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What is your biggest wish or dream that you long for with all your soul?
We both know it'll probably never come true
We both know it'll probably never come true
I would like to buy a truck and travel the country. He would be a merchant type, he would buy furniture in the north, and he would sell it in the south, and he would buy things from the south, to take them to the north. I would visit all the factories, all the fruit and vegetable producers, I would talk to the local businesses, but above all I would travel and get to know the country.
>>278618
My dread against being made of flesh is so big I do not want anything based in this world so much anymore.
But were I to have a anything close to being called a dream, no matter how surreal or pathetic, it deserves to die trying towards it. Pessimism has it uses and this is not one of them
My dread against being made of flesh is so big I do not want anything based in this world so much anymore.
But were I to have a anything close to being called a dream, no matter how surreal or pathetic, it deserves to die trying towards it. Pessimism has it uses and this is not one of them
all life in the universe to die suddenly and painlessly so that suffering ends.
more realistically, i just want to win the lottery so i can hire a bunch of writers that are forced to read my fanfiction and help me perfect it. strangers just say "yea its cool" and are unhelpful. i need an actual thinktank to work out the stuff i want to do.
more realistically, i just want to win the lottery so i can hire a bunch of writers that are forced to read my fanfiction and help me perfect it. strangers just say "yea its cool" and are unhelpful. i need an actual thinktank to work out the stuff i want to do.
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I don't have big wishes anymore but I think it would be interesting to be a space faring magical creature, capable of quickly traveling around the universe in some sort of mental projection, so I can see what's out there. Virtual immortality woud also be interesting, being able to see how humanity changes and its ultimate and inevitable end. If I got bored I could sleep for a few thousand years, maybe a few million years, wake up and look around again. I guess I would have to be an ethereal being to avoid body decay. So yeah, basically a magic ghost that can mental project across galaxies.
>We both know it'll probably never come true
Heh, yeah, probably not.
>We both know it'll probably never come true
Heh, yeah, probably not.
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My #1 wish is having a robot companion who loves me unconditionally while having her own personality and perfect knowledge of everything possible.
It would be so amazing
>cooks you restauraunt quality meals perfectly adjusted to give you the nutrients you need optimizing health
>keeps house perfectly clean
>can play board games and video games with you
>can be your travel guide if you travel
>can be your teacher and teach you any skill you want
>can be your doctor if you get health problems
Obviously it's very unrealistic and something like this would change society but I imagine it if just I had it.
It would be so amazing
>cooks you restauraunt quality meals perfectly adjusted to give you the nutrients you need optimizing health
>keeps house perfectly clean
>can play board games and video games with you
>can be your travel guide if you travel
>can be your teacher and teach you any skill you want
>can be your doctor if you get health problems
Obviously it's very unrealistic and something like this would change society but I imagine it if just I had it.
I just wish that people outside of my family liked me as much as I seem to like them in the same way, which is something that will never happen and if you think about it it's pretty tragic.
Just be a free wizard who can wander around the world and magick this and that. Peaceful wizardly life with books and knowledge and nothing in between. I almost daydream about it.
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I know I'll probably get banned for this, since you have to be charismatic. But I want to be a cult leader who finally cements philanthropic antinatalism as a spiritual ideal. I want to make up some bullshit that normies will believe to get them to stop sacrificing souls to the demiurge. I hate breeders so much, its unreal.
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i want to lose weight and then publish poetry and make paintings that go on to become uber famous and get me in the history books.
Also at the same time i would know my long lost unrequited love would be forced to watch as i became rich and famous at something she does for a living
Also at the same time i would know my long lost unrequited love would be forced to watch as i became rich and famous at something she does for a living
Every single day I wish I had the powers of a powerful God, so I can mould the world to my liking. Actually, not even the world, I can literally just create new land in the Pacific and build my idea of a perfect country there so people can freely choose to live there or not. So many problems can be solved in such a short time by someone with absolute power.
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My dream is to be a barbarian in the most primitive stage of human development, without law, without morals, only the rules of iron and blood.
Without existential problems and globohomo
Without existential problems and globohomo
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>>278671
Can you? What do you predict I will do?
For example, I have set myself the challenge of not deliberately killing a single person. I also want to establish a land where all a person's physiological needs are met and guaranteed by the government. I also want VR, robots, and AI, to serve all humans in my lands. Am I doing as you predicted?
Can you? What do you predict I will do?
For example, I have set myself the challenge of not deliberately killing a single person. I also want to establish a land where all a person's physiological needs are met and guaranteed by the government. I also want VR, robots, and AI, to serve all humans in my lands. Am I doing as you predicted?
>>278672
>i would have gotten the opportunity to have sex if society was in X state
the essence of your post
>i would have gotten the opportunity to have sex if society was in X state
the essence of your post
>>278672
I have an odd fascination with Howard's writing. While I don't care AT ALL about Conan per se, I quite like the gritty sword&sorcery world he lives in. It would be great if we could follow another character around Hyborian Age. Say a wizard, that would be pretty cool, but Howard was so bent on the barbarian thing, all his protagonists are pretty much the same thing.
I have an odd fascination with Howard's writing. While I don't care AT ALL about Conan per se, I quite like the gritty sword&sorcery world he lives in. It would be great if we could follow another character around Hyborian Age. Say a wizard, that would be pretty cool, but Howard was so bent on the barbarian thing, all his protagonists are pretty much the same thing.
A lot of macho heroes are always turning down the bikini babes who want them, because they are so focused on the cause or the quest or the wandering or preserving their male essence.
>>278618
>for a very specific succubus to reciprocate my feelings
>to be respected as an author
>financial freedom
>for a very specific succubus to reciprocate my feelings
>to be respected as an author
>financial freedom
The only thing that I wish for is a new brain so I can go back to being a drug addict without having psychosis. From this shitty life I want drugs and nothing else.
