/dep/ - Depression

I have a problem with masturbation, I really want to quit jerking off and start abstinence, I jerk off 5-6 times a day

Less of an addiction but I can't stop tuning out of everything and I can't stop the music thats always playing in my head
I'll be playing vidya and instead of focusing on it I'll be imagining something tangentially related to it while my subconscious plays the game, when I'm outside or not consuming media there's always music playing in my head that I can only stop for around a minute at a time before it comes back
I feel like I'm dead, I cant enjoy anything, I cant process moments when I need to/should really enable "social mode" I cant even control my own thoughts

>>299268 how many methods did you try, wizanon?

>>299267
Yeah… not proud of it but benadryl just got out of rehab because of it

>>299284
many different, the best thing that gave results is a complete disconnection from porn and beautiful succubi in any form. Do not touch the little friend in the pants, except for washing and visiting the toilet. If you have a lot of free time, you need to occupy it with anything, but do not think about watching porn and do not try to watch it. It is good to do something and limit any sexual or erotic content. This helped me the most, and I abstain sometimes for 3-4 days but still break down. As soon as the hardest day is the first, then the brain just screams for you to jerk off

>>299284
And yes, I don't watch Anime either, you might want to start fapping to him too

>>299267
I take meth sometimes. Small amounts but I wonder if I'm addicted.

Yes, the worst one. Since i eat 8x the maximum benzo dose and im a broke neet. I ended up lying, scamming, stealing from family, pawning everything i could, but in the end it will always run out and kill you if you don't have money. I don't.

>>299267
Opiates feel like the love I'd get if I wasn't autistic.

>>299267
In bongland, you can buy small amounts of codeine in pharmacies OTC in the form of painkillers such as Solpadeine, although it's only a small amount of codeine per tablet (12.5mg). I developed an addiction to them a while ago, and take between 2-4 per day.

I also consider myself to be addicted to sugar, but I don't think anyone takes me seriously when I say that. I genuinely do believe it would be easier for me to give up Solpadeine than confectionary though.

>>299267
Mine is much more mild than what you describe. I adore weed and will sometimes go weeks or months smoking each day, however I can stop fairly easily too. If you are too get into a drug, make it weed.

Just stop doing drugs like a loser (Sorry, stop "being a substance user" or whatever the current feel-good codeword for being a weak-willed addict is)
>>299754
>however I can stop fairly easily
That's what they all say. When you get diagnosed with early onset dementia at 38 as a result of rotting your brain on nigger weed, the only thing you'll be able to quit easily is life.

Well I drink a lot but it's not a problem yet.
I quit smoking cold turkey and honestly I question the willpower of anyone who tries to stop and fails.

>>299755
Why of all places around there online you have to come in here to accuse people of being a loser? It doesn't make sense..

>>299777
He has clearly wandered in from /pol/ since the shutdown

im so fucked its beyond human comprehension
i got addicted to shitty xanax cause everywhere i saw ppl saying it erases emotions, it doesnt do shit, u have to overdose to get that effect. I ended up with years of addiction and it completely destroyed my life in the end, lost all my money, health, and ability to function to this addiction, i cant even sleep more than 2 hours at a time now, my stomach is ruined, and my heart and breathing is affected. Now i eat like 10 times over the maximum dose daily and it's impossible to detox from this, you will keep getting grand mal seizures and end up dead or as a vegetable, not to mention it will feel like hell in a thousand different ways, you will beg to get culled. My one advice is always go for opioids or stimulants if u wanna get addicted to some pharma drugs, dont get addicted to these shitty benzos, they are fucking trash drugs. I'd do anything to get addicted to something else instead of those garbage pills. I could have been popping oxys like candy for years and not feel chronic physical pain and instead i destroyed my life with pills that don't even give you any effect.

Food is my biggest addiction, I despise being fat but eating is how I cope with being a loser, ugly sperg. Its shitty vicious circle I cant break. I eat because I hate myself and I hate myself because I eat.

>>299267
>Any other wizzies have substance addiction problems?
I am wannabe alcoholic, i guess.
You could also count fapping since lust is form of high, just induced by your own body instead of external substances.

>>299267
I'm a a junkie, (especially 4 opiates) as they feel like all the compassion I've missed out on during my formative years, I'm getting fucked up daily but honestly, I don't see what else is there for me.

>>300028
Do you hate other fat people?

