/wiz/ - Wizardry

>>228213
I care about honesty. Normies targeting me for their gangstalking sport is one of the most disgusting things I've discovered about them.

>>228114
This is what I hate too. It's so weak and deceptive. Natural little snakes.

>>227929
>Their blood seems to almost always boil when you openly disagree or argue back against their point of view.
same with wizards

>>228114
>>228208
>>228209
some Normies are concerned about how they are perceived, that's why they act like that.
>I want a cookie, but if I ask directly for one, I will look greedy or like a glutton.
>Let's nudge the other person to ask if I want a cookie.
Had a roommate in uni who was like this. Despite helping him out whenever he asked, he still grew frustrated with me. Complained that I never helped him out unless he asked, that I never offer to help when I saw someone in need.
Told him upfront that I'm not a mind reader and if he wanted help better ask! He explained that he didn't want to be seen as a whiny bitch who asked others for help all the time.
Why he was so concerned about this is beyond my comprehension, literally no one cares.

>>228214
>Normies targeting me for their gangstalking sport is one of the most disgusting things I've discovered about them.
Okay but do you realize how bad normies are at targeted harassment? They don't even know about closing the curtains and buying a dog

>>228122
I have had several jobs throughout the past 15 years and have seen the lasting effects of insults on all walks of people. It doesn't take a social scientist to figure out how to hurt someone's feelings. You seem to be an expert on succubi and how they perceive "low status males". That's pretty suspicious. How exactly does the succubus we're trying to offend come to realize that we're a virgin in the first place? Are wizards out there wearing "Virginity Rocks!" shirts and that's what makes every female giggle at us when we call them rude names?

idk

>>228217
wizbro

>>228216
In 2026 it's very easy to tell an autistic male who is obviously (due to his looks, gait, atypical clothing, shyness, lack of proper microexpressions and cues) not having sex and likely never has.

>>228227
i could never tell

once a day, I'm in my thirties as well I can't manage any more than that tbh

It used to b once or twice a month because I heard it helps headaches. Turns out I have a cyst in my brain so I don't bother anymore.

I fap every night before sleeping

whenever i feel like it. might be once every two weeks sometimes, might be once a day other times.

>>228148
>maybe the physical distance from the sickness of society could be the answer but idk, never tried it.
I have, it's a temporary solution in some ways and just creates new problems in others. In a human body there's no escape from dependencies, it's part of the soul-trap; the only change out innawoods is it's not other people/society entrapping you, it's your body and brain. Maybe for some equatorial australopithecus it's doable, feel free to try if you really want, though. Basically my point is the entire realm we're in has inherent issues that we have no clear solution to, and even if we did, the rest of the population would just be conditioned to reject it and anyone suggesting it.

Anyways, lucid dream sex is an option for separating fantasy from bodily limitations. I just wish it were easier to do, more consistent. Keeping sexual desire channeled into a mental space I think has potential, especially if you avoid touching your dick and choose visualization over the typical visual media.

>>228173
This might be what you are looking for:
https://dn720002.ca.archive.org/0/items/how-to-be-alone-forever-by-anonymous/How%20to%20be%20alone%20forever%20by%20Anonymous%20.pdf

>>228212
Good one! Any more books from the author? He mentioned that writing is his passion.

Anon, please proofread your posts before posting. I understand having a typo or two but this is unreadable.

>>228220
Sorry i wrote it at 4:00 am and i was drunked also

Is having a photograph of a succubus helpful? Someone whom I project onto my tulpa? Or, is it preferable that this is pure imagination? Or, is there not a superior method?
Do I have to talk out loud to my tulpa? Will I hear her respond? Or, will I need to close my eyes and focus?

>>228181
You shouldn't be asking these things. You should be doing these things and then figuring out for yourself if they work for you or not.

The great part of having a tulpa is that your mind reacts to imagination like it's real life, so if you vividly imagine cuddling with her, feeling her touch, smell, warmth etc. your brain literally releases oxytocin as if it's a real person. When I discovered that, it truly felt like a cheat code, like I found a button inside my head that I can press to feel good instantly. For a while, it was really addicting, I'd spend hours every day daydreaming and pressing that button. It's especially addicting if you never felt those "love" chemicals, cuz suddenly your brain is like woah, keep doing that, we're on to something. Made me realize how lonely and sad my life was up to that point, because not a single real person ever made me feel that way, and I was a grown ass man in my 20s at that point. I've felt more love for my tulpa than I've ever felt for real people. More genuine connection and intimacy with a thought form, than with the supposedly sentient naked apes around me LOL