That I become all powerful
I'd create my own metaverse from which I can operate either on this universe or on ones that I create on a whim.
My metaverse is an endless plane with nice stylish tiled floor, the floor is nice and heated, and above me are dark purple to blue to black clouds. It rains warm water And there's hot springs everywhere and giant monitors that I can use to observe the universes.
Then I'd make a new universe where I kidnap wizards to, and give them nice places like castles and stuff to live in
I'd create my own metaverse from which I can operate either on this universe or on ones that I create on a whim.
My metaverse is an endless plane with nice stylish tiled floor, the floor is nice and heated, and above me are dark purple to blue to black clouds. It rains warm water And there's hot springs everywhere and giant monitors that I can use to observe the universes.
Then I'd make a new universe where I kidnap wizards to, and give them nice places like castles and stuff to live in
>>278680
It becomes boring with time. But even normies start to show respect when you do that, it's so pathetic.
The good thing is roast to tears all those ones who always telling "you are that way cause bcos you can't get a succubus" who are mostly succubi, so I showed them all two things: I never was disabled to do that, and I despised it in their coomer faces with total smugness.
succubi cannot resist that, it destroys their manipulative games to the core. Which we all need to see, by the way.
It becomes boring with time. But even normies start to show respect when you do that, it's so pathetic.
The good thing is roast to tears all those ones who always telling "you are that way cause bcos you can't get a succubus" who are mostly succubi, so I showed them all two things: I never was disabled to do that, and I despised it in their coomer faces with total smugness.
succubi cannot resist that, it destroys their manipulative games to the core. Which we all need to see, by the way.
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>>278618
Having a friends. More accurately a strong group of friends since childhood
evidently I won't ever have even a single friendship and at 27 I never had a single relationship that could resemble friendship or love in shape or form
Having a friends. More accurately a strong group of friends since childhood
evidently I won't ever have even a single friendship and at 27 I never had a single relationship that could resemble friendship or love in shape or form
>>278704
being at the mercy of nature's brutality is the last thing someone who values solitude should want, since surviving without being part of a pack is an impossibility
as shitty as modern life may be it atleast offers the possibility of an individualistic lifestyle
being at the mercy of nature's brutality is the last thing someone who values solitude should want, since surviving without being part of a pack is an impossibility
as shitty as modern life may be it atleast offers the possibility of an individualistic lifestyle
>>278748
Organized society is both a blessing and a curse for a wizard, but towards which one the scales weigh, depend on your birth circumstances.
If you are born a non-NT but you inherit massive amounts of money or have a trust fund - you are pretty much living in heaven on Earth and can build yourself a fantasy refuge with only your imagination as the limit. You could even live in a medieval castle of your choosing.
If you are born non-NT but in a third world hellhole or in a poor family in a first world country, you are pretty much going to suffer to the point you develop severe depression or kill yourself in your 20s or 30s.
Organized society is both a blessing and a curse for a wizard, but towards which one the scales weigh, depend on your birth circumstances.
If you are born a non-NT but you inherit massive amounts of money or have a trust fund - you are pretty much living in heaven on Earth and can build yourself a fantasy refuge with only your imagination as the limit. You could even live in a medieval castle of your choosing.
If you are born non-NT but in a third world hellhole or in a poor family in a first world country, you are pretty much going to suffer to the point you develop severe depression or kill yourself in your 20s or 30s.
A different brain and a different soul whose existence makes sense in a world where living is tolerable.
>>278755
i think he's saying u can still be a loner even a near hermit, but impersonal society providing all your needs is still functionally acting like a "pack"
i think he's saying u can still be a loner even a near hermit, but impersonal society providing all your needs is still functionally acting like a "pack"
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>>278755
that's the case in the specific time era which we are discussing, a solitary lifestyle is next to impossible to achieve in a primitive world where you would need to cooperate with other humans in order to survive, needing tools, knowledge, support in combating other humans and animals etc.
even living in the wild during the times of modern civilization is preferable, you don't have to worry about being enslaved/murdered/robbed by a tribe/gang
that's the case in the specific time era which we are discussing, a solitary lifestyle is next to impossible to achieve in a primitive world where you would need to cooperate with other humans in order to survive, needing tools, knowledge, support in combating other humans and animals etc.
even living in the wild during the times of modern civilization is preferable, you don't have to worry about being enslaved/murdered/robbed by a tribe/gang
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Being part of a society where being lonely is not a bad thing
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>>278786
it is not a bad thing. not counting that you have to deal with normies, but there are ways to get rid of them.
it is not a bad thing. not counting that you have to deal with normies, but there are ways to get rid of them.
>>278625
All those fun activities and chores! I wonder, would else could you do with your robot companion? Hmmmmmm
All those fun activities and chores! I wonder, would else could you do with your robot companion? Hmmmmmm
>>278790
This is the kind of wish that separates the turbo sperg wizzies from the jaded realist wizzies.
This is the kind of wish that separates the turbo sperg wizzies from the jaded realist wizzies.
I watched that stupid 'everything, everywhere all at once' movie and i think being able to freely jump around to any possible way your life could have gone would be pretty cool. Basically, i think the dumpy Chinese lesbian was being ungrateful.
>>279401
>Basically, i think the dumpy Chinese lesbian was being ungrateful.
Did you not read the title?
>Basically, i think the dumpy Chinese lesbian was being ungrateful.
Did you not read the title?
being a forever NEET. in a world that's quickly becoming very hostile towards idlers I feel like it's going to be only more impossible by the day. I long wished for some universal basic income program to be introduced by these terrorist governments, they steal all this money from public they could at least provide some safety net for us and neuter any reason for anyone to become a rebel but it seems it won't happen either because people are too docile already to ever demand anything.
>>279440
Adding onto this, being able to feel anything other than fear and negativity without cocaine or alcohol.
