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I'm not depressed but I'm not happy either, at some point from 13-14 I stopped feeling excited about anything and around 17 is when I basically shut down and now I dont even really think anymore
There used to be some kind of voice in my head and feeling in my gut navigating me through life but now all thats gone completely silent and numb, the only thing that consistently goes on in my conscious brain is music loops that I cannot control
I am driven entirely by my subconscious and have basically 0 input on any of my decisions or even the things I say, no clue why this has gotten so bad and I dont see how it could get any worse
I have made drastic changes in my life and uprooted so much shit but I cant consciously do shit for long, every time I go to sleep its basically impossible for me to smuggle in my conscious thoughts and goals from the day before, everything I do in the long term must be kinda slipped into my subconscious routine and it SUCKS!!
What the FUCK do I do to get rid of this?? I am gonna need to do something absolutely drastic to get me out of this rut, whether it be weed, mushrooms, crack or even a lobotomy idc at this point I just want my consciousness back

[–]  No.299051

polyunsaturated fatty acids accumulate in the brain and make you retarded. This is why the jews put that shit in everything. You have to replace all the unsaturated fat in your body with saturated fat.

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The modern technology lifestyle is doing this to everyone. Somehow you need to break free of the internet. Be offline, in nature, read books, meditate, walk in a relaxing environment, exercise

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>>299052
Wrong. Look at archive footage from the 60s and the 70s from any European city. Seed oils were not in food back then. Everyone looks healthy, strong and beautiful despite smoking, drinking and drugs. The only thing that has really changed is the massive consumption of vegetable oil. People today have greasy, untoned skin and faces

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>>299053
Not that anon but that's by far not the only thing that has really changed. Hormones from medication and birthcontrol, industrial/agricultural runnof, forever chemicals in the water and food. Microplastics. You gotta stop obsessing about one single thing. I'm not saying seed oils are good and I personally also avoid them whenever possible but you gotta expand your view. Also, what's so bad about just trying to get offline for a few weeks and see what happens.

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>>299055
>Hormones from medication and birthcontrol, industrial/agricultural runnof, forever chemicals in the water and food. Microplastics
yet pacific islanders far away from these things get the same problems after switching to processed foodstuffs
>what's so bad about just trying to get offline for a few weeks and see what happens.
i mean it is wrong as in it is not the cause of the problem, of course it is not bad to do that

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>>299053
I'm a seed oil schizo myself and have stopped consuming anything with them for a few months. I havent really noticed any effect yet. But when i have taken a break from technology i have noticed easily that my thoughts change a lot.


“Finally, one learns that boredom is a disease of civilization. It seems to me that what boredom mostly is is that people have to keep themselves entertained or occupied, because if they aren’t, then certain anxieties, frustrations, discontents, and so forth, start coming to the surface, and it makes them uncomfortable. Boredom is almost nonexistent once you’ve become adapted to life in the woods. If you don’t have any work that needs to be done, you can sit for hours at a time just doing nothing, just listening to the birds or the wind or the silence, watching the shadows move as the sun travels, or simply looking at familiar objects. And you don’t get bored. You’re just at peace.”
― Theodore J. Kaczynski

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>>299059
Funnily enough ted was still working on math while living in his Montana cabin. I guess those surrogate activities are tough to quit

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>>299059
>have stopped consuming anything with them for a few months
I dont think so my man. Basically all processed foods have it. Farmers feed animals massive amounts of that shit to fatten them up. Their fatty tissues become diseased and rancid and the toxins make their way into the meat, eggs and milk. Seed oils get added to bread and other 'unprocessed' foods as preservative, as not even mold eats that shit. Fish naturally contains polyunsaturated fat. No fucking way you have avoided that crap for months. Which you all would have known if you were a 'seed oil schizo'

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>>299061
I do know that. I have a limited diet including only beef as protein because most other animals like chicken change composition to store the linoleic acid from their fucked up diet. I dont eat any processed shit and only some specific rye bread. I do eat eggs so i suppose you can argue those might be tainted.

>Fish naturally contains polyunsaturated fat.

