/dep/ - Depression

>>304241
There are surprises you left for yourself still

I'm not going to say don't give up, but I will say have a tiny little bit of curiosity, maybe.

>>304248
look at this bitter wagie trying to rationalize his misery

>>304256

Are your days filled with uninterrupted bliss?

>>304277
I am bipolar (not I), I don't give a shit. I just watch the pattern of my mood repeat itself year after year and eat popcorn.

>>304288

>(not I)

So you're just a succubus then.

Being a murder victim could cause that disorder. Thanks for the info! Had issues with that for all of my life.

Fucking hate people who think they have the right to murder.
Fucking hate absurdity, always.

>>303912
oh, soma killa tried to whack me over a 35$ celly.

Good thing I had a knoife m8, they woulnt rob a elementary school boy, they would do some psycho stuff, good thing I had a knoife m8

>>303906
Oh and the road is equipped with a traffic light so had he whacked me, he would be responsible for a murder and not a manslaughter becaue he was driving at the red light and not an unregulated crossing

>>303053
>never had an autist-tier hobby to treat as own safe haven
Why autist with hobbies can have a own safe haven? I ignorant about autism, sorry.
I dont have hobbies bacause I poor and dont have money to do things, I just read or pirate things or try to learn something thanks to internet if i can.
>Also
The truth is, I'm not very successful socially, so I don't think I can do much about that.
Only an idiot who doesn't know how to use money would say that money doesn't bring happiness. That excuse about simple things and living simply for happiness is true, but it's also partly a lie. Money makes absolutely everything easier.
>"Adaptation disorder"
Sound like a term when they cant alienate you to a shit society of abnormal people fucked by hyper-socialization and other problems.

>>304208
>I dont have hobbies bacause I poor and dont have money to do things, I just read or pirate things or try to learn something thanks to internet if i can.

Digital hobbies are hobbies too

>The truth is, I'm not very successful socially, so I don't think I can do much about that.
Only an idiot who doesn't know how to use money would say that money doesn't bring happiness.

Oh I used to be such a person… Now I am kinda wiser with modey.


>"Adaptation disorder"
Sound like a term when they cant alienate you to a shit society of abnormal people fucked by hyper-socialization and other problems.

Or when they need to mark down your "not like them" is cause by outside stress - OUTSIDE e.g. not some inner split-o-phrenia

there's no magical solution. it really is just about sticking with something long enough to see results and let your brain automate some parts so it becomes effortless. i've surprised myself quite a few times by just sticking with something, enduring the initial suckage, ignoring the shitty results and at some point something *clicks* and it's a whole different experience.

just give yourself a goal of spending /at least/ a 100 hours in the activity before you give up. it gives you a simple metric to focus on i.e. time spent, and you only have to show up. if you fail to make progress (unlikely), you can say you gave it a serious shot and you can move on emotionally. if you succeed, then… yeah, congrats, you have a new source of enjoyment in your life.

>>302793
>Not the anon youre replying to but how so? Also what form of Zinc? I take Glycinate and Gluconate, and I've previously taken Monomethionine (OptiZinc) and L-Carnosine.

It was gluconate. I think.

>>302793
So, I have both K2 vitamin pills and D3 vitamin pills. Then, I grab Zn also.
And then, I get some vitamin A also.


(also, B12 since my lent-oriented diet makes me, effectively, a half-vegan)


Hmmmm…
Thanks in advance. I'll try my best.

Tried to befriend a person. He would not listen to me at all. Friendship - screw him

Well, yeah, a lot of schoolboys used to bully me (of course they would bully a fatherless person who's too tall, they would call me "second yearer" and such.)

Good thing those bully twins aren't in my town anymore. I assume they had to move to Siberia to work some plant job…

>>304195
Basically, when Im bored and have to focus, I remeber those stinky working-class (cook's kids?) retarded kids who couldn't handle 4th grade curriculum yet had the brainz to leave a fuckton of emotional markings in my mind. I suppose they live the life I expected thm to live - gatherting scraps ant some kitchen job, "trying to survive", "it's not us being ass, it's life being ass" stuff…

To yourself? Not some other people around?

Utter cucked misery.

>>302705
You already know you are dressing like pretty fire. No need for anyone to remember you this.

>Shove this argument in her face

>>299706
honestly normies are so braindead at this point it wouldn't surprise me if even such an event as that were forgotten by them in a few weeks.

>>303766
thanks

>>299707
>Spend more time at the gym.
>Buy Bitcoin.

