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I have always been certain that I am a future suicide statistic. If I reach the life expectancy I will have almost 60 years left, and I think that is way too much. I don't want to keep living in this world of unbearable suffering if I can find peace in death.
I think I will do it some time in the future. After I've burned a bunch of money and destroyed my body with drugs. But at the same time, I am having trouble seeing the meaning in getting to that point if I already have one foot out the door. I think doing this is just chasing the wind. Pleasure is fleeting. If death is eminent, I think I might as well just get it over with.
I think I will do it some time in the future. After I've burned a bunch of money and destroyed my body with drugs. But at the same time, I am having trouble seeing the meaning in getting to that point if I already have one foot out the door. I think doing this is just chasing the wind. Pleasure is fleeting. If death is eminent, I think I might as well just get it over with.
I’m pretty sure I have to kill myself as I’m 29 and I see no reason to live 10 more years. I just don’t know when and how.
>>264275
Kind of, I worked through all the money I made from my part time job. I live at home, so most of it just went cigerattes, videogames, and junkfood. I know I'm goning to now graduate from college on time so my dad is going cause a shit storm and make me wish I was never born. To make a long story short by the end of october I'm going to have to at least try or my life will turn to hell quick. I think I'm goning to try SN and see if that works.
Kind of, I worked through all the money I made from my part time job. I live at home, so most of it just went cigerattes, videogames, and junkfood. I know I'm goning to now graduate from college on time so my dad is going cause a shit storm and make me wish I was never born. To make a long story short by the end of october I'm going to have to at least try or my life will turn to hell quick. I think I'm goning to try SN and see if that works.
>>264289
What I’m gonna do at age of 40 neet with no degree and no parents? Suicide is the only sane option.
What I’m gonna do at age of 40 neet with no degree and no parents? Suicide is the only sane option.
>>264275
I'll probably kill myself with a shotgun tbh. If that falls through, I'll probably just jump off a building but there aren't many accessible or high enough buildings around me, so yk :/
I'll probably kill myself with a shotgun tbh. If that falls through, I'll probably just jump off a building but there aren't many accessible or high enough buildings around me, so yk :/
If you live in a colder climate just give yourself hypothermia.
Go out in the dead of winter wearing shorts and a tank top. Drink a bunch of liquor beforehand to restrict your blood flow.
Go out in the dead of winter wearing shorts and a tank top. Drink a bunch of liquor beforehand to restrict your blood flow.
>>264365
>suicide from shotgun
>fail
How? Literally how can you fail sticking in to your head and pulling a trigger?
>suicide from shotgun
>fail
How? Literally how can you fail sticking in to your head and pulling a trigger?
I've never really planned about it but realistically speaking the death of my mom would be the end of the line for me and I will have to do something
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>>266502
From what I've read, you fail by shooting underneath your mouth pointing up instead of in your mouth pointing up and back. The resultant kickback (*) and then shot is instead mainly absorbed by your jaw, what isn't tears off the front of your entire face, and then the best part: some normie comes by and decides that your life needs to be 'saved.'
There are other circumstances as well. Some people do it entirely correct, but maybe there's a misfire, etc.. Now, admitedly, surviving a shotgun to the face is rare, but it's not 1 in a thousand rare. Supposedly it's more like 1 in a hundred "rare."
(*) Not the right word. Most first time shooters tend to unconsciously jerk the firearm before discharging in anticipation of the recoil.
From what I've read, you fail by shooting underneath your mouth pointing up instead of in your mouth pointing up and back. The resultant kickback (*) and then shot is instead mainly absorbed by your jaw, what isn't tears off the front of your entire face, and then the best part: some normie comes by and decides that your life needs to be 'saved.'
There are other circumstances as well. Some people do it entirely correct, but maybe there's a misfire, etc.. Now, admitedly, surviving a shotgun to the face is rare, but it's not 1 in a thousand rare. Supposedly it's more like 1 in a hundred "rare."
(*) Not the right word. Most first time shooters tend to unconsciously jerk the firearm before discharging in anticipation of the recoil.
