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It's obvious my lifestyle is no longer going to work videogames,anime,porn,food, entertainment no longer satisfy me. I have started to realize I have to do something soon or I could end up homeless. I'm looking to get a job and have my own place. I would rather work then live like a rat on the street.This lifestyle is fun for the first few years,but after awhile it starts to reach diminishing return,you start to feel empty, depressed.
It's called getting a wiz job. Get a job where you work at night, when not many people are awake.
Guaranteed comfy and easy to get, since nobody wants to work overnights except for weirdos and outcasts.
Guaranteed comfy and easy to get, since nobody wants to work overnights except for weirdos and outcasts.
My plan is to become homeless. I've worked, I've been NEET and neither are better than the other. It's just an endless exhausting loop that I've been repeating my whole life. Maybe when I finally hit rock bottom I'll turn things around because I'm all out of ideas.
>>255795
Homelessness sounds terrible I don't know how people do it.Eating at homeless shelters,living in tents,no comfort,being worried about getting robbed,bad weather.That doesn't sound like a good life.
Homelessness sounds terrible I don't know how people do it.Eating at homeless shelters,living in tents,no comfort,being worried about getting robbed,bad weather.That doesn't sound like a good life.
>>255803
its not its the worst ofthe worst. at least as a wagie you can go home to your porn and weed den after work.
its not its the worst ofthe worst. at least as a wagie you can go home to your porn and weed den after work.
>>255803
For me it's the thought of not being able to find anywhere to go to the bathroom or being able to reliably avoid harsh sunlight.
If I lived somewhere the sky was dull and gray every single day and it was easy to find places to relieve myself then I honestly think I could tolerate every other unpleasant aspect.
For me it's the thought of not being able to find anywhere to go to the bathroom or being able to reliably avoid harsh sunlight.
If I lived somewhere the sky was dull and gray every single day and it was easy to find places to relieve myself then I honestly think I could tolerate every other unpleasant aspect.
>>255780
Dammit, I already feel depressed wageslaving around normies all day and only having two days off to actually do what I want to do. Homelessness is downright horrible too. I only feel relief when I close my eyes into darkness or retreat into my NEET cave on a 2:00 am Saturday morning. Fuck man why is life so ass.
Dammit, I already feel depressed wageslaving around normies all day and only having two days off to actually do what I want to do. Homelessness is downright horrible too. I only feel relief when I close my eyes into darkness or retreat into my NEET cave on a 2:00 am Saturday morning. Fuck man why is life so ass.
>>255780
yea unless you get bux or you're set to inherit a lot of money from your parents you just smash into a break wall and the longer you wait, the worse the impact is. I'm turning 31 soon, and I'm going for it
yea unless you get bux or you're set to inherit a lot of money from your parents you just smash into a break wall and the longer you wait, the worse the impact is. I'm turning 31 soon, and I'm going for it
>>256137
I turned 32 last weeks and still have no Idea and plans. I think I am legit going insane.
I turned 32 last weeks and still have no Idea and plans. I think I am legit going insane.
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>>255780
I'm 30 and 2 months (I started counting the weeks since I turned 30).
I've been trying to convince myself to try and join the Air Force but there's so much there that horrifies me. There's no guarantee all the pain and humiliation to get in doesn't end with 40 months of torturous highly controlled drudgery. But there's also the chance it leads to a mild and comfortable job that pays your room/board and offers huge benefits after your contract ends in 4 years.
The worst part is the thought it takes months just to get into basic because so many people want in and you can't 100% choose your job. I haven't even talked to a recruiter but the idea of being 30…or 31 and surrounded by 18 year olds isn't thrilling.
I'm 30 and 2 months (I started counting the weeks since I turned 30).
I've been trying to convince myself to try and join the Air Force but there's so much there that horrifies me. There's no guarantee all the pain and humiliation to get in doesn't end with 40 months of torturous highly controlled drudgery. But there's also the chance it leads to a mild and comfortable job that pays your room/board and offers huge benefits after your contract ends in 4 years.
