/dep/ - Depression★

>>297695
plus I don't want to be among normalfags that beat me because hes 3 digits iq

too many antipsychotics made my brain stupid

https://thefreedompush.com/
We can fix ourselves with god

>>297699
where is located video game maker on the graphic pleas? I need to know

>>297700
Videogame maker isn't a job

>>297700
"Computer Occs"
Would be the closest to "videogame maker". You need programming and math to make games.

>>297704
damn it I'm low IQ (maybe 85?) I can't do video games (I wish tho)
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>>297699
Given sub 80 is the limit for mild mental retardation, it's kind of scary around 5-10% of cops are literal retards.

>>297710
Well going by that chart would you be fine with around 90

>>297748
yes…I just am jealous of smart people (>^<')

>>297749
You don't need to be "smart" to create games though. You're likely average intelligence which is enough.

>>297750
thank you for cheering me up (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠)

>>297757
I'm in the minority but this is my opinion:
IQ is a pseudo science because it's a psychological measure and not a physical or chemical one. It doesn't strongly correlate with job competency or academic performance.

I really hate this crap, but pic related says a lot.
Rather you be a retard than a midwit.

>>297966
damn I'm a midwit under dunny krueger effect. I'm lower than shit. it's not my fault, it's my ego who wants to seem smart and deep and acknowledged

Back my bros,

and i am Please to report

best Ai is now solidly at level of comparable to a 120 IQ,

now are Ai doin stand alone PhD level stuff,

Ai now in vertical take off scenario, will be super powered, smarter than most genius people in about 2 years.

Watch out. i guarantee smart normies put out of work by genius Ai will try to start to come by, join our anti Ai crap. no way, future is Ai,

This is it my bros!

>>297967
Most people are midwits though.

>>297966
>delete.png

Are you on your parents PC?

Fixating on the pseudology that is IQ is much like parents calling their children "gifted" – it's really just social proofing that is treated with seriousness only by two types of people: (1) insecure people that want power over others (overestimate their intelligence) (2) insecure people that have low self-esteem (underestimate their intelligence).

I remember growing up around many "gifted kids" – boys esteemed by their parents to be uniquely smart. They passed through the long prescribed educational course of advanced classes and special programs, but ultimately not a single one of their number ever did anything that could be considered answerable to the estimate his parents had of him when he was young. I also remember thinking as a child that many of the "gifted kids" were very emotionally stupid and lacked even the basic intelligence to act courteously toward others.

And now as an adult I am pushed to ask – What is intelligence? Scoring high on math tests? Earning however many PhDs from within the masonic educational system? Being told by family, friends, colleagues, that we are smart? Being selected for participation in GATE programs? Yet when it comes to actions that are proper to true intelligence — creating justice, creating fairness, showing kindness, showing sympathy, crushing advanced systems of evil, etc — who can provably claim himself the author of any of these things?

What gifted child in his adulthood has reversed jewish power? None.
What gifted child in his adulthood has removed freemasonry? None.
What gifted child in his adulthood has re-established true monarchy? None.
And just as fairly: where is the “200 IQ” adult human man who has even neared to achieving any of the above? He is nowhere.

Who imparted to us this notion that strength of wit is definable by scores on formalized tests? Just look on MENSA fora to see how many self-regarding idiots with "high measured IQs" took the (((covid))) vaccine. Who can be so dumb to arrogate to himself the title of genius while jewish demons still run the world unchallenged?

Answer me in Latin, wizzies:

Quinetiam addam hanc quaestionem quolibet iam legenti haecce verba: si te aestimes sapientem, capacem intelligendi et discendi, fer consimilem responsionem latine quae det probam tui intellectus. Quoniam vere supponerem quod quisquam modernus vir qui fuerit descriptus a sodalibus quasi nimis intelligens potius e contra debuerit censuisse suam vitam victuam esse incassum nisi per unicam virtutem eius mentis minorasset potentiam tyrannorum iudaicorum impraesentiarum enecantium omnes nos, ut supra dixi. Attamen num nos, infoeliciter viventes in hac aliena aetate perperam recta iudaeis, inveniamur citra sapientiam intelligentiam viratumque deponere manifestum satanicum principatum malivolae veteris gentis poenicae subtrahentis cunctos in servitutem? Proh dolor ostendenda est modo veracior forma sapientiae eis vocitantibus sibi nomen sapientium, una quae erit sufficiens ad nostrum mundum liberandum. Sperarem ut omnes perlegentes has apices adipiscantur hanc maiorem formam.

