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[–]  No.296511>>296522>>296525>>296760>>297541>>297955>>298293>>299387[Watch Thread]

This is the classic "suicide general", where we discuss methods and say farewell to our fellow wizards, quite different from that other thread in the catalog.

I'm currently 26, almost 27 (rings a bell?). And I can't take it anymore. I will soon depart from life through hanging. I haven't done it yet because I live in a shithole and there are always people around making noise and being nosy. I will just wait till it's very quiet so I can go to the woods and end this miserable existence.

I don't care if it might "get better". Existence itself is a curse and we're all gonna die anyway. I've read enough pessimist books and life affirming books and I side with the former. I don't need your compansion, because the thought that I will soon disappear is the only thing that makes me happy. I'm not even sad because of this.

[–]  No.296518>>296523>>296531

Is suicide from hanging painful?

[–]  No.296522

>>296511 (OP)
Are You going for partial or full hanging?

[–]  No.296523>>296531

>>296518
If you do it normally it is like someone is strangling you, so if you enjoy breathing, it is not fun. Most advice is to do this weird jump where if you can push your self down fast enough and at a weird angle the noose can snap your neck, which is far less painful.

[–]  No.296525

>>296511 (OP)
Same, my health issues are bringing me to suicide

[–]  No.296530>>296760>>297955

poor souls suffer while evil people live the best life

[–]  No.296531>>296740

>>296523
>>296518
If done properly it takes only 5-20 seconds until loss of consciousness due to compression of the carotid arteries. Snapping your neck is not a good idea, what the fuck are you talking about

[–]  No.296740

>>296531 is right, partial is difficult, dont try it. do a full suspension, its not about snapping your neck, its about falling from a height high enough that you won't be able to back down once you kick the thing you standing on. if you won't have anything to grab then no matter how you die in probably 1-2 hours uninterrupted your brain will be so dead nobody will be able to 'save' you.

[–]  No.296756>>296757

I'm shitting blood, have immense stomach pains for years. This is my suicide. NO ONE CARES. FAMILY ONLY CARES WHEN YOU SHUTUP AND ARE NOT A PROBLEM. IF YOU CANT PROVIDE AND CANT WORK YOU ARE NOTHING. succubi ARE NOTORIOUS IN THIS (SISTERS,MOTHER). FUCK YOU. BORN ALONE, DIE ALONE AS MY BROTHER SAID AND HE KILLED HIMSELF.

[–]  No.296757>>296758>>296759

>>296756
Good luck Wizbro, please die as soon as possible in a quick way (hopefully)

[–]  No.296758>>296759

>>296757
I wish I used "please rest as soon" instead of "die"

[–]  No.296759

>>296757 >>296758
Doesn't matter, know what you meant :), thank you and goodluck in yours.

[–]  No.296760>>296762

>>296530
True. It's such a simple statement but it really has a million words contained in it.
>>296511 (OP)
Man don't die. You're gonna die eventually anyways. Why today? Look I am brown, short, skinny fat, balding, Indian, poor, low IQ, and my dick doesn't work and a jackass driving truck crashed into my father's car today which I was driving.

So you must be surely better than me right? Look I am not saying that there are people doing worse than you so your problems don't matter, they do. But suicide is irreversible. If you've enough food to eat, a roof over your head and an internet connection for now, things are good.

And hanging? My god that is the worst and most painful way to go.

[–]  No.296762>>296763

>>296760
Don't talk when you know nothing about methods and the poster. Hanging is not a bad method and it doesn't have to be painful. You know nothing about his situation. Spouting feel good stuff and others have it worse doesn't help. A suicidal person is at a point that requires serious and quick improvement of his living situation.

[–]  No.296763

>>296762
Correct

[–]  No.296778>>296779

How does suicide by sodium nitrite work?
You ingest it? Mix it with water? How much is enough?

[–]  No.296779

>>296778
Searched on sanctionedsuicide

[–]  No.297312>>297342>>297359

How would a NEET believably go about finding a large height to fall to his death from? I'd prefer my death to be ambiguous as to whether it was suicide or an accident.

[–]  No.297342

>>297312
idk. there are so many fall suicides, but thinking about it logically, i looked through my whole area, and there arent even any tall buildings in my city, and outside, looking at part of my country, tall buildings are either skyscrapers where u have to live to jump from, or some building sites that you'd have to break in. Basically if you don't already know of such a place odds are i don't know how to find it. Maybe you can go and find some high tourist spots somewher but i have no idea how one would do that. Or travel half the world to known ones.