The worst part is the thought it takes months just to get into basic because so many people want in and you can't 100% choose your job. I haven't even talked to a recruiter but the idea of being 30…or 31 and surrounded by 18 year olds isn't thrilling.
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I'm a 25 y/o NEET living in Kazakhstan and I've 0 working experience nor do I have a proper education. The only source of my income is my grandma and her pension - I'm not sure whether she wakes up tomorrow. The only other relative that I have is my drunkard mother, she also doesn't work and we live together. She constantly yells about how she is just tired from the whole thing, sometimes she explicitly speaks about suicide.
My grandma also owns the appartment we all live in and of course there are no legal documents prepared on that matter cause nobody cared enough and it was diffifult for me to take her to a lawyer. She's diagnosed with mild staged alzheimer's now so it's probably too late to care anyway.
I suffered from crippling social anxiety since the day i finished the school, to the point of not being able to leave my house. Maybe I could afford going to a psychiatrist one or twice if I really wanted (maybe it would help), but seemingly I didn't. Now it's relatively easier for me to perform semi-social stuff and I can flawlessly go to a grocery store or ride a bus without having an anxiety attack. I can even take a telephone call without having to drink a can of 8% beer beforehand which is simply unbelievable. What it probably means is that I should start searching for a low wage job before it's too late, but for some reason i'm still not acting. The idea of having a job and interacting with people still scares me, no idea what to do with it yet.
Can't remember the last time i spoke to someone even online (excluding anonymous boards, youtube comments, gaming chats etc). In 2018 maybe? The feeling of my own inadequacy prevents me from opening up to people.
I have no idea how things are going to turn out after my grandmother's death but I have my nitrite and some phenazepam so Im relatively calmful about the whole situation. As long as I have an access to the exit door, It's all fine I guess.
Maybe i'll try to work as a courier/streetcleaner for a while, doesn't sound very stressful.
Sorry for bad english, sorry for writing all this, please don't read this retardcy.
My grandma also owns the appartment we all live in and of course there are no legal documents prepared on that matter cause nobody cared enough and it was diffifult for me to take her to a lawyer. She's diagnosed with mild staged alzheimer's now so it's probably too late to care anyway.
I suffered from crippling social anxiety since the day i finished the school, to the point of not being able to leave my house. Maybe I could afford going to a psychiatrist one or twice if I really wanted (maybe it would help), but seemingly I didn't. Now it's relatively easier for me to perform semi-social stuff and I can flawlessly go to a grocery store or ride a bus without having an anxiety attack. I can even take a telephone call without having to drink a can of 8% beer beforehand which is simply unbelievable. What it probably means is that I should start searching for a low wage job before it's too late, but for some reason i'm still not acting. The idea of having a job and interacting with people still scares me, no idea what to do with it yet.
Can't remember the last time i spoke to someone even online (excluding anonymous boards, youtube comments, gaming chats etc). In 2018 maybe? The feeling of my own inadequacy prevents me from opening up to people.
I have no idea how things are going to turn out after my grandmother's death but I have my nitrite and some phenazepam so Im relatively calmful about the whole situation. As long as I have an access to the exit door, It's all fine I guess.
Maybe i'll try to work as a courier/streetcleaner for a while, doesn't sound very stressful.
Sorry for bad english, sorry for writing all this, please don't read this retardcy.
>>256270
Holy shit kazakhstan? I thought everyone living there is just a nomadic herder who doesn't need a job. But probably it was urbanized during the USSR and now there are a bunch of people living in squalor in the cities, right?
Holy shit kazakhstan? I thought everyone living there is just a nomadic herder who doesn't need a job. But probably it was urbanized during the USSR and now there are a bunch of people living in squalor in the cities, right?
