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What was highschool like for you guys? I feel like highschool shaped me into who I am and not in a good way. Constantly getting the shit kicked out of me and being laughed at by my female peers is what set me on the path of wizardy to begin with, but I guess I can't complain, a friend of mine from Russia got cigarettes put out on him at school. The worst part is parents and teachers harping on about how those are the best years of your life. Maybe for the genetically gifted, I guess I didn't deserve to have the "best years of my life"
I don't remember almost anything that happened in high school, I only remember the books I was reading at the time and the few times succubi asked me why I was so quiet or laughed at me for being the only virgin in the class.
The majority of my high school life was in homeschooling because I had gotten into too many fights throughout primary school and one already in secondary that my parents gave up.
>>274255
Normally this meme is painfully unfunny, but seeing it posted in such a random context made me laugh.
Normally this meme is painfully unfunny, but seeing it posted in such a random context made me laugh.
I guess these were the "best years of my life" because people stopped bullying me, everybody was at least ok with each other in the class and I've got a small pack of friends. I was thinking that I'm finally "blooming", but by the end I realized being social just isn't for me.
It was fine, nobody bothered me. Living in a place filled with mafia and crime, everyone formed small cliques (except me, I was always alone) and minded his own business
>>274268
Well I'm neet living through welfare now, I dropped out because I started playing videogames 24/hr
Well I'm neet living through welfare now, I dropped out because I started playing videogames 24/hr
I encountered worse bullying in elementary but I was also an outcast in high school and got into a lot of bad situations with people. Highschool was pretty much the last time I had to socialize with a lot of people whether it was good or bad and sometimes I even dream about the people from high school and in my dream im a teen as well because after that time there is a huge gap with socialization.
Its weird but sometimes I wish I could get into a machine that lets me simulate the past so I can go back to that time just to feel more alive again. Even if a lot of stuff was bad and I didnt have any friends there was still some life in me.
Its weird but sometimes I wish I could get into a machine that lets me simulate the past so I can go back to that time just to feel more alive again. Even if a lot of stuff was bad and I didnt have any friends there was still some life in me.
>>274270
>Even if a lot of stuff was bad and I didnt have any friends there was still some life in me.
even if life was bad back then we atleast didn't have to deal with the stress of worrying about survival that sucks the joy out of everything, when you're young you also have hopes of thing changing for the better, those hopes die one by one as you become older and jaded
>Even if a lot of stuff was bad and I didnt have any friends there was still some life in me.
even if life was bad back then we atleast didn't have to deal with the stress of worrying about survival that sucks the joy out of everything, when you're young you also have hopes of thing changing for the better, those hopes die one by one as you become older and jaded
I feel like most of us were too irrelevant to even be bullied. Like we were background characters to normies life. I had friends, but they were more like acquaintances.
I dont miss it. dont miss having to take tests and wake up early. Only thing i miss is being a creep and staring at gurls
I dont miss it. dont miss having to take tests and wake up early. Only thing i miss is being a creep and staring at gurls
>>274245
School fucked me up twice. I went back to high school as a teacher. The kids loved me because I was laid back, didn't punish them for stupid stuff, and knew all the memes and games they were into. For the first time, I was actually popular. But then the the popular staff members in the faculty room started bullying me by filing bullshit complaints and I was removed "effective immediately" as if I was some kind child abuser. Even some of my colleagues thought what they did to me was cruel and unfair. After that, I decided to fuck work, fuck people, and just live as NEET forever.
School fucked me up twice. I went back to high school as a teacher. The kids loved me because I was laid back, didn't punish them for stupid stuff, and knew all the memes and games they were into. For the first time, I was actually popular. But then the the popular staff members in the faculty room started bullying me by filing bullshit complaints and I was removed "effective immediately" as if I was some kind child abuser. Even some of my colleagues thought what they did to me was cruel and unfair. After that, I decided to fuck work, fuck people, and just live as NEET forever.
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>>274313
Clearly society doesn't deserve you, society doesn't know what's good and should be taught a lesson.
>filing bullshit complaints
Today's society is very sensitive to complaints, regardless of how grounded they are. We should fight fire with fire and use chatGPT to mass-produce compelling complaints against those petty tyrants. Who knows, it could end up being more impactful than terrorism.
