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 No.305607[Reply]

Do you have this? Any tips?
I dont know if i have this but it fucked a lot of social interactions.
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 No.305727

>>305688
During elementary school I vomited about 6 times in class over the years. Shat my pants twice, and pissed myself atleast 4 times I can remember. Mostly in front of the class, and I still wasn't the most messed up kid there

 No.305728

>>305727
holy fuck was that some kind of high profile special school for wizards?

 No.305729

>>305688
Same. Shit my pants ONCE in elementary and it followed me until I graduated high school.

 No.305735

I can barely believe people have started stigmatising, pathologising and labeling being a quiet person. Quiet people do nothing wrong and this shows what ultimate cancer this society is converging to. I can already see how in some shitholes like the UK you could in the future get police check-ups at home for "being too quiet"

 No.305736

>>305735
woah where. anyway quiet people have always been dislike afaik. "who knows what shit they're thinking"



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 No.303134[Reply]

Its been a while
Things are worse now then last year
Life continues to be a challenge
Chronic pain and issues continue to plague me more
I am starting to dread physical social interaction
It is getting hard to keep up energy to do anything
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 No.304098

both my wrists hurt now
it is Hell
I can't do anything at all like I used to
there are still fifty years left of this shit
help me

 No.304099

>>304098
Happened to me years ago.
>apply ice until pain and inflammation reduce
>start exercising your wrists, lifting weights in every direction, start with half a kg, increase by little until 2kg
>stretch your wrists daily in every direction
>do something for the rest of your life to keep your wrists strong (or at least not too weak)
It was six months of physical therapy for me until it got "normal".

 No.304104

>>304099
Wrists?

Muscles or joints?

if muscles - >>304099

 No.305493

>>304098
total elimination of all nightshades will help you.

 No.305708

I’m turning 25 next month. No wife, no house, no skills, no college. Honestly, everything feels so dull that even the idea of killing myself seems pointless. I guess I can’t even say I’m sad. I’m nothing. It feels like I’m an observer in my own life.



 No.304425[Reply]

is there any job a retard like me can do? my life situation is fucked beyond any comprehension. generally speaking, i dropped out of society at 18 and now im 29, my education level is the lowest possible(i doubt 1% of ppl even have this low in my country) and even cleaner jobs require higher education than mine. But I desperately need money as everything is falling apart in my life because I have no money to fix it. The only thing I ever succeeded at was investing(not a joke) but I have no capital and I have infinite expenses and debts. I'm not from the US, just middle of the shithole of 3rd world country Poland. Locally, most jobs here are either 'customer advisor' or whatever u call them, where u work at some store and are supposed to be a salesman there. Or some backbreaking physical labor that there's no way I can do. Idk, i'm just barking at the moon here. I'm simply completely stuck in an insane situation, and I can't do anything, because I have no money and no way to make any. I'm really losing my mind over this. Soon I'll die because I can't afford healthcare while I have 99 diseases and social help doesn't exist here, or they will lock me up in a psych ward forever because I can't stand the pressure. Sorry if this post makes no sense but really, i'm just rambling everywhere I can because I just can't stand it anymore. My whole family is dying from their own diseases and their own decisions. I don't want to pointlessly talk about my life situation but it's more insane than anyone can imagine.
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 No.304725

>>304722
Become a construction worker chad.

 No.305436

>>304725
this


you basically need to learn how stuff's done on-site, not how stuff's lined out by some soy-decaf-slurper let alone a special kind of person you "wouldn't seem to understand"

 No.305440

>>304722
Sociophobia? Knowledge?

If you're a responsible adult, you can be trusted with laying bricks and mixing the cement mix. Such a job is requiring you to not be a funny small-time-criminal that would steal random shit to sell for pennies and… that's where many foxes, weasels and rascals flub it up XD

 No.305442

>investing
You meaning demo trading where the brokers let you win?

Tried food delivery? No one cares who you are as long as you can bring the food from point a to point b.

 No.305686

>>305678
The worst part about a McJob is the taxes, you literally enrich people who work against you by having a job



 No.305664[Reply]

Hey, guys.

This morning, while I was making my bed (something I started doing to avoid having an anxiety attack as soon as I wake up, which happens pretty often in my routine), I started thinking about what’s been stressing me out. And I realized again that when I’m feeling more depressed, I can’t even handle simple requests for help from my own family.

Normally, I’m fine with it and don’t feel annoyed at all — but when the depression gets really bad, it’s the complete opposite.

I feel kinda bad for not being able to control this. I end up taking my bad feelings out on people who have nothing to do with it, you know.

