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I cant jerk off. my cock feels nothing. no frenulum left, not even remanent. cut tight, my dick points to the left because skin is so tight. glans is dry all the time. my fetish is foreskin and phimosis hentai now because I want foreskin so much especially when its erect and the foreskin cover the glan then the bitch lick it to uncover the glans. no rigid band, no gliding sensation. I will have to resort to anal to feel good when masterbating now so I guess im gay until my foreskin grows back.

my doctor gave me a hand job with a knife when I was a baby so does that even make me a wizard anymore?
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Mission accomplished.


I don’t know what this retardation is when you openly admit you are trolling and people keep responding to you.


What more do you expect from people who cry over spilt milk?


Well when people are systematically going around spilling milk, it's worth discussing.


i’m circumsized too but they didn’t fix my stretch out foreskin. i didn’t know how to pop my penis so in i usually just stretch it. it end up getting too stretch out. i wish i could go back in time tell the little me it’s okay pop your penis head. anyways fuck my dumb brain for posting this stupid bullshits


Mom will turn 70 next year
Dad's already dead
I still live with mom at 24 because my job doesn't pay enough to live on my on
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Yes she has her retirement and my dead dad's


On the bright side you'll soon no longer have to worry about what your parents think of you or disappointing them with suicide.


I too am in the old parents club wiz. Dad is 65, mom is 56. I’m only 23.


Not quite as bad. Almost 15 years better than me. My dad was 65 when I was 9~10. I'm actually surprised to realize that


Yeah, I’m lucky they aren’t dead yet. Though when dad dies I’ll be pretty happy.

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Do you ever feel completely depleted if talking with normies for any reason in real life?

I feel like I need to rest for 1-2 weeks after being forced to talk to strangers for even half an hour.
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If men treated them just as real equals instead fo going after their whims…


You can’t treat them as equals. It’s impossible. succubi are not equal to men. There are fundamental differences.


besides the point though? nobody is equal, everyone has different stats, but if men collectively as a gender stopped placating to the opposite sex at their own and their fellow man's expense the problem could start to be addressed


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Got any suggestions for going about that? That's kind of like saying, "If we all put down our weapons, war would end!"


All men besides us desire sex and procreation. succubi are instrumental to that. So like I said, it’s impossible.


i was reading about this 15 year old kid who lived in my town, and he was a legit psychopath and he killed his mom. and one of his (female) teachers came out in support of him and said that he was a great kid and didnt deserve his punishment and all that shit. and everyone knows that they were fucking.

there is this other guy i know who is australian, and he is a NEET and convinced some succubus on discord to let him NEET at her place while she cared for him. i think he is in jail now for something related to pedophilia.

i hear about this shit and it just makes me so mad. when i was in school i always wanted to be esteemed by my peers, but i was always on the outside looking in. i was always left behind and ridiculed. and i hear about these terrible people who are able to command people's respect, it makes me feel contempt for them all and socialization as a whole. some people are very fortunate, and i am not one of them.
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It is a deviant instinct, sometimes you find wants that deserve attentio unlike others.

Whoever joins a criminal, as a criminal is to be accounted or suspected, for coupling means approval.


"it is a deviant instinct" Why do you label it as such? you designate a succubus being prone to trying to help and care for the wounded as a negative.

Please explain to myself why as a fellow wiz you even care so much about the morality of others and their actions that don't affect you? Why care that some retard killed people? why care if they harm the collective when you exist separate?


this sounds like very wishful thinking and some sort of feminist tier way of trying to reason away bad female behaviour

for the record i dont really care but if succubi are going to shit on men for simply enjoying the female form as heterosexual males (by calling it something like the "male gaze") then their gross sexuality should be called out and not excused for


Holy fuck what delusional world do you live in? ASPD individuals aren't the glib super speshial manipulative genius Patrick Bateman's like the media makes them out to be. They're more often than not boring, banal empty people that are rarely satisfied, stuck burning through menial jobs. After about two to three months everyone is fucking sick of them and just tolerates them.

Sociopathy is a disorder that's correlated heavily with low intelligence and substance abuse problems. The high functioning ones are really rare, rarer than people think. If you're going to be jealous, why not be jealous of the normie with a wife, kids and actual friends? Why be jealous of these sad lonely people that only have "friends" that are insecure pushovers, that are twice divorced doing drugs in an apartment with another sad, divorced alcoholic. That's a more accurate image of sociopathy.


