/dep/ - Depression

Feels like a meme

>>295951
>when a rat is smarter then you
I swear all peop'e who said to me I was a smart guy, are all liars. I hate when people lie to me

The most hurtful thing about being dumb for me is that people act like it's your fault while smart people get praise as if they earned their intelligence. Being truly smart is life on easy mode. You can get a comfy job where you make 6 figures doing something like sitting in an air conditioned office or at home programing that comes easy to you and you enjoy while dumb people have to bust their ass doing monotonous and physically exhausting work WHILE being told it's their fault because they didn't study harder in school.

>>295953
same thing with being handsome or strong or whatever else comes to you naturally. people don't care about where it comes from, as long as you use your gifts in their benefit.

It's unfortunate I'm a bastard who can't commit to anything, and that even if I did, it'd require me engaging in it 100x more than anyone else to see any fruitful result.
In college, work, or elsewhere, always dragging behind, always unable to get the job done. Small wonder my consistent streak is one of failure and failure alone.

There's some reprieve being so incredibly low IQ at least, and it's that, although you might rationalize your predicament, understanding it will be as awful as possible, it all fades away, not unlike the memories in a dementia addled brain. You'll look to the future, a vision of nothing but slavery ahead, the role of a harbinger of worthlessness, and you'll understand, it's terribly awful. You want to fix it. Right now. But, there's something else to be done at the moment, so you go ahead and do that. Concurrent or compartmentalized thinking? that's not happening. Too much processing power required. Too high IQ.

20 minutes later, and the vision, its consequences, all the embers of rage you felt have curled up. Smokes. They've become nothing. Your brain is too forgetful. So, you pop open an image board, and drown in meaningless drivel. Maybe masturbate later, to distract yourself from the nagging something you've forgotten, or has been distracting you. A distraction from a distraction.

A low IQ brain can't plan ahead. Can't think of getting itself out of the skinner box, as it were, and will always pursue the more immediate solution.
Even if the world is ending tomorrow, or some insurrection is being caused by a crazed group bent on killing everyone, you won't count yourself among their number, see yourself among the dredge. The realization of possibilities and accessing another dimension of thinking is impossible after all. Harm befalls only them, not me. I didn't do anything, see.

You know, stopping to think about it, when it comes to religion, isn't having a low IQ a one way to ticket to hell? you'll endure eternal punishment, your body and soul consigned to a purgatory awash with flame and fire, because you're low IQ. You've committed shit crimes because you're low IQ. You've raped because you're low IQ. After all, high IQ comes with a superior frontal lobe function, and so your executive operations aren't stifled. If you had the bare minimum IQ, you wouldn't think about something as heinous as killing babies, but there you have it.

Can't even understand God if your IQ is low, right? Again, think about it. We approach our understanding of God through a process of abstraction and metacontexual frameworks. We avoid sin because we know eventually they'll be repercussions for them, yet we simultaneous acknowledge where exceptions can be played. We've read the scripture in its original language so as to truly understand it, read it again and again and again, even committed aspects of it to memory. We've set councils. We've set doctrines and rules.
What does this all mean to a low IQ person though? he can't read. He's illiterate or functionally illiterate. The future, much less the future beyond the grave, does not exist for him. Right or wrong is something he decides on depending on today's mood. That there is a maker in this world who oversees everything? the fuck? he can't get it.

To be born low IQ is tantamount to being charcoal for hell, isn't it? all roads point to hell once you're given this limitation.
You suffer in this world as a maggot who can't do anything, who'll very likely be poison unwanted by parents or familiars, a tramp or dreg to everything else, and you suffer in the next as charcoal.


At least the low IQ aren't midwits, who've been given a crumble of the ability to 'do', but can only, as if by some absolute law, apply it in the most mediocre, retarded, useless way.
Shit engineering. Shit art. Shit literature. Shit advise. Shit translations. Shit video game creation. Shit conversations. Shit policies. Shit solutions. Shit crafting. Shit services. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit and then some.
I'm reminded of that stupid picture of the 140iq frog grasping the hand of his 80iq laborer, because the two will be able to get the job done, while the midwit will chop of his penis and screech about rights, censoring and white washing, destroying, defiling, detracting, molesting and raping everything the high IQ have done.

The world is rent asunder in two ways, and a massive latrine exists in between. To the right, the high IQ, whom we owe to everything good, in the left, the low IQ, who are thoroughly cursed, then in the center the midwit, right in that latrine. There he remains as he's pissed and urinated, defecated on by the left and right, by the low and high IQ.

