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 No.294714[Reply]

We're not sure where we came from and even less sure to whence we go to.We are in 24\7 uncertainty about WHEN we will go there, or just suffer a tremendous tragedy (I am aware of the Hedonic Treadmill ,but you could die before it kicks in)–or the opposite, you wait forever till you die (horribly) waiting for an impossibly lucky event to occur and solve your life.
I'm not complaining people are chill: I am ASKING why people are chill.For example I saw a short ad pop-up about medical students still doing their exams in the middle of bombings in Gaza–that isn't praiseworthy, that's lame and stupid shit.They have super high chances of dying within 1, 2 years…they will never get to be doctors no matter how much they ace the exams.
How do normies react around these topics? How do atheist-marxist plebbitors cope with daily soul-crushing jobs for years on end, reeeing at God or Jezz Bezos or whoever, but never ever coming close to offing themselves after offing their boss\es?
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 No.294752

>>294741
Just like me fr.

 No.294755

>>294752
Very funny post

 No.294783

>>294741
I know how you feel, wiz. I've been doing basically the same thing over the past year or so.

>Yet instead of exploring my potential and learning about the world I'm a slave to instant gratification.
Don't feel too bad about it, the world has been twisted into a design that is meant to discourage personal growth and keep people distracted and lazy. It's meant to be very easy to fall into that trap, it becomes even easier if you're pessimistic like I am, then you keep returning to the question 'what's even the point?' Personally, I keep losing hope and drive, at which point I return to my escapism and the hope that death will come soon to release me. It's good to seek out a hobby though, or a project, anything to make you feel like you're working on yourself and accomplishing something.

 No.296323

>>294755
We are in fact posting on /dep/.
Do you think the people here are often capable of being funny?
I do not intend to be rude.
This is actually observational comedy.

 No.296324

>>294714
Zoomer lain poster cringe


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 No.296021[Reply]

s Earth a cosmic concentration camp? How can it NOT be one, if you think about it:
>you're here against your will, any human can die at any time randomly
>forced labor (if you don't (((work))) you starve to death
>many people work, yet starve to death anyways
>forced to wear clothes (clothing in general, can't go naked)
>forced (((body grooming))) : can't get jobs, may get kicked out of places etc, if you don't wash\shower ,bathe\ clean\ change "pungent or ripe" clothes etc. FORCING a human to apply a liquid (soap, shampoo, water) against his\her will is mildly rape. What's the difference between FORCING you to use soap and ejaculating forcefully on a succubus's hair?
>you get to watch everyone around you die day by day
>FORCED haircuts. no one has any additional duty towards anything, yet succubus -fellow humans- are forced to shave body and facial hair. that's unfair towards succubi who didn't consensually agree to it, or agreed to having-to-have (((grooming))) tools available
>you can only survive bribing guards ie; (((paying money))) for "utilities" \shelter\food \life saving medicine or surgery, etc
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 No.296208

>>296021
it's actually meant to be the perfect environment with a perfect system, it's people that fucked it up and made it into a prison planet. people could do what they are supposed to, they choose not to

 No.296210

>>296208
earth is a hostile environment

 No.296212

>>296208
>it's actually meant to be the perfect environment with a perfect system
I don't know where you got that from

 No.296220

>>296021
I never thought of likening the application of soap to sexual assault, but to be honest it fits. How can a man be free when every day he has to wash away the sins of the flesh? Adam and Eve were pure, and so they likely never perspired, but nonetheless the concept of a bath probably didn't exist in antiquity.

And on the subject of long hair, it is interesting that practically no one in the Old World had crew cuts or shaved heads. A short hairstyle for a Medieval male peasant today would be the equivalent of letting your locks grow out for about half a year; unthinkable to many. I recently saw my cousin chop off all his hair and his entire demeanor changed, like a part of his soul left.

You're spot on about the utilities thing, as well. People never question how odd it is that politicians discuss taxes, lobbies, military spending… But never talk about the monopoly water/sewer/energy companies have on us. I never believed in the whole "essential service" thing. I actually think that the companies behind gas and electricity aren't even real entities, they might as well be machines ran by an invisible third party, very little real human oversight. But that's probably going off the rails…

 No.296240

>>296220
Absurd take. Public baths were a key feature of not only ancient Rome, but Egypt and Mesopotamia before that.

There are many baths that you can still visit today in Italy that date to the Roman period 2500 years ago.