[–]  No.297359

>>297312
I think a more effective way to achieve this would be to travel to a cold country, fall through lake ice and drown. That's a lot more believable as an accident and you can do it in any isolated place

[–]  No.297360>>297365>>298172>>298334

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Wizs whom give advice to others, on how to commit suicide, are satanic o9a\attomwaffen freaks, tricking people into suicide for sadistic fun, and twisted s*xual pleasure

[–]  No.297365

>>297360
you're just a death fearing coward but keep pretending there's a morality to your fears

[–]  No.297531>>297532>>297536

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I don't want to be bald at my funeral. If I do it with a gun, will the doctor shave my head when removing the bullet?

[–]  No.297532>>297533

>>297531
buy a wig and write in the testimony that you want the carcass attendants to throw the wig on your body's face

[–]  No.297533>>297535>>297536

>>297532
I have autism so I'm not sure if you're joking or not. Are you joking?

[–]  No.297535

>>297533
yes, im joking
i find it very strange, and to be honest, a bit narcissistic to be concerned about your dead body's hair, of all things

[–]  No.297536>>297538

>>297533
thats how i felt about >>297531

[–]  No.297538

>>297536
I wasn't joking

[–]  No.297541>>297552

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>>296511 (OP)
I have been thinking too much about my future lately and the topic of suicide, I am saving some informative posts about some suicide methods in my google drive, so I can have all the instructions, dos and don'ts when my care taker passes away and I will be forced to endure homelesness, hunger, and worsening health (due to lack of income) I must finish my document, enable the offline mode, get the 2 password authentication, and download it in my device, so, I can have it when shit hits the fan, hopefully once I am done with this O.C.D-ish task, my anxiety will be minimum.

[–]  No.297552>>297553

>>297541
This thread is just skyrocket levels of cuckhoardary for telling wiz who to kill himself instead of some others

[–]  No.297553

>>297552
EFILism is supreme.

[–]  No.297859>>297886>>297887>>297897

Guys, I bought Morphine. 10mg in pill forms. 60 pills. I bought it just to get high but I am now considering taking a lethal dose and end my life. I'm like OP. I'm not even depressed. I just wanna leave this existence and maybe something better than this will come. Idk. I mean, we're gonna die anyways. Isn't it better to go by your own doing than waiting for an agonizing pain and dying at the hospital at "God's will"?

[–]  No.297886

>>297859
combine opiates with benzos and alcohol for an instant death combination

[–]  No.297887

>>297859
Voluntary euthanasia should be a human right

[–]  No.297897

>>297859
shit dose. they sell 200mg morphine here and junkies do it i.v.
get a higher dose or 80mg oxys at least

[–]  No.297905>>297906>>297908>>297909

I live in an area with lots of drugs and crime. How much fentanyl do I need to die and in what form? Will swallowing or snorting it work or do I need to inject?

[–]  No.297906>>297907>>297908

>>297905

bro, dont do dat, there is always a tomorrow, and i know good things will happen with u

[–]  No.297907

>>297906
I am a college dropout with 0 job experience at the age of 30. There's literally nothing for me in life.

[–]  No.297908

>>297906
you dont know shit about a random user posting on here

>>297905
snorting it would work, it would be by ideal method. impossible to say how much because sellers with dilute /cut it to unpredictable levels

[–]  No.297909

>>297905
you need to do drug at least everyday

[–]  No.297925>>297929>>297942

Is a pullup bar doable for suicide? I'd still have my feet on ground. Ideal ligature?

[–]  No.297929

>>297925
No, it is only good for hanging and pulling up by your hands. If you try to hang from your neck instead it gives you an error.

[–]  No.297942

>>297925
if it were high enough it would be great, but you say your feet will be on the ground, so no

[–]  No.297955

>>296511 (OP)
I'd rather eat the corpse of any responsible than rather kill myself for whatever the world means to me. This thread is improper, and should be boycotted

>>296530
That's what we might better focus on.

[–]  No.298160

I drilled a 2x4 to the wooden parts of the ceiling of my room, rafters I guess? I could stand, tie a ligature and kick a stool from out of me. But I weigh 240 lb. Would the board snap or some shit?

[–]  No.298172>>298173

>>297360
you're an actual retard if you believe this. And I don't mean like the people from the low iq thread though that might check as well. At least those have some dignity. You however are seriously dangerous as you are deceived.

[–]  No.298173

>>298172
looks like a comment an adolescent would make or a troll post

[–]  No.298197>>298214>>298287

newfag here, currently 18- just turned it on the 17th lol. i feel like my life is over, i have never had a relationship- platonic or romantically.
i have various addiction issues and i am just an overall faggot. should i just rope?

[–]  No.298199

32 years old and I have no hope of anything ever improving for me.

[–]  No.298204

Is there any Kind of stuff(Like drug/medicine)that i can buy easily and Overdose on and die quick?
I dont even feel so depressed everything is Just so boring its Just not worth living anymore i dont wanna be humiliated anymore

[–]  No.298214>>298222>>298263

>>298197

You're 18 basically a child. Start making incremental progress and youre ahead of 99% of people on earth

Unrelated, to the thread: how to make sure you don't survive from hanging?

