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 No.295250[Reply]

So I turned 20 recently and for already 6 years I'm confident that you don't need a relationship or a gf to live a happy life. I won't deny that I wanted a gf at some point, but I was kid and stupid (like 11-13 y/o. Now I *want* to be alone until I die. And before saying anything consider the following: no relationship means no one will cheat on you, no one will break up with you, you don't have to spent shit ton of money on a succubus, you don't have to raise kids, which means even more money saved. And if you're feeling lonely, get yourself a pet.
It's a peaceful life waking up knowing that your happiness does not rely on someone (pets are exception)
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 No.295252

If I had a succubus I would trade her for videogames

 No.295254

It's just a natural urge, when you get to a certain age you realize it's just not for you.

 No.297311

>>295250
I'd rather my gf-less state be of my own volition rather than being made for me.

 No.297328

>>297327
if you believe this then you never belonged in here to start with, @mods do the needful!

 No.297356

im not sure I even do at this point. yet our biology still tortures us. maybe if there were some alternative that satisfied the need, but I don't know of any.


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 No.296966[Reply]

>graduate high school
>go on indeed.com
>be qualified for literally 0 jobs
>all the shit manual labour jobs you ARE qualified for have thousands of applicants and are effectively blackvoids
>okay you realize now you need to go to college to get anywhere
>go to college
>figure out you need to make connections to get a job
>you have to be literally top 1% turbonormie with ZERO flaws ZERO mental illnesses ZERO doubt ALL confidence NEVER went through any major obstacle in life had a HEALTHY LOVING life to make the necessary connections for someone to like you and get you a job
>realize you're not that person
>you graduate
>you have tons of debt for a degree, doesn't matter if it's STEM, that isn't earning you money because you didn't make the right connections
>you still don't qualify for any jobs
>skilled trades are just as nepotistic if not more
>even if you DO miracolously get some shit job, it won't be enough to pay your bills or anything
>this is the reality of 80% of young westerners
>this is the reality of 100% of Wizards
So please tell me again is there even any point in getting a degree anymore if you lack connections?
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 No.297336

>>297329
they use "autism" as an object to blame for all their issues like laziness and prefering to waste time endlessly and complaining about life being shit instead of getting their shit together and finding a way to improve, and the worst thing is the fact they drag other people online like you said at the end of your post, at least i try to motivate people to learn skills and spend their free NEET time doing something that might help them avoid absolute poverty or homelesness.

 No.297337

>>297329
>>297336
>>297324
High IQ

 No.297339

>>296966
The hell, connections. That was a normie scam which never worked for me. If you are one of us you can totally forget about going after people with that purpose. You might as well just get badly used…

 No.297340

>>297339
This, your only hope is a family remember knowing someone and your family relative convincing them to give you a chance, that is the only networking we can have, the closest thing to it at least.

 No.297352

It's probably worth it in hindsight, but the whole "getting a degree/learning skill/trade" phase probably requires you to be under the illusion it will bring you happiness. Idk if I'd be able to do it knowing what I know now.


 No.292133[Reply]

I was at work and had to just fucking sit there and listen to this guy go on and on about how succubi constantly hit him up and fucked him. I normally don't react to this kind of stuff. But then he showed video after video after video and it eventually got to me. This fuck is the same age as me but his life just seemed so much easier. I legitimately didn't understand what it's like to have a fucking succubus text you. Want to see you. He even said "You're not ugly. How?" I just didn't have an answer. I just live with the cope that some people just have it easier and others like myself emit and anti succubus field. I am happier the further away from sex and relationship shit I hear. Normally I can just live around it and it doesn't bother me. This time was different some how. What the fuck.
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 No.295909

My bigger problem is that I have avoidant personality disorder and therefore have no friends or social life at all. I don't even have time to worry about not having a gf when I haven't even cleared the basic prerequisites to get one. Honestly if I could just get a normal social life, my life would be 1000% better and I doubt I would care about such a trivial thing as no gf.

