, which is in a third world country. And the results are as I expected, as a matter of fact, when I came back I could literally feel the tension inside my house mounting.[View]
307848I'm going to be miserable for two weeks. I’ve come here to bitch, wizards. I’m an apprentice barely, I suppose (22 years), but I will be a wizard (for multiple reasons and beliefs), so I like the site a lot. Anyways, I’m in despair and will be in utter and complete despair for two weeks.[View]
307767I fucking hate work >phone alarm wakes you up from blissful sleep[View]
307689uni I am losing my motivation im gonna fail out of Uni[View]
307554 another day another computer broken, no matter how hard i try i cant stop my explosive anger issues. im tired of how angry I get, it keeps me from enjoying things in life and forces me to avoid things I should enjoy. once the dust settles in, guilt crawls onto me. the cycle never stops. for the life of me I want this anger to stop, it keeps sabotaging things i enjoy.[View]
307519 i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.[View]
307315How would a good life even look like? When I was young I used to indulge in escapism by imagining a new life where everything goes right and I have no problems, but now when I think of it I simply see nothing. There is no possible path for things to go right, every single case and scenario would bring me to suffer.[View]
306726My mum is awful I have a horrible mother who criticises me just as much when I do something good as when I do something wrong. I remember having a lot of traumatic experiences with her, and even today she’s still the same. For example, I started being more hygienic and washing my hands before eating, and she started using that habit as a weapon against me. She also criticises me for not going out[View]
306585Parents hating everything you do I am not in a position to move out and I always have to listen to complaints about everything I do[View]
306545Wizards and porn addiction/gooning I am not even that horny, a lot of the days I force my self to do it while not even being in the mood for it, it's just the most effective way for me to cope, masturbation is free, gives you instant pleasure and can burn for you many hours at the time, there are times when i find my self touching myself just so I can use it as a way to distract my self for my anxi[View]
305961I don't want to teach I need no recognition, I want meaning, but education itseld doesn't give any. Being counscious of the simulation, how it works and why it exists gives a very weird feeling.[View]
305955Failing at everything you do Its hard being bad at everything, even the things you do for yourself[View]
305598I don't want to live in 2020s Nostalgic tiktok zoomer here, I hate being one but i don't want to lie you.(sorry bad English)[View]
305401Family being careless with my belongings Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several it[View]
303889Maybe I was emotionally neglected as a child? >Were you emotionally neglected as a child?[View]