>>256250
>>256251
>>256270
dudes just go on indeed and search for warehouse jobs, most precisely search for "order selector."
I moved to a new state on march 6th and I've gotten 3 conditional offers (which are probably all going to be real offers because im not a felonious heroin addict) the same day i went in for the interview. They're paying 20/hr + incentives/overtime so you can make a pretty decent stack of cash.
You could just work for a year, save up 25-30k (if you don't pay rent probably more) and then you have some money to work with. There's no social interaction its just you and the job. yea its a step above slave labor buuuuuut…
>>256251
>>256270
dudes just go on indeed and search for warehouse jobs, most precisely search for "order selector."
I moved to a new state on march 6th and I've gotten 3 conditional offers (which are probably all going to be real offers because im not a felonious heroin addict) the same day i went in for the interview. They're paying 20/hr + incentives/overtime so you can make a pretty decent stack of cash.
You could just work for a year, save up 25-30k (if you don't pay rent probably more) and then you have some money to work with. There's no social interaction its just you and the job. yea its a step above slave labor buuuuuut…
>>256284
Thanks for the tip. But I am from switzerland. You need a degree for warehouse work. Hell, you need a degree for everything here.
Thanks for the tip. But I am from switzerland. You need a degree for warehouse work. Hell, you need a degree for everything here.
>>256270
>nor do I have a proper education
>Sorry for bad english
You are the first foreigner I've EVER known to use the English word "nor" properly.
>nor do I have a proper education
>Sorry for bad english
You are the first foreigner I've EVER known to use the English word "nor" properly.
>>256325
O.k., I find this really hard to believe. How is the Swiss economy able to function AT ALL if that's the case? Who's stocking the shelves?
O.k., I find this really hard to believe. How is the Swiss economy able to function AT ALL if that's the case? Who's stocking the shelves?
>>256335
>I find this really hard to believe. How is the Swiss economy able to function AT ALL if that's the case? Who's stocking the shelves?
You are right, it would indeed cause a really big national unemployment issue and other economical problems if you'd need a degree for every job in Switzerland.
You don't need a degree to work in a warehouse in switzerland and I don't know where that idea came from, sometimes licenses are required in case you have to operate a forklift, vehicles or other heavy machinery.
There's a whole lot of jobs in Switzerland that don't require degrees and not even training and some of them even pay quite well, all you need to do is send out applications.
That whole degree stuff is just a narrative they try to push on people in school and while it makes sense to het a degree it's still totally possible to find work without one.
>I find this really hard to believe. How is the Swiss economy able to function AT ALL if that's the case? Who's stocking the shelves?
You are right, it would indeed cause a really big national unemployment issue and other economical problems if you'd need a degree for every job in Switzerland.
You don't need a degree to work in a warehouse in switzerland and I don't know where that idea came from, sometimes licenses are required in case you have to operate a forklift, vehicles or other heavy machinery.
There's a whole lot of jobs in Switzerland that don't require degrees and not even training and some of them even pay quite well, all you need to do is send out applications.
That whole degree stuff is just a narrative they try to push on people in school and while it makes sense to het a degree it's still totally possible to find work without one.
>>256345
Just say you were doing construction work or window installation with your dad for all those years but he retired and moved away, and you don't want to do that particular backbreaking work anymore.
Just say you were doing construction work or window installation with your dad for all those years but he retired and moved away, and you don't want to do that particular backbreaking work anymore.
>>255825
I think I’ll just get a tent and head out to Cali and find some suburbs with deep woods, pop out and get essentials with food stamps, chill at the library all day
Some of us are too enraged by ppl to work most menial jobs, count urself lucky if you have the capacity to work remotely, se a coder, or have a knack/the willpower for trades.
Someday your will to work will run out too though, then it’s just bumbling and farting around while you wait to die, not so dissimilar to homeless life :)
I think I’ll just get a tent and head out to Cali and find some suburbs with deep woods, pop out and get essentials with food stamps, chill at the library all day
Some of us are too enraged by ppl to work most menial jobs, count urself lucky if you have the capacity to work remotely, se a coder, or have a knack/the willpower for trades.
