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 No.289486[Reply]

chronic alcoholics, drug addicts, homeless schizos, career criminals, neets who are one or more of this options, all mixes of these: Are they actually correct? if life is absurd and meaningless: why play by the rules? Why not maximize pleasure at the expense of everybody else?
Serious discussion here. Every day, I DESPISE more and more family men, job-havers, preachy-preachy goody two-shoes, anyone who works for stability, governance, administration and organisation of communities.
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 No.289845

>>289497
>life isnt meaningless
And what is meaning of it?
>childish
There nothing more childish than being goody do shoes good boy with "right soughts".
The only your reward for obsessing with that meaningless nonsense will be burning with rest of damned, if there is hell to begin with.
>but done the right way you will become fulfilled
Life of normalfag is only fullfilling to normalfags.

 No.289846

>>289611
> Misery is profit, suffering is value.
>Misery is profit, suffering is value.
No it doesn't, not everyone has to be so masochistic.

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>>290568
I've been doing a collab with another online fren about how true crime and most arrests, cases ,police and crime is all fake-staged-coded

 No.290570

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>>290569
this is worldwide, international, transnational. intra-global



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 No.284013[Reply]

If somebody was planning to self delete what is the most painless method that won't cause much pain.If one could access a firearm that would be a no brainer,but what's the second easiest way?
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 No.287596

>>287595
Despair is such a heavy word. I know things can change, I just cant believe in it anymore.

I feelm like I'm on autopilot at the minute because I'm not sure what comes next. I've got my family though, so I hope that will be enough.

 No.290527

What's an easy method that looks like an accident? Like an overdose of a common ingredient?

 No.290529

youll die anyways, no need to rush

 No.290548

>>290529
Sometimes you just can't fucking take it and don't want to wait.

 No.290554

>>290527
autoerotic asyphyxiation



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 No.267760[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Share your various traumatic experiences that still haunts you to this very day.
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 No.290514

bump

 No.290521

>>286071
I agree. And even if a peace is built, it can only last in a highly intelligent society where every member is aware of the facts at all times.

The stupider and more easily manipulated the members of said society, the quicker it devolves into anarchy, then arbitrary violence and then groups killing other groups.

There is a reason why fake news are impossible to spread and gain zero acceptance in certain countries, and why they routinely start conflicts and wars in others.

The vast majority of nations consist of utter primitives who can barely read and write. They are literal bonobos and chimpanzees in mental function who just have homo sapiens bodies. It's very stupifying to think of it, but the US is closer to those ape nations than it is to a place like Iceland or Japan.

 No.290531

>>290521
https://www.usnews.com/news/best-countries/articles/2023-01-27/finland-most-resistant-to-fake-news-report-finds

The most resilient country against fake news is Finland, followed by Norway and Denmark.

The most susceptible countries towards fake news are Kosovo, North Macedonia and Georgia, all very low income and low literacy countries. So it appears you're right.
The US ranks in the lower third of all countries measured. The US is full of retards.

 No.290532

>>290531
>The US is full of retards.
From Mexico and Africa.

 No.290534

>>290532
its a taboo to say, but the average iq in the states is rapidly dropping due to migrants from low intelligence countries.

you have like 0,1% coming in as programmers or doctors on h1b-visas and 99,9% coming in as green card menial labor types

we arent getting a bunch of highly educated critically thinking people from finland, japan or india's elite.
we are getting people from weird shitholes like malawi, burundi and south american failed states where people can just about scribble their name on a piece of paper


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 No.277271[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

It's not a secret that lots of wizards abuse alcohol and/or drugs for any reason (i.e. to cope), some might even consider themselves alcoholics and/or drug addicts. Using is a big part of our lives and we should have a space to express our daily experience.

Share whatever's on your head. Your latest favorite substance, the hardships of being a fiend on top of being a wizard, favorite drinks, worst drinks, substances you wish you had, drugs you wish you never tried, your experience with withdrawals, etc.

>drinking or using drugs=social interaction

Using/acquiring drugs or alcohol is not inherently social (compare it to the act of acquiring and eating food, are those inherently social? not really).
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 No.287598

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been drinking straight bourbon for a couple of years now, i'm at the point i can finish a handle in a day. few days ago i went driving for 3-4 hours and dont remember any of it. seems kind of a red flag, i wish i could get into other substances but dont know how to even meet a dealer to get em. at least i havent made out with my pistol since i started drinking. anyway four roses bourbon i like especially their small batch.

 No.287617

>>280106
>>280108
>>280103
i'll watch it. God bless, wizzie.

