[–] No.296636>>298507[Watch Thread]
Hello, wizards. Do you remember the moment when you was born? I dont remember too. Lets not speak about processes in babies brain, Im here to ask you a question. Have you ever think about how the first -homo was scared when he realized his existence?
Its fucking insane how trivally kid making has become. When I ask my mother, why she decided to make family and born me, she said some shit about glass of water, giving joy of life to someone; something about peak of love between man and succubus and so on. And now imagine to realize the moment of born. Realize, that you was brought from eternal dark… "here". I dont speak about antinatalism, though I like the idea. I speak about dread of giving and taking life. I already have tread here, called "Siberian apprentice shizo ideas". Its about self consciousness. And I would like to connect it to that post.
And now, lets forget about biology. Lets think about world where kids born already conscious. Their scream is not about pain. Its about realisation of their parents …punishment on them. Its about being doomed, being a cell on a mad and cruel Gods body, who rot in all dimensions, in past, in future.
Actually, I want to bring all my thoughts in order and write a small book or article cycle about shit in my head. If you find it interesting, let me know and I will translate it from Russian to let you read it.
[–] No.296642
Yes, life is eternally running away from the meat grinder. You can't stop moving or it will get you. With a lot of effort you can gain some distance from the grinder, but it will get you eventually. Then your body will be decomposed, the matter that makes it up will be broken up, dissolved, and absorbed by other organisms. Your point of view will no longer receive inputs from senses, even the sense of time will be lost. Before you know it, a new body will be assembled for you, and your point of view will get caught up in it, and you'll be ready for the next ride :)
[–] No.298507
>>296636 (OP)My mother won't dare to shit me with "giving joy of life" to me because I made her quite unsatisfied about me. Both passively and personally. Besides, making humilliating assumptions about normies is the best way to get them by the balls or to know them… so I assumed she breeded out of pure whim like every other breeder around.
I like your thoughts.