/dep/ - Depression

>>260266
a wizard is simply someone who's a virgin at 30. it doesn't necessarily imply being conversant in wizardry, although they aren't mutually exclusive

>>260268
That's only the original definition, but we've developed a certain culture around it that goes beyond that. Most older virgins are failed normalfags desperate for sex, full of rage and resentment at not getting it, and obsessed with succs. That "wizard" ends up meaning the kind of virgin that the OP speaks of is a good thing and should be allowed to flourish and develop in discussions in places like this.

Don't forget that by posting here we're creating a culture, a kind of collective conscience that emerges from all the posts and comments here.

>>260268
>>260272
The ability to abstain from sex for a continuous span (thirty years is an arbitrary metric, in my opinion) acts as a consequence of the wizard archetype. Therefore, abstinence is not indicative of wizardly virtue, but rather the greatest virtue of wizardry (intuition and personal insight) necessitates this abstinence. The modern wizard believes they abstain from sex due to innate repulsiveness, the so and so feature of their physique that they find unattractive, they condemn societal and cultural circumstances. They transform the object of their desire (primarily succubi) into loathing, despising that which they cannot obtain. I don’t think wizards, by your definition, are wizards at all. Also, all of what I said above resonates with the point I was trying to convey in my original post.
For some reason, the modern wizard, instead of looking within and adopting their natural virtue instead attempt to mask their preoccupation with a deceptive both outward and internal appearance of superiority or a simple pathological resentment for that which they want to have but cannot obtain. It’s curious how so many self-proclaimed wizards seem to be solely focused on the ineptitude we display against other archetypes in society who have a much greater dominion over social interplay. That is actually one of the weaknesses of the wizard. The fundamental anxiety that the wizard assuages is the inability to control their surroundings. The wizard is at its root a personality device developed to maintain control during a period in a person’s life when assertiveness was not allowed. It's why so many wizards seem to also have issues with impulsivity and lack of restraint, myself included.
I suspect this anxiety stems partly from this societal imperative. Societal expectations are the antithesis of the archetypal wizard’s natural desires. It could be argued that this division between this the ethical component of the modern wizard’s pathology is providing a moral standard based on society’s expectations of them which dictates their ego, leading to a split between the projections cast upon them vs. their intrapsychic impulses.
Do you think that wizards in general are dying as a breed? It seems that more often than not, archetypes can be repressed due to historicPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>260272
>>260273
i don't necessarily disagree with you, i'd just be wary of drawing too close a parallel between wizardry minor and wizardry major. the term "wizard" is arbitrary, but i guess it can't be denied wizards have some import as a kind of independent peripheral figure. here is my other suspicion: that everything that will be defined as "free from resentment" and "good" will converge on the prevailing social good, when part of a wizard's power is his dubious intentions and moral ambiguity

Don't believe everything he says. Most of those people can't be trusted 100%. That said, you don't need to be an asshole either, it's good you helped him out a little.

>>257497
This. I'm suprised there are people here who would talk shit about harmless homeless guys. Considering many people here head towards the homeless life, it is quite absurd.

>>257453
normalfag

>>257501
What's with Europeans pretending like nothing bad ever happens in Europe and that Europe is a complete fantasy-land utopia?

>>257435
Sounds fake. I always ignore homeless people.

>>260225
Don't worry I'm from Europe and I got into a car crash because my dad was drunk driving when I was a kid

>>260124
Man, I already do that, and my testosterone is really high by default, it means shit, actually I need to lower T.
> Make money
I live in a hostile 3rd world hellhole

>>260126

yet my muscle mass is near zero, I don't carry the body type, metabolism and chemicals to make muscle easily.

>>260124
Just make money and get muscular bro. How? Just will it into reality bro.

Incredible. Thanks for the advice.

>>260116
>wanting to be normal
Do you even know where you are?

>>260163
you are all normal compared to me, I'm truly out of the chart at everything measurable.

There are plenty of weirdos in niche fields with PhD or higher education. I would agree that it's harder for them to get into the field. I wish I'd not started working after college because getting references to a masters and beyond is not easy when everyone thinks you're a weirdo. A good plan would be to pursue continuing education immediately after graduating, that way your professors would likely be obligated and feel obligated to give you a reference.

name of op anime pic?
some precure series?

>>260096
Magic Knight Rayearth

>>257612
The point is to seperate the normalshits who want to play savior or humblebrag from the actual wizzies who are actual pariahs

>>260091
These are 5’4” fat spics. No one is intimated by them. You don’t need to be intimidating, or physically fit. You just need to have a pulse.

I know these are just excuses to keep NEETing, which is all well and good.

>>260093
these 5'4" spics have twice thicker bones than me, I've lived among them my entire life.

>>260049
this. I saw some hamplanet sized manlets doing that, its all just for insurance purpose or some shit like that, hell I even know females doing that job.

