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Killing myself this holy week (next week)
By the sallekhana way(starving myself) in hopes of not getting rebirth.
Going to the top of a mountain with a backpack with my favorite items.
Planned to do it on Halloween before, but I cannot wait and holy week seems like the perfect date too.
Ill meditate while doing it, hope of getting Jesus or buddhahood.
Why am I doing this?
Olanzapine ruined my life by making me unable to get joy from the activities I used to love (videogames and anime) its been like 2 years on meds, and they say your brain is permanently damaged with the use of it even if you discontinue them (no hope already)
Killing myselfe because Im also a brainlet, I dont have the intelligence to have a job in coding, no talent to have one in art, I have social anxiety so I cant be psychologist too. And I dont want to be a wageslave, I have too much fatigue to work in something like that. I was born with a rich parent, lived a rich life so I wont be able to appreciate a poor life.
Im excited for the afterlife
Wish me luck anons
By the sallekhana way(starving myself) in hopes of not getting rebirth.
Going to the top of a mountain with a backpack with my favorite items.
Planned to do it on Halloween before, but I cannot wait and holy week seems like the perfect date too.
Ill meditate while doing it, hope of getting Jesus or buddhahood.
Why am I doing this?
Olanzapine ruined my life by making me unable to get joy from the activities I used to love (videogames and anime) its been like 2 years on meds, and they say your brain is permanently damaged with the use of it even if you discontinue them (no hope already)
Killing myselfe because Im also a brainlet, I dont have the intelligence to have a job in coding, no talent to have one in art, I have social anxiety so I cant be psychologist too. And I dont want to be a wageslave, I have too much fatigue to work in something like that. I was born with a rich parent, lived a rich life so I wont be able to appreciate a poor life.
Im excited for the afterlife
Wish me luck anons
Good luck wiz.
>starving myself
Peaceful, yet potentially painful. Please at least take necessary medications to prevent tummy hurt. Peptic ulcers may form long before you die. A sizely man may live for 25 days with no food, even longer if he's siting dormant.
>Olanzapine ruined my life
Who put you on that drug? Why should they live while you die in sorrow? Take them with you so they don't spread despair unto others as they did you. Set an example for what these drugs are really doing to people and get the word out that drug companies and doctors need to be held accountable for how recklessly they prescribe these life-destroying pills.
>starving myself
Peaceful, yet potentially painful. Please at least take necessary medications to prevent tummy hurt. Peptic ulcers may form long before you die. A sizely man may live for 25 days with no food, even longer if he's siting dormant.
>Olanzapine ruined my life
Who put you on that drug? Why should they live while you die in sorrow? Take them with you so they don't spread despair unto others as they did you. Set an example for what these drugs are really doing to people and get the word out that drug companies and doctors need to be held accountable for how recklessly they prescribe these life-destroying pills.
>>257035
Sadly it was my family, I told them they were no help to me, but didnt listen. Even though they had the intention to help me, they did the opposite.
Sadly it was my family, I told them they were no help to me, but didnt listen. Even though they had the intention to help me, they did the opposite.
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Here's my justification to not go to Hell
Islam condemns you if you dont believe in their God, christianity condemns you if you dont believe in their god. Arent we supposed to just have one religion to be safe? Why so many religions when we can only follow one?
And heres this, religions could have been made by the elite rulers of this planet to keep us in fear controlled. I dont want to wait till im old and tell to myself I was too stupid to be part of their mind games and because of them I didnt got rid of all the misery I had, when I could have done it younger.
I was born catholic (im agnostic but still went to church today just to be safe) and it was never specifically told to not commit suicide. They say you should not kill, they never told you should not kill yourself, if its a really serious thing that will sent you to hell, why is something so serious of grave matter never told in the bible? huh?
Another problem with the other religions thing, there are people killing themselves in a holy way(sallekhana for example, which Is the method Ill use), so why wouldn't I be allowed to do the same thing, because I was born Catholic? Not fair
Please tell me I got something right out of all this
Islam condemns you if you dont believe in their God, christianity condemns you if you dont believe in their god. Arent we supposed to just have one religion to be safe? Why so many religions when we can only follow one?