Clearly society doesn't deserve you, society doesn't know what's good and should be taught a lesson.
>filing bullshit complaints
Today's society is very sensitive to complaints, regardless of how grounded they are. We should fight fire with fire and use chatGPT to mass-produce compelling complaints against those petty tyrants. Who knows, it could end up being more impactful than terrorism.
>>274313
So you didn't even tried back again elsewhere nor thought about revenge?
Do you have neetbux at least?
So you didn't even tried back again elsewhere nor thought about revenge?
Do you have neetbux at least?
>>274249
Indeed laughs are ok. Or isn't it worthy of celebration somehow that you do not lose your time with such manipulative sociopaths?
Indeed laughs are ok. Or isn't it worthy of celebration somehow that you do not lose your time with such manipulative sociopaths?
>>274245
Why in the damn world is anyone thinking they do not deserve a good thing? Why in the damn world are you even allowing such retardation in your brains!?
Why in the damn world is anyone thinking they do not deserve a good thing? Why in the damn world are you even allowing such retardation in your brains!?
I literally tell you that I bullied and trolled stacies until making them cry, I almost got killed.
>Virgin maybe, insel never.
>Life is conflict, hatred. Avoid the delusions of social skills or lost chances.
>Virgin maybe, insel never.
>Life is conflict, hatred. Avoid the delusions of social skills or lost chances.
Skipping school all the time, getting in massive fights with my parents… also nearly starving myself out of fear that non-organic food was poisonous. I had a special reduced hour school day, then eventually got moved to a program for "troubled kids", but still stayed truant most days. This ended quickly with me starting homeschooling which was bullshit, then online high school… Both my parents and grandparents were always trying to help me but my severe mental illnesses got in the way. Still haven't completed the online high school program to this day even after trying for a few years….
What did my typical day look like?
>Start desktop PC
>Play a shitty video game like War Thunder
>Masturbate
>Eat a tiny meal of eggs and fries
Sometimes with bonus near-psychosis and rushing thoughts about the government and Monsanto poisoning everyone, feeling like the world was ending, and starvation.
What did my typical day look like?
>Start desktop PC
>Play a shitty video game like War Thunder
>Masturbate
>Eat a tiny meal of eggs and fries
Sometimes with bonus near-psychosis and rushing thoughts about the government and Monsanto poisoning everyone, feeling like the world was ending, and starvation.
>>274313
I knew an assistant teacher who was more popular than the unlikeable faggot they worked under and was trusted by the kids, and that prick just kept piling more work onto the TA as petty revenge. Next time a school pooting happens hopefully the kid will kiss all the staff.
I knew an assistant teacher who was more popular than the unlikeable faggot they worked under and was trusted by the kids, and that prick just kept piling more work onto the TA as petty revenge. Next time a school pooting happens hopefully the kid will kiss all the staff.
>>274351
You percieved a teacher offloading work on to his paid assistant as "revenge", and so now you want a bunch of random teachers to die…
Kil yourself, succubus.
You percieved a teacher offloading work on to his paid assistant as "revenge", and so now you want a bunch of random teachers to die…
Kil yourself, succubus.
>>274352
Yes, they take part in torturing kids as much as other kids do whether through blindly obeying school board dictats, blind negligence, or even directly partaking in bullying.
Yes, they take part in torturing kids as much as other kids do whether through blindly obeying school board dictats, blind negligence, or even directly partaking in bullying.
High school was actually fine for me. I had a crew of outcast friends who were always around me since they often had nothing better to do either.
It was when I went to college where I realized that I would never be like anyone else. I tried hard to change but couldn't.
It was when I went to college where I realized that I would never be like anyone else. I tried hard to change but couldn't.
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>teachers harping on about how those are the best years of your life
I guess, those were, technically, the best years of my life. Because I didn't attend HS in my teens.
I dropped out of school when I was 15.
I graduated when I was 23.
I didn't want to go to school because it was extremely boring and I hated everyone there. I used to daydream a lot. I was and still is very lazy.