I do eat some fish but i thought it was fine? I don't think fish are unhealthy and their oils/fats are different from seed oils.

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>>299062
>only beef
>only rye
>SOME fish
Jewish?!?

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>>299062
>beef
"Grass-fed" cattle still gets large amount of vegetable oil as a "supplement"
>eggs
Chicken farmers have to continiously remove chickens who spontaneously die of heart attacks because of their feed, you are eating the eggs of those chickens
>fish
If you leave fish outside on a sunny day it gets rancid quickly, your body is full of heat and oxygen, what do you think happens when it gets in your body
Use your fucking brain man

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>>299065
So there's nothing we can do about it then? Or what diet do you suggest?

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>>299071
>Or what diet do you suggest?
Oh it gets even worse. If you somehow find a way to stop consuming that crap without giving yourself malnutrition or starvation you are still stuck with the fat in your body. The level of saturation in body fat correlates with the level of saturation in dietary fat, and while this is slow, you are still metabolising rancid oil. So you must somehow find a way combining long periods of fasting, extreme restrictions on what kind of foods you eat, and certain supplements like ascorbic acid and coconut oil to replace all the unsaturated fat in your body with saturated fat. Depending on how fat you are this can take 6 months to 2 years. This is far beyond the capabilities of normies or wizards.

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>>299065
>what do you think happens when it gets in your body
It digests.

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>>299073
If you open up a jar of mayonnaise and let it sit in room temperature for a day you get to see what the seed oils in your body turn into

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>>299074
Open air and sunlight doesn't reveal what digestive bacteria and enzymes do to anything.

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>>299061
If YOU were a 'seed oil schizo' to the power of two, you would have known that the seed oils being unhealthy thing is a psyop. The goal is to get you to work your ass off in a corporation, to earn enough to afford the 'healthy' food. That or for you to go full Kaczynski and grow your own food away from society, where you will be an easy target for glowies. But let's not stop here. If you were a 'seed oil schizo' to the power of three, then you would have known that it's best to actually eat the seed oils and goyslop, in order not to stand out, to blend in with the sheep and become invisible to the glowies.

So we ran a full circle and came back to eating seed oils. And do you know which number raised to power of three is the opposite of itself? It is the imaginary unit or unit imaginary number (i). That's right, I made it all up.

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how did my little thread about my descent into being stuck on autopilot turn into a seed oil debate
either way, I think I'll end up doing shrooms or weed if the opportunity arises. I already eat as healthy as a brokie can, no bakery food and shit but still eat processed meat like mince
I am on the spectrum, barely, like the highest functioning one can get last time I checked

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>>299089
Beware of psychosis though. That's the last thing you want.

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>>299089
>I am on the spectrum, barely, like the highest functioning one can get last time I checked
>I'm 0.0000000000001% autistic so I might as well huff niggerweed

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>>299089
the devilish cyclops

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>>299089
With weed, beware of addiction, especially if you have no other source of fun.
Mushrooms will make you want to keep doing what you were doing while high, even when sober. So choose carefully what you're going to do while on mushrooms. Some recommend doing nothing at all, just meditating in a dark and quiet place. I recommend preparing a list of various different songs that you like, to clear your mood in case you get that feeling of being lost and all alone. But yeah, they can implant a passion in you, one which you'll want to pursue every day.

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>Beware of psychosis though. That's the last thing you want.
I'm pretty mentally stable, I dont have any anxiety and am good at gauging my mental state and whats going on around me. I dont panic
>With weed, beware of addiction, especially if you have no other source of fun.
Weed is a real last resort for me, I do have a somewhat addictive personality so prolonged weed use could be trouble
I'm mainly pining for shrooms since I could do it once and rlly soul search yaknow? I dont think weed enables that level of mental freedom that I hear shrooms gives, right now I'm mostly working on myself physically like consistently working out, eating well, going outside so all thats left for me to really be complete is to get past a simple mental block

[–]  No.299124

Sunlight, grounding, gym, fasting, no fap, no booze, no weed, no processed carbs, no coke. For some cases: no wageslavery.
>as a bare minimum

Which aura type is yours by the way?


Which aura type is yours by the way?



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