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Dentures Anonymage 10/07/24 (Mon) 04:17:29 No.295344 [Reply]

I'm in my 30s and I gotta get dentures. Anyone else with fucked teeth? How to you cope manage?

Anonymage 10/07/24 (Mon) 06:39:31 No.295345

At least you're getting your teeth fixed. A lot of people just walk around with rotted out teeth.

Anonymage 10/03/24 (Thu) 19:31:18 No.295290 [Reply]

I hate myself a lot and everything I am genetically. I make everything bad for those I care about. I don't want to exist but whenever I think about suicide I either think about making some people sad or making people that dislike me and bullied me happy. I don't want to give them that satisfaction. I just want to die though because I wasn't meant to exist. So how can I simply do it even if this means that it hurts some people and gives pleasure to the people that hurt me? They already made fun of one guy that did it

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Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 09:58:29 No.295336

Too neetpilled for abstraction beyond the own ego and immediate needs.

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 14:15:39 No.295337

another anon here, i wageslave but only out of necessity
>>295336
listen here faggot, this is my life and i will do with it as i please
needs beyond the immediate are optional and i dont see the rewards as worth the additional effort in my case
i think its a matter of my fucked up brain, unable to feel pleasure from mundane things anymore
i understand that material goods, social status, respect, etc. - that these things may give someone a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment
but not for me, i am unable to amuse myself with gadgets, cars, and other luxuries. being recognized for my achievements at work only makes me cringe, and no, i do not work at garbage disposal, though i do not see that kind of work as inferior, like you may do, rat racer
the only two things i enjoy doing is listening to music and playing a certain computer game, and if you see that as childish or retarded, you can fuck right off this website and go chase pussy, crab

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 16:23:47 No.295338

>>295337
> as childish or retarded,
I never said that. I live pretty much the same life except for working and recognition.
Just curious, what are you looking for in /dep/? Have you heard about drugs? They cause even more amusement and you can take drug with other strangers on the internet.

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 16:40:08 No.295339

>>295338
i browse /all/ and it makes me angry when people call wizards retards for finding their own way of life instead of participating in the mainstream rat race
where would i find those strangers? i would very much like to spend time with people who spend time on things other than the grind

Anonymage 10/06/24 (Sun) 17:21:34 No.295340

>>295339
>makes me angry when people call wizards retards for finding their own way of life
It's just anger due to not feeding the very same psychos who explode them. Do not take cattle seriously and shine tough, wizza. They ragin'

>>295332
>NEET achievements
Mushroom Kingdom Fusion and Minecraft. Also many businesses start because someone stops wagecucking and dedicates time to what they love instead of going the hard way. Retarded question. But the point is also to not age harder due to being a slave to someone who gives you 80% ot the work in exchange for 2% of total profit.

>>295336
>Too neetpilled for abstraction beyond the own ego and immediate needs.
Translation: my cuckery is so hard to withstand in front of neets that I must use flashy terms to hide how shitted I live.

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How do I fix my brain? Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 07:58:54 No.295301 [Reply]

I wasted the last years consuming content I don't even care about.

It's one thing to have fun and society to think you wasted time but another when I didn't even enjoy it. Like watching youtube reviews of stuff I can't afford or about video games I never played. Browsing imageboards when it's clear there won't be any interesting new threads. Playing a video game I hate and don't care enough to put effort into improving in and still get mad if I do badly…

I am so bored existing like this. I barely feel human. I want to dive deep into subjects and do stuff but I can't stop wasting every day. I tried to read a book and after a page quickly went back to wasting my time again. Tried an online course and for every sentence I read I have to browse for 10 minutes. It's so pathetic.

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 10:19:09 No.295302

>>295301
First you'll have to accept that this state is just how things are right now and that it won't change radically overnight. Next you'll have to wean yourself off of it and to do that you either have to realize (really internalize) that you hate spending your time with these compulsive things or find another more positive way of spending your time that can compete with these activities. What's working for me right now is scheduling this "rotting time" into later in the day, late afternoon-evening onwards. Somehow that's good enough for my brain to not crave this overstimulation too much and I can try to do other things until then. Like reading, walking etc. You're probably gonna fail or do better/worse some days, what's important is that you keep at it. Eventually you might be able to reduce the time you spend on those passive activities further or cut out whatever you want entirely.
But it's gonna take a long ass time. Godspeed to you wizzie.

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 10:21:22 No.295303

>>295301
>Like watching youtube reviews of stuff I can't afford or about video games I never played.
Instead of watching YouTube, watch Hollywood movies and Netflix. This will help you relate to other people and make friends.

Anonymage 10/04/24 (Fri) 15:03:46 No.295309

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>>295303
>watch (((Hollywood))) movies and (((Netflix)))
If those are somehow supposed to be representative of "people" (normalfags), I don't want to have anything to do with them or be friends with them.

Anonymage 09/27/24 (Fri) 18:34:42 No.295205 [Reply]

where is the mercy

Anonymage 09/27/24 (Fri) 18:55:44 No.295206

>he doesn't know

Anonymage 09/27/24 (Fri) 21:03:33 No.295207

>>295205

Anonymage 10/02/24 (Wed) 16:35:49 No.295274

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И0WЭЯ¢У. Not even euthanasia. You'd think at least the chronically ill normans would protest during the whole mankind history. But no.

Anonymage 10/02/24 (Wed) 16:38:55 No.295275

>>295274
Slight improvements for some categories in some countries only. 3-day rule and other precautions — no one cares.

