So far, I have, Im having, wet dreams every 7 or 11 days. sometimes 2 in 10 days. so, its not TRUE Retention. I feel SR, the true deal, is my only goal, skill and boon. I can't join the military ,or the police, or explore the planet, or be a billionarie. But I can Retain for 200 days with 0 wet dreams. i would be in the top 0,00000001% of men alive on the planet (or in the ISS- where they wank). I would be a living Relic. truly, its the only esoteric and practical skill Im bright at. and its becoming my only goal, to which achievement I devoted extensive and grueling study and operations.
>>281749 I see what you are doing. you are trivialising an extremely sacred Practice. however, my skill WILL be not even having wet dreams. medical science declares it impossible to not-have wds if you dont Emmitt in any other way. very well! I shall prove medical science wrong.
>>281758 I DID have a journal but i was incomplete Retention. as I said, sometimes Id get…3 wet dreams within less than 2 weeks. Maybe, once I reach day 108 of Pure Retention; I might write down stuff. preferably on paper not virtual
>>281760 he's apparently up to crippling his mind with some meditation bullshit. trust me if you corner yourself in suicidal depression you won't have a fucking wet thought for as long as you're depressed. if you combine that with self inflicted anxiety or other self programming you might as well render yourself asexual. just remember that your libido isn't going to vaporize, so greet your new schizophrenia.
1st day of nofap. I did 30 pull ups and went on a 1 hour walk. I noticed that during lunch, my meal tasted remarkably more satisfying. It seems that after the invigorating exercise, my appetite surged, making the dining experience all the more enjoyable. Right after my workout, I experienced a surge in strength, as if I could effortlessly fight someone and come out victorious. This sensation of being strong is undeniably superior to feeling weak or merely average and fills my heart with confidence, happiness, and peace.
we're all gonna make it bros. Porn and masturbation are for normalniggers. We separate ourselves from the herd by not acting like them. Rejecting what they pursue is the goal.
>>283438 This is the faggot who wrote that. A pro-transsexual communist who blames Trump for his mental issues and screams NAZI NAZI NAZI at any White person.
>>283441 I would consider labeling something someone does for their own self improvement, with little to no contribution to an outside social group (minus posting on the internet about it, because then any gaggle of weirdos online can be considered a "cult"), as a cult to be an ad hominium. Webm isnt evidence for or against masturbation, but if there's normgroids and their media leaders kvetching over a bunch of guys saying they want to live a life without this easy access to sexual material (which is only a recent invention. not saying porn in any form didnt exist beofore 100 years ago or so, ex. talismans/mythos of fertility beings), then my biases align more towards the abstinence gang
I find it interesting that as succubi become more and more slutty society becomes more and more hostile to male sexuality. As society cheers on succubi getting fucked by a million guys they screech at men for jerking off to porn in their living rooms
>>283444 >society cheers on succubi getting fucked by a million guys It doesn't, you terminal crab >they screech at men for jerking off to porn Again, they don't.
Maybe spend less time on crab sites and blackpill forums run by trolls who get a rise out of convincing young men that "all succubi are whore" and "Men are persecuted for being men".
>>283445 I can smell your disgusting hole from here. Go back to Crystal cafe
I have never once, not a single time, seen self-improvement, nofap, or noporn suggested to succubi. Not once. Fujos can beat their clams like a new england fisherman all day and no one says anything. A man jerks off once and he's the devil.
>>283443 The alt-Right didnt take down Pornhub, the NY Times did, with the lie that it just bombard you with CP and rape. When you can't even find realistic rape bdsm when actively searching for it.
>>283445 >Maybe spend less time on crab sites and blackpill forums run by trolls who get a rise out of convincing young men that "all succubi are whore" and "Men are persecuted for being men". But that's just factual information?
>>283456 >all succubi are whore 90% only, the 10% will always be taken and the genetic garbage that's cronically online will not get them >Men are persecuted for being men nope, just an excuse to shit on genetic dead ends, chads are doing fine
I've been retaining for +600 days, where are my superpowers? What should my fresh load be dedicated to?
Started because I got what looked like beginning stages of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome by the way, characterized by Post-Exertional Malaise, a fancy term for flu-like symptoms and muscle pain after exercising.
>>283493 Also I had a weird dream today. I dreamt that I was with "friends", faceless guys, and for some reason we were planning to do something, next scene is me in a room with prostitute Kobeni from CSM. We didn't have sex, but I don't get wet dreams often I don't even think that counts.
