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put your feeling in a drawing Anonymage 09/13/25 (Sat) 21:56:18 No.302844 [Reply]

And say something about it if you want. I'm scared of my dad so I'm drawing a monster (him?)
I didn't know we could draw. Why isn't this done more often?

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Anonymage 12/25/25 (Thu) 20:21:56 No.304847

Anonymage 12/25/25 (Thu) 20:48:20 No.304849

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>>304847

Anonymage 12/27/25 (Sat) 16:24:05 No.304889

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tooth pain and a constant pit in my stomach from too much family exposure on the holidays

Anonymage 12/27/25 (Sat) 16:32:33 No.304891

>>304849

Anonymage 01/12/26 (Mon) 05:48:23 No.305161

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"Kaaaah! Is this what being happy feels like?! I'm scared!"

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dead internet Anonymage 12/06/25 (Sat) 13:00:26 No.304408 [Reply]

new internet of over 10 yrs now… is it me or there is nothing left to talk about?

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Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 11:36:38 No.305129

It's turning into a vacant internet. There aren't even bots. Just nobody. The media is even reporting that people have resolved to return to analog forms of entertainment and the internet has been deemed cringe. I am just a schizo talking to myself.

Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 14:37:39 No.305132

>>305129
Nah you'd be surprised how many such schizos are out there too insecure to strike a wizfriendship because they're fucked up in the head and can't process emotions.

Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 18:46:34 No.305133

I have perma blocked most of the sites I used due to being too cancerous but I find myself with a low activity webring site, wizchan and some twitch group. I wonder where one is supposed to go. Offline 24/7? some Discord/Steam friend chat?

Anonymage 01/09/26 (Fri) 19:14:12 No.305134

>>305133
>some Discord/Steam friend chat?

Yep. Everyone at work is on this stuff. I caved once and signed up - got tired of work acquaintances bugging me when I started the computer in the morning. Uninstalled all of it.

Anonymage 01/10/26 (Sat) 13:46:32 No.305144

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>>305133
I never used Discord or the social places of anti-social normies sites.
But in december of last year i started using Discord for server proyects (WoW, City of Heroes, Club Penguien etc) i never talk here.
Just read and ask.
I have just one group that sometimes enter and see memes or chat about the topic of Ceremonial magick, meditation etc.
I have one friend of a WoW server in disc.
I not into old IRC

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Anonymage 08/21/25 (Thu) 20:07:50 No.302369 [Reply]

todai I learned Helicobacter Pylori bacteria reduces your B12 vitamin levels as well as iron levels.

My diet is weird also

I need to pass a breath Helicobacter Pilori test (or vomit into a cup a little, I suppose)

maybe that's where my ruined mood comes from

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Anonymage 09/15/25 (Mon) 12:37:42 No.302884

>>302377
OK, I've bought some "NOW Foods" B12 vitamin.

Anonymage 09/26/25 (Fri) 02:44:13 No.303095

>>302369
I got stomach ulcers because of this piece of shit bacteria growing too much in my stomach.
Fucking had to take 4 medicines at once.
Now drinking a shit ton of cranberry juice so I don't have to deal with it in the future.

Anonymage 09/26/25 (Fri) 05:41:00 No.303098

>>303095
ouch
got it

Anonymage 11/15/25 (Sat) 15:33:10 No.304043

*buys moar vitamins*

i dunno, it appears to be working

Anonymage 01/08/26 (Thu) 11:27:34 No.305111

OPs here
Last month, I've been lenting (no meat, no eggs, no milk) yet I was taking my b12 pills.

I also did my best to switch from coffee to tea.