OP here. sorry for puting this thread to 80-95.
from now this thread is for low IQ from 95 and less

OP again
I also never developped a skill in my life (i'm 27). I blame myself more than my IQ but it must be linked together because smart people sermed to have their things done

Just read a book.

>>295972
reading doesn't raise your IQ.

>>295974
you definitely don't get smart by doing anything other than being born smart.

>>295975
It is a trainable skillset some people use more effectively than others. For this reason dual n-back raises IQ, as does the intensive reading and study during college. You lose this if you stop, that is true, but by the same token people who are smart keep these behaviors on upkeep. This is a conversation that comes up if you look into noots, if you don't use your brain for a purpose despite giving it enhanced neurogenesis you won't accomplish much.

Consider yourselves blessed lucky fortunate. [Your own country] never received/accepted/tolerated refugees/immigrants.

>>295976
okay buddy. I think you're right. there is no goal too high. we just have to believe in ourselves and work really hard.

>>295982
i’m glad you agree. my personal daily brain workout is squeezing my brain, which does nothing when i’m awake, but works well when dreaming.

it happened that having a low iq is linked to being a lady nigger like myself

>>295962
>isn't having a low IQ a one way to ticket to hell? you'll endure eternal punishment, your body and soul consigned to a purgatory awash with flame and fire, because you're low IQ…
No one makes it to heaven by their IQ, it's not an intellectual decision to acknowledge your own depravity and that you desperately need a saviour.

And that a lot of words to say nothing, fuck you.

>>295982
cope and seeth midwit, cope and seethe.

>>295953

This, ALL FUCKIN DAY,

my dream as a kid was to be a scientist, i was like, my life will be ok, if i can be a scientist,

i will be the weird, stereotype, loner scientist, it will be my life.

93 Fuckin Iq, i was told dont even attempt at a career in science.

i was the dumb ass needed to study all nite to get Ds. Smart people glance at the materials, As , full ride across school. Me, too dumb to even enter any school.

PPL: you re some lazy dumb ass, work hard!

>>295954

i despise that term, gifts

i was born into poverty. 2/10, 93 Iq, 5ft6 , weak as shit, and unlucky as fuck.

>>295962

i can plan all day. But first real mental challenge, and im stuck at it. And, as smarter ppl laug and run by

and, No, NORM TURD above, there is No Way to:

Study or Read or EARN Your Way to a better IQ,

you know how you get a high:

you are born w/ it. Like any other gene Lottery. and if your dad was a drug addict mental case, like mine was, you are fucked.

my final point to my fellow Low
Iq-cels,

Back Ai, if you re like me, and you re just smart enou to realize how badly you were fucked over in life, BUT you cant alter or adjust it a hair, cause you re like a handyman left at a job site w/ no tools,

Back Ai. in maybe 5, prob 10 years, Ai will out run all these fucks who

BY LUCK , were born smart. And, after, bein smart will be about as important as bein good at chess is today. ie not at all

And, when an important topic comes up, it will be, former Smart People : let me speak on it!! shut up, we will just talk to and Ask AI

>>295985
lazy*

>>296017
>Back Ai. in maybe 5, prob 10 years, Ai will out run all these fucks who

So everybody can be finally be slaves to the 1%ers, great fucking plan
Anyway theres already plenty of stuff you can do with your 93, probably not feynman levels of science but you can hold a technical job

>>296017
Not to break your heart son, but the "smart" people will use AI to get ahead more. But it can help us who like using tools and not so much writing things like code or essays. Rejoice, for everything is going to get easier, and maybe we can avoid being enslaved to the beast system.

>>296020
>>296032

one of my favorite memories of te 1990s was watching gary kasparaov be Defeated in chess by an Ai

This dudes whole life / career / identity was : im best in world at chess, No One Can Beat me,

and dude is beaten by an Ai and flys into a rage.

LOL Like welcome to My World, welcome to my life.

Ai that comin in 5 to 10 years wont be: It Just Anoter App Bro.

It will be smarter than smartest person to of ever lived.

ask Kasparov how it turned out, and if anyone really cares dude Was Once Best in world at chess.

