>>233044 >we are forced to hurt ourselves to die. i don't think this dude felt anything, he was dead before he knew it. the last memory he had was his finger moving against the trigger and that's it.
>>233050 He still had to hurt himself I mean obviously look at how his head got ripped apart. You have to commit a violent act regardless of if you really feel it or not.
Amazing this is still on youtube. I saw this live on tv when I was like 13, if you understand Spanish the titles and the succubus trying to keep her cool are pretty bizarre.
Sorry I can't contribute but I wonder if anyone remembers watching a ~11 year old brunette white succubus hang themselves. I remember watching some video where she spoke for a while, hanged herself and then in the background you could hear someone drive around and call for her. Stuck with me for a decade or something.
>>233206 Yeah I remember one similar but not that long ago. She was being raped by her step father and told she should kill herself by her family plus bitches at school. So she hung herself on facebook live I think this was around 2015. Her stepfather gave her the rope the rumors say… kinda sad that a witchie died
>>233206 I remember. I think shitchan was partially responsible for bullying her to suicide, and then after she offed herself they started whining and saying >guys? i didn't know this would happen! >I only made 50 accounts and sent her 100 messages a day telling her to kill herself! >I only stalked her for a year! >I'm not going to prison am I!?! >>233211 Are you talking about the Haywood murder? Sounds like you have details mixed up, and it's not just kinda sad it's completely terrible that a succubus got raped and murdered.
>>233213 I may have it mixed up I just remember seeing her do the video infront of a tree and hanging and swinging for a while. This one was not 4chan related kek and yeah it is messed up. I would not call it a murder I do not defend bullying to that extent but she killed herself.She was 12 or something.
>>233262 I don't wanna sound like a moralfag but I can't help how autistic the people are on the comments on that heavy-r video. She was 12 years old and they wanna feel her up with her lifeless body? How edgy can you get?
>>233325 tl,dr; you're humble bragging and you sound extraordinarily stupid. Like a bad anime villain giving a grandiose speech on how badass and cool he is.
>>233325 "I'm practically perfect, let the jealousy flow through you." I refuse to believe you are sincere and that this is not some form of satire. No perfect being is a wizard that posts on /dep/
>>233325 Yeah, another guy whose test has given a terribly wrong result and is using it as an argument, you look more like the worst of all normalfags than a real autist, especially this is a suicide thread and you are trying to show off in front of everyone. Okay, good luck
>>233017 I remember a video of a guy walking around his apartement and being amazed at the pulsing bleeding and it ends with him getting in a warm bath. Anyone have it or know what im talking about?
>>233206 >>233215 >wonder if anyone remembers watching a ~11 year old brunette white succubus hang themselves. I remember watching some video where she spoke for a while, hanged herself and then in the background you could hear someone drive around and call for her. >I just remember seeing her do the video infront of a tree and hanging and swinging for a while. https://www.documentingreality.com/forum/video/direct/12yearoldlongversion.mp4 I, too, remember that video and watched it in full. Something about her hanging body going lifeless, while the sun sets and fades to the darkness of night, while her family can be heard calling out her name, audibly getting increasingly worried while they search in vain, not yet aware of her fate… I found it to be quite impactful.
>>233858 sad, i don't like it when kids do this, if she didn't do it most likey a few months later she would have already forgotten what pety kid drama made her upset and would probably regret ever thinking about it since it was most likely impulse, not the same as a wizard who has a whole life of experiences before coming to their conclussions or someone who is truly a lost cause.
>>233213 4reddit is just the worst aspects of normalfaggots amplified , thats usually how normgroids act when they are not pretending
So where are all the plastic bag suicides? SN suicides? I've never found a single tape of those. Seems like it's all guns and jumping and (occassionally) hanging. Then there are those N euthanasia vids, but strangely enough, they always show only the first seconds, skipping the nasty part. Wtf?
>>233932 Not invalidating anyones feelings they are all valid but usually those who post on image boards are (or were) desensitized to gore from being /b/fags for years or just n general seeing it spammed. That suicide is not graphic you do not see anything so is safe to watch.
while i have already seen lots of gore and i am mostly desensitized to it i still don't enjoy looking at it so usually enjoy a warning about extreme gore too. I don't cry when some random video is spammed and can't avoid it but is always preferable to know beforehand instead of clicking something gross.
>>234022 >>234023 I don't know the story behind these and don't really care, because pajeets, negroes or some such, but damn, letting young kids see shit like this.
>>234039 I mean, maybe I'm a softie wizard, but just finding grandfather stiff (heartattack, so not a suicide) as a 10-year old was pretty louzy thing. And same thing for both grandmothers, but this was five and ten years later, and was of course expected of old people, but it's still slightly depressing.
But seeing your siblings or parents hanging themselves? Damn… Even for a third worlder that must be a shitty sight.
