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 No.277615

It can and it will always get worse.
No matter how the future plays out I can be sure that im gonna suffer in worse ways then I have so far, it can always always get that much worse the ride never ends untill you die, and from all of the bullshit that happens not even that is sure, its possible that this torment will continue forever damn it all

 No.277616

True

 No.277617

That's why I've given up.
I'm 29. No more waking up at 5AM to study.
No more studying after work.
No more being strong just to feel almost halfway normal and decent about myself.
Not worth it.

 No.277625

Not really. If you're a wiz things get better the older you get.

 No.277640

>>277625
nothing ever gets better, what would get better with age?
Prime is early 20s, its all decline after that and for some even before then

 No.277641

>>277625
Is this a joke? Or maybe some kind of advanced super ironic humor.

 No.277643

>>277642
If you feel that way good for you I guess, I personally hate the feeling of my body degrading, I always had health issue and it does not get better with age

 No.277648

the negative experience is more important than positive in a way. before one will enter into a heaven he must first experience an abyss.

 No.277708

>>277640
Plenty of athletes peak in their mid 30's (boxers in particular), male artists (the only real ones) tend to do their best work around 30 as well. I'd say the decline sets in after 50, but if you have strong genes the mind and body will stay strong until the end. It varies too much to make a blanket statement as you did.

 No.277709

>>277642
Prime is 30 when you reached wizard age and have calmed down your emotions

This is the biggest lie ever.
If I knew how bad getting old is I would have put more effort in my 20s to change something. If you're still under 30 I can't stress enough how important it is to get your shit together ASAP.

My health went to shit, my body hurts, I feel tired all the time, I see my parents getting older, having your life not figured out at this point just feels embarassing, I can't use being young as an excuse anymore, I get constantly reminded of how old I am. I never could have imagined it be that horrible. Every day I wish I could be 20 again.

Obviously if you are the cool wiz who lives on his own, makes a living with programing from home, works out and has hobbies you will be fine but then what are you doing on /dep/?

 No.277710

>>277708
>male artists (the only real ones) tend to do their best work around 30 as well.

It's important to note that they have been doing art since they were young. They have like 20 years of experience by then. Not comparable at all to wizards who wasted their 20s.

 No.277714

>>277708
Philosophers basically do all their heavy lifting from the ages of 25-30, Schopenhauer even went as far to say that the first thirty years of your life are the subject, the remainder is the commentary. Philosophers that continue writing into old age like Kant have most of their shit written in old age heavily criticized. There's a joke in STEM fields that Engineers over 40 are taken out back and shot.

For the best of the best, the reality of age is extremely apparent. You can see it with people like Linus and Stallman who went from top tier cerebral programmers to advocate boomers in their old age. They're coasting off the heavy lifting they did in their youth.

Of course, most people aren't top tier, most people are just Average Joes. You can pick up badminton at 30 and become a decent player by 35, decent enough for the local club. You can pick up engineering at 30 and graduate at 33-34, getting a decent engineering job and doing okay.

If you are getting your ass off the couch at 30 and escaping NEETdom after years of inactivity, then no, you'll never be the next world star athlete or top tier cerebral scientist. But you can make it to middle class with a bit of effort, and that's all you should really need in life.

 No.278584

>>277615
I had this stage in my life when I told myself: feels cannot be avoided, focus on what you do against the odds. Hope and hopelessness are illusory.

 No.278588

>>277709
I'm 29 and have a shit job but i agree with him, i feel increasingly stable and unfazed despite being confronted to normie world daily. It's quite formidable to lead this life but to not give a shit and be somewhat content

 No.278589

thanks for the pic illustrating how to do it with a long gun.

as for me, ive put all my chips on suicide, i must suicide, to not have to suffer the consequences of my decades of poor decisions. its my only escape plan, with the fire on my ass.

 No.278592

>>278589
>thanks for the pic illustrating how to do it with a long gun

No no no. At that angle you actually can end up a vegetable as the kickback and blast might blow out only your eyes and the frontal lobes the the brain, far away from the vital organ control. In the film, Sergent Manbaby points to M14 to the back of his wide, donut destroying throat and towards his brain stem where vital control parts are and nerves entangle.

 No.278593

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so the angle should be more like this?

thats hard to hold

 No.278594

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>>278592
i woulda thought it should be angled more upward

 No.278691

>>277709
Fasting and mucusless diet prevent aging and recover body energies. Too bad if you decided to pay ears to the crab spewing filth against those warp wanings, after that he simply has to open fap, crypto and suicide threads to fulfill his psychotic dreams.