I spent my late teenage years (16-19) jacking off to furry porn, listening to audiobooks, browsing imageboards, watching stupid videos on YouTube and playing videogames (mainly WoW).
Even though I was a worthless NEET (I'm still one but now I have way more responsibilities and life just keeps getting worse) who was afraid to go outside, those were the absolute best years of my life.
Full on escapism, I was younger and healthier, I was new. It was a very unique experience.
I remember listening to various (audio)books by Lovecraft at night. It felt like I was in a completely different world,
like I was in the world of dreams. At those moments I didn't care about anything. Now, more than a decade later, nothing makes me truly happy. I still enjoy playing vidya and listening to audiobooks but it's just not the same. And there are so many problems now (everyday and existential), problems that I simply can't ignore anymore.
I guess, those were, technically, the best years of my life. Because I didn't attend HS in my teens.
I dropped out of school when I was 15.
I graduated when I was 23.
I didn't want to go to school because it was extremely boring and I hated everyone there. I used to daydream a lot. I was and still is very lazy.
I spent my late teenage years (16-19) jacking off to furry porn, listening to audiobooks, browsing imageboards, watching stupid videos on YouTube and playing videogames (mainly WoW).
Even though I was a worthless NEET (I'm still one but now I have way more responsibilities and life just keeps getting worse) who was afraid to go outside, those were the absolute best years of my life.
Full on escapism, I was younger and healthier, I was new. It was a very unique experience.
I remember listening to various (audio)books by Lovecraft at night. It felt like I was in a completely different world,
like I was in the world of dreams. At those moments I didn't care about anything. Now, more than a decade later, nothing makes me truly happy. I still enjoy playing vidya and listening to audiobooks but it's just not the same. And there are so many problems now (everyday and existential), problems that I simply can't ignore anymore.
I had no friends and was chronically mute due to my fear of opposition from bullies due to my interests and general behavior. My porn addiction was at a all time high during my junior and senior years of high school, but through I struggle to talk to any succubi at all. I was actually known for staring at the succubi in my classes all the time, just because I was too scared to actually talk to them. I was scared I was gay, so that made me very introvert and nervous around pretty much everyone. A lot of the people in my school though I was extremely smart, which was always bogus, and one guy even used to pay me to due his homework for him. I used to skip class all the time and would sometimes only come to school for only one class a day. It didn't help that my family didn't know what was going on with me, so they just thought I was acting out like any rebellious teen would. I wish I could go back and change everything, especially seeing how things have turned out since, but I can only try to live a better life now than I did back then.
>What was highschool like for you guys?
Hell
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Hell
but with really really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY really nice people.
if highschool years were "the best years" of my life, then im in for a shit ride of constant pain and misery
It was extremely normal, boring, and devoid of incident. I went to class and then went home afterwards. From time to time I would attend regularly scheduled events classified as "extracurriculars". I had a vague awareness that other children spent time with each other outside of school and these scheduled events too, but somehow it was never even an option for me and I didn't question it until afterwards when it was too late. I feel like I've never made a real decision in my entire life. I've never been free, out of the watchful eye of my parents or the school, never without a clearly defined social role and purpose to act out. After school ended and I finally was "free" it turned out I was too much of a coward to do anything, so I did nothing, and here I am now, still doing nothing. All my life I have been the definition of a background character. An NPC, or Mob character as the Japanese would say.
I've come to think of this as an intentional feature of the capitalist system. They want to create people like me who are basically broken by a complete lack of autonomy. We are followers born and bred. All we know how to do is show up and then do as we are told. This of course is exactly what the capitalist elites want and value in a worker. They love dependency and complacency. I wonder if maybe I was just too weak for such a system that was intended to break normalfags, and the conditioning went too far on my nature and turned me into this husk of a person who can't even become a slave like they want me to be.
I've come to think of this as an intentional feature of the capitalist system. They want to create people like me who are basically broken by a complete lack of autonomy. We are followers born and bred. All we know how to do is show up and then do as we are told. This of course is exactly what the capitalist elites want and value in a worker. They love dependency and complacency. I wonder if maybe I was just too weak for such a system that was intended to break normalfags, and the conditioning went too far on my nature and turned me into this husk of a person who can't even become a slave like they want me to be.