 No.295910

>>295909
Why do you think that? Socialising with normal people doesnt feel good at all for me, and likely you too, otherwise you wouldnt have been harmed by normies and developed AvPD

 No.295917

>>295628
>I do not understand the hobby cope offered by normalfags.
?
lolwat

Zoomers are fucking gay. Before normalfags took over geekdom and several nerd niches, hobbies and crafts were the thing many wizards and crabs had in place of friends or succubi.

 No.297313

I weaponise the frustration. When I used to be angry, I'm now motivated and spiteful. I don't wallow in a missed life, but instead use it to justify my NEET life and fuel my suicidal planning. We didn't fail, we got unlucky. Normalfags didn't work hard, it just simply happened to them. Anger is when you tried and failed, spite is when it was denied to you.

 No.297314

>>297313
you have my admiration
normies don't realise how privileged they are
I can't help but internally roll eyes when rich, successful normies complain about their "problems" that they have brought on themselves through greed and depravity


 No.296967[Reply]

I can't pass the driving test in Germany while foids drive BMWs. I am a total genetic subhuman. Driving involves genetic based machinery like Spatial Awareness and good motor controls, my subhuman genetics have none of that I failed despite spending 2500 euros. I am truly an embarrassment.

When I see men and succubi drive i feel like a cuck. I feel so emasculated. I have not felt this bad since I got kicked in the balls by a teenager in 4th grade.

The only silver lining is I am not in a completely car dependent country. I wonder how do people in America who don't have driving license survive. Fuck it. I am so fucking charred from within. Fucking teenage sluts can drive and I can't. Fuck it. Fuck fuck fuck it. Please God kill me in my sleep tonight.
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 No.297018

I got my driving license in 2014 and haven't driven since.
Tbh, I don't feel the need to own a car. Public transport is comfy in Yurop.

 No.297019

>>297018
>Public transport is comfy in Yurop.
You mean full of niggers?

 No.297153

>>297015
Do you really live in Manhattan? Must be cool as fuck, I see a lot videos by drones online, it looks spectacular, I am jealous! BTW I wrote more about parallel parking here >>>/wiz/220853
You're not alone, but we're in the wrong minority unfortunately.

 No.297157

>>296967
The trick is to ask your family to carry you to somewhere away from dense traffic with their car, so you may practice a lot before even stepping into that robbery named "driving schools".

Just like those succubi do

 No.297303

I ran into the curb when parallel parking. He asked if I always drive this slow. Passed the exam. I was 22.
Driving is really hard because I have hundreds of times a day where a second "skips" and I'm unaware of what happens. Also about 10% of the time one of my eyes gets blurry and I have to close it to see out of the other one. I also have to use cruise control most of the time and drive barefoot to keep my feet from becoming numb. I keep at least 5 seconds between me and the guy ahead of me.


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 No.297248[Reply]

People, who do escapism, how do you cope with returning back to reality?

No matter how many times I finish the game/movie/anime it always hard for me to realize that in fact I live in THIS world, and in fact nothing will ever change
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 No.297264

>>297248
I wish escapism worked for me. No matter what I do to try to distract myself my real life worries still nag at the back of my head.

 No.297267

>>297248
I often took lots of weed to make literally everything in my life seem like a distant dream and to just live in my island. But i stopped bc it always made me stupid as shit and really unhappy once i got sober

 No.297269

Not necesarilly dreams but intrussive thoughts (basically OCD) about scenarios I would like to take part in. These fuckers keep me from actually engaging in "truly" escapist activities like everyone has such as watching some anime, a movie, series, reading a book, vidya, looking onto interesting stuff on Jewtube.
Sorry for avoiding the actual question, I just wanted to take it off my chest.

 No.297276

just wait till you get sick and start being in constant pain&dying, it will resolve itself and escapism will become impossible

 No.297278

>>297276
This, I am in my late 30s, I no longer enjoy gaming, anime or even masturbating, No job, no social life, no hobbies, no interests, just existing.


