No.298682
>>298677I thought you were memeing Anon, I went through benzo + opiate withdrawals last month and holy fuck that was probably the worst experience of my life and I only did oxycodone and valium every day and some poppy seed tea and it was a 0/10 experience.
No.298697
>>29867933 is just about on the cusp of potential change but time is rapidly running out.
Once you're more than 35, let alone being 40, it's going to be impossible to become a normie or even vaguely emulate one. After that it's permawizardry whether you want it or not.
No.298708
Life is just two things, you and everything else. When people say its wrong to be mad at everything including even people who've done nothing wrong to you i think they're retarded. They're apart of the world, of everything else. Why shouldn't they be a part of my anger?
No.298717
>>298677Why would you get addicted to that shit anyway, literally any other drug is better to get addicted to. heroin and meth withdrawals are hell but wont kill you. you need to find some doctor who understands the severity of your situation and gets you on a tapering program
No.298724
Why does everyone in these communities love to proclaim these ironclad ages when it's supposed to be impossible to change? Based on what? Shut the fuck up.
No.298737
>>298697You don't have to be this dramatic, I don't intent to become some full fledged normal, I just want a better paid job that doesn't deal with customer service directly.
>>298724I do believe you can always get better unless you are on your deathbed already but recruitment/HR WILL raise an eyebrow if they see a person in late 30s with barely a working history applying.
No.298742
>>298724If you're a 42 year old virgin with no money or work experience, it's literally impossible to start a family with a succubus of childbearing age.
Age isn't just a number. Being 22 in dire straits is very different from 32 which is very different from 42.
Society also starts treating you worse and worse the longer you exist as an outcast. "Becoming" a normie is only possible when you're relatively young.
No.298743
>>298742>If you're a 42 year old virgin with no money or work experience, it's literally impossible to start a family with a succubus of childbearing age.Source: your ass
Counterpoint: millions of men have
>Society also starts treating you worse and worse the longer you exist as an outcastNo they don't. You're paranoid.
No.298750
>millions of 42 year old virgin men have started a family with a succubus of childbearing age
and you have a source other than your ass for this?
No.298753
>>298750My ass is the ass of truth
No.298760
>>298743>Counterpoint: millions of men haveAnd look at the absolute state of humanity. You don't have to take my word for it, feel free to ask what age most wizards parents were when they were conceived.
That you can do it doesn't mean you should. I'm not that guy btw. Honestly fuck starting a family anyway, but you really want to at least kind of get your shit together at that age so you can rot in peace or do whatever the fuck you want. You want to at least have some skill to make money with.
>No they don't. You're paranoid.They absolutely do, nigger. There is a massive stigma against loners that is reinforced by social media, "he is hiding something", "he has nothing to lose" and similar retardation. Normalfaggots really believe that. They'd rather get fucked in the ass by HR and the government before you because… uh just because, ok?
No.298763
>>298760>"he is hiding something", "he has nothing to lose" and similar retardationAre memes that 14 year old succubi post, and you take to heart because you are paranoid and afraid that random succubi might exist in a state of not believing you are some well-adjusted pussy-slayer.
>They'd rather get fucked in the ass by HR and the government before you because…Because I have nothing to lose, and I would take it too far. I would afterwards have something to hide.
No.298776
I never want to listen to news ever fucking again. Like why the fuck I care about what's going on? I don't care. Fuck news. They all can go to hell for all that I care. My suffering is greater than everyone else because I have the first hand experience of it. My own suffering is enough. I don't need to wallow in more misery of this chaotic shithole of a failed universe.
No.298777
Acceptance retarded heart, accept all of the horror without the delusion that it was beautiful and coherent one time or it'll ever be. Just accept the evil senselessness of universe you stupid fucking cunt.
No.298781
>>298776knowing what is happening -> be able to better predict what will happen -> be able to make better decisions like investments or leaving the country -> improve your quality of life
No.298783
>>298781Death is same anywhere. My problem isn't this hellish planet but the terror of my own death.
No.298784
>>298776You can at least get some enjoyment from knowing there’s people suffering even more than you, or at least on the same level
No.298788
Whenever I try to do anything useful my brain throws a tantrum.
No.298789
>>298784I wish I could but I can't. I am a pussy with a sensitive and selfish heart.
No.298812
>>298784I can never understand how people can enjoy seeing others suffer, or worse yet, how they can intentionally make others suffer to draw enjoyment out of it. Guess I'm just not a psychopath.
I would enjoy seeing greedy people people like scammers get karma'd, or bullies get their their ass kicked. Justice and revenge kind of things. But they never happen, or at least media never show that. Instead, most of what of what I see in the media is forecasts of wars, catastrophes, poverty, more taxes, degeneration, everything bad. Fuck that, I'd rather stay out of touch.
No.298813
>>298812You just answered your own question, you do get enjoyment from other people’s suffering the difference is that you think in your tiny mind it’s justified. You might not be too bright
No.298827
When was the last time you took a shower? How many urine bottles are in your room right now? It's getting out of hand.