Someday your will to work will run out too though, then it’s just bumbling and farting around while you wait to die, not so dissimilar to homeless life :)
I bought some tools some years back and from time to time some neighbor or relative will ask me to do some labor for them. This has just kind of been working for me. I earn a hundred to a few thousand bucks per job depending on the length of the job. Every time I am almost out of money I just get another job. It's like magic or something. I neet it up 99% of the time, literally for years at a time sometimes without work because I spend like a miser and then randomly I will get another job just when I was almost out of money. I feel blessed by God or something. I have stopped thinking as much about the future and just enjoy every day I have when NEETing. The best part is when I do work I work alone and I can listen to a podcast to keep myself entertained. The work is all simple manual labor that takes no mental effort. Actually I lied, the real best part is that once the job is over I know I go back to being NEET so working is kind of like a refreshing form of exercise instead of a soul-crushing grind.
If I have money and someone offers me a job I will just turn them down giving some excuse. Sometimes I say I am not licensed so I can't do it. It's true that I'm not licensed and in my state you do need a license to do all the sorts of jobs I do, but I do them anyway if I need money. Sometimes I just lie and tell them I don't know how to do it. I'm pretty sure some of my relatives think I'm dumb as a brick lol. To the extent that I have any plans for the situation going forward they involve just learning how to live an even more frugal lifestyle so I can NEET for even longer. I want to learn how to fix my own car and other skills that can be used to be more self-reliant.
If I have money and someone offers me a job I will just turn them down giving some excuse. Sometimes I say I am not licensed so I can't do it. It's true that I'm not licensed and in my state you do need a license to do all the sorts of jobs I do, but I do them anyway if I need money. Sometimes I just lie and tell them I don't know how to do it. I'm pretty sure some of my relatives think I'm dumb as a brick lol. To the extent that I have any plans for the situation going forward they involve just learning how to live an even more frugal lifestyle so I can NEET for even longer. I want to learn how to fix my own car and other skills that can be used to be more self-reliant.
>>256415
I'm on medicaid and don't make enough money to have to file taxes so I would hardly call it being employed. It's evil that if you start making too much money they kick you off healthcare but then healthcare is ridiculously expensive. It's gotten better since Obamacare but buying on the marketplace still sucks tons of money out of you. I would rather just not work enough to risk my medicaid. So far I've never even come close because I can survive on barely any money while living with my parents.
I'm on medicaid and don't make enough money to have to file taxes so I would hardly call it being employed. It's evil that if you start making too much money they kick you off healthcare but then healthcare is ridiculously expensive. It's gotten better since Obamacare but buying on the marketplace still sucks tons of money out of you. I would rather just not work enough to risk my medicaid. So far I've never even come close because I can survive on barely any money while living with my parents.
>>255781
The supermarket I work at has the most socialable people imaginable on the night crew, about 5~8 of them, all 18~25 year old men, though the outsider merchandisers (roughly 30 of em) that come in during the night to fill their products are mostly all outcasts of some degree
The supermarket I work at has the most socialable people imaginable on the night crew, about 5~8 of them, all 18~25 year old men, though the outsider merchandisers (roughly 30 of em) that come in during the night to fill their products are mostly all outcasts of some degree
>>255780
I never have to work but that doesn't mean it's good for my soul in what i want to achieve if the things i want are potentially possible I'm in limbo
I never have to work but that doesn't mean it's good for my soul in what i want to achieve if the things i want are potentially possible I'm in limbo
Do they even hire people with no experience nowadays? Seems like nepotism is required in almost all fields
>>255780
>what are your plans in the future
Death. Not even a question, it's been the plan since highschool. The moment effort is required, life is not.
