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[–]  No.299167>>299169>>299170>>299195[Watch Thread]

It seems I have no other choice, unfortunately. Because of the lack of jobs where I live and my family now turning my life into hell because they openly despise me, I can't see any other way but to join the army and do at least one year of military service, given that it's the only job that practically always is open for literally anyone, and to get in you just have to want it.
I'm not even "patriotic" nor anything, I just want to leave my parents house and survive, also no, my country is thankfully not at war. Do we have any other wizards who are also considering joining the army?

[–]  No.299168

No matter how it turns out, you'll walk away healthier, smarter, and with more money. Generally, everything your country has to offer from NEETbux to dental work becomes much more accessible if you hold rank. Just don't go dying for Israel.

[–]  No.299169

>>299167 (OP)
Even if I wanted to, they wouldn't take me cause I am severely mentally ill. I wish you the best if you do join, wiz.

[–]  No.299170>>299171>>299261

>>299167 (OP)
I joined a military for similar reasons, it sucked and I didnt last long and was eventually kicked out, the commander of the base which was commanding like 1400 people literally called me to his office and told me right in my face that "we dont need people like you" after a fuckup too many, they still gave me a honorable discharge but they coded the languagebso on paper it sounds like I'm a moron and like a week later I was out.
I still got paid and then some and when I tried applying to other government jobs (in the police) it turned out I was put on some sort of blacklist for any government related jobs.
eventually I got an apprenticeship for a crappy job that I didnt finish and I been NEET since like 14 or so years now and back living with parents.

[–]  No.299171>>299172>>299185

>>299170
Damn, im not OP but I alwasy wondered what the fuck goes through the head of people saying "they will take anyone in the army!" yeah and then theres people like you and probably me as well. I am not saying this with the intent of ofending you, since I included myself in that. Its just that I find it weird how some people can go through life, not be diagnosed as openly cognitively impaired, and yet still fail at a job where supposedly literally anyone can succeed.

I know Id be kicked out from the army too, for one I have extremely low physical endurance, and secondly I have adhd tendencies. So while my IQ could be 100 on paper, in practice im less functional than a literal retard.

Weird stuff, man.

[–]  No.299172

>>299171
>I alwasy wondered what the fuck goes through the head of people saying "they will take anyone in the army!"
Probably something along the lines of "We need more people to die for us" if they're a government guy or "I want you out of my sight" if they're people you talk to.

[–]  No.299185

>>299171
thing is I'm not retarded and the problem wasnt that I wasnt fit enough or whatever.
its been other things, like me not filling out the paper work how I was supposed to, I didnt stick to the chain of command because I went to someone higher up with my vacation problem, I didnt perform the task like the low IQ tard in charge imagined it, I wasnt "polite enough" and wasnt showing enough "respect" to the dumbfuck in charge and this means things like they dont like how your voice sounds when you speak to them, also other mistakes like adressing the wrong person in the room first instead of the higher up guy sitting around the corner that I couldnt see, there is still sand on my shovel, my boots are not clean enough, I didnt rat out a group of fellow soldiers for their fuckup but evidence showed up that I knew and that I lied in the investigation, I broke my ribs and had to go to the hospital so the cuck in charge had to fill out paperwork which he didnt like, I tried to refuse mandatory vaccines, I wasnt wearing my hat "properly" and other nonsense like that.
they also didnt like that I'd voice my unhappiness with the job to other soldier which "demoralized" them because they all agreed.

[–]  No.299195>>299197

>>299167 (OP)
Doing things because "no choice" only leaves you with bitter regrets.

[–]  No.299197>>299202>>299235>>299247

>>299195
But what do I do? When I was young I was hoping to do what I like, but turns out I only want peace and being left alone, forever.

[–]  No.299202>>299224>>299235

>>299197
This post just confirmed my suspicion that there is nothing worse for a person than childhood trauma. Even if you're rich or good looking, it doesn't matter if your biggest yearning during your formative years was some peace and respite from whatever shit you were going through during that time. Because that and only that is what your brain will be fixated on for the rest of your life.

[–]  No.299204

I urge anyone who is American to read r/regretjoining before you do it.

