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 No.295702[Reply]

it is a nation of ungodly horror. it's just crime, satanic energy everywhere, corruption, fags, low IQ unread uneducated population, loose std carrying succubi, money worshipping society with no morals. need I go on? how do you not get depressed as an american. i would rather be chinese at this point, it's actually a much better functioning society than america not so shockingly. maybe america has a couple gems like california or washington state or new york, that's it, and they're all way more shit than they used to be. California used to be the shit
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 No.299913

Tents.

 No.299915

>>299304
I'm an American and I would become penniless and start over at the very beginning to be able to live in my ancestral homeland of Europe without foreigners around me while breathing clean air drinking clean water and eating real traditional food not GMO multiculti goyslop… I encourage you to think very carefully before moving here.

 No.299925

>>299918
None of my ancestors lived in Ohio… my ancestral homeland is EUROPE!

 No.299935

>>295702
erotic AI chatbots and MMORPGs

 No.299940




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 No.299778[Reply]

Is it even possible to break this cycle?

>me 10 years ago

>I'm so behind everyone I'm such a loser
>it will take years for me to see any progress
>I will be old by the time my efforts may pay off
>depressed end up doing nothing

>me 5 years ago

>fuck I'm 30 soon and haven't achieved anything this is so embarassing
>start drinking to cope

>me now

>god I was such an idiot back then why didn't I start doing something years ago I was still young
>now I am pushing 40 and it's over for real
>bedrotting every day 0 motivation to do anything cant even distract myself with anything anymore
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 No.299853

>>299852
We live in a fallen world, we the human race have an evil nature,but exist hope.
I show you an humiliated God, like you and me, who give his life for us.
He was insulted, bullied and the laughing stock alone in the cross.
I know if hard have hope or faith in this world, but we must…

 No.299863

I reflect to my past wondering if there is something I could have done better. But all I can think about is how possibly better my life would be if I didn't think I was as smart as I actually am. However I feel low expectations can end up being a self fulfilling prophecy. Like you aim for a minimum wage job you are financially stuck their for life, but if you are ambitious there is a slight chance you can get a decent salary at least. Instead I just resign myself to my fate and consider I did my best with the knowledge I had available at the time.

 No.299928

>>299875
Considering that he allows demons to fuck around, god either impotent or uncaring.
And suffering builds very awful character and there absolutely nothing positive about suffering regardless how much and how hard people cope about it.

 No.299930

>>299853
>but exist hope.
For few lucky and thats at best.

 No.299933

>>299929
>Suffering is necessary for Growth.
Devil's lies.
Curiosity and potential are nessesary for growth.
And suffering simply leads to escapism and growth can be it if there is potential for it.



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 No.299877[Reply]

"It is a simple thing, this golden rule, and all that is required. Political economy and the survival of the fittest can go hang if they say otherwise. What is not good enough for you is not good enough for other men, and there is nothing more to be said."
(Chapter 19. The Ghetto)
https://archive.org/details/peopleofabyss00londiala/page/n9/mode/1up?view=theater

 No.299878

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"They are the stones by the builder rejected. There is no place for them in the social fabric, while all the forces of society drive them downward till they perish."
(Chapter 4. A Man and the Abyss)
https://archive.org/details/peopleofabyss00londiala/page/30/mode/1up?view=theater

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 No.299042[Reply]

"Why break the seals of mute despair unbidden
And wail life's discords into careless ears?

If any cares for the weak words here written,
It must be someone desolate, fate-smitten,
Whose faith and hope are dead, and who would die."
https://archive.org/details/cityofdreadfulni00thomrich/page/1/mode/1up
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 No.299067

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'To Our Ladies of Death' was written in the 27th of his 47 years of life

 No.299069

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'The City of Dreadful Night' was begun in his 35th year

 No.299105

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"The organ-like vibrations of his voice
thrilled through the vaulted aisles and died away"

 No.299849

Thanks Wiz

 No.299874

>>299849
A wizard should know Bysshe Vanolis



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 No.299518[Reply]

I can't move on. Everyone already did but I can't. Nobody remembers me. Trying to reach them is pointless, they avoid me like the plague. My parents told me lots of anecdotes from when they were young. They had friends and an extended family, they went on adventures, they cried and laughted, they grew up with lots of friends. They don't see them much nowdays but if they see each other on the street they cheerfully greet them. Their friends are happy to see them. Mines aren't. I dream about them everyday. Some of them, the original duo from my late childhood, I haven't talked to them in almost 15 years. The others, more "recent", haven't seen them in 10. Time keeps marching on. I stay the same.
I wonder, if I kill myself, will they attend my funeral?
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 No.299579

Assuming you are a shut in. You really really need to let it go.

cause i ll tell ya how normies think and work:

they dont remember you? thank god for it.

cause here s way it would work if they found out your status:

You remember ___________ from way back? Yea? so they live a super sad life, examples x y and z, and they re tryin to contact us? ummmm sad and weird? what do want? to talk about sui and sad stuff. Wow, fuckin weird, creep, etc….

you need to let it go.

 No.299580

>>299538
>There is no school of therapy designed to help us.

