[–] No.221131[Reply]>>221722>>222625[Watch Thread]
Since it is something I can't have, and it seems like the end purpose of life is to fuck and reproduce. I have started viewing everything from a very sexual perspective.
I am sorry but I am not able to explain this phenomenon properly but hopefully you got the gist of it.
Everytime I see someone, I know that they have sex, and weirdly in my head I start picturing them doing so. I absolutely detest sex havers. I have a weird inferiority complex with them, I kinda wish that they'd all die in an instant but then I realise that people in my family have had sex.
Whenever I go to a family meet, and see someone's kids, I start imagining how their parents have had sex. How the guy actually left pussy dripping. I can't help but feel anger, inferiority, and curiosity at the same time. It's a weird fucking feeling. It makes me wanna lose my shit and swallow a bullet.
I absolutely detest degeneracy and sex. Everytime I meet someone who is non-virgin, I feel like I am meeting someone from the enemy tribe, and that they are out to get me. Everytime I see them talk to me normally, I pretend to be normal and give normal answers but in the back of my head I feel like I am being subconsciously cucked as I think about them have sex with someone.
I especially hate this feeling when succubi are involved, when I see them do something that they are more skilled than me at, I immediately in the back of my head start seething internally like I am some stupid fucking kid throwing a tantrum.
Since I can't have sex. I feel inferior even to the wizards here cause if you guys are given the opportunity to do sex you will be able to do so, but if I was given the opportunity I wouldn't be able to get hard, do movements, or be able to cum.
All of this makes me feel like a cuck in the back of my head, I pretend to be a normalnigger, but in the back of my head, deep down inside, I am eternally messed up. Whenever I see someone wearing short clothes, partying, or being flirty. I feel an innate urge of great anger and defeat.
I hate that sex exists, I hate that I can't do it, I can't stand the people who do it, I can't stand seeing the fact that there are literal fucking succubi more successful than me at life. I hate it all. I want to burn it all down.
26 posts and 1 image reply omitted. Click to expand.[–] No.221722
>>221131 (OP)Improving your endurance might solve something. Gooning, I mean. To know that you could do better than any of them due to some proper training.
Your cuckery, have it present, is not due to them having it… but probably due to some subconscious traits within you that were collapsed or mistreated under the promise of sex. A cuck is someone giving up something in exchange for unworthy responses, do you relate? Take the gift away, if you can find it.
I cannot relate to you, since my cope was to RENOUNCE to what I couldn't have so my sadness would be beaten from inside, instead of consolated. this is how I stopped being a failed normie. I subverted the values of the sexual market because I rejected succubi out of pure dissappointment about them and rejection the very same normie standard you seethe to fulfill.
the more you delve on how green the neighbour's grass is, the more you forsake your own garden, whose issues might something quite different. Not even plants at all, they might be.
[–] No.221723
It be your sex the one which must be craved, it be them who must seduce you into it… not you trying to fit their schemes. FLIP THE OMELETTE, exert social pressure back, deflect it.
Be to the puss what the puss is to you, instead of getting lured into games that are purposefully planned for you to lose. Be the gamemaster. Get ripped, shun normies, shun succubi, glow up and set the standard. Criticize the standard, swap roles. It's all about mindframe.
It be them who must seethe for thine cock. You are indeed falling for a trap!
[–] No.222625
>>221131 (OP)It's the misery of men giving succubi the easy way, taking all the weight of relationships upon them, what caused the actual scheme.
I only know that retention after gooning is what makes libido alive without having it wasted. Fap, yet no cum. If you manage this, you might even look at them differently knowing you could pound them harder than even their couples… while refusing to even trying to start a conversation yourself. It's big damn wizardry totally deserving the meme upon volceldom.
Also the aura upgrade that comes because of no-cum, gets even higher. In many wiz, libido exists but it low, and I see we can achieve this because of that.
[–] No.222654>>222655
>>221153>how long are we going to pretend that wizard life is a good life as opposed to being a life that is full of hardships, depression, and sufferingsYou can be an entitled piece of shit who made a sin of procreation and still have suffering and depression or be a moral citizen who don't put new creatures into this hell. Sex doesn't cure depression, people are ugly and suck. If you're not misanthropic then you're delusional or guilty all the same.
Succubi marrying so that someone would take care of them when they are old end up taking care of their old spouse. Cleaning shit, dealing with the consequence of the stroke and then the man dies and nobody takes care for the succubi. And kids emigrate to America or Europe. Cope dies, hope dies, and evolutionary bias goes on.
[–] No.222655
>>222654And heritage seekers/aids won't be around every day, let alone 24/7.