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Sad Oekaki Anonymage 07/12/26 (Sun) 18:39:33 No.309031 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

whenever you're depressed or sad, come here and draw something using Oekaki. you can draw whatever you want

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Anonymage 10/02/26 (Fri) 18:37:28 No.310896

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Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 01:26:31 No.310897

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Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 02:30:39 No.310900

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Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 06:31:14 No.310901

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Anonymage 10/09/26 (Fri) 12:26:34 No.311046

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Rainbow Dash Presents lives free in my head

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Anonymage 10/05/26 (Mon) 04:05:43 No.310973 [Reply]

Cant seem to enjoy anything, I tried to get into hobbies but I cant enjoy them. Everything feels like a task that must be taken care of. I cant sit down and enjoy a good game or a meal. I feel jealous of the average human capable of creation and enjoyment. Everything feels fleeting and cloudy. I want to appreciate life more.

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Anonymage 10/06/26 (Tue) 20:35:51 No.311015

>>310973
same, I'm not really interested in doing stuff and even if I happen to find something to do I'm usually quickly bored with it and give up on it.
>>311005
I can afford to travel the world but I'm not interested in travelling at all. I dont get the appeal of visiting some shithole or sightseeing some buildings locations I give zero fucks about.
I can just google the view and thats enough for me.

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 04:26:41 No.311018

>>310973
Look, if you wake up all mouth-dry, then your sleep may be ruined by the thirst. Maybe it goes to the point your pleasure systems are shut down for "energy saving". I think it had happened to me before.

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 05:50:11 No.311020

>>311015
You don't have to go that far. What about the great outdoors?

Anonymage 10/09/26 (Fri) 02:29:29 No.311044

it's hard to tell if sturgeon's law is real and 90% of escapist media and hobbies are shit or my dopamine receptors are fully cooked from 20 years of scrolling the internet and gooning. i know how bad it can be. my one cope was coding but there's a creeping sense of futility now that ai exists.

i need an infinitely long, grindy rpg or something to get invested in. it's painful to accept that this is what my life is going to be from now on or until civilization collapses and someone crushes my head with a cinder block.

Anonymage 10/09/26 (Fri) 04:51:33 No.311045

idk about ya'll but I just started taking St John's-wort, first time trying to treat the depressive episodes with something other than alcohol and nic

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Opioid agonists for depression Anonymage 09/12/26 (Sat) 04:54:23 No.310367 [Reply]

If you are hopelessly depressed and lonesome, you simply need a mu-opioid agonist to rectify this state of affairs and make you feel connected and whole.

Opioids are literally the chemical of social attachment, and this becomes evident shortly after you take one.

Obviously do not abuse them and take them at the lowest effective dose, and you can be like me and treat your depression for years without trouble.

Has anybody else here had experience with them?

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Anonymage 09/26/26 (Sat) 07:36:15 No.310702

>>310687
They just do a job for the most part. People forgot what evil means. Very rarely doctors are actually evil. Not caring isn’t evil either it’s more like indifference.

Anonymage 10/05/26 (Mon) 17:54:59 No.310983

>>310702
>Very rarely doctors are actually evil.

Nearly always are they evil. They were in perfect sync with the kikes' covid hoax (forcing dangerous "vaccines" onto trusting sufferers).
I've known doctors across multiple countries (on multiple continents), and very few ever struck me as being authentically caring or competent.

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 11:10:39 No.311037

meds rarely help in my experience

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 16:16:02 No.311042

>>310702
Lmao in my shithole they literally sign death sentence to cancer patients by written them off as healthy and sending them to die horribly in a meatgrinder. If you want your diagnose to be acknowledged, you've got to cough up massive sums of money. The doctors, the police, teachers, bureacrats. All are slaves to evil system.

Anonymage 10/09/26 (Fri) 01:59:34 No.311043

>>311042
where?

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXVI Anonymage 08/17/26 (Mon) 16:31:10 No.309794 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Another Evil under the Sun Edition. You of many.

Previous: >>308343

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Anonymage 10/05/26 (Mon) 20:25:01 No.310997

>>310978
>being eaten alive by feral beasts
You don't get it friend, the quick and extreme pain of being eaten alive by feral beasts pales in comparison to the pain and humiliation, the complete destruction of the self and it's spirit, your honor, your essence, identity, everything once you stood for slowly being replaced by an insatiable urge to goon into ever more degrading and shameful practices. Feral dogs let you keep your honor, sort of, but death by gooning???