70 years back, we d be the guys permanently committed to some mental hospital you see in a movie like one flew over coo coo nest. And they d try to cure, or committed for life. not release us til 1986 when all we d be able to do is be homeless,

 No.299584

I feel like I don't exist, even on the internet. I can hardly even bring myself to actually reply to a thread even if it's one I relate to such as this one. Most of the people I talked to when I was younger I now realize didn't really care about me, and my extended family doesn't try to reach out either. Most of the time I don't mind it and wish I could disappear even further and I have an obsession with scrubbing my presence from anywhere, but at times I wish someone would see me.

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>>299584
very relatable
I'm in the process of removing traces of my existence, as preparation for suicide. I'm a piece of shit and a shame to humanity. Removing myself is the greatest deed I can do, because my contribution to the world can only be negative.

 No.299859

>>299586
Don't know if you're still there wiz but I want you to know I saw your post when you replied and I thought about it for a while and didn't know how to say anything since I'm a retard. I hope you're doing alright.



 No.297463[Reply]

Do you think normies could ever accept us or even tolerate us for real? It's obvious that absolute majority people is repulsed by a NEET lifestyle, failed dating/life/work experience, motivational or existential problems. Do you think there's a space for us to exist at all? Is it acceptable, is it planned for? Or we are truly just the trash of the world that should be cut out from society the sooner the better?
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 No.297696

>>297621
>Philadelphia
Never began for him

 No.298495

>>297463
You better stop following that cursed trail of "normies pls mercy me" and start taking advantage of them or causing havoc.

Henry David Thoreau adn uncle Ted almost got it. You must just learn to hide while selfsubsisting.

 No.299150

>>297463
Freedom is taken. Rarely given.
>>297607
Of course they do. Denying it is part of the game.
>>297617
I have done that, but not with such irritation. It's better if you just let it fall how obssessed is people with giving succubi the standard of judgement because they are coomers in perpetual urge. Then they might be ashamed of… exactly being so. succubi do not judge each other so hardly, and that's why most men are just putrid slaves to them. Not worth a breath of attention nor sympathy about it.

 No.299746

It's insane that you got to be proving your value and have "somethihg to offer" just to be allowed to live.

 No.299814

Start a war. Fuck em all.



 No.296567[Reply]

Whitepillers don't have a retort for autism. You can get a good degree, pursue your hobbies and work on your self esteem but if you have autism you will never make it in this anti-autistic world, Life is all about one thing. Being born without autism. If you're born without autism the normies will make excuses for you, help you out, share money with you, give you 100 chances, etc. Meanwhile if you have autism you're evil and creepy just for existing and blinking the wrong way. Everybody gets to live for free except autists and only autists who are given this fake ass "you gotta pull yourself up by your bootstraps and make your life" "you gotta amount to something" "innovation" story. Shit that literally no one else has to follow.
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 No.299737

>>299731
just by your comment i can tell that youre still completely autistic. Nutrition doesnt fucking cure autism lmao

 No.299766

If you're able to post here, you're barely autistic. Real autistic kids are vegetables who parents would have aborted if they had known what they'd turn out like. The best "cure" for mild autism is to work in trades. Being around blokey men will rid you of that shit ASAP. But you'll have to endure a lot of pain. Working in STEM fields will make it worse.

 No.299767

>>299766
what part of, "it's a spectrum" don't you understand?

 No.299768

>>299767
Which part of my post implied I'm not aware of the spectrum? The part about severe autism or the part about mild autism?

 No.299788

>>299766
>Being around blokey men will rid you of that shit ASAP
please, please stop peddling this shit lie.



 No.298266[Reply]

There are succubi who were born in 2007 who have became pornstars now, succubi born in 2008-2011 have regular sex and you all know how middle school was. I guess what I am trying to say is how do you cope with this?

In my eyes, the act of having sex is the highest expression of love and yet not a lot of us will ever receive that pleasure of finally being accepted, there are people here who can't get laid because of how they were raised, there are people here who can't get laid cause of their looks, and the thing is people do wanna talk about it here. There was also a post by disgusting shitskinned pajeet over how he can't have sex cause his dick is up his ass or something and a post on wiz where a guy was sex obsessed and couldn't stop seeing even his family and relatives through a sexual lens.

Because let's face it, most of us aren't happy with our current predicament. Most people here aren't happy with being wizards, our lives are completely unnatural and incompatible with happiness. Posts here are about how to commit suicides and how miserable the lives of people here are. The fact of the matter is that most of us are miserable.

And there is nothing much we can do to escape our predicament. I want to know genuinely if there are any real wizards who have moved beyond this. How did you really do it? How do you get used to a life so lonely? How did you made peace with that? Do none of you ever had the desire of having a kid who looks up to you. Or a wife who will actually be on your side till your deathbed. Or are we just gonna die in some apartment lonely or homeless on a street only for our corpse to be unattended and no respect paid.

I feel very weird when I come to this website, I feel like people here are like me, virgin, loveless, and lonely. But there is something different, I can't contain my innate desire to be wanted. And it seems like people here pretend that they have contained it but deep down inside they wanna escape this.

