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Whenever things seem like they are finally taking a turn for the better I cant help but think its just the setup to kick me down harder.
It has happened every time now sooner or later
I was happy to be done with school, but the adult world turned out to be no better and if anything worse
I was happy to get my license, and proceeded to crash my car and I havent driven for a long time now
I thought I was happy with drugs and that opened an entirely new hell for me when it got bad
Offcourse I am unlikeable and annoying so I havent had any friends through all of it
Years older and nothing except the pain and damage of failure after failure to show it for it
Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
Hope is a tool for further suffering
I am trying again to improve my situation but its likely i will end up somewhere worse then before in the end
It has happened every time now sooner or later
I was happy to be done with school, but the adult world turned out to be no better and if anything worse
I was happy to get my license, and proceeded to crash my car and I havent driven for a long time now
I thought I was happy with drugs and that opened an entirely new hell for me when it got bad
Offcourse I am unlikeable and annoying so I havent had any friends through all of it
Years older and nothing except the pain and damage of failure after failure to show it for it
Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
Hope is a tool for further suffering
I am trying again to improve my situation but its likely i will end up somewhere worse then before in the end
Why do you think you are unlikeable around other people wiz? Finding people IRL can be tough but online friends will tend to be more tolerant
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Welp, get some tea to enjoy.
If it rains, buy a disposeable raincoat or carry an umbrella around.
But if you're gonna carry an umbrella time, make sure its a cane umbrella
If it rains, buy a disposeable raincoat or carry an umbrella around.
But if you're gonna carry an umbrella time, make sure its a cane umbrella
You should solve your drug problem if you haven't. It won't make you happy but I am sure it will make it much better.
that's the life experience of pretty much almost everywiz i talked to about it. what you don't realize somehow is that the real deluge is that there's noone to whom you can cry about it. suffering is silence alone is an entirely new domain of adventure. but you should know
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welp, thank you for fixing the typo
>suffering in silence is a new kind of adventure
There's some nice depth in this /wiz/dom actually.
welp, thank you for fixing the typo
>suffering in silence is a new kind of adventure
There's some nice depth in this /wiz/dom actually.
Every fulfilled wish we wrest from the world is really like alms that keep the beggar alive today so that he can starve again tomorrow
>Now at the moment things seem ok for a change
Cherish the moment, I guess…
>But I am afraid of the price ill have to pay later
Same anxiety here… same anxiety…
>Torture isnt fun when the subject becomes numb to pain
I kind of wish to move to Stockholm - just so *we both* could have a little laugh over Stockholm Syndrome, no burning desire to switch countries.