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 No.296143[Reply]

what does he want from us?
why is he torturing us?
why does he give great amount of suffering and horror to poor believers while giving happiness and wealth to evil disbelieving people?
why is he so careless?
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 No.297172

>>296842
>God can’t exist if he has qualities that contradict his existence.
Such as all its qualities. God is non-existence or nothingness and therefore definitionally doesn’t exist. If you stop subjecting God to personification and anthropomorphism, you’ll be able to think more rationally as opposed to pinning everything down to his incomprehensibility.

 No.297202

excuse me why the fuck is this thread in /dep/ ??
you have the best images, and the best music, the works of the greatest minds of all time, you have them at your fingertips, and still you are unhappy
what the fuck man, what else do you want?
is a succubus really what you want? really?? >:D

 No.297246

>>297172
If God exists, that adds nothing new to my idea of Him or his essence. And if He doesn't exist, then how can He lack anything. Qualities of being good, omniscient etc. presuppose existence. Now existence is just a relation between an object and certain concepts, and in case of God and other imaginary entities, no corresponding object in physical reality can be found. It's a spook or I must acquire the proof of his existence from other sources like the intuition of the aforementioned will manifesting at different levels or something, this probably would be the difference between the ontological and cosmological arguments.
>>296340
Basically this, but since dispensing with anthropormphisms is such an impossible task for us, I think the difference between pantheism and atheism is mostly a matter of semantics
>>296145
Basically Plato's chariot allegory
>>296147
>>296184
There's a good thread about free will in /lounge/ with retards saying it absolutely doesn't exist

 No.297257

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visit the website and YouTube channel vaticancatholic. com for crucial information on this topic

 No.297258

He created the universe because he was horny and he jerks off to this stuff


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 No.297233[Reply]

I went to the college today for some work regarding documentation and met a "friend", people in the college have nothing to talk about except bitches. The "friend" in question screamed my name from afar, later came running, and told me he has scored a bitch. Showed me a photo of a bitch and him cuddling. What is more shocking is that the guy is also kinda below average in looks but extremely out going to the point he just sleeps when he's at home.

I didn't know what I was supposed to respond like good for you, I guess. But now I am thinking maybe he did it purposefully, like he knows that someone who looks like me can't get love and sex. And hypothetically if I ever get sex, I probably won't be able to get it hard, and even if I do get it hard, I won't be able to cum cause of my tight foreskin, frenulum breve, and OCD.

I wonder if he somehow guessed that I had an inability to get sex or do sex which is why he rubbed it in my face, other times some other "friends" of mine also talk about their girlfriends infront of me and how cool is this and that.

Are normies just like this or do they do it on purpose with me?

 No.297234

>>297233
was she beautiful?
also it's hard to tell, some are geniune and just want to share their lovestiry with others but some want to make you feel uncomformtable. to know if they rubb it in your face you must recall a moment if your friend did something like that to annoy you or has a two face personnality

 No.297235

regular normies are pretty chill. the more successful they are, the less they feel like they need to prove so these types of games are only played by the borderline failed normies like your "friend". they don't have a stable sense of self so they constantly need admiration and approval from others, or simply dunking on those perceived lower than them. they're the types to fight over a succubus or get into bar fights over someone dissing them because they can't afford to look like a loser because it activates all their insecurities so they deal with it with aggression and being an attention whore.

 No.297240

>>297233
1. it wasnt about you at all. It was about him.
2. youre a normalfag for having frineds bcs I have 0

 No.297244

>>297234
Yup, she seemed above average.
>>297235
Could be, the friend in question however doesn't seem like a failed normie but just one of those guys who seem to stay out. Or as you said he could be doing this to show that he's not a failed normie.
>>297240
My only friend is a virgin, fat, acne-ridden, glasses wearing person. Just like me. Although he's unaware of the blackpill and wizardry. All in all he seems to be happy with his life so I keep my peace and don't blackpill him. Ignorance is bliss and all. As for other people, like the one I mentioned, he's an annoyance and nothing more.

