/dep/ - Depression

Learn some humility.

>>255075
We're human it doesn't get any more humbling than that. All life forms have the equal value of zero. Many humans just delusionally think our species is important somehow. It's not, that's just brainwashed arrogance. The planet will be fine long after we're gome.

>>255073
Perhaps you may make or find a worthy cause in the future, there's not so much to talk about in this post, whether you are successful is part luck and part skill.

>>255073
Lainchan has a political sector which wider outlooks than other sites

Despite all the narcissistic abuse I have suffered I still do have a lot of empathy for people. I see their pain. That's why this society disgusts me so much. It's horrible what we are doing to each other. I don't see any other way to change anything but to eliminate most of it and the broken and enraged are the group that could do what needs to be done to reset the species. All humans desire to express themselves so I just wanted to share the thought.

>>255100
I've been exercising multiple times per week since last October and I've never been more depressed than now

>>255081
Skill is another name for luck, your skills are acquired based on what you already had (and here is where luck lies)

>>255102
Man I usually like carlin's commentary but man, what a fucking load of shit that one is.

>>255073
>>255075
thanks wizs <3

>>255113
No problem, normal <3 -_-

>>255073
>I'm just a miserable
>Muscular and fit
Muscular people cannot be miserable. Doesn't work.

>>255124
wrong, wrong and wrong.

What other things do you plan on being wrong about.

I think "civilization" gave females and the worst of men far too much influence and say in what we do as a species. It's unnatural and perverse.

this tbread is pure cancer

Another episode of
>Yeah fellow wizzies let me tell you how depressed I am while being a 10/10 chad and subtly bragging to you about it

You are a cool guy, op. Don't listen to the others here, they just envy you because of your looks. Personally I would gladly enlist in your army of rejects and be your Himmler in the jihad against normalfag culture. Mein Führer, what are your orders and advices you can give to us? I'm reporting to duty, sir.

I've been telling people here for forever that you just watch, wizards will be the end of this rotten normo shitshow we know as society and culture. Guess what, I was right. It is only a matter of time before wizzies will be forced to take action because their parents will die or they won't get NEETbux and it won't be a nice sight at all. Frustrated, angry single men who face despair, poverty and bullying all the time are the ones who can cause the most damage in the end to a society. Time is up, normalscum. We are tired of your shit.

>>255171
There's nothing to brag about, ever, hence why we're here. My appearance is a genetic accident and I've just been functional and pragmatic in taking care of myself. Whoopty do. What's worse having what you want be possible yet never happening or having what you want being impossible from start? Take your pick. Not every wizard is a self-hating man-child. Plenty of "beautiful" succubus are completely miserable loners as well. Why else do you think rich celebrities and their kids turn to drugs and bad choices? Happy people that know love don't need to cope. Life is hard for everyone. Only "poor me" selfish naive children think everyone else has it "easy". There are more people like me out there that exist than you would think. Not everyone decides to settle for whatevers around. Humans relations have been pretty much completely broken in the modern digital consumer mania age. I've always rathered be alone than treated like shit.

>>255174
Thanks wiz means a lot.
I'd gladly include you in my ranks.

>complains about and wants to destroy narcissism
>proceeds to list physical traits
Start with yourself “wizzie”

You have my wand!
(No homo)

>>255181
Fair enough, maybe it would be better to just forget my appearance all together and use a mask instead to create an army of wizards for an idea. I'm just so fucking tired of always being objectified and treated entirely based on superficiality. I romanticize the idea of actually using it for something useful for once. Like destroying them. I don't need to explain how awful normalfags are here. The halo effect is a lie. I've experienced mostly passive aggressive contempt and opportunists in my life. I see through their bullshit. We are fed up and I wish we could burn their society.

>>255182
Much appreciated. We will need it.

I used to draw this armor design back in high school. I could use that helm for a mask so I don't get the "muh copyright!" shit. If there's any wealthy wiz that can make the helmet we can get started. Deathstroke keeps his hair in a ponytail under his mask I could do the same. I'm so emotionally detached from my extrinsic attributes I don't even know how to explain it to another person but I understand most people are never going to see it that way anyways so I can understand how even just describing my physical appearance is narcissistic.