 No.281092

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>>278594
that's way too much
ideally it should be more like this, from behind>>278594

 No.281093

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>>281092
>>278594
>>278593
I recall reading a story about a man who built a special hat for himself that had a device in it that would trigger multiple shotguns to shoot at once so he could commit a painless suicide.

 No.281098

>>278593
you are correct. She is going to shoot off her face and survive; disturbing image

 No.282869

>>277714
Some examples go against that. Plenty of athletes who started quite late and yet made it at a top level. Francis Ngannou started in his mid 20s, before that he had "experience" being a boxer, but it wasn't anything serious, just and and off sparing. Sandra Sánchez started at 33 and within a few years she started winning gold medals and beating opponents way younger than her. Mira Potkonen won a bronze medal in boxing , she started at 28, had no history in any sport before that, she was just a housewife, had to stop because she was getting too old, could have done more probably but there's an age limit. It'd be a pain in the ass to name other people, but there's a few guys who started in their late 20s and still achieved success in sport at international level. It's often short lived because of the age limit, but they do it.

For the "top tier cerebral scientist" part, you're also wrong. Joan Birman started in her mid 40s, was one of the top researchers in knot theory. Preda Mihailescu got his PhD at the age of 42, years later he proved the Catalan conjecture. Albrecht Fröhlich left school very early and only joined university back at 30 after fleeing from Germany, he's considered to be a very important mathematician from the 20th century. Same as athletes, other examples but it's a pain in the ass to name them all. And those fields are rather narrow, in other domains plenty of late starters succeeded (acting, movie making, music, art, business, etc…). Your limitations aren't reality, your body doesn't know what "age" is, if you've given up that's one thing but don't try to poison the minds of others, there's probably no better feeling than chasing a dream and hoping for redemption.

 No.282892

>>278593
Should it? Ricardo Lopez, the Bjork stalker who filmed his suicide, used a .38, aimed in an even more inclined angle and managed to die.

 No.282975

>>282869
Ngannou had better genetics than 99,99% of the human population when it comes to fighting. You can't expect a 25 loser highschool dropout NEET who hardly manages to get outside of his home to become the next MMA superstar. That's such a stupid example lmao.

Welcome to the NHK said it all, for people like us the best we can expect from life is to be a wagie.

 No.282977

>>282869
your post is so full of bullshit that you must be really dumb. Those people who can pick up something that's completely new to them and excel are always at the 99 percentile.
Your optimism is that of a normalfag who thinks "IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TRUST ME I KNOW THIS ONE GRANDPA".
Yeah for your average wizzie it's already too fuckin late by his 30s to become really good at something, we just do things because we enjoy it and pass time.

 No.283010

>>282977
you're free to believe that shit, crab. And it's actually normies that share your crab mentality, ironically.

>>282975
NHK is simply a funny manga/anime but it lacks any special, deep meaning.

 No.283011

>>282975
>>282977
I'm 30. I will attempt to become a pro MMA fighter to settle this debate. After a year or two I will report back and let you know how it goes.

 No.283014

>>283011
I'm gonna do it too.

 No.283065

>>283011
>>283014
Match weights, we can have Wiz x Wiz for world title 2025.

 No.283066

>>283010
you're the normie believing in optimistic platitudes that tell you it's never too late to succeed.
By your 30s it's pretty much over if you want to become a professional athlete with no prior experience or a good foundation.
Dumb shit normalniggers like you are funny because your lives are a complete mess since you live full of delusions and lies so that you can cope with reality.

Good thing none of the niggers who say that stuff are successful or relevant in anything but npcs who need to cope that this is a magical world where you're rewarded for merely believing.

 No.283097

>>283066
>dude you don't understand, I want you to believe stupid shit!
No thanks. Normies and failed normies are NPCs that think in absolutes.

 No.283101

>>282977
>give actual examples of late starters
>you can verify it all, nothing is a lie
>"i-it's bullshit"
At some point you have to realize you're just another flavor of the optimists you hate so much. Ideology completely rotted your mind.

 No.283106

>>283101
He's a failed normie, which is still a normie, which are all NPCs. Which means he will never realize it.

