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 No.307395[Reply]

Ok i gonna give you some advice around hypnosis and mind (the thread of magick tech have some info books and etc around this)
>how its works?
Just imagine a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor in the morning yelling out him with insults while maybe hit the kid, this kid will have the day ruined maybe with bad humour and negative ideas (imagine this everyday, of the childhood) and it will feel like a total piece of shit, the other personal thing of this kid doesnt matter for now but get the outcome.
now compare this to a kid waking up by her mom/father/tutor with a warm -good day, today is a good day!- in a soft loving tone voice while try to maybe hurry the kid a little or help the kid to wake up (or even try to wake up the kid with more time to not hurry you too much)

These two kids in the waking up (even adults) are incredible suggestionable, just imagine who of the two will have a more good outcome in the day, and even in the next day if the first phrases they listen when wake up and enter in the mind are like
-Wake up little piece of useless meat-shit asshole fuc…! hit and yell the kid*-
and
-Good morning, honey, kiss in the forehead while some family touch* its a warm day, wake up you need to go to prepare for school!-
You get it?

>Mind Hygiene
Try to no listen to sad music, sad pop music etc (lana del rey, billie eilish and etc)
Try to no listen to sad music before bed/before sleep/when wake up
Try to no listen to music that trigger rumiation or bad sad ideas, even before bed
Try to no listen sad music when you just wake up (you still can listen happy energy music)
Try to no rumiate before sleep or have bad sad ideas bacause maybe you can wake up with that idea in mind in the wake up and this maybe can ruin your next day
Try to no watch sad or deppresive things in media, or get straight out of the media and ignore it
Try to listen to happy energy music in some activies to make a constant trigger for you when you need it (the same sad trigger of music can be made with a happy trigger of energy happy music)
Try to NO have negative ideas or rumiation when you just wake up (next tip explain it why and how to use this in a positive way around hypnosis) and if you got into it, try to use a reality check technique later i mention
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 No.307623

>>307610
>maybe you just had a psychotic breakdown?
Nope, i still using self-suggestions and hypnosis everyday, even before sleep and when wake up next day and even when i start to study or watch my phone or do things.
i just wake up and i know that before open my eyes and start to moving or see a sun or artificial light i just start to repeat coue phrases and i get a mood shift in my head, later i wake up and do the typical routine while still say the coue phrases.
This mood stay in me for the entire day, no, it not heal anything bacause i can still feel angry or sad or wathever, but its like a reality check to know that not everything is bad and you can still feel good. when i listen to a sad or a thing that make me angry just do again a reality check and return to my focus.
Its kinda hard to explain, its like more a feeling than anything. i did meditation and its similar but Hypnosis is more about Focus on a thing and turning the narrative in your head, Meditation its more about feeling the place you're and focus on it.
Religious people sometimes do this without knouw it (take it as placebo, but history of hypnosis have origin in old religions, beliefs, mysticism and etc)
You will start to see or feel your ideas and sentiments in mind like useful or not useful things and you will stop to think yes, let feel bad bacause i need it or want it and your mind will star to think like hey, this idea, belief or sensations its bullshit in reality i dont give a shit about this its not useful for me now that's it.
Buddhist have some phrases that sound in a lot of ways like Hypnosis and mind hygiene, after some experiences maybe you will just start to realize how your mind work and gain some mind hygiene.
For me the experience was very good for my health.
This video explain in a way the experience.

 No.307660

>>307609
thank you for explaining

 No.307673

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>>307623
This Canada study have some training techniques, theories of how suggestion work and explanation of expectancy of why the autosuggestion work or suddenly stop to work for some people (related to expectancy lol)
>Also
Adam Eason book about clynical self-hypnosis have the techniques for hypnosis just in the first pages, the latter pages are tips or more techniques or how to use it.

 No.307871

>>307673
From
>Carleton Skills Training Program to improve hypnotizability
Read it, very Useful.

