So.. An outcast?
Yeah I can relate. I wasn't always a loser but I had to switch schools and my new classmates were like snobbish apes. I had one friend from the class and later he told me the others had a meeting talking about what to do with me and they came to the agreement that I'm not worthy getting accepted into the class. Note that I was a slim, average looking kid.
My only sin was that I was shy and quiet (which I guess they took as I'm being arrogant).
Later on my school life was a living hell but I pushed through.
Before graduation I even made friends but it was too late for me.
Then in highschool my new classmates were literally young thugs.
Was preaching about why being a snitch was no good while they snitched all the time.
And I later realized that it's not snitching telling the teachers that I WAS in danger.
In those 12 years 8 was a living nightmare.
Wish I stayed with my old classmates (from the first school), but life happened, out of my control. And I got fucked