And heres this, religions could have been made by the elite rulers of this planet to keep us in fear controlled. I dont want to wait till im old and tell to myself I was too stupid to be part of their mind games and because of them I didnt got rid of all the misery I had, when I could have done it younger.
I was born catholic (im agnostic but still went to church today just to be safe) and it was never specifically told to not commit suicide. They say you should not kill, they never told you should not kill yourself, if its a really serious thing that will sent you to hell, why is something so serious of grave matter never told in the bible? huh?
Another problem with the other religions thing, there are people killing themselves in a holy way(sallekhana for example, which Is the method Ill use), so why wouldn't I be allowed to do the same thing, because I was born Catholic? Not fair
Please tell me I got something right out of all this
Fuck this shit. I cannot do it. I cannot let myself take a huge bet like this, its not even huge, is eternal, damnation in a pit of fire forever is the scariest shit. I guess you elite psychopaths won, im just another slave that will work allday in misery just so you can have your expensive filthy ass dinner. Fuck all of you, fuck this world. Guess Ill just have to watch 2d succubi with cute skirts while you are fucking children in the ass. Guess Ill just try to enjoy videogames again (which I cant because of your fucking meds) while you see this world of pure suffering as another fun game. Guess Ill just…I fucking cant guys Im tired of all this shit. AND WHY IS THERE NO MAGIC IN THIS SHIT SIMULATION, ALL I WANTED IS SOME MAGIC IN MY LIFE BUT I DONT SEE ANY, FUCK YOU DEMIURGE, YOU FUCKING MISERABLE PIECE OF SHIT, YOUR MOM SOPHIA DIDNT EVEN LIKE YOU HAHAHAHA YOU PIECE OF SHIT
>>257048
It's gonna be okay little wizzie, I type bizzare suicidal shit all the time, I honestly just stop caring about anything in the world at this point, felt too depressed too the point where I snapped and live in delusion now.
It's gonna be okay little wizzie, I type bizzare suicidal shit all the time, I honestly just stop caring about anything in the world at this point, felt too depressed too the point where I snapped and live in delusion now.
>>257048
Reincarnation unto this world is not real, and you will not get to heaven without working for it. Get real and pick up actual religion and not pagan philosophy.
Reincarnation unto this world is not real, and you will not get to heaven without working for it. Get real and pick up actual religion and not pagan philosophy.
>>257033
>I was born with a rich parent, lived a rich life.
Umm, can't you just inherit their wealth once they die, but a small apartment and rent it away?
>I was born with a rich parent, lived a rich life.
Umm, can't you just inherit their wealth once they die, but a small apartment and rent it away?
>>257033
https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/189482.html
Dont go into the white light, read this before you die.
https://wizchan.org/wiz/res/189482.html
Dont go into the white light, read this before you die.
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>>257088
Thanks, already knew about the light trap. But what do I do then? Just stay in the black void? Ive already been there in my dreams, it was really scary.
Thanks, already knew about the light trap. But what do I do then? Just stay in the black void? Ive already been there in my dreams, it was really scary.
Ive been very moody lately, Im considering it again. Can someone redpill me on everything about
suicide in catholicism? Ive already read and watch lots of info and it seems like not even the experts know for sure what happens to those who commit suicide. They say that believing in Christ is the only thing that will save you, so can I just kill myself now and trust in him?
suicide in catholicism? Ive already read and watch lots of info and it seems like not even the experts know for sure what happens to those who commit suicide. They say that believing in Christ is the only thing that will save you, so can I just kill myself now and trust in him?
>>257035
>Peaceful, yet potentially painful
Is it? When my mother was sick before death she was unable to eat, by the third day it looked like she was barely sensing anything around her, when she got to the hospital her blood pressure was very low, she looked unable to feel pain.
>>257046
>Arent we supposed to just have one religion to be safe?
I've been thinking about it. If a religion claims reincarnation then it can be dismissed. If you endlessly come back then inevitably salvation/Enlightenment/dissolution will be the result, so the only game-wise appropriate religions are the one-life type of religion. Von Neumann converted to catholicism on his deathbed, left no reasoning that I'm aware of, but I think it's highly probable that he chose with game theory in consideration.