>>297981
>(1) insecure people that want power over others (overestimate their intelligence) (2) insecure people that have low self-esteem (underestimate their intelligence).
both for me. I don't know why I'm obssessed with intelligence

Commentarium tuum adiuvisti me. Gratias agimus tibi. Ego denique caput calcibus sum. At verum est mihi intelligentiam esse mathematum et creantem res et ens lingua bona. Puto me sapientem esse sapientiorem quam esse intellegentem.

>>297975
sorry if I sound like a faggot

>>297981
IQ is objective and hereditary just like hair color or height and not reliant on our perceptions of jealousy or superiority. It just is.

Magnus Carlsen and Stephen Hawking are several standard deviations of IQ higher than me, and that is due to genetics, not studying or hard work.

For crying out loud, Carlsen was a 13 year old Pokemon playing kid when he became chess Grandmaster and beat gm's 3 times his age who have written doctoral thesis' on chess.

>>298017
IQ is derived from psychology, how can it be objective if its basis is not on a hard science?
There is little correlation between chess ability and intelligence:
http://eprints.lse.ac.uk/102241/1/INTELL_2016_117_The_Relationship_between_Cognitive_Ability_and_Chess_Skill_a_Comprehensive_Meta_Analysis.pdf
Would you call AI intelligent because it can dominate any top chess player?
GO is a much more complex game than Chess. GO masters and novices had around average IQs, the masters were slightly lower.

>>297981
Impossibile est, o amice in arcano, hos daemones in thronis positos deponere, qui stultae pecudum causa agunt, qui novos edendi stercus ex asinis dominis elaborarunt, et sordida mania in omni aetati impudenter possident. Eodem modo ut venenatum corpus bacteria oriatur, societas degeneris primum daemones habebit, et nolo esse tam ineptus ut putet paucos posse removere aberrantem gravitatem medii archetypi, quod mundum impleat, hoc est omnium maxima causa.

>>297990
es sapientior quam imaginatus fueris te esse. nemo inveniatur veraciter catus qui dirigeret impetum in semet per contumeliam voluntariam. teque reducto in confidentiam ergo omnino sepone hanc perniciosam increpitantem habitudinem abs tuo cerebro. quinimmo da tibi maius spatium venerandi vires tuae mentis, nam non addubito quin sunt magnae. memento temet habere in honore.

>>298037
hi poenici-iudaici daemones et deponi et destrui plane possunt. tu non dignanter apparens exspes ne permitte te delabi in desperationem, amice digne. cum dixisses quia “Impossibile est, o amice in arcano, hos daemones in thronis positos deponere” sentiebam primitus misericordiam in meo recensente corde quoniam etsi norim eorum satanicos thronos non esse inexsuperabiles sed potius magnopere vincibiles. eva humana caeca iamiam tam multa absque ullo sensu perpessa sunt hosce machinantes iudaeos persistere in secreto regimine, sane nuncupetur maestus cothurnus evidenter egens ratione non vero cogitetur aliquid immedicabile malum quasi induraturum in aeternum. aliena incuria inrepserit in humanum genus quae negligenter et contra communem sapientiam indulsit licentiam principatus viris nequaquam promerentibus principatum. quocirca iterum declaro tyrannidem eorum praesentem non mansuram. “venenatum corpus” cuius egeris orationem est quidem peculiare omnibus humanis civitatibus, autem attamen sit capax recipiendi curam si inducta fuerit in custodiam curialium virorum quaerentium meliorem mundum futurum exsortem praeteritorum malorum. itaque de novo exque diverso adhortarer quoscumque lectitantes haec mea scripta verba praecipere fidem et fortitudinem ut clare intelligant in suis mentibus istoc monstrosum imperium iudaeorum non recte extensum in hanc incommodam aetatem certe per multum potesse percelli tollique; et ista bestia vetere enecata, novicia pax et diakosmesis rerum politicarum instauretur incoram omnibus hominibus excogitantibus atque desdierdantibus iusta. nos boni magi victoriam habebimus in nostris manibus.

>>298051
Me ipsum venerari, ius?

