/dep/ - Depression

Why would you do that to yourself? I don't relate to those kinds of protagonists at all. At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together.

Name of the dating sim?

>>310683
EVA ayanami raising proj w/asuka. specifically getting to marriage ending. I got a lot of cute romantic events on the way there..

>>310681
i find it easy to immerse myself

>At best, it's nice to see characters who were truly meant to be together end up together

Hate to sound like a crab but i'm sick of that. People in general sicken me so seeing them happy makes me feel like i'm not understanding something that I should. At least I dont spoil the mood with my presence or unwanted opinions but that's 3DPD

>>310684
Dear journal I have abandonned,


today, I have been struck with a reminder one's life is not much different from programming a software package. and my parents are anything but programmers

there's a gaming board

>>309028
there is no desire. society judges your complaints as either valid or not. you are not a victim if you're a wizard. you are a victim if you're brown or female. that's all.

>>309028
it's a self-defense mechanism. by self-victimize yourself, you're telling someone you are weak and not worth being the targets of bad things they want to do to you. it also comes from fear

>>309015
It's "honest" (in brackets).
You can say to someone who doesn't mean to bully you it hurts already hoping civilized people to back off before some kind of a treatening to sue over moral damages arises. Soyboys are especially good at that.

Unfortunately, it does not *deter* bullies. If you are some kind of manipulator who collects evidence for possible lawsuits, you're golden, and so is your lawyer. If you're honestly asking to leave you alone with this victimization of yourself, you're in the wrong… spot.

>>309030
>>309029
self-victimisation is nonsense

>>309026
>everything from the TV to the tiktoks are signaling that you should do it
EFFING SWITCH CHANNELS!!!

And I mean it.
Delete your old accounts. Start some new accounts. Subscribe to channels that either teach you stuff, OR AT LEAST cover some tricks done by humans (say, ElectroBoom).


Subscribe to Vimeo as it seems to not throw "THE [media persona] IS FINISHED! 2026!" stuff into your "you may also like" feed.

Or rather, fight tech with tech: ask LLM AI what kind of video you should watch today.

>>311021
Gamabarmu bagus tapi entah kenapa gambar succubi 2D membuatku resah GYAAAHHH…

Pooner takeover theory

>>310084
Guys who do this all have a time limit until their bodies will rebel. Might be their kidneys or their liver or their pancreas. Something will go after a while of drinking like this and you will end up in the hospital with the choice to either stop drinking and get your shit together, or literally die.

>>309098
I've had some ginger booch just last week and it was actually really good.

Some nonimportant speed binges take place in my den once a harvest moon. The drug is increasingly hard to find and creates a perfect evening for viewing but makes me depressed afterward. The five to ten hits is a stress reliever that makes me really happy. The dry makes me wanna fry. I hate when all my friends do is binge porn and bang hookers on it but all I want is Halo and Runescape on weed with it.

I only truly feel alive with rare exceptions when I'm a bit buzzed

I choose Samuel Adams seasonal packs for the variety you get

Not a beer snob by any means but I usually go in expecting it to taste at least as good as Sam Adams or Guinness

>>310963
Yep, it's time to watch it again.
https://jonrafman.com/jon-rafman-betamale/

>>310994
This should've been posted on /f/ and probably was back when it was still around

>>308676

recording the harassment (getting documented video evidence of their abuse) and showing it to someone who could do something about it (whether police or family or friends), absolutely is the smartest course of action.

>>308681
Bodycam costs 20$

>>308681
Police don't give a damn nowadays, they won't investigate anything nowadays unless you get murderered or are a member of a special minority group. I don't want to derrail with politics but yesterday some autistic 17yo frenchie got beaten to death after reporting to the police that they had assaulted him a few weeks prior, reporting with footage included that the police just ignored. what I'm trying to say is you can no longer rely on police for protection. I'm a hikikomori so I don't go out but if I had to I have some tools ready, something like a phillips screwdriver will give you plausible deniability if carrying weapons is not legal in your country (aka every country except USA). Of course only for intimidation and last defense, you should never start anything unless there's a serious threat.

Since I already decided more or less what I'm going to do, I feel like I'm only losing other people's time with this thread from now on. I will delete it soon (if the passoword is right), thank you to everyone who gave me advice and sorry if I didn't answer some of you in the best way.
I will move to another city as soon as possible and leave my house as little as I can. I gave up on giving them money since anons said it would be idiot, although some part of me still thinks it could work.
>>308681
I thought about doing this before but realistically the cops would only call me a fag. I don't know exactly how the law works and it sounds like a too big headache for a dude who has only the money of his part time job and don't want his parents involved.

>>308705
>I will move to another city as soon as possible and leave my house as little as I can.

Are you doing okay?