No.298832
>>298827I feel I'm not drinking enough water.
No.298833
it's great how every mental illness is treated as a joke now because of normalfags pretending they have depression, adhd, OCD, etcetera
No.298834
>>297968>nowWhen it wasn't? Before they would tell you to man up
No.298835
>>298834>>298833The entire first world spends upwards of $100,000,000,000 annually to research, combat, comfort, coddle, and create these made-up mental illnesses. You are playing the victim.
No.298836
>>298834Yes? Before it was easy as hell to get ADHD meds before but then every normalfag wanted adderall so the government shut it down and made them much harder to get.
No.298837
>>298836>then every normalfag wanted adderallNo, it's not the evil gnomies' fault you can't get feel-good pills. Adderal was found to provide a buffet of negative mental and physical side effects, so its usage was then narrowed to pacifying only true basket cases.
No.298838
>>298827I shower once a week. I dont use urine bottles, i find that disgusting
>>298832Be careful to get enough salts, i once ended up in the icu after passing out after drinking too much water on a sunny day
>>298836You can buy any drug you want if you know where to look
No.298839
>>298835the suffering is real regardless of the validity of the other language constructs
No.298843
>>298839Yeah, humanity got fucked once cognitive development happened, causing consciousness and experiencing anything above impulses. Fuck this shit.
No.298844
>>298833That's what fucked me. When i was 17 years old complaining about anxiety, the doctor thought i was just another whining kid without any real problems. A huge percentage of normies somehow get diagnosed with anxiety. In reality i was on verge of death and needed some sort of urgent intervention. Of course you cant even admit to suicidal thoughts or you get locked up like a prisoner.
>>298840They experience much weaker forms of depression and anxiety. Those "mental illnesses" are just part of normal life when they are not severe. They feel a bit sad or nervous and are unable to distinguish that mild discomfort from the severe symptoms/"illnesses" that actually ruin lives.
No.298845
>>298840>>298844It's (insert any kind of mental illness) just a fashion brand for ohhhh I am not perfect (perfectly integrated into any kind of normal faggot shit you can imagine).
No.298849
>>298840They slap "Functional" on the front of their mental disorder and wham bam thank you ma'am they have a magical new disease perfect for collecting attention and prescriptions
"Functional" Depression, for example, is exactly like regular depression except you can do everything a normal person can do. Except on the inside you're still super duper sad I swear guys I'm suffering like hell on the inside!!
No.298850
Going for an autism dx hoping i can get into their group home later
No.298903
How do normalfags have the energy to do so many things in one day?
I take a nap every day because I get so tired, and doing things like laundry, dishes, making lunch all feel way too hard and exhausting. Like after doing two things I'm ready to take a nap for the rest of the day.
Even mentally thinking about things makes me tired. It's like my body outputs 1/100th the power of a normalfag body
No.298904
>>298903I think they push through despite the exhaustion. The question is what motivates them.
No.298905
>>298903Bro they cope with activity to keep voices in their heads at bay.
Activity is a great cope though.
No.298911
>>298903Semi bipolar. They cope with sbux/carls. The music pumps them. Then they drown in booze after work
No.298913
I finally got a great job and my mom like she has done all my life kept saying :"it's hard you might not keep it, they might fire you, blablabla". I said straight to her face that she has done this shit all my life. She's a loser and wants me to be one too. AND I WAS the one that took care of her financially when my dad bailed on us. She was shocked and denied it. Sometimes i regret not bailing on her too but i can't, i love her too much even if she's like this.
No.298914
>>298913my mother did that to all her children and sabotaged them because she wanted them to be dependent housecats that would never leave her
No.298919
>>298903I feel that way too. My lower energy is apparently caused by having an anxiety disorder. Autists have a similar issue, as do people with depression of course. It's normal that mental stress causes physical fatigue
No.298931
Prepare to be taxed for being a wizard
https://x.com/inevitablewest/status/1901302576382894234
>Hungary just passed the largest tax cut in Europe & the entire Western world.>One-child mothers are exempt from income tax until they turn 30.>succubi with two or more children will have no income tax for life.>Every European nation must do this. No.298935
>>298931You are not a victim for choosing to be a virgin because governments are mitigating the rising cost of living for parents.
No.298936
>>298903In addition to the constant exhaustion, I can't gain weight no matter what I do, have constant digestive issues, skin is so thin you can see all my little blood vessels through it and any little bump causes it to tear. I'm pretty sure there's something physically wrong with me but doctors don't know what it is. The blood tests and such come back as normal so they say I am healthy. I look at normalfags and each and every one of them has nice healthy opaque looking skin. Even the ones in old age until you start getting really really old. Most 80 year old have thicker looking skin under their eyes than me.
>>298913My parents do this too and then deny they do it. They literally just tell me all the ways I'm gonna fail and how things can go wrong any time I try to do or even talk about doing anything. I need to get the fuck out of this house and then not answer their calls.
No.298937
>>298935why the fuck are you even here?