>>298051
It is the normalcattle who worships scammers and celebrities, it is them who are ok with trusting the insitutions and monopolies, who trust the banks who take away houses and also whatever is already paid of mortgage when this cannot be safely paid anymore, it is them who yell at us autists and conspiracy minded people but fear and lick the boots of street criminals. They are ok with not being able to have a minimum of land to selfsubsist without getting taxed heavily, and they spur you into joining their misery and slavery meanwhile. Is is the cattle who says "authors rights" should be respected and then they all are taxed for suing whatever someone fasted than anyone else managed to discover before them. They loved being treated as trash and expendable beasts even taking pride on their cuckery, daring to breed even knowing that they are literal slaves of scammers who do not spend nor time not effort as they do for merely living.

The microbes grow inside a badly fed, intoxicated body, as the illuminati and other sects grow within mankind like this one nowadays surrounding us. But if from middle ages, peasants were refusing to live in such filth, where even education was lower and possibilities of keeping up were restricted by their own rulers, if they only had refused breeding, those tyrants would have just learned the lesson. But no, the cattle doesnt so that, they live disregarding important matters on purpose and out of filthy hubris and telling theirselves lies to not confront reality when shown (that's why "manners" exist) and the existence of the corrupt elite will always the consquence of all the enablers. Who won't learn no matter how tough shit be falling upon them all, disgraced by am mixture of cuckery and arrogance.

I cannot even have an underground house away from the eyes of IRS. I couldn't kill nor threat myself armed gans near where I live because the normalcattle is tied to bootlick and trust the very same wolves that proved theirselves unworthy of any trust. I cannot have my own cultives, so I am tied to the taxcuckery system they all adore, and they get angry with you if you do not the very same shit they stupidly accepted upon them, as if it were a mercy from God Himself just because the scammers know how little rests of food to give back so the cattle believe theirselves honored by being fools as slaves.

>>298051
"If the media and the institutions say it is because of something da da da… you are being arrogant da da da… better for them if they get rich…" and whatever booteating crap they ever dare to spur out of raw imbecility. Many of them deserve every ounce of disgrace brought by the shithole statu quo and my only hope is to briefly escape them while causing damage if needed, because the world is flooded with normalretardcy.

If anyone were to live in faraway planets sure some fools here would then resent them because they do not pay taxes or are vaxxed or have their kids brainwashed or bullied at schools ("like everybody else"). It is all authright vs libleft and the anus in the middle pushing away the shit with both wings to splash every corner of the Earth with illuminati agenda, taxcuckery and normalcrappiness. Whenever they put away an evil they cast another so people start miss the "good old times"…

Thoreau showed us all the dangerous filth of the invasive mindset, he tried to go off-grid, even away from the city but he got jailed. Do you think were psychos who jailed him? No sir, it were normies. Regular cops.

>>295962
Your point about midwits was interesting - I thought before that the only reason for that idea becoming popular was so people could jerk themselves harder while insulting someone's intellect (implying the speaker is NOT a midwit), but you're right that in contribution to culture the midwit is harmful while the idiot is not. Although there are other positive traits that can compensate. By the way, maybe I'm a bad judge but you don't sound particularly low IQ to me, how did you come to the conclusion that you are? It's possible to be medium or high IQ and still have poor executive functioning or low amounts of mental energy.

>>297976
Are you the guy who used to run /hikki/ on 8chan? Your typing style is quite distinctive, but maybe that's just an IQ thing. That was a nice board.

>>298155

not me, was never on 8,

I'm getting ruthless bullied by a female coworker. She doesn't say anything that'll outright land her in trouble but she makes snide remarks and talks to me in a condescending way - always excludes me from training and is just generally super bitchy towards me.

Since my brain is too slow to respond immediately to her boorish behaviour, I have no option but to just take it.

>>298183
I bet she talk behind your back. what a piece of shit I hate succubi

>>298183
figure out her insecurity (it's a foid, they always have one) and then either subtly point it out in front of everyone or just spit it in her face when she does her little routine. she'll probably do that "excuse meee???", just look her dead in the eyes and "yeah, your heard me".

anyway, that's my manbaby fantasy. i'm scared of gurls too, good luck lol

>>298183

this is succubus co worker bs 101. its probably too late to be nice to her. so just completely stop talkin to her, for any reason,

>>298194
>i'm scared of gurls too,
not that wiz but me too

>>298195

I was nice to her but she went out of her way to be as rude and bitchy to me as possible.