Too bad you can't do the same thing with like an imaginary hamburger, I can imagine the taste and it's nice, but it still lacks that physical satisfaction, your brain still thinks its hungry. Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months. There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

>>228191
>There is a lot of power hidden in the mind.

ya it's fascinating what it's capable of
and this whole thread brings into focus the blurry line
between reality and perception

>>228191
that sounds awesome
your post convinced me to try it
>Maybe it's possible, maybe that's what those anorexic monks do that manage to starve for months.
no, that's not what we do, but i guess it would depend on the type
for me it was more about feeling independent from my body and the physical world, and not acting on my basic desire to eat gave me a sense of power

It helps me to cope by thinking that I never had opportunities or potential. I was destined to fail and there was nothing I could do to prevent this outcome. Letting go of high hopes is liberating.

>>219448
>The 21st century offers so many possibilities

Not for you because

>I always had depression, anxiety, social autism, adhd, average iq etc.

Get off the internet and figure out how to make money in the least painful way tolerable. Then start getting as mentally and physically healthy as you can.

I wish it was that easy otherwise I'd not be reading your post nor posting here. But that's what we've got to do. Best of luck.

Lol a wasted life. The society wants you to be a productive circuit in the circuit board. Look at this society of murder and injustice. It is a hateful entity to be disregarded in terms of motivation. You see wasted or failure only when relating yourself to the entity that imprisons you. Winners losers? Treadmill bait.

When you die your universe is obliterated so do what makes you happy not what makes you a "winner" in the eyes of a society of conmen.

>>228204
What if that which makes him happy is to be seen as a winner in the eyes of society and conmen? Cheque mate.

>>228206
Then a) he's likely a failed normie that shouldn't be here or b) he needs to realize that if that's what "makes him happy" he will never reach it as society always shifts the goal posts to extract more from you. You will never be good enough.

>>223093
to be said with the 4 noble truths perhaps?

>succubus in the op pic
Wizchan 2026

>>223091
"Psychology" and "psychologists" will never help you. They will only hurt you. Why do you think they're "the rapists"? Because of what they do to your mind. Don't be dumb

Find the root problem.
The people themselves are probably not the problem, judgement might be the cause. Try to discover what the root cause is. For me it is the fear of others exploiting mistakes i make.

I found the root cause by writing down my thoughts. It helped me focus on my thoughts and easier process, and get back to them later. I write about everyday experiences, annoyances, things that make me happy etc. Almost everything significant is written into a Joplin document with timestamps on my phone.

After writing down what makes me uncomfortable or happy i look for ways to enjoy the joys without the fears crashing down on me. I like sharing my thoughts but fear the judgement I may face if i express myself too carelessly. That is why i am now trying to socialize online, games specifically, because there i can share my thoughts but not have to worry about judgement (since i mostly interact with randos). Enjoying what makes me happy through alternative methods i can avoid triggering my fears and through it i also program my brain to stop associating what i like (socializing) with what i fear (judgement). The root problem for me was not RECIEVING judgement, i handle it quite well, but the POTENTIAL for judgement therefore i do not even have to avoid judgement, i just have to stop fearing judgement or disassociate judgement from what i want to do.

You could try to follow the same methodology. I can not yet say that i have overcome my anxiety but i no longer fear the idea of talking to others like i used to. I still worry about judgement i may face but i don't directly pair that with people and socializing. Writing was a huge help for me. I probably have some mental disorder, my thoughts always feel like short bursts that will always disappear before i can pick up the important bits. Writing them down lets me catch the important things and focus on them.

It was not a quick process but I've changed so much and learned so much about myself after i started writing 6 months ago.
You'll get there and don't avoid the things you love.

>>228175
newgens smdfh

How do I get autismbux? Not OP. Sorry if wrong thread.

As long as you can generate sufficient passive income.

>>228132
hospitalizations

>>228132
i had a psychotic break down and they diagnosed me as schizophrenic, but to tell you the truth i think it was a one time deal. but no one believes me. they make me take anti psychotics, and thank god there is no major side effects. buti also get SSI now

pretty sure you have to be mentally or physically ill to get the bux

You can be a NEET at any age as long as you're (N)ot in (E)ducation, (E)mployment or (T)raining.
You can only be a Wizard if you're still a virgin past your thirtieth birthday.