Highschool was okay for me. I was known as the guy that didn't talk so everyone left me alone. And I spent lunch break with a group that understood that. It was 2009 so no bullies were around.
fights, succubi approaching me, succubus sitting on me, succubus kissing me on the cheek, fights, bullying, dropping out. Taking contrarian attitudes to teachers, and trying to destroy their points of view in my essays. Rebelling against all norms. 100% rebellious but too anxious to speak often, and certainly not to succubi. freezing and running. Being tricked by low-minded peers. Being bullied. Being ostracised by friend group in earlier years - in later years no friends to speak of just acquaintances… Dropping out.
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If you suffered in HS, i've got a story to tell ye, sit and hear my tale, for i shall not repeat it twice nor thrice
It was a cold morning of march, i was 17 years old, i remember the night before feeling a little sick, like a shadow hanging over me, lying in wait for me to harm. I lived near the school back then, so i could walk to the building relatively fast, thoose were long 15 minutes of walking, the darkness await, patient.
Once i was in my class, when i sat in my chair, the same chair i sat every day next the door, i felt the strongest, sharpest, and horryfing pain that i ever felt, right on my belly. Hell had just begun. As always, i just tried to repress the pain, thinking that it would be gone if i ignore it. It wasn't gone. My school had a pretty strict rule: no one goes to the bathrooms with no vigilance, just at the recess time. You know, because students fighting, banging, using and selling drugs…But the teacher saw the fear in my eyes: i was, in fact, starting to shat my pants. So she told me to go quickly. Then i run, i run like if Lucifer was trying to devour my soul: first one stair, for in the first floor my classroom was. Then a large, bast, giant yard, that separated the building were i was from the one that had the bathrooms. O! hasty i was, but my pants were already brownish when a came to the last stage: the last stairs that separated me from the glorious toilet. Runing as fast as i could, i finally got to the bathroom: a doorless room, with a bunch of urinals and 4 or 5 toilets yuxtaposed. They all seemed equal, so i just picked the first one and started the brown waterfall of heresy. one minute, two, maybe three, the pain was gone. I got up, i saw the toilet and… And there was no toilet, in fact there was other thing, a bidet, a bidet camouflaged between the normal thrones, a bidet, that now, was overflowing with fecal matter.
So, there i was, a 17 years old me who had just accidentaly filled a random bidet of his school with shit, full of dread, and with my pants down, cusring outloud and without any clue of what to do. In minutes, i resolved that the wisest decision was to clean it, i couldn't left it there, i could be discovered and bullied for the rest of my schoolar life if i did it.
So armed with breavery i went, with my ass full of poop, to the place were the cleaning personal was:
>"i've got s-some, trouble back in t-the b-bathroom, m-may i ask for some garbage bags, p-please?
My plan was to grab it as if it was dogshit, and left it…somewhere, cleaning the rest of it with my underpants, that i planed to throw over a wall that lead to the streets. Unfortunatly, the answer of the janitor, a 50 years old succubi, was:
<we didn't got any, get theese.
And she gave me a bucket and a old rag…I had to improvise.
I was back in the bathrooms, about to confront the enemy, as a knight, who has not sword nor shield, but rag and bucket. The battle started. First i tried to grab the shit with the rag, doing my best to keep my hands clean (in wich i miserably failed) and put it in the bucket, i didn't know what i would do then, but the moment came when i put the majority of the shit in the filthy bucket. When i was about to throw the shit anywhere and use the bucket for cleaning the bidet, the janitor arrived, as a real life Gandalf coming to help a filthy Theoden King in the helm's deep. She was disgusted, but willing to help. So she spoke:
>Go! go you fool, for nothing else you can do hither. Go yonder, thiter where thou willst, but never look back as you go, for i shall embrace your foes by myself. Alas! This might be my end!
<;__; i c-can help y-you if you wan-
>get the fuck out from here boy
And i fled, thanking my saving angel, Doña Lili, wich i admire and respect years later.
That was it
It was a cold morning of march, i was 17 years old, i remember the night before feeling a little sick, like a shadow hanging over me, lying in wait for me to harm. I lived near the school back then, so i could walk to the building relatively fast, thoose were long 15 minutes of walking, the darkness await, patient.