I'm trying my hardest to ignore her but I'm still new here and need guidance from a senior. She will outright ignore me, make rude bitchy remarks and just generally behave in a demeaning and exclusionary way. If I try to work around her she will interject on the radio channel/walkie-talkie to butt in and make me look stupid/incompetent to the management.

It's a very painful situation. I don't have the IQ needed to fight her. I can't think deeply nor can I think fast on the spot, so I just stand there and take her assaults.

I'm a lifeguard at a swimming pool btw, I'm too stupid and my brain is too fried from drugs and other health issues to be able to hold down a normal job. My body is to frail and injury prone to do anything physical, so this is the only job I can do while the rest of my income is supplemented by state sponsored welfare (Australian).

>>298198

shes made it her Mission to get you fired or to get you to quit.

Picture her laughing if either takes place.

When i was young and in situation as described id be like:

O No! some little cunt doesnt like me at work, O No!

i need to sneak off and find a new job.

My advice today, do not ever speak to her and ignore as if she does not exist.

>>298236

Fantastic advice, thank you wizzie. I'll do my best to enact this.

Is life easier when you accept that you are low iq? I'm always afraid to fail so I don't even attempt to do something that requires intelligence or skill. I've started to accepted that I'm rather dumb a few years ago and this helps to elevate the pressure and self expectations. Down side is that I have stopped trying to improve in life or to engage in any new hobbies or interests seriously instead I replay the same old video games over and over again.

>>298330
>Down side is that I have stopped trying to improve in life or to engage in any new hobbies or interests seriously instead I replay the same old video games over and over again.
Then the people who hate you have won.

>>298330

you either have a low Iq or you dont. if your Iq sucks all the feel good BS aint gonna raise it 1 point and make you smarter. Positive thinking wont help you into a Stem job, or to be good at a smart persons hobby.

first question needs to be whats my Iq?

second question is, w/ my Iq score, should i try to learn a new skill, or hobby or is it a waste of time, cause my Iq score makes it pointless.

example for you, when i was young i always wanted to learn a second language. Everyone else after a couple of weeks knew basic words and phrases.

Me: words would come in my brain, and instantly out. I could never remember words or Phrases. People would be like Da Fuck is wron w/ you, everyone else can speak basic words after a few weeks , you cant even do basic words. id be like gee , i dont know. I wasnt as aware of tis BS back wen i was a kid.

Now, i already know, im never gonna speak a foreign lan., im never gonna understand a complex math.

i have stuff i enjoy, and stuff i would of wanted to do, but, wont be able to do. hey , a guy in a wheel chair cant run a marathon.

cliff notes, be content w/ stuff you like and can do. As for video games, not to rant, its a time sink. find a real hobby, off line.

>>298348
I only did some online iq tests 2 times in my life and according to that I'm above average. I was fine till about 19 years, school was decent, I never learned a lot and I had average grades. But after 19 years something within me broke. Also drug abuse happened too much, I even stole some antipsychotic medication once and took it. I regret this substance abuse every day. Ever since this 'break of spirit' I have huge anxiety to try out new things and I don't trust myself with challenging tasks or learning new skills or arts. Maybe I could learn new things but it feels so monumental of a task and the fear of failing and not achieving anything is too high. There's also this pattern in my life where I lear stuff to a certain degree of mastering it and then I just hit a plateau and there's absolutely nothing I can do go further no matter how much time or energy I invest. Also ever since turning 19 I feel defeated and have no drive or motivation to care enough about something to try it. I think that many people only learn skills like playing an instrument or something to impress others or to talk about it with others and have a plus in social relations, and I don't feel that need as other people are just exhausting to me.

They put me in the GATE program as a kid. I got stuck in some after-school science program with kids almost twice my age like I was Chiyo-Chan from Azumanga Daioh and they bullied the absolute shit out of me. In middle school, I started becoming schizophrenic and also got heavy into World of Warcraft which set me on the path of mediocrity for life. As an adult, I can kind of program a computer but I feel like it's just a savant ability and my IQ must be 90.

>>295950 (OP)
I don't want to shit up this thread as I'm not low IQ on paper, but reality seem to prove otherwise.
Based on my psych I'm supposedly above the average in the 120 range according to his dumb test, but I'm genuinely retarded, slower than my peers.
I went to get checked out for this reason too, crap working memory and attention issues were my chief complaints.
They tested my memory and I had less than half of the average score.