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 No.293747[Reply]

I want to change and improve, to be able to get ahead, and achieve great things, but I don't know how.
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 No.295216

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>>295215
I can't tell if this geniune or ironic image or post-ironic or several levels of varying degrees of humor

 No.295217

>>293747
Me too. Sometimes I think back and wonder when I lost that 'spark' if you want to call it that. At least back then there was a desire to play games and watch things. I think I might like to try to create things but I become frustrated and give up easily. Taking the tiniest possible steps feels demoralizing because that only leads to comparisons with other people who can do more. But I know there is no other way. Godspeed.

 No.295218

>>295216

 No.295225

>>295218
oh it was first degree, my bad. I feel bad for him, plus he's brown, so life must be harsher with him, maybe I don't really know

 No.296232

>>293984
Delusional retard believing in Laland


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 No.295857[Reply]

Basically I've suffered from a neurological condition since forever, now I'm pretty screwed up and don't really work or socialize.

On top of that I was such a heavy drinker for so long I have a serious heart condition and I genuinely wonder how long I will live.

On top of that, of course like many neurological conditions mine is degenerative, meaning I wonder how long I have left in the land of the living so to speak and I'm already so fucked up by it.

I'm losing the will to live because I can already see my future and it's not good. What the hell am I supposed to do? I talk to people on discord and even voice chat and it's kinda fun but I don't see what's left out in the world for me.

Whatever your issues might be it can't be that extreme, I really wish I wasn't in this position, I think constantly about death and what may or may not come afterwards. The thought that my existence was merely some kind of biological glitch and there's no afterlife awaiting me consumes me, it gets pretty freaky.
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 No.295860

I wish euthanasia was easily accessible

 No.295861

>>295860
I wish too fellow wiz

 No.295879

I might be able to help you with your condition. I'm quite knowledgeable on neurobiology at this point

 No.296035

>>295879
you think so? how

 No.296207

>>295857
whatever race you are, try to get to a place where you're supposed to be. like if you are white, go to a cold northern place. get in the nature there. just get outside all day even if you have shit all to do. also eat a shit ton of food and eat well. see if that doesn't fix a lot of your health issues


 No.296173[Reply]

How do you deal with chronic illness? I have stomach and intestinal problems that ruin every day of my life, doctors don't know what I have I take some pills for the stomach but they don't do much.

 No.296174

>>296173
im killing myself, simple enough
i also have stomach problems, its ruined all the way from my teeth to my asshole. I also weigh 48kg and im 176cm, doc said i wont live long, i am glad for that.

 No.296175

>>296173
>>296174
do you fart a lot? because I do

 No.296177

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>>296173
>>296175
I do and it's a big reason why I'm a shut-in.

The worst is having physical health problems with depression and poverty. I could have tried an elimination diet to find if a certain food causes me problems and eat healthy but I just got no energy to cook every day and I don't have that "fighters spirit" normies with health problems do.

 No.296179

>>296177
>The worst is having physical health problems with depression and poverty
same as you. poor people like us can't win the lottery of life

 No.296183

>>296173
>I have stomach and intestinal problems that ruin every day of my life, doctors don't know what I have I take some pills for the stomach but they don't do much
Psychosomatic. Try to relax and enjoy the NEET life, because the alternative is worse and you would get constant diarrhea.


 No.296151[Reply]

I should have been more mean and agressive as a kid/teen. I regret not being rebelious enough, not doing enough bad shit growing up. Not talking about awful shit like killing people or shooting up school but just being more rude to everyone, fighting back more often than I did, throwing tantrums, etc. When you're a minor you got inmunity under the law to do whatever crazy shit you want as long as you don't kill anyone. I lament I never used that power to create more chaos around me. I regret not using my inmunity to cause pain and suffering on my peers. I wish I had more balls so I could have showed teeth earlier, done more mean shit I don't know. I fucking hate people and as an adult you can't throw a tantrum like that. I should have been a problematic kid instead, maybe I would have grow some balls I don't know.

 No.296153

>>296151
yeah i feel like its too late to learn some things at my age too, i should have been more daring

 No.296154

why tho? you think you'd be more attractive to succubi or get more respect from other meatheads?

 No.296158

>>296151
Do you perceive bitching and tantrums as masculine? If you aren't the bully, you might end up a more cringy loser and feel shame instead


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 No.294757[Reply]

Working in dementia wards and retirement homes, I've come to wonder if an increased life expectancy is not necessarily a good thing and we're just prolonging human suffering.

It seems like for most of history, if you had something wrong with you, you were quickly filtered off and didn't suffer too long. The congenitally sickly and disabled typically died early on as children, and if you got unwell in your 40s, 50s or 60s you typically died. Even things like Schizophrenia had a much shorter suffering period as you inevitably hurt yourself and got an infection, now schizos are kept alive until they die in their 50s or 60s.