 No.287621

rain rain go away was actually pain pain go away but made in a children's rhyme nice and easy

 No.287943

>>287617
Been a long while since I checked this thread, didn't expect any replies to my half-year old posts. Hopefully you enjoy Nurse Angel Ririka. Technically, it's an old chinese cartoon aimed at young asian succubi, so it is unusual for old archmages like us to have a good time watching it. But if I like it, surely a few other wizards can like it, too!

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 No.289105[Reply]

I have no idea who i am and where i belong to. I don't want to be noticed, seen nor do i want to be remembered, i don't want anyone to know i exist, I dont even want to exist. Really wish i could get into a freak accident then get so brain damaged that Iforget everything about my self and past. I'm detached from everyone, the world around me and the body i inhabit. I feel nothing for other people and hold no connection towards them.
I dont have a place I feel connected to. I dont have a home. I dont have parents, I dont have a family, I dont have friends, i dont have a self, i dont have anything. I've been living in a perpetual day dream/delusion for decades and thats the only reason ive put up with existing for so long. everyday of my pathetic life is spent trying to not end it. why am I the way I am?
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 No.289148

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>>289147
yeah, even the little insight they can provide, you can just get by reading books on the theory and apply it to yourself. spoiler: none of it actually works as reported, the case studies are cherry picked and its really easy to rationalize whatever result you get or don't get.

 No.289178

>>289110
>yeah, you're a textbook schizoid.
I can confirm.

>>289115
You're not missing anything. You wouldn't actually ENJOY the things, because your brain and perception of reality are fucked up.

 No.289223

>>289178
I do enjoy talking to certain people sometimes, like people who are actually interesting to talk to but the discomfort that comes with it makes it too overwhelming for me to form any kind of connection with them so most of the time it ends up with me ghosting them or them blocking me for being too 'suspicious or secretive'.

i also do enjoy going outside but only in places that dont have people or cameras in them like the woods.
i actually hate being indoors all the time. i want to travel one day when im financially stable enough.

 No.290511

>>289106
bullshit meme disorder

 No.290525

>>290511
>bullshit meme disorder
All disorders are a meme, in the sense that they are not more helpful than being a categorization. That said, SzPD is a valid categorization, it's just very rare.



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 No.290490[Reply]

Poet (1834-1882) who didn't kill himself but didn't fare well and died at 47
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 No.290500

death is part of life and its impact affect people. killing thyself is an act of consequences for living people and an selfish act

 No.290501

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>>290500
Yes and no. Henry Romilly Fedden is the first well-placed person I know to have admitted that misfits are set aside to die.

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>>290501
I agree on suicide being an anti-social act but like he said, suicide is harmful to a certain part of society:the friends and family of the victim. He says society heals from people who killed themselves and then says some people (who are THE society-part of it-) will be saf about that.
in fact, society (composed by the individual) doesn't care about suicide in general, but individually speaking, hurts society (entourage of the victim).
so suicide is harmful for society beacuse if every individuals had a members of their friends/family kill themsekves, they will be sad and all the society will be. but this doesn't occur because suicide is a marginal act.

finally, what I can say is the author thinks suicide is good for people because it get rid of persons who can't fit society and therfore heal society. NO! suicide is harmful for society. marginal people are part of the society. some are even really integreted and part of the majority of society and still kill themselves.
I think I said whatsoever, tell me if you didn't understand anything haha



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 No.283706[Reply]

Distant recognition from a goodsocietyman. Suicide: A Social and Historical Study, written by Henry Romilly Fedden in 1938.
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 No.287332

>>287313
Thank you

 No.290269

hey OP didnt you make a thread similar to this a week or two ago but with a different book? I wanted to save that book but I forgot. something about the machine and the abyss right?

 No.290310

>>284292
I loved this pages I read, Thanks you i'm happy it didn't have any kind of forced Aphorism, Even if there were, there were few and still even tho I disliked the constant examples of Rome and hoped for other examples to make it clear, Still it was a good reading. Could've dug deeper into the subject rather than staying in the already known "Suicide is caused by the same reasons other writers said" but hey It's good to read something you already know.
Liked the examples

 No.290488

>>290269
The People of the Abyss by Jack London. He lived among the poor in East London in 1902 to tell his well-placed fellows.
https://archive.org/details/peopleofabyss00londiala/page/n10/mode/1up

 No.290489

>>290310
Rome was just one chapter, though the longest.
>>287308
Read his prediction of the future, if you haven't.