I somehow can't figure out basic shit, can't follow instructions at work unless I'm shown the specific situations and be provided with a detailed guide of sorts that I can follow whenever I forget.
A lot of things that are just "understood" implicitly by my colleagues goes over my head and I can't figure out solutions that don't fall into the predetermined categories.

And this is at a rather low skill job. I got some autistic behavior patterns allegedly, but not a full diagnosis as I couldn't afford more sessions. Maybe it's that.
I've read that premature born kids grow up partially retarded, but they sometimes have parts of their brain compensate, so some skills or abilities are above average or exceptional. (I was born more than a month premature.)
For me it was foreign languages, although I'm sure my ESL writing here will prove otherwise.

Somehow as a kid I just picked these up from TV and games, I had multiple B2 Complex (spoken and written) language certifications at a really young age because of it.
Yet I couldn't describe why or how, like I didn't know the grammar, but used it correctly. My peers would ask me questions and they thought I was being an asshole to them when I told them I can't help them out… I really didn't know or understand it either, so how could I explain something I don't know?
Which resulted in me almost failing the language classes despite having the same certificate as the teacher, because I couldn't memorize shit like conjugation tables.

Same shit happened with maths and physics although "intuition" only carried me through high school. Somehow my brain just spat out the answers, but when asked to explain I failed. They thought I cheated, but I didn't, was forced to "solve" problems in front of teachers and ended up getting half marks because I got it right, but couldn't it the proper way.
Once I had to learn to do proofs and such it was over.

It feels like I have absolutely zero control over my mind. Whenever I have or had to sit down to "study" it was like my eyes glazed over and trying to force myself to read out loud on repeat did nothing.
I could read the material a hundred times and remember nothing at all. Some things my brain just does on its own, some it just refuses to process at all.
The helplessness felt in those situations, when something insanely simple by normal standards just REFUSES to enter my head is devastating.

I struggle following along with conversations, my boss and some coworkers pointed out that when talking to me sometimes they feel like I just stop being present and it feels like I'm looking through them.
It's because they tell me so much and I get lost, can't follow anymore and then it's just shutdown time for my brain.
The second something I can't do is there, no matter what I do or how much I want it my mind just doesn't compute it.

I hope this does not come off as some kind of brag. I just wished to share my own struggles. If I had the money I would get retested, because I really do still feel like I'm impaired.

IQ is fucking bullshite. Stop falling for retarded memes.

Read "IQ is largely a pseudoscientific swindle" by Nassim Taleb.

>>297981
good post. who will have established justice let him alone be called "high iq".

>>298824
>>298891

IQ might be bullshit or not a very reliable way of measuring intelligence, however if you struggle with basic math and simple tasks most people do with ease you might just be stupid.

Whether the people in this thread call themselves low IQ or stupid the result is still the same, they struggle with basic shit and its very diffuclt for them to learn new things.

>>296014
>>295953
Even if you have a high IQ you cannot be a "loner scientist" or a highly paid programmer unless you can socialise. Scientists give verbal presentations and teach classes in front of dozens or hundreds of people. It makes no difference to have high IQ anyway so you shouldnt care about it

>>298899

yea, its better instead we just call random people, classmates, co workers, etc.. stupid, better yet, make official term:

Ya Fuck Dumb Ass, im sure it will be ok

>>298900

LOL are you high?

you miss te part where i ave a 93 IQ, tis was Many decades back. tellin my old ass now about:

ya know its ard ta be a scientist,

is like tellin a old omeless guy its hard to be a rich dude at a country club cause food is too nice, and too many hookers wanna fuck .

as to it makes no difference. it does actually.

i ran into a person, person o like to often describe, almost as fucked as me: facially, height, Lack Of physcial abilities, etc…. ONLY difference was this dude was a 143 IQ. a 50 IQ point boost. so this dude s life was

FUCKIN CREAM. Sweet fuckin Tec job. Money, Loads of fuckin money, respect, people kissin ass, sweet easy life. Were as im workin non stop til i probably wind up omeless in a decade or 2, InB4 , just rope ya old fuccccckkkerrrrrr!!! wfreafsaaajajja (screec)