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 No.297714[Reply]

https://archive.org/details/suicide-fedden-1938
Chapters 1-3 of 10
I. Introduction
II. Servant and Widow
III. The Suicide Horror and the Savage
The blurb states:
"This book is the first comprehensive study to be written in English of the infinitely various attitudes towards suicide throughout the history of the human race. The causes of suicide in primitive, classical, mediæval and more modern times, and the points of view which have led philosophers to condemn or approve the custom, are expounded with a scholarly thoroughness in which pedantry plays no part, so that the volume is a gold-mine of out-of-the-way information on the subject."

From the book:
"A certain number of individuals have continuously found this act the most efficient and satisfactory response to circumstances they did not choose to put up with or to which they could find no other reply."
"The personal suicide is usually persecuted by society or only grudgingly recognised even in times of tolerance."
"Suicide is the price paid by many to view the unfamiliar new landscape. The transition to self-sufficiency has often lain for the weak, unfortunate and misplaced via self-destruction. Such deaths, which have been multiplying for a hundred years, are oddly distributed taxes levied against gigantic change." 
"When the number of those who are giddy standing alone grows less, then time will reduce the number of suicides also."
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 No.298212

File: 1740181497973.pdf (18.46 MB, Suicide-Chapter-3.pdf)

Chapter III.
The Suicide Horror and the Savage

 No.298213

My advice to anyone reading up on suicide is to find something better to do with your time lmao

 No.298229

>>298213
Very convincing. Telling someone that feels like shit and is probably a neet to stop wasting time. They probably don't have the ability to comprehend the analogy of working a job and how that sucks up all ur time so u learn to value ur time better.

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 No.298235

>>298213
"… antidotes to isolation, shelters from reality, combatants against silence and fear… are merely palliative however. They may be said to delay effectively the number of suicides that are demanded from men by the evolution of individuality and the final acquisition of the power to stand alone."

"Suicide is testimony to the difficulty which we yet find of standing on our feet with the old supports gone and the leading strings snapped."

"… the horror of a landscape where nothing but the individual throws a shadow down the perspective from birth to the grave. The inevitability of death then becomes only less inescapable than the personal responsibility of living. Meanwhile, suicide is the price paid by many to view the unfamiliar new landscape. The transition to self-sufficiency has often lain for the weak, unfortunate and misplaced via self-destruction. Such deaths, which have been multiplying for a hundred years, are one of the oddly distributed taxes that are levied against gigantic change."

"The past centuries had no such need of suicide. For this century there always remains free access to the reliable panacea of death. It is one of the gentle compensations created by, and for, the complex difficulty of the time. Such a compensation should grow more and more unnecessary as individuals accustom themselves to the new lie of the land."

No living better placed person around me will admit of my circumstance so I go to old books. This is the best of them under the new conditions.



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 No.297968[Reply]

2025 The Great Depression 2. Post your pain and suffering. Previous >>294941
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 No.298175

>>298157
engineers have to continue looking busy, even though the site was already perfected 20 years ago and theres nothing else to do.

 No.298176

>>298175
This is the problem of modern technology. Instead of just allowing something to be finished, they always have to change shit just for the sake of changing shit to make investors think they're growing.

 No.298180

straight white men get owned in this world

 No.298205

>>298180
You mean Trump or Putin?

 No.298233

Sleep apnea ruined my life



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 No.295572[Reply]

I am that same Indian guy who made the post about having C-PTSD and living with abusive parents. I have hit a new low, I think I am becoming low T, I check every symptom on the box, having brain fog, constantly fatigue, constantly sleepy, not being able to get it up anymore, no more morning woods, and no erections.

The problem is this, I am still a student and the effects of having low T are affecting my studies greatly, risking me going into a negative feedback loop where I feel like it's gonna take a toll on my studies. And thus reduce my likelihood of getting a job. I have managed to start gym after intense fighting with my parents.

But there is only so much I can push them as someone who is dependent upon them. I am sorry to post this here, after few long years, I just burst our crying today when my parents denied me to visit a urologist, while I have no symptoms (apart from slight shrinkage of my testicles), I probably have Varicocele too.

This is more of an SOS post, please if there is someone here who can take me away from my parents please do. Please give me a home, some love, some help to fix myself. I hate my life, I hate constantly being low T. My parents also hate all sorts of medicines, and they are going to freak out if the doctor recommends a surgery for varicocele. I can't get a job in this tough market either. It's truly hellish being a crab in the third world shithole.

