Why am I so pathetic? I don't even have it that bad, just slightly below average but still with all the tools to succeed and yet all I do is complain because there are others who have it better. I live in perpetual regret because when I become aware of

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Anonymage 10/30/24 (Wed) 23:02:17 No.295867

Why am I so pathetic? I don't even have it that bad, just slightly below average but still with all the tools to succeed and yet all I do is complain because there are others who have it better.

I live in perpetual regret because when I become aware of a problem instead of working on fixing it I hate and pity myself for having the kind of personality that would cause that problem. In my 20s I was making posts like "is it too late to …" and now in my 30s I feel like a fool for not doing anything back then but now again I am pitying myself and paralyzed by the reality of the wasted time I won't get back and the effects of aging with nothing to show for.

I feel like by now I've shown what kind of person I am and there is a very hard cap on what I can achieve. Any hope for change seems delusional.

Anonymage 10/31/24 (Thu) 04:14:26 No.295870

Stop overthinking and get a plan. What would you prefer to live like? You can make daily steps toward that life, unless you think no life other than being rich and famous is worth living. Stop thinking about other people. Who the fuck cares if some cunt is doing better than you? Have pride in what you're able to accompish and aspire toward. Godspeed.

Anonymage 10/31/24 (Thu) 06:34:54 No.295871

you still can't move on from this shit?

Anonymage 11/02/24 (Sat) 06:56:56 No.295891

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Same here 29 about to be 30 exact same scenario
Wasted my 20s grappling with feeling s of inferiority and depression from my teens so while everyone off socializing and getting acclimated with society I did everything I could to avoid humans sure I have some traumas but at 29 nobody wants to hear it they just want to see tangible results .so much potential wasted because I failed to realize I was living my real life ill probably be 35 wishing I started doing something anything right now at 29 3/4th-30 just an endless cycle of wishing I started sooner
I'm cowardly and to high inhibition because I don't want to be embarrassed infront of people who don't even know I exist
I push away the people who love me by being unmotivated and also being around my family makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Fuck I hate ranting the relief was always temporary and the feelings come back like water during a tsunami
AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Anonymage 11/02/24 (Sat) 14:57:10 No.295904

not OP here, but I think I'm in a very similar state

>>295871
No, I can't move on from my past because my present situation is the result of my past. And the same factors that made me fail in the past are still with me now, and I keep making the same mistakes, and I keep failing in the same ways, and I believe that's because I have inherent qualities that make me incompatible with the world.

I can silence the regret by distracting myself with activities in my little neet cave, but that comfort vanishes immediately when I step outside and it becomes so obvious that I'm a terrible misfit. My point is that there is something about me that makes me this way, and I want to find out what it is, so I can address the root cause of this problem.

>>295870
>Stop overthinking and get a plan
A plan for what? There is nothing I can think of that I would want to achieve, and that absolute lack of motivation and drive is part of the problem.

Anonymage 11/02/24 (Sat) 18:53:38 No.295905

>>295904
same for me. In my 30s and my doctor said i seem like i have autism so i am getting evaluated soon