 No.305666

idk sry op it's a bit different for me.

basically when i'm depressed i'm very very irritable but otherwise lethargy dominates so i don't feel anxiety or shit.

i'm feeling pretty grounded near the baseline.

anxiety makes what feels like physical holes in my brain when i get above the baseline. idk if it's hypomania cuz i haven't been evaluated but that's how i label it cuz it feels kinda similar to the description of hypomania

oh now that i reread your post it seems your main question is about stress. well gee i don't know? i don't think it's manageable to be honest, cuz depression = brain doesn't work right and in that state you can't do meditation/self-check.

i think if you're really interesting in fixing this shit you should start getting your life back on track somehow. meditate on your complexes, figure out what makes you hates yourself and unless it's succubi just go for it idk. but if it's succubi i'm afraid some rope with some vodka is your way to go.

 No.305670

Are you sure your anxiousness isn't just a result of going stir crazy? How often do you do activities outside of the house?



 No.297753[Reply]

How do you guys fight anhedonia? Do you have any experience with it?
I basically don't feel pleasure from anything except food, maybe. Stories, games, art don't really touch me at all and it sucks because I remember how much I loved escapism before and how it brought excitement, joy, sadness etc. Now it's all blank. I want to bring emotions back, want to bring excitement, joy, even sweet sadness would do honestly, I miss being profoundly sad.

Have any of you managed to revert to your older non-anhedonic self?
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 No.302030

>>302012
>>302012
>dopamine is made of
tyrosine


also, I asked PerPLX AI to rework my text in "Crowdon Londoner" style:
Bruv, you know there’s bare tyrosine in bananas and buckwheat, innit? And listen — buckwheat porridge, slap a bit o’ gravy on, that hits different. Proper jokes though, ‘cause it’s like the stuff don’t even wanna be porridge in the first place!

 No.303369

>>297753
I tried drinking fuckton of coffee ever since. Did NOT work properly. Allows me to function in some half-hearted/half-assed way (aka posting stuff on Wizardchan instead of doing my work… bak to werk methinks…)

 No.304656

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>>303369
found psychoactive substance abuser

 No.305610

>>302015
mind = blown

>>304656
narc

 No.305617

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>>297753
>How do you guys fight anhedonia?
Have you tried nicotine?



 No.305055[Reply]

Banned from everything. Rejected by everybody. And then they'll say I'm to blame that I'm schizophrenic. Shine light into darkness.(you're allowed to stay, but don't post frogs)
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 No.305081

>>305079
Perhaps that is what I have been waiting for. Drop it.

 No.305082

>>305079
Here's mine: simonc159789@proton.me. Write me, if you want to.

 No.305085

>>305081
https://bpa.st/DF4Q expires in a week.

 No.305092

Also you use big tech mail providers so please let me know if my cock emails weren't delivered.

 No.305613

>>305076
>People, who are not doctors, accuse me of being a schizophrenic.
I think they call you "schizo" simply because its getting trendy to say "[stuff], schizo", as opposed to decade-old idea to complain over "autists" or [crabs] let alone trolls.



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 No.302003[Reply]

My rooster that I've had for ten years, who I consider my best friend and love more than anyone else, died Wednesday night. He was my only friend. He lived in the house with me and was the only thing that would make me feel better when the rest of my life would weigh down on me. I would go hold him and the rest of life would disappear and that would be all that would matter. I keep forgetting now for a few moments, that I can't go see him and hold him anymore.

I have had depression for my whole life adolescence onward, and I was afraid even 5-6 years ago of this day and thought it would be unsurvivable, and now it's here, and I do want to die. I dont want to live in a world where he isn't here with me. The initial shock has worn off and it's sinking in that my best friend is gone, and I'm not going to see him again. My mother is the only other positive presence in my life, because she knew how much I love him. She has stage 4 cancer and it's still unclear if she's going to survive it or not. She's essentially the only reason why I have not shot myself already. She was never abusive or cruel to me, so I couldn't do that to her even though I don't want to live anymore.

Did you ever have an animal that meant this much to you? People are cruel and petty and small. If an animal loves you it's genuine, they dont have ulterior motives or social performance.
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 No.304321

>>302193
7. Actually living in a remote location/off the grid/in a place where less that a half of your building has electricity outlets

 No.304339

>>302003
As a child, yes. A cat and an oddly affectionate one at that. He's dead now so there's no point in grieving. Grief should be reserved before the act of death and released afterwards. When death happens suddenly it shocks us to our core, that's why sudden deaths are traumatic.

