/dep/ - Depression

Crash a train

>>301040
Hope you find a release Wizanon, keep us updated

>>301040
For whatever it's worth, good luck my friend. I think your posts seem very human to me. Another struggling individual on the outskirts of society.

>>301040
I wish I can tell you that it get's better, but it seems like once you're in a vicious cycle, things only deteriorate further and further. I understand your pain as third worlder who is about to be kicked out of my parents' house, I would soon have no where to go except jumping in the local lake to finally be released from this life that I so desperately wanted to live well.

>>301052
Not O.P, but another miserable Chaste third-worlder here, the Rope is my only hope.

>>301040
I went through something similar when younger. I was addicted to Xanax in particular. I never had a prescription and was forced to buy it from sketchy drug dealers. Eventually I got cut off, probably I wasn't cool enough for the guy I bought from. The withdrawals were hell on earth, even now decade later I'd easily say the worst thing I ever experienced. I'm not sure your country but you absolutely can't quit cold turkey at those doses. Only a taper and you'd need to do a slow taper. I'm not sure how it works but surely there's some sort of support system or something? Lioe hospital or psych ward or sometbing? Maybe you can check yourself in to such a program? Seriously cold turkey from such high amounts you are going to experience hell on earth. Not trying to scare you. But you need to avoid that at all costs.

>>301171
Of course I know that. That's why I'll kill myself or become a vegetable before I get withdrawals. Gambled on my life and extended my stay in this hell, 10 days max more and I'll either be dead or a vegetable. Nobody will help me with anything.

>>301198
What is your story? How and why did you get addicted? Why didn't you try to slowly reduce it when you knew it was becoming an addiction? Are you from the first world? There's gotta be programs for homeless people in the third world? How do other poor people in your country get treatment? Or would you say being poor you can't get medical treatment?

>>301198
Where do you live? I can possibly offer assistance of some sort.

I lied. Of course I always find some way to to prolong my misery and worsen my situation every day. Now it really is over though as im out of ideas. I didn't even respond to >>301210 A week is all I have left if even that. I choked on tea and since then ruined my lungs i might choke to death randomly as well. Family will finally kick me out of the house at any time now. And other boring things like 10 physical diseases i can't afford to even diagnose. Yes, this is the end of the road. I should be happy but my brain never listens to me so i don't think at all anymore.

>>301418
how old are you?

Sorry for your misfortune,hoping your pain ends soon

>>301419
29. I'm an old man but mentally not past twelve. Never been this scared in my life and now I need to kill myself using a train. My mind is fucked up and I'm constantly breaking.