 No.307881

>>307871
This read around Hypnosis maybe can be interesting
https://www.cosmic-pancakes.com/blog/pheno-control


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 No.307210[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Post here if you don't have enough to say for a new thread, but it's too depressing for the crawl thread.

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 No.307825

>>307822
my life fucking sucks but im not enough of a beaten down wretch like you to glorify throwing his life away for a society that considers you dispensable simply because of your gender.

i dont care when it started retard, blah blah blah, the draft has been a thing for all of history, le russian bad whatever, i dont give a fuck about the politics of whatever side youre on and no wizard should (why care about geopolitics of a world youre outcast from anyway), youre some little polchud wizkid who still thinks falls for this nationalist koolaid like you think it gives you some meaning in life to pretend this shit matters and gives you a little hobby. i heard some stories about russian soldiers contracts being forced to be extended so they had to go fight, im sure thats true and theres always men forced to fight in wars on both sides. its not some cod campaign.

bro is actually falling for muh russian elite female snipers tier feminist pop culture slop about how succubi are better soldiers. "plenty of them" a la cherrypicked propaganda articles you eat up and in any case they werent forced to fight like the men are so i have absolutely no respect for them. its like a white person voluntarily going to pick cotton, its not at all the same context, they arent "better" when they can just up and leave when they feel like it and by virtue of gender arent compelled to go die. this is the only relevant and important part to me and to any wiz - that society says your life is inherently worthless because youre male, and if you subscribe to that notion youre an absolute subhuman loser scumfuck.

if youre enough of a moron to fall for this sort of hurr defend ur country!!!11!! rhetoric then youre a privileged little mong who doesnt have any real issues. a wiz who takes his own life rather than being bloodfuel for the normalfag war machine has 100000x more respect than some drafted bitch boy poltard loser who takes it up the bum and acts like its a good thing. theres wanting to die on your own terms and then being compelled to die because society says you have to. if you dont find that humiliating, youre chopped, as the kids say.

by shitting out this gross rhetoric youre also by extension advocating to maintain a worldview which keeps low status guys like wizards on the bottom rung and fair game to be treated like dirt and killed. i dont liPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.307826

I never belonged to this world
2 years of anhedonia have destroyed me

 No.307870

I realized how much of an embarrassing and cringe person I am. All these social humiliations from the past haunt me, it makes me want to kill myself and it instantly kills my mood. It seems to me that every single moment of my life that was spent in the presence of another human being was somehow painfully embarrassing. I don't know how that is possible, but I struggle to find a positive memory. On a deep level, I am simply not capable of being a real person. Maybe I skipped that developmental stage or rejected it and avoided it until it was too late. Now my "personhood" is corrupt, I have too much evidence that I am a disgusting piece of garbage and I can no longer live with myself. No future accomplishment, no amount of praise will ever fix it. This is who I fundamentally am and it's so deeply painful that it tears my soul from the inside. If you cringe at yourself long enough, you reach a point where you traumatize yourself. There's a threshold for normal human decency and if you the cringe-o-meter passes it, you can never come back from it. "Oh but no one remembers-" I remember. It's burned into my psyche and there's no escape.

 No.307879

>>307870
Iktf

 No.307880

>>307870
my feelings exactly, except i don't have any "future plans". i basically live like there's no tomorrow because i can't care anymore.


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 No.306449[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

What is the average wizard's relationship with religion like? No religious person has ever been able to give me a good argument for why God, if he is out there, is not the most maximally evil being in the universe simply by the virtue of creating suffering when he could have chosen not to. Saying "suffering builds character" and derivatives of is just a manifestation of their stockholm syndrome for this vile entity

>I form the light, and create darkness. I make peace, and create evil. I YHWH do all these things - Isaiah 45:7
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 No.307862

>>307860
Stop it you're talking way too much sense

 No.307869

>>307860
nta but Christianity really did serve jewish interests during the late roman period and early middle ages, because a pagan Europe absolutely wouldn't have tolerated the same level of subversion.

