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 No.289249[Reply]

This is probably not big news, but you have much worse chances of getting anything done in life if you are not social. From jobs, to housing, to money. If you are trying to do everything alone, you will not be as successful. Except you have a godlike family and upbringing. But I suppose nobody here had this.
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 No.296755

>>296750
I would literally be dead (probably at age 20-21) without parents, relatives etc. who always lifted me up with endless money injections.

In a state of nature there is no way in hell my autistic self would have survived to 36 years of age.

 No.296761

>>296755
What is your field/major?
You seem lucky with job opportunities despite of everything you said

 No.296768

>>295801
>there is foremost a genetic component to personality disorders
source? There would need to be a twin study or something difficult and unlikely like that. Almost all studies are incapable of teasing apart genetics from the influence of being raised by the family that has those genes, and many people mischaracterize data by not acknowledging this

 No.298506

>>289249
I call this to shit. "Contacts" cannot even drive theirselves away from taxes and wagslavery. This is all stupid bait for us to run after normies.

 No.299741

>>294121
yes but you need to be neurotypical for that



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 No.297233[Reply]

I went to the college today for some work regarding documentation and met a "friend", people in the college have nothing to talk about except bitches. The "friend" in question screamed my name from afar, later came running, and told me he has scored a bitch. Showed me a photo of a bitch and him cuddling. What is more shocking is that the guy is also kinda below average in looks but extremely out going to the point he just sleeps when he's at home.

I didn't know what I was supposed to respond like good for you, I guess. But now I am thinking maybe he did it purposefully, like he knows that someone who looks like me can't get love and sex. And hypothetically if I ever get sex, I probably won't be able to get it hard, and even if I do get it hard, I won't be able to cum cause of my tight foreskin, frenulum breve, and OCD.

I wonder if he somehow guessed that I had an inability to get sex or do sex which is why he rubbed it in my face, other times some other "friends" of mine also talk about their girlfriends infront of me and how cool is this and that.

Are normies just like this or do they do it on purpose with me?
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 No.298659

when i was at college, somebody saw me developing on my laptop, browsing wifis, and he created a wifi with name: why are you staring so angled, dick!

Clever, inslulting someone with wifi name

worst part

i dont know who that was, i never tried to make friends or enemies, but still, some people hate you just because you exist

 No.298693

>>297233
>Global Rules
>Do not state or suggest that you had, will have or want to have sexual or romantic experiences.

 No.298752

>And hypothetically if I ever get sex, I probably won't be able to get it hard, and even if I do get it hard, I won't be able to cum cause of my tight foreskin, frenulum breve, and OCD.
>frenulum breve
what in hell is that

 No.298786

>>298752
Tight banjo string.

 No.299740

>>298504
>You are losing yourself being amongst normies
99 percent of people are by definition normies



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 No.297836[Reply]

To value or not to value, To care or not to care, Do we truly care that much about our value that we defend it with any possible way, But to what extent ? What will we garner from showering with praises and value, A temporary feeling of having worth ? It all fades away after a period of time and you have to do that all again, Like anything in life, Everything fades away, That love that disillusioned you at that first sight fades away after 1 month if the other person doesn’t reciprocate, That’s the same as your value, If you don’t give more to your value then the other person will just get bored, Boredom is our nemesis in this world.
We truly love to wallow in our shit and feces and believe that we’re different than the other person, That we’re different than the other insipid and superficial people, But that’s the same as the other barn of shit that others pile in too and believe they’re better than you, All in for the same ending, For the same pointless and meaningless argument to escape the feeling of being “normal”, of being “mid”, of not having any specialities in this World, We fear that we will be perceived as lower, But in reality the damage is already done, We literally diminish our principles in other to not be perceived as lower by others, That’s just wallowing in the shit of the other person. For what is the worth of a person who died right now as you’re reading this ? For what is the worth of a person living in extreme poverty ? A person living in harsh condition, or someone getting tortured by the mafia right now.. Etc, They have more value than people who consider themselves high and almighty, Hell even a garbage collector holds more value than anyone who has “Villas, Cars, money… etc” Because they’re exploring life in their own condition, And the garbage collector is doing something for society, We just give value to ourselves because we’re pitiful and rely so much on another person’s praise to not fall, But you will fall and the fall will be so hard that you will cease to exist in another person’s eyesight. You can easily trick others by giving them value and watch them as they spiral down into madness when you cease to give them any value, People are evil, They rely on others to give them a shoulder to be another’s shoulder and when that shoulder carrying them ceases to exist, they fall because they were used to standing on the other’s shoulder.
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 No.299712

