/dep/ - Depression★

go to america

>>295572 (OP)
I would recommend doing yourself and the world a favor and eliminating at least one Pajeet from our planet.

>>295574
Why are you so hateful even on a place like this Canadian Bro? Hangout on 4chan that would be good for the kind of discussion you want to have.
>>295573
I wish I could, currently I am unable to go anywhere let alone America which requires immense money.

>>295575
>Canadian
???

>>295576
Nobody hates Indians more than Canadians, because we're the first world country that as to put up with their literal shit.

That being said, I am also Canadian and I think OP should eliminate at least ONE MILLION pajeets fro our planet.

>>295577
The entire world is laughing at Indians, not just Canada.

>>295578
lol

What I don't understand is why is this thread about my nationality when I am trying to seek some advice or have a discussion on topics that I mentioned. Why can't people here use 4chan to hate on Indians if they want. I don't even live in the West.

>>295580
You admit to hating yourself, so why should other keep secrets about hating you?

>>295581
Where is that, precisely? Nta I hate my country, but not myself

>>295581
More like hate my life. Myself not so much.

>>295580
You know that 4chan literally has a global rule against "racism" right? If you want a safe space 4chan is the best bet for you, not an altchan.

>>295572 (OP)
Get the fuck off my obscure internet forum you 3rd world parasite.

>>295572 (OP)
I understand your struggles my poo coloured wiz bro turd world is a hellish place to live, all the simptoms you listed may be caused by different shit, instead of self diagnosis do a general health check at some hospital, since nobody is willing to help anyone all there is left is to endure and put real effort to carve a better future for yourself

>>295613
Thank you. The only option that I have now is to steal a bit of money from my parents for consultation with the doctor. However, I can't get tests done because they cost way too much and stealing that amount of money is next to impossible without raising any bells.

>>295615
>>295615
>steal
Can't you just ask them to give some money because you feel like shit and need med check?

>>295617
That's what I told them, they said before giving me money I need to explain them what problems I am having, I told them, and they said I don't need to worry about it, and went on about how if I go to the doctor he will probably prescribe me medicines that will makes me worse (maybe true) but I need tests and they denied me any money needed for a hormone panel test. I can't go out of the house either because they always ask where I am going, and of course I need money even if I am able to outside.

It's pretty hard to convince them to give money, on the contrary since sex and relationships are a taboo (although I am not concerned about sex and relationship, I am concerned more about its effects on my studies) they are on the contrary now taunting me about this, and making fun of me, trying to make me feel like shit. Sadly, I cannot retaliate because I am dependent upon them.

>>295618
Still not an excuse to resort to nigger behaviour if they will find you stealing their money they will make your life even more hellish, go find a temporary real or online job, if it is not a serious condition then stop bitching about it so much like that balding asshole

>>295619
Truth be told brother I wrote everything that I could in post. As for getting a job in India, I have been trying for past 2 years, and I have had no luck at all. Things are quite bad here, I am still in a college, I have tried applying for jobs as far as Nepal and have received nothing so far. I just pray for myself that I get a job after I complete my degree. If not then roping would be the only option left.

At least you're studying, Anon. My life is completely messed up. I got 67% in 12th, so engineering was out of the question. I started a bachelor's in physics at a local college, but then last semester I got hit with tuberculosis and a pneumothorax out of nowhere. I couldn't even sit for my exams. After recovering for a few months, it happened again, this time with my left lung. I failed miserably in the exams the following year and became a shut-in NEET. I never leave my room now. My mental health has deteriorated badly, and I think I might even have schizophrenia. The voices never stop and they mock me constantly. I failed again, and now my university registration has been revoked. My only family is my father, who's drowning in debt due to some fraud. Yeah, he's naive. Dying honestly feels more appealing than living right now. With no hope and huge debt hanging over me, I don't think I can turn my life around. I'm probably going to end it next month. I’ve become such a failure.

>>295621
do you get some disablebux?

>>295622
Third-world countries don't have the luxury of NEETbucks.

>>295620
>trying for past 2 years
What kind of job are you looking for?

>>295623
I thought he lived in america

>>295624
Generally remote jobs. Although I have tried for on-site jobs in retail, textile, IT, and dairy as well. No luck so far.

Sitrep: My parents made fun of me and are mocking me for discussing this problem with them. I have never felt more like killing myself in my life than now. I feel like such a eunuch, I guess it's better to just off myself than to live a life of humiliation like this.

>>295572 (OP)
Cordyceps sinensis. Also cucmbers and garlic and onion. No coom.

>>298011
>no coom
Why bro?

>>298025
At this point, in this site, I'm not even bothering to explain that.

