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 No.277007[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The purpose of this thread is to counter the general tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads. This thread will therefore feature practical advice about reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care.
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open the windows to your wiz-cave and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.298520

no gluten = healthy body.

 No.298521

>>297852
Fast two weeks like that other wizard around here! That's how you know if your shit has solution at all! I take a lot of effort to fast at beyond 3 days, it's insane…

 No.298523

>>277007
1) You are regarded in terms of honor.
2) Already determined that "closed taste" is my best option, gluten does not affect me. I still take care, just in case.
3) Whoever spends his life wageslaving while not being built for such tasks, will not be able to properly rest. That is the type of person that needs to go to bed with some energy inside.
4) Dental care is holy. And tragically forgotten within these circles.
5) About fresh air: https://annapurnaliving.com/blog/the-ambrosial-hours
6) I wonder how newbies here these year are still unlectured about nosebreathing
7) Our regrets seem to have life of their own.

 No.298709

>>298521
be careful with this. also make sure you are drinking plenty of water always (whether you're fasting or not). but with all such said still intermittent fasting is probably better than one long extended fast.

 No.298865

>>298709
Intermittent fasting intermittently practiced is a good healthful practice everyone should ideally follow.


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 No.298526[Reply]

I can't go out as a KHHV 43-year old when there are 25-30 year old men with their kids and wives walking around and driving their SUV's.

It feels like I'm on some lower plane of existence and it fills me with a mixture of despair and anger.
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 No.298766

>>298765
But why care if they know that you never felt the soft touch of a succubus?

 No.298767

>>298766
i wouldn't care but they do, and they treat me worse as a result, and that negatively affects my quality of life

 No.298768

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>>298767
>and they treat me worse as a result,
If you're acting strange, unable to keep up with conversations, and aren't reciprocating social cues, then yeah most people are going to lose interest and patience with you. But I seriously doubt they give you so much of a hard time that it has any serious negative effects on you. Even if they all started calling you an idiot, a fool, an absolute buffoon, it still shouldn't give you any more than a quick giggle. Them not liking you is their emotional burden to bear, not yours.

And if it's really so upsetting to be treated differently for acting differently, then stop acting differently. Get some social experience and force yourself to be more outgoing. Mimic what those who you consider 'normal' do and eventually it'll become second nature. It's no different than learning a new language, except easier because rthe immersion surrounds you. No, you're not too "low IQ", you're not an "autist", and normies can't sniff out that you have a dry dick and will treat you poorly because of it. Their response to you is based on how you act to them, so either act differently or just stop caring.

Kogasa detox against the previous negros image.

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>>298768
Thanks, good post. But I seem to be particularly sensitive. Even on anonymous imageboards when someone calls me stupid over something I know they're wrong about, or missed the point, my jimmies are rustled. I guess I want to be liked, I don't know how to have a sense of self-esteem that's independent of other people.

But I don't want to change, to start acting more "naturally", show more emotion, because that just seems phony and fake to me. So I'd rather remain how I am, even if that means being socially awkward, because that feels like staying true to myself. To be happy with that, I'd have to stop caring, but again, I just can't.

I get upset over and take personally the smallest jabs, even remote suggestions that there might be something wrong with me. How do you grow thick skin to deal with that?

 No.298861

>>298531

in about same boat as you friend.

you need to let it all go, like the serenity prayer. No im not sayin Sui. im sayin you need to just say to yourself:

look i have zero place in society i was born in. i will just make my own way, and live best by my own code, stop comparin yourself to someone else,



 No.292133[Reply]

I was at work and had to just fucking sit there and listen to this guy go on and on about how succubi constantly hit him up and fucked him. I normally don't react to this kind of stuff. But then he showed video after video after video and it eventually got to me. This fuck is the same age as me but his life just seemed so much easier. I legitimately didn't understand what it's like to have a fucking succubus text you. Want to see you. He even said "You're not ugly. How?" I just didn't have an answer. I just live with the cope that some people just have it easier and others like myself emit and anti succubus field. I am happier the further away from sex and relationship shit I hear. Normally I can just live around it and it doesn't bother me. This time was different some how. What the fuck.
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 No.298798

>>297313
>We didn't fail, we got unlucky
Not really. It's all about action. Health choices, social experience, the company you keep, where you chose to stay. The most decisive factors are the ones we chose ourselves.