>>234022 >>234023 These made me rage hard. Not only did these egotistical fuckers spawn suffering machines out of thin air, but they also made sure they were set up for failure by mentally scarring them for life in the worst way possible. How difficult would it be to lock yourself in a room and spare your children the sight of their parent fucking killing themselves. Talk about having basic human decency. I hope they rot in hell for this if there is any kind of justice in this rotten world.
>>234040 >>234039 A friend from when i was in middle school found his dad hanging in the garage while his other friend was in the house upstairs Apparently he was screaming and had to have counseling i remember he got a book with stories and drawings of various kids finding their parents by suicide, talked about it on the playground
>>234022 Had no idea that was a kid until near the end I wonder why he streamed it more people should consider doing it but to do it to your kid or kid brother is fucked up. Post more
>>238330 Wow, what an idiot, she should've made a hangman's noose for full suspension and made sure no one was at home. Now she's (most likely) permanently brain damaged forever
>>238347 nvm I watched the video, she doesnt have brain damage but she's most likely going to be in ultra trouble (considering it seems like a latin american country)
>>238349 oh ffs why is she screaming (I thought it was the mother screaming but no it's her)? and putting her hand on the rope, does she want to be found out or what???
>>238330 I love how casually they behave, like "what the hell are you up to now succubus?" The one with the white shirt doesn't seem to give a single fuck about the whole thing.
>>238350 succubi very rarely attempt suicide. Most of their "attempts" are call for help. Really this goes for most failed suicides in general. Almost always the failuire stems from a deep rooted will to keep going. If you want to die, get a 150 dollar black powder gun. They are almost not controlled anywhere, cheap and you really only need one bullet regardless. But they won't do this because that would kill them. They want to fail or be found out and given attention. This is why in suicide guides (like the exit bag how to) there is a warning that "this WILL kill you". Killing yourself is so ridicolusly easy if you actually want to die.
>>233931 Dunno man. Felt so fake to me. Why he didnt recorded process from the begining? Why he walking arount like retard instead of staying in warm bath? What an attention whore.
>>239691 It's not surprising, because people who cut themselves with knives on purpose to die tend to be crazy and retarded. I can't believe he did other things that are crazy and retarded.
>>234022 Nobody noticed how instantly he threw that chair away, my god what an alpha. I was there trying to do the same thing, with rope on my neck, but he did in in 1 sec.
I wonder how dumb/psychotic one needs to be to commit suicide with fire. The monk who did that as protest I can somewhat understand but why would one choose to do it for any other reason? Even schizos can choose more pleasant ways.
>>240661 A distant relative did that, and I often daydreamed about doing it myself. Fire is cleansing and you probably get high like no other when your brain gives up. >>240736 >no real chance of survival I wouldn't be so sure
>>240661 >>240661 This would be the chaddest method Defiant yet proud and stoic However, astral worlds treat suocide as murder, so one should explore other ways while keeping his sacred fearlessness
>>240661 It's one of the best expressions of the bell curve I can think of. People who choose to die this way are always either deeply principled or deeply retarded.
>>240739 >you probably get high like no other when your brain gives up. It's allegedly one of the most painful ways to die because the nervous stimulation sends your brain into overdrive rather than knocking you out.
People who self-immolate because they see it as an "easy way out" rather than for its spiritual appeal are generally in for the shock of their life (lol). I know of at least one person who remained conscious long enough before they died to be recorded saying "they didn't expect it to hurt that much" (lmfao)
Failed shoutgun suicide attempt. I wonder what he did wrong, maybe pointless the gun from the chin upwards and not enough towards the skull? Maybe the bullet trajectory was changed by the initial recoil?
>>244485 *Pointed. I want to post another one but I get "invalid webm uploaded" error. Anyone knows what's going wrong? Can't find any info on the FAQ/Rules section of board.
>>244488 Just saying, imagine going through all that effort and risking getting tons of jail time/execution for the highly illegal act of getting a black market shotgun, only to fuck it up in the most basic way. It's so easy to kill yourself with a 12 gauge…just point it in your mouth.
>>244485 >Maybe the bullet trajectory was changed by the initial recoil? Doesn't really work like this, my guess is he pointed the thing towards his face instead of roof of mouth.
>>233858 she starts her speech at 16 minutes, she hangs at 21 >>233877 >pety kid drama was literally raped by her stepdad and called a worthless whore because of it. But yes, go on about how you have it so much worse.
>>244535 >was literally raped by her stepdad and called a worthless whore because of it lol that's literally nothing compared to what most of us here have gone through
>>244544 Compare getting whipped to having chronic back pain. Maybe her pain was more intense in the short term but just temporary unlike wizard suffering which lasts our entire lives.
I don't mind seeing people get their heads blown off or jumping from buildings, but there's something about blades and bleeding out that always makes me really queasy. It's not traumatic to me or anything, but some survival instinct kicks into my body that just makes me want to faint when I see blood pouring out of someone who is still alive.
>>245745 i don't know tbh, i mean i wouldn't go the cutting route, it's just unnecessarily messy. I think cutting is a tell-tale sign of some sort of borderline personality disorder or histrionic disorder