Holy hell this thread

>>255188
You don’t need someone to do it for you. Download a free CAD software (there is a good one literally called freeCAD), then convert your model into a .stp file (there is a button that will do it for you), and then 3D print it. You can either buy a printer (not recommended) or find a maker space and use theirs, or find an online service that will print it and send it to you. From there you can just paint it and add in some foam inserts for comfort.

>>255188
If your first act towards developing a group or army that targets any face of the system is designing a cool plastic costume, then you've already failed. Write a manifesto, get your ideals and ideas in order and on to paper, and establish a place or mailgroup where you can talk with would-be initiates. What good is a team uniform to a bunch of anonymous guys OTI anyway?

But what kind of system you want to get into OP? you want to gain power economically?, politically?, religion?

>>255194
I mean it's a depression cope thread I wasn't expecting to be taken seriously. I'm a terrible writer but maybe someone will take my idea and run with it for themselves. I won't be alive forever so I just wanted to share it somewhere. On the bright side Hitler too was a nobody until he hit my age so you never know. Maybe I need my own Rudolf Hess to write it down while I rant. Preferably not in prison like they did.

>>255195
Just destroy the existing system. The army can decide after that. I don't expect I'd survive to the other side. Probably go out like Thorin Oakenshield at the end of five armies or something.

>>255197
Anything you particularly aiming at? any ideas?

>>255198
Well basically like Sadhguru and Osho's ashram cults but instead of yoga woo-woo to get rich, build a private army of wizards unattached to any nation. First we amass followers, then wealth, land ownership and armaments and resources. Then when we start taking over entire regions. (I know this is all farfetched let me have my grandiose day dreams of carnage pretending nukes don't exist.) The nazi's weakness was their nationalism and prejudice. We will use everything humanity has to offer to slaughter the normalfagdom.

Start a cult and I'll join

>>255199
Understandable what you want to do, i would join a cause like this.
First, we should unite through religion, i remember reading a post some while ago that we are here just to feed archons, im a buddist, i dont see a point in struggling so much, owning it all is meaningless to me, but due to the modern state of things, owning it all means finally beating the sheep outta the bad guys and end suffering, so we should unite in all possible sense, we surely are the bottom of society and we have suffered so much, so our hate for the system is common ground, but what garantees that once the system is gone, one of us would just assume power, turn evil and start the cycle again?

>>255201
I mean all religions (cults) are primarily guys dressed as wizards forming councils amassing power over the species already. I think we were made for this idea. It's a shame I'm in Murika amd the nsa and fbi are probably already ready to "Waco" me the moment I try to start a cult…le sigh we would have to be peaceful for some time until large enough to clog up government halls and outnumber law enforcement like the brown shirts did.

>>255203
Makes sense but consider logistics, aren't we all weaklings? united perhaps we could make a change, but at an individual level, some of us can't even get out of the house despite having it all easy for us, at least for neets, maybe we should take another approach, i happen to know one tho, wanna know?

>>255204
You're not wrong in general, though there are fit capable wizards. I have to work and maintain my health or no help will come if I don't. But yes that's the thing forming a large unity is near impossible these days with any demographic no less neets and outcasts. We are already more isolated than most. The up side is if by some miracle we were united we have nothing to lose and nothing to protect. We can be absolutely wruthless. Plenty of untapped and unused intelligence as well. They know the danger of this that's why leftist constantly try to make single men without kids out to be dangerous for just existing and thinking for ourselves. What's your idea?

It's really too bad "life energy" chi, qi, prana etc isn't actually real. Imagine how powerful men like us could become training such skills. We could instantly devote our entire lives to it. Then the normalfags numbers and weaponry wouldn't count for so much.

