/dep/ - Depression

>>305083
I run out of it anyway. Also I didn't start feeling good, just a different sort of bad. But still much less lethargic, which is good I guess.

>>305087
next stop - test your iron levels and check if your body handles iron well.

or, just get some iron supplements as well…

>>305090
to steel my nuts, lol? anyway what does iron do? will it help me not feel like somebody's trying to crush my neck when anxiety hits? i'm fucked up enough that anxiety feels like a very physical thing

>>303176
Friendly reminder you body might not be able to absorb it from food or it might not be able to produce it by means of sunlight… both cases happened to me. After a study on vitamin D my doctor prescribed me pills of 5000 iu of vitamin D per day for four months. In the very first week those pills solved a problem that for almost two decades I thought it was normal: perpetual exhaustion. Nowadays I have more energy and don't even feel tired after working out. The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills… that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.

>>305097
>>305097
Thank you for being with me.
See, I used to hear on how the lack of vitamin D ruins the mood for the Finnish people. I understand when a Saint-Petersburg guy lacks the money to buy some cod liver, but the Finns??? Thank you for explaining the need for proper meds-like vitamins D

Regards, OP




>>305097
>The downside of this is that I cannot blame fatigue for my lack of interest in developing my skills…

ugh? uh? Your job, mate? Your title?
Coulda help you a li'l bit at that I guess

If you work at some gov't job, you will feel empty a bit from the very nature of strict gov't jobs, "by the book" and stuff… If not, please tell so I could some looking up.

>that's a psychological issue no ammount of money will solve.
Ah, sometimes you just need some *edutaiment* videos that explain your things in fun manner rather than bold manner. Coulda ask a chatty for some fun channels to larn something *adjacent* to the skills you already have

>>305088


1. Being full of existential questions like "but who I am???" (just like Lain)
2. Being a bit too into things you don't have enough test subjects to (just like GLaDOS)
3. Brain damage and such
4. Mental issues like anxiety and such, due to eating something your body refuses to process properly, although most people around you eat this very food just fine (think of gluten-free or lactose-free food needs or allergies)
5. Unshared love (think of a certain lady from Doki Doki Literature Club)
6. Being caught up in traditions of being nice to every family member you basically merely barely know
7. Your microclimate in your room is bad and your sleep is ruined simply due to that
8. All that drama over thinking whether your mate is into you, but not your wallet - demanding you to do this or that thing "with love" personally.
9. All that drama over thinking whether your mate is into your wallet, but not you.
10. Just being too sated to enjoy things you have already used to (so you probably should got a cheap "old preem" smartphone just to try living with it for some days over your normal fresh preem smarty…

I work in a clothing/household items store, god I hope they put me on deliveries on my next shift, working on the store floor is so fucking boring, not only that, I also have to tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers

Anyone else here just fucking loathe tidying up after customers?

They can't take anything from me. I'm already dead.

>>305095
>tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers
I've moved on from retail but I've put in my time there. Anything food court related was terrible, but facing product on shelves didn't bother me so much. Also they're kind of oblivious to the fact that the pay is terrible and you're up on a Saturday morning dealing with their BS instead of doing something fun like the rest of society and their weekends.

>>305095
>working on the store floor is so fucking boring, not only that, I also have to tidy up after the fucking slothful, messy and inept customers


demand background music (random idea)


>>305103
why not trying to switch up that attitude to

>They can't take anything from me. I'm already lain

?

also, see /jp/

>I’ve been tempted to start drinking daily or at the very least several days a week
>my doubts
>These are:
>1) I am genetically predisposed to alcoholism,
>2) I am quite proud of what I have done to my body over the past year or so
>What should I do wizards?
It's obvious you already know the answer to your question: no, you don't need alcohol in your life. But, what do you need us to tell you what you already know? The real question is: why do you want to become a shitty alcoholic?, what are you running away from? what are those thoughts you cannot bear that you preffer escapism? What you really need is isolation in absolute silence in order to face your thoughts and find answers to them, even if they hurt you, because once you find the answers the desire for alcohol will no longer seduce you.


>I’ve tried dating apps and got 0 matches
If succibi is what you want, then you're not welcome here!

>It’s over for me, I’m 18
Stopped reading there.

>>305101

Fucking this, goddamn kid get off the internet, take a shower, and spend some time thinking and planning. Your nuts have barely dropped. Don't waste your youth eith overism, you'll have plenty of fucking time for that once you get some years under your belt. Godspeed.

>>305094
you don't even have a fully formed brain yet, go read some books

>>305094
>It’s over for me, I’m 18
ugh..?
>and I have the social skills of a goldfish, I’m 5’5, autistic and not particularly good looking
1. Look. Lemme try a broad advice first. You need some PROMPTS for an AI to make your life "more interesting" + download an extdntion that saves your AI chat from your messenger app to your device's memory into a separate file.

2. Now, I have an idea for you to review (with an AI or a trusted person, but not anons, let alone us wizards). The idea is "Cutecel". Think of cutemaxxing and maybe "cute by doing daily things well" also.


>Now at the moment my cope is the gym, I’m fairly lean and have visible abs but I’ve been tempted to start drinking daily or at the very least several days a week
Look. These two *counter each other*! You tried a so-called gymmaxxing yet you feel you're still a gymcel and you now try DUBOISMAXXING thats just not what you want.