>>299705
>even if we earn a comparable amount of money
its impossible, you cant earn any comparable amount of money that would ever put you into the top 1% or anywhere near them which basically means your place as bottom of the barrel goyim is guaranteed no matter what and there is no getting out of this, EVER.
normalfag NPCs are in the same boat, they fight over scraps. sure maybe some normalfag can leverage his looks and skills and connections into a little bit more money but compared to these top kikes he would still be a poorfag nobody thats only allowed to temporary exist, that normalfag aint controlling anything not even his own life and the kikes will soon steal all his shit anyway. thats all they do. the system is engineered so nobody but the top kikes can win.
>But we are likely too primitive
there is literally no solution to the problem.

 No.299714

>>299711
>So called chads are bound to visit
do you really believe this? I have a hard time imagining a successfull normalfag wasting his time here, the guy would be too busy digging with his dick in succubi or doing some other normalfag shit.
the only thing we get are trolls, failed normalfags and larpers who without 4chan have no other place that they can shit up.

 No.299716

>>299714
>the only thing we get are trolls, failed normalfags and larpers who without 4chan have no other place that they can shit up
this

 No.299732

>>299711
when the fuck will 4chan be up again? i hate coming back here like my old angsty self was here

 No.299736

>>299732
>owned by retards who are too low IQ to update the servers
>4chan has never been a profitable business
>gookmoot doesnt care
>glowniggers are happy because one of the worst antisemitic sites is down so its in their interest to keep it that way
>apparently all the admin/mod/janny/user infos got leaked

all of this considered its actually a miracle that it survived for as long as it did but I dont see how they can recover from this fuckup.
and 4chan has been trash for a long time anyway, most of the boards are filled with bots and spam, the memes arent as funny as they used to be, the entire userbase is mostly faggot normalfags, shitty word filters, power tripping jannies, glownigger shill threads, spam that never gets deleted, every good thread gets derailed eventually, extremely cancerous userbase with lgbt and soc and other cancerous boards.
maybe its better for everyone if it stays dead.



 No.299501[Reply]

Normal people without depression know what they are good or at least decent at by the age of 17 when they graduate school.
My only "strength" was learning english by playing videogames and browsing english speaking internet since the age of 10. My weaknesses are everything else, I'm not good at anything and never was good at anything in a real way. I could "imitate" being good at history by cramming material before exams just to forget everything the next day. Anything that requires ANY brainpower at all makes me collapse. I literally always google everything like it's my first time, never learning any patterns or anything. I can imitate being normal (well not anymore I guess) by putting absurd amount of effort to keep the facade, communicating with people on daily basis makes me want to hide or kill myself.

Imagine if I had any strengths so I could go to college normally and graduate and then have a job?
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 No.299676

>>299675
We truly had no choice but to be forcefully filtered out of society. The illuminati of today are continuing Hitlers eugenics except through social means rather than physical.

 No.299677

>>299672
Depression eats your memories apparently.
I wish I could remember more memories of my family members before they died.

 No.299681

>>299636
>amongst people that want me dead
Isn't this a case of distorted reality, or were you keeping company with /pol/ types? In my case, I was talking to people who wouldn't like me doing cheap labor in their countries, but were otherwise laid back.

I talk in a robotic manner because if I try to convey emotion in my mother tongue it comes across as a kid throwing a tantrum, since I was a failed normie kind of nerd in middle school and then it all went to shit as I hit puberty and got into highschool.

>>299631
As if you could choose. The universe is deterministic, children make choices at the whims of their parents and school brainwash. Don't be so hard on yourself.

 No.299687

>>299675
Obviously you're none of the things you describe yourself as, as your writing not only shows an excellent mind but also a caring heart. Get some rest (sleep, not dying) and re-estimate yourself in a positive direction this time.

 No.299726

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>>299687
nta but what's with the hopium? i get random copes from other sites but you people just act like we sit on our computers having tried nothing and being out of ideas. very weird



 No.298340[Reply]

How will my life change if I miraculously get a job as a dishwasher or idk burger flipper? Is it really a path forward, trading your soul and most of your day for minimum wage? I suppose I could buy a new PC this way after a while, but just living like that because you have no choice? Rope sounds better
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 No.299157

>>298340
We are really fucked up if we call these jobs "miraculous"

 No.299179

>>299157
I.K.R, I don't live in a big city, if i can get ANY low-skill job here (or anywhere else in my country, to be fair) I would consider my self lucky.