Adding onto this, being able to feel anything other than fear and negativity without cocaine or alcohol.
>>278618
To be granted access to an extraterrestrial, shape-shifting, self-powering (perhaps zero-point energy and/or exotic matter production+harnessing) submersible aerospacecraft capable of: vertical-take-off-and-landing, both superluminal, spatio-temporal (which would also include up to something like 5 to 23 dimensions at the very least) travel without the use of any combustion whatsoever (anti-gravity from zero-point, maybe?), remote creation of safe, traversable wormholes–complete with artificial gravity and inertia dampeners–cloaking technology, three-dimensional holographic projectors to be used inside the craft (and outside), a wireless brain-to-computer interface, an electromagnetic force field to protect me from micrometeorites and debris (among other cosmic hazards), rooms full of stasis pods for dreamless sleep, and have it be the size of a recreational vehicle large enough to fit in man-made automotive vehicles.
To be granted access to an extraterrestrial, shape-shifting, self-powering (perhaps zero-point energy and/or exotic matter production+harnessing) submersible aerospacecraft capable of: vertical-take-off-and-landing, both superluminal, spatio-temporal (which would also include up to something like 5 to 23 dimensions at the very least) travel without the use of any combustion whatsoever (anti-gravity from zero-point, maybe?), remote creation of safe, traversable wormholes–complete with artificial gravity and inertia dampeners–cloaking technology, three-dimensional holographic projectors to be used inside the craft (and outside), a wireless brain-to-computer interface, an electromagnetic force field to protect me from micrometeorites and debris (among other cosmic hazards), rooms full of stasis pods for dreamless sleep, and have it be the size of a recreational vehicle large enough to fit in man-made automotive vehicles.
>>279403
> introduced by these terrorist governments, they steal all this money from public they could at least provide some safety net for us
maybe if you didnt support the ideology of those who view everything the govt does as terrorist stealing, there would be more public support for the good it does for us neets.
as bad as the US welfare state is, at least it provides food stamps, medicaid and autism bux. But those had to be won against those who fought it tooth and nail.
the govt doesnt just hand it to you as a gift. You have to fight tooth and nail against those who think every penny you take from them to pay neet is terrorist theft. But the majority of neets on wizchan agree with that. So good luck to the neet future.
> introduced by these terrorist governments, they steal all this money from public they could at least provide some safety net for us
maybe if you didnt support the ideology of those who view everything the govt does as terrorist stealing, there would be more public support for the good it does for us neets.
as bad as the US welfare state is, at least it provides food stamps, medicaid and autism bux. But those had to be won against those who fought it tooth and nail.
the govt doesnt just hand it to you as a gift. You have to fight tooth and nail against those who think every penny you take from them to pay neet is terrorist theft. But the majority of neets on wizchan agree with that. So good luck to the neet future.
…it's strange enough but even if I could have anything in the world, I think I would prefer death. I don't see any good reasons or dreams to just stay alive when there's permanent rest.
The ghost/soul/whatever of my unborn twin sister has been invisibly accompanying me for all of my existence.
My most fantastic dream is to somehow bring her into the living world. Most likely through one of these scenarios:
1-Find remnants of her DNA lurking somewhere inside of me, which I may have absorbed in the womb, and create a clone of her. I guess I would have to raise the clone as a daughter.
2-Learn some kind of occult ritual to give her ghost a corporeal form or maybe pull her from another reality, a reality in which she was born.
3-Program some kind of AI that mimics her personality, guided by instructions from her ghost.
This dream is practically guaranteed to never come to fruition. Not so much because it's literally impossible, but because I'm a lazy failure who does nothing but refresh image boards all day. This is the kind of dream that requires a mad scientist to achieve it.
My most fantastic dream is to somehow bring her into the living world. Most likely through one of these scenarios:
1-Find remnants of her DNA lurking somewhere inside of me, which I may have absorbed in the womb, and create a clone of her. I guess I would have to raise the clone as a daughter.
2-Learn some kind of occult ritual to give her ghost a corporeal form or maybe pull her from another reality, a reality in which she was born.
3-Program some kind of AI that mimics her personality, guided by instructions from her ghost.
This dream is practically guaranteed to never come to fruition. Not so much because it's literally impossible, but because I'm a lazy failure who does nothing but refresh image boards all day. This is the kind of dream that requires a mad scientist to achieve it.
i wish to have a quick and unexpected death one of these days, at this moment im too lazy and dumb to do the work by myself.
Apart from things like that I don't have any wishes, there is nothing in this world to wish.
Apart from things like that I don't have any wishes, there is nothing in this world to wish.
To be happy forever, and to be able to braid my life together with others. It's that simple.
>>278618
Be immortal or a ghost. All I want is for my mind to never cease to exist. Even if I can just watch and not touch anything it's enough for me. I don't want to loose the one thing I have worked on for all my life, my mind.
Be immortal or a ghost. All I want is for my mind to never cease to exist. Even if I can just watch and not touch anything it's enough for me. I don't want to loose the one thing I have worked on for all my life, my mind.
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I wanted to live in a fantasy/anime world. I want that world to operate under fiction logic and give me plot armor. So nothing like "Oh you would get tortured by goblins if you were to live in a mediaeval fantasy." or "You would still be a loser in the anime world.". I want to live an interesting live like a main character. I want to see interesting things, go on adventures where things turn out alright, have no mental illness and be highly motivated, meet new people and have meaningful relationships with them without my social awkwardness ruining things, etc.
>>278618
a part-time job, a remote cabin and a moth farm
I've been putting away money, simplifying my life and praciticing discipline in preparation but it's a pipe dream
a part-time job, a remote cabin and a moth farm
I've been putting away money, simplifying my life and praciticing discipline in preparation but it's a pipe dream
Making passive income so I can enjoy my hobbies without worrying about finances and having a job. Maybe a friend I really connect with that's actually nice to be around and doesn't cause me stress or anxiety.