[–]  No.298222

>>298214

Idk man, we were 18 once too. Would anything have helped us overcome our burdens?

Imo we're just paper boats in the vast ocean of life, there's not much within our control. We do the best with the shitty hands we inherit.

Even if I was 18 again I have no idea how I could've negated this pathetic state I'm in now. I can't change the genes I inherit.

[–]  No.298252>>298263

How lethal is hanging? Is it likely that I could survive, but become retarded? I live with people (parents obviously we are on fucking wizchan). I could do it like at 2 am and they get up at 6 am. Would 4 hours be enough to die? Whats the best rope/knot?

[–]  No.298263>>298284

>>298214
>>298252
12 mm polypropylene rope. Slipknot.
Full suspension hanging is very reliable as long as you really have a good anchor point to hang from. You may struggle to find a good anchor point inside a home. You cant do it inside while people are sleeping because the process of death can easily make a lot of noise. If nobody finds you id leave at least 30 min to be sure, even though you should be unconscious within seconds.

[–]  No.298284>>298288

>>298263

Would buying a bunch of fentanyl be better? Just find a bunch of pills and keep snorting or should I inject?

[–]  No.298287>>298289>>298316

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>>298197
You're a young man in a world that walks on young men.
You're still hormonally volatile - your lust and anger deceives you.
You're too young to have developed your own sense of culture and belonging.
You haven't sampled to sweet fruit of self-purpose, adventure, or solitude.
There are 6 billion people who hate you and want you to die. They're faggots, don't listen to them.

You know the game is fun but challenging because you've seen other people enjoying it. Don't quit before leaving the tutorial area. Give it a fair shot before logging off.
>i have never had a relationship- platonic or romantically.
You are eighteen. Less than a quarter of your peers can say any different and those who can are statistically unlikely for these relationships to endure. If you want to do a romance quest then go do one. If you fail then learn from your failures and try again after you've done some other things in the game.

[–]  No.298288

>>298284
snorting or injecting fentanyl is better, thats a top method if you can get it

[–]  No.298289>>298290

>>298287
I am Not him but i am pretty much the same as he is
I just cannot stand this shit anymore its a lie that Things will get better the older you get
And even if this Feeling that i have is making it Impossible to even wait that Long i can feel myself slowly going fucking insane i dont even feel Like myself and everything feels so Distant and boring
Its a fucking Nightmare and Not to forgot i cannot look into a mirror anymore i hate my ugly horse face so much .
My life wont get better anymore and i Know that the only thing that will soon come is me having to wageslave away and lose myself more and more
This was my ""Game"" and i am logging off it hasnt been fun since i was 13 and its not gonna be anymore fun in the Future
Once the agepill hits its going to go even more down

[–]  No.298290>>298291

>>298289
>its a lie that Things will get better the older you get
It's a lie that things will stay bad, and the people who are lying are doing so because they hate young men. Lying piece of shit. You're not helpless to change your living conditions or capabilities at the age of 18. Have some accountability or keep your fingers away from the keyboard. Yes it might be hard for you to get away from whatever evil is keeping you down, but fuck off and die if you feel the need to convince other men online that your incapacity and hopelessness is normal.

Some conditions of being 18 are:
Physical:
>Unpredictable hormone imbalances, sexual irritability
>Constant physical and mental fatigue from growing
Obligational:
>Generally being expected to be more and do more
>Inexperience in pretty much everything an adult needs to do
Experiences:
>Seeing your peers stray from you on their own paths
>Knowing nuance, assuming things are being said that are not actually being said
All of these will go away in no long while. There are solutions to them now too!
For the physical, just find an outlet for your growing and sweating body. Just lift weights or go for a run. Compounding the new fatigue with the constant fatigue will let you sleep your troubles away and awaken stronger and healthier than you were. For the obligaitonal, just stop caring. You're a dumb teenager like we all were. Cut your jeans and huff paint behind the library. Who cares? Dumb people, and the only thing dumber than a dumb person is someone who cares what a dumb person cares about.
For the experiences, just do stuff. Take the bus, go shopping for bootleg anime DVDs, throw stones at passing cars. Every step you take in SoCiEtY will strengthen your footing in the long run. Scrolling Instagram and watching other people do stuff does not count as doing stuff.

>agepill

Oh, it's another "blackpill is TRUTH. Take the KILLYOUSELFPILL, silly young guy" memelord troll. Or someone who was groomed by one.

[–]  No.298291>>298292

>>298290
Are you 16? Things only get worse when you age.

[–]  No.298292

>>298291
No they don't, unless you're some queer with an infantilism fetish.

