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 No.296490[Reply]

i have no reason to live anymore. ask me anything.

- no, i will not kill myself
- yes, i have tried hobbies
- no, i am not diagnosed with depression
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 No.296493

how old are you?

 No.296494

>>296490
What delusions of failed normalcy do you still have?

 No.296496

>>296490
Considering your choice of image, are you some sort of tranny/f*mboy?

 No.296497

>>296490
what do you think might cause you to change your mind and revive the will to live inside of you again?

 No.296501

>>296490
That just makes you normal. People in general don't have 'reasons' to stay alive. They just do it for the sake of living.



 No.295586[Reply]

I'm trying to quit porn (cold turkey) and 90% of the content I've seen online has been:

1. an anecdote from someone who has already succeded in quitting

2. an ad for an app

3. people who aren't addicted to porn talking about porn addiction

Is this shit just a grift? I want to hear about it from people who are actually struggling with it, not annoying liberal psychiatrists or infographics.

Please help me, I don't want to be like this anymore
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 No.296487

>>296455
People have been obsessed with it all throughout history, most americans still mutilate their children just to decrease masturbatory pleasure

 No.296488

>>296409
This is actually common. People get tired of fucking the same person especially if they are fat/annoying etc

 No.296491

I quit porn bro
stay strong, you can do it. anything is possible.

 No.296500

>>296491
Good on you anon, you escaped the trap and no longer poisoning yourself.



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 No.282979[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

How are we supposed to get used to loneliness and the fact that our life is fucked up?
Here's my resume: never had any friends, bullied during school, uni dropout but basically never went to high school, very poor (no income), obviously never had any gf, the last time I talked someone my age was since high school basically. I can't get used to the loneliness… I also have a very poor health, and no one to help me with it.

What's your life status and how do you cope with it?

I personally try to cope with video games, anime and a bit of drug (alcohol and opioid mostly). But that hardly works… Sometimes I'm into my game or I'm high enough to be ok, but most of the time I'm depressed or suffering or both. I wish I were dead since I'm 12, I'm 25 now.
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 No.296368

>>292130
>didnt do any sort of reflection on my day, and when I went home I switched to online friend mode so I didn't reflect on anything in my real life
it do be like that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8ivqZ-iTpo

 No.296376

>>294458
I can't program, but "codeslaves" who produce actual legible high quality code are smarter than 99,9% of people alive.

 No.296377

>>294384
That show is really good. Mostly because of the alien. It's the only cartoon I can tolerate.

I don't like Farlanes other shows like Family Guy or Cleveland. They're too tryhard and unfunny (except for Stewie the baby).

 No.296441

You don't get used to it. The profound pain of being alone and unloved for 40 years is incomprehensible for those who haven't experienced it themselves. To have autism juice injected into your thighs as an infant to your father shaking you over your crib giving you literal brain damage on top of the aforementioned tism vaxx; my life was over for before it began. I have never experienced positive female company; they invariably hit me with "that glare" they give to men whom they declare inferior life forms, and given that glare hundreds of times whether they're fat niggers to models. All because they can smell my autism which gives them the ick. I used to hide away from the school bullies and my father's frequent beatings with video games and anime, but that shit's all pozzed and ruined by normalfaggots and trannies. I live off a monthly pittance of disabilitybux which I spend on either junk food or paying some e-whores to give me a facsimile of affection, the closest I'll ever get in my worthless life to the real deal. I wish I had never been born.

 No.296467

>>282983
posts like these have to originate from artsy guys projecting their hippielike hatred of work. So many assumptions being projected


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 No.296400[Reply]

Studying is the bane of my existence. Honestly, it feels like some cosmic joke designed to torture me. If hell exists, it’s just endless exams and textbooks. And then there’s me, stuck in a third-world circus, India. Yeah, the same one where people will skin you alive if you don’t follow their playbook of “success.” I flunked college once—no, wait, make that twice—and let me tell you, the outrage was unreal. It’s like I committed a war crime. My parents? Oh, they hate me now, I can feel it in the awkward silences and side-eyes. And it’s not just the failing part; they’re terrified I’ll be mooching off them forever. Hell, I’m terrified of it.

And then, there’s this bloody exam looming over me. I’ve tried. I really have. But the more I study, the more it evaporates from my brain like it’s allergic to knowledge. It’s absurd. Who invented this nightmare? They deserve jail time. Every time someone so much as mentions studying, I break out in a cold sweat. I’ve literally fainted over it. Fainted! But does anyone care? No. Society looks at me like I’ve personally slaughtered their pets just because I failed at college. Twice. Wait till they hear that little update. I’ll probably be excommunicated.