Low T is affecting all areas of my life, and there is no redemption in sight, is my entire life going to be like this from this point on?
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 No.298224

>>298221
I can bet OP is some early 20s failed normalfaggot. Theoretically a pajeet can't be a wizard because even the ugliest pajeet has the option of arrange marriage.

 No.298225

>>298223

>Pajeet

> I don't know why pajeets always feel the need to mention their country

What country do you think I'm from? There's a difference between ethnicity and nationality, retard.

>the ugliest pajeet has the option of arrange marriage


Are you so fucking retarded that you believe every stereotype you read online? I guess I know the answer, because if you're pasty useless ass had even a single functioning brain cell then you wouldn't be on here alongside the rest of us failures.

Go fuck yourself retard, I'm glad us Pajeets burn you up with so much anger by merely existing. Now I'm going to do whatever the fuck I want and you have no choice but to seethe about it. Stay mad faggot, not like you can have the power to do anything about it anyways lmao.

 No.298226

>>298225
>IM GOING TO STOP BEING A VIRGIN AND BECOME A CHAD OVERNIGHT JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID TRUTH ABOUT MY GROUP
Yes, you are an extroverted creature and failed normalfaggot at best. Thanks for confirming that, LARPer.

 No.298227

>>298224
having the option of marriage means you cant be a wizard? what the fuck are you even saying?

 No.298228

>>298227
It is a normal in India to get married above the age of 30 due to financial stability reasons. It is also normal to go without relationships until you're married. Would you consider every normagroid in India a Wizard because he is a virgin?

I think that real Indian wizards go to Himalayan mountains, survive on wild weeds and become Aghoris and Sadhus.



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 No.296511[Reply]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.
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 No.298197

newfag here, currently 18- just turned it on the 17th lol. i feel like my life is over, i have never had a relationship- platonic or romantically.
i have various addiction issues and i am just an overall faggot. should i just rope?

 No.298199

32 years old and I have no hope of anything ever improving for me.

 No.298204

Is there any Kind of stuff(Like drug/medicine)that i can buy easily and Overdose on and die quick?
I dont even feel so depressed everything is Just so boring its Just not worth living anymore i dont wanna be humiliated anymore

 No.298214

>>298197

You're 18 basically a child. Start making incremental progress and youre ahead of 99% of people on earth

Unrelated, to the thread: how to make sure you don't survive from hanging?

 No.298222

>>298214

Idk man, we were 18 once too. Would anything have helped us overcome our burdens?

Imo we're just paper boats in the vast ocean of life, there's not much within our control. We do the best with the shitty hands we inherit.

Even if I was 18 again I have no idea how I could've negated this pathetic state I'm in now. I can't change the genes I inherit.



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 No.296811[Reply]

2025 will be the layoff year edition. How we holding up?

previous >>289727
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 No.298065

>>298064
cheese pizza is srs buisness

 No.298215

I'm a 32 yr old Pajeet failure.

Got a degree in Electrical Engineering and numerous IT certs but I just can't hack the world of normies. Office jobs are painful when you're too low IQ and slow witted to converse with normies and dodge the blows of office politics.

I now work as a lifeguard at a swimming pool. It's the only job where I can be paid to just exist. This is the closest I'll ever come to sustainable employment.

 No.298218

>>298215
I also have a qualification in computer science but I hate office work, I prefer to be outside

I can't stand being in buildings around other people for long, it makes me feel claustrophobic and I don't like to breathe the air inside of buildings that aren't ventilated, I really hate smelling people's breath and other smells but I'm OCD weird

Being outside is best, I used to drive for a living and it was slightly better but the exhaust fumes gave me constant headaches, so I can't live in the city

 No.298219

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Starting to get used to unemployment now, I don't really have any urge to not waste all day doing ultimately meaningless activities and "hobbies" instead of just slaving away at some corporation and being yelled at so I can tell people "I have a job".

 No.298220

>>298219
not giving a fuck is addicting.



