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 No.302406[Reply]

Why am I not happy? I have nothing, my physical and mental health is ruined, I'm broke in debt dying from addiction, stuck in a SHITHOLE house with family that I hate. There's nothing left and I've been dead for years. Why am I not happy about ending it? I don't even do anything cause I'm too tired sleep all day can't eat cause my teeth are falling out and once xans end I will be a vegetable. Just end me.
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 No.302425

>>302424
I admire your courage

 No.302430

>>302424
See you next week.

 No.302437

>>302430
youre not gonna see me either way cause after seizure damage i wont be able to even browse wizchan
>>302425
its not courage i kept extending it as long as i could even though all it was suffering for nothing for years. courage would be if i killed myself a couple years ago.
i am going homeless and simply telling my 'family' that i despise and don't want to see again, another plus of dying, that im moving out. i feel empty on my last night in this universe, my feelings feel like they disappeared

 No.302441

good luck anon, may you be released from your suffering soon. i hope i die soon too

 No.302546

dang.



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 No.302520[Reply]

Same day Different shit I am 28M got a useless degree live in a shithole 3rd world country didn't work in my life all i do is consuming media watching twitch and movies i had a fight with my mom once and i lost my temper and beat her before so she forced me to go to mental insuition like rehab and forced to take meds i stayed like 6 monthes i sometimes i want to finish it all wondering how i have to hold so much longer than this and do i have to keep waiting till i reach 50 or 60.

 No.302521

Psychiatry is evil, it doesn't fix anything and ruins your health

 No.302532

>>302521
But this guy has already ruined his health

 No.302533

I dropped out when i realised they were going to keep me on the threadmill forever

 No.302534

>>302532
Contrary to what psychiatry thinks, anger and depression are not illnesses

 No.302535

>>302534
I said that because all he does is consume twitch and movies the entire day, it's not healthy. He should at least go out to get some fresh air



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 No.300364[Reply]

I thought I was a hobby guy who like to spend time on his hobby alone but thats not true, all I care is to talk to people, thats why I come here everyday because I want to talk to someone. I am not an autist asperger with countless of niche hobby and a high IQ, I'm just a low temperture IQ monkey who thought he could fool himself and tricks his brain to think he is a genius but Im not. I wish I was made to do something but Im just a lazy parasyte, it sucks
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 No.302074

>>300364
>>300364
I feel like I am more retarded than I thought I am. I blamed it on being socially awkward, but I really believe I am slower than most people around me. I earn far less than most people in my neighborhood. Everytime I sought out someone to listen to me or read something I wrote, I get this gaze from them like I'm a special ed kid and they immediately want to find a reason to leave my presence. And when you are older its like people are less willing to call you out, but their subconscious body language immediately betrays their judgements.

 No.302075

>>300402
i like the end theme.

 No.302076

>>300637
Wizchan 2025
Damn this site is really getting old. Wizchan 2035 won't even be wizchan anymore.

 No.302077

>feels lonely
>starts thinking that maybe the hikkiNEET life is not for me and I'd be happier if I make friends and seek validation from others
>start imagining myself getting a job
>gets filled with so much primordial dread, feelings of loneliness and any other concerns get vaporized instantly
Sorry. Not normifying today either.

 No.302507

>>300364
try psych2go channel - they have videos on stuff like "touch starvation" and "wounded extrovert".


Because you dwell on introverts' den, but now you realize you was an extrover all along. Plz try.



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 No.302324[Reply]

i have got 9 months until i am free from this world, so while im still here i was wondering what would be the best way to spend my time, just playing vidya? i have no friends both irl and online, watching shows/animes that i see happy people / people with relationships and stuff makes me have anxiety and i really despise people,i just want to spend my time cozy, hyper obsessed with something that doesnt have any connection whatsoever with the real world, i was thinking about getting into an extreme grindy (no p2w) mmorpg if there is one, any recommendations are appreciated thanks fellow wizs
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 No.302331

>>302330
i live in a big overcrowded city in a 3rd world country with a very high criminality rate(brazil) that there is also a bunch of noisy/loud subhumans outside, going outside for me is a nono because of that.
is there any book you would recommend?

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 No.302349

>>302324
play dofus retro a grindy mmorpg

 No.302373

>>302331
Seneca - Letters from a stoic
Plato - The last days of Socrates
Boethius - Consolation of philosophy
If you're dying might want to pick up a suicide manual.