[–]  No.299220>>299282

can anyone tell me when the jews are going to pull off their next false flag attack? it has to be soon given this wide drive for recruitment. it won't work here though – wizards are too smart to die for ZOG in yet another war that advances jewish power and control.

remember US/Europe/China/Russia/Ukraine are all under jewish dictatorship. kikes are gearing up for another slaughter of dumb goyim while playing both sides as usual. believe nothing you see broadcast on the (((msm))).

[–]  No.299224>>299235

>>299202
Yeah, it robbed me of everything. People believed in me, I didn't have *awful* cards dealt to me, but all I've ever wanted is to escape, escape, escape. I can't study, can't work, can't plan, all I can do is escape online. I wish I could die in my sleep. But nature is so incredibly cruel that it won't even allow me. I'll have to kill myself using of the gruesome methods with non-zero chance of survival.

[–]  No.299235

>>299202
well said

>>299197
>>299224
Same. I see myself as a rat in a maze that was trained to navigate it to avoid electric shock. Other rats were trained to be reward-motivated, navigating to get a reward of cheese. I have no reward system except trying to avoid pain

[–]  No.299247

>>299197
Know how to decide, and why if nothing sounds fine to such way of deciding, nothing might be the best thing to do: https://www.myhumandesign.com/get-your-chart/

It's free. I stopped disgracing myself with the anxiety of trying to pour my ass into the wagecuck dungeons out there due to this knowing so much about me.

[–]  No.299248

isn't army like prison, but you have to run a lot?

[–]  No.299261>>299262

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YA sluzhil v armii, potomu chto v moyey strane obyazatel'naya voinskaya povinnost', mne bylo 19 let, ya ne schital sebya togda volshebnikom, chert voz'mi, u menya byli tseli i interesy v zhizni, ya khotel yeye prozhit'. Khotya ya otlichalsya ot svoikh sverstnikov i sidel doma v igrakh i ne iskal zhenshchin, no kogda ya poshel uchit'sya na svoyu spetsial'nost', menya uvazhali v gruppe i schitali ochen' umnym, i prepodavateli avtomaticheski stavili mne otsenki, doshlo do togo, chto ya vyshel luchshim studentom s khoroshim diplomom. No potom ya okazalsya v armii. Eto samyy uzhasnyy opyt v moyey zhizni, eto uzhasno. YA dumal, chto menya ottuda uvolyat v durdom. YA srazu uvidel, chto takoye normi na samom dele, unizheniya i prochaya chush'. V moyem lichnom dele napisali, chto ya umstvenno otstalyy, a ofitsery mne skazali "na koy chert vrachi i voyenkomat tebya syuda pustili?" Samoye unizitel'noye, chto ya slyshal ot serzhanta, on skazal, chto ya vyros na pesnyakh o Firkas i chto takiye, kak ya, dolzhny umeret'. Moi odnopolchane unizhali menya, eto menya zadelo (oni dazhe izbili menya) >>299170 i ya ponimayu etogo anona (privet, der'movyy voyennyy tovarishch, ya dumal, chto ya tut tol'ko voyennyy, lol, gde ty sluzhil? YA byl v voyskakh svyazi) V lyubom sluchaye, eto tvoy vybor i tvoye resheniye, prosto zapomni etu frazu "yesli ty byl plokhim neudachnikom do armii, ty stanesh' slabeye, yesli ty byl krutym normalom do armii, ty stanesh' sil'neye". Plyus posle armii moye zdorov'ye, kak psikhologicheskoye, tak i fizicheskoye, ukhudshilos'. Yeshche raz pudmay i posmotrite fil'm "Tsel'nometallicheskaya obolochka" Stenli Kubrika. Ryadovoy, nad kotorym vse smeyalis' i v kontse soshel s uma, eto my
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I served in the army because my country had compulsory military service, I was 19 years old, I didn't consider myself a wizard then, damn it, I had goals and interests in life, I wanted to live it. Although I was different from my peers and sat at home playing games and didn't look for succubi, but when I went to study for my specialty, I was respected in the group and considered very smart, and teachers automatically gave me grades, it got to the point that I came out as the best student with a good diploma. But then I ended up in the army. This is the most terrible experience in my life, it's terrible. I thought that I would be fired from there to a madhouse. I immediately saw what normie really is, humiliation and other nonsense. In my personal file they wrote that I was mentally retarded, and the officers told me "why the hell did the doctors and the military registration and enlistment office let you in here?" The most humiliating thing I've ever heard was from a sergeant, he said that I grew up on songs about Firkas and that people like me should die. My fellow soldiers humiliated me, it hurt me (they even beat me up) >>299170 and I understand this anon (hi shitty military comrade, I thought I was only a military guy here, lol, where did you serve? I was in the signal corps)
Anyway, it's your choice and your decision, just remember this phrase "if you were a bad loser before the army, you will become weaker, if you were a cool normal before the army, you will become stronger". Plus after the army my health, both mental and physical, deteriorated. Once again pudmay and watch the movie "Full Metal Jacket" by Stanley Kubrick. The private that everyone laughed at and went crazy in the end, that's us