>he didn't so is it even worth it to pray him?
I have no choice now

>>310979
>wouldn't it be worse without the porn? doesn't it have a numbing effect?
No? And yes it does have a numbing effect that's kind of the problem. I'd honestly be ok with suicide at this point, it's just getting straight to the point instead of prolonging your death by replacing bits and hopes and dreams of yourself with animalistic urges.

How can that be worse?

Anonymage 10/05/26 (Mon) 20:30:55 No.310998

>>310991
i brush once a week, and i shower once a week

oral health is really complex, its deeply interwined with cardiovascular health, no amount of brushing can stop decay coming from inside and for the bacteria and such just dont eat sweets

Anonymage 10/05/26 (Mon) 21:30:01 No.311001

>>310972
>>310978
>>310979
>>310997
In fact, not even trying to sound dramatic but it's almost as bad as Alzheimers but somehow sadder because there is no one to witness you changing/dying other than yourself

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 12:42:26 No.311040

>>310972
I feel you fellow gooner.
I managed to get to almost 60 days free and now my goose is begging to be chocked to h-games. I don't want to but it waits for my moment of weakness. Everytime I lose a streak I feel horrible for a week or so. And yet 60 days of nofap don't really bring much into my life. It's a carousel - I am either horniest ape in the jungle or completely impotent wretch with total anhedonia. Sometimes I am stuck in between, like today. It's hellish. Especially when you are into spirituality and realize how much you fuck yourself up by gooning to degenerate games some filthy normalniggers create for patreon bucks

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 12:51:07 No.311041

>>310997
>replacing bits and hopes and dreams of yourself with animalistic urges.
It does feel like that. Everytime I goon I feel I lose some piece of myself. Then again, when I was younger I didn't feel like that. That is how I got myself into this mess. You can't just quit something you've been doing for 15 years straight, especially if that something is equal to crack in addictiveness. Every attempt to get rid of it is a lost cause for me because it's just a matter of time. I had a month, two months, three months streaks of nofap, noporn, but I crawled back eventually. My longest streak was about 180 days but I binged kratom daily and had no urge to jerk it. Didn't notice any significant changes, it was always there, the god damn snake

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Suicide General Anonymage 04/12/26 (Sun) 14:37:38 No.307023 [Reply][Last 50 Posts]

This is the classic "Suicide General", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards.

Previous:
>>296511

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Anonymage 09/29/26 (Tue) 04:57:29 No.310755

>>310754
Nevermind, I found it. It was called lostallhope.com

Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 17:35:18 No.310831

Even if I somehow had access to the perfect method I still wouldn't be able to kill myself due to the fear of what's beyond. I wish death didn't seem so scary.

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 03:02:21 No.311034

i hope there is an afterlife

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 07:22:53 No.311036

>>310831
You just haven't been pushed to the brink. I'm on the verge of being able to destroy my fear of the beyond due to how bad my situation has gotten.

When life feels like Hell, the idea of an “actual” Hell loses its edge, gradually.

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 12:37:45 No.311039

Just how painful can be shotting yourself in the head with an ak-47/similiar gun? I fear the time of my 'busification' approaches. I already see the faggot horsemen of my apocalypse patrolling my neighborhood seeking out victims. And I might as well be one soon.

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Mentally Ill parents will destroy you Anonymage 10/01/26 (Thu) 04:34:59 No.310806 [Reply]

I'm already in a bad position. I'm a 29 year old Zoomer. My parents are mid range boomers. Even if they were somewhat normal there would be so much of a divide that it would make any common ground unreasonable to expect. However they are mentally ill. That was the excecution shout after I was already on the ground cowering and blown to pieces.

My father: Total naive nimrod. He could be in the middle of a South American prison yard with everyone giving him death stares and sharpening their blades. He'd be smiling like an idiot and ask "Do you mexican fellas like tacos?" "I have a lot of money back at home, I like to buy nachos!". He leaves his car RUNNING and unlocked as he spends hours in the shopping centre. His car has been stolen atleast 10+ times. He's no longer able to be insured, yet he still does this. He's dropped an easy 150k+ in stolen cars that could have been idk, not wasted? I swear his awareness IQ is easily like 10~25. He gives everyone money but his own family.

MY mother: She's even worse, she has all the same qualities as my dad but she's also mumbling to herself non stop. She talks 24/7 and that isn't a joke. She will have an hour long rannt at me about checking the mail box "I checked the mail, or did i? I didn/t wait no i did but i dont remember or did i did i? there was no mail or was there? there is mail? when is mail?" Literally just that on repeat, if she isn't talking she is grumbling to herself NON FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!! why cant she shut the fuck up

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Anonymage 10/06/26 (Tue) 22:09:26 No.311016

>>310859
Okay he just contacted me again all sympathetic and complaining about how all his other relatives are exploiting him. He's been really nice and offering to buy me lots of things again. It sounds like theyve been threatening to withhold grandkid visits unless he keeps sinking money into the business.