I’ve met the dumb petty criminal ones, but I’ve met more average-intelligence ones that manage to stick around for decades in large companies and pull weird Machiavellian shit that makes everyone’s lives hell. I’ve certainly never met a smart one, and I don’t think smart ones exist.
Yeah I know, the glass cage is hell. I ragequit watching better call Saul because the main “villain” is just someone non-charming that is upset that the charming criminal sociopath protagonist is getting away with everything.

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We’re you prescribed psychoactive medications as a minor? If yes, what age and substances, and do you think it’s part of why you’re here?
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>I "really don't care" about this subject, but I'll drop some strong opinions about it and then scurry away when asked to elaborate
What a kooky bullshitter


most naturopaths are charlatans, and getting obsessed with your health does more harm than good. i dont have anything to suggest beyond that.
happy now?


falso dichotomty and appeal to nature.


>most naturopaths are charlatans
But what about the practice or naturopathy itself? Judging the validity of a method based on the character of the person advocating it is lib tier.
And the ones who aren't charlatans, how do you explain to them why you don't believe in naturopathy?
>happy now?
No, don't waste users' time with dismissals and then follow up with something so vague.
>obsessed with your health does more harm than good
Bodybuilders can be defined by their obsession with health and utilization of more natural, antiquated methods and they universally agree to feeling great all the time.


I was prescribed adderal that turned me psychotic, i need to take antipsychotics now

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Or at least no desires that I care about enough to put in the effort that they demand from me to come true. My college semester is finally over and I'm on my break, as a kid this sort of break was like being in heaven for a couple of months, all of the time in the world to do all of the fun things I like, like watching films, anime and shows, reading comics and manga, and playing video games. I have all of the time in the world just like before, I can do any of those things, I have all of the entertainment in the world available to me, so many activities I can go outside and do too, but I don't care, there's nothing I genuinely want to do, I have no energy to do anything, no drive, no goals, no dreams, no objectives at all, and it all sounds so boring, and tiresome too, just the idea of having goals, that you'll have to work for and will naturally bring stress and misery, but might not even bring fulfillment, and even if it does it only lasts for a brief moment before we go to the next go, we're naturally never satisfied. I feel like a dead man in a living man's body, just existing and waiting for time to pass, but time passes by so slowly, so very slowly.

Life is too long.


I feel the same.
I should have died at 22 when life was still bearable, I'm 25 now and it feels like life ended years ago and I'm just a corpse going through the motions.


before we go to the next goal*
Only realized my typing error now, sorry about that.

I'm 22 right now, and what you've said is something I think about, maybe at some point I'll be looking back to this point in time thinking that I should've died, because things didn't get better. I was going to kill myself, already had my SN ready, alongside my suicide letter, the daye was December 17th, today, but I didn't do it, I wonder if in the future I'll regret not going through with it as intented. I didn't do it because I'm not brave enough to step into the abyss, I was counting on someone pushing me into it, my family mostly, and it didn't go as planned.


>My college semester is finally over
Bye, kid.

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5150 thread I guess, share stories, tips, tricks, momentos, journals, rants and raves, illnesses, ward photos, complaints. Thread question: did you score a sweet prescription to get high on yet?

I hear they let succubi crawl over you and defile you on the drugs. And that the wrong psych is lethal. Perfectly depression related, be careful out there.

Related, I find that if I go in to the emergency center on alcohol, tussin or weed they claim I'm belligerent and a danger, then they make me go to a psychiatric facility. I can't help it. It's a shame cause I positivity radiate on cough. In a psychotic, belligerent way. They load me up in an ambulance on the spot most the time. If I smoke meth they don't immure, just recommend to rehabilitation, once on alcohol they almost executed me. So weird. Fucking kind of frightening and strange type shit, it's legal to be drunk, I'm not a half gallon a day alcoholic either. I know what they hide. I imagine a wizard would very much enjoy being drunk around the succubi, though.. And on pot it's 90% immurement rate, not even kidding.. ea


What the fuck are you talking about dude


It's perfect American standard. Halfwit go back to your hole, I drink in the single digits (number of drinks) a day 90% of days if that's what you mean. I had to stop doing it to excess, you will too, and I was headed to a seizure from delirium tremens. Fucking excellent medicine but not to be misused.
When you go, they take your laces and all your smokes and shit. I am not allowed to touch anyone or ever stop showering basically. Then the psychiatrist starts to treat you, for instance, your reading comprehension might get checked, you could need instruction on self care or whatever, all that. They give you the paper you get NEETbux with.
Then, they turn you loose to share a room with a same sex stranger. Evil succubi pester you at every corner with needles of thorazine.
One of these facilities you can go to in in involuntarily, referred to as a 5150. It is the solution for many types of disorder and crisis to go there, really, but dicktors can force you to go whenever they feel like it. For literally no reason if they're faking the paperwork

