No.295572
I am that same Indian guy who made the post about having C-PTSD and living with abusive parents. I have hit a new low, I think I am becoming low T, I check every symptom on the box, having brain fog, constantly fatigue, constantly sleepy, not being able to get it up anymore, no more morning woods, and no erections.
The problem is this, I am still a student and the effects of having low T are affecting my studies greatly, risking me going into a negative feedback loop where I feel like it's gonna take a toll on my studies. And thus reduce my likelihood of getting a job. I have managed to start gym after intense fighting with my parents.
But there is only so much I can push them as someone who is dependent upon them. I am sorry to post this here, after few long years, I just burst our crying today when my parents denied me to visit a urologist, while I have no symptoms (apart from slight shrinkage of my testicles), I probably have Varicocele too.
This is more of an SOS post, please if there is someone here who can take me away from my parents please do. Please give me a home, some love, some help to fix myself. I hate my life, I hate constantly being low T. My parents also hate all sorts of medicines, and they are going to freak out if the doctor recommends a surgery for varicocele. I can't get a job in this tough market either. It's truly hellish being a crab in the third world shithole.
Low T is affecting all areas of my life, and there is no redemption in sight, is my entire life going to be like this from this point on?
No.295573
go to america
No.295575
>>295574Why are you so hateful even on a place like this Canadian Bro? Hangout on 4chan that would be good for the kind of discussion you want to have.
>>295573I wish I could, currently I am unable to go anywhere let alone America which requires immense money.
No.295577
>>295576Nobody hates Indians more than Canadians, because we're the first world country that as to put up with their literal shit.
That being said, I am also Canadian and I think OP should eliminate at least ONE MILLION pajeets fro our planet.
No.295580
What I don't understand is why is this thread about my nationality when I am trying to seek some advice or have a discussion on topics that I mentioned. Why can't people here use 4chan to hate on Indians if they want. I don't even live in the West.
No.295581
>>295580You admit to hating yourself, so why should other keep secrets about hating you?
No.295582
>>295581Where is that, precisely? Nta I hate my country, but not myself
No.295583
>>295581More like hate my life. Myself not so much.
No.295584
>>295580You know that 4chan literally has a global rule against "racism" right? If you want a safe space 4chan is the best bet for you, not an altchan.
No.295585
>>295572Get the fuck off my obscure internet forum you 3rd world parasite.
No.295613
>>295572I understand your struggles my poo coloured wiz bro turd world is a hellish place to live, all the simptoms you listed may be caused by different shit, instead of self diagnosis do a general health check at some hospital, since nobody is willing to help anyone all there is left is to endure and put real effort to carve a better future for yourself
No.295615
>>295613Thank you. The only option that I have now is to steal a bit of money from my parents for consultation with the doctor. However, I can't get tests done because they cost way too much and stealing that amount of money is next to impossible without raising any bells.
No.295617
>>295615>>295615>stealCan't you just ask them to give some money because you feel like shit and need med check?
No.295618
>>295617That's what I told them, they said before giving me money I need to explain them what problems I am having, I told them, and they said I don't need to worry about it, and went on about how if I go to the doctor he will probably prescribe me medicines that will makes me worse (maybe true) but I need tests and they denied me any money needed for a hormone panel test. I can't go out of the house either because they always ask where I am going, and of course I need money even if I am able to outside.
It's pretty hard to convince them to give money, on the contrary since sex and relationships are a taboo (although I am not concerned about sex and relationship, I am concerned more about its effects on my studies) they are on the contrary now taunting me about this, and making fun of me, trying to make me feel like shit. Sadly, I cannot retaliate because I am dependent upon them.
No.295619
>>295618Still not an excuse to resort to nigger behaviour if they will find you stealing their money they will make your life even more hellish, go find a temporary real or online job, if it is not a serious condition then stop bitching about it so much like that balding asshole
No.295620
>>295619Truth be told brother I wrote everything that I could in post. As for getting a job in India, I have been trying for past 2 years, and I have had no luck at all. Things are quite bad here, I am still in a college, I have tried applying for jobs as far as Nepal and have received nothing so far. I just pray for myself that I get a job after I complete my degree. If not then roping would be the only option left.
No.295621
At least you're studying, Anon. My life is completely messed up. I got 67% in 12th, so engineering was out of the question. I started a bachelor's in physics at a local college, but then last semester I got hit with tuberculosis and a pneumothorax out of nowhere. I couldn't even sit for my exams. After recovering for a few months, it happened again, this time with my left lung. I failed miserably in the exams the following year and became a shut-in NEET. I never leave my room now. My mental health has deteriorated badly, and I think I might even have schizophrenia. The voices never stop and they mock me constantly. I failed again, and now my university registration has been revoked. My only family is my father, who's drowning in debt due to some fraud. Yeah, he's naive. Dying honestly feels more appealing than living right now. With no hope and huge debt hanging over me, I don't think I can turn my life around. I'm probably going to end it next month. I’ve become such a failure.
No.295622
>>295621do you get some disablebux?
No.295623
>>295622Third-world countries don't have the luxury of NEETbucks.
No.295624
>>295620>trying for past 2 yearsWhat kind of job are you looking for?
No.295625
>>295623I thought he lived in america
No.295626
>>295624Generally remote jobs. Although I have tried for on-site jobs in retail, textile, IT, and dairy as well. No luck so far.