No.296708
I unironically think I'm starting to develop some kind of dementia. I'm 35 almost 36. More and more often I find myself spacing out and completely forgetting what I'm doing. I can't focus. I know it's not depression. I was very depressed 10 years ago and nearly killed myself, and I'm a lot happier now than back then, I haven't even thought about suicide in years, so that's not it. I'm not even as stressed as I used to be anymore. I don't even have a lot of negative thoughts. I get confused easily when talking to people and end up doing or saying inappropriate things unintentionally. For example I start dissociating while talking to people and start humming a song, put my hand on their shoulders, other stuff like that. This is going to sound like a massive troll but just the other day I visited my parents, I sat down at the dinner table, I started dissociating, my mom put her hand on my shoulder to get my attention, I couldn't snap out of it fast enough and nearly kissed her. She was horrified and turned away and didn't say anything the rest of the night.
I think one possible solution is to move back in with my parents. Being alone all the time is not good for me. But obviously after what happened there's no way they're going to let me, they probably don't feel safe and for good reason. Lmao. That was my only hope. I don't know what's going to happen to me.
And no, I'm not a drug addict, alcoholic or any of that stuff.
No.296709
this is what happens when you don't strengeth your brain…well thats why I believe. Im also a lazy no brainer
No.296711
>>296708Well I'm 26 and I am schizophrenic which is basically premature dementia so I understand you very well, I'm mentally stable only with antipsychotics and a minimum of 12 hours of sleep
No.296712
>>296711I need 15 hours of sleep minimum otherwise I get ADHD
No.296714
>>296711Is it true antipsychotics give you ginecomastia? Do they help at all? Do you behave less erratically on them?
No.296715
>>296714They have many side effects sadly but I'm a different person when I take them, I am no longer hallucinating or alienating myself
No.296716
>>296708I know what you mean, I sometimes struggle to find the correct words to express myself. I have also had multiple head injuries, many self-inflicted. So, there's TBI at the very least and possibly early CTE which would explain some things I feel.
I've heard for years from my mother that something such as learning a new language helps the brain's 'neuroplasticity.'
Another needed thing is going outside and having some kind of unpredictable stimulation that only an outside environment can provide. This is said to keep the brain active.
Attached is a quick tidbit that touches on the matter, I'll remove it if it goes beyond anything allowable or permitted.
No.296717
>>296716shaky shake your ass🕺🎶🎵
No.296780
>>296708this is what happens after consuming too much touhou and fumo culture