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 No.298058[Reply]

most of us are so fucking unattractive, retarded, uneducated, unlovable, lazy/unambitious etc… that there is no point in continuing this misery.

even when some try to gaslight themselves that their loser-lifestyle can be comfy, we all deep down know that this isnt supposed to be *life*.

objectively, we're the bottom of the barrel, rock bottom essentially; we can only cope by escaping reality and isolating ourselves and anytime we encounter the real fucking world, we're deemed as fucking subhumans by others AND ourselves.

we're rotting, just wasting space, energy and oxygen while the only thing left for us is waiting to die, respectively.

i dont get how we all havent already committed suicide by now cuz our fucking trash genetics have been haunting us for our entire existence, yet we collectively and voluntarily decided to continue living. why the fuck are we so stupid???
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 No.298095

>>298058
I would kill myself but only if it's done in a way that I like, that is, I get an anaesthesia administered by a doctor like the way they do before operations and have soldiers aim their assault rifles at my head and then blast me to nothingness.

With that said I will be honest with you here. I just wanted and still want very basic things in life like being able to drive correctly and confidently (I can't reverse properly and don't know how far I am from the fence looking at my side mirrors and I can't parallel park either), have a house, have a family, be physically be able to have sex (I can't get hard and when I do it is painful because of phimosis and frenulum breve, and even when that is coped with I can't cum because of being high inhibition and feeling unattractive no succubus wants a guy like me), have a job.

I don't think I have ever asked for much I know the disdain this comment is going to get, I just wanted a normal life. I don't wanna die because somewhere deep down inside i have hope that things will be fine or I am just too cowardly to attempt suicide.

Overall, a pretty horrific situation where you're not really living and not really dying but slowly inching towards personal disaster.

 No.298096

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>>298095
Don't people in india drive like shit anyhow

 No.298110

>>298096
This is very untrue. People here are ready to chop heads off at very minor fender benders. And while most people don't follow rules. They are bad drivers in that sense of not following rules. But apart from that you won't believe this but drivers here are extremely skilled and drive and push themselves into places with just a needle sized margin. Driving requires extreme skill here. And if you ignore the rule following part people here are extremely skilled at driving.

 No.298126

>>298110
Using Occam's razor this makes a lot of sense, because for most people in that hellish traffic, much of their net worth and money is tied up to the car they drive. It is s great motivator for avoiding damage.

 No.298207

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>>298058
Know forgotten/ignored past recognition and keep yourself alive to keep past recogniser alive
https://archive.org/details/the-future-of-suicide-1938
https://archive.org/details/suicide-a-social-and-historical-study



 No.298200[Reply]

The process of birth is an humilliation ritual.
The process of growing up is an humilliation ritual.
The process of death is an humilliation ritual.
Through all these process the individual is humilliated, his spirit shattered into pieces. At the end there's nothing but an empty shell. We're born alone and we die alone and the universe is constantly teasing and humilliating us. The human experience is that of pain and suffering. Births are painful, deaths are painful. Demoralized, disenfranchised, humilliated, broken. Our lives are misserable and only the sweet release of the endless void could save our soul from the torment of existence. I loath humanity just as much as I loath myself and my own existence. Afraid to live and afraid to die. Pathetic husk rotten inside.

 No.298201

I can't think of a bigger humiliation than being hospitalized, doctors are butchers and can do anything they want to you

 No.298202

Nobody told me I would be a bitch



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 No.295950[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

/!\ this thread is for low IQ wizards /!\
>(80-95 IQ)
feels bad being a low IQ. everyone mocks you and you say absurdities.
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 No.298193

>>298183
I bet she talk behind your back. what a piece of shit I hate succubi

 No.298194

>>298183
figure out her insecurity (it's a foid, they always have one) and then either subtly point it out in front of everyone or just spit it in her face when she does her little routine. she'll probably do that "excuse meee???", just look her dead in the eyes and "yeah, your heard me".

anyway, that's my manbaby fantasy. i'm scared of gurls too, good luck lol

 No.298195

>>298183

this is succubus co worker bs 101. its probably too late to be nice to her. so just completely stop talkin to her, for any reason,

 No.298196

>>298194
>i'm scared of gurls too,
not that wiz but me too

 No.298198

>>298195

I was nice to her but she went out of her way to be as rude and bitchy to me as possible.

I'm trying my hardest to ignore her but I'm still new here and need guidance from a senior. She will outright ignore me, make rude bitchy remarks and just generally behave in a demeaning and exclusionary way. If I try to work around her she will interject on the radio channel/walkie-talkie to butt in and make me look stupid/incompetent to the management.