Could it be that modern society has it wrong and having a leaner, meaner filter keeps the population fit and healthy? It seems like the burden of wah wah existentialism comes from living too long as well, as the whole literary movement is correlated with life expectancy starting to rise in Europe.

 No.294758

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I have thought about that before. I'd say you're right.

 No.294773

Solution: Give every citizen at the age of XX (2X) a free pill in a neutral envelope. Don't wait for a proposal, just send it to everyone generally. It's up to them whether to take it or not. This would solve all our problems.

 No.294776

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I also work in a similar environment. It makes me depressed to see all these old people who never get visitors and spend their days in chronic pain and misery, occasionally sitting in their own shit and kept alive because they have an advance directive that says to keep them alive written by their kids who have power of attorney and made it happen but also never visit or give a shit about them.
Kinda makes me wish we had pic related or something.

 No.296094

Read Brave New World, i think they had pills there that made you perfectly healthy until you're 60 and then you died immediately
Is this what you want? I think withering away is natural, nothing wrong with that, because you're supposed to trade your youth, health, potential for experience and wisdom and wealth and connections and descendants. If you do that, then as you become old and senile and useless, you've got all that stuff you've accumulated, and people who love you and will never abandon you

Now, lots of boomers traded their life's potential for hedonisic spending and pure monetary gain, and now they eat dirt. Good riddance.


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 No.294867[Reply]

I have no hobbies or activities I like. Also currently a neet, I spend all my time in bed. What are some things i can do that will stop the rot
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 No.295672

>>295663
why would I read books about a jew?

 No.295674

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>>295660
(hobbies)things that involves only yourself (or hobbies like online gaming)

 No.295700

>>294867
you know why and are likely suppressing the information from yourself because it is uncomfortable. abandon fear, listen to your heart. your heart and gut says stay in bed and rot because you are distressed about something and saddened. if you diagnose what is actually saddening you and not blame yourself for your natural reaction then you will be able to remove it, over time. just keep self diagnosing and analyzing every night, follow what your intuition says to do even if it says something like "be a hobo" or "lie in bed all day". that is what you want to do for a reason and you should follow it. follow the reason why you lie in bed and resolve it since you clearly no longer want to lie in bed. ignoring your own heartgut will rob your soul

 No.295762

>>294878
>that will at least get you out of the house to get some fresh air, get the blood flowing
There is literally no benefit to this whatsoever. I've tried it a bunch of times. It only makes me more tired and miserable.

 No.296093

this is textbook depression so normal answers may not work for you, especially if your brain is malfunctioning and you wont get the natural dopamine rush from exercise, acomplishing your goals atc
what helps me is gardening, because its an activity that feels nice WHILE i am doing it, regardless of the effect. The activity in itself must be rewarding. Instant gratification.


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 No.289727[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

getting angry, getting frustrated edition

previous >>285492
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 No.296263

>>296261
just give him chocolate

 No.296319

Anyone else noticing how white succubi become more and more karen-like this time of year? Had to deal with a shitton of them this week. I fucking hate it.

 No.296320

>>296319
stress because of coming christmas maybe?

 No.296536

First time wageslaving tomorrow and I haven't slept for two days fuck this piece of shit body

 No.296797

I work as a cashier for a gas station and it’s unironically a comfy job and isn’t stressful. For 8 hours, I’m either standing processing payments and lottery stuff or sitting down when there’s nobody coming in during certain hours. I get paid $14/hr for this.


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 No.294024[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You see, I am what people call a waifufag, a genuine one. I fell in love with a loli from a very obscure edgy manga made in 2012 and finished in 2015.

I discovered her in 2022, and the few months we were together were genuine, the happiest in life, not even kidding, but then I made a fatal mistake, you see, because I was an insecure purityfag and wanted to know if she was a virgin because a lot of succubi in her manga have been either raped or sexually abused, but she is an exception. She gets stabbed, whipped, and beaten by her boss, who is like Stepbrother. 

I asked the author if she was a virgin, and he said no, and then I asked why she was not a virgin, and he simply said yes.

This comment, single-handed, destroyed me and made me fall into despair through the entire half of 2022 and the entire 2023, and now 2024, I really can't let go of it.
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 No.296027

I dont think I can live anymore. 

That beautiful moment of happiness is probably forever gone, and I dont think anyone can give that moment to me.

I think I am going to end it all. I am just tired. My life is terrible. I can't find any money. I just broke one of my windows out of pure anger.

 No.296028

>>296027
The manga author is probably a pedophile so hey, at least now you dont have to associate yourself with him.

 No.296029

>>296028
it not fair she was almost perfect she was everything i ever wanted

 No.296030

>>296027
who's your daughterfu?

 No.296031

>>296030
Rukkyyung


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