Try: k-pop style to woo k-pop "connoseurettes" who won't flaunyt over a particular K-pop band yet who seem to be into k-pop haha funny boyz

or some other style i dunno
make sure to not get pwned by orkcelz though, waaaaaaaagh

>>305024
…Did you read the list? Was it on there? If not, then obviously it's not covered.
>>305032
Make an honest effort to figure it out and report your findings.

>>305032
Sodium Nitrite

Is there a method that does not involve firearms that is easy to pull off without fucking up? I'm worried about making my life worse through a failed attempt.

My only guess is buying as much fentanyl as I can and taking it all at once. Would I need to inject or would oral route be ok?

>>300029
>>303530
https://www.newhealthadvisor.org/Carbon-Monoxide-Suicide.html
>It is commonly believed that carbon monoxide poisoning leads to death that resembles sleep. However, that is not true. Carbon monoxide causes immense pain and discomfort and causes convulsions and muscle spasms as the body's desperate attempts of seeking oxygen. One acquaintance of mine committed suicide using carbon monoxide and his body was so badly disfigured that his family was denied to see the body. His facial capillaries had burst, his eyeballs had popped and his tongue had swollen to prop the jaw open unnaturally. I think no one can say that is peaceful
What do you think about this?

>>303675
>Poison sounds like overall the smartest choice.

Where the fuck are dweebs like us going to get that shit

>>305077
I understand what you are saying, I have been through more or less the same, many times over and over again. If you want I can drop you my e-mail, but keep in mind that I'll never be able to give you the full extent of what you desire.

>>305079
Perhaps that is what I have been waiting for. Drop it.

>>305079
Here's mine: simonc159789@proton.me. Write me, if you want to.

>>305081
https://bpa.st/DF4Q expires in a week.

Also you use big tech mail providers so please let me know if my cock emails weren't delivered.

>>303243
I think so, like you(?) describe in >>303238. It's a kind of metaphysical thing, like some souls are just linked or something.

bumping good thread yur chicken is cool

>>302193
7. Actually living in a remote location/off the grid/in a place where less that a half of your building has electricity outlets

>>302003
As a child, yes. A cat and an oddly affectionate one at that. He's dead now so there's no point in grieving. Grief should be reserved before the act of death and released afterwards. When death happens suddenly it shocks us to our core, that's why sudden deaths are traumatic.

>>304321
yes, as in "40 acres of land somewhere in Nebraska"

That's the normal state of humanity. Also did you imply that you are on
>multiple drugs and getting therapy?
Because if so good luck waiting until your life improves.

I am going to become a fintroon. This hair loss is really fucking up with my mental health

>>304972
Your dad has good taste. Series is calle NYPD Blue and it is indeed a great show.The character's name is Andy Sipowicz.

>>305005
>be a wizard
>This hair loss is really fucking up with my mental health
>fin[asteride] troon

…
Eh. I see no problem; you're not staggubus after all…

>>293225
>microneedling
wont work so well if youre old

>>305069
if you're old it's beard time

>>304646
A jew is shitting in front of my door every week. I want to kill myself because of this. If I caught hum I'd fucking crush his neck, but he's too smart. Fuck jews.

>>304619
Well, could be your problem is unrelated to the meds, Idk. Male impotence can be caused by psychological things too, just low self-esteem or shitty moods. I can talk by experience, when I have periods during which I feel powerless/weak/a loser then my dick is softer and it's harder for me to get an erection but when I experience some success in some form in life I can get hard-ons that last for hours and can cum like a volcano. Your self-image counts A LOT when it comes to sexuality as a male.

Anyway, if you are sure it's the meds that caused this then sue them, get that money. Money is always good, especially if you didn't work for it, trust me, youngwiz.

>>304646
>pornography, abortionism, lgbt, contraceptives
These aren't necessarily evil though you are right jews push these things or use them for their own ends or to earn more money.

Enjoying sexuality in some way, whether it's masturbation/watching porn or another way and discovering new things isn't bad, it's a natural thing to enjoy life as much as you can. But when people start to assume identities like lgbt ones and make them their central core identity then it will end up with less white children. There is nothing wrong with porn itself or enjoying gay porn, only if you adopt some shitty stereotype that comes with this.

Abortion and contraceptives can be useful if the people in question have some diseases that could be inherited by their children or if we are talking about non-whites then by all means these things are good.

>>301262
>It does put me to sleep. But, maybe that's ok. If it means I can find some happening apart from fapping and dreaming while I sleep.


vent your apartment
go to sleep early
wake up early

>>304651


r u sure its not some Jordan with some Afghan Borzoi doggo pet?
set up a cam

>>304646
I've been researching and apparently some people crash from ginger and other organic serotonin antagonists, I tried for a day but I wasn't sure to keep going after I read some people's experiences

>>305048
Humans will naturally want to live than to die, but of course, we have been granted the intelligence to choose what we want to choose. So, if someone wants to die, no one can really stop them from doing so as it is not against the law. I do think most would see it as fine if the person is experiencing pain, but be confused as to why if the person isn't in pain. Also, religions disapprove of suicide so that is an important factor.