>>310885
welcome to my cafe, costumer. I recognize the pattern. What you call a curse isn't just a bad habit, but rather the chilling sensation of realizing that we're merely biological vessels that happen to have openings for foreign wills to penetrate. In the architecture of cosmic horror, entities don't have to be monsters or tentacles. They often exist as vectors of intent that infiltrate your neural pathways. You sense a 'foreign tangent' cutting through your pure stream of intent, and you let it run its course not because you're weak, but because you're subconsciously hypnotized by the strange joy of watching yourself become a passenger in your own body. It's not just a substance addiction, it's actually a fuel that blurs the line between your pure consciousness and that foreign current. Coffee and cigarettes put your nervous system on a high-voltage frequency an environment that mind intrusions love to hitch a ride. Overeating as a Meat Anchor Your 6'5", 250 lbs body is a huge physical mass. When that 'entity' hijacks your mind and makes you feel alienated from yourself, overeating is your biological body's reflexive way of re-anchoring your consciousness. re-inserting consciousness into the flesh. Food is a heavy burden that forces your system back into contact with physical reality, even if it feels torturous. The 175 Lbs Target as a Desire to Disappear The desire to lose weight so drastically at such a tall height is a form of sublimation an abstract urge to make this 'vessel' thinner. You feel that if your body gets smaller, the entity will no longer have enough room to hide.

Tea for me, please. Something herbal, nothing added.
I met with a family member to ask some questions about why family dynamics were as they were. I was ignored, not even a scapegoat while my cousins were taken on family trips and showered with gifts. I always felt like a guest imposing on a full family.
My aunt's old enough and also destroyed enough by my dad's passing to no longer be the terrifying harpy she used to be so I asked to meet up.
My assumptions were right. It was all true! Vindicated. How often does that happen in life? My aunt even, unprompted, said certain things were 'inexcusable'. But I still feel the same as before. Tired. No anger. Just tiredness and a bit of sadness that my isolation was truly meaningless, that I wasted my youth longing to be loved by people puzzled at that notion.
I got closure. But it doesn't help. Not yet, at least. I thought I was supposed to feel lighter. I must sound like an ingrate.

>>310889
Welcome to my cafe, customer. It's raining outside sir, This is the herbal tea with no additives you requested. Thank you. So, All this time, uncertainty has kept a small gap in the hope that "maybe this was just a misunderstanding. When the truth is revealed, that gap closes completely. You not only process your aunt's words, but also the reality of having spent your energy yearning for acceptance from people who don't have the capacity to give it. Knowing the truth works like a medical diagnosis knowing the name of the disease provides answers, but doesn't immediately heal the wound. The external closure (your aunt's confession) is complete. Now what remains is the internal closure that shifts the focus from seeking their explanation to building boundaries that protect your own peace. Processing grief over the past is important, but it takes time and can't be forced. Meanwhile, setting boundaries is a concrete action that can immediately protect you today from recurring mental burnout. Emotionally demote them from immediate family members who are expected to be loved to outsiders who happen to be blood relatives. Keep interactions formal and to the bare minimum. Stop investing your emotions and time. You no longer have an obligation to attend events that make you feel like an intrusive guest, or to try to please people who never appreciate you. You've already received confirmation from your aunt. You no longer need to seek confirmation or validation from other family members. The certainty you now hold is enough to legitimize your distance.

>>310866
ah jeez thats gonna be an extra 50 cents ya schmuck!

PTT (Pooner takeover theory).

>>310785
>Join the Army

ban her

op when you have not completely turned your life around by tomorrow, i swear i will flip over the table your computer is on! now i don't intend to ruin any furniture of yours but you leave me no choice in case of disappoint.

>>310771
I'm telling you this right now bro, 25 years old is nothing. I'm 32 years old and have literally done nothing of note.

You will age faster than you think, time flies by. I've got less than a decade before I turn 40 years old. I don't expect to accomplish anything at that age either. Also, don't look at younger people, envy is a poisonous thing. You're at a young age yourself, actually. I thought I was young then, but now I'm 32 and genuinely can't get rid of the feeling that I'm a psuedo-senior. You just feel older when you haven't done shit, weirdly enough.

>>310785
What a shallow and retarded take — if serious, which I doubt.
Just a nonsense fart — if you're attempting to troll or bait.

There's a reason most, if not all, normie men who did join the army — say it was the biggest mistake.
Also plays a huge role in who you join as (profession) and where.
Also need to weigh the pros, if any.

But you did not even clarify any of this, so I assume it was just a retarded troll attempt.

I would consider something like this maybe early on and in the USA just to get an early pension and benefits, nothing else.

>>310771
if you think 25 is bad try being 23>

>>308090

You had a noble friend. I'm sorry for your loss wizzie.

>>310870
why don't you google the causes of angel wing for 5 seconds before posting about it

I know this is a year old but I'm real sorry for your loss. Dealing with the loss of a pet you really loved is hellish.

>>310898
Thank you. I have another rooster now I saved from being eaten, so I have companionship again and have been doing better. But I will always miss him, it was the most special time of my life. I'll never forget it

>>310936
im the cat guy >>303221 i got new cats too even though i said i wouldnt cause someone was gonna euthanise them. i dont really like them but it did help me stop mourning and move on.

you can start by finding some better music