/wiz/ - Wizardry

Being skinnyfat is /wiz/ manifest on your body. It's through no fault of your own that it happens: you didn't overeat, nor were you particularly lazy. Rather, being socially and mentally deficient forced you inside, where you moved less and less vigorously than the average normalfaggot child would.

The normalfaggot child, through no skill, hard work, or determination of their own, built a genetically normal amount of muscle over a long period of time just by being outside and moving with their other normalfaggot friends. They ate more than you, they enjoyed the fruits of life more than you, and they worked so much less harder than you— and they were rewarded for it with physical desirability.

The normalfaggot, then grown up, grows arrogant, and thinks themselves special, even though they put no effort into the good things that life and their sociability gave them. With this attitude set, they spit venom at the lazy, ugly, disgusting skinnyfat people.

Fuck this condition.

I've wasted so many years of my life. And right now I work a shit job that requires way too much work for the low pay. I dont really have an credentials especially for all the jobs in my area that are like 99% senior analyst bullshit that I could probably never lie good enough to get into

I've heard of so many other guys with comfy jobs like night watchman or dudes who somehow keep getting vibecoding gigs from home even if they dont know how to code.

How do you go about this? I'm still a mage in my early 20s. Never got any formal education or anything. As my life is now I could probably rot away years upon years away miserably in the blink of an eye. I already have done nothing for the last decade. I even bought a gun to check out if all hope is lost

I still have a tiny sliver left

Is it gay to jerk off to porn drawn by a man? Even if the man draws a succubus, a guy is basically making you cum. How do you square that circle?

Just saw this while scrolling 4chan. My parents were exactly like that. Just wondering how true this is for any neets on this board?

My father is the single most negative person on the planet. He will often tell me that what I am thinking about doing is too much trouble and I shouldn't bother. He will poke holes in all sorts of plans I have. My mother does the same because she worries about me and then to deal with that she tells me all the things she is worried about happening to me as if it is helpful and she is protecting me from those things by telling me about them. In reality she is just instilling me with anxiety and doubt. Then they tell me to be a normalfag and am surprised when I can't do it. For many years I actually thought they were being helpful too, until I realized not being around them is like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. My first reflex has always been to turn to them for advice because I lack confidence. I realized that was a massive mistake because the reason I lack confidence is because of them.

Did your parents meet the mold in pic related?

It’s nothing new for me to seem odd to those around me, but I wonder what it’s actually like to work. I’ve been unemployed for a long time and really want a job now that I’ve finished school. Is work just a series of miserable days? Then again, being unemployed is boring, too. So, what is it really like? I’m sure I’ll come across as strange in a workplace, but that doesn't matter; the real issue is that I don't know what to do. I’m afraid of the work environment and worry that I’m not competent at anything. Is the pressure intense? How do people actually earn a living like everyone else? How do you all make money—do you work, too?

I kinda curious about your life experiences around life, succubi, and anything, the good and the bad. I need to learn about your shit to not fuck this.
I start to slowly feel less dissapointed of me (like a loser bad-genetic-personality-logical-human-philoshical entity) and more dissapointed by the idea of "Love" around another entity like a succubi. But not, i dont have dissapointed with the idea of love in favor of animals, personal causes, another human, children or family ideas, but oddly specific its more about succubi behaviour than succubi entity. I dont hate succubi, i hate the behaviours they take.
Its not like i was a crab before or a succubi simp but i just tired of that innocent-rigid mentality of my young age.
I have 24 years old, i tired of this shit. The stupid rejection or expectancy play of love-sex-relationships of family and friends, the stupid romantization of love and sex and relationship in any media, the stupid competitive-mode with other retards simps between succubi when i want just to get friends, the stupid money seeking and stupid social-logical-survival-image-appareance-sex-effective approach that young succubus in general i saw they take. I dont even believe in any tenants of crabdom or retardom culture, i feel its like a psyop plan to destroy humanity made up by some people like some redfem succubi radical same with pills and maxxing shit ideals equally like a ton of religious dogmatic bullshit.
Sometimes i even know that maybe i can have the opportunity to fuck with old succubi or protitutes but its not about sex, that take you to any place than just sensations and experiences, and i dont do it even if i horny, i still virgin and alone, little to no friends, i dont even fuck care of the idea of sex.
>Also
There's exist a book of Wizardry humanistic philosophy like a Monk-Wizard in the ivory tower or temple guide book for life?
The idea of adoption, sons or daughters, have a family or getting love from somewhere is worth to you? Family or community, Its all about the playing of the modern spectacle of life? All feels empty if its just this. I gonna die alone and that all? Normies take all about image, money and behaviours and happy-trippy-positive sensations seeking? That's all?

I have attained my wizard status a few months ago. Perhaps the worst realization of wizardry is that it is far too late to be exceptional or even above average at things you actually enjoy - you will always be smoked by some broccoli head young normie who was brought into your hobby since he was a small child. Doesnt matter if its video games, gym, programming, drawing - even the best efforts which you will by yourself consider good will be surpassed by a normie who had a better upbringing and daddy's money to pursue what he wants. There is no respite in anything - just slow decay and awaiting death.

Feeling like posting first time on Wizardchan. At least in many years.
Regardless, I wanted to ask fellow hermits of the craft:
How to Stabilize Affirmations for Sigils?
There is the sufist concept of Tawfeeq which can help.
Then there are phrases such as "Most optimally for all" to include.

On a meta level, Sigils should never be really necessary as you progress into living a life style which makes all your wishes fulfilled forever by the way you handle things to begin with. MAYBE

Should I take the Catholic pill?

They seem to genuinely respect Wizards and have a tradition of hermits. Their priests are a celibate ruling class.

I didn't grow up around Christians but it seems like the difference between them and other Christians is that they're the original church together with the lesser known Orthodox Church.

I don't get all the rules they have though. You shall attend Mass on Sundays and holy days of obligation and rest from servile labor. You shall confess your sins at least once a year. You shall receive the sacrament of the Eucharist at least during the Easter season. You shall observe the days of fasting and abstinence established by the Church. You shall help to provide for the needs of the Church, each according to his or her own ability.

I'm overwhelmed. I get why people just go with the DIY protestant approach but it seems like if the Catholics are one of the original churches Jesus said was legit then it's a safer bet.

Look I don't get how there can be a miracle like resurrection either and frankly all the Abrahamic religious miracles seem really underwhelming compared to the wild stories of Hindu gods. But so many people believe in Christianity from a Pascal's wager perspective it seems like I might as well consider it.

At least it'll make me feel like I'm less LARPing some fantasy wizard and instead I'll seem like a faithful religious hermit which gets more respect points

Are there any wizards who are uncomfortable when there is a succubus? even around female family members. when there's men and succubi in the same room and I'm here, I try not to look at the succubus's body but my brain can't. it puts me in very uncomfortable situation for me and for other people around because I know they know and they know I know. whenever it happens, I want to kill myself. must be because I'm a virgin and a pervert. It kills me for real. I can feel the tense and feel the men/man of the group/family wanting to beat the shit out of me or talk and give hints. I wish I wasn't a pervert or a creep or a weirdo.
please help a wizard who's in big trouble. I wish to never exist, I'll say it again but it is really that: it fucking kills me inside so bad. I'm so scared