>>297373 (OP)I assume the later reply in the thread is you as well, so Turkey is your country of origin.
Are you retarded or just schizophrenic?
How bad is the disability? Like could you work a no-skill job where you had to talk to people on the phone for 8 hours? Alternatively, are you capable of minor physical labor and generally existing in the world around people without causing a scene?
If you are able to manage the bare minimum for 8 hours on medication or something I recommend you get into networking.
It's not something that takes a high IQ, you being able to speak and understand English is already probably enough as an entry.
If you are at home 24/7 with not much to do you can get a CCNA (although the cert costs money) by studying free online or pirated material.
Even if you have no background and are borderline retarded you should be able to get it within a year, 1.5 at max.
You can see all kinds of minorities in Africa make it and they are likely at a disadvantage too.
You can get a basic ass helpdesk job without it at a telecom provider, but you'll need to work on yourself quite a bit if you are truly too far gone.
Most of these jobs pay enough if your mom happens to die, but leaves you with a home you'll be able to work remote without much worries.
Some offer permanent nightshift options too which is preferable.
Downside? You have to be able to talk to people. I'm an autistic schizoid (not schizophrenic, it's like a fancy way to say antisocial) and I manage. I just learned enough "scripts" to flow through conversations with normies in a flowchart kinda way.
The next step is to get certified and get into a NOC position. Though I have to say, if you are 36 with nothing to show for it, the cert might be needed to even get your "foot in the door".
You'll be doing the same work, not much effort, solve tickets, basic troubleshooting and you won't be talking to customers either.
Not sure how it is in Turkey, but I also live in a lesser country and we have programs for the disadvantaged, meaning companies get gibs for hiring undesirables like us. If you can leverage your disability, do so. If not, hide it as much as possible. I have no idea how real schizophrenia manifests, I had hallucinations when I was a NEET for 10 years, only started working at 28, but it went away after I left what was basically isolation.
Look into education programs at your unemployment center.
This is one path you can walk. Depending on your circumstance.
Another one I recommend is nightshift security guard.
Again, your local unemployment office might be able to hook you up with a course for that.
It took me what 150€ converted and showing up to a test to get the certificate for being a security guard. There are tons of positions that require you to be a warm body at a set location with next to zero expectations.
I've seen a lot of retired old liches and obese barely mobile mid40s dudes with sores on their legs be security guards.
You can probably do that if your disability is too bad to do anything else.
As you can see I'm just turning 30. I wouldn't say I have turned my life around, but I'm starting to have some emergency savings in case my mother passes, basically in the same situation as you. Unfortunately if she does my sister will likely inherit the apartment since she has a family of her own now and is likely a better "investment". I have a lot of physical ailments that makes hiring me hard for most jobs.
For me it took a lot of applications, humiliation and what felt like herculean efforts (making phone calls after a decade of isolation).
I admit, it was pure luck. Nothing short of divine intervention.
I genuinely thought I was finally going to be forced to rope, but I somehow landed a miraculous job where I don't need to leave my room, with a reasonably clear career path.
At 36 in your situation you will need a miracle of similar if not greater magnitude. It can happen though, so get on it.
I don't wanna sound like a dudebro, I just recently returned here, lot of things changed so I hope I'll be forgiven.
What I say is genuine, I don't say it out of malice. I 100% understand that for many it feels like its over. I felt like that too rotting away for a decade.
I have no hopes for socializing, family etc. I know that was never going to happen, never really had the desire either (schizoid), but what you can do is prevent physical agony and suffering homelessness, poverty and absolute dependence.
I think I "made it", but I certainly suffer less than I used to. Anhedonia and general bleakness of life is still there. I still feel aimless, all of it feels pointless, but I know I'm fending of worse suffering.
TL:DR; Get into networking/helpdesk if you are able. Security guard if you aren't.
Start now if you don't intend to rope. Unless you rope you need to mitigate future suffering as soon as possible.