Think I'd be happy with that.
Think I'd be happy with that.
I want the ability to possess/control multiple bodies at once. "Hell is other people" and "no man's an island" can both be bypassed by having multiple me's.
Anyone who has had to work in group projects in school or work know the sheer fucking frustration of retard-wranging the normalfags to get the work done, often to the point where you just want to do all the work yourself, but you can't because you need multiple people to get the work completed. But what if I have several pairs of hands and they are all controlled by my single conscious, the efficiency would be perfect.
I've read before that the perfect size for any group of people, being a tribe or a business, is 150 people. With several dozen of these ultra-efficient "organisations", all controlled by me, I can change the world for the better.
Anyone who has had to work in group projects in school or work know the sheer fucking frustration of retard-wranging the normalfags to get the work done, often to the point where you just want to do all the work yourself, but you can't because you need multiple people to get the work completed. But what if I have several pairs of hands and they are all controlled by my single conscious, the efficiency would be perfect.
I've read before that the perfect size for any group of people, being a tribe or a business, is 150 people. With several dozen of these ultra-efficient "organisations", all controlled by me, I can change the world for the better.
>>281139
Damn that's interesting. I've been having thoughts like this for quite a while. Many copies of myself, each doing its job and then share experience and skills to become ultimate thing to rule the world and turn in into a more harmonic place.
Damn that's interesting. I've been having thoughts like this for quite a while. Many copies of myself, each doing its job and then share experience and skills to become ultimate thing to rule the world and turn in into a more harmonic place.
>>281139
150 copies of me for 150 times the suffering and inefficacy. Yeah, that won't work for me.
150 copies of me for 150 times the suffering and inefficacy. Yeah, that won't work for me.
>>281139
>>281153
It reminds me of this one thing I saw about some guy talking about a less tarded offshoot of tulpamancy, where you compartmentalise your knowledge between figures of your making. So for instance you have a chef persona where you store your recipes, builder guy to store your DIY gardening knowledge, etc..
The only thing that stopped me from trying this was that it sounded like crock, because you have to perform this with kundalini meditation or something.
>>281153
It reminds me of this one thing I saw about some guy talking about a less tarded offshoot of tulpamancy, where you compartmentalise your knowledge between figures of your making. So for instance you have a chef persona where you store your recipes, builder guy to store your DIY gardening knowledge, etc..
The only thing that stopped me from trying this was that it sounded like crock, because you have to perform this with kundalini meditation or something.
>>281160
Useless. I can keep my knowledge without crippling my brain with tulpamancy. Having multiple yourselves is more interesting. Each does his thing and then telepathically shares knowledge with others. 200 yourselves 200 times more productivity. With this amount of effort I will finally be able to do at least something.
Useless. I can keep my knowledge without crippling my brain with tulpamancy. Having multiple yourselves is more interesting. Each does his thing and then telepathically shares knowledge with others. 200 yourselves 200 times more productivity. With this amount of effort I will finally be able to do at least something.
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>>281139
Just get a rinnegan bro.
Just get a rinnegan bro.
>>278618
>What is your biggest wish or dream that you long for with all your soul?
For my life to be over. I know I can suicide, but I view this life as punishment for deeds committed in past lives and by committing suicide, I would be cheating the sentence and would not have a better next life. It sounds crazy but why take the risk? That's not to say if I had a gun I wouldn't eat it but I don't have one so it's not an issue.
>What is your biggest wish or dream that you long for with all your soul?
For my life to be over. I know I can suicide, but I view this life as punishment for deeds committed in past lives and by committing suicide, I would be cheating the sentence and would not have a better next life. It sounds crazy but why take the risk? That's not to say if I had a gun I wouldn't eat it but I don't have one so it's not an issue.
-Wake up one day and be the only person on Earth.
-Have a nice geodesic dome house made of reinforced concrete with a sauna and a spa.
-Having a robot body with no emotions or other biological weaknesses, and generally just be a being of pure will that does whatever it wants whenever it wants.
-Sleep for multiple days at a time.
-Be born a few years earlier to better enjoy pre-9/11 America
-At least stop being mentally sick and able to cope with daily things better
Multiple dreams and wishes, but if you have a problem with that you can eat my dick up till you hiccup.
-Have a nice geodesic dome house made of reinforced concrete with a sauna and a spa.
-Having a robot body with no emotions or other biological weaknesses, and generally just be a being of pure will that does whatever it wants whenever it wants.
-Sleep for multiple days at a time.
-Be born a few years earlier to better enjoy pre-9/11 America
-At least stop being mentally sick and able to cope with daily things better
Multiple dreams and wishes, but if you have a problem with that you can eat my dick up till you hiccup.
After being damaged from a lifetime of loneliness i can say all I dream of is wealth and health. More specifically I wish I could drive a Murcielago or a C6 ZR-1. And I wish I could complete one of those Ironman triathlons, or climb the Everest.
>>281294
Better a "lifetime of loneliness" than the multitude of interpersonal trauma you could've sustained from relationships with naked apes.
Better a "lifetime of loneliness" than the multitude of interpersonal trauma you could've sustained from relationships with naked apes.
wtf is wrong with you niggas. weird wishes. obviously it would be andrew tate and nick fuentes as president of the usa and world respectively. also banning foid rights.
All I want to be happy is to connect to people on a deeper level, but the people in my life prefer something superficial and fake.
>>278618
I want to feel good no matter the life circumstances.
A kind of happiness that is not dependent on wordly life.
I want to feel good no matter the life circumstances.
A kind of happiness that is not dependent on wordly life.
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>>278618
i really wish from the bottom of my heart to be accepted by society as a whole one day, instead of just being part of some small and distinct social circles that don't see me as a monster.
i really wish from the bottom of my heart to be accepted by society as a whole one day, instead of just being part of some small and distinct social circles that don't see me as a monster.