I've thought this out often but my interests often contradict each other. I would most often go for the safe option of quietly taking a header off the top level of a parking garage. I can't quite punish those who deserve it and die without punishment if I haven't got a firearm
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what are my options regarding Money ,as a man who's gonna croak on a rather short while?
I'll explain: I've been watching documentaries on horrible drugs addictions(krokodil, flakka, fentanyl) and super-poverty conditions. to get a "death mindset/desperate-cash mindset".
If I sell 99% of my assets+ start living frugally as an stylite saint +invest with steely patience. if I do all that;what can I achieve?
what non se-ual services,tours,adventures could I actually embark on?
I'll explain: I've been watching documentaries on horrible drugs addictions(krokodil, flakka, fentanyl) and super-poverty conditions. to get a "death mindset/desperate-cash mindset".
If I sell 99% of my assets+ start living frugally as an stylite saint +invest with steely patience. if I do all that;what can I achieve?
what non se-ual services,tours,adventures could I actually embark on?
>>266552
why the fuck wouldn't you take some bad people out to lunch before an heroing? guns are easy to get in the US at least. i'll have a nice lunch before i go to sleep :)
why the fuck wouldn't you take some bad people out to lunch before an heroing? guns are easy to get in the US at least. i'll have a nice lunch before i go to sleep :)
Literally just stop breathing. Hold your breath, then you're dead.
Stop eating or drinking liquids, then you're dead. That's how Christians would commit suicide.
Take the covid vaccine and give yourself Myocarditis.
Eat berries and mushrooms you find in the forest.
Give yourself hypothermia
Drown yourself. Jump in front of a moving semi truck.
Why are suicide methods so complex with all this gun and oxygen tank horseshit? Just use your brain, dying is easy, anything can kill you, might as well drink motor oil or do the iconic toaster in the tub trick.
Suicide is easy and simple once you realize you're making it way more complex than it needs to be.
Stop eating or drinking liquids, then you're dead. That's how Christians would commit suicide.
Take the covid vaccine and give yourself Myocarditis.
Eat berries and mushrooms you find in the forest.
Give yourself hypothermia
Drown yourself. Jump in front of a moving semi truck.
Why are suicide methods so complex with all this gun and oxygen tank horseshit? Just use your brain, dying is easy, anything can kill you, might as well drink motor oil or do the iconic toaster in the tub trick.
Suicide is easy and simple once you realize you're making it way more complex than it needs to be.
>>266703
You can't commit suicide by not breathing. You will pass out and start breathing again because breathing is a part of your lizard brain or or the stem (triune) of your brain that evolved hundreds of millions of years ago before your ancestors were even human.
You can't commit suicide by not breathing. You will pass out and start breathing again because breathing is a part of your lizard brain or or the stem (triune) of your brain that evolved hundreds of millions of years ago before your ancestors were even human.
>>266703
>>266715
>>266704
what about embarking on an EXTREME adventure such as going homeless until you find yourself in a deep wilderness area and end up making a makeshift raft to navigate some shit?
take a big loan,be in another country within a week and without using planes.
Me ne frego, strength trough joy.
>>266715
>>266704
what about embarking on an EXTREME adventure such as going homeless until you find yourself in a deep wilderness area and end up making a makeshift raft to navigate some shit?
take a big loan,be in another country within a week and without using planes.
Me ne frego, strength trough joy.
>>266720
>thinking the perpetually afraid agoraphobic NEETs here would ever just drop everything and go experience the universe
>thinking the perpetually afraid agoraphobic NEETs here would ever just drop everything and go experience the universe
>>266732
so maybe *my* own case is "anomalous"?
because i AM planning to struggle for a bit more to live a last,brilliant full last year of life
so maybe *my* own case is "anomalous"?
because i AM planning to struggle for a bit more to live a last,brilliant full last year of life
I confided in my mother that I'm both extremely depressed and unfit for society. Said I'd been contemplating suicide for a while. Her response was "Maybe you should".
