>>296807This is so wrong, I have bought so much pain upon my parents, who wanted me just to have a job to support myself but I ended up a NEET. I hang out here because there are some people like me here but I guess that is not the case anymore.
You need money just to live, having money doesn't make you happy I get it, I don't strive for succubi and impressing other normalfags but I deeply care about my parents, I just want to not be a burden on them and I can't be. What will I do when they die? I live in the third world.
I am a total failure, I don't cook, I don't clean, I don't earn, all I do is bedrot all day long, life can't go by like this, I need to do something, and I try, or maybe I don't try as I keep bedrotting everyday.
>>296825same. I am in so much pain, I don't know where to go or what to do, I don't know where to start and where to end, it all seems to be collapsing, the worst part is I don't have a gun to off myself, I don't know I would be able to off myself if I had a gun. Life is genuinely so much pain.