All in all, the experiment's been a moderate success in terms of finally not wanting to do bad things to myself, but rather, feel calm.
Side note: with b12 pills, with halved coffee intake and without milk, both my mental health AND my gut health got good, as I don't get irritated unless I make a bold mug of coffee with a side of 4 oz of strong chocolate

However, that also means I will only post on Wizardchan eight times a week or so, as I have some other chats to participate at: some AI prompt guys running quite a model with an online API; a community on a certain anime artist whose works blew my mind recently; some funny microblog site (new site to explore though… I am thinking of something friendly to geeks and tech guy

and maybe a small community running own IRC so I could mIRC here or there

Anonymage 01/04/26 (Sun) 01:28:43 No.305034 [Reply]

Do you know how to drive?
You can't get a job in America unless you know how to drive

Anonymage 01/04/26 (Sun) 02:29:26 No.305035

>>305034
>You can't get a job in America unless you know how to drive
You can walk to it.

Anonymage 01/04/26 (Sun) 03:14:59 No.305036

>>305035
This. You can walk, ride a bike, take the bus, or catch a ride with someone if you happen to know someone who's willing, though the last one is the least likely for a wizard. None of these things are always easy, but it's entirely possible.

Anonymage 01/04/26 (Sun) 06:01:23 No.305038

I made a point to find a job on foot once - gas station attendant on the other side of town. Ironic really, selling fuel to people but I was too broke to run a vehicle myself. I live in the city now so I could probably do a little better (bus or bike).

Anonymage 01/04/26 (Sun) 07:55:57 No.305040

No and what's the point? The only scenario in which I own a car exists in my mom's head only.

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Minimizing Depression Anonymage 08/20/25 (Wed) 17:21:25 No.302319 [Reply]

Let's discuss strategies for getting rid of pessimistic thoughts. No negativity allowed in this thread.

I know this is a meme, but taking a shower can completely turn my mood around and make my worries go away, even if it's just for a couple of hours. Listening to uplifting and happy music is also very effective for me. Sometimes I have to force myself at first, but generally it changes my mood.

What are some things you wizs do to minimize depression?

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Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 06:03:14 No.304993

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Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 12:22:45 No.304998

>>304836
not him, yet… YAS

Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 12:41:05 No.305003

>>302319
>>302319
>I know this is a meme, but taking a shower can completely turn my mood around and make my worries go away,

It's true. A shower doesn't just cleanse your body , but it cleanses your bad vibes too. it's as if it could cleanse your soul somehow

Anonymage 01/03/26 (Sat) 02:20:42 No.305020

Food is the only thing that works for me, it staves off the feelings of emptiness for an hour or so.

Anonymage 01/03/26 (Sat) 05:48:01 No.305021

You may want to tune out your algorithms so they don't lead you to hours of doomscrolling.
Other than that the normie strategies of going to sleep early, exercise, eating well and shit help.

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Suffering from illness with no suicide method available Anonymage 08/22/25 (Fri) 10:55:02 No.302379 [Reply]

Every morning I'm nauseous, really nauseous, sometime I puke and when I'm not nauseous I get random abdominal pain.
When I'm not nauseous or in pain I may have shortness of breath and tachycardia, often I'm also constipated.
Despite the vomit and constipation I try to eat and drink as much as I can, I'm losing weight and I fear to end up bedbound if I don't do so.
I've done some medical tests like blood tests, endoscopy, ecography, with no evidence of disease…still I'm really sick.
And my problem is I'm monitored by my parents, despite being an adult I have no freedom and they don't want to help me with suicide but I can't live like this.
I'm being tortured with no end in sight.

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Anonymage 11/13/25 (Thu) 18:28:44 No.304025

>>304012
sounds somewhat relateable… i burp after cheese

Anonymage 12/29/25 (Mon) 07:07:12 No.304936

>>304935
My diet for December has been:
more fish (good?)
more soda (bad?)
more beans, lentils cabbage (?????)
no meat
(inb4 soyboy) no soy also
no diary (seems to help?)
no spicy food also

