/dep/ - Depression

I’d just use a drone to fuck with their house, dropping those stink bombs on their car and roof.

>>274880
Smear cat shit on the door handle of their vehicle.

Secretly.

Itch powder!

>>274992
Need 5 years experience or equivalent education for entry level these days ;)

>>274992
my mom made me, I dont lie to people I just tell them how it is and they can take it how they want, dont care what those norps think

>>274992
Big fan of Good Will Hunting

This comes from being unable to accept smugly or calmly that you do not see useful at all to think about it. Our inner emotions often punish us for not being able to overcome things that our logic already wishes to overcome, but the motives are different. Untrustworthy, toxic motoves

>>276703
what about all the nofap crybabies saying how porn is so good it ruined their marriage with their 3d wives/ gfs?

>>272020
What would happen if one goes innawoods and live like a tribal with other people (if possible) for a time, shouldn't this kinda fix us?
since normies are animals, then turning oneself into an animal should somehow work?

>>276388
I've read that as aromatic

>>276437
You do you. Everybody reacts differently to that stuff so I've never felt comfortable telling people what they ought to try or whatever.

>>276459
I don't understand what are you talking about

You probably are an INTP

27, I dont relate to anyone anymore. But I also dont see point in trying to set myself apart by tearing others down. Consciously or not, you chose the phrase "whining" because of the negative connotation. The tacit implication is that you've surpassed or ascended the losers posting here. Its okay if you feel you have nothing to gain from a place like this, but why do you feel the need to put others down when you yourself admitted to spending years here. I wouldn't call it whining, I'd say its venting, which is important for people to be able to do. More socially integrated people vent to their friends family and loved ones, and wizanons vent on imageboards. Nothing wrong with that. Also you should realize at 29 that not all problems necessarily have a neat and clean solution. Some people have illnesses that cant be cured, or have lost things that can never be regained. Venting is part of the process to acceptance.

I do agree with the sentiment many others here stated. Online communities seem far less appealing nowadays. Real life feels equally unrewarding for me as I age. I have no answer for what awaits, isolation is fine with me but I hate that even my hobbies and interests have also lost their luster. I always envisioned spending life just working on those things, I was purely convinced that my interests would carry me through life so long as I had the space and means to pursue them. I'm not so sure that's true anymore.

Either way best of luck to you. I hope you find peace of sorts

Zoomers ruined the internet and many hobbies for me.

>>276521
>But I think that the real reason for that is that I just don't see how my life can possibly be improved.

You need to realize that you constantly change as a person. When I was 23 I had no real interests and thought that as long as I have internet and a cheap laptop to browse imageboards and read manga I will be fine so I didn't have much motivation to study. Now I wish I had money to buy nice things and travel and haven't watched anime or read manga in years. I also get jealous reading about what interesting things people get to experience because of their job. Spending time online only will get boring real soon trust me.

Stop trying to predict how you will feel about something. I think whatever you do it's important to just keep moving. Even if you end up being bored with your job having a degree and job experience is better than nothing.

>>273842
Forklift license, first aid certificate and a low level trucking license is all you need to put yourself at a leg up above the bottom tier. Forklift certified is a meme, but it does help for that initial push.

>>273445
Life is big mistake itself. stop shaming everyone with your mistakes Mom

>>276496
That's a business project targeting the vulnerable, but i'm a confident person.

>>276498
Scientology is actually pretty cool. It's like a religion wrapped around mostly secular principles and psychotherapy. Then they kind of go crazy with the higher level stuff, although who knows whether it's real or not.

I don't know why you can openly call scientology a cult and a scam, but Christianity, Islam, Judaism, basically every religion out there, has the same cult-like characteristics and buying your way towards salvation has always been a thing. How many churches were built by rich people and how much money is donated to cults like Catholicism each year. I mean the pope literally lives in his own palace in his own country that's exempt from taxes and certain laws. Yeah, I'd say that's a business project targeting the vulnerable for multiple millennia.

Predestination and reprobation is what finally discredited Catholicism and theism for me once and for all. Those silly memes with distorting contradictions turn out to be actual doctrine. I'm still impressed so many people fall for it and that I fell for it too. Those who know the doctrine and accept it must be unironically mentally insane. Here's a cath explaining it: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=olUVLj10iDY

>>276498
look up all that gurdjieffan crap that self help gurus delve into then

I'm genuinely interested in converting but the utter incompatibility of OT events and mainline science it a leap I can't make

>>276510
I'm sorry you have shit parents anon
I also have a pet that my family hates, he's kept me alive trough my teenage years. DOnt give up on her.
The police wont anything
I know it's a bit scary but your parents are just people, they cant withold you from leaving the house, talk about it to an authoritive figure or find a number of a vet and explain your situation and ask if they know what to do. you can even call the police yourself for help, they are there to help you not just to fight criminals. It's all a bit scary and a shit situation to be in but nothing eats at you more than being passive

good luck anon
your future is in your hands

>>276503
Pity. Every suicider getting a personal thread seems a bit extravagant. If one is about to off oneself one should also discard such excessive self importance, one should become humble as earth and not bother the living by making repetitive, boring threads.

>>276506
>Every suicider getting a personal thread seems a bit extravagant
But they don't, because despite having the freedom to make new threads, the users here decided as a community to convene their thoughts.
>not bother the living by making repetitive, boring threads.
Depressed men on /dep/ don't exist to entertain you with fresh things to laugh at, psychubus.

Sage because I don't enjoy what you typed.

My advice to you is to be honest with them (and yourself) and say you had a mental health issue. See a psychiatrist or something. Frame it as a medical issue and they will likely be lenient. Go back and get back on track ASAP. Resist the urge to let this spiral out of control. You can do what you need to, but a mental block is holding you back. You need to acknowledge that mental block and overcome it. If you realize you are succumbing to it, resist with all your strength, just go do what you need to do.

>>276518
Fair points, perhaps some sort of unwritten compromise can be arranged, lets say we could have six or so suicidies per thread and when a vacancy opens another one can join, that way at least they wouldn't be so alone in their own threads.

>>276488
I missed a week of classes as well in college
If you're still in highschool don't worry about it child and be honest with the teachers that you you're just feeling a bit empty and it is hard to motivate yourself to doing tasks but you're working on it and trying to pick yourself up
some will understand and some wont but it's important to communicate

if you're in college then you can still pick yourself up
don't give up

go to the library and leave when closing time, do the assignements bit by bit just to do stuff

good luck anon
your future is in your hands

That which commanded the stars…

Giving life its fullest brilliance…

THE ELDEN RING


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH ELDEN RING
shattered… by someone… or something…

Don’t tell me you don’t see it.

Look up at the sky!

IT BURNS.

This thread is scaring me.

I'm gonna go to Heaven

>>276077
I am relieved to have something that I enjoy, considering I've been teetering on the brink of full-fledged anhedonia for some time now. My only real problem with it is that it's consuming all of my free time to the point where I'm neither working on improving my life, nor advancing my plans for suicide. I'm stuck neither living nor dying as the clock ticks away. It could certainly be worse, but I'm just tired of this long-term rut of escapism and failure that has engulfed my entire adult life.

Is seeing the world as "ugly" a common symptom of depression?

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I need a reason to live tonight, I have 3 bottles of meds and I want to die. Why should I stay alive?

>>276193
Stay alive because things could get better. Stay alive because you are a warrior, because all is not over and you still have things to do. And things will get better. When you're where you are (I have been there) things can get better.