Christianity has tolerance of jews baked into it because they're prophesized to be in every country at the end of times in Revelation. In fact, Rabbis used this explicit argument in interfaith dialogue discussions when negotiating as to whether jews should be able to settle in the realm.

I actually do argue that christianity was the jews first ever psyop. During the first three centuries jews stepped in and out of the christian community whenever it suited them, and most of the anti-christian laws we associate with the roman empire were actually anti-jewish laws. Pagans have their faith tied to their ethnic identity and wouldn't at all be moved by claims of universalism, Christianity weakened host populations and made them more susceptible to Jewish influence.

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>>307869
Paul of tarsus modified the Jewish practices in the bibble to appeal more to pagans.
Remember that Paul never was a apostle of jesus or ever met him, just illusion in desert. He was a radical jewish schizo around nationalist ideas and write more like a jew than a Apostle of jesus.
A lot of scholar today say in low whisper voice that all apostled died in a siege of israel and the one powerful christian group survived are the pagan-gentiles of Tarsus, they altered more the bible to pagan non-jewish appeal and add a ton of shit bizarre to jewish lore like
>Holy baby make no sense in jewish lore

>Holy mother or Virgin pregnant was just young succubus (ignore the original term of young succubus and put virgin)

>Posible implication around that jesus was a bastard seing how society treated him and made up holy baby history to hidden this, even his mother is not aware as adult in some texts even after when was born he was chosen one (amnesia?) The damn zoroastrian mages told she about this in the holy born, this happened or is made up later?

>Deification of man make no sense

>Deification of man in life (influence of hellenism) make no sense in jewish lore

>Father or abba is a common thing used in jewish at this time, even lord in way as master. OG Jesus never told he was like zeus son

>Hardcore influence of hellenism in christianity, from start to end, jesus was like a man coming from the world of ideas or some greek bullshit than a jewish appeal thing.

>Deification of man around fake history of virgin (the original term was young succubus not virgin) but they need it to influence pagans bacause primitive christianism maybe is too human and jewish to appeal to pagans, and later they add more trinity bullshit

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 No.307875

Non-existent. If there is a god he is mocking me.

 No.307878

>>307869
There is nothing in Christianity which says you have to serve interests of the Jews. The group of people called "Jews" in the New Testament where all slaughtered by the Romans as is well documented. Many peoples today as well in history have chosen this label for themselves.
I'm pretty sure the pagan invasions destroyed the Western Roman Empire, and the region took centuries to recover the same level of civilisation, putting civilisation in the Eastern Roman Empire.
I don't consider these kind of pro-Jewish arguments Rabbis use as part of the Christian faith, and I don't understand why you do.
"It was all a psyop" just ignores how hard the group called Jews in the New Testament fought and killed people to stop this religion from spreading.


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 No.302164[Reply]

Does anyone here struggle with alcohol, or have managed to quit?

It used to be a good coping mechanism for me, but it seems the older I've gotten the worse it feels, and it's become detrimental to my health and the way I behave around people. Easily annoyed, constantly starting shit, tired all the time, strange pains. And I was still getting worse, fast.

This has been a wake-up call and I'm realizing I need to quit before it's too late. Though that's easy for me to say now when I'm still feeling bad, and I fear the cravings will come back strong, but I know I've got to try.

Curious to hear others experience with this.
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 No.307428

>>307427
What I meant is fucking with the dopamine system by gulping to much alcohol. I know what it feels like, it's like a total draught, nothing is fun, complete anhedonia for days. But it passes, timeline depends on how much and for how long you've been drinking.

 No.307429

>>307428
I don't think it has something to do with the dopamine system. Drug withdrawal happens with antidepressant too and any kind of withdraw can lead to death, seizures and other awful things that are probably not related to dopamine.
>nothing is fun, complete anhedonia
Quite common effects when a body is ill and needs to preserve energy for recovery.