It's a very painful situation. I don't have the IQ needed to fight her. I can't think deeply nor can I think fast on the spot, so I just stand there and take her assaults.

I'm a lifeguard at a swimming pool btw, I'm too stupid and my brain is too fried from drugs and other health issues to be able to hold down a normal job. My body is to frail and injury prone to do anything physical, so this is the only job I can do while the rest of my income is supplemented by state sponsored welfare (Australian).


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 No.277007[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

The purpose of this thread is to counter the general tenor of sadness that defines all the other threads. This thread will therefore feature practical advice about reducing suicidal behavior even when we feel most suicidal. Naturally, being that I started the topic, I will be the first to contribute.

(1) Know that I care about you guys deeply and sincerely. Call me a faggot, I don't care.
(2) Examine what you are eating. For example, gluten especially produces depressive/psychotic episodes in sensitive autistic individuals. Sugar also is not healthy for your brain.
(3) Make sure you are getting sufficient sleep. Chronic sleeplessness or even a few days' worth of irregular sleep can seriously interfere with the clarity of our thinking.
(4) Clean up. Taking a warm shower and putting on fresh clean clothes always is refreshing and helps to break up darkened mental habits.
(5) Breathe fresh air. Open the windows to your wiz-cave and allow some wind to come in.
(6) Watch your breathing. When we are panicked, our breathing can become very disordered and we do not recognize the effect this has on our thinking. Take deep, purposeful breaths, and collect your thoughts.
(7) Respect yourself. You have done your best to survive in an awful world, and you should grant yourself forgiveness for any mistakes and the allowance to rest with a composed and balanced mind.

I've done my part. Anyone else?
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 No.297921

>>297879
4chan became slop post 2016.

 No.297922

>>297879
>lmao imagine doordashing in ukraine
hehe

 No.297983

tired

 No.298161

>>297983
WIZ NAP! In truth I could use a good nap myself right about now.

 No.298181

Watching cat videos almost always cheer me up :)

Hope to get a familiar some day.


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 No.298141[Reply]

I really hope this threat does not count as succubus worship also I am not sure if this board is right place for me to talk about this.

In short, I can no longer get attached to any popular female fictional character simply because some degenerate will draw porn of it. It sounds autistic, but I don't care. This oddly is not the case with male characters; I can get attached to them even if they are popular and some degenerate makes porn of it.

But the problem with obscure female fictional characters is they probably won't get fan art mostly unless you know how to draw.

But I found an third way or a anomaly? that breaks this dilemma, so to speak, and it made me both the happiest man on this rock and the saddest man on this rock….
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 No.298169

>>298167
It called autism and OCD otherwise you dont get ir…

 No.298170

>>298167
Also just because succubus are bad does not make every singla men good you retard
Also
>epic cat meme
Hello Reddit XD

 No.298177

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>>298168
There's a whole universe of different porn available dude, you were talking about lewd pictures of female characters, that doesn't involve people fucking. The average man worships succubi regardless of porn or not, in fact, I would say most anti porn guys are tradcon mongs who think porn abuses succubi or some shit, or, watching porn, like you say, makes you a "cuck" and indulging in your own sexuality is bad because reasons, and only a real succubus to validate you is acceptable - sounds pretty anti wizard to me.

If you're an actual waifufag, I can respect that, I'm not here to say your esoteric taste in niche cute succubi is bad, sounds fun. However, all the rhetoric around muh degenerate porn is fucking cringe and it sounds like you've internalized a lot of it unnecessarily (why do you care, wizards aren't having relationshits) and it's unhealthy - demonizing a fun outlet is peak normalfaggot behavior and concern trolling about "porn addiction" and "gooning" is for self-loathing losers.

>>298170
I didn't say every single man was good, seemed pretty evident from my post I think men are little sycophants obsessed with mate guarding their little precious girly succubi and getting upset over other men getting any. The irony of saying porn promotes succubi worship and then using the "cuck" slur which is to imply: a succubus is an uberhuman who's besmirched by a foreign penis, pretty funny.

 No.298178

>>298177
I did actually ment porn that is fucking it just that I am esl
Also there are wizard who dont watch porn or are asexual dude wizards should try to rise from their urges
It simple my way of thinking is just too diffrent from yours I dont think we can ever understand eachother

 No.298179

Also
>demonizing a fun outlet is peak normalfaggot
Porn is not really fun it make me feel pleasure for a couple of seconds or minute



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