 No.302498

>>302331
Read John's Gospel, maybe Matthew's too if you have the time to spare.
Also, read Ecclesiastes.
>>302373
>Plato - The Last Days of Socrates
You can skip the filler and just read Phaedo. maybe twice.



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 No.296810[Reply]

Does any of you get irritated with family gatherings or when guests come to visit you in your family's house?
I am 24 years old, little to not school education, no job, whenever I am with some relatives or in some family gathering I can sense how much they look down at me for being a massive loser, even if they almost never express it directly at all, since I was a child I would always be asked by them questions like "how are you doing in school?" or "are you getting any good grades" Of course they no longer ask me such question, But I still feel a lot of shame when I am around them, I try to avoid sitting with them like the plague
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 No.300185

>>299806
Why are you trying so fucking hard to sound british?
And no , it isn't true he acts out of anger , most of the the time he will remain a loser and doesn't seem to take it personally because who gives a fuck about people's opinion?
We all die whether we fail or succeed.
Seethe & cope .

 No.301149

>>300185
there's nothing british about that
it's just high register

 No.301580

>>299323
For not replying to >>299326 I can tell you're a real one.

 No.301698

>>296810
Normalfags don't compare themselves to elon musk or jeff bezos, so you shouldn't compare yourself to normalfags. You simply live 2 completely different lives with 2 completely different life parameters. We're all born with different means.

 No.302298

>>300185
Don't you realize the posh English is the stuff taught in continental Europe as some kind of golden example?



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 No.302248[Reply]

Last year I did a community college course in construction, it was a nice little multi skills course in a small building in the middle of nowhere where, there were only 100 or so people there, it was great, unfortunately I failed to get an apprenticeship and have to do another community college course

It’s landscaping, which seems pretty nice, only issue is that it’s in a very large building, it’s the college’s main building, it’s fucking huge and there’s over 1000 attendees

I am absolutely fucking dreading it

Pray for me bros

 No.302249

Just drive up, give all 1000 attenmdees a firm handshake, and ask when do you start

 No.302250

>>302248
Buy bitcoin

 No.302252

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>>302248
>Snake? Snake!? Snaaaaaaaaaaaake!!!!



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 No.296143[Reply]

what does he want from us?
why is he torturing us?
why does he give great amount of suffering and horror to poor believers while giving happiness and wealth to evil disbelieving people?
why is he so careless?
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 No.302157

>>302156
Nature is interested in only two things—to survive and to
reproduce one like itself. Anything you superimpose on that, all
the cultural input, is responsible for the boredom of man. So we
have varieties of religious experience. You are not satisfied with
your own religious teachings or games; so you bring in others
from India, Asia or China. They become interesting because they
are something new. You pick up a new language and try to speak it
and use it to feel more important. But basically, it is the same
thing.

 No.302158

>>300436
This is absurd. We don't transcend our reality, by definition of what our reality is. If God is given birth to by us, he isn't God. Can you give birth to miracles? The word of God from Heaven? No. There exists a limit to the human mind and God, by definition, would exist beyond it.

 No.302180

>>302155
Why don't we say that the self awareness itself is a proof that God exists, Our awareness is of God's knowledge or either that we created omnipotence through our awareness

 No.302183

>>302180
the self
is an insubstantial construct invented to lend coherence and meaning to
an existence that is actually chaotic and meaningless

 No.302199

>>302155
It doesn’t matter whether the cultural hero-system is frankly magical, religious, and primitive or secular, scientific, and civilized.
It is still a mythical hero-system in which people serve in order to
earn a feeling of primary value, of cosmic specialness, of ultimate usefulness to creation, of unshakable meaning. They earn this feeling by carving out a place in nature, by building an edifice that reflects human value: a temple, a cathedral, a totem pole, a skyscraper, a family that spans three generations. The hope and belief is that the things that man creates in society are of lasting worth and meaning, that they outlive or outshine death and decay, that man and his products count. When Norman O. Brown said that Western society since Newton, no matter how scientific or secular it claims to be, is still as “religious” as any other, this is what he meant: “civilized” society is a hopeful belief and protest that science, money and goods make man count for more than any other animal. In this sense everything that man does is religious and heroic, and yet in danger of being fictitious and fallible.



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 No.301028[Reply]

People willl always hate you if you're asocial and never talk.
There is no way around it.
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 No.302130

>never talk to anyone nor give a reason for anyone to pay attention to you
>no one pays attention to you

WHO WOULDVE THUNK.

