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[–]  No.296532[Reply][Watch Thread]

Do you have good or bad experiences in your host country or do you feel accepted or tolerated in the society of the country? Have you had problems because you were a foreigner? Can you tell us about them?
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[–]  No.298378>>298387

>>298261
Does anyone know how to get beyond this feeling of inferiority? I am Asian and lived in San Francisco and before you know I started masturbating to WMAF porn. Literally if you're an Asian no much how much you get paid, do not go to San Francisco.

[–]  No.298387

>>298378
Just imagine it’s your mom in those porn videos and that should stop you from jerking off I guess problem fixed

[–]  No.298389

>>298377
India was invaded by everybody, it's a subservient nation made up of subservient people.

[–]  No.298393

>>298363
They're mostly Hindu yeah, but it's not as if the Pakistani and Muslim ones that come here behave any differently. I don't know how much animosity there actually is in India, but the Muslim/Hindu conflicts seems to be entirely irrelevant to them here. They'll socialize with one another and the kids seem half secularized anyway.

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[–]  No.277007[Reply][Last 50 Posts]>>298523[Watch Thread]

The purpose of this thread is to counter the general tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads. This thread will therefore feature practical advice about reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care.
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open the windows to your wiz-cave and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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[–]  No.298521>>298709

>>297852
Fast two weeks like that other wizard around here! That's how you know if your shit has solution at all! I take a lot of effort to fast at beyond 3 days, it's insane…

[–]  No.298523

>>277007 (OP)
1) You are regarded in terms of honor.
2) Already determined that "closed taste" is my best option, gluten does not affect me. I still take care, just in case.
3) Whoever spends his life wageslaving while not being built for such tasks, will not be able to properly rest. That is the type of person that needs to go to bed with some energy inside.
4) Dental care is holy. And tragically forgotten within these circles.
5) About fresh air: https://annapurnaliving.com/blog/the-ambrosial-hours
6) I wonder how newbies here these year are still unlectured about nosebreathing
7) Our regrets seem to have life of their own.

[–]  No.298709>>298865

>>298521
be careful with this. also make sure you are drinking plenty of water always (whether you're fasting or not). but with all such said still intermittent fasting is probably better than one long extended fast.

[–]  No.298865

>>298709
Intermittent fasting intermittently practiced is a good healthful practice everyone should ideally follow.

[–]  No.299347

>>292441
Me too


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[–]  No.299167[Reply][Watch Thread]

It seems I have no other choice, unfortunately. Because of the lack of jobs where I live and my family now turning my life into hell because they openly despise me, I can't see any other way but to join the army and do at least one year of military service, given that it's the only job that practically always is open for literally anyone, and to get in you just have to want it.
I'm not even "patriotic" nor anything, I just want to leave my parents house and survive, also no, my country is thankfully not at war. Do we have any other wizards who are also considering joining the army?
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[–]  No.299282

>>299264
He's not delusional but speaking perfect truth.

>>299220
Also exactly correct. It's coming. Jews are going to trigger a massive war soon and they will do so in their practiced manner – by murdering (usually bombing) a lot of people in some attention-drawing way and then attributing the fault of the attack to the group they want the public to consider evil, thus engineering the necessary popular support to begin waging war upon that group.

[–]  No.299283

>>299279
>>299277
>>299276
>Once even by a guy a full head shorter than me
you should had punched his face in, teach him some manners.
>>299262
those people you guys meet sounds like psychos, they must be the European equivalent of America's tweekers.
For whatever reason many western nations have adopted a soft on crime approach.
this have lead to shitty people becoming embolden to act worse, since they know if you dare to teach them a lesson,
you will be in deep trouble, while they get a slap on the wrist. You have a culture that rewards those who misbehave and punish those who behave.
>>299275
you are right they are not regular joes. they are scums who have been embolden by the current soft on crime culture in the west.

[–]  No.299322

>>299262
There people like that, who enjoy being confrontational and showing their physical superiority to you. Especially if you say something wrong or look at them the wrong way. Once I looked angrily at some buff guys that were screaming around while walking somewhere and that guy literally intimidated me back. You can cope by thinking shit like, todays peoples feuds are settled on the mental plane or with fucking guns but I think you miss the point with that somehow. You can only win these fights about manliness and proofing you have more rights than the others by fighting back in realistic ways not escalating it, like with your social standing or physical prowess.