 No.298855

>How do you deal with being one of the sexless?
some losers cope with alcohol and other normalfaggot drugs.

 No.298857

I feel wretched. Some anon told me that you need to have sex to see it's nothing special. But I can't cope with it. I think about sex all of the time. I am horny 24/7.

I am thinking about taking antidepressants to kill my cock and libido.

 No.298858

>>298857
You are dripping with testosterone. Start working out. Become stronger for life. You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

 No.298859

>>298858
I have high heart rate. It starts pounding even with 10 minutes of walking. And I have sleep apnea even though I am underweight. So I can't work out.

My life is hell.



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 No.285412[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Death of the Uncool - End of the Wizards V

Watching Geekdom get absorbed into the monoculture over the last decade (and then some) has been a pretty demoralising experience.

Part of the process of commodification, streamlining and assimilation of geek culture into the all-consuming monoculture, is distortion and erasure of the original.

"These would be the successive phases of the image:

1 It is the reflection of a basic reality.

2 It masks and perverts a basic reality.

3 It masks the absence of a basic reality.

4 It bears no relation to any reality whatever: it is its own pure simulacrum.

In the first case, the image is a good appearance: the representation is of the order of sacrament. In the second, it is an evil appearance: of the order of malefice. In the third, it plays at being an appearance: it is of the order of sorcery. In the fourth, it is no longer in the order of appearance at all, but of simulation."

I'm probably using Baudrillard wrong, but I think we're either between phase 2 and 3 or on phase 3. We're at the point where we have "gamers" who don't like videogames as the faces of videogames.
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 No.298010

>>297987
please stop giving a damn about normalfaggot judgements. Put those pants on.

 No.298031

>>297991
>Why does he keep insisting that gentrification is a "good" thing? Is he being facetious? He literally goes into detail about how awful it is and describes it as ultimately richer/more powerful/people of higher social capital performing a hostile takeover of the poor/weak/outcast/downtrodden, despite not even needing to, simply because they can.
According to their about page and if you read a couple of their articles, you'll sort of see why. But I don't want to turn this thread into a /pol/ thread, at least not until we're near the end.

>I sincerely despise gentrification. I used to live in poverty and I'd wander on the old railroad tracks and old abandoned factories and warehouses because it was the only place to find seclusion. I had a dozen secret and forgotten places which were my soul, now its all lofts and yuppie restaurants.

I used to live near blocks of flats in a run down part of the city, and to cut a long story short, basically most of the flats were knocked down for expensive luxury flats that the previous tenants couldn't afford and were forced moved to the far edges or even outside the city into ANOTHER deprived area. A few flats were saved as listed buildings but they still managed to kick all of the previous tenants out of those too. They refurbished the remaining flats as accommodation for wealthy hipster yuppies, complete with an indoor swimming pool, a garden rooftop and a floor for a cinema. What's funny that decades ago apparently that was the plan, to create nicer accommodation for working class people but for some reason that never transpired until years later when it became accommodation for rich fucks.

>Gentrification is pure evil

There's a distinct evil to the gentrifiers that's basically the same as the social gentrifiers of geek culture. I'll post about later.