DO NOT WATCH PORN. IT'S THE DEVIL. DO NOT WATCH IT. MEN WHO ARE CELIBATE ASCEND TO A GREATER EXISTENCE. THEY WANT you to keep wasting your valuable seed and be a mindless drone addicted to consuming porn. Don't let them brainwash you and turn you into a sheep. PORN IS THE DEVIL
>>283603 Tradfags are very funny. They always go for the shaming tactic, as if anyone who has abandoned society could muster the energy to give 1 billionth of a shit.
degenerates and failed normies don't like it when a wizard rejects pornography and vice in turn for a more celibate and insightful life free of mundane pleasures. They want them to be addicts to all sorts of fetishes and filth and succumb to depravity just like they did. Good thing Wizards know better and actively avoid these traps of mental slavery and anguish.
>>283621 "coomer" is a brainrot term itself used by hostile idiots who think watching porn by default means youre addicted and is used to demonize guys who have an enjoyable outlet - if you think porn rots your brain you must also think vidya and anime rot your brain, by activating the same heckin' overdose of unnatural serotonin peepoopeepoo receptors or whatever dudebro science you want to shit out. basically the endgame of nofap and nofap adjacent ideology is: don't do things you enjoy, feel shame about the things you do enjoy, have no escapism - just work and grind and suffer.
nofap is a pseudoscience cult based on flimsy anecdotal placebo effects, encouraged by tradtards projecting their status anxiety and self-loathing and inability to get the succubus onto other guys, and feminists who demonize porn because they hate men enjoying themselves (same reason they attack videogames). these people are not your friends, they're anti-wizard.
fapping doesn't damage your brain wiring, humans evolved to ejaculate, doesn't matter how or what you get off to, your body can't differentiate, all it does it make you tired for a bit, so it's better to do it before bed.
you want self improvement? get rid of needless shame around touching your willy when you feel like it. you can pretend like youre bucking the system or whatever but youre actually conforming, you might as well be some religious nut chopping off foreskins because masturbation makes you blind; the motivation is the same.
nofap is nothing but celibacy that originated with wizard monks from all religions who knew sex was the root of all evil so they rejected it and condemn it as it should be. True wizards follow on their path and become wiser and powerful. Failed normies and coomers can't and this isn't surprising: You can't ask a nigger to act like a white person just like you can't ask a failed normie coomer to act like a celibate wizard.
“Chimp in state of nature never jerks off, but in captivity he does, wat does this mean? In state of nature he’s too busy, to put plainly. He is concerned with mastering space: solving problem of life in and under trees, mastering what tools he can, mastering social relations in the jockeying for power and status. Deprived of this drive to development and self-increase he devolves to pointless masturbation, in captivity, where he senses he is in owned space and therefore the futility of all his efforts and all his actions. The onanism of modern society is connected with its supposed “hyper-sexualization” and its infertility. It’s not really hyper-sexualization, but the devolution of the spirit to the lassitude of a diffuse and weak sexuality.”
There are great things a man can be doing with his time. For him to spend his time otherwise fapping, especially while putting himself in a state of submission to 3d females, is to voluntarily reduce himself to nothing but a polluter, a roach dragging his testes across a blacklit hardwood floor. It's the ultimate form of disrespect for oneself and leaves the man worse off physically and with a lowered state of brain activity. No less a self-hating act than smoking marijuana.
>>283631 >feminists who demonize porn They don't, in fact a lot of modern feminism is responsible for encouraging run of the mill females to take up "sex work". > they attack videogames They don't. It was three whiny succubi with a social media presence and a sexual relationship with game devs that made a few videos and a congress appearance about evil video games in 2016 and that part of gamergate has clearly offended you something fierce for you to hold a grudge against an entire sex because of it. >nofap is a pseudoscience Nothing to do with the body shooting chemicals out of itself is psuedoscince. Going potty isn't psuedosience. Ear wax isn't psuedopscience. >based yea >placebo effects Even if this were true, this still means you admit that it has a positive effect that some men can feel. Which, real or not, is something that shouldn't be discouraged. >nofap adjacent ideology You mean WIZARDRY? Outsider hahah!! >fapping doesn't damage your brain wiring Yes it does. Any act done in routine makes our brain reward us for and only for performing that act. Jerking off is addictive, and like any addiction, the brain becomes dependent on it. Dice in to the sea of porn addicts who lament their anger and incapacity which can only be quelled by ejaculating. >oesn't matter how or what you get off to Yes it does. As bad as cumming is, it's a spectrum with varying degrees of possible damage. A "man" who trickles little drops of transparent seminal fluid to violent or self-destructive acts will begin to associate those acts with the feeling of his tiny nuts shivvering. A man who blows White ropes to drawings of silky little succubi in beds of flowers will begin to associate the sight and company of objective beauty with the feeling of relieving bodily pressure. It's basic science, you wouldn't understand, being a Redditspacer and all. >your body can't differentiate It can. That's like saying the body can't differentiate between an iron ingot and a silicone onahole. Very unwise. >all it does it make you tired for a bit Projection. It might make YOU tired, you being you and all, but don't expect yourself of all people to represent what a normal healthy person's response to physical stimuli would be. >so it's better to do it before bed. It's a direct stimulus on the adrenal gland, and the necessary blood redirection and rapid reproduction of seminal fluid redirects blood and nutrients from the parts of the brain and body responsible for re-energizing the body. You are 100% making things up. It even reduces the chemical count needed to induce an erection which the body does at night to effortlessly retain urine, resulting in less muscle power needed to do so and a lower chance of getting up to pee in our Mountain Dew jug.
