/wiz/ - Wizardry

How do you genuinely just stop caring about everything shitty in your life? I just want to become numb to it all. People always say you shouldn't, but whenever I let myself feel any small amount of happiness the feeling of sadness/depression that I'll inevitably feel later is so painful it makes me wish I just didn't feel anything at all in the first place. Meditation has gotten close to this and I like the peace it gives me but I wish I felt that peace all the time.

I just wanted to know how did you get rich or got enough money to fulfill your dreams. Or is it you don't need money and are content with your current life and your meagre bank account

Thesis:

Engagement with structurally advanced texts and excellent rhetoric trains and temporarily optimises the mind into recurring modes of organization, attention, abstraction, and inference; repeated exposure can temporarily or semi-durably bias cognition toward those modes independently of propositional content.

Or in simpler terms, in the same way that algebra & calculus trains the mind towards logical and methodical thought in the long term, I believe it's possible for works of illustration, music and literature to do so in the short term. If this is true, then it's advantageous to catalogue such art-efacts and optimise exposure to them.

I'm not talking about the first order; "no duh, I read something that told/reminded me of facts and now they're at the front of my attention" or involuntary emotional responses, I'm talking about the temporary mental structure. Meditation or such like, if it works, seems to work by selecting for facts and details, voluntarily emphasising inputs to get desired outputs. It should notionally be possible then, to exercise the mind in such a way that one or more patterns of thought and emphasis can be either cold stored, or reliably reconstructed with inputs on demand. I think genius lies in being able to do this at will and not rely on outside props, but i'm not a genius.

The inspiration for this idea came from reading Robert Carlyle in the morning and consequently having a very organised and effective day at work, but I've noticed it much earlier in the second and third novel of Kai Lung. In the later case, the pleasant but none-the-less non-trivial effort of very complex English usually leaves me in a "well spoken" state for quite some time. I originally put this down to simple mimicry but perhaps there's more to it.

Thoughts? Examples of useful material?

If this is true, consider the darker side - that it's possible to artificially construct and reinforce dysfunctional frames of mind, not just overloading the memory and attention with noise and conflict, but actually implant a structure of thought - at scale. If this was so, how well does it explain modernity.

In short, my vision is fucked I especially notice this when I am wearing glasses.

In short, when I wear glasses they overlap on top of each other. I think the drawing I made might explain more than just words.

And no, it's still not just a problem with glasses I have even when I don't use them, but with glasses it especially makes this worse and, on top of that, I can't see without them that much.

And another thing is how my vision works. For example, if I focus on my hand instead of the box, the box will appear double, while if I focus on the box instead of the hand, the same thing will happen with my hand.

The image explains better

In short, I just want to know what my problem is and what the solution to it. Please help. I don't want to take it anymore. Please

I'm honestly not sure if I'm just asexual at this point. My single biggest fear is sex with a succubus, even if I was explicitly offered it I would most likely decline. I do everything in my power to make sure I'm as unattractive as possible, on the off chance a succubus might be attracted to me, which I find deeply disturbing. Does anyone else relate?

im 18 and the sex is a idea that make me feel disgusting. I don´t have relation with succubus. I think that the sex is a form of engage with the word.
And while more i think i can see that my life is a fucking disaster for be thinking about have sex and be with a succubus all day.
But i dont want humilieate me and be some desesperated. also im ugly shitskin and low iq and social skills (coomer to)
in deep of my heart i believe that lose my virginity will make me happy, that a succubus listen my problems, and scare me the idea that while more times goes on the succubi have more experience and i stuck in back.
I know a contradiction. My point is that i wanna be alone and be happy alone.i dont wanna be part of that twisted system and circle what life is, but my wish chase me.
What recomendation give me? above all the wizard more olders. I think go to a psychiathrist to give me pills and practice some sport, but i dont wanna go to gym because i hate thats machines touch by all world and are many sucubus dresses like whore.

The consolidation of the internet and the degradation of wikipedia has really hurt sperging. Coupled this with the degradation of attention span, I now subconsciously refreshed twitter and youtube to get the occasional sweet schizo/orthodox/le science content. The lack of sperging outlet has observably contributed to me subconsciusly goon to use that energy. Life is hell now. My intellectual capacity degrades, and is only maintained by sperg commenting on instagram and twitter, with the occasional rabbit hole dip to verify my intuitions.

What the fuck should I do? On one hand I discovered a new interest in orthodox-esotericism, and has even cracked the basic workings of the magicks of satanist and how to effectively resist them.

However all this is sustained by prior knowledge, regarding actual historical facts, very little that I actually learned. One of my grievances for example, is how little I know of the current ukrainian war, despite being well informed and deeply invested in battlefields development 1-2 years ago. It felt as if I betrayed part of myself not following this unfolding story of mankind.


I am a hollowed out man, in some ways for the better; the Jesus prayer truly has shed the facade hiding the rot of my soul, and I find purpose in fighting the spiritual war whose temporal dimension Hitler and the Romans fought.

I need advice from wiz here, Orthodox's Theosis oversimplified is like those chinese cultivation stories, but actually real. However I am not sure how sperging comes into play without disturbing my current ascension. My sperging comes about in great part from a calvinist upbringing, and I now realized it is massive red herring in Theosis. Any advice on how to proceed for veteran wiz? If things go well, I will be joining as a catechumen in 1-2 month time. Currently I have no spiritual father to seek advice on.

This thread is mainly for older wizards who have been through it all. What are some things you thought were for normalfags but actually are wizardry?
For me it is Seinfeld. I thought the show was just about normies dating or anecdotes, but after watching about 50 episodes…I realized this is like Welcome to the NHK but for westerners. Costanza is a 40+ yr old NEET that lives with his parents. Kramer is an inheritance NEET that lives alone on same floor as Jerry. Newman is a fat ugly wagecuck mailman, one of the solitary wiz-approved jobs like guard. Elaine is a femcel that dumps guys over the smallest reasons. Jerry is a vocel neet. Beneath the facade of the show you can tell they are all mentally ill and basically have no place in society. Very relatable.

To those wizards that have managed to stay as NEET for extended periods of time; do you have any advice for an apprentice? I know I can outright refuse, but to do so would generate ill will and hostility, things that I would obviously like to avoid. For the last six months I have been making an effort to help with tasks around the house such as mowing the lawn, vacuuming the house and sometimes cooking dinner. It seems this way I am not viewed as completely useless. Any further tips, life experiences or suggestions are welcome.

Why do wizards use herms like succubi for succubi, or is it for specific succubi