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 No.298103[Reply]

why the WIZCK do i fall into the depths of anguish whenever i ask for something i see as so dumb or stupid to some cowagie or anyone at all? i keep mumbling randomly how much i want to die, filled with regret for merely sending a message to a groid, thinking i have done something severely stupid. i dont want to die but i hate when this happens and it is very frequent
WIZCK normals, WIZCK EVERYTHING

 No.298104

i don't know. why do you?

 No.298107

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>>298104
i wizh i knew, i wizh i knew, i all know is that i am going wizane



 No.298072[Reply]

I feel like society has left me behind it is one of the most fastest moving things to ever exist, and I can never catch up to it because I've been quite stagnant my entire life. Even if I try to improve, I'm still leagues behind the average persons social progression. All I'm really left with is the mere remains of a career, wife, kids, etc.
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 No.298093

>>298092
That's like going for an interview to assess how exploitable you are, maybe men did this decades ago but not today I think lmao

 No.298097

>>298093
They do. It's the only way a balding awkward geek is getting any action even if he has a cushy Silicon Valley job.
The other option is prostitution.

 No.298099

>>298097
Not the person you were replying to.

Let's also not forget how these female worshippers would ditch or betray their closest friends and family members at the request of their Goddess. Anything for that crumb of pussy.

From what I see, men are usually kept on a leash, even those high-value ones when married.

 No.298100

>>298099
That's shocked me several times though my life. I saw a study once about 'support networks' that even showed how men generally enter a relationship and then cut off all their friends, so they have nobody else with a meaningful connection

 No.298101

>>298090
>you might lose instantly because she got the "ick" when you told her that you voted for trump or that you don't want your son to transition into a daughter.

implying there arent a bunch of tradthots who pretend to acquiesce to their "alpha" husband by larping as a right wing housewife leech so they can have no responsibilities



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 No.298019[Reply]

I'm older than people who have kids who're already graduating from high school. I know it shouldn't bother me, but I can't help it. I feel like my life hasn't progress at all. I already have grey hairs on my beard and I don't feel my age at all. life as a wizard is like living in a perpetual limbo where nothing ever happens until you grow old and die.
I know many young wizards will call me a failed normie for saying this, but it's only until you reach a certain age that the loneliness of the wiz life starts to creep in and you begin to wonder where did all go wrong.

 No.298020

the only thing life is meant to progress towards is death. all the academic, career and relationships milestones are just a way for people to distract themselves from the fact that every day they are getting closer to the grave and none of it matters fuck all. in reality, this common checklists is just a meme complex, a simple collective notion of what an adult should eventually become, to which individuals feel pressure to conform to in order to avoid feelings of shame & guilt. as a wizard you should know better than to give in to these external signals.

 No.298026

why? what do you even want that you can "progress" toward?

>>298020
well said

 No.298030

>>298019
That's the essence of life: misery.
It was always wrong. Even if you had kids, there is still wrongness or the myriad of consequences of having done s. They could hate you, they could be the pariahs, instead. They could haven been born genetically flawed, or sociopaths, or had their youth destroyed by wrong friendships and addictions…

Every chance in life is just a door for lots of new miseries. It's not "going wrong", it's wrongness disguised as its opposite, like everywhere. Sometimes it shows, sometimes it never was hidden.

 No.298032

>>298020
Agree, we're born randomly only to be enslaved and killed by nature



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 No.297900[Reply]

Are you a believer in a higher being and hate humanity?
I'm not assign nor believe in any belief or after life but I do believe in eugenics, Antinatalism, assisted suicide, the death penalty, abortion,and overall restricting human rights.
I met, heard so many lonely, depressed individuals who believe in a god yet have a heavy disdain for certain section of humanity be it racial or the opposite sex.
Is it because they trust a being that not human but higher? Yet that same being created the object they detest?
I don't have that dilemma since I don't adhere to any religious beliefs.
Do any of you do? If not do you believe being a misanthrope is silly or based?
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 No.297935

>>297930
>During in vitro fertilization, mature eggs are collected from ovaries and fertilized by sperm in a lab. Then a procedure is done to place one or more of the fertilized eggs, called embryos, in a uterus
https://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/in-vitro-fertilization/about/pac-20384716
It satisfies your criteria, considering the fertilization (and inevitable development) takes place outside of the bodies, not necessarily in a tube, but any recipient.