 No.298033

>>298031
>There's a distinct evil to the gentrifiers that's basically the same as the social gentrifiers of geek culture. I'll post about later.
bump

 No.298055

>>297986
>easily accessible internet pornography
This barely related to the point you're making but I don't know where to post this. I've noticed a lot, A LOT of "indie" animated cartoon and hentai porn videos/games being voiced by actual (western) succubi. Just like how there was very little trap hentai (not futa hentai, that was always plentiful) way back in the 00s then a massive explosion of trap hentai (and IRL trap porn), there's been an explosion of western hentai/cartoon porn VAs (for indie projects). Like I remember when hentai came overseas it was dubbed by literal pornstars (or nobodies), they had their headshots on the VHS covers IIRC but other than that was mostly just subtitles. I don't remember many (or any) hentai games being dubbed but regardless even when people started making their own hentai/cartoon porn games they were hardly voiced, with them being mostly text. Now actual western succubi are voicing some of the most /d/egenerate shit.

It's like in the last decade everybody suddenly had a price tag and were willing to give up their dignity for money or minor fame/infamy/attention.

>>298033
Relax my man, this thread will keep and that anon will post.

 No.298856

>>297986
>The more it spread as a meme the easier it became for them to go down the same hole with their compatriots.
I don't agree with everything you've said but this is going to or probably already has left a permanent mark on the collective male geek consciousness. I have no idea what the way back is for them because the kneejerk reaction from certain grifters is to make things more "masculine" but in the jock sense.


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 No.296967[Reply]

I can't pass the driving test in Germany while foids drive BMWs. I am a total genetic subhuman. Driving involves genetic based machinery like Spatial Awareness and good motor controls, my subhuman genetics have none of that I failed despite spending 2500 euros. I am truly an embarrassment.

When I see men and succubi drive i feel like a cuck. I feel so emasculated. I have not felt this bad since I got kicked in the balls by a teenager in 4th grade.

The only silver lining is I am not in a completely car dependent country. I wonder how do people in America who don't have driving license survive. Fuck it. I am so fucking charred from within. Fucking teenage sluts can drive and I can't. Fuck it. Fuck fuck fuck it. Please God kill me in my sleep tonight.
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 No.297303

I ran into the curb when parallel parking. He asked if I always drive this slow. Passed the exam. I was 22.
Driving is really hard because I have hundreds of times a day where a second "skips" and I'm unaware of what happens. Also about 10% of the time one of my eyes gets blurry and I have to close it to see out of the other one. I also have to use cruise control most of the time and drive barefoot to keep my feet from becoming numb. I keep at least 5 seconds between me and the guy ahead of me.

 No.298787

I'm 35 and also don't know how to drive.

 No.298792

>>298787
How do you survive?

 No.298854

>>297157
I asked my single mother for that favor and she spent an hour screaming and grabbing the fucking wheel while I was trying to follow her garbled instructions
Her dumbass moved across the country before I was born so there's zero family members or friends I could ask to teach me

 No.298871

>>297157
This is what I did. I learned in an empty parking lot at first.



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 No.296810[Reply]

Does any of you get irritated with family gatherings or when guests come to visit you in your family's house?
I am 24 years old, little to not school education, no job, whenever I am with some relatives or in some family gathering I can sense how much they look down at me for being a massive loser, even if they almost never express it directly at all, since I was a child I would always be asked by them questions like "how are you doing in school?" or "are you getting any good grades" Of course they no longer ask me such question, But I still feel a lot of shame when I am around them, I try to avoid sitting with them like the plague
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 No.298779

>>298778
…So? What are you suggesting, that we chose to remain virgins because we have AUTISM?

 No.298780

>>298779
Autists have a high virgnity rate.

 No.298822

>>298771
Autists cant improve or change??

 No.298841

>>298822
You are born with it, there is no cure for autism, you can mask though.

 No.298851

>>298841
The cost of masking comes later in life, when you no longer have the energy to do everything while masking. You revert to the original, unmasked, autistic self, and have to relearn how to do everything while being your true self.



