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 No.305314[Reply]

Was reading "Look Me in The Eye" and was inspired by the phrase, "He'll remember this when he's 40." What are those things that people said to you that you never forgot? Can be positive or negative, recent or distant past.

In 9th or 10th grade, a random succubus who wasn't even in my class said, "There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you." I don't know why she was in my classroom, and I never saw her again afterwards. Of course I said nothing like a pathetic slave. They echo in my mind almost 10 years after.
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 No.308225

>>308206
I mean all his children turned out alright.

 No.310394

>>305314

>"There's something wrong your shirt. Everytime I see you there's something wrong with you."

Unless she had had a schizophrenia onset and she would see "something wrong" in literally everyone; yet you, as a wizard, was the only approachable enough to be told such a thing. You will never learn whether her pills are contraception ones or zyprexa\'peridol ones, though.

 No.310662

>>305317
>while laughing and pretending to be 'lighthearted' as she berates my hardwork or ideas.

>Then my father, laughing at me and mocking me, berating me, just being sarcastic and belittling me whenever I do anything.

My mom is kinder than that, but she puts down everything I like to do… I tell her about my day she's like
>"that's great, but I want you to have fun! this isn't fun. stop working those 2 garbage jobs and get one better job that pays all your bills so you can go out and have fun. no one else I know is suffering like you"

yea gl with that mom you're lucky you dont need to do anything in this world anymore but watch tv. She means well, but she's showing the true nature of succubi.

Dad is straight up just strict mean condescending asshole, rich and works for the gov, but he shares none of it with us. Just tells us to work harder. But as I get older I know he's right about most of the things he's said. anyway, he's got another family, they were all already rich and gov with their boats, they'll probably get his money too.

 No.310668

>>310662
do you hate your dads new richer family? fo they like you?

 No.310816

My dad told me that if you pucker your lips together it looks like an asshole. I never forgot that. That was the wisest thing he ever said.


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 No.306437[Reply]

Does anyone else voluntarily exile themselves from society?

I'm tired of socializing, drama, human interests, social demands, social everything.

I wish I was a machine instead of a talking ape. I actually hate being an animal.
I don't even hate people, I just don't want to be in any contact with them. I even hate my own body for forcing me to eat and wash in order to not completely dysfunction.
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 No.310595

>>307190
i keep a beard and plan to let my hear grow out down to my chest if i can manage. its starting to touch my shoulders.

grooming is crab behavior

 No.310601

>>306437
I did this and don't recommend as it's really easy to get yourself in horrible situations when alone, especially with family. If you are going to cut off ties it's better to murder your own family than have any connection to "exceptions".

 No.310604

>>310601
>If you are going to cut off ties it's better to murder your own family
Retard

 No.310633

>>310601
Behold — the edgelord.

 No.310804

>>310601
fedposting retard. It's so easy to just go zero contact with most people.


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 No.310761[Reply]

Previous thread >>310743

update, so this is me, the drug user, there was just an incident in my neighborhood today at 2 o'clock in the afternoon, there was a suicide and that photo is the real photo of the suicide, people said he was still in the 2nd grade of junior high school, and I found out because everyone was excited in my neighborhood, so I was curious and went out of the house and there was a suicide
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 No.310763

Is it known why he did that?

 No.310781

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>>310763
He wrote a letter, is real, before he committed suicide and the letter was found in his pocket. If translated, this is roughly what the letter said:
Sorry, Dad, I haven't been able to make Mom and Dad proud. Sorry if I haven't been able to be a dutiful child. Sorry for doing this. I'd rather be like this than living a life of causing trouble for others. Message for school friends. Thank you for accompanying me. Those who have been good to me. Maybe this is the last time we meet. Goodbye.

 No.310784

Poor guy, shoulda returned to monke instead of assuming he's a financial burden, everything grows for free

 No.310792

>>310781
>>310781
what language is this?

 No.310793

>>310792
Indonesian.


