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04/01/25April fools!
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[–]  No.297751>>298489[Watch Thread]

Does anyone else live like they will have another chance at life despite not being religious? I am so displeased with my starting point in life and how much better others have it without needing to put in any effort that I mentally checked out and have been a low-effort hedonist focusing on being comfortable with the least effort in the moment. Like refusing to play an unbalanced game. But there is no alternative, no one is going to balance life. I'm still in disbelief that this will be the only way I get to experience life. Born in times of great technological progress and opportunity but unable to enjoy it.

[–]  No.297752>>297818>>297825

The world is programmed to be unequal, carnivores eat herbivores, the rich eats the poor, western people consume third world countries, healthy people don't understand sick people etc….

Those born in privilege are not aware of it.

[–]  No.297756

Hahaha shiiii ~ I feel that too inshallah Bratha. 4000 weeks da book has a good quote on this - something like there’s a strong feeling you aren’t living your real life “oh this job isn’t me, one day I’ll have my proper job”

[–]  No.297796

I've felt like I'm waiting for something for a very long time. Since I was 10, maybe even 8 years old. I distinctly remember when I was at that age, I said to my mom "I feel like I'm waiting for something". Now I've pinned it down to pretty much what OP described. There is now point in putting all the effort when what is going to happen, will happen anyway. What that will be, I don't know, but I have a strong feeling that it will be like a great reset - nothing up to that point will matter, and the outcome will be the same no matter what. So I'd rather just enjoy my time until then.

[–]  No.297818>>297820

>>297752
Nah, some are aware of it. The only reason I don't kill myself as an autist is because I realize how lucky I was to be born into a western country with generous Neetbucks for life (permanent disability).

In a third world country I wouldn't even be alive.

So even if there is rebirth in some form, I get to prolong a comfy existence for at least 80-100 years and postpone being born as a rat or slum indian who has to scavenge garbage for sustenance.

(And I don't loathe those people - I'm just scared of that fate, and grateful it wasn't bestowed upon me)

[–]  No.297820

>>297818
what country? how hard was it getting permabux for autism? im in the uk and i reckon i could swing it somehow

[–]  No.297825>>297826

>>297752
Retarded argument. Human existence is nothing but an attempt to rid ourselves of these naturally imposed horrors. Carnivores and herbivores balance each other out in the bigger picture. Rich/poor, west/rest are just a result of some form of 'winners' externalizing the cost of their winning to those with less power and then solidifying that difference in power. Such a thing could not happen in the natural world. The reason we suffer so much is because we know that things could be different if the human soul weren't such an ugly thing.

[–]  No.297826

>>297825
yeah we could easily have a utopia if it wasn't for greedy bitches who always want more, to be better than the rest, to be #1

[–]  No.298489

>>297751 (OP)
Another chance in this world, is to me just another chance for serious miseries. That's the core of this reality.

What do you crave for?


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