Once i was in my class, when i sat in my chair, the same chair i sat every day next the door, i felt the strongest, sharpest, and horryfing pain that i ever felt, right on my belly. Hell had just begun. As always, i just tried to repress the pain, thinking that it would be gone if i ignore it. It wasn't gone. My school had a pretty strict rule: no one goes to the bathrooms with no vigilance, just at the recess time. You know, because students fighting, banging, using and selling drugs…But the teacher saw the fear in my eyes: i was, in fact, starting to shat my pants. So she told me to go quickly. Then i run, i run like if Lucifer was trying to devour my soul: first one stair, for in the first floor my classroom was. Then a large, bast, giant yard, that separated the building were i was from the one that had the bathrooms. O! hasty i was, but my pants were already brownish when a came to the last stage: the last stairs that separated me from the glorious toilet. Runing as fast as i could, i finally got to the bathroom: a doorless room, with a bunch of urinals and 4 or 5 toilets yuxtaposed. They all seemed equal, so i just picked the first one and started the brown waterfall of heresy. one minute, two, maybe three, the pain was gone. I got up, i saw the toilet and… And there was no toilet, in fact there was other thing, a bidet, a bidet camouflaged between the normal thrones, a bidet, that now, was overflowing with fecal matter.
So, there i was, a 17 years old me who had just accidentaly filled a random bidet of his school with shit, full of dread, and with my pants down, cusring outloud and without any clue of what to do. In minutes, i resolved that the wisest decision was to clean it, i couldn't left it there, i could be discovered and bullied for the rest of my schoolar life if i did it.
So armed with breavery i went, with my ass full of poop, to the place were the cleaning personal was:
>"i've got s-some, trouble back in t-the b-bathroom, m-may i ask for some garbage bags, p-please?
My plan was to grab it as if it was dogshit, and left it…somewhere, cleaning the rest of it with my underpants, that i planed to throw over a wall that lead to the streets. Unfortunatly, the answer of the janitor, a 50 years old succubi, was:
<we didn't got any, get theese.
And she gave me a bucket and a old rag…I had to improvise.
I was back in the bathrooms, about to confront the enemy, as a knight, who has not sword nor shield, but rag and bucket. The battle started. First i tried to grab the shit with the rag, doing my best to keep my hands clean (in wich i miserably failed) and put it in the bucket, i didn't know what i would do then, but the moment came when i put the majority of the shit in the filthy bucket. When i was about to throw the shit anywhere and use the bucket for cleaning the bidet, the janitor arrived, as a real life Gandalf coming to help a filthy Theoden King in the helm's deep. She was disgusted, but willing to help. So she spoke:
>Go! go you fool, for nothing else you can do hither. Go yonder, thiter where thou willst, but never look back as you go, for i shall embrace your foes by myself. Alas! This might be my end!
<;__; i c-can help y-you if you wan-
>get the fuck out from here boy
And i fled, thanking my saving angel, Doña Lili, wich i admire and respect years later.
That was it
I should have studied math further instead of wiggling out of it at the soonest possibility.
It was quite decent actually, had a bunch of freaks as friends, had no real worries and spent my days playing anime and videogames, my only worry was to get enough money to buy Xbox games.
And yet I kept complaining all the time , saying that I was unhappy because I didn't have a gf or money, stupid me didn't realize that it was actually the pinnacle of my life and things would only get far worse in the years to come.
And yet I kept complaining all the time , saying that I was unhappy because I didn't have a gf or money, stupid me didn't realize that it was actually the pinnacle of my life and things would only get far worse in the years to come.
I was bullied a lot because I had and still have trichotillomania. My nickname was bald patch.
Too many annoying geniuses screaming for an IQ reduction ; I call them Geenieboppers. Someone should have shut them up forever, preferably using lobotomies. Clear out the honor roll restore a sense of justice… Kill geniuses.
>>275598
Why not sadistically torture them to death and extract confessions of their crimes against normal IQ people? Fuck geniuses….. Dumb them all down until they can't parasitize society anymore.
Why not sadistically torture them to death and extract confessions of their crimes against normal IQ people? Fuck geniuses….. Dumb them all down until they can't parasitize society anymore.