Anonymage 10/02/24 (Wed) 19:54:46 No.295280

>>295207
This speech helped me turn my life around, legit, fr

Got a little too good at isolating myself, now I feel like there is no return Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 00:54:10 No.295253 [Reply]

When I was a child in school I intentionally made myself as uninteresting as possible because I wanted to reduce the amount of social interactions I would have to get through with others. It worked wonderfully, a little too wonderfully. I now sit here as a fully grown adult and I am completely empty. Completely uninteresting, dull, lacking in experiences, interests, hobbies, or genuine emotional reactions to things. I don't even know how to have fun. I literally don't know how.

How do I come back from that? I never make friends with people because I bore them to death because I don't have any friends or stories to tell them about my experiences living life with my friends like a normal person because I'm not a normal person, I am a recluse. I see others chatting so effortlessly with strangers and joking and making them laugh but I can barely just get through interactions with others I can't even think of what I would say to make them laugh. Nothing interesting has happened to me lately, or like in the past decade at least. I have no deep area of passion that I can talk about. I have nothing to show for my time spent as a recluse. I didn't study some languages or learn the law or how to code. I don't even have deep interest in video games or music or stuff like that because I have been depressed for so long. None of that shit can hold my interest. I am empty. There's no coming back from this right?

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 02:56:43 No.295255

what seems to be the problem I don't understand.

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 21:39:23 No.295267

you're right, there is no coming back. you should just stop holding back and go all in on your internal world. don't feel any regret about what coulda been, just follow your destiny and become such an overwhelming unique character that they write books about how fucking bonkers you were. why settle for mediocrity when you could be a fucking anomaly, a pain in ass of society and normal people, confusing the mind's of psychiatrists and sociologists alike, unable to pin you down. they should be scratching their heads trying to pinpoint your exact motivations. be the one guy on the planet that doesn't want pussy, power and social status lol

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Deepening sadness at the current state of affairs Anonymage 09/29/24 (Sun) 13:22:42 No.295230 [Reply]

Has anyone elses depression progressed to the point it's nearly impossible to enjoy anything created recently?

More and more, I find myself only playing console emulation, games that were created in the 80s and 90s. It's not just nostalgia, these games genuinely feel more fun.
No microtransactions, no trying to shove in-app purchases down your throat, no download expansions, just the whole game for you to finish whenever you feel like finishing it.

Music-wise, I find myself listening to stuff that was made pre-90s. I get a headache if I listen to radio stuff made in 2024.

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Anonymage 09/29/24 (Sun) 19:38:21 No.295238

>>295235
You got it backwards. It's the era of the monoculture.

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 09:29:38 No.295244

>>295234
>able to relate to modern people and make friends
>I just want to be a normal person who fits in
Friendships don't exist, only interests and if there nothing people want from you, you've got no friends. Also bee urself unironically, because I don't think it's healthy trying to put up a mask to fit in with normals just for the shake of it.

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 18:57:15 No.295264

>>295244
Not masking in order to fit in with neurotypicals is a death sentence in countries without neetbucks.

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 19:09:07 No.295265

>>295264
>Not masking in order to fit in with neurotypicals is a death sentence
No. Nobody is going to kill a guy if he's not glowing with normalfag energy. Stop this dfear mongering.

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 20:31:17 No.295266

>>295265
depends on the intensity of the magic you emit

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Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 05:15:29 No.295256 [Reply]

What's it like to be an Asian Wiz in the west? In places like San Francisco and others.

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Why do yall want a relationship? Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 19:49:08 No.295250 [Reply]

So I turned 20 recently and for already 6 years I'm confident that you don't need a relationship or a gf to live a happy life. I won't deny that I wanted a gf at some point, but I was kid and stupid (like 11-13 y/o. Now I *want* to be alone until I die. And before saying anything consider the following: no relationship means no one will cheat on you, no one will break up with you, you don't have to spent shit ton of money on a succubus, you don't have to raise kids, which means even more money saved. And if you're feeling lonely, get yourself a pet.
It's a peaceful life waking up knowing that your happiness does not rely on someone (pets are exception)

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 19:55:56 No.295251

It's not that deep, just touch starved horniness and this tiny hope that maybe wymen aren't all completely demonic and you could be happy with one.

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 20:05:31 No.295252

If I had a succubus I would trade her for videogames

Anonymage 10/01/24 (Tue) 02:12:28 No.295254

It's just a natural urge, when you get to a certain age you realize it's just not for you.

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 00:53:40 No.295241 [Reply]

what is the best method

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 05:44:40 No.295242

time

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 09:17:15 No.295243

For deleting this thread? So, basically you click the square next to your name, go enter your password if you have one and click "Dispel".

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 09:46:01 No.295245

>>295242
This.
We can only wait for old age to do its thing.

Anonymage 09/30/24 (Mon) 17:43:10 No.295247

>>295245
What if you don't want to wait?

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I'm tired of being bad Anonymage 07/30/24 (Tue) 21:55:09 No.293747 [Reply]

I want to change and improve, to be able to get ahead, and achieve great things, but I don't know how.

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Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 13:55:52 No.295215

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>>294807

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 14:32:01 No.295216

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>>295215
I can't tell if this geniune or ironic image or post-ironic or several levels of varying degrees of humor

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 15:16:34 No.295217

>>293747
Me too. Sometimes I think back and wonder when I lost that 'spark' if you want to call it that. At least back then there was a desire to play games and watch things. I think I might like to try to create things but I become frustrated and give up easily. Taking the tiniest possible steps feels demoralizing because that only leads to comparisons with other people who can do more. But I know there is no other way. Godspeed.

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 16:28:56 No.295218

>>295216

Anonymage 09/28/24 (Sat) 21:04:46 No.295225

>>295218
oh it was first degree, my bad. I feel bad for him, plus he's brown, so life must be harsher with him, maybe I don't really know

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