>>266744
kek yeah, my mom did the same when I was suicidal. It was kinda shocking but not really, I've always known she doesn't really love me and that beyond a thin instinctual feeling she wishes I never existed.
kek yeah, my mom did the same when I was suicidal. It was kinda shocking but not really, I've always known she doesn't really love me and that beyond a thin instinctual feeling she wishes I never existed.
>>266752
Wow, brutal blackpill. I didn't know existence and humanity is this fucked up.
We truly live in a nihilistic dystopic hell.
Wow, brutal blackpill. I didn't know existence and humanity is this fucked up.
We truly live in a nihilistic dystopic hell.
>>266758
>>266752
>>266744
Remember that your mom is a succubus, and like any other roastie, she instictively hates any man who is not a chad. It's like when female animals kill some of their offsprings because they find them "unfit" for survival. As a wizard, your mom has a deeply hate and resentment for you for not becoming the athletic chad or the successful professional she invisioned you to be when she was changing your diapers, you're a disappoinment and an embarrasement to her… it is how it is. My mom did the same years ago, when I told her I was suicidal.
>>266752
>>266744
Remember that your mom is a succubus, and like any other roastie, she instictively hates any man who is not a chad. It's like when female animals kill some of their offsprings because they find them "unfit" for survival. As a wizard, your mom has a deeply hate and resentment for you for not becoming the athletic chad or the successful professional she invisioned you to be when she was changing your diapers, you're a disappoinment and an embarrasement to her… it is how it is. My mom did the same years ago, when I told her I was suicidal.
I honestly think that the only way any of us can actually commit suicide is when there's really no other option available, like when you wake up and finally realize that you're completely trapped and suicide is the only way out, I have started to realize that, it's such a weird feeling, realizing that even the absolute nothingness of death is true liberation compared with what you have to deal with.
>>266703
>Take the covid vaccine and give yourself Myocarditis.
I wish this was true, I got 3 covid shots and I'm still alive and healthy, you alt right anti vaxx faggots lied to me, I wanted to die.
>Take the covid vaccine and give yourself Myocarditis.
I wish this was true, I got 3 covid shots and I'm still alive and healthy, you alt right anti vaxx faggots lied to me, I wanted to die.
>>266901
This will rarely happen. To end your suffering you really need to take matters into your own hand and just pick a random day/date and Just Do ItTM. Nobody is going to either save you or force you to end it all. You need to take action yourself.
This will rarely happen. To end your suffering you really need to take matters into your own hand and just pick a random day/date and Just Do ItTM. Nobody is going to either save you or force you to end it all. You need to take action yourself.
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Im finally accepting I wont be rich,I wont be upper class. this fuels and even justifies my wish to suicide. I cant fathom how I, who does semen retention, will be haven-given this lot in life. I demand wealth,as is due my celibacy but.ALAS! the world doesnt fit what my mind fancies.
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>>267110
>does ascetic practice that was often taken with a vow of poverty historically
How did you imagine this working?
>does ascetic practice that was often taken with a vow of poverty historically
How did you imagine this working?
>>267111
I swear over my mother's eyeballs, that for years I thought semen retention was "the real secret" of the billionaries,and that the guardian gods and dragons of wealth bestowed fabolous money upon celibate,continent men.
Now I think, SR merely makes you able to live with 1 dollar a week since you're a super ascetic anyways
I swear over my mother's eyeballs, that for years I thought semen retention was "the real secret" of the billionaries,and that the guardian gods and dragons of wealth bestowed fabolous money upon celibate,continent men.
Now I think, SR merely makes you able to live with 1 dollar a week since you're a super ascetic anyways
>>266744
I would feel so free if my mom heard my cries for help and relief and said "lol do it faggot".
I would feel so free if my mom heard my cries for help and relief and said "lol do it faggot".
First I was thinking of hanging, but I felt pitty of the person that had to bring me down, I am still thinking about it, would be nice with a knife in the middle of nowhere I think
Or hypothermia in a mountain, that sounds better
Or hypothermia in a mountain, that sounds better
I want to die in my own law:like the guy from into the wild.
Alone,in the dark,deep wilderness,,preferably on a night of full moon, dying of thirst+starvation+sleeplessness. All 3 conditions must be met! and the full moon,of course.