[–]  No.299324>>299345

>>299275
>Nobody out in public makes death threats like that unless they are in an acute psychosis
True, which is why his post is obviously made up.

>and in that state there sure as hell aren't succubi following them around.

False, unstable succubi rarely cope by fully withdrawing into their shell but instead live out their antisocial fantasies through a male partner. Outgoing, antisocial, narcissistic type male schizos have their fair share of suitors.

[–]  No.299345

>>299324
yeah succubi push men to do evil
that way they satisfy their sociopathic, manipulative drive, while avoiding responsibility and maintaining the image of an innocent angel



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[–]  No.298058[Reply]>>299154>>299332>>299334[Watch Thread]

most of us are so fucking unattractive, retarded, uneducated, unlovable, lazy/unambitious etc… that there is no point in continuing this misery.

even when some try to gaslight themselves that their loser-lifestyle can be comfy, we all deep down know that this isnt supposed to be *life*.

objectively, we're the bottom of the barrel, rock bottom essentially; we can only cope by escaping reality and isolating ourselves and anytime we encounter the real fucking world, we're deemed as fucking subhumans by others AND ourselves.

we're rotting, just wasting space, energy and oxygen while the only thing left for us is waiting to die, respectively.

i dont get how we all havent already committed suicide by now cuz our fucking trash genetics have been haunting us for our entire existence, yet we collectively and voluntarily decided to continue living. why the fuck are we so stupid???
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[–]  No.299154

>>298058 (OP)
I'd rather kill a tax collector first or some old school normies I knew from younger years. No damn way.

>>298207
Could you explain shortly to me which usefulness these texts have?

[–]  No.299285

Better killing some random psychonormie around me than that, so no. Not giving them such pleasure.

[–]  No.299332

>>298058 (OP)
because I simply don't believe in an afterlife (as much as I'd like to), so living will always inherently be better than being dead, because being dead = nonexistence. if I commit suicide to free myself from whatever pain I have while living, but there isn't an afterlife, I will experience no catharsis from dying, as I won't consciously exist anymore to feel better. if there is something after death, great, but the way I see it, we only experience the one life we have, as shitty as it is

[–]  No.299333

>>298477
You're not that evil

[–]  No.299334

>>298058 (OP)
why, i will try of course. only got a week left at most so it's the last day i talk to people. im quitting sleeping, eating, interacting with anyone, or doing anything at all. I'll also go homeless to destroy all my chances for inaction. There is almost no risk since once i run out of drugs im guaranteed to get endless seizures cause of my addiction and i only have a few days left until that, so no matter what method i choose it won't make it worse than what it already is. Time to gamble that a train will make mincemeat out of me and get me out of hell, if i lose then at least i tried.



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[–]  No.296810[Reply][Watch Thread]

Does any of you get irritated with family gatherings or when guests come to visit you in your family's house?
I am 24 years old, little to not school education, no job, whenever I am with some relatives or in some family gathering I can sense how much they look down at me for being a massive loser, even if they almost never express it directly at all, since I was a child I would always be asked by them questions like "how are you doing in school?" or "are you getting any good grades" Of course they no longer ask me such question, But I still feel a lot of shame when I am around them, I try to avoid sitting with them like the plague
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[–]  No.299147

>>298930
You hit the nail on its head. Especially the point about slow but progressive cognitive decline after 30.

People in western civilizations live longer than ever, and are actually very scared to admit the human ape is old at 30+. The human prime is incredibly short.

For an autist who needs to mask, this is deadly. The more your cognitive function falters, the harder it becomes to emulate the neurotypical code in your brain (compiler) and execute it.

You start getting all sorts of runtime errors, memory leaks and lag. Normies start questioning you and finally see the weird you behind the mask, and they don't like what they see.

You're not a safe and relatable Windows 11 Home Edition with cute colorful icons and a sunny meadow wallpaper. You're a weird fucking Linux distro created by a Hungarian nerd which only has a command line interface and runs off direct Assembly instructions.

Instead of being socially exiled at age 14, it will happen at 38.

[–]  No.299148

>>298822
Not by blending in.

[–]  No.299303

>>296871
At this point you're a blank canvas primed for throwing ugly stereotypes at. Pedo uncle, drunk uncle, schizo uncle etc. Imagine normie teenagers gathering together to tell stories about their crazy uncle to humor succubi they are trying to woo.

