>>222184>I am a 21yo apprentice wizard living in a third world country.
Took my time to read because I'm a third worldler spicwiz.
>have to deal with the education system, are welcome here, share your stories wizzies
I'm going to assume you're forced to work or starve (just like me) because there's no autismbux where you live and NEETdom doesn't exist because of being third-world.
Forget about how good or bad your situation is. Focus on getting your degree/diploma and on getting a job, I'm assuming you need the money for obvious reasons. Education goes way beyond what they teach at school/university/college. I work in accounting/finance/audit and there's always new accounting or audit standards I'm supposed to study by myself. I'm still studying and I've been working in finance for a decade.
>From a very young age I was noticeably morbidly obese
Why is this a bad thing, are you still obese? What's wrong with being obese or being thin or whatever? People won't accept you? Forget about what other people think. You can't accept yourself? That's in your hands. I've had a very visible chronic skin condition since I was a kid. I can't do anything about it, there's no cure or treatment. There's nothing I can do. I accept that. I feel comfortable in my own skin.
>illogical amounts of junk food they've been feeding
You're a grown ass man, get your own food. Self reliance is very important, even more given that you're a third-wordler. Mommy and daddy will die some day, what will you do without them?
>My parents are poor folks with no inheritance left for me
Same as me, that's not an excuse to not take ownership of your own life.
Practice dettachment. You're not the body. You're not the person. You're not the feeling.
Let go off your past, don't worry about your future. Live now.