Idk I dont want to be entangled in what's clearly elder abuse.

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 04:24:31 No.311017

>>310909
>unless it's for insurance
see? Insurance companies LOVE fighting that very
>You could hand all the hard evidence to the police on a silver platter, and they wont do shit 99% of the time

since insurance companies are, well, interested in not getting tricked.

>mother can't read or write anymore ever since "the breakdown" she's not really functional. If she does write it's just swirlies and doodles.

try looking for some other types of insurance lel

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 05:37:35 No.311019

>>310806
I'm used to dealing with my damn parents like this I think my father is a devil he is alcoholic drunk and my mother is an evil witch I'm now 22 years old and often they scold me just because of trivial matters and my father also always hits me if I'm wrong and he's emotional and my mother always makes me stressed with her endless nagging and I'm just used as an outlet by both of them and everything is forbidden and I can't be free and it's like I'm locked up at home without being allowed to go out to breathe fresh air and feel what it's like to be a human being in general they chain me at home and keep blaming me for what they do themselves

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 01:23:41 No.311032

>>310909

Weird for hoarders not to be ashamed.

>>310923

At least you're not inflicting your conditions on anyone.

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 02:28:44 No.311033

>>311032
I am. My mother has to put up with it.

I fucking hate school Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 19:00:11 No.311025 [Reply]

Fuck school. Its shit and it makes me wanna kms. It drains the life out of me. There is zero point in working for like 40 years anyway

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 19:01:03 No.311026

Then drop out.

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 20:05:05 No.311027

Don't listen to >>311026. It can get so much worse.

Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 23:36:44 No.311030

Do listen to >>311026. School isn't fucking worth it.

Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 00:52:23 No.311031

Passing high school is minimum to do anything.

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Evil Oekaki Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 20:05:15 No.310925 [Reply]

Whenever you feel depressed, crazy, angry, and stressful, come here and draw something using Evil Oekaki. You can draw anything here before chaos. do not draw pornography is prohibited!!.

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Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 07:01:40 No.311021

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Anonymage 10/07/26 (Wed) 07:42:06 No.311022

>>311021
Gamabarmu bagus tapi entah kenapa gambar succubi 2D membuatku resah GYAAAHHH…

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Anonymage 10/08/26 (Thu) 06:16:58 No.311035

Pooner takeover theory

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Depression Crawl Thread LXXVII Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:21:00 No.310904 [Reply]

Hesitation is defeat edition. There is no running away.

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Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:37:55 No.310905

Looks like my hesitation to write my magnum opus has been eradicated. Thanks.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 07:45:25 No.310906

I def hesitated many times in my life when it mattered like getting a job when i was much younger, asking for help for mental state. Shit just pilles up and eventually you have to face it. It's hard. I don't blame anyone for running. I did.

Anonymage 10/03/26 (Sat) 08:57:05 No.310907

>>310904
i grew up spoiled so i never developed any sense of urgency to do anything. even after i graduated college, i just did "nothing." Now im halfway to 36 and i rot at a desk as an overnight security guard.

this job is too comfortable to leave

Anonymage 10/04/26 (Sun) 01:10:51 No.310934

I tried way too hard on trying to befriend some people/normalfags I barely have anything in common with; it simply doesn't cut it. I always end up angry upon realizing they did things and weren't called out, or when I have to afford listening to their retarded normal-nigger takes, or when they try to act smug and end up looking like idiots.

They're basically behaving niggers and I'm the total opposite.

Anonymage 10/06/26 (Tue) 16:25:43 No.311011

Isshin is such a badass, greatest boss battle ever. I basically became a hermit neet who scammed unemployment offices by faking send mails, i did this for 6 years until i was forced to take a job. It was actually a good thing, the hermit neet was killing my soul. I felt like the succubus of memories of matsuko where she became an old fat shutin obsessed with a japanese boyband. It's surreal. The longer you wait by not getting a job, the harder it is. Hesitation is defeat indeed.

Hi.. Anonymage 10/06/26 (Tue) 13:26:28 No.311009 [Reply]

I feel like the last few years have passed so quickly, every day I spend alone, isolated, but it's okay, every problem I face, fatigue, failure, sadness, and so on, I've been through every day, but hey, I'm still here until now and it seems like I've made peace with my mental problems, maybe I'm used to facing it alone without the help of others, I feel like depression is part of my routine and part of my personality, but I'm happy

Anonymage 10/06/26 (Tue) 13:32:11 No.311010

>>311009
I like this song :)

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