I'm a thirdworlder loser, I can barely make enough half decently eat monthly.
My father fell sick, due this he's now slowly loosing his sight due cataracts.
I begin to see grey spots in my vision recently, I thought it was because of my lack of sleep. But isn't getting better and sometimes I feel this mild headache like somebody is pressing his finger in my head.
I don't know what I'll do if I fell sick to..
I want to leave, die, and disappear but I can't while my dad is still alive.
Sorry to hear that third world anon, I have third world genes but born in america lucky to immigrant chad parents, mother dead though and my father about to pass eventually in a couple of years. You can't give up, work extremely hard and find a way out of that hellhole and get good medical care as you possibly can.
>>296772 I am Indian and I am poor too. I am also a failure in academics so I can't get a job. I just want to let you know that I understand what you're suffering through. But what I also want to tell you and my attention seeking self is that posting here won't do any good. It's over.