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[–]  No.298876>>298877>>298881>>298890>>299128[Watch Thread]

I do nothing besides doomscrolling, going outside for a while and maybe read for an hour a day (if i can find a book that interests me) or watch an episode of some anime but the rest of the day is spent doomscrolling on my computer, I am too insomniac and have bladder issues to spend half or most my days sleeping to pass my days with sleep like many NEETs can do with ease, there is just no way for me to get out of this cycle, at least not on my own, I need money and connections, most importantly MONEY.

[–]  No.298877>>298878

>>298876 (OP)
>doomscrolling
What kind of stuff you see?

[–]  No.298878>>298879

>>298877
Garbage on X, one small Discord group that I am in, this website, sometimes I go on Youtube although I am burned out from that, and 4normies at times.

[–]  No.298879>>298880>>299128

>>298878
>4normie
4chan is not normie at all. There's more NEET virgins on /pol/ than on all of wizchan.

[–]  No.298880>>298882>>298885

>>298879
isn't 4chan a bot site though?
the majority of posters are supposed to be AI

[–]  No.298881>>298883

>>298876 (OP)

i've been doing that for 13 years.
there's nothing else to do, and no way to escape being a hikikomori, so you have to accept it and learn to live with it.

idk what to tell you wizzie. regular, ordinary people with functioning brains struggle to make enough money do you think u can even compete with them? it's not realistic.

[–]  No.298882

>>298880
yeah there's a lot of bots. I made a thread a while back on /pol/ and there was 8 identical replies at the same second saying the exactly same thing. I'm going to look for it in 4plebs and if I find it I'll post it here.

[–]  No.298883>>298884

>>298881
I think like that too, I see people who have qualifications, networking, supportive families, good looks, social skills, and live in developed countries and still struggle, what chance do I have, doesn't help that I have been a NEET-Hiki for too many years as well

[–]  No.298884>>298886>>298888

>>298883
i have a mentality of "accept whatever happens and be ready for it". so i have things ready in case I get kicked out. (sleeping bag, tent etc), and i've talked to people who have been neet and homeless before so i could get tips and such

also i've done exposure therapy sleeping outside my house in my tent, just little things like that to get ready.

but besides that, i learn to just live, find whatever little joys are there in life, and take each day as it comes. there's nothing *else*. it's just this.

[–]  No.298885

>>298880
4chan. It's a battleground for propagandists and corporations. The shilling from certain businesses is something they don't even hide anymore, add to that the discord 'social engineers' and it's a real mess.
Sad how the seldom sane anon doesn't step beyond the site since its ingrained in him after 15+ years of browsing.
I thought wizchan's /jp/ counterpart really could've been something too.

I really couldn't believe it when I first got solid evidence that some people are genuinely paid a tidy sum to disseminate information and 'influence' the men on /pol/
That should tell you there's something unnatural going on in the place.

[–]  No.298886

>>298884
Must be one of the best posts I have read on here.

[–]  No.298888>>298901

>>298884
could enlighten us on how to be ready for homelessness ?
i fear i'll have to face this in the future and it brings me anxiety because i don't know how i can deal with this difficulty.

[–]  No.298890>>298892

>>298876 (OP)
at least you still go outside, I havent been outside in years.
I hate going to places.

[–]  No.298892>>298893

>>298890
Do you do anything for physical activity? at least lift weights or jump with a rope for 15 minutes a day, the likes of us can't really afford any health issues

[–]  No.298893

>>298892
>Do you do anything for physical activity?
no

[–]  No.298898

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Fuck WIZZIE. Thank you for writing this. I feel like this was written by written by me. I am same as you man.

After every 2 months of misery I get these maniac episodes in which I feel like everything is possible and I make 1000 plans then those pass and I go back into my pit.
Last year I really did what would never do. I actually followed one of my plans and got fucked in the anus so hard. I remember that moment and feel sheer embarrassment everyday.

No health.
No money.
No connection.
I rot.

[–]  No.298901

>>298888

There's a lot I can say about this topic.
Note that as a NEET hiki myself I have not integrated everything perfectly into my routine. I'm not perfect. I'm kind of lazy, but I do try to prepare myself.

First thing is exercise. and by exercise I just mean walking. Walk a lot. As a homeless person you will be using your feet quite a bit. So walk. Go out for a night walk and try to clear a mile, two miles, 3 miles…

You will quickly notice that your feet hurt a LOT when you walk. You might need to get new shoes. New socks as well. A good pair of socks makes walking a lot easier. I know as a NEET you will have limited funds, but these are pretty important.