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>>299261
>The private that everyone laughed at and went crazy in the end, that's us
Yup, the sooner people here realize it the better so they can give up and drop out of society. We would be killed off by alphas if it wasn't illegal so that they would have no competition for succubi. I've had chads come up to my face and angrily tell me they would bash my skull into the curb if they couldnt go to jail simply for standing in the same street they walked on. He had to do it to impress the 2 females he was with to show he is dominant and worthy of sex. That's all we are to normalfags - just cannon fodder to be killed in wars or bullied and humiliated until we withdraw from society completely.

[–]  No.299264>>299272>>299282

>>299262
Delusional. You must be truly retarded if you believe any of what you wrote.

[–]  No.299272>>299275

>>299264
Which part you think is wrong?

[–]  No.299275>>299276>>299283>>299324

>>299272
Nobody out in public makes death threats like that unless they are in an acute psychosis, and in that state there sure as hell aren't succubi following them around.

[–]  No.299276>>299277>>299283

>>299275
It has happened to me multiple times. Once even by a guy a full head shorter than me. I live in Germany. It's why I don't go outside anymore.
Simply standing on the street with a hunched over, sad in the face…its enough to attract the wrath of normin.

[–]  No.299277>>299279>>299283

>>299276
So you go out and loiter like a creep in the city center, and random psychos sometimes make comments about you?

[–]  No.299279>>299283

>>299277
He's not loitering by doing that. And yes, normies and schizos will definitely come up to you and pick a fight in larger cities if you stay in the same spot for more than a few minutes.

[–]  No.299282

>>299264
He's not delusional but speaking perfect truth.

>>299220
Also exactly correct. It's coming. Jews are going to trigger a massive war soon and they will do so in their practiced manner – by murdering (usually bombing) a lot of people in some attention-drawing way and then attributing the fault of the attack to the group they want the public to consider evil, thus engineering the necessary popular support to begin waging war upon that group.

[–]  No.299283

>>299279
>>299277
>>299276
>Once even by a guy a full head shorter than me
you should had punched his face in, teach him some manners.
>>299262
those people you guys meet sounds like psychos, they must be the European equivalent of America's tweekers.
For whatever reason many western nations have adopted a soft on crime approach.
this have lead to shitty people becoming embolden to act worse, since they know if you dare to teach them a lesson,
you will be in deep trouble, while they get a slap on the wrist. You have a culture that rewards those who misbehave and punish those who behave.
>>299275
you are right they are not regular joes. they are scums who have been embolden by the current soft on crime culture in the west.

[–]  No.299322

>>299262
There people like that, who enjoy being confrontational and showing their physical superiority to you. Especially if you say something wrong or look at them the wrong way. Once I looked angrily at some buff guys that were screaming around while walking somewhere and that guy literally intimidated me back. You can cope by thinking shit like, todays peoples feuds are settled on the mental plane or with fucking guns but I think you miss the point with that somehow. You can only win these fights about manliness and proofing you have more rights than the others by fighting back in realistic ways not escalating it, like with your social standing or physical prowess.

[–]  No.299324

>>299275
>Nobody out in public makes death threats like that unless they are in an acute psychosis
True, which is why his post is obviously made up.

>and in that state there sure as hell aren't succubi following them around.

False, unstable succubi rarely cope by fully withdrawing into their shell but instead live out their antisocial fantasies through a male partner. Outgoing, antisocial, narcissistic type male schizos have their fair share of suitors.



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