Literally just say what comes to mind. That is what the "normies" are doing. They see a hot succubus and tehy ask her out. They see someone doing a cool thing so they walk up to them and ask about it. It comes easy to them because they havent built up a complex that makes them overthink themselves out of action.

 No.302131

>>301724
Its so dumb how this works. It is like everyone is playing this stupid game where they tell you not to do something and you are supposed to do it anyway. Society doesn't have to be like it but it is.

 No.302134

I know what I need to do to be more social. I need to watch modern entertainment, like stuff on Netflix. That way I can relate to people better and understand how modern people interact.

But I can't bring myself to do it. It always makes me feel so inadequate to watch modern entertainment. I always feel like I'm the butt of the joke.

I always see myself in whoever is getting made fun of. Like if I watch Squid Game I'm sure they shit on some guy and I'm going to relate to the guy and feel like crap about myself.

 No.302188

>>302134
its called "empathy"


try watching pr0n parody of Squid Game instead of the real stuff (IF your ELECTROCHEMISTRY stat is high enough)




or play Disco Elysium, for i dunno

 No.302194

>>301028

I have a recipe for a shaky cocktail of hate and tolerance.

Switch cities, provinces and towns.
Wear something stereotypical of your home county, combine it with "autism awareness" merch or such.

Boom. Your quirkyness is now "plausible" spread between *being around autists too much (not "personal" autism) and "not local" feel (you're from some distant area for locals of the city you're in now)

>>302129

AFAIK, the world of gesture "speakers" is:

a) has several "systems" of gestures, just like languages
b) the "systems" don't correlate with real world languages.
c) we live in XXI century. Set up a chatbot, hand out strangers your business cards that inquire them to use non-vocal ways of communication. Effectively, you'll throw their pep talk into a proper chatbot.



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 No.301013[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Chronic physical pain, insomnia and povery, edition
Previous thread >>299661
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 No.302189

>>301715
What you're experiencing is a sort of realization that absolutely nothing is under your control, and trying to exert control is suffering. It's a common realization/doctrine in many spiritual and mystical texts for a reason, and 'letting go' has actually given me more peace of mind.

Upon letting go, you'll experience a sort of existential dread because your ego has stopped clinging and is beginning to die, so the real you is emerging. You really only need to endure bravely, feel and be patient.

I urge you to continue down this path. I am in this path aswell and it hasn't been easy, but it's the only path I have left to walk on. I am undergoing this journey through deep rest and non-striving.

 No.302456

>>301736
I can't believe that I'm reading the "nobody:" meme on wizardchan. It's really the end of everything. The new generations have invaded. Which if you think about it, it's totally normal, after all.
The problem is that we oldfags are still alive. Humans should die decades earlier.
It's all wrong.

 No.302457

>>301868
you wish

 No.302458

>>302456
Whiny cunt sees a non-ancient meme and thinks Wizchan is being taken over by zoomie woomies. "It's the end of this place" he laments, only contributing sage'd posts about how much he dislikes it here.

 No.302790

>>302456
>>302458
Zoomers are nearing 30 though


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 No.298058[Reply]

most of us are so fucking unattractive, retarded, uneducated, unlovable, lazy/unambitious etc… that there is no point in continuing this misery.

even when some try to gaslight themselves that their loser-lifestyle can be comfy, we all deep down know that this isnt supposed to be *life*.

objectively, we're the bottom of the barrel, rock bottom essentially; we can only cope by escaping reality and isolating ourselves and anytime we encounter the real fucking world, we're deemed as fucking subhumans by others AND ourselves.

we're rotting, just wasting space, energy and oxygen while the only thing left for us is waiting to die, respectively.

i dont get how we all havent already committed suicide by now cuz our fucking trash genetics have been haunting us for our entire existence, yet we collectively and voluntarily decided to continue living. why the fuck are we so stupid???
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 No.302150

>>298058
I would be satisfied with my NEET lifestyle, if only I didn't have this annoying OCD and a dysfunctional family. Still suicide is simple too hard for me and I don't know what there is after.

 No.302162

>>298058
If you have to ask, then your situation might not be as bad as you think. Death is a scary thing and it's hard to go through with it unless your life is permanently ruined, which is rare.

 No.302166

>>302162
>unless your life is permanently ruined, which is rare
it's not rare, it takes one traumatic event to ruin it forever

 No.302182

I enjoy my escapism and engage in some productive activites for the sake of my mental health.
I really don't think society has any right to shit on me given how retarded and clownish it is. Not that anyone cares about my existence in the first place.

 No.302355

>>302162
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