I will,thus,achieve the Peak.
Alone,in the dark,deep wilderness,,preferably on a night of full moon, dying of thirst+starvation+sleeplessness. All 3 conditions must be met! and the full moon,of course.
I will,thus,achieve the Peak.
>>264275
I know where and how I'll do it if I decide to. It's reassuring to know I have the option available.
I know where and how I'll do it if I decide to. It's reassuring to know I have the option available.
Thinking of just drinking a ton of beer and then jumping from a bridge, if the drop won't kill me (it probably won't) then I'll drown. Anything I'm overlooking? Maybe I shouldn't drink in public or something so maybe I'll drink in some bush nearby and just go into the water, intoxicated I will surely not make it out even though I can swim.
I ate suicide tabs from a darknet site. Without treatment and sugar, I will soon be dead. I feel near death as it is, one blow from death. They threatened to euthanize for years but I refused to die. Now my karma has caught up and I need help.
>>268030
That sounds too messy and you admit yourself the drop probably won't kill you. Do something that's more of a sure thing like hanging or heroin OD
That sounds too messy and you admit yourself the drop probably won't kill you. Do something that's more of a sure thing like hanging or heroin OD
>>268062
I dunno how to do hanging, I'm scared I'll fuck it up so I thought drowning would do the trick. I don't know where or how to get drugs.
I dunno how to do hanging, I'm scared I'll fuck it up so I thought drowning would do the trick. I don't know where or how to get drugs.
how will you guys deal with your net worth,possesions?
youll be ded,so no use hoarding stuff. Will you gift it away? sell everything to go on a drug spree,that ends in your death? Or what else?
youll be ded,so no use hoarding stuff. Will you gift it away? sell everything to go on a drug spree,that ends in your death? Or what else?
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fellow suicidal wiz here
>inb4 go on welfare and get a cope
not really an option for me as my country's welfare is beyond shit. it's either barely enough to survive or not even enough for that. also I don't think I can spend 40 fucking hours a week working without killing myself. what is a painless way to kms?
>inb4 go on welfare and get a cope
not really an option for me as my country's welfare is beyond shit. it's either barely enough to survive or not even enough for that. also I don't think I can spend 40 fucking hours a week working without killing myself. what is a painless way to kms?
>>268084
if you have enough net worth to high a specialized attorney, you do that, if you don't you do whatever you can manage to do for free aka expect it to be on your front yard the day you die without proper provisioning
if you have enough net worth to high a specialized attorney, you do that, if you don't you do whatever you can manage to do for free aka expect it to be on your front yard the day you die without proper provisioning
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I only have some vague ideas. I know I'll have to wait til my parents die (they're in their 70s, I'm on my 30s). I'll choose something painless, if it's possible. I don't want to grab attention, and I'd like to prepare all my funerary arrangements beforehand somehow, not to bother anyone.
Thinking of just stabbing myself to death. Where would be best? How do I ensure I don't make a sound? My house is so shit I can hear it when other tenants cough, and vice versa. How long would it take, and what the fuck should I do if I'm discovered? My life fucking sucks as is but I'll be dragged into an even worse one if somebody reports my suicidal behaviour, so I'm highly paranoid of it.
>>268084
Either I won't bother at all or I'll pass it off to a friend, not sure which though.
>>268084
Either I won't bother at all or I'll pass it off to a friend, not sure which though.
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I still cant pull a single all-nighter.
how the fuck am I supposed to be getting ready to face Death herself when i cant stay awake for 24 hours?
im such a snoozer. dunno how to adress this quibble.
how the fuck am I supposed to be getting ready to face Death herself when i cant stay awake for 24 hours?
im such a snoozer. dunno how to adress this quibble.
>>269140
Start by just staying awake til sunrise, even if you need to sleep in til noon beforehand to accomplish it. Then you'll realize there is nothing mystical about staying awake.
Start by just staying awake til sunrise, even if you need to sleep in til noon beforehand to accomplish it. Then you'll realize there is nothing mystical about staying awake.