Welcome To My World (Evil Smirk)

>>295950
I have a really bad brain, 0 short term memory (i forget the names of everyday objects at home, and i get the need to describe them with hand gestures to people) my brain has a verrry slow processing speed, it takes me forever to learn what the average person can learn in a much shorter time compared to me, I think ages of NEETdom fried my brain's muscles

>>296050
I am also too clumsy, I tried unskilled jobs before, but, I've always had a hard time following directions and orders

>>296051
>>296050
>keep forggeting things
I can understand, one time, it happened that I forgot my name, age, where I live or where I am

>>296050
>>296051
>>296052

yea, serious, to my fellow Low-Iq cells, you need to be careful about manual labor jobs. not just cause they suck obviously, but especially factory warehouse jobs are potentially really dangerous. i forget story went exactly, but dude, Normie, probably low Iq, somehow accidentally cut off all limbs and most of torso from a fork lift, i would pass all similar stuff,

>>295950

As a fellow loW IQ retard I feel I should contribute to this thread. I don't know my exact IQ, whenever I take those online tests I fall at 90-100 which I feel is inaccurate, 80-85 I feel is more correct.

I have terrible eye–hand coordination, any type of manual labor is hard for me. I am clumsy, as if I'm not in full control of my body, like I am controlling a video game character with PS1 tank controls, even walking in a straight line is difficult for me.

Failed High school, got a D in every subject and failed math every single year.

Tried a handful of jobs, fucked that all up. I was a dishwasher for 2 months, until they fired me for being too slow and I also broke many plates. Worked in a warehouse, this job was given to me by the goverment as job experience and something I had to do in order to keep receiving neetbux. There was actually a real job waiting for me, but me being too retarded to learn it meant they hired some other guy.
They hired this other guy while I was still there, the day this motherfucker arrived he was already doing a better job than me who had been there for 3 months, my co-workers straight up asked me if I was mentally retarded.

After that I took a cleaning job at a school, who could fuck up a simple cleaning job? Well, it took me too long to clean the school and the kids and teachers would arrive to multiple classrooms still not clean. I started to go to work 2 hours earlier than I was supposed to just so I had time to clean all rooms. I did not get paid for these hours. Eventually some inspector came in and checked my work, it was not up to cleaning standards or something, that happened 3 times and I got fired.

I feel I can go on and on with my failures in the job market but by 29 I finally snapped and had a mental break down. I quit my job at the time and my plan was to live on my remaining money and then rope. The idea of going back to a job where I get mocked and humilated by my co-workers despite trying my best was something I no longer could handle. The guy at the welfare office got worried because I cut out all contact and stopped filling out the forms to recive neetbux. He had never seen anyone do this and refered me to a therapist, long story short, I got diagnosed with aspergers and now in the process of waiting to see if I get disability or not.

Would not wish this curse upon anyone, it's horrible how fucking every single door in life is closed off. I have problems even understanding simple anime and movies, I have to go to wikipedia to make sure I fully understood what happened after certain episodes.

I don't know if anyone else can relate to this, but when I was a kid I lived my life like a animal. The concept of the future was so distant to me, I always lived in the here and now, the idea that I could plan for the future was alien. When the other kids were worried about their grades or which high school they would go to I just felt like they were stupid, like why worry about something that far off?

I woke up to the idea that I might be retard level around 21/22, I always knew I was different but my ego could still not handle it. In my early 20s I always thought something could fix it, if only I eat healthy food, sleep enough, exercise, nofap, meditate, learning math etc. All that amounted to jack shit and I've just accepted that these are my cards in life.


I don't know why I even posted this, but I hope other low IQ guys can relate somewhat. I've come to realize that we truly are a rare breed, I've never met another guy like me IRL. Nearly all conventional wisdom and advice given to the general masses is unapplicable to us. Smart enough to know we are retarded but too retarded to do anything about it, a cursed existence is there ever is one. I sometimes feel I did something horrible in a previous life for this to be my fate.

>>296075
I relate to almost all of this. I was a NEET for 11 years, tried getting a job numerous times but I failed every single time, it seemed like there was nothing I could do and learn. But you seem to live somewhere where they at least pretend to care about you, for me there was no help. At one point I even stopped reporting to the government unemployment shit, and dropped out of that too. I was getting ready to kill myself and then I applied to another job, lied my ass off on the interview and got it. I've been there for a year and a half now, it's easy as I'm just stacking boxes all day although physically tough (30,000 steps per day). I even got a driver's license in the mean time, something I never thought I could get. But the NEETdom left a deep scar, I'm still socially retarded, I don't talk to almost anyone at work, I don't go out anywhere, I have no idea how to talk or relate to people at all. I have no personality, none. And I still think of dropping everything and killing myself every day, despite my life getting "better". I recently turned 29 so my youth has been wasted and is behind me. I don't see a future either.

