/dep/ - Depression

Feels like a meme

>>295951
>when a rat is smarter then you
I swear all peop'e who said to me I was a smart guy, are all liars. I hate when people lie to me

The most hurtful thing about being dumb for me is that people act like it's your fault while smart people get praise as if they earned their intelligence. Being truly smart is life on easy mode. You can get a comfy job where you make 6 figures doing something like sitting in an air conditioned office or at home programing that comes easy to you and you enjoy while dumb people have to bust their ass doing monotonous and physically exhausting work WHILE being told it's their fault because they didn't study harder in school.

>>295953
same thing with being handsome or strong or whatever else comes to you naturally. people don't care about where it comes from, as long as you use your gifts in their benefit.

It's unfortunate I'm a bastard who can't commit to anything, and that even if I did, it'd require me engaging in it 100x more than anyone else to see any fruitful result.
In college, work, or elsewhere, always dragging behind, always unable to get the job done. Small wonder my consistent streak is one of failure and failure alone.

There's some reprieve being so incredibly low IQ at least, and it's that, although you might rationalize your predicament, understanding it will be as awful as possible, it all fades away, not unlike the memories in a dementia addled brain. You'll look to the future, a vision of nothing but slavery ahead, the role of a harbinger of worthlessness, and you'll understand, it's terribly awful. You want to fix it. Right now. But, there's something else to be done at the moment, so you go ahead and do that. Concurrent or compartmentalized thinking? that's not happening. Too much processing power required. Too high IQ.

20 minutes later, and the vision, its consequences, all the embers of rage you felt have curled up. Smokes. They've become nothing. Your brain is too forgetful. So, you pop open an image board, and drown in meaningless drivel. Maybe masturbate later, to distract yourself from the nagging something you've forgotten, or has been distracting you. A distraction from a distraction.

A low IQ brain can't plan ahead. Can't think of getting itself out of the skinner box, as it were, and will always pursue the more immediate solution.
Even if the world is ending tomorrow, or some insurrection is being caused by a crazed group bent on killing everyone, you won't count yourself among their number, see yourself among the dredge. The realization of possibilities and accessing another dimension of thinking is impossible after all. Harm befalls only them, not me. I didn't do anything, see.

You know, stopping to think about it, when it comes to religion, isn't having a low IQ a one way to ticket to hell? you'll endure eternal punishment, your body and soul consigned to a purgatory awash with flame and fire, because you're low IQ. You've committed shit crimes because you're low IQ. You've raped because you're low IQ. After all, high IQ comes with a superior frontal lobe function, and so your executive operations aren't stifled. If you had the bare minimum IQ, you wouldn't think about something as heinous as killing babies, but there you have it.

Can't even understand God if your IQ is low, right? Again, think about it. We approach our understanding of God through a process of abstraction and metacontexual frameworks. We avoid sin because we know eventually they'll be repercussions for them, yet we simultaneous acknowledge where exceptions can be played. We've read the scripture in its original language so as to truly understand it, read it again and again and again, even committed aspects of it to memory. We've set councils. We've set doctrines and rules.
What does this all mean to a low IQ person though? he can't read. He's illiterate or functionally illiterate. The future, much less the future beyond the grave, does not exist for him. Right or wrong is something he decides on depending on today's mood. That there is a maker in this world who oversees everything? the fuck? he can't get it.

To be born low IQ is tantamount to being charcoal for hell, isn't it? all roads point to hell once you're given this limitation.
You suffer in this world as a maggot who can't do anything, who'll very likely be poison unwanted by parents or familiars, a tramp or dreg to everything else, and you suffer in the next as charcoal.


At least the low IQ aren't midwits, who've been given a crumble of the ability to 'do', but can only, as if by some absolute law, apply it in the most mediocre, retarded, useless way.
Shit engineering. Shit art. Shit literature. Shit advise. Shit translations. Shit video game creation. Shit conversations. Shit policies. Shit solutions. Shit crafting. Shit services. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit and then some.
I'm reminded of that stupid picture of the 140iq frog grasping the hand of his 80iq laborer, because the two will be able to get the job done, while the midwit will chop of his penis and screech about rights, censoring and white washing, destroying, defiling, detracting, molesting and raping everything the high IQ have done.

The world is rent asunder in two ways, and a massive latrine exists in between. To the right, the high IQ, whom we owe to everything good, in the left, the low IQ, who are thoroughly cursed, then in the center the midwit, right in that latrine. There he remains as he's pissed and urinated, defecated on by the left and right, by the low and high IQ.

OP here. sorry for puting this thread to 80-95.
from now this thread is for low IQ from 95 and less

OP again
I also never developped a skill in my life (i'm 27). I blame myself more than my IQ but it must be linked together because smart people sermed to have their things done

Just read a book.

>>295972
reading doesn't raise your IQ.

>>295973
you get smarter when you exercise your neurons while they develop. It is a good start

>>295974
you definitely don't get smart by doing anything other than being born smart.

>>295975
It is a trainable skillset some people use more effectively than others. For this reason dual n-back raises IQ, as does the intensive reading and study during college. You lose this if you stop, that is true, but by the same token people who are smart keep these behaviors on upkeep. This is a conversation that comes up if you look into noots, if you don't use your brain for a purpose despite giving it enhanced neurogenesis you won't accomplish much.