t.lvl 33 mage

>>228138
I'm in the process of kicking some addictions which took up decent amounts of my day so I had to learn new ways of spending my time. I have some hobbies I neglected that I wanted to pick up again such as the guitar and drawing but I'm still too lazy for that. I recently had some inspiration to want to create a game world for myself. I don't know anything about 3d modelling, game development and so on. So I started doing 15 minutes of either Godot or Blender tutorials every day. I have this hour long tutorial that I've been working on for a week now and I got maybe 15 minutes into it because I always stop and play around with whatever feature he shows off. It's a long and arduous journey but I think I'm slowly starting to enjoy it, maybe. I think the main thing is to start small. Infinitesimally small steps. But to write down whenever you did it with a time and date. Whenever I log my daily session and see all the days I've been keeping at it, it makes me feel a little proud I think. I started doing the same thing with 10 minutes of daily exercise, just some jump rope usually. The goal for now is to literally just get used to doing things that I wasn't doing before so that I can slowly increase the "dosage" and some day get the results I'm looking for. But if you're starting out you need to find the lowest possible amount you would be comfortable to do daily and learning to live with that voice in your head that will inevitably berate and mock you for it.

instead of trying to live for some moment on your deathbed when you can "look back", why not try to focus on the here and now… your daily actions and engagement with it

> "I don't see the future I'm doing stuff for so why would I bother"
this is a key piece. If this is the belief in your heart-of-hearts when you wake up in the morning… good luck getting out of bed with any vim and vigor…

personally im not really at the point of structured life… similarly live at home with basic needs taken care of. Sometimes fall into depressions with weeks/months of gaps in anything productive

for me meditation and boredom can be powerful cus if i sit still, two things happen: i either process whatever i'm feeling (but it can often spiral into rumination…) or I have thoughts about what i want to do… if i'm only allowed to sit and stare at the wall, doing work or starting a creative project finally feels like a path of least resistance. Staring at the wall more than 20 minutes starts to get really difficult and then if you put a task in front of you, the mind will be more likely to instantly engage. Takes a certain discipline and will, though… so often it's just #1. Ruminating about my parents dying soon, fear of being on my own, etc… but that can also be a bit motivating because I'd *LIKE* to be a strong wizard capable of supporting myself…

at some point in your wizarding career, you just gotta stop thinking about those pesky concepts like "the future". you have to accept that "it's over" and really feel it in your body. acceptance feels like unclenching your jaw after holding it for decades. you're not a meaningful player in the normalfag dominance hierarchy, none of it applies to you so just chill out.

your goal should be to find engaging activities that make time fly. losing yourself is the best you can hope for as a relatively content wiz.

Basically I had a mental breakdown, got hospitalized then applied for disability. Now I receive around €942 monthly from the state, I give this sum entirely to my parents.

In this way I'm justified to stay NEET since I would lose disability if I worked and can actually pay for my bills and food.

>>228149

as someone who refuses to be part of the problem, you are a rare beautiful flower of a person and i wish nothing but good fortune, health and happiness to you.

you are one of the few people having the choice to become amazing. people with a boss can't, they will soon turn into trash because they get thrown into situations where they can only lose.

you can decide to be healthy, you can decide to learn something every day, you can watch the videos that make you understand stuff instead of those that dumb you duown, you can play the video games that broaden your horizon, you can take the drugs that make you question everything.

i want to encourage you to live an amazing life and make the best out of your time, live wisely, make good choices which benefit you long term.

non-neets can't really do that and they wish they could. they have tantrums on the inside because they can't.

>>228170
He's probably not going to do that, but I agree with you mostly. NEETs are kind of like undifferentiated stem cells that can still develop to be anything. Age hits you faster than you think though.

>>228149
That's how I usually justify it to myself too. If I'm going to be an indefinite burden on people around me, I'd just kill myself. I'm not vain enough to think I have any inherent worth. So I try to do what I can so they at least get something out of it.
Right now, that's cooking/cleaning/general house maintenance tasks.

I don't know how old you are but I guess the one tip I would give is to be wary of too much consumption. Try to make/do things if you can rather than passively consuming them. Creative/fixing stuff hobbies are nice if you can find one you like and it's easier to learn stuff when you're younger. But it really applies across the board, if you're helpless you have to pay someone to help you when the time comes that you need it. Cheaper to just have the skills to do things.

Also, pay attention to your mental health. Shit can get really bad if you aren't careful. It will probably get bad anyway but turning into a sack of potatoes as a response will only make it worse, you gotta make some effort to shake it off occasionally.

>>228151
It really does depend. My parents don't care too much about how they're perceived. Age plays into it too because I think even normalfags mellow out about a live-in helper that they just have to feed once they hit 60 or 70.

>>228170
I certainly do not deserve such praise but thank you regardless. It is an inspiring post.

>>228172
In regards to my mental state, I have been making an effort to break out of unhealthy patterns of behavior. I wake up at ten each morning, get into the sun. I try to maintain a basic but healthy diet free from junkfood. I read on a daily basis and have been trying to start a consistent meditation practice.