No.298058
most of us are so fucking unattractive, retarded, uneducated, unlovable, lazy/unambitious etc… that there is no point in continuing this misery.
even when some try to gaslight themselves that their loser-lifestyle can be comfy, we all deep down know that this isnt supposed to be *life*.
objectively, we're the bottom of the barrel, rock bottom essentially; we can only cope by escaping reality and isolating ourselves and anytime we encounter the real fucking world, we're deemed as fucking subhumans by others AND ourselves.
we're rotting, just wasting space, energy and oxygen while the only thing left for us is waiting to die, respectively.
i dont get how we all havent already committed suicide by now cuz our fucking trash genetics have been haunting us for our entire existence, yet we collectively and voluntarily decided to continue living. why the fuck are we so stupid???
No.298059
because in reality it's not that bad. yeah, you're missing out on money and pussy, but most of us live in develop countries and have parents that support us and the ones that work aren't working in mineshafts all day.
maybe stop complaining for a second that you aren't a billioner fucking pornstars everyday and appreciate what you have?
No.298060
You sound like that WEF harari jew lmao
No.298062
Even if you believe your life should end, commiting suicide is difficult for most people. A lot fail and become permanently disabled.
No.298070
>>298058cause we've been given life as a gift and we should let God take it away as he pleases.
No.298078
If I ever kill myself I'm leaving a note that says "I just wanted to see what would happen."
No.298080
>>298078I wont leave a note or manifesto. Leaving one is very narcissistic and gives the impression the person thinks it makes any difference. Nobody cares that you or I existed.
Nobody even cares that the great pharaohs of Egypt existed, outside one guy (Tutankhamon) whose body is on display to fat tourists like a circus animal.
The significance of a single human life is similar to an ant, bird or snake. Nobody cares if one of them dies. You were never significant. I was never significant.
The person who cares about you the most is you. Once you die, traces of your existence will be erased completely within decades to the point you'll be a record in a digital registry and a date on a tombstone nobody visits.
No.298081
>>298080I wouldn't go so far. If you have people who care about you I think there's nothing bad about leaving them a note. That being said I agree that this striving for immortality through status or achievement is a huge cope. All returns to dust either way. We're here to experience life. Nothing more.
No.298082
>>298081To parents yes (if they gave a shit about you). I meant to the broader public.
Seeing even how "grand manifests" like the one written by Ted Kaczynski had zero effect on society & are ultimately futile, why do it at all?
Humans are animals and primarily care about their own survival and dopamine levels. They don't care about grand ideas or mechanisms. Trying to propagate them after death by written text is doomed to fail the moment you die. Nobody will care.
No.298083
>>298082>To parents yes (if they gave a shit about you). I meant to the broader public.Fascinating that you would write in reference to the public and think we know you are doing that. Normal people would make notes only for family/friends, and assume that the conversation is about that
No.298095
>>298058I would kill myself but only if it's done in a way that I like, that is, I get an anaesthesia administered by a doctor like the way they do before operations and have soldiers aim their assault rifles at my head and then blast me to nothingness.
With that said I will be honest with you here. I just wanted and still want very basic things in life like being able to drive correctly and confidently (I can't reverse properly and don't know how far I am from the fence looking at my side mirrors and I can't parallel park either), have a house, have a family, be physically be able to have sex (I can't get hard and when I do it is painful because of phimosis and frenulum breve, and even when that is coped with I can't cum because of being high inhibition and feeling unattractive no succubus wants a guy like me), have a job.
I don't think I have ever asked for much I know the disdain this comment is going to get, I just wanted a normal life. I don't wanna die because somewhere deep down inside i have hope that things will be fine or I am just too cowardly to attempt suicide.
Overall, a pretty horrific situation where you're not really living and not really dying but slowly inching towards personal disaster.
No.298110
>>298096This is very untrue. People here are ready to chop heads off at very minor fender benders. And while most people don't follow rules. They are bad drivers in that sense of not following rules. But apart from that you won't believe this but drivers here are extremely skilled and drive and push themselves into places with just a needle sized margin. Driving requires extreme skill here. And if you ignore the rule following part people here are extremely skilled at driving.
No.298126
>>298110Using Occam's razor this makes a lot of sense, because for most people in that hellish traffic, much of their net worth and money is tied up to the car they drive. It is s great motivator for avoiding damage.