>>283633 Are most men really expanding human knowledge now or are they intellectually masturbating to attract a mate via hypergame? It seems like in modern times, any progress made that expands human knowledge is solely status grabbing. Nothing gets done for pure pleasure, a higher cause or scholastic enjoyment. And when anything is done that muddies the norm, we laugh and jeer.
>>283641 >Everyone wants status Not in the celebratory normie sense of "celebrity" at least. Most people just want a family and to be left alone I thought? Status signalling is just normie gewgaws.
>>283633 Humans aren't chimps. Same with the stupid rat utopia experiment. Duh rats do things so dah humans do the same things cuz humans r rats. Give me a fucking break!!! I'm dying from the stupidity radiation being given off!!!
You know monkeys throw their own feces but humans don't…waht the fuck !!! we are losing what it means to be human!!!
>>283648 I will search out any knowledge, comb the depths of esoterica, struggle and climb the mountains of erudition, to defend my constant and inexorable omega goon lifestyle.
Finally completed a month of no masturbation or porn.
Week 1 I think this week was the hardest. Easy on the first days but then on the 5th day I had a great urge. Week 2 Lot of mental torture and anguish. I was almost spiraling out of control. Even seeing the ankle of some succubi on the street would trigger dark unwizardly thoughts, also felt slightly depressed. Week 3 I didn't feel anything and wanted to go back to the old habit because everything else seemed insipid. I had many negative emotions and felt almost lost. Week 4 I was becoming adjusted to this new life. Felt more confident and mentally stronger. Suddenly simple things overfilled me with joy and a sense of gratitude and I had no need to or desire to relapse.
I will not allow myself to masturbate, view porn or give myself the release. I want to be able to relearn life. I am doing this to better myself after all. Main goal is to hit 90 days. Good luck everyone.
I've been taking pygeum and zinc every day for a couple weeks, no fapping the whole time. It was rough! But part of the plan.
Tonight, Saturday night, I got out my bottle of Video Head Cleaner, the best popper on the market. Stripped down, got out my gel. Brought up Pornhub on my iPad and stroked long and hard. Edged carefully, and ended up gooning out. Only hit the poppers a couple times but holy fuck that's all I needed.
I came thick, heavy ropes all over my chest, face, hair. On the fucking wall behind me (I was laying down in bed). So fucking satisfying. It's like you feel god and the universe flowing through you, it what existence is all about. Saving up my cum for that epic, brain-melting nut was so worth it. Thanks for the inspiration wizbros.