Hmm, forget my idea, i though it could be useful to the thread but.. maybe it is but i dunno.
"Never understimate the power of stupid people in large groups" hey, im not stupid.
we surely are in the same room (website) but we arent together, if we want to destroy society, and replace it with something better, keep in mind that the new average population would not want us to be the leaders, we are social outcasts, we are useless, sex ultimately means that you are useful for perpetuating the species, and we all lack sex, i know that because we are all virgins that doesnt make us all useless, we still can change the tide (if that happens) using only our rational thinking. the point that i am trying to stablish is that our kind is not suitable for creating a new order, you look good so perhaps you be well received, but the rest? if you find a good spot in society you'll just leave us. why are you here in the first place? i think that instead of rising agaisnt society we slowly build tools that help change society, thinking about this, this idea i told you before, maybe it may be useful after all, it was about making automated villages, robots farming our food and other stuff, so we can focus 100% on surrogate activites for the win.

>>255209
The initial idea was just destruction not concerning myself with what the surviving humans would do with the cleared space. Robots and AI could solve a large amount of society's division and displacement issues but I'm a 32 year old construction worker realistically I'm never making any difference to that future. That could be the new order after the wizard army scorchs normalfag's civilization and I'm gone. You have to understand I'm here because I DON'T want a place in their disgusting society I've always been well aware what I could do with them if I played their game but then I'd hate myself and gain nothing worthwhile. I keep true to myself so I can live with myself until the end. I don't really want to be a leader just a destroyer. I'd join wizard army myself if someone else made it. Why not end things on our terms.

>>255212
Hmmm, we are thinking differently, you are a warlock, i am wizard, to be honest, to me it wouldnt not make a difference either destroying or fixing society, i just want the end result, but the means are important too, i understand that i would have to dirty my hands eventually, i dont have any complains, life is just like that, might as well enjoy some of the suffering i might cause nyeheheheh. I prefer doing it with a fair hand, with the right amount of good and evil, because it is the only possible way that fits the most with my view of the world.
Im running out of things to say right now, anything else you want to discuss?

>>255073
Sorry, this isn’t clusterBchan, go away. Ideally, kill yourself.

>>255212
You say you're a builder, then build youre own path

>>255073
Curious, you think love is the only answer yet you fight with hatred

>>255216
OP is a narcissist retard, one wonders why and how these people find their way here in the first place.

>>255073
should have gone to college

>>255224
Wizchan current year?

>>255177
Absolute lies succubi live the life easy mode and they’re much more happy and much less likely to kill themselves, you’re stupid fool who believe succubi could suffer in modern society

>>255218

Yup he's a complete narcissist thinking theres submissive idiots here to lick his boots

There would be no new world order under wizards, because there is no unifying ideology between us. We are lonely male virgins, that is all. We think very differently about the world, the only common thing between us is that we hate normalfags and the majority. The instant we got rid of normos we would fall into a civil war where wiz would turn against wiz and it would be endless war and anarchy. Maybe that's just right. We are a destructive force, not a building or constructive force.

If I had to resort to roleplaying terms, wizards would be on the chaotic side of the spectrum while normalfags would be on the lawful side. We are strong individualists who hate working in groups or with others. Let's be honest, most of us only care about his own well-being. But that's fine. I think it has to do with the fact that normals are inherently social creatures, they live with their own family, their wife and children while we are loners. This is the reason we don't care about others, because we don't pass on our genes. We live in the now and for ourselves. Again, that's not a bad thing, I think we are superior to normals where it counts.

You are not special fuck off

>>255260
you're wrong I am special it's why I am allowed to be a NEET.

>>255278
Your just a dime a dozen narcissist with inflated sense of ego seeking out supply from wizards. Why did you post your stats in your OP? That supposed to impress us? Go post dick pics and selfies on /soc/ like you so obviously desire

Why this extremely shitty thread has not been locked or deleted is more than enough proof that the female mods in here have a couple of laughs at our expense.

>>255280
But he said that he worked as a construction worker, you're talking to the wrong guy

>>255073
That would never go anywhere for one simple reason that you already stated yourself.

>Also I only like natural big tits on a small waist so my match is a unicorn I will never find.