 No.283107

>>283101
your examples of late success are genetically gifted humans. Delusional redditor fucktard.
Ngannou holds the world record for hardest punch
>Ngannou holds the current record for the hardest punch in the world - having registered a striking power of 129,161 units on a PowerKube (which measures the power of a punch by analysing its force, speed and accuracy).
Source:
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/boxing/article-12290239/How-hard-does-Francis-Ngannou-actually-punch-Frightening-comparisons-revealed-world-record-blow.html

It's like your retarded redditor nigger brain never heard about the term GIFTED. You are born with that, you don't train to become him.
But sure, if you are into sports, get into it. I won't oppose to it, but don't expect to be a success less a world champion like an optimistic delusional retard.

 No.283108

>>283107
It´s the naruto mentality taken to peak retardation. The only anime where the main character is on the spectrum. ~Even Ash Ketchup has more brains than this fuck.

 No.283110

>>283107
>>283108
No, retard, gifted people don't exist. You said it yourself, niggerbrain:
>By your 30s it's pretty much over if you want to become a professional athlete with no prior experience or a good foundation.

 No.283117

>>283110
Go score more goals than Ronaldo, if the delusion is strong enough.

 No.283124

>>283117
You're severely mentally ill. You contradict yourself.

 No.283125

>>283108
>>283117
lol don't bother normies are bluepilled as the boomers who think you just have to give a firm handshake to the boss during a job interview and they will hire you. Or just stand up straight or some bullshit. It's quite funny to see normies in display. They have negative iq.
>>283110
Where in that post he's stated that gifted people don't exist? You have the iq of a nigger.

 No.283126

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>>283125
>lol normies bluepilled boomers normies negative iq of a nigger

 No.283128

No matter how how much one loves life we'll day in agonizing pain like everyone else.

 No.283129

>>283128
"Some die you will be dayd"
Scottish proverb

 No.283130

>>283126
greentext and a reaction image. Normie thinks his reaction is an argument. Normie's lost :(

 No.283131

>>283130
>Normie's lost
ESL tard begins punching holes in his favela wall after not successfully fitting in using meme lingo.

 No.283132

>>283131
normie's been baited with typos on purpose and frantically projects his desire to fit in onto others. Apropos to his /b/ tard style of dialect he reveals he is a sad shitposter schizo persecuted by imaginary online favelados. Normie's lost again.
He will reply and prove himself wrong one more time after losing another online argument he never had a chance of winning, further derailing a discussion he long lost. Many such cases :(

 No.283134

>>283132
>Alexa, tell aul da to kek out a rotter

 No.283135

>>283134
normie's lost :( no wizard buys his boomer optimistic bullshit.

 No.283143

>>283135
your a failed normy :(

 No.283200

Holy shit, would you guys stop arguing already? I already said I will settle the debate by becoming a pro MMA fighter. Just wait a while for the results instead of calling each other normies ad nauseum.

 No.283231

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>>283200
Good luck.

 No.283240

>>283231
Thank you. I am taking my first class tonight. Unfortunately they would not let me spar without doing classes first. I wanted to establish my prestige. Even if you lose as long as you show heart guys will respect you. I'm too shy to get respect any other way. Sadly my romantic vision for how I would like to start my career cannot be fulfilled but I will start nonetheless.

 No.283254

>>277642
My family is not known to be emotionally mature that's bullshit. Guess there is another thing to add to my list of genetic defects.

 No.283404

>>277617
What were you studying wizzie?

 No.283406

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I need to stop drinking.
I took the day off from work because I got cocky and forgot how much minderape alcohol withdrawals were.
Felt like I was being dragged down to hell. Visual hallucinations, the whole nine yards. Fuck my life.

 No.283447

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I sit at my computer all day with a shitty posture and don't exercise.

Every time I get some pain in the back I'm afraid that this is THE MOMENT it becomes a permanent chronic pain. You don't know how good you had it until you get some new chronic discomfort/pain/illness and you can't go back to normal anymore.

 No.283930

>>277625
Pure delusion, life is a never-ending ride downwards, once you're past your teens it's endless hell on earth until you die. to believe it gets better at 30 for some reason when you're still doing the same shit and just older is retarded

 No.284144

>>283404
Web Dev. I was learning React and got so depressed I just gave up. That was maybe 7 months ago. I'm picking web dev back up. I still remember a few things. I didn't get React at all though. I could just follow patterns

 No.284145

>>283404
thx 4 asking by the way

 No.284151

>>284144
Get on meth.
I'm doing the same and doing fine, even though I had basically 0 interest in programming until 27.
Stimulants force me through the boring shit and wire in the habits into my brain to enjoy programming somewhat.

 No.284152

>>283447
I have many medical conditions and I am only 26 :(

 No.287397

is it over for wizards?



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