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lost my father when i was 21 , live whit bedridden grandmother for decade , and just now my mother died ,i have noone,have no inheritance ,norelatives because i do not have bio parents im just picked from the streets just great, feels like Guts i cant conecnt to noone, feel odd,maybe im FREE now
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At least now you can be a NEET/Wiz in peace without worrying your family.


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On a certain day when I was 14, I got dragged out of the classroom. When I got home, my mother and sister told me my father didn't feel so well and needed to go to the hospital. He had a heart attack and spent the next 3 years braindead in a bed until he died when I was 17.

In 2017 when I was 22, my mother became terminally ill and died within a year. I spent a year wageslaving and visiting her in the hospital.
On the final day, I held her hand in the intensive care unit as the room filled with corpse smell and when the device was beeping and hit 0, I looked at the black, cold hand I was holding.

That was it.
I lost my grip on reality that day.

All that neglect, all that abuse, all that misery from my childhood until that moment. I don't remember when I became an adult, I don't remember what happened in that blur that is my life, but these are the only memories about me, left in my head.

I managed to land on one foot this year and now I just continue to rot in silence where nobody can see me, waiting for my life to be over.

I don't care about a single soul on this planet. I don't care about any materialistic possession. In the end, we were born naked and we leave alone, naked, no matter how many people or things you accumulate.

Whatever happens, happens. The next day will blur into the day after that on repeat, as if nothing ever happened.


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Constant stream of consciousness thought is a VERY good early indicator of schizophrenia.


Sounds pretty comfy actually,i wish all people around me would die


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Are you really surprised by this?


I am having a bad reaction. Got a mood swing. Feeling scared. Got a very low mood, can't stop thinking about suicide and self-harm.

I feel confused, depressed and scared. I'd appreciate if you keep talking to me, asking me stuff, keeping me grounded until it goes in a while. I am a psychiatric patient, got written diagnoses, been hospitalized before.
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Sometimes mood swings can be good. Induce mania on yourself and see if it can stop suicidal thoughts. But yeah I'd listen to ^ and

>you should call a hotline or find another website


Listen to some ambient music and try to do deep breath and calm. this work may sound not but true.
hotline is joke the worst that can happen is OP continues to feel awful not that they kill themselves. hotline make life worse.


you are a bpd succ. wizchan isn’t for you


I have real BPD. Not tiktok BPD. I need meds and hospitalization.

BPD is not what you think it is.


i fucking called it. you say it's not like i think it is, but i called you out. suck it bitch

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Reading many of your experiences I feel really sorry for the wizzies who are suffering here. I feel like many of you have unreasonable amounts of stress placed on you when you're sick and need to be taken care of. I know many of you still are expected to study or work when in reality you should probably be on some kind of disability pension. It's a huge struggle everyday to just get by.

I guess I'm sorry for how shit things are wizzies. I really hope you can find some peace soon.
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Even rationally, it takes a tone and perspective which is reminiscent of someone 'above' looking down. Like a rich Swiss citizen pitying an African orphan beggar. 'your experiences' not 'our experiences'. 'You' have stress not 'we' have stress, etc


I like the pic OP, artist name?



OP here. If it makes you feel any better I am diagnosed:

- autism spectrum disorder
- bipolar
- and adhd

My entire life has been adversely effected from:

- anxiety
- depression
- sleep disturbances
- trouble focusing

Most of my life I wasn't well medicated and experienced the full extent of my symptoms. Unmedicated bipolar is very hard. The constant trouble sleeping and anxiety is intense. Along with social phobia stuff from autism. I never got a degree because of all these symptoms. I honestly am still trying to put my life together as an adult (bipolar and insomnia are well managed now and I have decent social skills for an autist – though definitely dont feel comfortable outside my house.)

Currently working on getting on meds for adhd. I used to not even be able to drink coffee without having panic attacks. But the meds I'm on work really well for eliminating anxiety and making stimulants easier to tolerate. So if I can go on adhd meds i might even be able to get a degree or something like that.


There should be a place for us to heal

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