At this point, I’m done. D-O-N-E. I don’t want to study anymore. I’d rather stare into the void. And oh, don’t even get me started on the “what could have been.” If I were a white guy in a first-world country, I’d be coasting on social safety nets and “find yourself” gap years. Or better yet, if I were a succubus here, at least I’d have the sweet, sweet option of getting married off and chilling with household chores. Instead, I’m this miserable, broke, perpetually judged disaster of a person.

Anyway, cheers to another sleepless night before failing yet another exam. Life’s a circus, and I’m the clown. Take a bow, idiot.
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 No.296413

my race is the best because we have it the worst

 No.296418

>>296405
Indians generally do better than whites when they immigrate, but get more hatred.

 No.296423

>>296418
Because of their looks. One might thing because of lookism Indians would be more accepted in these places being the bottom of the barrel.

 No.296479

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>>296423
It's brutal.

 No.296537

>>296400
Must commit suicide Indians are legitimately disgusting.



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 No.295602[Reply]

How badly will escitalopram fuck my libido? Is it permanent? They're also 9 months expired is it still safe to take? Will it lower my heart rate?
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 No.295655

SSRIs are placebo.
They do have real side effects, though, so, be careful.

 No.295892

>>295655
Yeah you're right the trade off seems worse I'm already depressed having my dick not work and being numb seems like shit

 No.296089

Escytalopram is every baby's first depression med
They give it to everyone specifically because its quite soft and easy to drop
But yes, libido will drop, for me it went from masturbating every day to once every 3 days and with a less stiff erection

But drugs are for desperate people. you should take them when your problems are of such magnitude, it doesn't matter if you'll be able to masturbate.
I think that's the issue with psychiatry. Imagine they gave chemotherapy to randos. Of course people would get burned and complain. Only do it when your life is at risk/in freefall

 No.296384

>>296089
That makes sense I'm just mad at myself that I need these things why me

 No.296412

If you've been prescribed it by a doctor you can tell them if it's causing you libido / erection problems. Sometimes they add a supplementary medication, usually Wellbutrin (bupropion), but other times they will just take you off it and put you on another med that doesn't affect the penis (again maybe Wellbutrin on its own or perhaps Mirtazipine).

Anecdotally, I am on Wellbutrin at the moment because I tried SSRIs/SNRIs and found them to be crap. Wellbutrin is weird; it makes you feel kind of angry and horny. I've been on it perhaps a month now and that's as accurate a description I can give you as to what it does: makes you angry and horny. I'm gonna keep taking it for now as I don't mind these effects.



 No.296346[Reply]

I dislike the feeling of lust. I find it responsible for alot of the negative patterns in my life that are preventing me from acquiring a peaceful existance. I have already accepted that I will not have a future that involves another human being but that doesn't give me the resolve to stop watching porn / lust over someone in my mind. Have any wizards here managed to overcome lust and if so, How did you do it?
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 No.296356

It's just an habit. I speak as someone who went on and off these feelings and urges. When I converted to catholicism I spent years without beating off my meat. If you just stop with porn and use your imagination instead, your body will demand less and your mind won't think of it too often. Try it instead of cold turkeing. Good luck.

 No.296378

>>296352
Food addiction is practically impossible to overcome if you're low dopamine and severely depressed.

Like, getting illegal drugs can cost a lot and be risky or require contacts.

A large bag of sour cream & onion chips can be obtained legally in 10 seconds and costs like $2.
It floods your endorphin receptors for at least 30-60 mins and then many hours afterwards.

It isn't hard to see why most depresseds and poors become overweight. Food is an extremely accessible cheap mood stabilizer which acts instantly.

 No.296379

>>296378
>A large bag of sour cream & onion chips can be obtained legally in 10 seconds and costs like $2.
Thats disgusting to me

im depressed and dont have the energy to eat so i struggle to not be underweight. Food is expensive and eating takes energy and i dont enjoy it.

For many i know what you say is true though. It can go both ways

 No.296382

>>296353
Thank you for this. I am fairly religious and I also thought about quitting porn but not masturbation full cold turkey. I will follow your advice and see if that returns me to normal. How long did it take you to see results?

 No.296399

>>296382
Brother I think you might have responded to the wrong comment, I am still struggling but vitamin B12 helped initially but now it is back to limp dick again.



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 No.295099[Reply]

Bascially, my country and it's culture has shifted rapidly, as soon as most of the people have come in contact with the West through internet, liberalisation, and globalisation. And I believe that is one of the reason which has prompted me to become a wizard.

Prior to globalisation, the succubi of my mother's generation were quite different, they themselves considered it shameful to wear revealing dresses, they always used to dress modestly, while most marriages were arranged they weren't forced, so while succubi were free to select their mate, and reject, they could do it only once and that guaranteed a equal distribution of succubi among men, and everyone was much more happier in that system as everyone got a mate.