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 No.303825[Reply]

Would they? I've been thinking.

My mom is already LDAR'ing due to the debt and she's already lost one child, so I think either by suicide or stress she would die. My dad? He didn't seem to care that much when my stepbro died, but I am his firstborn. I don't know really. My little brother would probably just turn into me. That's my only concern. Everyone else, would cry for a day maybe.
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 No.310611

I don't know. I don't care enough about other people around me to know

 No.310625

My little cousin would maybe be a bit sad. Parents would pretend to be sad about it then stop caring after a bit. Outside of that, no one would care.

 No.310629

>>303825
only my aunt and my dad. after they pass away, all bets are off

 No.310631

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>>305962
>my life was like a game of running away from gross people
I relate to this very much. My parents allowed one of my older brothers to sexually and physically abuse me every day throughout my childhood. The best feeling ever was cutting them off. Even though I’m homeless, atleast I have a job, and I never have to talk to them ever again. I feel better, and being homeless isn’t even 10% as bad as people say, but I’m still sodapressed.

 No.310768

>>303825
So, I think I know what would happen should I untimely perish.

They would hold onto my things as some dusty memorabilia, get their apartment all wrecked and end up in the kind of a nuthouse old mad people aren't expected to ever leave…


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 No.303176[Reply]

Reminder to take your vitamins, especially "fish oil" one " Vitamin D3



they say Vitamin D3, because "Vitamin D" sounds like an euphemism, kekeke
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 No.310298

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>>310297
this is the advanced magic for wizards

 No.310302

>>310202
>>310253
>>310256
Apologies.

However, the Consumer Reports has issued an update:

https://www.consumerreports.org/health/food-safety/these-five-protein-powders-had-low-lead-levels-a1151050701/

 No.310304

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>>310297
>>310298
Boomer placebos

 No.310330

>>310304
What's your alternative then?
(srsly lol)

 No.310766

>>305097
>Friendly reminder you body might not be able to absorb it from food or it might not be able to produce it by means of sunlight… both cases happened to me. After a study on vitamin D my doctor prescribed me pills of 5000 iu of vitamin D per day for four months.

So… I took a break from my vitamin D vial, and, throughout this summer, I got…

>In the very first week those pills solved a problem that for almost two decades I thought it was normal: perpetual exhaustion.

Yes! Exactly! I got this very "perpetual exhaustion" thing that went away after going back to vitamin D


>Nowadays I have more energy and don't even feel tired after working out. The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills… that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.

You can check your iron level and see if you're anemic. The same goes to B12 vitamin, group B vitamins in general and maybe even vitamin C issues too!


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 No.308814[Reply]

How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel
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 No.309773

>>308814
>How do you deal with extreme public humiliation and a destroyed reputation? Shits suicide fuel

social status is an illusory game. you are somewhat pre-programmed to mind being considered of lower social status but the world in which this cultural system made sense has not been existing for hundreds/thousands of years. this is industrial mass consumerist cattle dystopia and you don't have to mind being unpopular or lonely because those states merely represent the opinions of fools and your only concern should be not to be one of the fools. if you ever felt being popular and in high demand, you'd hate it so much that you would not lament the absence of it. most people don't know how lucky they are never to have been popular because it would invalidate their entire social framework. they would hate it so much, they'd wonder why they ever cared about anyone if this is what results from it.

 No.310356

Being smug about it and accusing random idiots of probably having the same issue

 No.310366

Nobody has the answer fer my psycho badass enslaver over the chasm created by tampons. I want horned Donald and Barack and Beercock to go choose chairs and eat six sheet lose filanges but hey charades and wooty wetness checks and harem death for my pot medicine. Kill me for crawling in my skin for Ritalin already. Six julips later I still need disrespeccies death. I hate meth lol.

 No.310719

>>308814

You probably should ask modern AI to tell you a story using some fresh prompts.