>>300036
If you watch porn while fapping the high is induced by external means which makes it very similar to a substance abuse if not equal.

>>300042
Meant for
>>300032

>>299270
Best addiction ever !!!

>>299267
>My personal weaknesses are opiates, benzos and cigarettes
Ew all of those suck. Go do something fun like Acid, Mushrooms, or Weed.

So this is the day, I finally hit 500lbs. I simply can't stop enjoying potato chips and fries constantly.

I hate my body but love the feeling of scooping up mayo or ketchup or a sauce with crunchy fries and eating it all up.

>>300046
Try mustard you baka its superior to any other sauce

>>300047
It's great, but it doesn't go well with fries at all. It's more of a sausage or burger condiment.

>>300046
I don't really blame wizards for eating to excess tbh. If you've given up on attracting a partner then why not.
At 500lbs it must be difficult to get around though. Can you get yourself up if you fall over?

>>300057
> If you've given up on attracting a partner then why not.
because it makes you generally feel like shit. Health of all forms and the brain are interlinked. My mood is noticeably improved after physical activity due to biological effects

Barely. I need support from an object to do it.
>>300057

>>300028
>Food is my biggest addiction
Same here, but specifically sugar in my case. I really fucking love candy to the extent that I feel physically unwell if I go more than a day or two without eating some.

Depends on what your addictions are, my addictions are prone masturbation and eating crisps. I use to eat 2 packet of crisps everyday, but then I turned them to one packet of crisps per day and eventually to once in a week, I think that is sufficient.

Prone Masturbation is a drug on the other hand, I have been doing it since I was in second grade or hell even first grade, now my dick doesn't work when I do normal masturbation, and if the lord ever bestows upon me the opportunity to have sex, I will not be able to cum, so I am literally a permavirgin, it is what it is, I guess.

However, if you addictions are severe like cigarette and alcohol, and let's say you have been abusing these substances for a long time, including hard drugs then I suspect what you've gotta do is lower their quantity by 2% each week and after 50 weeks you will be free. If you want to stop that is, but here is the thing these things are a 'net negative', like you get fun but at the cost of your health (and money). I don't know if cold turkey works, I used to advocate for cold turkey but I have heard that people have died when they went cold turkey so you've gotta consult your doctor.

But seriously all of us have already got enough problems in life and (I am projecting and assuming) that a lot of us are in bad financial condition as well, so it's not worth doing drugs for us, better to stay healthy, if you don't plan to rope. If you plan to rope then do whatever you want.

>>300081
> I have been doing it since I was in second grade or hell even first grade
i did that too at that age. i wonder how common it is. Weird that most people seem to pretend children are not sexual

>>300084
>most people
that's a big WIzard SHIT "most people" lmao!!
>And researches are clear kids start exploring their sexuality at 9
who the fuck are even these researchers researching little kid witchies rubbing their cunnies… can i get this job with a s.t.e.m degree ?

It's widely observed that many individuals begin exploring their sexuality between the ages of 12-14. However, research on this subject is limited, as studies on such sensitive topics can be controversial and researchers may avoid them to prevent any legal issues. It's also noted that children start to develop an awareness of their sexuality as early as 9 years old. While I personally have concerns about what some might consider inappropriate behavior for that age, this is not to say that I hold extreme views about age differences in relationships. I’m cautious about discussing these matters openly, as the legal and social environments surrounding them are complex. People are often reluctant to voice their opinions for fear of being labeled inappropriately, and that fear has contributed to a climate where these discussions are stifled.
>>300081
>>300085
>>300082
Anyways be careful discussing this, normies and feds are always looking to make arrests. Not worth the trouble imo.

Does maladaptive daydreaming count as one? It's kind of like a drug allowing you to zone out completely. Makes you ignore your real world problem, you put some music on and you constantly imagine a scenario, you talk to yourself, go over it. Just imagine seeing yourself in the third person walking in a room, circle by circle, listening to music, talking to yourself, and I am pretty sure you're looking at someone who is severely mentally ill. I have had it since childhood, on and off. I know what I am about to say will sound like blasphemy here but a lot of times, I just wish I was a normal person.

Came back from work, my mom forgot to take my sheets in from the rain ffs. Gonna take some oxy and drink some rum until I drift off to the void, hopefully these pills kick in soon so I can forget that I'm alive.


>>300045
I wish I was as naïve and young as you.