>what are your plans in the future
Death. Not even a question, it's been the plan since highschool. The moment effort is required, life is not.
>>258161
Same here, my only option is getting a job as programmer, but I've will power enough to deal/learn frameworks, build a resume and portfolio.
Same here, my only option is getting a job as programmer, but I've will power enough to deal/learn frameworks, build a resume and portfolio.
>>258404
I'm make throw away personas. Once in a while I've contributed code to some open project. Then ghost the pseudonym. I've been doing this for some years.
Couldn't be assed to build a proper profile of myself. I'm too avoidant for that. Too schizo to maintain a persistently presentable facade.
I don't know. My last salvation would be some how become a freelancing code monkey without having to do all the song and dance to prove I can figure my way around random code bases.
It is a fantasy though. I'm sure the real world doesn't work the way I've come to function when coding. I don't think I could handle the pressures of business level work. I mean it doesn't matter that I spent days, weeks, months even poring over someone elses borderline psychotic stream of consciousness codebase. But in the real world I'm guessing bossman would demand this shit be done by 5pm sharp. Where as coding an hikki where time doesn't exist, it doesn't matter that I took months to malleate the code into something that isn't the frantic keyboard mashings of an stressed out salary man.
I'm make throw away personas. Once in a while I've contributed code to some open project. Then ghost the pseudonym. I've been doing this for some years.
Couldn't be assed to build a proper profile of myself. I'm too avoidant for that. Too schizo to maintain a persistently presentable facade.
I don't know. My last salvation would be some how become a freelancing code monkey without having to do all the song and dance to prove I can figure my way around random code bases.
It is a fantasy though. I'm sure the real world doesn't work the way I've come to function when coding. I don't think I could handle the pressures of business level work. I mean it doesn't matter that I spent days, weeks, months even poring over someone elses borderline psychotic stream of consciousness codebase. But in the real world I'm guessing bossman would demand this shit be done by 5pm sharp. Where as coding an hikki where time doesn't exist, it doesn't matter that I took months to malleate the code into something that isn't the frantic keyboard mashings of an stressed out salary man.
>>258478
im the same. i can write my own programs and even made something that has had thousands of users. but working in a team and making something monetizable is extremely difficult. ive also burnt out now and have barely coded in years, cant get interest in anything, cant get past brain fog
im the same. i can write my own programs and even made something that has had thousands of users. but working in a team and making something monetizable is extremely difficult. ive also burnt out now and have barely coded in years, cant get interest in anything, cant get past brain fog
>>258481
Ya burnout… It seems very much what have you done lately industry. Nobody will care about my inactive code base from several years ago. It's all about what trendy current thing is marketable right now.
Speaking of which what even counts as knowing a language even. I did quite a bit of C# stuff once upon a time but I'm guessing that counts for nothing anymore since it's been so long.
Ya burnout… It seems very much what have you done lately industry. Nobody will care about my inactive code base from several years ago. It's all about what trendy current thing is marketable right now.
Speaking of which what even counts as knowing a language even. I did quite a bit of C# stuff once upon a time but I'm guessing that counts for nothing anymore since it's been so long.
>>256339
You absolutely need a stupid EFZ for every blue collar job in this shithole.
Its rare to get employed without training, its all bullshit in this country.
You absolutely need a stupid EFZ for every blue collar job in this shithole.
Its rare to get employed without training, its all bullshit in this country.
I plan to LDAR as long as I am able to until I get thrown out and then rope. Not my fault these animals were allowed to reproduce and give me the shittiest genetics known to man. I'll try gambling with crypto as a last try but if that doesn't work out I'm fucked.
>>255780
Long-term NEET life fries the brain, turns you feral, dysfunctional. Most of us no plans and take each days as it comes.