>>295950
It is worth noting that a big part of why some people are smarter than others is the fact that they have spent an ungodly amount of time and effort to develop and maintain it. If you do not challenge your brain it will atrophy like any other part of your body. Sadly after about 25 this gets significantly harder. The real gift is an unsatisfiable curiosity, leading a child to spend his time hard at thought instead of wasting his youth with anime and video games.

>>296081
No, it is 99% hereditary. A top 1% smartest person in Congo couldn't cut it in basic university level math in the lowest tier Japanese university.

>>296082
I mean yeah, all the traits that would lead and allow a child to grow up into an intelligent person are in fact hereditary do you are not wrong there. One still can and must put in the work however. It is rare that children go against their nature though. If you got the smartest baby from congo and had him solve math problems all day by force I am certain that it would have results. If you get somebody under 25 and keep challenging them they will improve, Ive seen it happen. A lot of my own abilities that would appear intelligent to other people are also learned, no one comes out of the womb knowing how to reason. Ironically my ability to express myself is totally crippled compared to my peers and I have nobody else to blame but myself.

OP here. I just got on the line with the employment agency and they told me that they couldn't find me a job because it's been too long since I've been inactive and that returning to work would be difficult. I had paranoid schizophrenia, so I couldn't work for 5 years and now that I can look for and find work, no one accepts me because I don't have much work experience. it's over for me, I will remain a NEET all my life except that I don't want that. I'm doomed

>>296091
all of this wouldn't happen if I was smart.

>>296092

same.

I got jack shit as far as gifts

ALL the success stories you read on te boards are always:

I was a lazy booob, never studied. decided to study and Wow holy crap

143 IQ, took some classes now im IT ntwork bla bla watever te fuck 200K$ per year,

i was screwed over in every fuckin gene lottery tier.

fuckin sucks

>>296095
the worst is when you hear smartfags saying :" oh my god I didn't study for this math exam, I'll get a 0 😱", then these motherfuckers get the best note in the classe without studying hard

>>296075
> Smart enough to know we are retarded but too retarded to do anything about it, a cursed existence is there ever is one.

yep thats story of my life,

smart enou to realize i was completely fucked in life, but too dumb to fix it,

and USUALLY someone as a back up:

attractive. Nope
Strong. Nope
Tall. Nope
Nice Personality???? Nope.

like wat te fuck was i supposed to do in life? LOL

my only answer to my fellow low iq cels is

the Ai thing, and after it, no ones Iq will matter,

>>296096

no, te worst is when that person gets a full ride scholars. to Stanford or MIT, and everyone is like Wow,

hey Anon, didnt you want to be a scientist wen you were a kid ? LOL wat school are you doin?

umm not sure yet didnt really get in one

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

like tis is life I WANTED rite

>>296075
This post isn't being pure enough. Either way, don't join the aspergers supremacy movement.

>>296091
I will help you son, just stay close to me and you will do well.

>>296102
it might be too late for me

This thread lowered my IQ

>>296081
Anime and video games are all life has to offer.

>>296105
Believe me it is not. I won't let you down, just believe me.

>>296133
how will you help me wizdad? (⁠っ⁠˘⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘⁠)⁠っ

>>296134

he wont, and cant,

jaded / evil anon from above here, dont let randoms tell you they ll help you, tey wont, we re on our own

>>296136
thank you kind wizstranger

>>296134
Make me your refuge, and stay under the pinion of my wings. You will have plenty in a time of need.

>>296136
Enjoy your time in heaven, haha!

>>296148
can you secure me I'll found a job?

>>296148
Trust me with all your heart/mind/soul/spirit/strength, and you will walk with me. Everyone has a job, but when you work for me I take care of you.

>>296156

o look,

coo coo thinks he s Jesus

>>296163
Thanks, the Holy Spirit does coo. Retard.

>>296165

im seriously about to flag your post,

its a discussion about bein low iq,

mentally ill role plays are down the hall

and

coo coo

>>296167
I'm sorry brother, I got ahead of myself.

>>295953
>The most hurtful thing about being dumb for me is that people act like it's your fault while smart people get praise as if they earned their intelligence.
The blank-slatism stuff is just BS that a lot of people use to justify their artificial worldview to cope with the brutal nature of reality. Many people to some extent are aware that a person's intelligence is something that's usually beyond their control. They don't care if it wasn't your fault that you were dealt a bad genetic hand. They hate low-IQ individuals for existing by default because they view them as inferior beings who are a general inconvenience.