>>283633 >They don't, in fact a lot of modern feminism is responsible for encouraging run of the mill females to take up "sex work". This is tradtard cope, succubi take up sex work and onlyfans because it's easy, actual sex work eg prostitution has existed forever, so no, not because of feminism, even if it was, I frankly don't care, not my problem. Feminists demonize porn as encouraging and normalizing violence against succubi, that's a fact, look it up - which is tantamount to saying violent videogames cause violence, they don't, they just hate male sexuality and men enjoying themselves. >They don't. It was three whiny succubi with a social media presence and a sexual relationship with game devs that made a few videos and a congress appearance about evil video games in 2016 and that part of gamergate has clearly offended you something fierce for you to hold a grudge against an entire sex because of it. And now those sorts of whiny succubi have positions in the game industry, and they regurgitate that rhetoric, it's a loud minority of vocal feminist gatekeepers and they ruin things guys like, #theforceisfemale, if you don't understand that by now you are really out of the loop and frankly it's embarrassing you call yourself a wizard who's primary hobbies are ones of videogames and anime but handwave feminist subhumans shitting on your escapism - pathetic. >Nothing to do with the body shooting chemicals out of itself is psuedoscince. Going potty isn't psuedosience. Ear wax isn't psuedopscience. Yeah and me taking a shit doesn't make me feel worse, cumming makes me tired, that's it, I wake up tomorrow and feel fine. Larp as a monk all you want it doesn't change anything. >Even if this were true, this still means you admit that it has a positive effect that some men can feel. Which, real or not, is something that shouldn't be discouraged. Actually it is, because you're spreading harmful bullshit making guys feel self loathing about something they enjoy doing, probably one of their only outlets, for fake not real boons that you can totally trust me guys like I feel like better after 259 days. How about you encourage people to get a hobby instead? >You mean WIZARDRY? Outsider hahah!! nosex =/= nofap >Yes it does. Any act done in routine makes our brain reward us for and only for performing that act. Jerking off is addictive, and like any addiction, the brain becomes dependent on it. Dice in to the sea of porn addicts who lament their anger and incapacity which can only be quelled by ejaculating. Yeah I don't care, I play videogames a lot because they're fun and there's naught much better to do - am I "addicted", maybe, am I going to beat myself up about it? No. >Yes it does. As bad as cumming is, it's a spectrum with varying degrees of possible damage. A "man" who trickles little drops of transparent seminal fluid to violent or self-destructive acts will begin to associate those acts with the feeling of his tiny nuts shivvering. A man who blows White ropes to drawings of silky little succubi in beds of flowers will begin to associate the sight and company of objective beauty with the feeling of relieving bodily pressure. It's basic science, you wouldn't understand, being a Redditspacer and all. Not what I'm talking about smart alec larper man, the basis of nofap is fapping is bad but me can increase status by transferring pleasure time into productive time to increase status so I can ejaculate inside succubus instead, this is the prototypical nofapper motivation, like it or not, the body doesn't know where you're ejaculating inside, doesn't matter. The rest of your post is just meaningless pseudo drivel, but if you want to keep torturing your little brain with infographics of whether or not what I cum to will damage this wire or that wire, go for it, sounds fun. >Projection. It might make YOU tired, you being you and all, but don't expect yourself of all people to represent what a normal healthy person's response to physical stimuli would be. Uh, and what would that be, ejaculating and then feeling like you just drank a monster? No, it's normal to feel a bit sleepy after cumming, but go off. >It's a direct stimulus on the adrenal gland, and the necessary blood redirection and rapid reproduction of seminal fluid redirects blood and nutrients from the parts of the brain and body responsible for re-energizing the body. You are 100% making things up. It even reduces the chemical count needed to induce an erection which the body does at night to effortlessly retain urine, resulting in less muscle power needed to do so and a lower chance of getting up to pee in our Mountain Dew jug. So you're saying I should stop doing something I enjoy because I might need to get up and take a piss? Get a hobby you freak.
>>283633 >“Chimp in state of nature never jerks off, but in captivity he does, wat does this mean? In state of nature he’s too busy, to put plainly. He is concerned with mastering space: solving problem of life in and under trees, mastering what tools he can, mastering social relations in the jockeying for power and status. Deprived of this drive to development and self-increase he devolves to pointless masturbation, in captivity, where he senses he is in owned space and therefore the futility of all his efforts and all his actions. The onanism of modern society is connected with its supposed “hyper-sexualization” and its infertility. It’s not really hyper-sexualization, but the devolution of the spirit to the lassitude of a diffuse and weak sexuality.” >There are great things a man can be doing with his time. For him to spend his time otherwise fapping, especially while putting himself in a state of submission to 3d females, is to voluntarily reduce himself to nothing but a polluter, a roach dragging his testes across a blacklit hardwood floor. It's the ultimate form of disrespect for oneself and leaves the man worse off physically and with a lowered state of brain activity. No less a self-hating act than smoking marijuana.
Oh btw, speaking of projection, this is literally pure projection - just because YOU feel ashamed when you bust a nut doesn't mean everyone else does. That quote is also fragrantly anti wizard, because the implication is if you aren't "dropping out and fapping which is like so totally harmful guise wow the indsturial revolution and its conasequences….:(" you SHOULD be joining the status chasing rat race game, getting a job, "mastering space" (nobody is doing this anymore btw, space has been mastered, ever seen Google Maps?) guess what, life is a lot easier now than it was back then, and that's a good thing - this means more time to do frivolous fun things, like play with my willy to hot 2d babes. You're a straightup pseudo larper who thinks he has some great aptitude for not touching his sausage, nobody cares, if you want to do that fine, but keep your stupid ideology to yourself and stop polluting the mind's of naive and gullible wizzies, especially on /dep/, where they could do with a lot less of that - also, if it makes you so happy and free of negative energies and evil vagina voodoo magics, why are you still here?