 No.305091

>>304321
yes, as in "40 acres of land somewhere in Nebraska"

 No.305585

>>303221
>>303222
I think you should remeber my advice several years later and resort to rescuing a stray off da street next time to try and avoid the stench of grief. Or, you know, visit a shelter to get a damaged one as yer pet. This way, you will feel less grief because you're not "replacing" yer pet - you're offering care to an animal in need.


In layman terms. You'll realize "it's different this time" so you're not cheating on your sweet memories.[/s]

 No.305604

Sorry for your loss. My dog died a few years back and it kills me. It's difficult.



 No.305116[Reply]

I live in a hot region of the world. I was born in a place I didn't even ask to be born. Right now, I'm getting bothered by the heat, and I no longer want to touch the sunlight. It makes me itch and I can't stand it. I never wanted to live, but if I were forced to, let it at least be somewhere cold, a calm and serene place. I don't think this will get better. I'm not going to say that I feel this way irl or anywhere else on the internet. I'll just say it here.

I think that's all I have to say. If you're like me, I hope your pain will lessen too.
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 No.305580

>>305575
wizbro just eat supplements

 No.305586

>>305118
hello fren. fellow southern hemisphere heat allergic wiz here. do research on how to keep your house as cool as possible, avoid sunlight like a plague, and please dont forget to take your vitamin D.

at home, this is all infinitely easier with an AC, but i cant afford one. so here is my routine. i open all my windows at night when the sun goes down, and close them when the sun comes up at 6am. this flushes your place of warmth and slows down heat from seeping in during the day. then i cover all of my windows with tarp from the outside, so sunlight doesnt come in and the tarp doesnt radiate heat inside. i use only one layer of tarp, but my windows still get pretty warm, so ideally you probably need two or three. taking a shower in the late afternoon (when it's usually warmest) will make it slightly more bearable. cook your food in the morning or in the evening, and heat it up in a microwave or eat it cold at noon or the afternoon. if you have to leave, do so as early in the morning or as late into the evening as possible. avoid public transport, especially in the warmest days.

most important of all ALWAYS KEEP TABS ON THE WEATHER. even just mentally preparing yourself for a heatwave will make things easier. plan ahead to do chores outside in the least warm, cloudy days. don't be afraid to reschedule appointments if they land in a day of clear 30C+ weather. whenever it hits 30C or more i know it is one of those days i will just be trying to survive at home and doing nothing else. getting a couple of beers and showering frequently can make things nicer.

good luck on surviving the rest of the summer. our kind would fare a lot better in a place of eternal winter, but that's still a distant dream for both you and me i imagine.

 No.305587

>>305586
(sorry for the wrong reply, meant for OP.)

 No.305588

>>305586
this is pretty solid advice

 No.305589

>20+ water bottles at all time in the fridge
>just wear underwear most days at home
>wet rags around my neck
>spray water on myself in front of the fan, amazing coolness feeling
>cold showers
>plenty of fresh fruit like apple slices, stored in the fridge a few hours before consumption (pre slice them and cover with wrap)
>big sun hats

I have a major aversion to heat, these are some of the things I do to make it better. Sadly my weakness is trying to sleep at night, hard to stay very cool as most of my methods need to be reset every 5~30 minutes and when you're sleeping you need to be still. I live in one of those climates where the heat is almost Thailand tier, but we also get some rather cold winters, but those are far easier to deal with. It's just annoying to need to plan for both



 No.305094[Reply]

It’s over for me, I’m 18 and I have the social skills of a goldfish, I’m 5’5, autistic and not particularly good looking

Now at the moment my cope is the gym, I’m fairly lean and have visible abs but I’ve been tempted to start drinking daily or at the very least several days a week

This is because:
1) it feels nice
2) it’s not too expensive
3) it makes me more social
4) it may make life interesting again

But at the same time I have my doubts

These are:
1) I am genetically predisposed to alcoholism, several members of my family are fond of a drink or have been, with my late father being an alcoholic before meeting my mother
2) I am quite proud of what I have done to my body over the past year or so, I used to be quite fat as a child/teen so to throw it all away would be quite upsetting

What should I do wizards? Besides vidya and the gym, nothing brings me any joy, I’ve tried dating apps and got 0 matches and I’ve never been approached by a succubus irl so I know it is for a fact over
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 No.305122

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>>305094
>What should I do wizards?
Don't sell your soul to alcohol and don't NEET, you need to keep moving forward in other areas of your life.
>>305121
>This nigger was born in 2008
Not necessarily. Only if he was born sometime in the first week of january. He's probably from 2007.
t. 2007 anonymage

 No.305127

>>305101
>>305102
I'm 29 now but I've been lurking wizard/wizchan since I was 17. Some of us know we're destined to be wizards from a young age.