Anonymage 12/29/25 (Mon) 18:07:38 No.304942

>>304012
Ahahaha! Thanks for a hint, fren! Because I've been avoiding dairy products altogether for a month AND my burp problems have gone - even though my fizzy soda cola intake was awfully high yesterday. Havent it been for your hint, I wouldnt have noticed how smooth my last month was

regards, this very guy who've been complaining of being forced to lent - IT SEEMS TO DO TANGIBLE GOOD

i take i need to only eat dairy in moderation or… well,abstain from it,going full soiboi (im wizard-aged already anyway)

Anonymage 12/29/25 (Mon) 18:18:13 No.304944

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i have same sympthoms two years ago. punking, panic attacks, nauseous, shortness of breath, sinus tachycardia, feel like someone holding my throat. urine and blood test were normal and doc said so healty.

then i realized my throat get irritated especially in the morning. its due to silent reflux. im in diet for 3 months. i have eliminated cigarettes, coffee, and chocolate from my life.

Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 18:05:38 No.305010

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>>304944
As someone who both drank coffee and ate chocolate before feeling irritated/mad/uneasy, I say:

Thank you, dear wizard friend. I will avoid eating big portion of chocolate in one go this year.

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Anonymage 05/11/25 (Sun) 00:52:45 No.300442 [Reply]

The top 5 regrets of the dying according to an Australian palliative care nurse Bonnie Ware are:

-I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
-I wish I hadn't worked so much.
-I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
-I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
-I wish that I had let myself be happier.

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Anonymage 12/31/25 (Wed) 15:37:54 No.304965

>>304959
how do you avoid regret, other than making every move perfectly?

Anonymage 12/31/25 (Wed) 15:59:31 No.304966

>>304965
You don't need to make the best choice. You need to be happy with what you ended up with.

Anonymage 12/31/25 (Wed) 18:56:11 No.304967

>>304965
Probably better to focus on trying to avoid major regret. Smaller regrets don't occupy the mind as much

Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 11:51:12 No.304997

>>300442
This is the funniest shit ever LMAO. Just fucking die you stupid normalfaggots

Anonymage 01/02/26 (Fri) 12:24:24 No.304999

My only regret is that I can't fuck a horse if I'm to remain wizard. Horses are kinda hot, no?

I'm tired Anonymage 06/04/25 (Wed) 11:20:42 No.301044 [Reply]

I'm nervous because I've tried so many times and it never worked.

I recently worked alone on the backend of a course project, barely sleeping and also helping with the frontend. Before the deadline, my hands were shaking from anxiety and lack of sleep, which made my stuttering worse. Still, I finished the project (ASP.NET + Angular) and got 11 out of 12 points - almost a perfect score.

But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

What frustrates me the most is the uncertainty - I never know if I will succeed. The chances of failure seem huge. The military pressure makes it worse - if I do nothing, I am sent to war (death sentence), or thrown out on the street, or harshly judged.

Thoughts of suicide used to come a few times a year; now it is almost every day. I do not want to live like this. I am too weak mentally to die, but I feel like I am just existing without hope. On top of that, I am burdened by old wounds and a burning desire to take revenge for all the humiliations I have suffered.

Also, I stutter. Most people don’t really care about it and just ignore it, which is actually good. But a few still mock me, including relatives, saying things like, “If you don’t like it, don’t stutter, or it’s embarrassing for me.”

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Anonymage 08/21/25 (Thu) 15:42:58 No.302356

>having a job
There's your problem.

Anonymage 09/16/25 (Tue) 07:43:51 No.302895

>>301044
>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover, while I was fixing bugs, creating the backend and connecting everything via API. After all this, I was given even more assignments, and now I can't focus on my own projects. Everyone acts like they know what I should do, but I want to do what I want. I have a few personal projects, but they never moved beyond testing.

>But our frontend guy only got 12 points for a beautiful cover

He's probably "full-on assburger" about design too - don't waste your nerves on him. His "beautiful" cover probably also involves avoiding bullshit features with un-intuitive names - shit youll find in mediocre AIMP4 skins let alone wonky websites.