 No.298755[Reply]

I'm not from first world and every time I read mental health and despaircore discourse I see how people "try multiple therapists". How the fuck do you afford them? Don't they charge literal hundreds of dollars per session? And people do these for months, years. How are NEETs and jobless useless wizards supposed to "just get therapy"? For a few years I fantasized about how this magic therapy is cure-all and could fix me, but after asking people "what do you actually do in therapy" people give incredibly vague answers and either show no progress or they never really had this kind of problems i'm having in the first place. More to that, there are places like therapyabuse forum or other spaces which blatantly say that these sessions with expensive psychologists don't do anything at all at best, and are actively resentful of you if you're a failed person at worst.

How come so much of this mental health "please get help" stuff hinges on therapy stuff? I still feel like I'm missing something.
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 No.298811

The whole push for therapy as the silver bullet feels like something that's been popularized by well off redditors. They can afford to go from shrink to shrink because they were born well off enough to have the resources for it. Their mental issues don't inhibit them from going so it's really that easy.

"go to le therapy" is also a sort of passive aggressive phrase where you're told you're the problem with the pretence of care. If you push back they'll claim you're entitled and don't want to get better while purposefully ignoring your point. If they were really honest they'd just respond with "not my problem" because that's what it really is.

It's also telling that we have more shrinks, more research and more people going to therapy than ever before yet peoples mental seems to get worse and worse. Almost like we live in a world that's squeezing us for all the money and attention we've got.

 No.298828

I get the points of critique you mention but here in first world it literally costs zero '0' money to go to a therapist, to extend therapy or to hop to the next one. It's part of health care insurance system.

 No.298829

>>298828
Where? I lived in two different "highly developed" countries and they both would not come close to covering the full cost. For a 170 euro appointment the healthcare system would pay like 60 euros maybe, and that's under certain conditions like having a diagnosis etc

 No.298830

>>298829
german

 No.298847

>>298802
A Spanish succubus. I like the notion. This is very inspiring.



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 No.296811[Reply]

2025 will be the layoff year edition. How we holding up?

previous >>289727
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 No.298816

>>298815
Man wizchan has angelbots. I mean give up neeting. Still i appreciate it, give my love to the machinegod.

 No.298817

error

 No.298818

>>298809
Last time I was fired I was fed up with being a neet two weeks later. Idling at home just bring many bad thoughts even with hobbies and going out to excercise. I dont think I can do it again for the long run.

 No.298825

>>298818
Yeah i completely understand. I would love to work part-time as its a good work/life balance. But it doesn't pay the bills. And with everything going on, i fear it's gonna get worse. The Trump thing is already affecting my country and they are thinking ways of cutting down social security, unemployment,… to fund their military defence.

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 No.293203[Reply]

I'm going broke, and I really don't know how to deal with this fact. I went to 4 doctors to treat it, but none of them worked, and no matter how many medications I took, I was never able to overcome this problem. But these only caused me terrible side effects, such as fatigue, weight gain, apathy, a lot of disinterest in everything, and alopecia, but they were never able to attack the impulses. Violence never stops.
Sometimes I blame my family for raising me in such a violent environment, but then I think it's better to bury the past and look forward. But sometimes it is difficult, since it is not about the violence of 10 or 15 years ago, it is about things sometimes from less than a week ago.

I feel like an alcoholic, where instead of keeping a place free of that poison, it is offered to me in all shapes, sizes, colors and flavors.
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 No.298345

>>293203
consider it your acceleration to wizardom. If you aren't married with children by now you are doomed.

By the way I got the same balding pattern in that pic, but it also started in the back too. And what's really annoying if you don't get frequent hair cuts you look like a clown. I've had kids call me racist despite the fact I don't shave my head so I don't look like a skinhead.

 No.298390

>>293581
>Appearance is not really relevant in men, especially when they are over 30 years old.

