I am a sick man.I am a spiteful,unattractive man.I tried frens,heaven knows i fucking tried;struggled to escape this suffocating void,this zoo,this so called reality.I can't.
I'm fairly young and even i cant stand this hell,cage of the species.Cant even wait for one day.I've waited for so long.
I was meant to be beautiful,epitome of the elegance.Meant to copulate endlessly with Lilith and swim across the Eden in Harmonia.Meant to lose myself in the brave new world.
But for reasons long-forgotten everything was taken away from me.My peace,my freedom,my sleep,my sin,my innocence.I fell into the world,so called existence.Again i tell you,consciousnees maimed everything that was good created by our primordial mater.Byproduct of a self-replicating molecule,a pestilence cast upon Israel.Feelgood-machines pillaged,raped,maimed,tortured,vilified,annihilated and turned the haven for broken souls into this wasteland.Wanting got them in the end.But that they didnt stop them to replicate.After three billion years of endless war,countless tragedies Son of Man found himself in the state of cosmic horror.He laughed,he taughted us to laugh.He was spitting upon roman wardogs,he was hopelessly waiting for the end.He prayed for the destruction of the babel and cleansing of this Earth.He hoped for evanescence of all the atrocities committed under the sun.In the end,that leper perished similar to the fate of yours and I.Golgotha was our climax of our sadomasochism.And he was forgotten,never to seen again.
Now,here i am stained by this wretched existence,purifying myself with pure hatred and promise of holy vengeance.Here i am,escaping this chamber of mediocrity by opening my world.
Unspook thyself,enjoy yourself in this world with no future.Best time for misanthropes,indeed.