 No.307460

I am drunk again, but I poured out all alcohol yesterday and swore to never drink again, I am too weak

 No.307718

>>307460
drinking again

 No.307877

2 - 3 cans of 7% vodka soda a day masterrace


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 No.307519[Reply]

i'm 37 (soon to be 38). watching as your body degrades in real time is debilitating. earthly life is evil in every aspect.
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 No.307845

>>307842
I am the guy with brain issues I am not the guy who replied.
If your serious I can only say that you are delusional how bad things can get. You are not going to walk off schizophrenia and epilepsy-like symptoms.
Once you reach a certain point of brain damage it really is over

 No.307846

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fight it

 No.307847

>>307845
this is true. since the brain is the center of your world when it gets damaged too much you basically can't help yourself anymore

 No.307856

>>307846
Noice. Agreed. Advil exists for a reason. Grab a hot/cold beverage of choice and do it to it.

 No.307876

>>307847
yeah you're also delusional if you don't think this can easily happen to you with one bad drug trip or brain infection, alcoholism takes more time
voices, mini-seizures, insomnia, visual hallucinations, you're just rekt for life and antipsychotics do nothing but turn you into a drooling retard


 No.307706[Reply]

Why do us humans have to be so alone? I feel that despite having options to live and exist and do things we still are so very dependent on this biological programming to seek connection. I don't know how to say this but I honestly, often hate myself for seeking it from other people — trying to make friends who would listen, or talk, or at least stay. I know people are very busy and have no time to stay to listen and understand other people's loneliness but I typically wonder if I could just have one person, not a therapist, just one genuinely good person who would not be judgemental (although they could be if they have any good advice) and would just listen to me like I matter; my situation is not something I am making up, this is me, suffering from being an outlier who has tried so hard to be a part of normal people but just couldn't. I really tried, but the performance was too much (although calling it a performance would be hypocritical). I could not do it, everyday I felt I was lying to myself, there was a small part of whatever honesty left was leaving me everyday, slowly but I could feel it. I did't know if I am living or lying. How long can I continue with this? Even when alone one, doing his work, to push through shouldn't there be a part within him that calls for an alignment with his honest self? I feel I lack that, it feels so pretentious to be existing. I don't wanna leave everything and just run away because I am not strong enough but I wonder if I could continue like this, and even if I could, calling that just a part of being human and a lot of other (fellow wizards) are going through the same, I don't know how long I could go on without completely going insane.
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 No.307830

>>307829
fact check: false

 No.307831

>>307830
> Stop giving a fk about them and start focusing on yourself and what you want in life.

What he said is true. Also if you actually live like that good things come automatic.

 No.307837

>>307829
>not care about what others think
ill just get my shit kicked in if its around the wrong person

 No.307838

>>307837
Are you so small and weak that you believe people will not only attack you, but also beat you every time? If someone gets violent, get violent back.

 No.307873

>>307831
not true. Having a valid social environment that helps you grow is just as important. source: look at the mirror.


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 No.307723[Reply]

Very late 20s. Never been on a date, never been approached. Never had any friends, only acquaintances. Not even meme internet "friends". I always thought these things would naturally come to me at a later age, but they never did. With each passing year it gets worse. There is something profoundly wrong with me, it's like the part of my brain that's responsible for human contact was amputated at birth
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 No.307747

>>307723
I am nearing 30. I've been like that all my life. I have a friend but we share just the basic stuff, going to the same school, knowing same people, not that much in common.
When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere. My attempts at finding friends get crushed by the fact most people i've encountered in my life are just plain retards with whom I can't discuss anything. We just don't share anything with them. I realized what's the point? I'd rather be in my own company that waste time and effort on fruitless relationships.

 No.307748

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>>307747
>When I was much younger I had several bouts of 'I can find myself friends and maybe even a cute girlfriend like in one of them animes'. It never went anywere.
My vampire wife will arrive any minute now.
A yukionna will do as well.

