/dep/ - Depression

>>263879
You think I'm a normie because I work? There are all manners of functioning. I happen to work from home so my social interaction is limited. The kind of social interaction you're doing now is enough for my job. Does that mean you're a normie, too?

I think finding one thing you don't like about someone and then using it as justification to dismiss everything they say is very lazy. I guarantee you have things in common with me.

>tfw autist
>tfw mentally ill
>tfw shut-in
>tfw suicide attempts and hospitalizations

But I suppose because I work that must mean I'm Chad Thundercock and have no problems? How could I understand the depths of you ;>) Like I said in previous posts: just because you've given up it doesn't mean other wizards have. Wanting anyone with insights to leave is not very wise.

>>263718
>defending wageslavery
Why contribute to society of retarded faggots that hates you?
You complain about niggers but your views are rather sjw like, supporting society of normalfags is no different than supporting society niggers, faggots, trannies, etc
Workism is idealogical cuckoldry and unwizardly as fuck.

>>263723
>retarded and a miserable
Said faggot who are advocating for voluntary wageslavery and call people who want neetbucks a niggers.
I know misery loves company, but this is not excuse to be that pathetic.

>>263984
>>263985
>having to work to support yourself means you are okay with niggers, faggots, and trannies and you're a cuck
Please leave imageboards you dumb nigger. You're so dumb you're incapable of understanding anything

>>263984
As a NEET I rather have everyone be a wagie, than to have milions of niggers moving to my country so they can leech off the government and ruin everything for the rest of us like you want.

>>263776
I've realized the same, but there is nothing for me to do here in this city, not even in my state, country, or world. What i need to do i got it just right here, my computer.

>>263790
"acquaintances" lol. coudnt make your rule evasion more obvious

>>263823
I live in the third world and I am poor. We need social interaction for food. I know you only have first-world problems, starving is not an issue for you. Good for you.

>>263848
What, is food like drugs where you need a dealer? Just go to the store and bu some.

>>263849
>Just go to the store and bu some

Yeah, I live in a safe place like yours and it's totally safe to walk to the corner at night, specially alone at night.

>>263774
You will find that once you gain the resolve to end it all, that same resolve is strong enough to make life worth living.

>>263779
I agree. You will find that only normgroids are able to actually go through with suicide. Wizards live in misery all their life so they are used to suffering. While a miniscule amount of suffering is enough to set most norpergroids over the edge and kill themselves.

>>263767
>but muh hungry niggers
3rd world normalfags are mindless animals, even more than 1ts world ones, they simply lack soul.
This is the actual reason, not your boomeristic
drivel about dem hangry 3rd worldurs
>Most people don't find a reason to live because they can't commit themselves to one single ideal.
Ideals are for faggots and insane retards.
And ego worship is mark of normgroid simplenton.

>>263779
This doesn't make sense. How do people kill themselves all the time? Obviously all those suicides only happened because the people found the resolve to do it. If finding the resolve to suicide fixed the problems occasioning suicide, there'd be no suicide.

>>263774
I didn't say Third Worlders can't be happy, just that it is good to consider things, including your own life and misery, in the bigger picture. People have many things they take for granted and don't realize how grateful they should be for having them.

From the way you write the biggest obstacle for doing anything in your life seems to be that you succumbed to overly pessimistic behavior.
>It's not attainable with my personality.
>In any case, I didn't ask for advice on how not to be miserable. I've been miserable for all of my adult life. It's not changing except to worsen.
If you think like this then of course you will be miserable all your life. Cause and effect. You enforce and entertain negative thoughts only and your life will be nothing but pure negativity. The option to be happy is always there. First it starts with accepting your lot in life and your fate. You desire for friends and people who would help you but you aren't made for that. Let go of those desires and be free. Being a loner isn't worse than being social and having lots of friends, it has its advantages too. Like I said, people don't really help each other most of the time, they end up hurting each other more but they continue to be deluded about this. Be happy that you avoided that crap.