>>298027
go ahead we all want another indian nofap thread

>>298028
Burst your brains off, better. You'll die sooner and not even here you'll be needed to to deal with.

I swear, mentioning you are indian on any online space nowadays is like inviting a brainless swarm to attack you.

I'm Pajeet too and the hate towards us is super normalised.

Along with all your problems you can expect blind inexplicable hatred from wider society nowadays since it's open season on us.

Also brother, nobody is going to help you in life. Just coz your parents shat you out doesn't mean they'll give you any help. Figure out a way to help yourself.

>>298216
You shitskin Hindus have ruined the internet with your scams, child grooming, bad tech advice, and slut-worship. 100% go start an Indian-only imageboard and stay there. Your entire nation should be prevented from accessing the global internet. Our internet is not a street for you to shit on. Wipe yourself out.

>>298217

Why you so hateful towards Indians huh? An Indian dude do something to you so now all Indians are accountable for it?

Calm down mate, relax lol

It's not Indians on this board attacking other wizards who are suffering deeply - it's you doing that.

You're worse than a normie because you know the predicament of wizards yet still you kick another wizard while he's down for no other reason than coz he inherited a different skin colour to yours.

>Indian guy
Nobody cares you failed normalfaggot. I don't know why pajeets always feel the need to mention their country. Just say that you're a turd worlder if you want to be specific and that's it.

Nobody is going to hand you an award for posting on Wizchan as a pajeet, fucking retard.

>>298221
I can bet OP is some early 20s failed normalfaggot. Theoretically a pajeet can't be a wizard because even the ugliest pajeet has the option of arrange marriage.

>>298223

>Pajeet
> I don't know why pajeets always feel the need to mention their country

What country do you think I'm from? There's a difference between ethnicity and nationality, retard.

>the ugliest pajeet has the option of arrange marriage

Are you so fucking retarded that you believe every stereotype you read online? I guess I know the answer, because if you're pasty useless ass had even a single functioning brain cell then you wouldn't be on here alongside the rest of us failures.

Go fuck yourself retard, I'm glad us Pajeets burn you up with so much anger by merely existing. Now I'm going to do whatever the fuck I want and you have no choice but to seethe about it. Stay mad faggot, not like you can have the power to do anything about it anyways lmao.

>>298225
>IM GOING TO STOP BEING A VIRGIN AND BECOME A CHAD OVERNIGHT JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID TRUTH ABOUT MY GROUP
Yes, you are an extroverted creature and failed normalfaggot at best. Thanks for confirming that, LARPer.

>>298224
having the option of marriage means you cant be a wizard? what the fuck are you even saying?

>>298227
It is a normal in India to get married above the age of 30 due to financial stability reasons. It is also normal to go without relationships until you're married. Would you consider every normagroid in India a Wizard because he is a virgin?

I think that real Indian wizards go to Himalayan mountains, survive on wild weeds and become Aghoris and Sadhus.

>>298216
That is true, we're the so hated over largely minor reasons, but the problems we've caused are less severe however more annoying than Muslims, so because of this weird conundrum we get the most hate on the internet, sometimes I feel bad that I've learnt English.

And btw I am surprised to meet another Indian here. I thought I was the only Indian here, I remember meeting some Bengali a long time ago here. But I thought that I was the only Indian here, it's nice to meet you fellow Indian wro, and stop calling yourself pajeet.

>>298224
This is by far the stupidest thing I have read. Let me make it clear ARRANGED MARRIAGES ARE NOT FORCED MARRIAGES AND LOOKS AND MONEY (BOTH) ARE REQUIRED TO EVEN BE CONSIDERED. Literally, the arranged marriage websites have the same filter such as height, skin colour, and even fucking salary, and succubi use to filter it the same way they do on tinder, succubi mostly go for arranged marriage when they want to settle for a betabuxx after having fun, and they just don't choose any betabuxx, 99% of time they choose the betabuxx on the basis of looks as well. Arranged marriage is quite frankly tinder on steroids. It is more difficult to get an arranged marriage than a normal one and it is quickly falling out of fashion as well as most MEN don't prefer it.

>>298225
BTW me too, I am curious where you're from? Hello from Bangalore.

>>298228
Not anymore, now the average of losing virginity in India is 16 years old and this change is so dramatic, like when I was a kid it was 30 but in just a few years because of cheap internet, Indians have been exposed to Western Ideals from Media and because of that the average of losing virginity is 16. And dare I say in reality it's even lower than that, we're finding condoms in the bags of succubi who are in 8th class. We're living in an absolutely catastrophic environment where we have taken the worst of western culture and combined it with the worst of Indian Culture.