You could say the exact same thing about videogames and anime or TV shows, urrr they create diminished brain activities durr, wow, amazing, guess I'll just never do anything I like and work work work grind grind grind like the good old tradcel who wrote that little piece would suggest. Nah, I got hobbies, I enjoy those, I also enjoy fapping, deal with it. Thanks for the sexy image though.
>>284245 I find it pathetic how normies (especially succubi) are now trying so hard to ruin hobbies and jobs that used to be for nerds and wizards only. I just find it disgusting, retarded and infuriating how when something becomes popular it can go from being disgusting loser shit to cool, trendy, awesome, praiseworthy. It's just insanely stupid, I have no words for it. Normies must have animal-like brains.
>>284254 >Nature is grand isn't it? Yes, the miracle of life! >>284256 >Ah, only for words in and it's already going to the trash. You know you're about to read some yummu yummy stinky crab crap when you see the word "cope".
three weeks of nofap. the last few days were hard to be honest, i don't know why. two and half hours of elaborate and careful fantasies. literally felt my exit heat while cum. feel pleasant weakness creep all over my body. conclusion is that if you have to fap, do it rarely and edge carefully. this way you can face unavoidable in the most pleasant manner possible.
also, i've realized that after two weeks of nofap fantasies turn me on x10 times more than any porn possible. porn is nothing but a pathetic ball of dregs in comparison to functional fantasy.
However, if you were doing a kind of Schopenhauerian askesis, you would certainly deserve respect.
The problem is that you are confusing non-procreating with not touching your dick.
You can fap as much as you want, that's not the issue. What deserves respect is to abstain from procreation and LDARing in spite of all the stupid stuff normalfags are doing with their ridiculous lives.
But your post is, funnily enough, the ridiculous one, describing a ridiculous behavior (fake or not, regardless).
>>286367 retain for 200 days with 0 wet dreams/daydreams and you will see the truth which bounds surpass the limits of human mind. things are only pointless as long as you are not clairvoyant enough to see through the infamous design of the demiurgus
>>286375 Did you manage what you're asking? How did you avoid wet dreams for 200 days? The only resource I found on this is below:
"The neem and turmeric together has the power to break down the sperm cells and make it into another level of energy – which is called as Ojas There are other dimensions to this – that is, if we use this neem and turmeric on an empty stomach, one aspect is, it has the power to transform one dimension of energy within you, to another. In the sense – in the yogic culture, this must be understood with proper perspective – the doctors say that if you consume excessive neem, it will destroy the sperm cells. Which is good proof for what we have been saying for thousands of years."
I bought neem and turmeric, used them both on and off. I noticed some improvement but I really need to test more. Also tried semen transmutation yoga exercises and five tibetan rites, headstands, mula bandha. Nothing really stopped wet dreams like neem and turmeric
>>286924 >Did you manage what you're asking? unfortunately, i did not. but i am investing time into training of my will and harnessing powers of my spirit, calling upon ancient and internal sources of magic to give me spells to defeat succubi. it is a hard battle but i can see the light in the end of the line. i will become enlightened. i will win this battle.
i am in this very funny state when i want to jerk off but don't want to think of anything that would turn me on so it's kinda like tearing yourself in two.
>>286998 the wisdom of ancient deities of magic is infinite. a fool is he who does not, in his possession of magic, seek their advice and counsel and spells. embrace this raw primordial power. feel the magic flowing through your spiritual veins. take hold of elements and make them abide to your calling. be a master. be a commander.
>>281751 >not playing golf for an extended period of time >literally comparing the retention of a biological instinct to abstinence from a type of entertainment
>>287015 After quitting golf, all that extra time and energy really helped me get my life in order. Sure, I think about golf sometimes, but I'm not a slave to my thoughts. I threw away my hard drive full of golf videos, use to just watch those for hours and practice my putter. After golfing I would feel really empty and ashamed, but I couldn't imagine life without it. I had golfing needs and I thought every men had them, that it was just a normal part of being a guy. But this was just the brainwashing from the golfing industry. It's a billion dollar industry. Grown men watching balls go into holes! We live in a society…
is it normal that it's somewhat painful to cum? pain's along the tube or whatever the fuck it's called, i mean the way through which the thing flows and exits. sharp feeling but goes away after a few seconds of massage. really don't what to think. i cum rarely, maybe overwork myself a bit, i don't know. any help?