 No.297245

It is normal for your friends to want to show you their achievements, for the average person, and even more so if they are ugly it is difficult for them to find a partner, so it is important to them.


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 No.297204[Reply]

My laptop died several weeks ago and I got no money to buy a new one, I have been doing nothing but going on long walks daily and looking at walls, I even hate using my smart phone (that i mostly only used to call my mother at work) anyone like me?
also, poorfag NEET general maybe?

 No.297207

>>297204
Have you Tried not being poor?

 No.297208

>>297207 do you know where you are?

 No.297209

>>297207
You have no idea how hard it's getting a job when you lack higher education and connections, I been trying to get a shitty job in over 5 years and non of these places want to hire me.(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST)

 No.297212

Closing the thread because OP is just talking to himself.


 No.297165[Reply]

I'm going to make this post very concise, and try to avoid rambling. I'm terrified of death: mortality itself, dying process, what may be after (punishment of some sort\duration for me, likely. if there's nothing I wont be there to notice..but RT the idea of nothing is uncomfy). Anyways Im almost deciding to become a professional insufferable person and mooch off my parents, demand they give me a given big amount of money, start being chastely desperate with everyone, take big risks, try new experiences, sleep almost nothing, etc
What to do? Therapists are s* for this; they literally will make me COPE. they can't erase my Mortality.
>how do I proceed? what to do?
>how do I manage my savings\ job\ investments, in view of me being liable to die ,ANY day?
>I don't think it's fair a corpse should make the living incur expenses. how can I have my body NOT receive any funeral \burial nor cremation,\ etc?

 No.297166

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You can delay death by being healthy.
While you're alive, you may as well find ways to have fun.

But remember that everyone else is in the exact same situation as you in regards of mortality.
There is no way to be sure if death is the end. Nothing in this world is ever lost, can only change form, so it's best to assume you will have to go through life again.
So try not to perpetuate harm and suffering.

But for now, focus on the first two points.

 No.297167

>>297166
I'm already very healthy (no drugs, no alcohol, no s*x, 9 hours sleep, healthy air, etc) and yes, I DO try to have nice clean fun; but at the moment the fun ends (for example: I finish all available episodes of an anime) the dopamine crush is terrible; or when I when I just arrive home after eating out a nice meal, so on. those few seconds of "it's over..now remains the Void"
For some reason I seem to have an altruistic nature. i enjoy helping others and can't bring myself to be mean and violent (unless severely provoked).

 No.297168

>>297167
yeah i lift weights when i get those moments

 No.297169

This post is completely incoherent to me


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 No.294941[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here when you don't have enough to say for a topic and it's too depressing for the general crawl thread.
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 No.297632

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I was really struggling with intrusive thoughts and anxiety in the past 2 weeks and I decided to return to my old steam group and play games with the fellows there, but, it's now dead and only like 5 people are active there, I thought hunging out with them would make my mind distracted from the negative thoughts, but it made me remember why I left the group in the first place, while I enjoy hunging out with many people over there, I just feel alien amongst them, and it's too dead anyways, I am too much of an avoidant person even online, I don't like people even if i actually enjoy hunging around with them paradoxically.

 No.297634

>>297632
When I feel that way, I think on using them as cannonfodder. Pretty much my experience at WoW's dungeons when someone pissed them.

 No.297780

You ever just walk into your room and almost start crying because you just realize you are becoming just like your parents and everything you tried to do to escape from this is meaningless?

Well I just had that experience.

 No.297789

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Every time I buy clothes I look like an over-sized child. Like, you actually had the audacity to think you would look cool in these? Nah, of course not. Fucking waste of money.

 No.297790

>>297789
same


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