>I asked if anyone might have an idea how to overcome my cowardly inability to do the only reasonable thing and off myself.
Maybe that "cowardly inability" to commit suicide should be a warning sign that you shouldn't fantasize about suicide so much. Your fate lies elsewhere clearly.

>>263781
The lack of commitment to ideals is exactly the reason most people in the West are depressed. Western culture decided to sever its ties to ideals and instead turned to the pursuit of only material, earthly things.

And you can call me a boomer or what you want but you know I am right. 3rd worlders live life on hard mode, what a surprise.

>>263806
People don't resolve themselves to commit suicide any more than they need to resolve themselves to have sex or find friends. What IPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

I think I will die lonely like many people. If I manage to reach an average lifespan my parents will most likely be dead by the time and the only people who might do something are relatives that I never talked to and they might just feel obligated to do something out of respect for my parents. There is nothing good or bad anyone can say about me since no one knows what I'm even doing with my life.

There's a guy I know about who died in his 50s after a long battle with alcoholism and he doesn't even have a real grave, he got buried in a government sponsored grave almost side by side with other deceased strangers no one gave a fuck about because he had no one who was willing to spend money for his burial, he even had a family at some point in his life and still died alone.

Then there was very popular young guy from my city who died in a car accident and he had a huge crowd of people attending his funeral, he even had a group of succubi crying and screaming in pain over his death in church from what I heard.

I don't really care what happens after I die because I won't be there to witness it anyway. I get that some people want to be remembered after death but that seems pointless for the same reason.

>>263112
>Then there was very popular young guy from my city who died in a car accident and he had a huge crowd of people attending his funeral, he even had a group of succubi crying and screaming in pain over his death in church from what I heard.
sounds disgusting, good riddance

>>263018
My funeral will be a forgettable, humiliating and anticlimactic sendoff. It will be in a shitty cheap parlour and will only last an hour at most, the only people who will turn up will be subhuman distant relatives I don't even fucking know and the rest will be local inbreeds who somehow knew my Mother in the past through whatever avenue, that's what would happen if I died while my Mother is still alive. If I die after my Mother is dead then literally no one will fucking show up lol since I have no family and no friends. I'd just be incinerated by whatever state body and that'd be the end of it.

The way this is going I guess my 5 cats will probably eat me before the neighbors complain about the smell, so, closed casket and a bit empty.

quit lying guys, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt grieving wives and offspring will be there at your funerals and will become distant over your life insurance

>>263588
Well I didn’t buy it to fuck it.

I wish I could fap, I would be the happiest person on earth :/

>>263556
>Also beating your dick like that is going to make your dick lose feeling is in go numb,and fuck up the skin.
'Scuse me nigga? I'm sorry but who the fuck are you trying to impress with your perfect penis tricks? Also, why the fuck do you need to make a whole /dep/ thread about silicon vaginas (other than not having a real one makes you bitter)?

>>263682
Apparently cause he’s too good for the clowns on /jp/

The onahole thread on /jp/ is full of normalfags with wives and girlfriends

>>260452
How would you even know if they haven't started human clinical trials yet?

>>261081
He was probably thinking of foreskin restoration aka painful tugging of one's dick to grow the skin.

It just… it just happened for no reason. The demographic I am a part of and time I was born do not correlate with high circumcision rates. I am part of the minority on this.

Fuck everyone ITT and in society telling us to stop complaining. I can fucking complain about my infantile sexual assault if I like. I can complain about anything that concerns me if I want. That's one freedom I have.

>>254259
Its simply tugging at the skin in a scheduled manor to loosen/regrow the skin. After about a year or two, many men regrow their entire foreskin from nothing.