Granted, at least succubi have it equally worse when they are in this predicament, but fewer of them end up as wine aunt or crazy cat lady aunt.

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i used to feel bad about it even though i didn't believe in those metrics having any value.
but after learning a lot about consciousness, existence, the nature of this world, and the demiurge, i stopped caring completely.
now i see normalfags more like ants.
sounds kinda bad (at least from their perspective), but i'm being honest.

[–]  No.299326

>>299323
so, the demiurge picked you out of all people, and is acting out his grotesque sense of humor on you? is that what you're saying?



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[–]  No.297385[Reply][Watch Thread]

I'm fucking jaded by life because of people and normalfags. I really can't take it anymore. I have limits and today I got my tolerence limit to the macimum, I don't feel good at all. normalfags make life disgusting when you're around them. I can't anymore today, I don't know if I could live like this during all my life.
I'm in pain physically. my heart hurts kind of. I feel depressed.
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>>299165
I still go for a walk every monday with the hospital. I see the two zoomers who one of them is autistic and the other one is either schizo-affective or has tourette I don't remember. A new person came and he was in high school with me and now I must go socilize with another guy who I was with during uni but I don't want to go drink a coffee with them nor be their friends again but it os rude to say no I don't want to. I'm forced to socialize now. I put do much effort on not to get friends anymore and now I must go to a café and talk shit with two people I don't want to be with

[–]  No.299302

>>299301
I want to be left alone

[–]  No.299308

>>299301
never happened to me lol. I have no social life

[–]  No.299316>>299318

>>299301
good to be able to hear from you again, anon.

[–]  No.299318

>>299316
you're welcome



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[–]  No.295702[Reply][Watch Thread]

it is a nation of ungodly horror. it's just crime, satanic energy everywhere, corruption, fags, low IQ unread uneducated population, loose std carrying succubi, money worshipping society with no morals. need I go on? how do you not get depressed as an american. i would rather be chinese at this point, it's actually a much better functioning society than america not so shockingly. maybe america has a couple gems like california or washington state or new york, that's it, and they're all way more shit than they used to be. California used to be the shit
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[–]  No.299294

It is a country where rich people from abroad can move to and abuse the native population

[–]  No.299304>>299306>>299307

Fun fact: I'm a Spaniard who wants to leave this shithole and moving to USA in specific. Yes, American culture is full of snobbism, cult to dickheads, violence, Hollywood and degenerate music distribution… But hey, at least you can go to a decent university, get a job, and live as a recluse without thinking in anymore… Maybe I am too conformist, or schizoid, or anything, but at least I may be happy with simply consumism and privacy (thanks to God, I'm not even interested on relationships of any kind).

[–]  No.299306>>299307>>299312

>>299304
why would usa be better for being a recluse? how can you have a job and be a recluse? being an immigrant is very hard and stressful, and americans are very obnoxious, fat, and loud people that are difficult to coexist with

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>>295703
>if you didn't live in the state of california, washington, new york, or florida, MAYBE texas what is even the point?
To live a nice easy life away from niggers and invaders, which those areas are crawling with to the point of needing military intervention.

>>299304
>Yes, American culture is full of snobbism, cult to dickheads, violence, Hollywood and degenerate music distribution…
I'm sure your only experience of American culture is what you see in films and the Internet. Every country has its good and bad media and people of interest and naturally that's all you see because that's all that gets spread around. The reality is that the USA is diverse in its locales and most of them provide peaceful and simple living. It's only when you go to cities that Democrats have handed off to niggers that you need to worry about violence.
>But hey, at least you can go to a decent university, get a job, and live as a recluse without thinking in anymore…
Sorry, not anymore. The USA is rejecting all non-Indian students and you'll have to bring something of value such as an existing education if you wish to be let in. The decades-long era of unchecked overstayed work and education visas ended about a month ago. Your European schools provie a better credential portfolia than any university found in America too.

>>299306
Retard post
>why would usa be better for being a recluse?
The population density of some of the cheapest, safest areas of the USA and Canada is so slim that even those with a job may not see anyone for days. Unlike dense European countries which are crawling with tourists, much of the White West is unmolested and presents genuine opportunities for true off-grid living.
>how can you have a job and be a recluse?
By having a job that doesn't demand routine human contact. Oh yeah, people will see you with their eyes and might sometimes talk to you with their lips, but that's nothing to fear (even if they dare to JUDGE YOU)
>being an immigrant is vePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

[–]  No.299312

>>299306
If you just want to make money and don't care about anything else and have a job lined up, there's nowhere else to go but America. As for being obnoxious and loud, it's much worse in many other places.