 No.299187

>>298433
This. There isn't any light at the end of the tunnel if you go down this path. You only exist to make the owner filthy rich while he gives you the bare minimum so you don't starve to death.

>>298432
This. NEET as long as you can, and if the system collapses, simply suicide. Don't give in or contribute to the exploitation in any way.
Only agree to employment if it means fair wages or ownership in the company, which will never happen in the current job market for anyone but the top 0,0001% of applicants to highly niche fields of work who also get signing bonuses.

 No.299198

>>299187
Suicide sounds scary. Can we do it?

 No.299674

>>298340
>Is it really a path forward, trading your soul and most of your day for minimum wage?
>I suppose I could buy a new PC this way after a while, but just living like that because you have no choice? Rope sounds better
the main idea is that you save up cash for whatever it is you want to do. You are not suppose to work these jobs your entire life.
>want to start your own cafe?
no one is going to hand you a location plus all the necessary equipment and supplies for free.
even if you just want to be something small like a content creator on youtube, good camera and video/image editors tend to cost a bit.
dead-end jobs is your starting point to get cash to buy the stuff you need for your goals. No such thing as a free lunch.



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 No.297968[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

2025 The Great Depression 2. Post your pain and suffering. Previous >>294941
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 No.299637

>>297968
Anyone know where this comic is from?

 No.299640

>>299637
It's from schizo by Ivan_Brunetti. The guy is a real neurotic and pretty funny at times (and sad). I posted it because i wanted to share this feeling , i guess many felt this way at a point in their lives. I know i did.

 No.299649

>>299640
Yeah it's very relatable, unfortunately. I've heard Ivan Brunetti's name before but I never really checked out his comics, guess this is a sign. Anyways, thanks for the source. I tried doing a reverse image search on google, bing, yandex, tinyeye, etc. and none of them could tell me where it was from.

 No.299654

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It's very cool being so depressed you waste every second of every minute of every hour of every day, knowing you're making your situation worse but unable to do anything about it. I think I'm actually mentally ill, there's a problem I have I can't type about here because it would be considered vain and silly and it's hard to explain but to me it's very real - it's unsolvable to me. I used to live with hope that I could solve it, eventually, but it's looking like I actually can't, ever, and that's something new to me, to live completely without hope. I've never been so miserable.

 No.299662

>>299661
new thread


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 No.299383[Reply]

I can't deal or interact with people, meaning I will never have the connections and social skills needed to get and hold a job, meaning i will never be able to survive, leaving me with no option other than offing my self, I feel as if this world existed to make things worse for me.
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 No.299490

>>299488
Spotted the nigger who things telling people the "harsh reality" and to bully them is the way to get them to improve. NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER.

 No.299492

>>299490
This is an English website.

 No.299498

>>299488
this is why its important not to have black and white thinking…

acknowledging autistic struggles is valid but concluding that there's no point in trying is taking things too far. on the other hand: ignoring struggles altogether by saying everything can be over-come is denying real problems and setting people up for unrealistic outcomes. where they then have no choice but to interpret it as them having done the improvbruh wrong rather than fighting against their problems.

 No.299500

>>299488
Those are both retarded statements that should be shitted on

 No.299537

>>299443
It didn't used to be like this.



 No.299493[Reply]

Imagine that you're a dumbass. But you're not the happy go lucky type of dumbass that is content with your situation.

You're a dumbass that KNOWS about how bad your situation is, you know how miserable it is, but you aren't really smart enough to get out of it.

You work a wage slave job and that's really all you can do because my fucking god, coding and programming is essentially the equivalent of trying to box prime Mike Tyson for someone who's a malnourished bastard. Becoming a lawyer? You already know you'd cock up and would probably be a public lawyer that has to defend scum of the earth that are 100% guilty. Doctor? Med school is possibly the hardest thing you can do without trying to become a rocket scientist.

You can't even set yourself up financially. Investing into stocks or crypto? Forget it. You're gonna buy high and sell low. I can't even manage to save more than 1k dollars. I don't even really have savings at all. I live paycheck to paycheck because I can't manage my finances for shit.

It's all these things that add up. I can't be like Beavis and Butthead who live in bliss. I know I'm dumb. I can't get smarter though. A mental midget that knows it. It's like being a zombie that knows it's a zombie.

 No.299494

>>299493
>posting a wojak on wizchan


This is gonna go over well.

 No.299495

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>>299494
Well that's certainly more fucking proof of what i'm talking about!!