And most succubi and men were virgin prior to marriage, it was considered shameful for both men and succubi to be non-virgin. As a matter of fact my native language doesn't even have a word for virgin, and there was no virgin shaming. But nowadays, kids use the word "virgin" as an insult. Most succubi lose their virginity quite early, and finding a virgin succubi is rare.

2-3 decades ago, succubi didn't consider it shameful or bad to be housewives, on the contrary they were proud to be one, or they studied and took a break for 5 years and then resumed their jobs, to go through marriage, pregnancy, and infancy of their child, and when they started working, the guy took the equal burden of the household chores and jobs.

But now, it's all changed, it's considered cool to smoke, drink, do drugs, wear skimply clothes, lose virginity early on, and then find a betabuxxer. Or in some cases succubi get paid so much that they don't even need a betabuxxer any more, while men struggle to get jobs, and ugly in men in particular end up at a much greater disadvantage.

And they act exactly like Western succubi, and I assume Western succubi are insufferable but due to the lost control of Western Men, a lot of Western Men now look towards East to get a semi-decent succubi. Leaving the same Eastern Men, to subscribe to redpill grifters like Andrew Tate, or bluepill themselves to oblivion.

And mind you only the degeneracy of the West has been copied and imported from the West, and meanwhile Western Culture's good and non-degenerate parts are completely ignored. In my country we now have things like undie runs (can anyone from the West explain this? what causes so utter lack of shame in people and succubi that Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.296374

>>296373
And I also deeply hate the fact, how a lot of western men turn towards east for getting partners who are more "traditional" in their values, like bro, why don't you make your own succubi traditional instead of spreading this degeneracy through the east, and in the same breath demonising the east for prioritising family values. And demonising your average Eastern Man as misogynist and this and that, even though he puts himself last and his family first.

 No.296375

>>296373
Hundreds of millions of westerners are just as disgusted by those degenerates as you are, but because the current narrative in the media is controlled by those ultraliberal degens, you get called an íncel, womanhater, monster etc. if you think people like the Hawk Tuah succubus are just low value trash.

I'm not even a conservative and I detest so much of what western "culture" has become after the 2000s. And judging by the massive anti-woke backlash in all western elections, I'm not the only one.

 No.296380

>>296373
Your third world brain that has been exposed to pollution your whole life cant comprehend that culture is arbitrary? Nakedness, clothing, self-respect and our response to it is all conditioning.

 No.296381

>>296380
Fake and gay. A lot of it must be inherent/biological, otherwise why have most cultures historically had concepts like that? Just a coinkydink?

 No.296386

>>296380
Correct me but in not too distant past there was a culture of modesty in the West, how did it all got lost so quickly?



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 No.293220[Reply]

>why cant picrel be real?
I really fucking hate learning how computers work. I fucking hate it.
Ever since I started this fucking degree 3 years ago its been nothing but a perpetual torture. I think I say enough when I say shit like Calculus or Lineal Algebra was 100 times more enjoyable for me than anything related to computer science. I gotta be honest though: I m a lazy piece of shit, but I m the kind of lazy piece of shit who studies solely so I dont have to be at the end of the fucking semester doing a fucking "final exam", in order to prove that I m able to pass the course, because that means I gotta learn all the semester's subjects just so I can pass that stupid fucking piece of shit of an exam.

I hate studying. I hate learning. I hate the smugness, shit teaching and the attitude most teachers have and I hate the happiness and eagerness of the people surrounding me. I hate the idea of working and having to wake up every morning so I can keep my sorry ass alive.
I m aware that being a NEET is a dead-end road, specially when you are not on welfare, but I cant stop feeling like a sack of shit every god damn day of my life because of this. I know what has to be done and what I have to do if I dont do it.

I have nothing to look forward to in my life. The sole reason I havent killed myself is because I know my parents would probably die because of that (already have 1 deceased sibling, and the other one aint doing to well in life), and also because I cant bring myself to do it. It terrifies me. I have no access to guns, so the only way would be to jump off a building, but regardless of it, the idea of death, or the idea of "pain of death", is the thing that bugs me the most. I dont want to suffer the ultimate pain that may last minutes! Even if they are just a few seconds, I bet the pain will feel like an eternity, not to mention the fear I will experience during the fall.

Yet I m sick of this shit. I m stuck here. Why the fuck am I subject to all of this? Why the fuck was I brought to this world? Why cant I have the drive or ambition that those maggots sons of bitches of my peers have? Why must I be such an unhappy piece of shit?

Of course, I know many of the answers to those questions, but still. It doesnt deprive me from wanting to create a hole through my wall from the mere anger of having to deal with this bullshit. Why cant I just be left alone in my room? What place iPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.296274

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What are your thoughts on using drugs to make boring learning tasks fun and rewarding?