Long-term NEET life fries the brain, turns you feral, dysfunctional. Most of us no plans and take each days as it comes.
those of you in neetdom, it is good advice to think humble thoughts so kill that ego asap and don't talk back when scolded. take the garbage outside so keep a low profile like a church mouse, if you have a bit of income and you notice a light flickering try to replace it (those go for very cheap)
say hi when they come home and carry their groceries without them asking (its only a short distance) keep your belongings/vices out of sight and plug in devices when night time comes after they've gone to sleep, sweep around if you can and don't use their stuff. basically go Szpilman mode
say hi when they come home and carry their groceries without them asking (its only a short distance) keep your belongings/vices out of sight and plug in devices when night time comes after they've gone to sleep, sweep around if you can and don't use their stuff. basically go Szpilman mode
>>258918
Pretty good advice, I’ve started doing a lot for my parents in small ways, I ask them about their day, clean up the house a bit, sometimes bake them a cake or cookies, and come along with them to stores so they’re not alone
Pretty good advice, I’ve started doing a lot for my parents in small ways, I ask them about their day, clean up the house a bit, sometimes bake them a cake or cookies, and come along with them to stores so they’re not alone
>>258544
I tried to reverse the damage after I entered my 30s but it's just not the same.
I can only simulate normieness to a degree. I still get flashbacks to age 20-29 when I was practically isolated from the rest of the planet.
In general, I just feel nothing constantly. Even though I'm now able to hold a job or even talk to people, have hobbies etc., I don't feel happiness, joy etc.
No depression either. Just pure numbness and hopelessness. No joy from pretty much anything anymore unless food counts.
I tried to reverse the damage after I entered my 30s but it's just not the same.
I can only simulate normieness to a degree. I still get flashbacks to age 20-29 when I was practically isolated from the rest of the planet.
In general, I just feel nothing constantly. Even though I'm now able to hold a job or even talk to people, have hobbies etc., I don't feel happiness, joy etc.
No depression either. Just pure numbness and hopelessness. No joy from pretty much anything anymore unless food counts.
>>255780
homelessness
being homeless looks fun to be honest. trying to survive on very little and living in a tent sounds like fun
like playing a video game
homelessness
being homeless looks fun to be honest. trying to survive on very little and living in a tent sounds like fun
like playing a video game
>>258954
I did a year of 16 hour a day in room NEETdom and the damage felt from that is still felt now. I really don't know how people bounce back from 5-10 years of it, or if they can.
I did a year of 16 hour a day in room NEETdom and the damage felt from that is still felt now. I really don't know how people bounce back from 5-10 years of it, or if they can.
>>259238
Yeah being on the streets sure sounds fun anon! What a joy it is to be constantly harassed by weather, police, other hobos, hunger and boredom 24/7
Yeah being on the streets sure sounds fun anon! What a joy it is to be constantly harassed by weather, police, other hobos, hunger and boredom 24/7
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>>259276
it's quite amusing that the vision of life system enjoyers offer isn't too dissimilar from homelessness at this point. you are in a precarious position, just harassed by different people
increasingly there's no positive case, just threats
it's quite amusing that the vision of life system enjoyers offer isn't too dissimilar from homelessness at this point. you are in a precarious position, just harassed by different people
increasingly there's no positive case, just threats
>>259276
I think homelessness wouldn't be so bad if you were young and healthy, and otherwise neurotypical. I would be able to handle it pretty easily, I'd climb up lampposts downtown and sleep under the shelter you can find on rooftops, there are lots of little dry spots tucked away under shelter on the roof access doorway.
>other hobos
It's actually sociopathic normies that deal to the homeless, not other homeless. Think a bunch of drunk teenagers walking home, they'd smack up a homeless guy for a laugh. The idea that homeless are dangerous is a myth, they're more the victims of violence than the perpetrators.
I think homelessness wouldn't be so bad if you were young and healthy, and otherwise neurotypical. I would be able to handle it pretty easily, I'd climb up lampposts downtown and sleep under the shelter you can find on rooftops, there are lots of little dry spots tucked away under shelter on the roof access doorway.