I'm fUCKing STUPID.

But I'm also not SUPER stupid. It's truly a hellish existence like no other.

 No.299496

i think the whole being dumb makes you happy thing is a myth, because no matter how dumb you are, you can still suffer and you don't even understand why it happened and you definitely don't know how to cope with it. those extra iq points that you have that help you be slightly more aware of the situation, cherish them because it could be worse lol

 No.299497

2 dumb to earn cash, 2 smart to know how bad everything is, being dumb-dumb would have been a lot easier



 No.299408[Reply]

I've heard a lot about "fear of missing out"/"fomo". But I have a different kind of fear that doesn't really make sense in my mind: a fear of keeping up with things, or, a fear of catching up.

For example: Many years ago I played internet mahjong a lot. But eventually I stopped playing for a few months. Now, any time I consider playing again, I get paralyzed by this irrational fear. I think things like "it's too late for me to get back into this". And, of course, the fact that this fear stops me from catching back up only makes this fear grow larger and larger.

I once had a small youtube channel but it has been so many years since I uploaded anything, I feel like "it's too late for this, I missed the boat, what's done is done".

I know this fear is irrational but I still am held back it.
Does anyone relate to this fear AT ALL?
I am bad at describing this so this might not make any sense at all.

 No.299409

>>299408
isnt that basically just being lazy and procrastinating?

 No.299410

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>>299408
I relate OP, it feels like you could have done all the things you want to do at younger age and now you feel like it is a waste of time because your not young anymore, why even try I'll die soon? your brain is saying, and you agree with your brain, then you procrastinate. its a unhealthy habit brcause at the end of the day you do nothing and you wasted your day doing nothing.
the only thing is to start NOW and tomorrow and then the day after, etc…its like bycicle, if you stop treadle you fall.

 No.299411

>>299408
>"it's too late for me to get back into this"
We (and by that I mean you) can dissect these thoughts for their origin and why they hold so much sway on you. It's a good mental exercise.

It usually goes like this for me.
>Want to play 'jong?
Y/N. If you want to, what stops you?
>Its too late
Late for what?
>Im XX old KHV I should be doing whateverwhatever
What this had to do with wanting to play 'jong?

 No.299412

This sounds a like straight up clinical depression.

If you've incidentally trained yourself not to enjoy things in general, then the sense of post enjoyment comedown might have further conditioned you to avoid things you specifically liked in the past.

I've experienced this once or twice with anime - specifically ones that I really enjoyed, the idea of experiencing them again and having them retroactively ruined or devalued means I don't watch them.

If what you enjoyed has little in the way of intrinsic value (i.e. enjoying it has extra benefits like exercising the mind or producing artefacts you take pride in) then if you're in full depression mode you'll need extra motivation to attempt it.

In some cases, getting back into the habit is just a case of perseverance, but it's not guaranteed.

 No.299425

I find it difficult to relate to your particular fear.

In general, if something seems like an irrational fear, i'd advise to really deeply consider if it is actually irrational. Try to make a clear-cut judgement. If it still seems irrational then you should try to overcome it by intentionally confronting it. That is, to simply do the feared activities for a while until you know you aren't hindered by it. If you still feel the fear but you have proved to yourself that you are in control of it then its fine, you just have to accept the feeling



 No.299336[Reply]

Since last year's December, I have discovered that you can just keep lying on the bed and enter a weird stage where you're neither asleep nor awake. It's crazy as it feels like what substance abusing would feel like although I have never even touched alcohol, weed, or even cigs let alone hard drugs

And bed rotting is crazy addictive. Time flies so quickly it's unbelievable. I spend most of my day lying in the bed, and I have gotten so skinny fat it is simply unbelievable, I am a mere 160cm tall ethnicel but I weigh a massive 150 pounds. My body looks so ugly that even my mama doesn't love me.

Has anybody else experiences this where you're at a prolonged stage of not being asleep and not being awake but in a weird in-between because of the comfyness of bed?
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 No.299394

>>299388
same
if i didnt have to work, if my backwards country had neetbux, id happily rot for the rest of my life

 No.299395

i tried it for some 50 minutes and i got to the point where i could see colored blobs rythmically expanding and contracting, but i stopped due to impatience and boredom
will keep trying

 No.299399

>>299395
>colored blobs rythmically expanding and contracting
black and purplish / dark red ?

 No.299400

>>299399
yeah, was that close?

 No.299401

>>299400
idk but I never experienced what OP did, so I think it's just ordinary eye glitches or something



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