I've officially outlived enough family that I'm 1%. Just let the investments go on to fill the coffers, and now I don't even have to leave for groceries. Been looking into trucking or vanlife just to fill the time in ways that let me be alone. Otherwise it's just exercise at home, my only 4 video games I play, TV, nightrides, and writing. All hollow pursuits. All monotony. I think I've been losing it. Not scared of that, just don't care.

I have no plans for the future, I live in the moment.
im not suicidal,but death is so horribly common and unexpected i might die any die even if i wish against it with all my strength

This is the gayest thread I've ever seen on the entire site.
Can we report people if we suspect they're underage or is that considered misuse?

>>260131
No. They have to very explicitly break the rules. You might shitpost to your heart's content as long as you don't.

>>260098
huh, I watch gore and horror all the time, been very disappointed with how hard it is to find and how sparse it's become. And I just kinda assumed everyone on imageboards did too so I never made a thread about it.
to me, there's no "lost/enlightened" factor in it. I think it's just meaningless entertainment. just stop if your penis gets hard or something and go get chemically castrated for being a sex weirdo. doesn't make my dick hard. I just think it's fun.

>>260129
>>260131
I remember seeing an almost identical post some months ago and it was almost immediately removed.

is it the latam chunibyo again

>Nihilism is the only truth
Do you realize how fucking stupid you sound saying this. Oh well this was two months ago.

>>259325
Why is it stupid you mean the implied contradiction?

>>256303
Bro it's god's plan bro

>>256317
Fucking hell will you shut the fuck up with your bullshit religion coping?
Not only is it extremely retarded, it's also cruel towards the ones who suffer in life.

>>256353
>I bet you are one of those people who think God should prove his existence by giving you 20 sport cars, 40 yachts and millions of cash, am I right?
No, him showing up so we can *see* him would be enough.
Kinda helps with the credibility you know.

>>260057
Yeah, everything is a cope you personally don't happen to agree with, sure sure.
How is it cruel to state the truth? If anything it should make everyone happy.

>>260058
No, I don't know. Do you see magnetic force? Or gravitation? But they do exist. And what you see is always true? So what about mad people who see fairies and what not?
The senses are limited and imperfect.

>>256801
even if it worked, which is problably not going to, my life sucks so much and i have nothing valuable with it, that it still wouldn't matter.

>>256805
i live with my family, there's no way i can order all that stuff without them noticing.

>>256809
so why the fuck did you make it out like your main problem was migraine and then switch the goalposts when a legitimate remedy was suggested?

fuck off

Fist of all try a radical life change (been stuck in a life that you don't like does that to you) start with something like dropping all and going on a very long trip for example and/or try drugs, both legal and illegal like all types of psicodelics.

If all that fails, the classical south Korean method of asphyxia by carbon dioxide is simple enough, the bag over the head with a gas tank and regulator connected to it is also popular and you can get it on the internet and substances like a Barbiturate like Nembutal ( what they give to your dog in the vet to kill him) or any fentanyl variation will do the job relatively painless. This is what they are doing in countries were euthanasia is legal. Research that.

>>256811
Because its my main problem, not my only one. Again, it has caused me so many other problems than resolving it wouldnt fix my Life completely. Its not a difficult concept to grasp.

Spend more time at the gym.

>>259993
i'm bound by the rules of society, mainly work and such, i'm trying to get social housing and stuff so i can stay neet
My main problem is other people and me, i'm fine being with myself but when i mix with others bad shit happens, i wish i could isolate myself from everyone else

I could never hate myself fully or my life. I can't relate at all. As far as life goes, I'd always choose my life over others'. Because if you even change one tiny thing then it's not my life anymore. That would mean I'd be a different person. I don't need that, I like myself as I am.

>>259985
same, never liked myself always had tons of anxiety and could never put a thought together or ever relax.

>>260024
I used to like myself until i turned to late puberty, developed shizophrenia the rest is history
https://wizchan.org/dep/res/256196.html

I see you're using that retarded image format that zoomers use. Please kill yourself.

>>259999
>someone caught you and wants to "save" you
Fuck, I hate normies so much…it would be fucked up to fail at a suicide attempt because of an idiot. Imagine having to live the rest of your life worse than before, my biggest fear is to become braindead and the worst part is that I already am (forced to take antipsychotics eversince 2 years ago because my retarded narcissistic parents thought I needed them after I made the msitake of telling them I smoked weed, the psychiatrist took the opportunity and told them I have schizophrenia (Even thought I dont present any symptoms))

Fuck..after a fight with my family tonight I was ready to go out and go starve nyself at a mountain. But as always..too pussy to do it. So I decided to metaphorically kill myself by smoking pot.
I really have high respect for people who were indoctrinated with the idea of hell and still kill themselves.

>>260004
>starve nyself at a mountain

You'd go there to die, but end up a real man.

>>260004
what do you mean by kill yourself with pot…?

>>260025
He just means to sedate himself with pot until death arrives.