 No.297937

I believe in Akatosh. Time defines us in every way. I hope for a dragonbreak when the aliens land so i can skip this shit timeline. Or make it so i was always rich. I don't hate the demiurge, the fucker is your neighbour,me,you. Wait i do hate him hahaha.

 No.297945

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>>297937
>I hope for a dragonbreak when the aliens land so i can skip this shit timeline.

I just want to learn 5d kung fu so I can fly and maybe throw a kamehameha

 No.298002

Misanthropy is the logical consequence if understanding human nature. Who wouldn't be disgusted by man, knowing his nature?
Natalism should be more selective: anti-natalism for the human shit who should have been infant mortality statisttics, pro-natalism for the actual humans.

 No.298004

>>298002
agree
it may seem inhumane to deny someone the right to reproduce, but there is far more compassion in preventing yet another miserable life, than in creating yet another miserable life



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 No.297961[Reply]

The only ,or main, reason I totally suppressed my own ideation of erasing my own life, was not violating religious precepts..Also regarding morality, I genuinely dislike violence (im unable to deliberately kill an ant, for example, I make an effort to avoid stepping on them) ,but there are *so many* complex Ethical issues, with real impact on my life, which without religion, I have to start from scratch (deciding whether theyre good, or evil)
I want to be a Med student in a couple of years, so–medical profession, lots of ethical issues I need to think for myself, without Religious teaching. euthanasia, stem cell research, contraception, IVF, Surrogate pregnancy without medical need (just voluntary commercial agreement), etc.
What to do? I have a psychiatrist, but haven't talked with him in like 4 months. im 29.

 No.297962

Why would killing or exercising random violence be a bad thing? No one can answer that without regurgitating some normie stuff

 No.297963

>wants to be a med student
You are a normie.

It is a fundamental philosophical issue that without a moral compass handed down from a supernatural source, you are left with an amoral reality. All arguments to try to construct objective morality without god fall apart because there is no higher authority than the individual. You basically have to do whatever you feel like, which will necessarily result from whatever cultural brainwashing you have been subject to throughout your life.

 No.297964

>>297962
Would you like to receive such violence upon yourself?

 No.297965

>>297964
That logic doesnt stop ~80% of people from eating meat slaughtering in horrific industrial factory torture farms



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 No.297853[Reply]

i've been daydreaming about living in a world where we stagnated on a 1990's level of technology.

today's internet, with its smartphone-social media, hyperpolitics and ultradopaminergic entertainment is such a mindrape that i'm starting to get really really tired of it…

i'm a millennial but i wish i was born in the 80s or even the 70s just so i could live and relatively normal adult life in the 90s and 00s.

i wanna go back to an analogic world.
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 No.297898

>>297896
>I wonder how boomers haven't gone mad.
I guess they just keep to their ways and avoid using the new technologies unless they have to. That's how I am with digitization of paperwork and AI. I avoid AI like it's the devil and I go to the city hall or other office to take care of stuff, even though it would be much more convenient to register a digital account. It's like I'm used to doing things the old-fashioned way, I almost enjoy it.

 No.297952

People see only downsides. Technology is amazing. Before year x Life was only about surviving. Its only lately that its gotten to bread Circus games literally. The year depends how you define it. You could listen to music in 70s. In 90s some video games existed. With 2010s you could play online and watch streamers. Imagine living in Finland in 1800s. Which was not that long ago. Chances are you didn't Have Books. Which meant you didn't do anything of entertainment value after The dark comes at 4pm in november

 No.297953

>>297952
Do you also think that uncle Ted was utterly wrong because it has lways been the govt our real problem?

 No.297954

All zoomers obsessed with a past they never had is cringe

 No.297957

>>297954
this lmao, talk about what you lived



 No.297861[Reply]

Been browsing 4chads /pol/ all day for happenings and apparently Musk is gonna end NEETbux. I'm disabled and am unable to work, so I guess this is it for me. It was nice wizzies, but I guess this is the end.
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 No.297876

>>297866
I disagree

 No.297881

Musk is such a cancer, he is manipulating all western democracies to vote for anti-welfare parties like AfD or FdI, in Australia they want people with cancer to go to work. The US spend so much for military equipment it is ridiculous to believe that the problem of public debt is welfare.

 No.297882

>>297866
If you think paranoid schizophrenia is "made up", ho ahead and spend a night in a room with someone that has it and ran out of medication.

 No.297883

>>297881
Yup just another giga rich parasite whose own companies subsist largely on government funding or subsidies. But you better pull yourself up by your bootstraps, bucko!

