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 No.299661

That Uncle who was always different edition (you,your future) Previous >>297968

 No.299665

some of us are just not compatible with the demiurge’s world

 No.299666

I want to be a Catholic and not a gnostic but gnosticism makes more sense

 No.299670

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You know, when good things happen to people, they probably think it means things are getting better. For me, it's more of a tease, a fleeting preview of what life *could* be if I wasn't twisted and bent and broken. Here's this thing you could have, but you're too insufficient to access. Here's a limited time demo, but you can't buy the full game. It kills me.

 No.299671

>>299670
I know how you feel. Whenever I'm happy or something good happens I suddenly think "Okay, now what's about to happen?" And I get an overwhelming sense of dread.

 No.299678

>>299670
I have experienced exactly that too. I had a brief holiday from depression once in my 30s. Only once. It allowed me to put the rest of my life in context and see how much of a horror it was.

 No.299692

I can't get over being 33. There was a time when I was in my early 20s aware of my problems and what's to come with the power to do something and I did nothing and now there is nothing I can do but suffer the predictable consequences. All this time wasted for no value.

 No.299709

>>299692
Same thing happened to me when i hit 30 but the government forced me into a social program for idiots. It worked though, i got a job and wageslaved for a decade. I'm 40 now. You need a job to see how shitty it is so you can make peace with your neet existence. It's all bullshit you know, like op's picture says. Colleagues, friends,family, all bullshit. All my siblings are in shitty marriages or divorced and kids thrown in a sewer world. I feel though i need to see the end of my playthrough. Please no newgameplus.

 No.299713

The more people around me die younger than me the more I feel it’s okay to finally go through with suicide. I feel like they have achieved freedom and finished the a game which only can be lost. Logically

 No.299715

The more people around me die younger than me the more I feel it’s okay to finally go through with suicide. I feel like they have achieved freedom and finished the a game which only can be lost. Logically with each day I grow older statistically increasingly less people even reach that age. As I feel like I’ve experienced and suffered and got to know everything there is and any single inch of additional effort is completely pointless and in vain I have the right to end it now knowing I won’t miss anything knowing I can’t and don’t even want to improve because it all amounts to nothing.

 No.299717

Sleepless nights is when the idea of our inevitable death hits me the hardest. Remind me that I'll die during the day and I'd scoff that it won't come sooner. When I am lying sleepless at night and I remember everything in this world will perish one day it fills me with great dread and then sadness. All of my emotions and memories are all for nothing and I will just disappear as billions of humans continue to experience all spectrum of life in a world without me until each of them too will have their life experiences be culminated in annihilation.

 No.299722

what was the point of all this nonsense?
what is the end goal of all this?
just to die?
then there’s no reason not to be done with it all already
death is instant nirvana

 No.299756

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Dust can't reform itself. Dust has no shape.
Only takes the shape of the things it's coating.
I'm draped over all my belongings and basically laying there, stagnant, in my childhood bedroom.
Dust will sit there for as long as possible.

 No.299757

i dont think this world wants me i dont know what to do i dont know what im supposed to be doing i dont know how to earn a living or learn a skill to be able to support myself i dont know

 No.299758

>>299757
what am i here for theres no purpose for my existence and everything worthwhile or interesting in life is blockaded by my socioeconomic status. all i have is a fucking pc.

 No.299759

>>299758
i take that back, theres nothing cool in life.

 No.299760

i feel a certain peace now that i have my method
actually, i might stick around a lot longer than i ever thought

 No.299762

>>299760
this is more common than you think mate, it paradoxically makes you less suicidal because you know there's an exit path if the shit hits the fan, as oppose to never being sure what will you do if things get too bad.

 No.299763

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>>299758
i know that feeling, i become 24 y.o lately and i have NOTHING under my belt, i still have my PC which i use to play/watch/read/listen to stuff to distract my self but otherwise i don't even have the money to buy a rope.

 No.299769

>>299763
Huh? Are people under 30 allowed to post here now? No wonder things seem kinda shitty and low effort compared to when I last visited.

 No.299775

>>299769
i have been on here since 2019, basically the only place i enjoy hunging out around online, people here are not obsessed with sex or succubi, which is good in my eyes, because people go crazy over these things

 No.299776

>>299769
always were.

 No.299810

4chans death is seriously fucking with me, not because of the site itself which was arguably at its lowest possible point, but because its yet another reminder of mortality. For normal people this may not be such a big issue, because at least they can say "oh well I changed soooo much in 20 years!". Yeah, but I havent and Id guess most here can relate to that. Time passes, people and communities die, yet most of us remain the same.

 No.299819

i hate myself because i cant become an electrician or an electrical engineer

 No.299821

>>299810
It is a blessing when horrible things cant last forever, especially for our own lives. I do not understand what issue you are talking about

 No.299822

>>299819
why do you think that you cant do it?
Weird you would want to be a wageslave and be upset about not being a particular type of one

 No.299823

>>299822
Because he's mentally deficient anon, or stupid to put it bluntly. It's the same with me.
Some people have to occupy the left end of the IQ spectrum, as regrettable as it is. Born and bred janitors is all we'll amount to, irrespective of the education quality poured into us.
We're losers.

 No.299826

>>299822
dont have the means to fund trade school or college, none of the colleges around me even have programs for electrical engineering.

 No.299827

>>299823
stop being a fucking loser, if you can type youre not as stupid as you think so stop feeling sorry for yourself.

 No.299829

>>299821
>I do not understand what issue you are talking about
The part where we are basically suffering in vain, my guy. Completely and utterly in vain. I mean you ARE suffering right? This is /dep/ after all

 No.299844

Sick of the brainrot that seems to pervade throughout western civilization, everywhere I go I'm bombarded with endless fucking ads, borderline softcore porn bullshit everywhere and racemixing couples. It really feels like we're living in a dystopian nightmare with the endless vices being peddled on every street corner; think about how much sugar people are eating now on average compared to the 50s, the SSRIs, the debt-slavery, the misegenation and people spending their entire lives with a screen. I'm 22 and I've already seen just how much worse things have gotten, it can't get much worse before society collapses I'm sure.

I know I sound like a boomer, but it's depressing seeing all these retarded institutions of addiction everywhere selling tons of fake candy slop shit and cigs/vapes, drugs being glorified and loneliness being the norm.



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