No.298385
>>298058Mostly because my self-preservation instinct is too strong. But maybe I'll do it one day. It's almost innevitable at this point, but I can always do it later when things become too unbearable.
No.298477
>>298058I don't want to reincarnate in India.
No.299154
>>298058I'd rather kill a tax collector first or some old school normies I knew from younger years. No damn way.
>>298207Could you explain shortly to me which usefulness these texts have?
No.299285
Better killing some random psychonormie around me than that, so no. Not giving them such pleasure.
No.299332
>>298058because I simply don't believe in an afterlife (as much as I'd like to), so living will always inherently be better than being dead, because being dead = nonexistence. if I commit suicide to free myself from whatever pain I have while living, but there isn't an afterlife, I will experience no catharsis from dying, as I won't consciously exist anymore to feel better. if there is something after death, great, but the way I see it, we only experience the one life we have, as shitty as it is
No.299333
>>298477You're not that evil
No.299334
>>298058why, i will try of course. only got a week left at most so it's the last day i talk to people. im quitting sleeping, eating, interacting with anyone, or doing anything at all. I'll also go homeless to destroy all my chances for inaction. There is almost no risk since once i run out of drugs im guaranteed to get endless seizures cause of my addiction and i only have a few days left until that, so no matter what method i choose it won't make it worse than what it already is. Time to gamble that a train will make mincemeat out of me and get me out of hell, if i lose then at least i tried.
No.300011
>>298058>why shouldnt we all just kill ourselves?Atleast in my case, irrational survival instict.
I at most want to die and go through the process of self destructing, but won't simply go through with suicide.
No.300022
>>298058Self preservation instinct is hard to overcame and mr.bones infernal wild ride is not guaranteed to end with death.
No.300023
>>299332>so living will always inherently be better than being deadHow wizardly.
Only normalfags believe that nonsense.
>we only experience the one life we have, as shitty as it isYou only want to experience this shit because you are slave to self preservation instinct, failed normalfag.
No.300025
>>299334>my addictionalcohol, benzos or opioids?
No.300048
>>299332>because I simply don't believe in an afterlife as much as I'd like toSo you want to be isekaied into i have no mouth and i must scream?
Afterlife is not good thing, its continuation of this meaningless suffering.
No.300052
>>298058Even assuming the loser lifestyle is worse than the alternatives, why would you axiomatically assume that death is better?
More than anything it sounds like you're guilty of being alive as a loser. Not all of us are. I find it fun to live without responsibilities and no goals constantly stressing me out. This lifestyle is a never-before-seen-in-history luxury afforded to me by a prosperous western society and I'm grateful for it.
Drop the guilt weighing heavy on your shoulders and learn to have fun with life.
No.300061
There's actually no reason not to kys. People live out of habit since the day they were born and sucked on those titties. And habits die hard.
No.300073
>>300052>prosperous western societyAre you sure you're not a shitskin in the corpse of the West?
No.300076
>>300073Being happy or not is a choice and we make it every day. That's an eternal human truth, regardless of whether you're a normalfag or wizard. I learned from many hard lessons to be grateful of what I have, and to make peace with what I don't. I welcome you to do the same.
No.300077
will it rly matter if i kill myself when after i do it i cant feel anything anymore really??
No.300078
>>300077that's just your assumption. who knows what existential horrors await you in the next dimension. could be nothingness, could be some form of hell, not even designed by some deity as punishment, but like just a natural consequence of physical laws. we don't even know how consciousness works, it's connected to the brain, but that isn't the whole story at all.
No.300079
>>299332 this.
any feeling be it good or bad derrived from being alive is more than when i am dead. I have an eternity to be dead, I only have so long to live and experience now
No.300121
I tried suicide. It's hard. At least for me it is. And it's risky because you can actually end up in a worse state by causing harm to your body or mind and ending up as vegetable. It's not worth the risk simply unless you know you will have to endure long periods of suffering for sure (going to prison for a long time for example or having a disease that's painful but doesn't kill you fast). In that case, if you have nothing to lose, go for it. But otherwise I don't recommend experimenting with it.
>this isn't supposed to be life
Well, that's interesting, so what is LIFE like then? Date and have sex with as much succubi as you can (never mind all the horrible stuff that can come with it, like stds, unwanted pregnancies, stupid drama, fighting with other men for succubi and what not), then get stuck with a succubus who will give birth to a couple of ungrateful kids who in turn won't care about you once you stop being useful to them, wifey will cuck you with your best buddies because she will be bored and you'll have to work night and day to support your dear family like a responsible man does…but at least on the weekends you can brag to your equally normal and boring friends about how you've made it in life…yay, I guess.