>Islam condemns you if you dont believe in their God
I've been reading the Quran, it says that Christians and Jews are saved if the believe in the One God and do good deeds.
>so why wouldn't I be allowed to do the same thing, because I was born Catholic
In the second book of Maccabees there is righteous suicide both active and passive (one person actually killing himself and other allowing self to be killed). The book is only part of Catholic and Orthodox canon, but not in Protestant and Jewish. It was done to protect the religion and to refuse disobeyment of God's laws.
>>257058
Where do mixed people's soul come from? But the Eastern teachings do mention that after death a being searches for similarity, so I suppose it depends on how the baby is being formed, as in black-white looks more black than white, and hapas just look pure asian.
>Peaceful, yet potentially painful
Is it? When my mother was sick before death she was unable to eat, by the third day it looked like she was barely sensing anything around her, when she got to the hospital her blood pressure was very low, she looked unable to feel pain.
>>257046
>Arent we supposed to just have one religion to be safe?
I've been thinking about it. If a religion claims reincarnation then it can be dismissed. If you endlessly come back then inevitably salvation/Enlightenment/dissolution will be the result, so the only game-wise appropriate religions are the one-life type of religion. Von Neumann converted to catholicism on his deathbed, left no reasoning that I'm aware of, but I think it's highly probable that he chose with game theory in consideration.
>Islam condemns you if you dont believe in their God
I've been reading the Quran, it says that Christians and Jews are saved if the believe in the One God and do good deeds.
>so why wouldn't I be allowed to do the same thing, because I was born Catholic
In the second book of Maccabees there is righteous suicide both active and passive (one person actually killing himself and other allowing self to be killed). The book is only part of Catholic and Orthodox canon, but not in Protestant and Jewish. It was done to protect the religion and to refuse disobeyment of God's laws.
>>257058
Where do mixed people's soul come from? But the Eastern teachings do mention that after death a being searches for similarity, so I suppose it depends on how the baby is being formed, as in black-white looks more black than white, and hapas just look pure asian.
>>257089
Pretty sure there is a world outside of void. There should be a grid, you should be able to manifest yourself outside of the grid of the earth.
https://battleofearth.wordpress.com/2016/09/15/article-2-the-death-trap-and-how-to-avoid-it/
This is an indepth article on it. Good luck wiz.
Pretty sure there is a world outside of void. There should be a grid, you should be able to manifest yourself outside of the grid of the earth.
https://battleofearth.wordpress.com/2016/09/15/article-2-the-death-trap-and-how-to-avoid-it/
This is an indepth article on it. Good luck wiz.
>>257046
>>257047
God, either do it already or don't. Disregard religious stupidity. If you are a catholic then yes, suicide is considered a sin by your religion, it's not really up to debate. It's in the catechism and that's it. But why do you care about religions? They aren't true at all. Do what you want.
There is no God, no heaven, no hell. Take comfort in this.
>>257047
God, either do it already or don't. Disregard religious stupidity. If you are a catholic then yes, suicide is considered a sin by your religion, it's not really up to debate. It's in the catechism and that's it. But why do you care about religions? They aren't true at all. Do what you want.
There is no God, no heaven, no hell. Take comfort in this.
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>>257093
>Where do mixed people's soul come from?
See it this way, if the soul only respawns in a certain race, then a soul will get into a body that matches its respective race the most. Say, a person who is mostly white, then will have a white soul.
>Where do mixed people's soul come from?
See it this way, if the soul only respawns in a certain race, then a soul will get into a body that matches its respective race the most. Say, a person who is mostly white, then will have a white soul.
>>257153
this is nonsensical
racial european or white doesn't mean shit. there has been intermixing in europe for ages and race is a blurry concept to begin with, anyway. how likely is it that the ones who wrote this were racist and reluctant to believe that they could reincarnate as a non-white individual? but it makes you wonder, what are the delimitations here? could an dutch reincarnate as an irishman? a pole as an argentinian of italian ancestry? what if he has indigenous blood?
do you realise how absurd that sounds?
believers in reincarnation always come up with the most arbitrary and trivial explanations to back up their flawed theories, and as their arguments never hold up to scrutiny they are compelled to make up increasingly outlandish crap.
this is nonsensical
racial european or white doesn't mean shit. there has been intermixing in europe for ages and race is a blurry concept to begin with, anyway. how likely is it that the ones who wrote this were racist and reluctant to believe that they could reincarnate as a non-white individual? but it makes you wonder, what are the delimitations here? could an dutch reincarnate as an irishman? a pole as an argentinian of italian ancestry? what if he has indigenous blood?
do you realise how absurd that sounds?
believers in reincarnation always come up with the most arbitrary and trivial explanations to back up their flawed theories, and as their arguments never hold up to scrutiny they are compelled to make up increasingly outlandish crap.