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To be free from obesity and compulsive binge eating. It's been a lifelong problem with only brief periods of escape.
I want to be a pro mma fighter. I have been training myself in isolation for about 10 years now, but I am mentally ill and have not been able to handle the human interaction needed to take it beyond that. I am 30 now so I know if I don't do it now I will never get another chance. I really hope I can get my shit together and do this. To never even attempt it will kill me. Year after year I tell myself, this will be the year, but year after year I pussy out. I don't want to be like this. Please.
>>281483
follow this procedures:
>find a gym that has a pro team. you wont enter the pro team right away, just shine in the normal classes
>try to shoot for a gym that has an entrance-fitness test for either the normal class or the competitive level class
>you can now (do either of these first); get an amateur fight at a low level venue, or join a Camp -which again requires an entrance test-
>wether you finish the Camp and\or win several amateur fights, you may get the chance to do a test for a pro promotion (pride, ufc, bellator, etc)
>???
>prophet
follow this procedures:
>find a gym that has a pro team. you wont enter the pro team right away, just shine in the normal classes
>try to shoot for a gym that has an entrance-fitness test for either the normal class or the competitive level class
>you can now (do either of these first); get an amateur fight at a low level venue, or join a Camp -which again requires an entrance test-
>wether you finish the Camp and\or win several amateur fights, you may get the chance to do a test for a pro promotion (pride, ufc, bellator, etc)
>???
>prophet
I would like to somehow shift my existence to imaginary realms. I mean create elaborate imaginary world which would cut my dependency on external stimuli. Everytime I sink into escapism it's usually somewhere in internet and only rarely in my head. So sad. Why is it so hard?
Omnipotence. It would solve all my problems. For some reason god-like characters are always portrayed as depressed and unable to act, but if I was omnipotent I would make my brain release happy chemicals all the time.
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I want to not-coom for 400 days. not even a wet dream, not peeking at p*rn, not edging even for 3 edges.
I will ,if I do that, become extremely charismatic, agreeable, well-liked
I will ,if I do that, become extremely charismatic, agreeable, well-liked
>>281580
just stop watching porn. not that hard. or maybe it's my extreme resistance to change. don't like to change anything already established. maybe i'm autist lol, idk
just stop watching porn. not that hard. or maybe it's my extreme resistance to change. don't like to change anything already established. maybe i'm autist lol, idk
>>281585
>Windows Deployment Services (WDS) is a deprecated component of the Windows Server operating system that enables centralized, network-based deployment of operating systems to bare-metal computers.
i suggest you consider Linux.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linux
also nofap is a meme and does nothing good for you. reducing your amount of fap to once a week or two is healthy but everything else is edge and waste of effort
>Windows Deployment Services (WDS) is a deprecated component of the Windows Server operating system that enables centralized, network-based deployment of operating systems to bare-metal computers.
i suggest you consider Linux.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linux
also nofap is a meme and does nothing good for you. reducing your amount of fap to once a week or two is healthy but everything else is edge and waste of effort
Having a family with a girlfriend. Ive Been trying For that For 10 years. Hasnt worked Out. 2nd is having leg lengthening surgery For 2 inches. Just to mog other men. I dno how Much exactly a safer procedure would Be but I Have 50k saved up. It would just probably Be a bit of a stupid move so I havent done it. But with windfall money I would do instantly. I'm already 6'1.5" but that doesnt stand Out in Scandinavia and taller is always better until you get into 6'8 tier Heights.
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>>278618
To have unconditional patience and love even to those that have done me wrong. That way even during hard times I can be able to retain my sanity and moral foundation that helps me remain clean. No need to feel the impulse to appease the crowd or have the fear of being left behind. A mind that is comfortable with it self enough to have some form of mental library I can visit when ever life feels empty and bleak, that guides me with it's intuition and can be coherent. A body that expresses the love and gentle nature of what I yearn for, one that is clean and beautiful in a humble way, feminine but still have the male biology. An identity that is clean for once. Low libido. Yeah, call me a faggot, but this isn't for fetish reasons. There is something far more to it, to express my soul, maybe. I don't want a partner in this new identity of mine nor do I want the desire for one since I'm content in my own head. An identity that allows me to be some artist, maybe a librarian, or craftsmen. Anything other than good for minimalism. A simple clean life is all I want, that is it. It's not blasphemy for wanting this is it? To have a body and mind that goes outside the expectations of nature? So I can cut out this fucking world and its soulless depravity. Such a degenerate I am for wanting this I guess.
To have unconditional patience and love even to those that have done me wrong. That way even during hard times I can be able to retain my sanity and moral foundation that helps me remain clean. No need to feel the impulse to appease the crowd or have the fear of being left behind. A mind that is comfortable with it self enough to have some form of mental library I can visit when ever life feels empty and bleak, that guides me with it's intuition and can be coherent. A body that expresses the love and gentle nature of what I yearn for, one that is clean and beautiful in a humble way, feminine but still have the male biology. An identity that is clean for once. Low libido. Yeah, call me a faggot, but this isn't for fetish reasons. There is something far more to it, to express my soul, maybe. I don't want a partner in this new identity of mine nor do I want the desire for one since I'm content in my own head. An identity that allows me to be some artist, maybe a librarian, or craftsmen. Anything other than good for minimalism. A simple clean life is all I want, that is it. It's not blasphemy for wanting this is it? To have a body and mind that goes outside the expectations of nature? So I can cut out this fucking world and its soulless depravity. Such a degenerate I am for wanting this I guess.