 No.305128

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>>305127
At 29, you are still unaccustomed to being a wizard but the time you are mid thirties, you aren't even really thinking about it much anymore. You have adjusted to it completely by then or at least that is my experience.

The average person has some 9-5 grind that they hate and is more miserable than me and that includes succubi. People aren't delusionmaxxed to the extent I am. It's the only way to survive these days.

 No.305510

>>305122
>t. 2007 anonymage
>anonymage
You are not even human

 No.305584

18. You are far too young, I'm 29 and even I am still young though I'm fast approaching the threshold of 30. Of course we are really only as young as our health. You have been born in such destructive and perilous times, take a minute to weep about it. Stockpile your resources and bite the bullet, just be a wagie for now to build some resilience to that life you'll most likely have to live. Better to get it now than in your 20's like many of us REAL wizards have done. I started working for real in my early 20's and it was a rude awakening, people hated me as I was that age with no experience, atleast if you're a teenager they will dismiss you as some idiot kid. An idiot kid vs an idiot adult, which do you think gets more flak?

>dating apps


Fucking hell what the hell are you doing, we don't respect those types here. Look, even if you were a normie, even if you were a high value normie you'd be wasting your time and money with that.



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 No.305401[Reply]

Does anybody else live with family who have seemingly not a care in the world to be careful with your belongings?? It's incredibly annoying and often blood boiling. I have a lot of collections, and attempt to make models like tanks/planes/warhammer stuff and quite often my parents will "inspect" my room for whatever retarded reason and often break several items. I internally call my dad "The grabbler" he picks up delicate items with his full fist, all fingers perfectly alinged - like a special ed kid grabbing a pencil. As you can imagine, this often BREAKS anything even remotely fragile.

This has been an issue I've dealt with my entire life. I'd have my pokemon cards on a playing mat in my room, parents barge in and walk right on them despite them being able to walk around it, and I wasn't even in the way. Or other times where they would grab my school work with greasy/chocolate coated hands and get stains all over it. Also they love coughing and sneezing without any attempt to cover their mouths. You will see spit and mucus stains EVERYWHERE in the house. Especially on the shared computer screen, utterly disgusting.

I have tried everything to get them to be less dirty and more respectful and mindful but they just don't care, my mother is literally too stupid to understand, my father just doesn't care. I don't really want to move out either as it's not a possibility on my wages unless I want to live in a car or next to criminal social housing with even more disgusting people.

The list goes on and on about all the dirty behaviour they get up to. I might even jot down some greentext stories if I'm bored later
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 No.305498

>>305478
Very good for low level inspectors. Kids and old ladies will get BTFO. It won't stop the dads, the uncles which I've already dubbed as "grabblers" and "tinkerers" The tinkerers are the worst, they see something new and their first instinct is to break it down with some trailer part level reverse engineering but they can never fix it again, which is why these ugly homes have so many broken things. Especially if they have men aged 40+ they just like to tinker

 No.305500

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>>305498
get a gun case OR get some old computers as something that's gonna distract them

 No.305501

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>>305500
King dub dubs. I've been wanting an old CRT TV screen to play older games on. I wouldn't want that touched though, however I like your idea on the distraction method, I believe I mentioned this in one of my posts. It's extremely effective. Already have a gun case also, have some prized stuff in there.

Kinda related. I went to the bathroom this morning to see piss and shit ON the toilet seat, and all of our toothbrushes on the ground. This is the type of thing I can't handle, my dad just laughs it off and says you will put toothpaste on the brush anyway so it cleans it…. I'm not crazy rght? I used to keep my toothbrush in a locked cabinet and my entire family would ridicule me for that.

 No.305505

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>>305501
Look, i _can_imagine_ your dad has something with his head (a leadhead, perhaps?) thats not genetic, but rather, the result of exposure to *something*.

And I have a friend who will probably die of boredoom if left unentertained but I have just told him I am tired of his nagging so screw him. My point is, he would make an obnoxious 'grabber' too so I think I should distance from him back to being an ivory tower guy

 No.305583

>>305505
Probably the lead and asbestos. Also being beaten as a child, as much shit as we give the boomers they really had an awful childhood if they grew up poor. He was whipped and caned in school, and that was just the official punishments, often teachers would get more cruel and creative. He also believes everything the idiot box says, NEWS is gospel. He has thrown away my games when I was a child because playing ratchet and clank would have made me a good for nothing gangster apparantly.

Some people cannot function if not given anything to do. My mother is like that. If there's no one to talk to, she talks to herself for hours on end



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