>other hobos
It's actually sociopathic normies that deal to the homeless, not other homeless. Think a bunch of drunk teenagers walking home, they'd smack up a homeless guy for a laugh. The idea that homeless are dangerous is a myth, they're more the victims of violence than the perpetrators.
>>255780
if you think neet is bad then you have never worked a day in your life. work is hell. its slavery in this day and age. whenever i did it i felt immense agony. only npcs think that without it you cant function normally
if you think neet is bad then you have never worked a day in your life. work is hell. its slavery in this day and age. whenever i did it i felt immense agony. only npcs think that without it you cant function normally
>>256284
>Minimum wage in Kazakhstan is set by a law that established the nationwide minimum wage. According to Kazakh sources, minimum wage in Kazakhstan in 2010 was 14592 tenge (about $38 USD) per month. After that it increased to 21364 tenge (about $55 USD) in 2015. The current minimum wage in Kazakhstan, which was set on January 1, 2017, equals 24,459 tenge (about $63 USD).
yup, i'm sure he'll save up those tens of thousands of dollars in no time
>Minimum wage in Kazakhstan is set by a law that established the nationwide minimum wage. According to Kazakh sources, minimum wage in Kazakhstan in 2010 was 14592 tenge (about $38 USD) per month. After that it increased to 21364 tenge (about $55 USD) in 2015. The current minimum wage in Kazakhstan, which was set on January 1, 2017, equals 24,459 tenge (about $63 USD).
yup, i'm sure he'll save up those tens of thousands of dollars in no time
I have some plans. I just don't know if I'll be able to keep up with whatever job I get into. It's highly unlikely.
>>259338
Yes indeed I’m a neet who have never worked in his life but I still thing working should be good just for the money , there are so many things I wanna buy but can’t buy it because of being too poor
Yes indeed I’m a neet who have never worked in his life but I still thing working should be good just for the money , there are so many things I wanna buy but can’t buy it because of being too poor
>>259238
As a kid I unironically dreamed about sleeping in the streets, even asking how much fun is in sleeping there to a homeless man, for obvious reasons he ignored me, perhaps he thought I was trolling him.
As a kid I unironically dreamed about sleeping in the streets, even asking how much fun is in sleeping there to a homeless man, for obvious reasons he ignored me, perhaps he thought I was trolling him.
>>259387
>buy stuff
you wont be able to. all your money will be paid just so you can work another day. thats how it was for me. all my money went away on payments for food and such just to work
>buy stuff
you wont be able to. all your money will be paid just so you can work another day. thats how it was for me. all my money went away on payments for food and such just to work
26. 2 months of work experience total split between multiple jobs, walked out of every job I ever had or no called no showed because I have no tolerance for stress. Lying on resume has not helped. I spend most of my time holed up in my room engrossed in videogames, I go outside maybe once or twice a month for a short walk or to go to the store with family, sometimes months never leaving. Nobody will hire and I have no productive hobbies that can be monetized. Only plan at this point is to eventually ask for enough money to get me to a larger town or big city with social services that can handle rejects.
https://youtu.be/9XVHAn6KvTk
I'm going to college for computer science, I'm 25 and I'm a freshman. I don't feel similar to girlfriend having good looking kids I see in college, but I'm not a doomer working menial labor/doing nothing.
I think for all the things I've gone through, making a decent white collar living is the best revenge I can have.
I'm going to college for computer science, I'm 25 and I'm a freshman. I don't feel similar to girlfriend having good looking kids I see in college, but I'm not a doomer working menial labor/doing nothing.
I think for all the things I've gone through, making a decent white collar living is the best revenge I can have.
>>259579
25 is too late to start coding
>inb4 crab
But yeah sadly it's true, ppl nowadays start coding at 15 what makes you think you can compete with them
25 is too late to start coding
>inb4 crab
But yeah sadly it's true, ppl nowadays start coding at 15 what makes you think you can compete with them
>>259581
>25 is too late to start coding
found the /g/fag.
