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288933 i have strange urges when i watch lights flicker on the screen. they do it so smoothly and nicely. i feel like i want to flicker with them but i can't. what the fuck, jesus christ[View]
288753I'm sick of family photographing me Even if I only go there every 3 months, they just have to take ugly pics of me and put it on their boomerbook profile.[View]
288751 So much unprocessed trauma I still choose to ignore it though I can't handle being less than others, being picked or being pushed against into fear. People close to me got the anger that I held inside. It's not like I can just get over it. Everytime I think I do new heights remind me it's impossible. Living under low self esteem and degenerating, I am avoidant of my family out of shame, and hide m[View]
288634 Had a dream where I died in the shower, same feeling as if you took hydromorphone for the first time, it is an intense feeling all over that is overwhelming, thoughts slow down but you still fight to stay alive. Existence just blanks out as you loose your consciousness slowly, you exist but you aren't conscious, at the last second I woke up. Still, I'm not sure if I fear death or if this indiffere[View]
288553Liber Ne'et-em-dom I have been working hard on my clandestine PDF which talks about the ultimate neet lifestyle from a guerrilla perspective: How to mooch off, get free stuff, fake disability and welfare, and more complex stuff such as: find a squatting network, survive as homeless, go into the woods, dodge taxes, or a mix of all this.[View]
288487Self Acceptance Almost 30 y.o broke, unhealthy, virgin. For a long time I was angry at myself for not being good enough. [View]
288464came up with the solution to the diminishing returns problem putting this here cuz this is more like the brain side of this forum. I put all the knowledge of reality into chatgpt and had it come up with a solution for my life that requires negative effort:[View]
288454Anyone else suffer from memory loss, degradation of higher thinking ability, complicated by ADHD I won't even bother describing these problems in a detailed way anymore. I could 2 years ago decribe it rather succinctly to a friend, now my head is just spinning around.[View]
288354 Why do I have this illogical sense of entitlement to happiness?[View]
288245Accepting your fate Did you guys ever hit a point where you had so much of life stacked against you, that you spontaneously realized "None of this is really my fault", and felt a lot better? You can only place the blame on yourself for so long before it starts to become ridiculous. There's nothing I could have done to prevent this, and realizing that makes me feel a lot better.[View]
288206I got an answer to my purpose I remember a dream my dad had and it scared him. Basically it had me living in a run down apartment eating dog food out of a can staring outside with no thought behind those eyes. With how my life has been so far it doesn't surprise me, failure after failure at this point that dream sounds more like a luxury than a nightmare. If my mom passes what will I live in defin[View]
288066moving abroad to be a shut-in NEET Call me a retard if it pleases your bounty, but Im studying ways to migrate to a different country, reside there legally BUT never leave the apartment, dont work, study or interact with locals.[View]
287915Wizard, do you had problems in the circumstances of their birth My mother gave birth to me by cesarean section and having chronic anemia, I don't blame her, but that's where my autism came from, among other things.[View]
287665The job market in 2024 is brutal compared to 1964 Most boomer doctors would not do well in the MCAT today given the effort of studying they gave back then.[View]
287411 Ressurection sounds depressing it's like you're miserable without dying only limited to what you experience in this life is the only thing that is, that's it. It's like as if God doesn't care for desires and what is missing from us, what we get is only what we get. Yet what we desire is what God gives to noble blood. At least in this unperfected body I can dispose of it. I tried getting into Buddh[View]
287376Cycle of laziness, eagerness, and back again My default state seems to be "too depressed to want to do anything at all". [View]
287360friendship is fleeting among loser men at what age did you realize that friendship only exists between normalfags and that low value men hate each other's company and will stop being friends the moment a better and more normal life is offered to them or a female shows interest in them?[View]
287344Being the "weird" one in the friend group. Anybody else pushed their friends away and later regretted it? It's so tiresome to be a wiz, in the eyes of people you're the same as any other weirdo. There's something innately wrong with you.[View]
287139Waiting for a train, travelling alone Travelling alone, I always travel alone everywhere, it's kinda depressing seeing all the people on their journeys, while I only go to meaningless places for meaningless purpose.[View]
286952 The closer I get to 30 as a virgin, the more lonely I get.[View]
286907Depression Crawl Thread LXII Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.[View]
286490Official Fuck the Holidays thread What are you dreading in the coming days? [View]
286308 I have nothing to live for. I just roam in this world. I do what people told me to do. I have not strengh to tell them no or tell them to fuck off. I am an empty shell. and when I show contestation it got reproof. this add to my ongoing depression. no one is on my side. everyone is against me. I don't even enjoy talking to people because I have nothing to talk about with them. I don't even enjoy t[View]
285772 Have any of you guys tried to cure your depression with cannabis?[View]
285398 >diagnosed with NPD [View]
285165 I just want to LDAR I wish I had diagnosed disability for neetbux or atleast something.[View]
282986Finding Hope in the Afterlife Anyone else believes that what await us in the afterlife is something good? Whether it's Heaven or something else. But I just feel like it will be better. [View]
281748semen retention is my only goal and skill So far, I have, Im having, wet dreams every 7 or 11 days. sometimes 2 in 10 days. so, its not TRUE Retention. I feel SR, the true deal, is my only goal, skill and boon.[View]
27425731 and no skills How do I stop thinking about my lost years?[View]