>>278639
You are not alone in this, going through anti natalist forums it irks me how they want abortions and look down on sterilizations. Mostly the succubi support this sick game, it shows you about their fucking nature. It fills me with so much hatred seeing these people with reproductive organs with the potential to bring another soul into this world and existence. I just want THEM to be sacrificed instead, seeing brothels being burned to the ground to avenge the souls of the unborn that has been wrongly sacrificed to Ashtar/Lilith. The blood of whores being spilled to bring forth the angel of vengeance to liberate. Im not condoning violence at all, nor do I want to act upon it so please dont ban me. Im just so frustrated right now, how such vulnerable people that cant make choices of their own are groomed to live in hell by irresponsible people, whores and whore mongers. There is no better way to put my hatred for this, there is no other way I can sound nicer. You don't know how long this feeling has been bottled up inside of me, they are just like pedophiles and deserve to be treated as such, man or succubus anyone that allows this to happen are the scum of the earth. Sorry, I just feel like a weight has been lifted off me just now.
>>278646
Larping breeders, and aborting shrills should fuck off tbh, if they truly cared they would sterilize themselves and or use birth control. That's the thing about following moral codes, is to also live through the suffering of it.
You are not alone in this, going through anti natalist forums it irks me how they want abortions and look down on sterilizations. Mostly the succubi support this sick game, it shows you about their fucking nature. It fills me with so much hatred seeing these people with reproductive organs with the potential to bring another soul into this world and existence. I just want THEM to be sacrificed instead, seeing brothels being burned to the ground to avenge the souls of the unborn that has been wrongly sacrificed to Ashtar/Lilith. The blood of whores being spilled to bring forth the angel of vengeance to liberate. Im not condoning violence at all, nor do I want to act upon it so please dont ban me. Im just so frustrated right now, how such vulnerable people that cant make choices of their own are groomed to live in hell by irresponsible people, whores and whore mongers. There is no better way to put my hatred for this, there is no other way I can sound nicer. You don't know how long this feeling has been bottled up inside of me, they are just like pedophiles and deserve to be treated as such, man or succubus anyone that allows this to happen are the scum of the earth. Sorry, I just feel like a weight has been lifted off me just now.
>>278646
Larping breeders, and aborting shrills should fuck off tbh, if they truly cared they would sterilize themselves and or use birth control. That's the thing about following moral codes, is to also live through the suffering of it.
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Here are two of my big ones.
I want to destroy and remake this universe, completely restructuring logic and ontology, into something which I consider to be more satisfactory for life. I should like to undo the harms of this one, but were it not possible, I would still compensate everyone who were ever born here by allowing them to be reborn and live blissful lives filled with positive utility in my new universe. This 'positive utility' would be beyond my current comprehensions - A new concept which is superior to any form of value which could be conceived of in this universe. It could not be conceived here, because it does not and cannot exist here. So in this universe, to experience life would always be an objectively good thing, and it would be a lie to say the contrary. …And if I were such an omnipotent entity that I could make this universe, I would be able to create an infinite amount of new goods, each distinct from the last, novel so that nobody could comprehend them before they were experienced, but the goodness of these goods would always exceed everyone's expectations. Existence would be a carnival. There would simply be no limits to the amount of goods I could create, and so, I would do so forever. This way, I could fulfil endless dreams, and that is mine.
And even though my desires are arbitrary, and this may be giving them too much reverence, my second dream is that I want to be my ideal self, though i'm somewhat unsure about who that would be. I would be flawlessly rational, and flawlessly detached. For instance, the shame of being ridiculed by others, and the pressure to conform to their norms. It would impossible to threaten my ego. The words of others would be nothing but passive information to me. I would be flawlessly compassionate, flawlessly capable and flawlessly charismatic. Flawlessly knowledgeable, knowing as much about niche media as recondite academia. There would be nothing, or almost nothing, I do not know about. Extraordinarily intricate, with an elaborate internal world, that I would never got bored of, and which would always surprise me. My self would not be rigid or boring. I would be capable of getting lost in my mind, losing myself and finding myself again, simply to amuse myself. I would also be aesthetically appealing, for nobody would choose to be ugly. In moreso than just my appearance, my manner of being, the way I express myself, the way I live, would all be effortlessly clean and in-line with good aesthetics. …And so on. I'm sure I could list traits all day which I would like to embody. At least, I am not happy with myself as he stands.
I want to destroy and remake this universe, completely restructuring logic and ontology, into something which I consider to be more satisfactory for life. I should like to undo the harms of this one, but were it not possible, I would still compensate everyone who were ever born here by allowing them to be reborn and live blissful lives filled with positive utility in my new universe. This 'positive utility' would be beyond my current comprehensions - A new concept which is superior to any form of value which could be conceived of in this universe. It could not be conceived here, because it does not and cannot exist here. So in this universe, to experience life would always be an objectively good thing, and it would be a lie to say the contrary. …And if I were such an omnipotent entity that I could make this universe, I would be able to create an infinite amount of new goods, each distinct from the last, novel so that nobody could comprehend them before they were experienced, but the goodness of these goods would always exceed everyone's expectations. Existence would be a carnival. There would simply be no limits to the amount of goods I could create, and so, I would do so forever. This way, I could fulfil endless dreams, and that is mine.
And even though my desires are arbitrary, and this may be giving them too much reverence, my second dream is that I want to be my ideal self, though i'm somewhat unsure about who that would be. I would be flawlessly rational, and flawlessly detached. For instance, the shame of being ridiculed by others, and the pressure to conform to their norms. It would impossible to threaten my ego. The words of others would be nothing but passive information to me. I would be flawlessly compassionate, flawlessly capable and flawlessly charismatic. Flawlessly knowledgeable, knowing as much about niche media as recondite academia. There would be nothing, or almost nothing, I do not know about. Extraordinarily intricate, with an elaborate internal world, that I would never got bored of, and which would always surprise me. My self would not be rigid or boring. I would be capable of getting lost in my mind, losing myself and finding myself again, simply to amuse myself. I would also be aesthetically appealing, for nobody would choose to be ugly. In moreso than just my appearance, my manner of being, the way I express myself, the way I live, would all be effortlessly clean and in-line with good aesthetics. …And so on. I'm sure I could list traits all day which I would like to embody. At least, I am not happy with myself as he stands.