>with whom I can't discuss anything.
What would you like to discuss with friends?
I used to have stuff I cared about and stuff I wanted to talk about with people, but nowadays I just don't have any interests or things to share.
I have to wonder why I even desire such a thing anymore in that case.

 No.307752

>>307748
>What would you like to discuss with friends?
What first comes to mind, vidyagames. Discussing what we playan or ever playing them with a friend somehow. That seems so alien.

 No.307836

I can share some experience with this.

If you haven't reached any milestones by your late 20s, now is the very last chance. After that it's well and truly over. I wageslaved during my 20s, thinking that if I just work hard I'll naturally meet cool people and maybe get a gf. However I was an awkward sperg which is why I spent all my time working, not really understanding how to socialize.

In my 30s I can't form a connection with anyone now on pretty much any level. I have a career sure, so at least I'm not homeless, but that's it.

Your brain does indeed calcify and what skills you perfect in your 20s are what you're stuck with.

 No.307872

>>307723
we can be friend you know :3
except we cant because youre too retarded lul.


 No.307848[Reply]

I’ve come here to bitch, wizards. I’m an apprentice barely, I suppose (22 years), but I will be a wizard (for multiple reasons and beliefs), so I like the site a lot. Anyways, I’m in despair and will be in utter and complete despair for two weeks.

My parents forced my NEET-ish ass into university because they mean well and don’t want me to die on the streets once they die but not only is university/studying not for me but I’m on med school of all things, I’ve already flunked more than one class since I started the career like 2-3 years ago, so shit isn’t going well, not only that due to a stupid retarded class I’m being forced to spend two, I mean TWO fucking weeks with normies to do sort of stupid social work in some shitty rural town that’s even more shitty than my already dog shit town (not rural), I can’t even go back home for a single day on the duration of that, I’m not sure if I’ll survive, thankfully due to my mental illness (Szpd) I’ll probably be able to detach and survive but it’s going to be horrible, I don’t even like sleeping, bathing etc on the house of my grandparents (probably the unique people whom I somewhat trust and feel “oka-ish” being around outside of my parents and older brother), I might not really feel stressed, despairing and such but I know it’s happening, I just can’t feel it due to being mentally ill, of course I can still get the somatic part anyways, so my stomach is a mess right now and I feel like shitting for 5 hours straight, my hands have trembles a bit too, it’s like I’m in purgatory or something, what the fuck did I do to deserve this ? I guess that’s what I get for being depressed and suicidal for years all the while still keeping up the lie that “I want to be a doctor” because I didn’t even think I would be alive to reach university or the career itself, nor did I have (or really have) goals or a job/career I wanted, it was easier to lie at the time and just kill myself eventually. Thankfully, I got better, and I’m even content with my life in general (which is the closest I can have to happiness, as I only get to feel emotionally happy here and there for a couple of minutes a few times per year), but now I’m stuck in this horrid situation. At moments like these, I kind of wish I could at least not be mentally ill, I would have found something I really wanted to do by now or would be able to push through this career even if it’s exclusively for the degree.

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 No.307864

>>307863
>normal everyday medication
No such thing.
>You, as a WIZARD, should have your peace of mind be so dominated by what NORMIES think of you that you take dope pills to make yourself less likely to appear weird in NORMIES' eyes
>Also these NORMIES are doped up too but still you should seriously take drugs to not appear goofy in their eyes

I don't think the users of this site are pubescent highschoolers who piss their Spiderman briefs at the thought of having to talk to someone. If a social situation causes an adrenaline release in anybody, he ought to just power through it until he learns through experience that there's nothing to be afraid of. Taking anti-nervous pills to get through harmless human interaction is no different than a toddler shyly hiding behind his mom's hot legs when other kids are around. Expensive pharmaceuticals aren't a substitute for growing up past the fetal stage. I didn't read OP's thread because he didn't post a cute TouHou succubus drawing to grab my attention, but I'm going to assume he's a grown adult. Additionally, adrenaline plays a crucial role in actually surviving when some nog starts opening fire in the bus you're riding. Cutting of your biological response to genuine danger is, well, dangerous. If I was a first responder tending to some dude dying of a gunshot wound and I discovered that he was willingly restricting his own adrenaline, I wouldn't administer adrenaline of my own to save his life. I'd pour isopropyl in the wounds too hahaha hope you like burning on the inside noob