>>298246
Stop blaming "the west" for the force that is in truth oligarchy and *international* capitalism
This bullshit society is the logical end result of a system that can't be stable in balance but needs to constantly grow/accelerate/numberGoUp

>>298246

Namaste Bhai, I'm a 32 yr old loser wizzie from Australia. I left the motherland when I was still a kid but I still can speak Hindi.

My life is definitely a lot easier than yours since I'm living in Australia but as a retard wizard with low IQ it's still a very miserable and pitiful existence. I am not really living, I'm just surviving.

I have no friends whatsoever and my shitty social skills combined with slow brain speed and low IQ means I'm detested by everyone I've ever met - this is without even factoring in my race which is a huge handicap in itself.

These guys on here seem to believe in all stereotypes and myths they read online like arranged marriage etc. but entering into a union like that is pure suifuel, not that idiot autistic monkeys like us would even be considered for that option.

Life is hell but I take solace in that I'm at least living in a first world country so it's at least better than what it could've been. I dunno how you've managed not to seppuku.

>>298227

Who says we have option for marriage lol

Arranged marriage is beyond fucked.

You guys have bought into the idea that arranged marriage means every poojeet like me is guaranteed a cute, submissive, fertile cutie once we come if age.

In reality arranged marriage is like hanging a noose around your neck. It's a fate even worse than wizardry.

I can't type so much on my phone but ultimately it's even worse than normal dating because her family will judge you with a find toothed comb and you'll be rejected for any perceived imperfections. If you DO get married then it'll be because you came from a far higher socioeconomic standing than her family and the succubus will be like a leech suckling wealth from your family and giving it to her own. She doesn't love you, she's just using you to drain your finances to benefit her impoverished family. She might have sex with you once or twice but never again. I know retards who went back to India to marry a village succubus who then divorced them the moment they got Australian citizenship and sent the proceeds of the divorce back home - the funniest part, they never even had sex with the husband they piggybacked for citizenship.

It's a cruel world in the third world where everybody is vicious and doing anything they can to survive.

I guess you should be glad that you're in a position to cast judgement and look down on us, and have been fortunate to have never experienced such dangerous desperation and cutthroat aggression in your life.

>>298300
There are trolls here just like on all websites, but at least here 99% of people don't hate you.

I live in the west and don't hate you. Sucks that you were born under those circumstances.
In some way, the universe did compensate you for being born non-NT, it threw you into a first world country so that you can at least have a materially acceptable life despite it being socially hell.

Imagine staying in India with autism or asperger and being 30+. That'd up the difficulty level from hell to infernal nightmare.

>>298300
Namashkar, I am quite a bit younger than you but pretty much in the same predicament, I don't go out of my house except for college and I am completely dependent upon my mum for doing anything from making foods to laundry. It's really a pathetic state to be in. Worst of all, I am on my path to become a NEET because I am pursing a worthless degree in Computer Science and it is highly likely that I don't get a job.

I hope that despite the problems you at least have a way to make money, because imo that is one benefit of being in the first world that there are more jobs than India and you're paid way more than India. You know, I have a different perspective regarding the first world, on paper first world is better than India in almost all metrics however I don't see them consider things like family, parents not kicking their kids out after they turn 18, and things like that. Although I can never immigrate, I think that if I was able to immigrate, my life would be worse in the first world than in India because I wouldn't be able to make any friends, wouldn't be able to speak the language with same fluency, and locals will largely hate me.

At least in India in college, despite being reclusive, I was able to make a friend or two (not close friends), I would've been able to make more if I knew how to use Instagram or Snapchat or things like that, but I don't know how to use them. So I feel like despite first world being objectively better than India, I would be able to find more happiness in India than in the first world.

With regards to the stereotypes, they are pretty dumb as arranged marriage have the same requirements as normal marriage or relationships, the first thing that the succubus in arrange marriage asks you is your height, and then how "fair" are you, so imo things are just as bad in arranged marriages as they are in normal relationships, and the age of losing virginity here is 16 as I said now, so whatever dreams one might have of a pure sanskaari Hindu wife are pretty much fantasy.

I would love to know more about Australia from you, I have heard a lot of things about Australia, how was your experience going to schools in Australia, and is the nature as scary in Australia as they show, I would probably shit my pants if I ever see a spider as big as a wall clock lol. Although I guess it is better to live in Australia than India, cause family values which imo were the crown jewel of Hindu Civilisations are eroded, as with money and education people choose lifestyles of hookups, live-in relationships, living apart from parents, so I guess in the end there wouldn't be much differences between Australia and Hindus in India.