As soon as the OP would gain a following a roastie like that or good enough for him would show up and he would betray his fellow wizards in a heartbeat the roast infiltrator would reform him.
Just remember hotwheels, as soon as that damn cripple had a community a roastie showed up and he flipped on us.
Same would happen here.

Thats why you never follow some faggot and never bother being part of a community, it always ends the same way.

>>255282
Honestly I did try to delete it because the other wiz here have made a valid point that the idea itself although I explicitly said I know it's stupid and unrealistic is in a way hypocritical of me in a narcissistic context. I must of copied the password wrong or something because it didn't work. The mods can nix it if they want. Sadhguru and cult leaders in general are obviously narcissists and the idea it was kinda just like taking their formula and flipping it on them for our fun and to destroy the system that abuses us but I know it would never work. I just wanted to share it somewhere some guys might understand the notion because my old friends are gone. I'm an old lonely bored nobody don't take it too seriously or personally. I'm just yearning for some camaraderie I suppose and trying to cope.

>>255280
Not at all. My life is a really bad joke and I should of just left that part of the idea out if I thought about it harder. Lookism is completely useless without a purpose or application.

>>255333
> As soon as the OP would gain a following a roastie like that or good enough for him would show up and he would betray his fellow wizards in a heartbeat the roast infiltrator would reform him.
This exactly. His only requirements are a big tit bimbo, that’s not even a rare find. This would be over before it even began.

>>255333
I can only speak for myself but if someone else made it even if they bailed after the organization took off I'd still be up for it. I'd just like something worthwhile to fully apply myself to in this timeline even if it's only to destroy. I'm completely bored of life and humanity. Hitler didn't start the German workers party he was brought in and led by some other guy initially (I forget his name, he died before they really rose in numbers). All different kinds of ways it could go down. As another wiz said there's no unification to get behind anyway but just hypothetically if there was.

>>255492
I could rant for paragraphs on why I will die alone and rather build an army of wizard destruction but no one here wants to read that, I just gave the shortest honest reason to address that elephant in the room (again probably should of left that part out). You guys don't want my baggage of the long answer.

>>255495
You already wrote a novel’s worth of mental diarrhea so you might as well get it off your chest

>>255496
Ok why not I'll try to give the more direct to the point short-enough answer. I'm admittedly emotional dysfunctional from the abuse I've been through. My emotional structure is not the same as most people (Something I figured most wiz here could relate too, I'm not special just broken from trauma.) Among many things I look at extrinsic values almost exclusively objectively and have to consciously remind myself to be considerate and mindful of subjective outlooks on such matters. Including other people's perception of my own subjective experiences. It's exhausting and I suck at it as you can probably guess. But I'm trying to be a better more empathetic human being irl. My Broly destroying is just my coping-porn daydreams. I'm alone at home or out in nature exercising in all of my free time and at work I only have to deal with a small construction crew of angry old normalfaggots whose wives and children make them constantly miserable and never endingly needing more money (they are cucking *cough* I mean working 7 days a week right now, I say no every week, I don't even bother with any overtime there is nothing I want to buy ever, the monetary system means nothing to me and frankly I hate it). My childhood friends that came from similar abusive families took the addiction/pleasure root and crashed burned out young. My hometown was full of ugly egotistical bigoted blue collar broken trash lunatics, drugs, alcohol car crashes all the cliches. I took the extremely pragmatic practical road and became cold, detached and robotic so I survived in good physical condition, health and dead inside. Just never ending problem solving. I used to cope with cars, motorcycles, trucks, anime/ cartoons (only joy from my childhood as is typical of many) artwork, music, vidya, etc like most millenials but like most 30+ here everything goes into the Anhedonia void eventually and ego lunatics ruin all that too. I came to really disdain materialism, opulence and excess (I'm very utilitarian and minimalist now) because of my horrible family and surroundings ans experiences years ago which obviously adds leagues to my disgust of most succubus (I could go on and on about how much most of them are disgusting false creatures to me) A genuine non-shallow/egotistical succubus that is emotionally available, honest, authentic can sincerely love me and invest time and her entirety in a real mutual relationship that meets my physical standards, mutual desires, priorities and compatibility is simply a unrealistic scenario to find, attain or aspire for. And I refuse to settle for someone I don't want or to be abused ever again or used for any reason. Oh and I'd rather die than raise children. I can be admittedly narcissistic from so much of the abuse and influence and am open to rightful correction and admitting my mistakes. Because I recognize it so clearly and it brings out the worst in me and makes me grief ridden and miserable so I see and avoid such people like radioactive waste irl. Which they are FUCKING EVERYWHERE. I don't know if other eras of humanity were any more honest and sincere but holy fuck is it bad now. I really didn't want to talk about myself just fantasize about killing all this insane normalfagdom together in a wild rage army.