[–]  No.298293

>>296511 (OP)
>will become a certified wizard this year
>have a decent paying job
>hate it but stick with it consistently
>economy is so fucked beyond all repair that I do not expect to live with dignity /alone/ in a house - most likely a life-long renter
>hate people with a passion
>childhood trauma
>everyday is reliving the past while LARPing as a functional adult
>highest aspiration in my existence is literally becoming a pony or a horse so that I can vibe in nature without the complexities of humanity nor painful memories
>do not value the human experience at all
Every night I wish to die in my sleep, and everytime I awake in the morning I instead die a little more inside.

[–]  No.298316>>298327

>>298287
lust is the least of my concern, ssri's effectively castrate you. i would not engage in lust even without, it is vain.
i don't see anything i might be "missing", 18 is the beginning of the downward spiral.
i won't quit yet, i just feel capped with autism and retard points.

[–]  No.298327>>298329

>>298316
Why are you taking SSRIs at 18? Or at any age for that matter if you're not that guy? No wonder you feel like shit. Burn that poison and fucking decapitate whatever faggot doctor is prescribing chemical lobotomies to children.

The hormones responsible for lust, anger, and sorrow are generally kept in balance with those needed for self-contentedness, peace, and happiness. Subduing any of them with drugs or alcohol is going to throw things out of whack and in time you won't be able to feel anything, relying on more and more SSRIs just to function at baseline level. You are a grooming victim no different than a "trans kid" being given hormone blockers, because that's effectively what SSRIs do. Don't strangle your brain by cutting off chemical supply lines and restricting synapses that, at 18, are totally normal and neccesary for you to grow. You've got 7+ years of natural brain and body growth, don't throw that away by stunting yourself with poison.

Now I'm butthurt over your situation. Kill doctors. Behead doctors. Roundhouse kick a doctor into the concrete. Slam dunk a doctor's prescription into the trashcan

[–]  No.298329>>298335

>>298327
i'm getting off of them, stay rest assured. they tried to start adhd meds and i won't take those either. however, lust is not an emotion. it is the devil's form.
desire is human- lust is not.
even without ssri's i would still be a autistic khv loser

[–]  No.298334>>298336>>298339

>>297360
Das kann ich bestätigen.
Diese Ballastexistenzen hier müssen sterben und mein Penis wird hart wenn ich daran denke.
Für die Wirtschaft, die Volksgemeinschaft und meinen harten Penis.
Sieg Heil!

[–]  No.298335

>>298329
adhd stimulants are a useful tool and you could even sell them. no need to take them everyday

[–]  No.298336

>>298334
Ja!
harten Penis, mein brüder
Sieg Heil!

[–]  No.298339

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[–]  No.298442>>298445

Hey i have decided i am Just gonna try it with sodium nitrite Wish me luck

[–]  No.298445

>>298442
good luck wizbro. hope you end up deader than a doornail

[–]  No.298449>>299389>>299393

Not to dissuade you from this apparently resolute decision, but suspicion peeves me that you might be counted among the crowd of world-weary croakers who suddenly regret their resignation in its finality.

If the rope snaps, do you think you would be met with unexpected gratitude and rejoice, or ironic life-affirmation?

[–]  No.298451

How to how heroine do you need to OD? I don't know how to cook it. Can I snort it instead?

[–]  No.298453

Recently, I turned 27 years old, I have many chronic diseases and other problems, I have no money or income, I live at the expense of my parents, I have no education and other things. I'm NEET! Recently I went to the doctor who said that I have every chance of becoming a 30 disabled person, rheumatoid arthritis, but I have no money for treatment to check this disease. An old sick mother who drags me. I am so tired of it that my life will always make me suffer. I want to do what I had to do for a long time. I’m not afraid or I'm not sad, I don’t care that I'm tired of all this, I'm going to do it on the handle of the house. Of course, I will delete all the information and burn my perspiration and other things .. We are wizards from birth in shit, and we must understand that many of us lost when we were born. I am going to draw up a small work plan that I want to do before leaving (although I have no money). I would very much like to do it to the music and just fall asleep on forever, but in my country I can’t get a medication. Although I will listen with pleasure how to do it more correctly on my door, I think to use a belt.

[–]  No.298454

32 yr old wizzie looking to check out.

It gets worse for me every passing year now that I've crossed into my 30's.

[–]  No.299387

>>296511 (OP)
what are the most efficient things to suspend the rope from when you're hanging yourself? I've been struggling to find anything and there aren't any forests near me. guns are illegal in my country and I don't know how to get drugs. I can't take it anymore I just want to die and never see my ugly self again

[–]  No.299389

>>298449
>you might be counted among the crowd of world-weary croakers who suddenly regret their resignation in its finality.
They weren't suicidal in the first place. They were doing it as a cry for help.

[–]  No.299393

>>298449
Why does it matter? It doesn't. Survival instincts mess with the brain in all kinds of ways, but it's just another evolutionary biological reaction



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