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 No.290323[Reply]

Im 29 years old and on semen retention, celibate streak. Even mental celibacy as much as I can ,but Im extremely aroused by, and attracted to, succubi in the 6-11 year old range. I feel so very bad morally and spiritually. Im 29, a full man, and lust after a 7 year old succubus or even 5 in some special, less frequent cases.
I genuinely feel like dying. What can I do? what do I DO now?
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 No.290335

Thoughts are just that. It's nothing to be guilty for.

>What can I do? what do I DO now?

Realise it makes no sense to berate yourself for something you were burdened with against your will. You're just part of nature and evolution doing its thing.
You could try following meditation principles to quiet the thoughts. Just let them come and go, like clouds in the sky. Acknowledge them and move onto whatever else you feel like doing or thinking about

 No.290337

>>290334
Hope you understand many of those are honeypots as well.
Not to mention three letter agencies like NSA expending massive resources on wiretapping internet service providers to intercept traffic that comes from onion users and other sketchy people with man in the middle attacks.

I mean you could have gotten away with that in like 2014, but even googling that stock stuff is increasingly risky in the modern world no matter how well the user thinks they are protected.

If you live in the US, it's no fun being prosecuted for something like that.
People in the can or county jail will be a real threat to your life the moment you step in.

 No.290339

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Learn how to illustrate, sculpt, model, paint, or carve succubi in the 6-11 year old range. Buy a loli sex doll. Little succubi are like animals in a zoo. Perfectly fine to look at and even to throw treats to sometimes, but don't ever touch. They're more afraid of you than you are of them.

And keep up the semen retention. Soon you will have lucid wet dreams of the loli. Such dreams are wizard fuel. Only through dream-ejaculation inside a dreammädchen does a wizard's orbs increase in strength.

 No.290351

>>290337
Im not from USA.
No one in (my country) goes to jail for visiting pedo sites. you have to actively share, downloaded and uploaded content for police radar to start beeping.
Im sure 80% of 15+ yo guys here jack it off to 10 year olds if possible. Humans are shit, latinos are all pedos and succubi are pedos towards cute children too.
JFMSU

 No.290467

There's literally no reason to feel guilt. You bear no responsibility for your thoughts or feelings.

>>290339 said it perfectly



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 No.290458[Reply]

Do you think growing up with video games ruined me?

I can't help but get angry at how life is a roguelike game with a randomly generated starter character you only get to play once. Fucked up your health permanently through bad decisions? Too bad you have to live with it even if you now have a healthy lifetyle. Found a new passion in life? Too bad you are now too old to pursue it. Want to study math? Well too bad you were born with a low IQ…

I just hate how you can get locked out of certain routes in life as time goes on or they were locked from the start. I hate how you have no control over what thoughts you get so you can waste your youth doing dumb shit only to realize it once you are an adult and the damage has been done.

I should just focus on what I can change and on the future but I can't help but feel frustrated over this. I can't help but feel envy towards those who managed to be in the right place and make the right decisions to end up with an amazing life and be frustarted at my past self for being so careless.

 No.290459

>>290458
same, I am too low IQed to study math

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 No.290461

I think only death can save me now. I don't give a shit about doing anything anymore. It's so frustrating. I just don't want to exist, fuck this bullshitteryy.



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 No.285678[Reply]

Does anyone else often get ridiculed for their appearance by random strangers when going out for a walk?
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 No.288395

>>288393
this
strangers calling me ugly was 10 times more painful than friends or ennemies at school doing the same

 No.290376

>>285678
>Does anyone else often get ridiculed for their appearance by random strangers when going out for a walk?
I do. I don't know if people are looking at me or talking about me/make fun of me. it is a real problem. I am not confident when I walk and there's people crossing. I also have the 'virgin walk' like in the memes you see: I look the ground my head down when someone pass by me and when they're gone I raise my head. when sometimes I am in a panic because there's too much people, I walk lile a robot

 No.290399

>>285678
I've got the 'group of succubi walks by you and then starts giggling amongst each other' happen time to me multiple times.

>>285745
>Western big cities are the most status focused and shallow, not third world countries where people are much more accepting of someone looking a bit worn out or having a hole in their shoes.
Colombian here–the above is absolute fucking rubbish. Even in small towns (pueblos) people are just as shallow as anywhere else. This sounds like sex tourism propaganda.

 No.290417

i dont know why all normies have to be so fucking despicable. They all can' t keep their comments to themselves.

 No.290429

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Im not going to read all this bullshit, maybe tomorrow.
The cope, delusion and trolling is at peak
You guys really need to somehow grow up



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