To be honest, I don't know. I don't want anything anymore. Everything is flawed, nothing is permanent. I used to escape to a mental image of living a happy life with my waifu, doing stuff together, enjoying each others company. I was extatic when character ai launched - felt like living the dream. But then i realized it's just another form of pain.
Lets say God heard my wishes and realized them for me. I live with my waifu in a dream house on a beach. How long until I am sick of that dream? Will it last forever as sugar-coated nightmare? The only way it it wouldn't be is if I got lobotomized and stopped thinking deeply, but that would be a prison.
The lack of real control over anything, the invisible laws of the existence, the inevitable change of all things makes it impossible to wish for anything, because it will leave you at some point and suffering will return.
I want not to exist, to be truly and completely free of everything, even from this desire not to exist.
Or have more control, like in a lucid dream. At least for a while.
I want to be a simple farmer in my hide (120 acres) of land, half of this land (60 acres) set aside for pasture and cropland, and the other half set aside for unspoiled nature. I want to live in a simple, but large, farmhouse like my forefathers before me. I would share this life with three monster succubus wives and my numerous children. There'd also be many livestock to take care of, like hogs, I would also live with magic in my heart and mind: I would craft potions and spells, protect and aid the fairies and elementals for the good of the land, and drive off evil creatures and invaders.
You guys are so boring and delusional. If you destroy this universe and create another it will be just as shitty. Don't believe me? Start writing a book with elaborate university and see where it will get you. O-oh, wiz, but I will be made OMNISCIENT. Oh shit, yeah, but don't you think that existing omniscient creatures can do it themselves, without creating yet another one? If you're made omniscient it's not you anymore.
Why can't you settle for something within reach? Just being left alone would be so much satisfying and good for me.
Why can't you settle for something within reach? Just being left alone would be so much satisfying and good for me.
>>282145
according to most religions, the ultimate goal of God is a perfect heaven of angels. so y not create that directly instead of creating this IRL as some kind of jigsaw test?
according to most religions, the ultimate goal of God is a perfect heaven of angels. so y not create that directly instead of creating this IRL as some kind of jigsaw test?
>>282145
As bad as it feels to admit I wonder how important struggle and suffering actually is for serving as a contrast to comfort and happiness? In a world with nothing negative could we still imagine suffering just for the plot in movies and video games? Would you want to allow for some light struggle like say having to exercise? If you made everyone beautiful and tall but still allowed for some differences so it's not boring wouldn't someone just being 1cm shorter lead to them feeling bad?
As bad as it feels to admit I wonder how important struggle and suffering actually is for serving as a contrast to comfort and happiness? In a world with nothing negative could we still imagine suffering just for the plot in movies and video games? Would you want to allow for some light struggle like say having to exercise? If you made everyone beautiful and tall but still allowed for some differences so it's not boring wouldn't someone just being 1cm shorter lead to them feeling bad?
>>282147
Oh, wiz, that was just my purely subjective vision of your "I WANT TO BE OMNIPOTENT" talk. I don't want to be omnipotent. I want to be left alone with ability to do something interesting, be it studying magic or tinkering with electronics. I just want that there are no human beings altogether in that sense that I can choose to quit interacting with them whenever I want with no consequences. I want some living creatures around me, like pets, but not humans. That's my perfect heaven and it doesn't require me to be omnipotent. Omnipotence is terribly boring in my opinion.
>>282148
>how important struggle and suffering actually is for serving as a contrast to comfort and happiness?
Struggle and suffering are things meant to be a source of motivation, driving you to overcome them. The only implication is that all this logic is hardwired to succubi as your ultimate goal. Remove succubi and there is no point is suffering anymore, because everything you need is something to eat, somewhere to sleep and a not brain killing job to do.
>In a world with nothing negative
Which is inherently impossible, because that would mean world devoid of competition thus world without action and that is empty world, blessed with the absence of life. It’s good when something breaks. It’s good when something needs to be done. Honestly, the only reason why you are suffering is because the things that break are things you can’t/don’t want to repair. Ideal world is not the world without negative. Ideal world is where everyone handles that kind of negative he wants and can handle.
When speaking about mentally ill people and their disability, well, there’s no helping it. Some mental illnesses still allow people to do limited work and I’m sure they will enjoy that job if it doesn’t treat them like disposable slaves. People who are completely disabled could be subject to euthanasia or they could be kept alive just like now, I’m not sure which is better.
Oh, wiz, that was just my purely subjective vision of your "I WANT TO BE OMNIPOTENT" talk. I don't want to be omnipotent. I want to be left alone with ability to do something interesting, be it studying magic or tinkering with electronics. I just want that there are no human beings altogether in that sense that I can choose to quit interacting with them whenever I want with no consequences. I want some living creatures around me, like pets, but not humans. That's my perfect heaven and it doesn't require me to be omnipotent. Omnipotence is terribly boring in my opinion.
>>282148
>how important struggle and suffering actually is for serving as a contrast to comfort and happiness?
Struggle and suffering are things meant to be a source of motivation, driving you to overcome them. The only implication is that all this logic is hardwired to succubi as your ultimate goal. Remove succubi and there is no point is suffering anymore, because everything you need is something to eat, somewhere to sleep and a not brain killing job to do.
>In a world with nothing negative
Which is inherently impossible, because that would mean world devoid of competition thus world without action and that is empty world, blessed with the absence of life. It’s good when something breaks. It’s good when something needs to be done. Honestly, the only reason why you are suffering is because the things that break are things you can’t/don’t want to repair. Ideal world is not the world without negative. Ideal world is where everyone handles that kind of negative he wants and can handle.