>compete with them
Norman talk, competition is all they want. The only way to ""win"" is to give up and have fun on your own. That's exactly why we're all here; we chose not to play the normies gave of life.
>25 is too late to start coding
found the /g/fag.
>compete with them
Norman talk, competition is all they want. The only way to ""win"" is to give up and have fun on your own. That's exactly why we're all here; we chose not to play the normies gave of life.
>>259581
>25 is too late to start coding
Tchaikovsky became a world famous composer and only started in his mid twenties. I'd understand you saying 45-50, but 25 is still plenty of time.
>25 is too late to start coding
Tchaikovsky became a world famous composer and only started in his mid twenties. I'd understand you saying 45-50, but 25 is still plenty of time.
>>259581
Not if you have natural talent. it is the sort of thing that some people find easy and some can never learn well
Not if you have natural talent. it is the sort of thing that some people find easy and some can never learn well
>>259613
I am a developer that found it easy to start but i didnt even have my own computer in my teens so obviously i couldnt start coding. You message doesnt make any sense to me
I am a developer that found it easy to start but i didnt even have my own computer in my teens so obviously i couldnt start coding. You message doesnt make any sense to me
>>255781
I'd agree but i got mugged when returning home from a night shift. It's good if your area isn't filled with junkies
I'd agree but i got mugged when returning home from a night shift. It's good if your area isn't filled with junkies
>>260035
said it once and i'll say it again, physical fitness bears no relation to the ability to be a guard. I've seen 300+lb obese dudes working security jobs.
said it once and i'll say it again, physical fitness bears no relation to the ability to be a guard. I've seen 300+lb obese dudes working security jobs.
>>260039
being tall is practiclly the only requirement to such jobs. no one would bat an eye to some 5'5" 140lbs wiz so its completely off the table :"(
being tall is practiclly the only requirement to such jobs. no one would bat an eye to some 5'5" 140lbs wiz so its completely off the table :"(
>>260048
There's a difference between being a guard and being a bouncer. Security seems like a good job for wizards
There's a difference between being a guard and being a bouncer. Security seems like a good job for wizards
>>260039
Yes, they are more than twice my weight, much taller because Im short and much broader shoulders because Im tiny, are you sure you could compare their unfitness to kine?
Yes, they are more than twice my weight, much taller because Im short and much broader shoulders because Im tiny, are you sure you could compare their unfitness to kine?
>>260091
These are 5’4” fat spics. No one is intimated by them. You don’t need to be intimidating, or physically fit. You just need to have a pulse.
I know these are just excuses to keep NEETing, which is all well and good.
These are 5’4” fat spics. No one is intimated by them. You don’t need to be intimidating, or physically fit. You just need to have a pulse.
I know these are just excuses to keep NEETing, which is all well and good.
>>260093
these 5'4" spics have twice thicker bones than me, I've lived among them my entire life.
these 5'4" spics have twice thicker bones than me, I've lived among them my entire life.
>>260049
this. I saw some hamplanet sized manlets doing that, its all just for insurance purpose or some shit like that, hell I even know females doing that job.
this. I saw some hamplanet sized manlets doing that, its all just for insurance purpose or some shit like that, hell I even know females doing that job.
I've officially outlived enough family that I'm 1%. Just let the investments go on to fill the coffers, and now I don't even have to leave for groceries. Been looking into trucking or vanlife just to fill the time in ways that let me be alone. Otherwise it's just exercise at home, my only 4 video games I play, TV, nightrides, and writing. All hollow pursuits. All monotony. I think I've been losing it. Not scared of that, just don't care.
I have no plans for the future, I live in the moment.
im not suicidal,but death is so horribly common and unexpected i might die any die even if i wish against it with all my strength
im not suicidal,but death is so horribly common and unexpected i might die any die even if i wish against it with all my strength