 No.307865

>>307864
>If I was a first responder
You're a wizard, and most wizards should not be trusted with any position of responsibility especially not over life. Most wizards rightly or wrongly hate life, and you wouldn't go to someone who hates something as an authority on it.

 No.307866

>>307864
you would probably stutter trying read your own post out loud in public, and it’s understandable since most people on this site spent years isolating in their room and lost any meaningful ability to communicate, being able to speak to normies without wanting to run away or shoot them in the head is a very difficult skill that needs to be practiced everyday to not be atrophied, most wizards cannot afford to speak to someone every single day, the fight or flight response is an annoyance at best and sweating or having a shaky voice is not going to save you from being beheaded by a normie anyways, nobody is going to give you a medal for making things harder for yourself, just take drugs and use any advantage you have to survive the horror of being alive, human bodies are imperfect, just because it’s natural for your body to release adrenaline in everyday situations doesn’t mean you should put up with it, just take the easy path

 No.307867

>I didn't read OP's thread because he didn't post a cute TouHou succubus drawing to grab my attention
>I'd pour isopropyl in the wounds too hahaha hope you like burning on the inside noob
Bait post derailing my aimless ramblings, many such cases at this point, it's a matter of when rather than if.

 No.307868

>>307864
>just be a healthy adult
thanks bro


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 No.303736[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

You will still be stuck browsing this thread in 2026 edition

previous>>296811
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 No.307795

Work's been surprisingly fine for me this month… only hangup is the two old farts from the morning shift. One of them needs to retire, I spend 4 hours out of the day trying to dodge him… just follows me around stopping projects and telling me everything can't be fixed because he already tried.

 No.307815

>>303790
Security is actually not a bad gig for your typical wizzie and it can very rewarding, but you do need to get lucky with finding the right job I feel. Yea, you can probably just accept the first security job you come across if you're really desperate, but it might consist of you being forced to stand on your feet the entirety of your shift in some retail store or public facing venue dealing with NPC normies all day who want to fight you and cause trouble, and it would drain your wiz-battery pack quickly and then you would end up hating it. Here's some wiz-tips for finding an ideal security job:

1) Don't just accept just any security gig that you're offered, always try to ask around to find out exactly what the job consists of. It'll also depend on the security company you apply to, some of them will be clear and upfront with you about the job requirements as well as the locations you'll be working at, while others will be very evasive because they just need to fill the post and don't really care much about their workers. I would recommend avoiding those type of places. A decent security company will be upfront with you about their expectations as well as the work environment. At the same time you can't be a floor mat yourself and just accept whatever job post you're offered, if you don't think you'll like working at a job site - don't accept it.

2) Try to do some research on the security company that you're applying to and what kind of sites they staff, for example some of them will focus exclusively on public facing venues like security at concerts, retail stores, normie social events, and if you're just looking for some easy sit down on your butt do-nothing jobs, then you'll obviously probably want to avoid those. Try to get some previous employee feedback about the company that you're applying to, you can google the employer and their reviews and read what previous employees said about working there, whether if it's a good place or not. An ideal wizzie security job is one where you'll be mostly working by yourself, isolated from the general public and your duties mostly consisting of sitting down, occasionally doing some patrol rounds or watching the CCTV cameras on a monitor. Places like industrial areas, warehouses, after-hours medical facilities, etc. when all the normies are gone, etc. those can be good environments to work at.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.307827

>>307815

only if zero criminal record. i have super minor criminal record, and was told yea, dont bother, it ll be a nite mare for you to become even an unarmed.

and even so,

could wind up like dude stuck deployed in bad areas. or worse, they put you someplace and are turned into a receptionist

 No.307857

>>307827
Mine rolled off at the 10 year mark - HR said come back in a month (10 years to the day) and I had the job.