>>261123
No, it is not painful if done correctly. The key is working the skin extremely regularly, making a habit out of it. Most methods urge the restorer to practice in two minutes sessions, ten times a day or so, with one hour of wait between sessions. Although that's only twenty minutes a day, its effective if one makes a habit out of it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XotOAbH9Rw0

Back during 125 C.E, the Jews had came up with a new more brutal version of circumcision to prevent foreskin restoring. Before 125 C.E, the biblical circumcision (Brit Milah) was done in such a way that it left most of the foreskin still covering the glans, whereas the rest not covering the glans was removed. During this time, Jews used foreskin restoration methods to gain access into the Roman Empire and Greece, masquerading as fellow citizens. Having the glans exposed was considered unsightly, and the Romans barred any Jew from entering. Jews, however, used foreskin restoration methods to make themselves look intact. The Jews saw this as a way of going against the Jewish faith. Rabbis and others were recommended to remove even more foreskin on the penis to make foreskin restoration near impossible. The modern circumcision we see today stems from that; the amputation of the foreskin covering the glans. This is known as Brit Pariah.

>>263447
Neetdom sucks unless you have other savings or inheritances that supplement the neetbux.

neetbux itself is insufficient to live a satisfactory life

>>263460
it's almost worth just accepting the fate of living in poverty rather than worsen your mental health trying to get out of it.

>>263468
That assumes your neetdom doesn’t destroy your mental health. Sure if you have an easy life other than the fact you’re a neet sure. That said unless the government is keeping you alive you’re doomed to die in the streets. Which I once feared nearly as much as death itself. Now I actually have the funds to support a homeless lifestyle. For awhile as opposed to living off parents and asking for a few thousand dollars to find a cave to live in.

I used to go hiking and camping a lot, I used to do it so often that it got boring because I don't have anything else in life, I was outsidr in nature so much that I cant get anyhting out of it anymore. You most likely are gonna grow out of anything if it's not linked to pure survival. If you want to live like a hermit in nature and stuff you're supposed to be forced to do shit to survive otherwise you're gonna end up the same as when you're inside your apartment all the time because it will lose its purpose at some point.

NEETing is the kingly stoic way of existence, not caring about the tomorrow and the shit it will bring. Not many can appreciate it or go long term NEET. That is because most people were born to serve and to be slaves. They only feel happy if their life has some aim or if they are useful.

>>263507
>Reincarnation is a thing, my man.
Well, funny that you can remember the pain and suffering of the many of your past lifes, kinda sounds hellish.

>>263509
>that snarky, condescending passive agressive tone
Don't pretend that know what happens after death or how brain works.
You simply don't and we both know that, little redditor.

>>263487
Rather unfortunely its legit concern.

>>263250
>The stories of the beyond world are just a manifestation of the fear of death
If only.
We simply do not know what lies after death.

>>263509
It is possible to recover bits and pieces of memories through mental training and enlightenment.

>>263516
>>263519
After death comes existence again. Even if you are a materialist there is still the idea of eternal recurrence. It's most likely that you will keep on existing in some way or form.

>>259048
YOU! YOU, are the SCUM of this fucking site. The crying baby. The faggot that comes out of the wood-works once two wizards in a thread start arguing over gate keeping limits. Then, in a completely hedonistic act of stroking your tiny ego, you pull the "I've always been correct about x (an assumption based off drama and lies), this website has always been shit but i'm still going to post on it; whilst never giving you a clear personal answer to a gate keeping limit (like your FUCKING AGE)." card.
Honestly, I bet you're 20, or maybe a 16 year old /pol/ tourist that's a failed normalfag. I really can't tell with you sub-humans.

>>256937
Social attention is only required to gain power. March towards power instead, make your self desirable only for them to be shunned

LEAVE MEDS INMEDIATELY. YOU NEED MORE SOLITUDE, NOT SOCIAL SKILLS.

I'm 33 years old. I can't imagine what it's like to be 21 anymore. That seems like such a long time ago. I'm an entirely different person now. 21 year old me is completely gone. It's a very strange feeling. Sorry to post a bit off topic OP, just something about your post made me realize that I'm getting old even though I don't feel old yet.

>>256943
Wisdom. Remember to get regular exercise bros. Just taking a 15 minute walk every day is far better than nothing.

>>259084
Oh no not a gatekeeper
Kys or go back to reddit

the smaller the room the better. if you have some money buy a small tent and set it up indoors.