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[–]  No.299002[Reply][Watch Thread]

Ive been diagnosed with ASD, my iq is tested to be 82. Ive also dealt with sexual disorders & depression.

Growing up I lived as an outcast, a homosexual freak, a retard and dealt with rejection especialy during school where I was excluded for being part of the special ed & also had so many embarassing moments due to being incomptent and socially inept. Right now at 21 I still live at home with a dead end job, having ideation of suicide pretty often

I always fanatsize how my life wouldve turned out if I wasnt born mentally sick.
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[–]  No.299109>>299110

>>299039
you gonna keep up this "only drooling retards with helmets have autism" charade and shtick up forever here just for entertainment value? cause its kinda funny

[–]  No.299110>>299111>>299309

>>299109
An "autist" wouldn't see humor in the idea, and certainly wouldn't be ae to rhetort with sarcasm (We all know it's sarcasm and that you're genuinely butthurt by having your 'special boy who can't be held responsible for his own shortcomings' title challenged.

[–]  No.299111

>>299110
nta but I didn't know it was sarcasm, I genuinely thought you were so stupid to think autism is the same as debilitating retardation

[–]  No.299305

>>299036
I was the same until 20, when I abruptly stopped being bubbly and energetic as I moved out of my hometown. I was close friends with the other two autists who were into a specific MMO and niche of single player games, along using a niche type of imageboard lingo, which was rare back in the early 2010s in my 2nd world small town. We weren't even of the same age; we were 15, 16 and 18 when we were the closest. I could be like that, but lost the energy to find like minded people, lost the innocence and also the resilience to get shunned by dozens of normalfags and succubi in the process of finding someone I could get on.

[–]  No.299309

>>299110
Oh yeah, autists are not allowed to have a sense of humor either now.

Fuck off normie.



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[–]  No.299267[Reply]>>299287>>299297[Watch Thread]

Any other wizzies have substance addiction problems? This falls under general addiction problems, but I suspect being trapped inside all day like a caged animal and the existence of DNM has made enough people here quasi drug addicts. My personal weaknesses are opiates, benzos and cigarettes; I wouldn't say I'm addicted, but even thinking about never again feeling the warm embrace of opiates or the soothing release of benzos makes me feel ill.
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[–]  No.299287

>>299267 (OP)
Yeah… not proud of it but benadryl just got out of rehab because of it

[–]  No.299292

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>>299284
many different, the best thing that gave results is a complete disconnection from porn and beautiful succubi in any form. Do not touch the little friend in the pants, except for washing and visiting the toilet. If you have a lot of free time, you need to occupy it with anything, but do not think about watching porn and do not try to watch it. It is good to do something and limit any sexual or erotic content. This helped me the most, and I abstain sometimes for 3-4 days but still break down. As soon as the hardest day is the first, then the brain just screams for you to jerk off

[–]  No.299293

>>299284
And yes, I don't watch Anime either, you might want to start fapping to him too

[–]  No.299297

>>299267 (OP)
I take meth sometimes. Small amounts but I wonder if I'm addicted.

[–]  No.299300

Yes, the worst one. Since i eat 8x the maximum benzo dose and im a broke neet. I ended up lying, scamming, stealing from family, pawning everything i could, but in the end it will always run out and kill you if you don't have money. I don't.



[–]  No.297861[Reply]>>299166[Watch Thread]

Been browsing 4chads /pol/ all day for happenings and apparently Musk is gonna end NEETbux. I'm disabled and am unable to work, so I guess this is it for me. It was nice wizzies, but I guess this is the end.
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[–]  No.299166

>>297861 (OP)
>>297881
If they need to go to work, it's because there are taxes. I do not have any hope, despite being libertarian, about taxes being truly removed. It's their way of control.

[–]  No.299177

>>297866
End yourself nigger.

[–]  No.299183

>>297882
it's the devil whispering and attempting to drive you mad with his insane prattling

[–]  No.299203

Exorcisms don't work on schizos because it is a mental condition not demonic possession

[–]  No.299281

>>297866
Neetbux should be for disableds not lazy 👨🏿



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