I still do use artwork sometimes to cope when the void feels all consuming. Soothes me just a little bit to look at something pleasing to the eye. Violin melodies also have always seemed to help a bit for whatever fucked up reason from my miserable childhood.

>>255499
I related a lot more to this than anything else you posted ITT which just came off as being a deluded power hungry normalfag. I’m glad that there is at least some common ground between us.

>>255501
I'm glad too. In hindsight it would of made a lot more sense to just remove myself from the idea entirely and share it that way. I was thinking in terms of well someone has to start it and I guess I could and how would I use the cards I was dealt to do so and not having just sound like a pile of edgelord ranting. I don't care about power over others or leadership I just want something fun to do and apply my capacity. My life and job is mindless and easy. I'm more suited to be a berserker than anything anyways. Realistically would be better to have more clever genius level intellectuals making the plans and strategies than me if actually attempted.

>>255493
what animu is this?

>>255504
One of the fate series.

"Meanwhile I'm sitting there like fuck those people, fuck that shit."

I never needed drugs to see human culture is all bullshit but most of everything old George said I find very relatable.

>>255504
It's a great scene.

No op, normalfagdom is not humananity, they are animals wearing human skin.

>>255510
oh i thought it was gonna be an anime set entirely in the ancient world (literally none of those) so thats disappointing

>>255641
The fate series, especially fate zero, is worth a watch.

>>255641
I think Vinland saga is entirely set in Viking times

>>255638
That's why I have no moral conflict destroying their society and everything they have built for themselves ruthlessly. All humans are animals, we aren't a special species. But it's the narcissistic lack of empathy and incapacity to geniune love and care about other humans that has become such a cancer and caused so much needless suffering. Normalfag's are children, especially succubus they need discipline and correction. All this stupid bullshit and we can't even survive together and take care of each other. Normalfagdom irresponsibility, their priorities and values have all fallen to selfish garbage. All they care about is propping up their fragile ego and materialism. They need to be taught what life is really about once again. It's long been my desire to be the end of this, a one man apocalypse. If I lead such a crusade I wouldn't mince words about being a tyrant and my intention to obliterate the selfish opulence and greed. Carve out all the nonsense and sickness. Leave what's left to heal and move forward. I would make executions and dismantling the establishment very public.

https://youtu.be/I9ax9_gYijM

I know it won't change but I have no interest in taking part in spoiled clown civilization.

sigh

Well anyways I hope all other wizards have a peaceful day or atleast the strength to survive another miserable one. Don't let them get to you.

>I'd wish to be a great destroyer instead. A end to all of this. To scorch the earth of all the lies and bullshit.

Putin

>>255658
Nah I don't buy into the hype and I don't watch television or use social media. Idgaf what happens to Ukraine, Russia or the USA but I'd bet a whole lot of absolutely nothing is really going to change. The wealthy just fighting over control of the natural gas over there is my guess.

>>255653
thanks ive been tempted to check that out at times but i find vikings so overused and tainted by popular culture that im inclined to stay away (even though it looks like a better interpretation)
also the mc looks too much like link

Atleast in 10-15 years I'll be grey and I'll grow my beard out long again and normalfags will look at me as an old man not a contemporary to them. I wish covid had actually been a hurd culler. I want to walk an earth with far less humans. Maybe next pandemic.