Amphetamines (adderall, meth etc) or methylphenidate (Ritalin) cause the levels of dopamine in your brain to rise while you're on them. Dopamine is associated with reward and anticipatory excitement. In taking them, you can force your brain to make boring tasks feel easy, fun and exciting. Studying, cleaning, doing chores etc all become easy and rewarding.

Millions of students, successful professionals and rich people are reaping the benefits of these drugs every day under the guise of an ADHD diagnosis (a made up 'disease' used to justify stimulant prescription). If other students are using them, why shouldn't you? Why should you be forced to grind with a brain that won't release a crumb of dopamine because you've had burnt out receptors due to imageboard addiction from the age of 12?

I dropped out of university twice and haven't been back since but if I ever do go back then I can tell you for sure I will be abusing stimulants to study. Life isn't fair, the world isn't just. Other people will gladly use these drugs to get ahead and they won't feel a shred of guilt for having reaped the advantages they confered them over you.

The disclaimer is that self-medication on these drugs is a slippery slope (heck, even being prescribed them by a doctor is slippery) because they do feel very good and you have to resist the urge to use them for anything other than productivity i.e taking higher doses and masturbating to porn for 12+ hours. There is also the risk of stimulant psychosis. But it's whether you're willing to take those risks for the chance of the rewards on the other side.

Personally I'd rather risk it for the chance of getting a degree, a well-paying career and all that than being stuck in the mire of procrastination, paralysis and inactivity. There are no prizes for making it through a degree unmedicated versus the kid whose rich parents paid to get him diagnosed with the made-up disease ADHD.

 No.296279

>>296274
Yeah ill risk tardis just to be "productive"

 No.296299

>>296274
What? Meds fry your brain much faster than imageboards. Even Big Pharma admits that they can cause brain damage.

 No.296332

>>296274
I don't know man, just wish me luck and hope that I will be seated in the back of the classroom so that I can cheat using the bits of papers that I am going to take with me. If I can't cheat I'll fail my exam there's no other way.

 No.296333

>>296274
The long term damage and dependency probably isn't worth it.



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 No.294714[Reply]

We're not sure where we came from and even less sure to whence we go to.We are in 24\7 uncertainty about WHEN we will go there, or just suffer a tremendous tragedy (I am aware of the Hedonic Treadmill ,but you could die before it kicks in)–or the opposite, you wait forever till you die (horribly) waiting for an impossibly lucky event to occur and solve your life.
I'm not complaining people are chill: I am ASKING why people are chill.For example I saw a short ad pop-up about medical students still doing their exams in the middle of bombings in Gaza–that isn't praiseworthy, that's lame and stupid shit.They have super high chances of dying within 1, 2 years…they will never get to be doctors no matter how much they ace the exams.
How do normies react around these topics? How do atheist-marxist plebbitors cope with daily soul-crushing jobs for years on end, reeeing at God or Jezz Bezos or whoever, but never ever coming close to offing themselves after offing their boss\es?
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 No.294752

>>294741
Just like me fr.

 No.294755

>>294752
Very funny post

 No.294783

>>294741
I know how you feel, wiz. I've been doing basically the same thing over the past year or so.

>Yet instead of exploring my potential and learning about the world I'm a slave to instant gratification.

Don't feel too bad about it, the world has been twisted into a design that is meant to discourage personal growth and keep people distracted and lazy. It's meant to be very easy to fall into that trap, it becomes even easier if you're pessimistic like I am, then you keep returning to the question 'what's even the point?' Personally, I keep losing hope and drive, at which point I return to my escapism and the hope that death will come soon to release me. It's good to seek out a hobby though, or a project, anything to make you feel like you're working on yourself and accomplishing something.

 No.296323

>>294755
We are in fact posting on /dep/.
Do you think the people here are often capable of being funny?
I do not intend to be rude.
This is actually observational comedy.

 No.296324

>>294714
Zoomer lain poster cringe



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 No.295950[Reply]

/!\ this thread is for low IQ wizards /!\
>(80-95 IQ)
feels bad being a low IQ. everyone mocks you and you say absurdities.
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 No.296163

>>296156

o look,

coo coo thinks he s Jesus

 No.296165

>>296163
Thanks, the Holy Spirit does coo. Retard.

 No.296167

>>296165

im seriously about to flag your post,

its a discussion about bein low iq,

mentally ill role plays are down the hall

and

coo coo

 No.296189

>>296167
I'm sorry brother, I got ahead of myself.

 No.296273

>>295953
>The most hurtful thing about being dumb for me is that people act like it's your fault while smart people get praise as if they earned their intelligence.
The blank-slatism stuff is just BS that a lot of people use to justify their artificial worldview to cope with the brutal nature of reality. Many people to some extent are aware that a person's intelligence is something that's usually beyond their control. They don't care if it wasn't your fault that you were dealt a bad genetic hand. They hate low-IQ individuals for existing by default because they view them as inferior beings who are a general inconvenience.



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