>>257163
Not gonna lie, everything that i said i made it up.
But the soul changes, see if no white person ever spawned as a black, and considering that evolution is a slow process, then a lot of people didn't had a soul? white people just didn't appear in an instant.
The soul changed along with the human body by virtue of evolution.
Not gonna lie, everything that i said i made it up.
But the soul changes, see if no white person ever spawned as a black, and considering that evolution is a slow process, then a lot of people didn't had a soul? white people just didn't appear in an instant.
The soul changed along with the human body by virtue of evolution.
>>257165
Up to discussion, since the soul only wants familiarity, obviously is only going to spawn in familiarity, i mean, a soul used to a white body won't want to spawn in a black body.
Is just that the soul is racist.
Up to discussion, since the soul only wants familiarity, obviously is only going to spawn in familiarity, i mean, a soul used to a white body won't want to spawn in a black body.
Is just that the soul is racist.
>>257164
>>257167
That would disagree with the Buddhist's teachings about the cycle of suffering and reincarnation. I'm not really familiar with the Vedic teachings, but I'd guess they are similar in this respect. The concept of soul evolution is probably the result of 18th-19th centuries European mysticism, influenced by Kant's thoughts, the idea of cyclicity being substituted by the idea progression.
>>257167
That would disagree with the Buddhist's teachings about the cycle of suffering and reincarnation. I'm not really familiar with the Vedic teachings, but I'd guess they are similar in this respect. The concept of soul evolution is probably the result of 18th-19th centuries European mysticism, influenced by Kant's thoughts, the idea of cyclicity being substituted by the idea progression.
>>257164
>see if no white person ever spawned as a black, and considering that evolution is a slow process, then a lot of people didn't had a soul?
i have no idea what you're trying to say, but since evolution is also bollocks, throwing that into the mix makes it that easier to dismiss it all as fantasy
>see if no white person ever spawned as a black, and considering that evolution is a slow process, then a lot of people didn't had a soul?
i have no idea what you're trying to say, but since evolution is also bollocks, throwing that into the mix makes it that easier to dismiss it all as fantasy
>>257174
Helena Blavatsky mentions Kant several times in The Secret Doctrine, and claims his thought is alligned with the "esoteric teachings", or at least what she presented as so.
Helena Blavatsky mentions Kant several times in The Secret Doctrine, and claims his thought is alligned with the "esoteric teachings", or at least what she presented as so.
>>257177
But if a god can reincarnate as a demon and vice versa then just reincarnating in another race would be a comparatively small step, no matter how distant they were.
But if a god can reincarnate as a demon and vice versa then just reincarnating in another race would be a comparatively small step, no matter how distant they were.
>>257177
>Black slowly evolved into white.
…what
first of all there are "races" besides these two
and second if it were true there should be peoples who are at an intermediary stage between these two, where are they?
you woo-woo believers will really fall for anything it's incredible.
>Black slowly evolved into white.
…what
first of all there are "races" besides these two
and second if it were true there should be peoples who are at an intermediary stage between these two, where are they?
you woo-woo believers will really fall for anything it's incredible.
>>257176
Happy Science church teaches the same shit as theosophy and even has Kant as one of their Ascended Spiritual Masters, dude rules over a whole circle of Heaven or something.
Happy Science church teaches the same shit as theosophy and even has Kant as one of their Ascended Spiritual Masters, dude rules over a whole circle of Heaven or something.
>>257153
This is very easy to explain, you'll reincarnate into someone from your own bloodline. That's why Buddhist monks don't have children, because they don't want to reincarnate again. That is also why you see the (((elite))) making plans for the next 100 or 200 years, they know they'll reincarnate again into their bloodline and will continue their work in another life.