Wake up, Neo. What you and other people idealize as the life is just an illusion designed to trap you into doing certain things you wouldn't even think of doing if you had seen things clearly. If anything is meaningless it's the official depiction of what life should be like. You don't want that superficial, boring and nihilistic spiral to be your life.
No.300122
>>299332This. There is absolutely no evidence as to what happens after death all the science and logic has to say is that you go in a dreamless sleep like you've had as a kid where you sleep and suddenly you wake up. That is what's up except you don't wake up. No point in committing suicide.
No.300138
I wish i was as naive as you guys. Can't even think of why someone would want to kill themselves? Even having the comfort of being able to debate it. My life is so destroyed that there's been nowhere to go online or offline for years, i have infinite diseases and a hardcore addiction thats gonna kill me or make a vegetable when i run out and i'll run out very soon. Dying is lonely. Count your lucky stars because you don't know how bad things can actually get, you can't even imagine it in your head.
No.300139
>>300138What happened wizbro? What are your diseases and addictions. And how's your financial condition?
No.300140
>>300139infinite debt. undiagnosed GI tract problems that make eating a painful chore, hugely misaligned spine, heart, lung, muscles, weakness, brain…everything, cant walk, eat or sleep more 2 hours normally, it doesnt matter what anymore. I take a pack of xanax a day so 30 mg so around 8 times the maximum dose and im still so anxious i cant even think. years too late for me. my life spiraled starting from me believing that the mental health system will help me with depression that made life unbearable, so i paid a fortune to the best specialists in the country and got told by everyone they can't help me. Then i lost my physical heatlh, money, any enjoyment, and became an addict. My whole family is mentally ill broke and insane and i never had my own room, a centimeter of space or a second of silence. After that it was just misery and slow dying, there is nothing left in this world that can even extend my existence. In a more compassionate world i would be euthanized, but in reality the only option i have is to get my head cut off by a train. Probably less than 2 weeks left. So bye strangers cause i have no one to say goodbye to. Good thing for you is that 99% of people will off themselves before they experience 10% of my agony, and for good reason, so you don't have to worry about that. I ended up ranting pointlessly again but that's the story i repeated many times on this site, because all i did for months was keep suffering and getting my pills and praying satan will take me from this hell.
No.300144
>>298058>poor looks being a bad thing No, Life=misery.
This equation is truth. If you're pretty then you are at higher risk of getting raped, sexually harassed, seen as a fuck meat, a magnet for attracting lots of insincere freaks and bullying. Pretty people always live in the fear of losing their looks and when they lose their looks it hits them like tons of bricks and selfish people around them secretly enjoy their misery and pity them like a dog.
Life=misery, a painful rape before death.
No.300146
>>300144>Life=misery.>This equation is truthWrong
>Life=misery, a painful rape before death.Confirmed: If you're alive then you're not a virgin becuz life has already FUCKED you
No.300147
>>300144Beauty is a double-edged sword like most things, it can have positive and negative effects on your life. But being ugly is just simply a negative that doesn't get you anything good. So while being attractive isn't all that great it's thought to be by many, it's still much more preferable to being ordinary looking or being ugly.
No.302148
>>298058frankly, XIX literature of Russia is all about the same "spleen" as your - it's deadly boring to be a rich fella who's away from his peers.
XX century Russian literature kinda mirrors it with a double negative, "working hard is cool; pleasant, even" for your "why luve" part of yer brain
if you are not rich yet bored… well… keep asking PerPLX how can you improver yer life-oh
No.302150
>>298058I would be satisfied with my NEET lifestyle, if only I didn't have this annoying OCD and a dysfunctional family. Still suicide is simple too hard for me and I don't know what there is after.
No.302162
>>298058If you have to ask, then your situation might not be as bad as you think. Death is a scary thing and it's hard to go through with it unless your life is permanently ruined, which is rare.
No.302166
>>302162>unless your life is permanently ruined, which is rareit's not rare, it takes one traumatic event to ruin it forever
No.302182
I enjoy my escapism and engage in some productive activites for the sake of my mental health.
I really don't think society has any right to shit on me given how retarded and clownish it is. Not that anyone cares about my existence in the first place.