/dep/ - Depression★

Stop overthinking and get a plan. What would you prefer to live like? You can make daily steps toward that life, unless you think no life other than being rich and famous is worth living. Stop thinking about other people. Who the fuck cares if some cunt is doing better than you? Have pride in what you're able to accompish and aspire toward. Godspeed.

you still can't move on from this shit?

Same here 29 about to be 30 exact same scenario
Wasted my 20s grappling with feeling s of inferiority and depression from my teens so while everyone off socializing and getting acclimated with society I did everything I could to avoid humans sure I have some traumas but at 29 nobody wants to hear it they just want to see tangible results .so much potential wasted because I failed to realize I was living my real life ill probably be 35 wishing I started doing something anything right now at 29 3/4th-30 just an endless cycle of wishing I started sooner
I'm cowardly and to high inhibition because I don't want to be embarrassed infront of people who don't even know I exist
I push away the people who love me by being unmotivated and also being around my family makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Fuck I hate ranting the relief was always temporary and the feelings come back like water during a tsunami
AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

not OP here, but I think I'm in a very similar state

>>295871
No, I can't move on from my past because my present situation is the result of my past. And the same factors that made me fail in the past are still with me now, and I keep making the same mistakes, and I keep failing in the same ways, and I believe that's because I have inherent qualities that make me incompatible with the world.

I can silence the regret by distracting myself with activities in my little neet cave, but that comfort vanishes immediately when I step outside and it becomes so obvious that I'm a terrible misfit. My point is that there is something about me that makes me this way, and I want to find out what it is, so I can address the root cause of this problem.

>>295870
>Stop overthinking and get a plan
A plan for what? There is nothing I can think of that I would want to achieve, and that absolute lack of motivation and drive is part of the problem.

>>295904
same for me. In my 30s and my doctor said i seem like i have autism so i am getting evaluated soon

>>295891
Same here
I'm so miserable right now it feels like I might actually kill myself.

>>296265
I think we are just mad we see people like Barron trump do nothing other than be born and life is handed to him and we recognize the unfairness in it all
Not a single want or need of his has ever been denied and the world loves him just for existing

>>295867 (OP)
https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLwLgIcudTnMWCaCN5nzd5wM_WEyCPkT1W

>>296383
Looks like a faggot.

>>295867 (OP)
The common denominator among wizards is that we are addicted to the internet.

Internet addiction is real and it is desensitizing your dopamine receptors. Like why the hell would our brain do anythign slightly difficult when, as far as it is concerned, it can get everything it needs from the internet?

Get the fuck off the internet and get your brain accustomed to the normal stimulation of the real world. If you dont have any other issues, you will find yourself moving towards actually improving your life over time.

>>296395
>The common denominator among wizards is that we are addicted to the internet.

>Internet addiction is real and it is desensitizing your dopamine receptors. Like why the hell would our brain do anythign slightly difficult when, as far as it is concerned, it can get everything it needs from the internet?
true

>>296425
Kek. Real life issues are what brings them to internet in the first place. If real life was going well we wouldn't be here. But yeah one shouldn't ignore real life issues. Life for us men, especially a browncel like me is dealing with one issue and preparing for next 4 issues. Because only thing that keep me company are issues. Only thing life has is downs for me. Not a single up.

>>296435
>Because only thing that keep me company are issues.
Thats a fire line.

>>296383
Maybe for some, but not for me
I do think orange faggot retard is a faggot and a retard just like the political-informational side of those that vote for him but that's besides the point and a surefire derailment incoming.
I think it's agency
We feel unable to change anything in life and in spite of being connected to it in various ways we can't be actors in it in a way that feels fulfilling.
So it's not status or riches, but agency in a bearable overall state that matters. A balance of chances and failures, happiness and misery.
In the worldview of many those might overlap. The degree to which this notion this individual has built is valid remains questionable.
You and I fail to take the required happiness/fulfillment/purpose from life and thus are overwhelmed a lot.

>>296395
Normies are just as addicted to the internet as us. Theyre on their phones gaming and using social media every waking hour.