This is very easy to explain, you'll reincarnate into someone from your own bloodline. That's why Buddhist monks don't have children, because they don't want to reincarnate again. That is also why you see the (((elite))) making plans for the next 100 or 200 years, they know they'll reincarnate again into their bloodline and will continue their work in another life.
>>257205
when they say "you will live on through your descendants" you do realise that it is not to be taken literally, right?
when they say "you will live on through your descendants" you do realise that it is not to be taken literally, right?
Can someone convince me to kill myself already? 3 more days to go, how can I let go the feelings of guilt (for leaving my family) and fear of hell?
>>257253
You shouldn’t fear death because there is no way of knowing what’s gonna happen. People who fear it think bad things will happen, but there is no way to know. It could very well be a good thing. Plato says it is wise to admit ignorance on this, and this is one of the reasons Socrates had no problems with drinking hemlock
You shouldn’t fear death because there is no way of knowing what’s gonna happen. People who fear it think bad things will happen, but there is no way to know. It could very well be a good thing. Plato says it is wise to admit ignorance on this, and this is one of the reasons Socrates had no problems with drinking hemlock
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>>257434
Not in his shoes but his situation doesn't seem nearly as bad as life usually gets if hell is a deterrent.
Not in his shoes but his situation doesn't seem nearly as bad as life usually gets if hell is a deterrent.
>starving myself
Yeah right. If I had a dime for every time I’ve heard the ol’ “I’m gonna starve myself” or “I’m just going to wander out into the woods and freeze to death” on this board id be a rich man. These are classic signs of an attention seeking LARPer. Two of the dumbest, needlessly unpleasant ways to die. It can take WEEKS to starve to death, so unless you decide to die of dehydration instead, enjoy hanging out on that mountain for a few weeks. I promise you once those sharp pains from the hunger start to set in, or that true desperation one feels when they’re on the brink of dehydration, you are going to crumble so fast and give up.
Yeah right. If I had a dime for every time I’ve heard the ol’ “I’m gonna starve myself” or “I’m just going to wander out into the woods and freeze to death” on this board id be a rich man. These are classic signs of an attention seeking LARPer. Two of the dumbest, needlessly unpleasant ways to die. It can take WEEKS to starve to death, so unless you decide to die of dehydration instead, enjoy hanging out on that mountain for a few weeks. I promise you once those sharp pains from the hunger start to set in, or that true desperation one feels when they’re on the brink of dehydration, you are going to crumble so fast and give up.
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>>257536
This guy managed to set himself on fire and not even care. How hard can it be?
This guy managed to set himself on fire and not even care. How hard can it be?
>>257555
He's a highly trained professional, anyone willing to go through this experience would need a lot of practice and discipline.
He's a highly trained professional, anyone willing to go through this experience would need a lot of practice and discipline.
>>257557
The average wizchan user isn't a buddhist monk, at most he likes to roleplay as some monk but he lacks discipline obviously. Nobody here will kill himself, and certainly not through any painful method like burning in flames or refusing to eat.
The average wizchan user isn't a buddhist monk, at most he likes to roleplay as some monk but he lacks discipline obviously. Nobody here will kill himself, and certainly not through any painful method like burning in flames or refusing to eat.
>>257562
>Nobody here will kill himself
I believe there has been at least one confirmed kill from this site. Now all we need is a cultivator of discipline and wizchan will have its hero.
>Nobody here will kill himself
I believe there has been at least one confirmed kill from this site. Now all we need is a cultivator of discipline and wizchan will have its hero.
>>257565
I remember the exit bag guy. But I think it is a cope for people here, thinking they will just kill themselves like that and then no more suffering…In fact I even doubt most wizards actually want to die.
I remember the exit bag guy. But I think it is a cope for people here, thinking they will just kill themselves like that and then no more suffering…In fact I even doubt most wizards actually want to die.
>>257568
>I even doubt most wizards actually want to die
The ones who really wanted to die have done so. What you see now are the stragglers.
>I even doubt most wizards actually want to die
The ones who really wanted to die have done so. What you see now are the stragglers.