Anonymage 10/27/25 (Mon) 14:01:55 No.303758

You following the treaded path which can not only let you down but also drain you along they way.

Learn Human Design, you bunch of noobs. Learn why whatever shit you are doing now will never work while your bodies cry it even if things make sense the opposite way in your thoughts.

I stopped applying for wagecuck holes and I hate not having done it from the very start. How is it that I am anxious only when I seek "a future" as a wagecuck, but totally smooth while I neet?

Suck the world dry. They deserve it.

Anonymage 12/27/25 (Sat) 23:54:49 No.304897

>>301044
still here?

Anonymage 12/29/25 (Mon) 06:19:27 No.304930

>>302141
>4. you have a safe place to sleep

we don't know if his neighbour is a crazy junkie of sorts or a cat killa mad lad

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Anonymage 11/01/25 (Sat) 22:08:49 No.303847 [Reply]

I feel like I have a big black hole instead of my heart. it happens when I'm sad. It 100% comes from my depression for sure. it hurts because it's like someone stabbed you and you can feel the hole and it hurts even more and I get more depressed and I feel like the hole is growing bigger and heavier. it hurts so much when it happens. no hobby can satisfy me to fill the hole. the hole acts like a black hole and absorbs every positive thinking or things.
anyone felt/feels that and how did you overcome it?

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Anonymage 11/07/25 (Fri) 23:45:26 No.303955

>>303954
>didn't do anything these years, just resting at home/a NEET another words).

That's kind of what I did. I used it as an excuse to take up a bunch of hobbies and just try to learn any skill. I managed to code a few simple video games during that time. At this point, the ship has sailed on trying to make a career for myself due to AI and the worsening job market but I had fun at least.

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 00:11:57 No.303956

>>303955
waoh you made a game,im impressed.
for me, I learned no skills in these resting years. I couldn't do anything, I was too depressed and crying like everyday. i was in a bad mood and the delirium because of schizophrenia. so yeah I developped 0 skills

Anonymage 11/08/25 (Sat) 08:02:16 No.303959

>>303955
Wiz, don't beat yourself down over AI. The people who care about games would rather play an authentic game made by YOU rather than some quickly made AI game with stolen assests. Same thing with art: people who CARE about art pick a real drawing every time.
Give coding one more try, you have nothing to lose, aren't you? Who knows, maybe in a few years you will develop your skill so well that you would be able to solve complex problems where AI stumbles.

Anonymage 12/27/25 (Sat) 23:56:31 No.304898

>>303849
these things really do not matter.
are you healthy? this is really all that matters.

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 19:08:00 No.304923

>>304898
I'm kind of okay yeah

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 07:33:45 No.304904 [Reply]

Lack of disposable income is killing me
I have lots of things I want to buy, such as video games (online games can't be pirated)
Such as a VR headset
I'm traumatized by high school, and jobs are inherently social
I don't want to be around other people
Maybe I'll search for a job that's not social
It's been 10+ years since high school, and I still don't know how to drive

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Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 12:17:23 No.304911

>>304909
>hurrr you only hate him because you're jealous of his success
Even Diogenes' fans defense of him is youtuber tier

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 12:35:55 No.304912

>>304906
how did he go through winters like that though?
it must have been uncomfortable sleeping in a barrel

diogenes' legend must have been twisted with time, there's no way anyone could have done that

then again, there are homeless people, sleeping on the street (they use cardboard though)

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 12:49:25 No.304913

Diogenes: "Dude, I don't even care dude, I'll suck dick, I'll take it up the ass, I don't care I'm nonchalant like that."

True story

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 12:56:25 No.304914

>>304911
your butthurt is youtube tier, mr. i can't live in a barrel
>>304912
he did it like everyone else did.
>>304913
notice how he never complained about having to be a wagie

Anonymage 12/28/25 (Sun) 13:04:36 No.304915

>>304914
i wouldn't want to live like that
sleeping on the streets seems like hell

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