I am writing this in the state of real post-nut clarity, I just coomed to a pornstar who was born in 2007 and it made me feel how old I really am getting, and how I haven't achieved any thing and I am a worthless basement dweller. It is truly remarkable how different lives the lives of different humans can be.
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 No.298436

>>298266
I don't get which feel or idea are you exactly trying to cope against. succubi have it easier because men are the weaker sex, men even bully and despise/value each others according to how much succubi they have pleased without requiring the same from them because their dick dominates everything.

My cope is to still piss off succubi whenever they try to lure and not even look at them

HAVING SEX AS THE HIGHER EXPRESSION OF LOVE: No, sorry, losing my vital substance into an arrogant piece of flesh cannot be considered that. This point of view makes coherence sure with what I see in you as the mental disease of desire. The pussy is a trap, you do not know how to distinguish love from concupiscence and that's what makes you (love)sick in this way.

We are miserable because we are sick or we didn't know how find our place in this world.
>Do none of you ever had the desire of having a kid who looks up to you. Or a wife who will actually be on your side till your deathbed. Or are we just gonna die in some apartment lonely or homeless on a street only for our corpse to be unattended and no respect paid.
Those are fantasies that can take several cruel turns when practiced into reality. No, I am not a natalist. You do not even really want to be so, you are just sick in your soul about it.

If you just stopped cooming you'd have much better aura and mental energy so these miseries would be effectively battled away. It's like the sociopathic spirit of modern succubi, picking on you for not being good enough. A spirit which deserves nothing but hell.

Gooning into epic levels of speed while not letting a drop of your mana out, that is the way of the wizard. Looksmaxxing to reject succubi and piss off normies. Otherwise we end up like you.
>stop cooming, you are alone inside that mental filth of yours because of what you do. Sex is a war and you are a victim.

If you have energy to coom you also have it to lift weights and take cold showers! I don't know if you need these to control your libido, I don't. I just don't want to see anyone here to complain about being a failed wizard here by admitting a coom and then complaining about his mind getting lost because of it. You should really reform yourself if you want to heal or rather shut the fuck up Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.298463

>>298436
>Gooning into epic levels of speed while not letting a drop of your mana out, that is the way of the wizard.
what differences have you experienced in regular (nofap) sr vs edging with sr?

 No.298472

>>298463
My aura feels a bit off in a good sense. Recently I started to feel an uncanny awareness of sex being a dangerous thing rather than feeling the usual phantasies around it.

 No.299742

>>298472
what's an aura like solo levelling stuff? I see lot of zoomers using that word but what does it mean

 No.299749

>>299742
you are yourself a zoomer because that word and concept has been around for a long time, well before whatever 2020s anime or manga (or however they call it in korean) you first saw it in



 No.292133[Reply]

I was at work and had to just fucking sit there and listen to this guy go on and on about how succubi constantly hit him up and fucked him. I normally don't react to this kind of stuff. But then he showed video after video after video and it eventually got to me. This fuck is the same age as me but his life just seemed so much easier. I legitimately didn't understand what it's like to have a fucking succubus text you. Want to see you. He even said "You're not ugly. How?" I just didn't have an answer. I just live with the cope that some people just have it easier and others like myself emit and anti succubus field. I am happier the further away from sex and relationship shit I hear. Normally I can just live around it and it doesn't bother me. This time was different some how. What the fuck.
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 No.298855

>How do you deal with being one of the sexless?
some losers cope with alcohol and other normalfaggot drugs.

 No.298857

I feel wretched. Some anon told me that you need to have sex to see it's nothing special. But I can't cope with it. I think about sex all of the time. I am horny 24/7.

I am thinking about taking antidepressants to kill my cock and libido.

 No.298858

>>298857
You are dripping with testosterone. Start working out. Become stronger for life. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

 No.298859

>>298858
I have high heart rate. It starts pounding even with 10 minutes of walking. And I have sleep apnea even though I am underweight. So I can't work out.

My life is hell.

 No.299743

imageboards, videogames, movies, booze, weed, etc.



 No.289249[Reply]

This is probably not big news, but you have much worse chances of getting anything done in life if you are not social. From jobs, to housing, to money. If you are trying to do everything alone, you will not be as successful. Except you have a godlike family and upbringing. But I suppose nobody here had this.
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 No.296755

>>296750
I would literally be dead (probably at age 20-21) without parents, relatives etc. who always lifted me up with endless money injections.

In a state of nature there is no way in hell my autistic self would have survived to 36 years of age.

 No.296761

>>296755
What is your field/major?
You seem lucky with job opportunities despite of everything you said

 No.296768

>>295801
>there is foremost a genetic component to personality disorders
source? There would need to be a twin study or something difficult and unlikely like that. Almost all studies are incapable of teasing apart genetics from the influence of being raised by the family that has those genes, and many people mischaracterize data by not acknowledging this

 No.298506

>>289249
I call this to shit. "Contacts" cannot even drive theirselves away from taxes and wagslavery. This is all stupid bait for us to run after normies.

 No.299741

>>294121
yes but you need to be neurotypical for that



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