I didn't say Third Worlders can't be happy, just that it is good to consider things, including your own life and misery, in the bigger picture. People have many things they take for granted and don't realize how grateful they should be for having them.
From the way you write the biggest obstacle for doing anything in your life seems to be that you succumbed to overly pessimistic behavior.>It's not attainable with my personality.>In any case, I didn't ask for advice on how not to be miserable. I've been miserable for all of my adult life. It's not changing except to worsen.
If you think like this then of course you will be miserable all your life. Cause and effect. You enforce and entertain negative thoughts only and your life will be nothing but pure negativity. The option to be happy is always there. First it starts with accepting your lot in life and your fate. You desire for friends and people who would help you but you aren't made for that. Let go of those desires and be free. Being a loner isn't worse than being social and having lots of friends, it has its advantages too. Like I said, people don't really help each other most of the time, they end up hurting each other more but they continue to be deluded about this. Be happy that you avoided that crap.
>I asked if anyone might have an idea how to overcome my cowardly inability to do the only reasonable thing and off myself.
Maybe that "cowardly inability" to commit suicide should be a warning sign that you shouldn't fantasize about suicide so much. Your fate lies elsewhere clearly.>>263781
The lack of commitment to ideals is exactly the reason most people in the West are depressed. Western culture decided to sever its ties to ideals and instead turned to the pursuit of only material, earthly things.
And you can call me a boomer or what you want but you know I am right. 3rd worlders live life on hard mode, what a surprise.>>263806
People don't resolve themselves to commit suicide any more than they need to resolve themselves to have sex or find friends. What IPost too long. Click here to view the full text.