[–]  No.298906>>298916>>298918>>298939

Let's say we magically get willpower and discipline to do anything? What even is there to do? There's no future.

[–]  No.298915

same as you but I have a severe porn addiction I hate it and I get the urge to cut my self over it sometimes out of shame and guilt but it's the only thing that makes me feel alive otherwise boredom and routine make me want to explode

[–]  No.298916

>>298906
My issue is not with the lack of self discipline, will power, or energy but I need an opportunity which requires connections

[–]  No.298918

>>298906
Exactly. There's nothing i want to do. No meaning, no satisfaction to be found. I can just try to minimise suffering until death, but then it seems like suicide would be optimal

[–]  No.298923

I spend the day like you but I don't even leave the house

[–]  No.298939

>>298906
Yea even If i think about it
I get a job,money whatever and then what? everything is so boring its pointless really i see no reason to compete with others for this shit because it wont make me happy anyways
I cant understand how others are happy with the stuff they have i Just cant understand maybe i am just not made for this world i dont know

[–]  No.299044>>299047>>299129

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The worst thing is when you are a young man full of energy, yet can't help but rot the whole day with absolutely nothing to do.

[–]  No.299047>>299048

>>299044
it doesn't have to be that way. you just have to quit the internet

[–]  No.299048>>299104>>299113

>>299047
There's no alternative to the internet. Quitting still means sitting in a room. It's not about quitting it's about finding something else to do

[–]  No.299050

why is nothing fun aahhhhh god please just let me enjoy a single thing. i just want to dissolve my consciousness into something why can't i do it

[–]  No.299104

>>299048
I would say go to the library. That's what old-school NEETs did.

[–]  No.299113>>299117>>299118

>>299048
Straight up just take shrooms regularly, who gives a FUCK if you die at 35.
What is there to look forward to? At best you can have a boring middle class life working a job you tolerate and MAYBE a functional family, screw that shit bruh. You're here to have FUN and you need to start living like it

[–]  No.299117

>>299113
Even recreational drugs like meth and heroin dont kill you, especially not shrooms. Psychedelics are like a serious journey of self-discovery but you're talking about them like theyre a deadly means of escape from life. Fool

[–]  No.299118

>>299113
I'm 35 and I can tell you it will happen a lot faster than you think.

It's as if I closed my eyes and was 25 just yesterday.

[–]  No.299128

>>298876 (OP)
I used to have bladder issues when eating way to juicy and not much protein. You see, alkaline diet resulted to be something not to be taken fully, fasting is safer and mroe potent. Pure water fasting.
Today I just went to that lonely zone in the park where vegetation is everywhere and people do not pass by often. It was one of those waste of time that do not feel at all like watsing time.
Be sure to buy some catheter for yourself, you never know when you might need stuff while unexpectedly finding yourself travelling

>>298879
Too much 2dpd

[–]  No.299129>>299180

>>299044
How are you not self-employed or lifting? My energy is low yet even I lift

[–]  No.299180>>299194

>>299129
I lack any income, so no money for the gym, I tried some freelancing websites since I have one or two potentially useful skills, but I got nothing, the funniest thing was when I tried Upwork. inc and they asked me to pay 15 bux a month so i can have my job offer reach a larger audience, you even need money in order to have a not so tiny chance of finding a job in some of these websites, I even took some paid online courses on A.I engineering, but it was pretty basic stuff, but at least i was able to get my money back.

[–]  No.299194>>299196

>>299180
Gym is a scam. they wont tell you that resting is the important part and that compound exercises are the really useful ones. Buying gear enough to do this at home can cost you like 3 months at that stupid scam.

Gym owner put his machines in your hands, which you do not consume, just use. You put money in his hands. In the end he is the one having both your money and the machines, and whatever waste you might have occasioned will never be so costly as even a 1/100 part of you paid. It's like damn faire attractions.

[–]  No.299196>>299218

>>299194
The gym owner offers you a transparent deal and it is beneficial for some people. Some people don't have space for gym equipment in their home, and/or want a wide variety of equipment. For some people it is indeed better to buy their own equipment - if you have the space then go for it. In no way is it a scam. Many, many things in society these days are scams but this isn't one.

[–]  No.299218>>299232>>299233

>>299196
So yeah, they just openly fool theirselves for having bad organization at home spaces. Like paying at restaurants while being too lazy to use your kitchen or buying bottle waters at an airport.

[–]  No.299232

>>299218
No, even a lot of working professionals in big cities can't afford the luxury of enough space for gym equipment. It isn't a scam to them, it's the only way to get a proper workout.

[–]  No.299233

>>299218
You must have no idea how small many people's apartments are.



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