You do neither of those things.

please kill me please kill me please kill me

>>299412
oh look, you have built a bridge between "can't have my pleasure hormones, no fuel" and "can't have my pleasure hormones, no neural signals" theories in one

>>302114
*in one go

>>299408
I have this problem too. It's probably because I have low self esteem which leads me to get discouraged and give up easily.

Unlike 1980s-1990s-2000s, modern people on the other side of the screen may cheat profusely out of spite on random moves. Of course you are aftraid of playing with anons online!

>>299332
And on the flipside, I find nonexistence to be the most comforting ending possible
I already feel like I've experienced way too much for one brain, eternal nothing sounds comforting, no awareness, no stress, no feelings, no boredom, nothing, like how it used to be before this whole mess.

>>302162
Given that I have a dick problem that prevents me from feeling any sexual desire for the rest of my life, would you say that my life is permanently ruined? I know this isn't what life is all about, but it's an important part of it. I feel so empty. I want to jump off a cliff, but like many anons, I'm afraid of what lies ahead.

Because I believe me, and many of you who are here have actually pretty good lives. If you think about it, if you can write here, if you don't have a delibitating physical disability, if you are not blind, if you are not a cripple, if you are not paralyzed from neck down, if you didn't get abused as a child, if you didn't grow up in a warzone, if you haven't seen nothing but war and bloodshed since the moment you were born, if you haven't seen your mother torn to shreds with a cluster bomb, if you haven't seen endless piles of dead bodies on a frontline, if you haven't been trafficked and forced into unspeakable things, if you never knew what extreme thirst and hunger feels like, you have a pretty darn good life compared to a pretty substantial portion of the human population.

If you are a NEET, that means your parents haven't given up on you yet. They could have thrown you to the streets, and yet they didn't. They could have forced you into a shit job, and yet they didn't. They could have beat you and abused you and screamed at you every day, and yet they didn't. Your life is not that bad. Being ugly, being a virgin, being fat, having been ostracized, these are not real problems. There are millions of people on Earth who would trade places with us without hesitation. When I think about these things, I feel grateful for the life that I have been given, and I feel I must do my best with what I have.

>>304163
who said you wont eventually get to experience all these bad things?
even if your parents dont hate you, at some point they will die and any day you could become a cripple or get some cancer or some other annoying disease or become homeless.
any day you could become victim of a crime or find yourself in a warzone.
imo the true horror is having a comfy life and then having it torn away from under your ass and taking a deep look down the abyss of how fucking bad things can get.

>>304163
This kind of thinking is absolutely disgusting, basically everyone should'nt kill themselves because they aren't Indian you are saying. screw you

Eugenics are a need. Not those genetic failured who perpetuate and accumulate their curses into future generations

If anyone knows how to brainwashes normies into doing the correct thing, just share. They are like damn cattle, no control, no morals…

>>303771
Problem is, in a way, a 180cm+ big guy can also be misinterpreted as "genetic failure" if the stat maker has to focus on something somethng "family's resilience" as in lack of fatherless kids.


Context: I am not just fatherless: it's 3rd eneration (or more?) of turning 6 without father being present.

>>303788
bump


the saddest part neither my father nor my maternal grandfather* were "storks"/"rolling stones" wagabond fuckers: there was marriage and they they got bored of it.

* oh and his father didn't divorce, he was killed in action. Its a curse, not a history of storking. No wonder I am here on Wizardchan and not some sweaty stinking garage club proclaiming some vernacular slogans

I hate mi body to, It not represent my soul, but exist a solution learn to "deny yourself" a lot of spirituallities teach this, Christianity buddism etc
Try a prey, like the "our father" try to understend the words, you are denying your selft and accepting an external will, not your will, you can say as a procelitism of Christianity or an start poin to research about spirituality in general, i love you uwu

Ridiculous to want to end your life over this. You don't have a chronic illness or something truly depressing happening to you. You're just unhappy with your skin colour, a first world problem really. Fuck off normie

>>304127
>choosing between coffee or suicide
Unbelievably gay choice to give yourself. You probably think drinking decaf is ok you homo

>>304128 At least you showed that this dichotomy is wrong.

Same, except i hear these disgusting voices all day.
I don't think the problem is this world rather this society.
I do not hate God.

>>304116
>>304117
You're delusional, we live in a body that is surrounded by painful nerves and we need to murder other beings just to survive.

>>304117
>I don't think the problem is this world rather this society.
holy bluepill
lookism is deeply embedded in your physiology
it's because it's a sign of health
ugliness is a disease
>>304118
true