 No.297885

>>297883
Cool it with the anti semitism



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 No.297839[Reply]

anyone else not know what theyre gonna do with their future? i had a job at 21 in an amazon facility for about a month, but i lost it because my dad stopped driving me and i had to much anxiety to get myself there. ive been a NEET ever since i dropped out of middle school other than that i have no idea what im gonna do. most days i dont eat because im to anxious to go outside and where i live doesnt help, my dad uses our house as a flophouse for his bum friends to play loud shitty guitar music. i think my future is fucked, it might be better if i spared myself the suffering and committed suicide but i dont have the will to do it, just like i dont have the will to do anything else which is why im in this situation.

 No.297842

>>297839
Driving to a job that barely makes any money doesn't make sense, you risk to destroy your car.

I don't know how to fix your life, maybe you can join some religious order.

 No.297844

You should wageslave for some x years, it's good for the soul. If you saw the other side you would know it's all pointless. Waging is misery. Neeting becomes misery. At least you worked, you need to be able to function outside. Doesn't matter. Really feel like we are in the endtimes. I hate how i might've died in my original timeline. This one sucks ass. So yeah if you attempt know you skip to the timeline where you survive. The ride never ends. Go to school maybe? Take the good route, the bad ending makes you replay it in the apocalypse timeline where i'm at.

 No.297850

>>297844
i dunno, i get so anxious in public that i feel like ill pass out and im 109 lbs because i barely eat because i dont go outside



 No.297845[Reply]

Will probably delete this but had a terrible week (not that I'm not used to it by now) but I was asked to take care of a cat for someone down the street and the first week everything went fine. I fed it emptied the litter box but one night I accidentally left the garage door it used to get in and out too high and noticed something else got in. Since then I haven't seen the cat but last night (almost 2 weeks after) I found the poor things body underneath where he sleeps. I had only gone over twice in about a week and a half due to a cop giving me a speeding ticket for going 7 over the speed limit and my boss at work saying I had to meet for disciplinary action but refusing to say why other than my "behavior". I feel so bad that I killed someones pet and don't know what to do. I had also just planned my first vacation ever after over a decade of wage slaving but I can't take it now because I would be staying with the persons pet I killed for 2 weeks. I was honestly having a hard time not wanting to kill myself as it is and now I just don't know what to do. Cats have been one of the few things that have ever been nice to me and I killed one being irresponsible and preoccupied with my own problems, I feel so bad having killed someones pet kitty.

 No.297847

>>297845
destroy the body and just claim the cat ran away, that way you dont get blamed for killing it.
good luck bro, also my condolences.

 No.297848

>>297845
I don't get how did you killed the cat?



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 No.297836[Reply]

To value or not to value, To care or not to care, Do we truly care that much about our value that we defend it with any possible way, But to what extent ? What will we garner from showering with praises and value, A temporary feeling of having worth ? It all fades away after a period of time and you have to do that all again, Like anything in life, Everything fades away, That love that disillusioned you at that first sight fades away after 1 month if the other person doesn’t reciprocate, That’s the same as your value, If you don’t give more to your value then the other person will just get bored, Boredom is our nemesis in this world.
We truly love to wallow in our shit and feces and believe that we’re different than the other person, That we’re different than the other insipid and superficial people, But that’s the same as the other barn of shit that others pile in too and believe they’re better than you, All in for the same ending, For the same pointless and meaningless argument to escape the feeling of being “normal”, of being “mid”, of not having any specialities in this World, We fear that we will be perceived as lower, But in reality the damage is already done, We literally diminish our principles in other to not be perceived as lower by others, That’s just wallowing in the shit of the other person. For what is the worth of a person who died right now as you’re reading this ? For what is the worth of a person living in extreme poverty ? A person living in harsh condition, or someone getting tortured by the mafia right now.. Etc, They have more value than people who consider themselves high and almighty, Hell even a garbage collector holds more value than anyone who has “Villas, Cars, money… etc” Because they’re exploring life in their own condition, And the garbage collector is doing something for society, We just give value to ourselves because we’re pitiful and rely so much on another person’s praise to not fall, But you will fall and the fall will be so hard that you will cease to exist in another person’s eyesight. You can easily trick others by giving them value and watch them as they spiral down into madness when you cease to give them any value, People are evil, They rely on others to give them a shoulder to be another’s shoulder and when that shoulder carrying them ceases to exist, they fall because they were used to standing on the other’s shoulder.


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