I think Ive just invented a couple of prompts for such a dialogue.

1. "please be my personal PR manager for this thread"

with some attention for asking, "I suspect that I am dealing with the consequences of a failed publicity stunt. Given the ubiquitiousness of the Internet, help me to drown the unpleasant info about me with something boring day-to-day-ish"

 No.310720

OR
1. "please be my personal PR manager for this thread"
THEN
2. "I am looking for a complete rebranding of myself framing my stay-indoors, humble, cozy-gaming, non-competetive personality as chill. Avoid the feel of me being "keen" with staying indoors though,






And then, you ask AI how come the British have a problem with people who are "keen" given how British people tend to mask their true feelings under a mask of fake easygoingness. Bonus points for discussing the Japanese "wa" (harmony) as a social construct that forces the Japanese to "keep face".


 No.310663[Reply]

I just played a dating sim for the first time. In hindsight the story was nothing special at all, but the innocent nature of the love story between the MC self insert and female lead left me afterwards feeling even worse than I usually do

It's been a few days since I finished the game and holy shit do I feel empty. I keep thinking; it's over, it's over. It's almost as though my cold dead heart became that much heavier and now i'm irritated

I suspected I would feel this way but ignored my better judgement. I've played similar games but they were more lustful which didn't hurt at all.

TLDR: Romantic dating sims are a cognitohazard

 No.310665

Felt that way after playing miiside or whatever it's called

It was definitely a traumatic experience like people said it would be, I didn't take it seriously

I deleted it after speedrunning the piece of shit as quickly as possible to get it over with but I felt a bit depressed after it, dunno exactly why, maybe because of the part where it makes life feel repetitive, like you're actually supposed to spend your time trying to win the approval of a psycho bitch

 No.310681

Why would you do that to yourself? I don't relate to those kinds of protagonists at all. At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together.

 No.310683

Name of the dating sim?

 No.310684

>>310683
EVA ayanami raising proj w/asuka. specifically getting to marriage ending. I got a lot of cute romantic events on the way there..

>>310681
i find it easy to immerse myself

>At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together

Hate to sound like a crab but i'm sick of that. People in general sicken me so seeing them happy makes me feel like i'm not understanding something that I should. At least I dont spoil the mood with my presence or unwanted opinions but that's 3DPD


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 No.309759[Reply]

i keep wondering if all fiction could be unhealthy for the brain. human life is so short, a day has so few hours. how can you take one or more of these hours and flee to a place that doesn't exist and disconnect from your own reality.

places that don't exist have begun to repell me. my own reality has so many projects i would like to attend to that i feel gridlocked by not knowing what to do first. desire for fiction might be nothing but pure idleness.

i assume i understand the impulse, though i could be mistaken. when i was a child and were forced to attend child prison (school), the idea of no longer being able to explore the world at my own pace and instead had to spend time with the violent conformist was completely depressing. have them judge my intelligence based on how hard i could force myself to care what they thought was important in their desperate attempt to turn me into a mindless soldier and stomp all my dreams and interests in the process.

i'd flee into video games and at least videogames are interactive. in a video game i can make decisions, in school i was but an inmate without agency. but in a movie about a super hero, there is no interaction, the poor fool who watches this is but the passive recipient of centralized propaganda. i don't see how someone would accept this premise and spend time on this.
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 No.310598

>>310579
>They don't care you exist unless you publicly dig into the sources of their wealth etc., in which case their networks can stalk and hound you for decades.

they do though. this belief that if you don't bother them, they don't bother you and that you can avoid yourself out of random punishment is another illusion. this alone is why "nothing to hide nothing to fear" is complete theater. you will be targeted even if you obey all the rules as well as all the unspoken rules. they will harm everyone whether it is just or not, period. they believe hurting everyone makes everything better. everyone being depressed is the petri-dish they need to grow. the longer you are a minion, the more you will believe that just hurting others is the key to success.