The years before that were tough, tried getting into hospital or government work, entry level, but the minor record sent my resume to the shredder every time.

>put you someplace and are turned into a receptionist
I get that sometimes. Amazing how people can't be bothered to ask the actual front desk where the lady with the phones and directory sits and instead gloms onto the guy with a full cart or tools.

 No.307861

>>303736
Landed a machinery maintenance job In a factory about a year ago.
Was incredibly hard at first and thought about quitting multiple times, somehow I managed to survive.

This shit is still hard to me as I'm not handy at all, and most of the time i don't know what the fuck I'm doing, specially now that I'm alone at my shift. Some days I don't know how to pass the time and others I don't even have time to eat. The only upside is that's a job in high demand (basically every company is short staffed because they literally can't find anyone), and once all the genX retire it's gonna be in even higher demand because very few millennials took this career path. I highly doubt Ai or thirdies will take this job.


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I've seen this discussed in many threads so I made a thread for it. Many wizzies had had their life destroyed by psychiatric medication be it SSRI's, antipsychotics, benzodiazepines or others. A psych ward stay tends to leave you worse off. Some people get abused in psychiatric institutions. Mentioning you are sad and thinking about suicide to a doctor or nurse can get you forcefully restrained and tranquilised.
I'm suicidal but I avoid any medical help precisely for this reason.
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 No.307640

>>307634
>modern therapy is completely freudian
What? The only therapy most insurances will pay for is CBT.

 No.307642

>>307640
Most CBT insurance therapists don't actually do real ERP. They do talk therapy with a CBT label. Proper ERP exists but is hard to find. That's why I think modern therapy is often useless Freudian-lite for OCD.

 No.307646

i think the clinic wants to see me locked up

 No.307834

>>307631
>but no matter how hard i tried online people just don't work to fill my void
I can relate to this. I still prefer being alone to being around normies though.

 No.307859

>>306970
I've read lots into psych stuff this is a fun lecture
https://youtu.be/Af5RSk6Bx-Y

The same thing actually applies for medicine in generally to a degree tbh.

If you look into stuff on your own there is some value to be gotten from it, if you understand what psychiatric disorders are. (Loose collections of symptoms categorized so they can do research on what treatments help them)
No psych drugs are even expected to actually fix anything, they simply lower the metrics in the symptoms.

There are some therapeutic techniques that do have very good improvement rates for certain things in terms of modern psychology, you have to look them up for what specific things you might be diagnosed with though (don't trust it just because a psych told you it, figure it out on your own, ai is helpful.)

Apart from that I greatly prefer jungian depth psychology stuff but hard to find anyone for that probably have to do it on your own.

One of the key things I'm annoyed is never talked about is the idea of transference. It's a per-requisite for most psychological stuff to work in terms of therapy. Depth psychologists talked about it more explicitly, but modern ones talk about it but just more academically.

Basically the precondition for therapy to work is seeing yourself as inferior to the therapist and basically inflating the idea of the therapist and even divinizing them to a degree, this is what lets the therapeutic relationship function and if you aren't willing to do that it will not.
No one ever told me this but I would not have bothered with trying it if I did. In depth psychology they talk about it in terms of as a beginning stage, but one that has to be ended. (Jung specifically says at a certain point more analysis/therapy is harmful). Modern ones don't have that and instead keep people in this perpetual infantile state so they can drain them of money.

Honestly you are better of for the most part trying to write down as best you can your life story, all your psychiatric issues and ask an AI to analyze it, provide differential diagnosis of what it could be. Then look into how to distinguish between those, then when you fPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


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