When speaking about mentally ill people and their disability, well, there’s no helping it. Some mental illnesses still allow people to do limited work and I’m sure they will enjoy that job if it doesn’t treat them like disposable slaves. People who are completely disabled could be subject to euthanasia or they could be kept alive just like now, I’m not sure which is better.
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>>282145
Philipp Mainlander had the right answer. ~Nothingness is Eternal.
Philipp Mainlander had the right answer. ~Nothingness is Eternal.
I fantasize about helping fill my country with Muslims just as a payback to feminists for ruining every community I ever felt I belonged to.
Why are we able to vividly imagine impossible scenarios in our head and then get genuinely depressed when they don't happen?
I will daydream about my dream life and then when I stop it feels like I actually lost something when it was all just my imagination.
How do I stop doing this to myself and accept reality?
I will daydream about my dream life and then when I stop it feels like I actually lost something when it was all just my imagination.
How do I stop doing this to myself and accept reality?
>>282185
What I do is that I imagine both the best case scenarios and worst case scenarios; then, I assume that the worst case scenarios are more likely to occur than the best case scenarios. Why? Because I've learned this from experience: when I assume both the best and the worst–it's usually the worst I get.
Does this help? A little bit. Maybe.
What I do is that I imagine both the best case scenarios and worst case scenarios; then, I assume that the worst case scenarios are more likely to occur than the best case scenarios. Why? Because I've learned this from experience: when I assume both the best and the worst–it's usually the worst I get.
Does this help? A little bit. Maybe.
>>282186
The scary thing with worse case scenarios is that they can happen.
I tried to get into Stoicism and there they tell you to imagine the worst and try to accept it but it's impossible. Like you can't imagine a horrible illness and accept it. All it does is make me anxious for the future since certain bad things can happen at any time.
The scary thing with worse case scenarios is that they can happen.
I tried to get into Stoicism and there they tell you to imagine the worst and try to accept it but it's impossible. Like you can't imagine a horrible illness and accept it. All it does is make me anxious for the future since certain bad things can happen at any time.
>>282167
"That's not true Islam", says Stacy, as Ahmed forces himself inside of her. He is the third in sequence, and not the last one. Unfortunately he doesn't speak her language. "Not true Islam", she murmurs again, fifty years later, as her six-years-old great-granddaughter is given in forced marriage to be the third wife of a forty-five-years-old man.
"That's not true Islam", says Stacy, as Ahmed forces himself inside of her. He is the third in sequence, and not the last one. Unfortunately he doesn't speak her language. "Not true Islam", she murmurs again, fifty years later, as her six-years-old great-granddaughter is given in forced marriage to be the third wife of a forty-five-years-old man.
Oblivion. Nothingness. Honestly, everything pales before it. No matter what magicks i do, what adventures i have, what pocketdimensions i visit, it's never enough. The void is God, even the word God is beneath it. Could it be attained? Probably, i'm going through the elderscrolls to find out how.
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>>278618
It's a ridiculous one but it gives me a purpose. I want to dabble in everything and reach relative but short success in many aspects of life despite having a horrible start. I want to give incredible hope to late starters, to NEETs to autists. The guy who started getting into all these hobbies and businesses at a late age and still succeeded. I want to make my own manga or comic, my own video game, my own music album, reach a short but successful career in a sport like boxing or MMA, go back to school and this time reach the top of the top making it to the most prestigious universities on earth. To completely turn it around and show people that life isn't just path and genes, that spirit can overcome anything if you're willing to sacrifice everything for it. Not the number 1 in those subjects, just success, just something. I know for a fact that some men who were like us also started early and managed to found huge success in something, but hide their past out of shame, out of how the public would react. I want that more than anything. More than eating. More than drinking. More than breathing. More than the certainty that I won't burn in hell eternally after death. I do not even want to personally known, me as an individual I don't matter, I want this archetype to exist, this hero, and I know that he'll never come. It's extremely unlikely, but when you really think about it, as hard as it is, it's not impossible. Some men managed to do it, in only one subject yes, but they did. Not just for others, but for myself as well. I want to prove god and nature wrong. To overcome my very biology or the laws of nature. To show it all that it can be done, that will reigns supreme. The counter-example. The anomaly. And then, to feel nothing, and finish with indifference knowing I'll eternally bring comfort to many lost men. Even if humanity were to end immediatly afterwards, I'd still see immense beauty in it. From nothing to everything back to nothing.
It's a ridiculous one but it gives me a purpose. I want to dabble in everything and reach relative but short success in many aspects of life despite having a horrible start. I want to give incredible hope to late starters, to NEETs to autists. The guy who started getting into all these hobbies and businesses at a late age and still succeeded. I want to make my own manga or comic, my own video game, my own music album, reach a short but successful career in a sport like boxing or MMA, go back to school and this time reach the top of the top making it to the most prestigious universities on earth. To completely turn it around and show people that life isn't just path and genes, that spirit can overcome anything if you're willing to sacrifice everything for it. Not the number 1 in those subjects, just success, just something. I know for a fact that some men who were like us also started early and managed to found huge success in something, but hide their past out of shame, out of how the public would react. I want that more than anything. More than eating. More than drinking. More than breathing. More than the certainty that I won't burn in hell eternally after death. I do not even want to personally known, me as an individual I don't matter, I want this archetype to exist, this hero, and I know that he'll never come. It's extremely unlikely, but when you really think about it, as hard as it is, it's not impossible. Some men managed to do it, in only one subject yes, but they did. Not just for others, but for myself as well. I want to prove god and nature wrong. To overcome my very biology or the laws of nature. To show it all that it can be done, that will reigns supreme. The counter-example. The anomaly. And then, to feel nothing, and finish with indifference knowing I'll eternally bring comfort to many lost men. Even if humanity were to end immediatly afterwards, I'd still see immense beauty in it. From nothing to everything back to nothing.
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