>I dunno how you've managed not to seppuku.
I guess I am too much of a coward, but truth be told my life is extremely miserable, I try to improve myself in both studies and try to do chores with my mother to take at least my work load off of her, but my parents are becoming more and more abusive as time passes by, they compare me with other people and they feel disappointed and sad in me because of which they have now started treating me horribly, they believe I will only be dependent upon them, my father too is kind of abusive, he has destroyed all of my self confidence by castigating me and yelling at me all the time, to make the matters worse even my father has stopped earning. I try to spend more and more time in college before returning to home just to escape but apart from one or two guys like me who are my friends, it's just normie central. Future is very bleak at this point.

>>298246
>ARRANGED MARRIAGES ARE NOT FORCED MARRIAGES AND LOOKS AND MONEY (BOTH) ARE REQUIRED TO EVEN BE CONSIDERED.
Go marry a Dalit succubus from a village you failed normalfaggot. I have seen literal drooling retards with their wives in videos.

A pajeet in India can't possibly be a Wizard in society. All true Indian wizards become monks.

>>298307
Her Dalit Caste would literally honour kill me, things aren't as simple as you think they are. It's not as simple as just go to a slum and get a wife, things are horrible. Plus, read the OP, I literally can't fuck, my dick doesn't support it, and I am too high inhib to cum. No succubus wants a guy like that, all of them want a guy that could fuck their brains out. And you can see matrimonial websites for yourself, cunts are fixated on heights, I have literally no option but to become a wizard or forever be a crab. I have tried being a crab but I am changing now and want to be a wizard.

>>298307

>I have seen literal drooling retards with their wives in videos.

Everything you see or read on the internet is absolutely and always correct.

You got us bro!

>>298304

Thanks man. I appreciate this post. I'ts hard enough being a wizard and then add to that the handicap that being brown gives, makes it extremely hard to find an accepting space since hate towards Indians are very normalised nowadays. There's no lobby group fighting against the racism we experience unlike other ethnic groups.

>Imagine staying in India with autism or asperger and being 30+. That'd up the difficulty level from hell to infernal nightmare.

I wouldn't be alive right now. I don't know how I'd even manage such a unique hell. I feel bad for the other Pajeet ITT. You haven't experienced life in such a miserably poor, corrupt and dying country. No words I can type will give you the insight that actually seeing it for yourself will and once you see it you'll realise how lucky we really are - even if we are indeed wizards.

>>298308
> Her Dalit Caste would literally honour kill me, things aren't as simple as you think they are. It's not as simple as just go to a slum and get a wife, things are horrible.

Don't reply to him anymore. He's already made up his mind. He simply hates us for existing.

This retard is the bottom of his society and holds no power. Let him continue to burn inside because we simply exist.

>>298306

Tune sahi bola bhai.

Indeed living in Australia is objectively better than living in India in virtually every regard and maybe I can clarify some things for you.

Like you, I have a useless Electrical Engineering degree but it got me no where. Our race has an obsession with engineering degrees and I was pushed to get a degree which has virtually no use in this country.

As of right now I work as a life guard at my old university's gym and I'm also going to be working as an overnight security guard at my old university's student accomodation. That's the one benefit of living in a first world country like Australia - even the most basic jobs ensure you get paid very well. I have never earned more than the defacto minimum wage but it has still allowed me to earn and save a lot. I earn way below the median wage but that's still a lot more than the average indian will earn. As of right now I make $350 AUD daily (which is about 19-20k rupees).

Not to mention the superior infrastructure, better quality of almost everything and safety.

I will make a controversial statement that you might not agree with - I believe that dating and making friends in Australia is far easier than in India. Dating in India is damn near impossible for the average guy and your friends circle is extremely limited to those within your own social class.

It's not true that parents kick their kids out after 18 - it's more so that kids here can earn enough to be entirely independent by the time they do turn 18. I earn roughly $350 AUD/day doing the most basic jobs. Most 18 year olds can earn the same, if not even more. So after turning 18 it's not unusual to work some menial jobs for a little while whilst living in a shared accommodation with their friends and then saving money to spend a year backpacking abroad.

I did something last year. My life is going nowhere and I have no hope in life so I quit my job and just traveled through Asia for a whole year. When you earn in a strong currency travelling overseas is quite cheap so you can go for much longer.

I was in India last October. It was a truly pathetic sight to behold. Everything was destroyed and dilapidated, nothing worked and the poverty & crime were beyond comprehension - it was easily the worst place I'd been to and I felt ashamed after seeing how even poorer countries like Laos and Cambodia still offered a better living standard than HAMARI BHARAT!