 No.310599

>>310581
>Whether you have influence in the decision or not is completely moot, it's still the opposite of fiction because it's all grounded in the real world

you did not pay for your ticket and enter the theater to see the show, they just turned everything into a theater and you are forced to see the show. that's still fiction. calling me young is a known theater tactic to discredit and insult me but it just reveals how uncomfortable and threatened this thread makes you.

 No.310615

>>310579
>Russia
Lmao, that is Ukraine. I know, I live here. You saying ANYTHING about our 'glorious struggle', a ton of 'veterans' will come to put you on your knees and apoligize on camera. If you don't do that, they get to fuck you up, kidnap you and throw into a meatgrinder as a fodder. All with silent approval of authorities.
Russia is a peaceful paradise in comparison.

 No.310620

It might sound incredibly stupid but one of the reasons I didn't kill myself when I had a very easy 1 finger movement method was because I wanted to see the ending of the Berserk manga

 No.310661

>>310620
>It might sound incredibly stupid

doesn't sound that stupid to me. if you are one of these external people who needs some external reason to keep going, why not. what i think is incredible stupid is choosing to be such an external person while you can just be an individual. you are choosing authority (which is the violence groups want you to live under) over authenticity (which is the wonderful self-reliant and free way to make your own choices).


 No.310113[Reply]

Just got fired from my dead end job and i noticed i have nothing going for my life. No real skills or anything that could make me enough money to go retire early to some third world shithole and live the pseudo neet life. Would military service be a good idea? i have no delusions about striking gold or doing some call of duty shenanigans. it's a recognizeable organization and people often hire vets just cause theyre vets from my experience
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 No.310630

may I suggest Airborne Psychological operations?

 No.310635

I tried signing up on 3 occasions to fix myself but got pulled back. If I were more determinated when I was 14 I think I wouldn't even know about this place.

 No.310654

When I was younger I thought about joining the army or some military stuff as a way to save myself from ending up living like a neet and gaining skills but the time went by and I never did that. Now I don't know what to do with my life, I have some ideas about what to do tough but idk.

If you can join, do it. You don't seems to have anything to lose anyway.

 No.310655

>>310113
Try being a trucker instead. It's like the military of jobs, they'll take you immediately and without much effort. you're their slave for a few years but you'll get a CDL to use anywhere and get paid probably way more than the deadend job you had. And you get to see the country, and maybe fuck some lot lizards. I'm considering it myself. Retail is severely cutting hours as they move to automation. Now even retail isn't a safe fallback. Actually, in the beginning I joined retail so I could drive for them after a year, but now I've gotten BS speeding tickets so I probably can't anymore.

>>310314
to be a security guard, do you have to have muscle? I'm fit, i work out, but no real muscle. I probably don't eat enough/right, sleep well enough, or its just genetics

 No.310682

>>310655
>maybe fuck some lot lizards
Wizchan 2026


 No.310116[Reply]

Why there no reason to exist but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't kill yourself, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?
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 No.310272

They want to prey on you instead of trying to be good. Money rules the world they take and break. Pussies are everywhere, every thing they do try is so they can have sex and smoke PCP with succubi for the big score of booty and loot. Everyone is sex obsessed, period. succubus crazy and real drug addled and a lobe altering bum obsessed faggot. Mag is needed recently here. The sagging tits on leppard are imposed even. Trying to work on me in my sleep is now nightly and their genius is using their peen so "rightly". Teens need to focus on gaming and schoolwork IMO.

 No.310287

>>310235
Just keep working and do not ask dumb questions, like everyone does.

 No.310342

>>310116
>Why there no reason to study STEM but if you point to it and ask society(any people) why you shouldn't study STEM, they just ignore you, make fun of you, and exclude you from society ?

There are topics to discuss with privately run LLMs and not humans.

 No.310360

Because they are the ones deserving pain.

 No.310638

the old Yahwe is gonna throw into the hellfire, if you do it
fuck this guy


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