YOU ARE BEING A DELUSIONAL FAGGOT
LMAO

 No.298441

>>293203
-Ketoconazol to kill the dandruff
-Diet change and fasting to start reducing the amount of accumulated acids in your body that cause latent disease (like pH misbalance in your hair natural fats, which allow the fungi to reproduce. But also in general).
-When controlled, usage of dermaroller or dermastamp. Once each 7 or 10 days, be sure the nails are 1 mm at least.
-Rosemary oil when not using dermaroller. Also urtica dioica might do (specially when taken raw and applied right onto the head, its poison is actually medicinal)

Unless killing dandruff, not much success. Beware of industrial shampoos like H&S and tap water, they are not your friends here. Also, every shit I post here, it's better when investigated by yourself.

Beware of minox and dutasteride. Hormones are sacred health to not be sacrificed for the sake of looks

 No.298807

being bald in your early 20s is a death sentence. Trust me.

 No.298814

>>298807
>Trust me.
No.

Being bald is the male condition. Unless you're trying to attract a female who has a preference for hair, there's literally no negative consequence of balding.



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 No.292925[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

I would like to be with a being with whom I can share everyday moments, to have a being to worry about, in which I can capture the most beautiful part of my being, to whom I can show my vulnerable parts, express my deepest emotions, and show them really who I am. But who am I really? Even in an anonymous forum, I would say he is a great guy, who went through some things, but who despite everything never gave up, someone who always wants the best for others, and who has an optimistic vision even in the most difficult moments. hard And although in a certain way the above is not a lie, the reality is that there is an uncivilized being inside me, someone so disgusting and unpleasant that I don't even like to admit that we are the same person, and hypocritically, whether consciously or unconsciously. , I pretend it doesn't exist. But this is an undeniable reality, and although it is something that can be hidden, it is something that I would never share with anyone, much less voluntarily. I prefer to be a hermit secluded from all social contact rather than show this part of my being. I'm not going to lie to you, life alone is not the best thing in the world, and it has some associated problems, but it is not something completely bad either, and it helps to value things, self-esteem, one's own thoughts, and leave aside vain issues. like social norms, or what someone outside of us may or may not think of us.
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 No.298403

>>292925
I realized young that the idealized relationship with other people is just that. An ideal.
Reality simply can not and does not provide it.

I don't lament it honestly. Just remember that for every moment where you feel any a connection with another you would have to endure the rest of the reality of whatever companionship you got going on.

I have one friend. This friend is on a very similar wavelength and we have shared most if not all of our troubles, both wizards (in a year), both dropped out of the same college etc.
Yet even with this guy who is basically the closest to me out of everyone I've ever known I don't feel that mythical connection I had in mind from fiction. Even when we are basically the same person at times.
I wouldn't call it brotherhood and as life progresses we are drifting apart as we get more and more isolated in our own bubbles.

I genuinely do not believe succubi are capable of love either. It's something men do, and the male writers of old have spread their fantasies in their stories. That is why we year for something fictional.

 No.298439

>>292925
but you would be ashamed of admitting it to those succubi, wouldn't you? As buddhists say, desire is the gate for suffering. But you must learn that such tendency is just a mental parasite who must be destroyed and rejected, never dreamt about, that succubi are cruel and whimsical, that infatuation is just awfully channeled sexual energy.

As I told the other guy, stop cooming. If you can arouse yourself and still not let semen get out while nurturing your brain from the joy, that's a wizardly degree.

Embrace your shadow. Be sure you use it against those who deserve, for they certainly exist, and be discreet.

 No.298440

>>297133
>on social networks the succubi have many followers and people who send them messages in real life

Let us not fall for who does not fall for us. coomers and pussyworshippers are a legion of losers.

 No.298464

>>297028
>Talking to succubi, having sex, even finding a girlfriend, is not complicated, on the contrary it is quite simple, the complicated thing is keeping her and putting up with her stupidity.
this reads like it's coming from personal experience

 No.298808

>>297028
>you want to lead a quiet life alone.
nobody does and 99 percent of those who do are miserable or mentally ill and the isolation worsens their problems.


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