Like you're seeing now Indian families can be quite toxic and if you don't live up to their standards they abuse you relentlessly… like that's going help with anything.

I can really sympathise with you. Being a wizard is hard but having those handicaps PLUS living in India is truly a pitiful existence. Sorry bhai, kya karein? Maybe the next life will bless you better…

>>298308
>Her Dalit Caste would literally honour kill me,
Lmao. You can buy servants in that shithole if you have money. Marry your maid, Pajeet. I am 100% sure that any maid will hop on your dick if you have money. There are local elderly succubi in those villages, go contact them. But you won't do this. You're a sheltered failed normalfaggot who'll never "dishonor" his parents(trustfund) by marrying a lower caste jeeta.

This pajeet is literally making shit up. Hundreds of poor succubi are ready to marry him but Der Pajeet wants a westernized Stacey jeeta and because he can't have access to Stacey pussy so now he is larping as a wizard. Funniest shit I have read in a while.

>>298246
>Not anymore, now the average of losing virginity in India is 16 years old
They do these surveys in westernized urban posh areas which are like 20% of that country. The rest of the country is a giant slum with bronze age mentality. I have seen videos of pajeets getting their shit kicked out after getting caught with a succubus.

>>298314
You need to relax a bit and listen to the other side, I live here, I have seen stuff, I am not making things up, I have got no reason to.

Brother, did you even read the post, I don't have the money to go to hospital to treat my dick, what makes you think I have the money to support any succubus.

>>298317
Nope, in urban areas it's higher than it is in slums and rural areas, in slums and rural areas parents don't tend to their children so children have a lot of free time on their hands and you know what that lead to, I will see if I can find it for you there was a study done by National Health Planning by Ministry of Health, and it was done with keeping in mind the household income of the families, and it said that succubi and men from middle class were the most conservative and the rich and the poor were both likely to lose their virginity before 18.

Look brother, I know you have seen the videos, but I have been living here since birth, I speak the language, you've gotta understand I am not making things up.

>>298312
It is very nice to hear that you are at least financially independent, and what you earn in two days, if I earned that much in a month, I would be so happy and that would practically solve all my monetary problems and make me independent.

>I will make a controversial statement that you might not agree with - I believe that dating and making friends in Australia is far easier than in India. Dating in India is damn near impossible for the average guy and your friends circle is extremely limited to those within your own social class.
I do believe that making friends is easier in India, but then again I have never been outside of India and have never interacted much with non-Indians so maybe you're right. As for dating, I guess people tend to use Instagram and Snapchat so normies do manage to get dates quite easily.

>it's more so that kids here can earn enough to be entirely independent by the time they do turn 18
You're right, this is something that I did not take into account, you guys do have quite a lot of jobs for people who just turned 18 and that does mean that a kid can survive if he's out of the house. That's why I have heard a lot of kids move out by themselves.

Also I am sorry that you didn't have a good experience in India, while things are certainly dilapidated and poverty is unimaginable, I don't think we have a lot of crime as compared to other third world countries, to be honest I am under the (wrong?) impression that there is more crime in places like NYC, LA, and Detroit where you can't even park your electric bicycle without it getting stolen, I never had to worry about having my cycle stolen, or perhaps I am judging things incorrectly.

>Like you're seeing now Indian families can be quite toxic and if you don't live up to their standards they abuse you relentlessly… like that's going help with anything.
You're absolutely 100% correct with this observation, they really seemed to have toss all of that love and respect out of the window for me.

>I can really sympathise with you. Being a wizard is hard but having those handicaps PLUS living in India is truly a pitiful existence. Sorry bhai, kya karein? Maybe the next life will bless you better…
Thank you. Imo this is probably the only life we have and it sucks that things are the way they are.
Living in India is truly a miserable experience I guess the only benefit is that this country is not that car dependent, I guess by now everyone on this website knows how I can't parallel park and reverse lol.

>>298312
Jesus, you make 200 euros a day working a base entry level job.

I would kill to have even half of that and I live in Europe as an educated employee. Fuck life.

>>295572 (OP)
>stop going to job, no matter what
>practice fasting every month
>never coom
>keep gym, but better if at home and not paying the gym owner
>do your own research about whatever you might have, hide everything from your parents
>there's no other motivation than avoiding worsening
>go to psychologist if you can to apply for neetbux
>do not discuss them. I would just take what I need to take of myself and being discreet about it since it is a health issue. No fucking begging.
>Ignore the cuck throwing inflammatory posts, probably a mod

If the village raises you to be miserable, it must burn in your service. Be sure you know well which "meat" is to be "cooked" in that fire.