>>275586
I suffer from that as well. I don't pull out the hair on my head, instead pulling out leg hair, ass hair, pubes, and chest hair.
I suffer from that as well. I don't pull out the hair on my head, instead pulling out leg hair, ass hair, pubes, and chest hair.
>>275599
I CONFESS! I'M A GENIUS SINNER WHO SPOKE UP IN CLASS TOO MUCH! PLEASE SPARE-
*ting ting ting*
Duuuhhhhhhh….. Jeanass bad me criminull….. Sad no is word criminull
I CONFESS! I'M A GENIUS SINNER WHO SPOKE UP IN CLASS TOO MUCH! PLEASE SPARE-
*ting ting ting*
Duuuhhhhhhh….. Jeanass bad me criminull….. Sad no is word criminull
>>274249
>or laughed at me for being the only virgin in the class.
how did they know you were the only one?
>or laughed at me for being the only virgin in the class.
how did they know you were the only one?
>>275380
capitalism needs normies who go out with their friends and buy things, but still show up to work on monday. wizards who are frugal and dont live consumerist normie lives are irrelevant to the bigwigs systems.
capitalism needs normies who go out with their friends and buy things, but still show up to work on monday. wizards who are frugal and dont live consumerist normie lives are irrelevant to the bigwigs systems.
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>>274245
I hated it because I hated studying, thankfully nobody bullied me because to bully someone you have to give a shit about them
I think it's funny how normalfags justify their bullying of the weird kids with "Oh but they were WEIRD so that makes it ok!" and live in their just world fantasy bubble so they can justify their sociopathic tendencies
Some people just enjoy making others suffer for being different, it's funny how they have a might makes right tier ideology that quickly crumbles the moment the "weird" person stands up for themself
I hated it because I hated studying, thankfully nobody bullied me because to bully someone you have to give a shit about them
I think it's funny how normalfags justify their bullying of the weird kids with "Oh but they were WEIRD so that makes it ok!" and live in their just world fantasy bubble so they can justify their sociopathic tendencies
Some people just enjoy making others suffer for being different, it's funny how they have a might makes right tier ideology that quickly crumbles the moment the "weird" person stands up for themself
>I feel like highschool shaped me into who I am and not in a good way
For me it was middle school that shaped me into what i am. Before it, i was an annoying little autistic bitch, so in middle achool i got ostracized, which made me realise the wrongness of my ways so i just became quiet. From starting highschool and onwards i already was what i am today.
>What was highschool like for you guys?
All i'm gonna say is i got into an online suicide cult. (no, not crabs or this place)
For me it was middle school that shaped me into what i am. Before it, i was an annoying little autistic bitch, so in middle achool i got ostracized, which made me realise the wrongness of my ways so i just became quiet. From starting highschool and onwards i already was what i am today.
>What was highschool like for you guys?
All i'm gonna say is i got into an online suicide cult. (no, not crabs or this place)
I was constantly bullied for being fat the first 3 years. But then all the assholes were left behind and starting the 4th year I was only mocked for being a virgin, they were subtle and weren't too mean too me, but I could tell. They were "nice" to me because I could make their homework, but they'd laugh at me behind my back.
Was extremely happy when it was all over.
Was extremely happy when it was all over.
>>275657
Consumerism and capitalism are not the same thing. It just happens to be common in various parts regardless of the underlying socioeconomic system, as long as there's enough spare shekels sloshing around for such a system to remain in motion.
That's why when talking heads ramble on about judging the economy based things like "velocity of money" then you should run the other way because that's what turns an otherwise reasonably sane system into a huge mess of central planning, market distortions, and rampant poverty with all its attendant knock-off effects.
Consumerism and capitalism are not the same thing. It just happens to be common in various parts regardless of the underlying socioeconomic system, as long as there's enough spare shekels sloshing around for such a system to remain in motion.
That's why when talking heads ramble on about judging the economy based things like "velocity of money" then you should run the other way because that's what turns an otherwise reasonably sane system into a huge mess of central planning, market distortions, and rampant poverty with all its attendant knock-off effects.
I was homeschooled for about 10 years prior to going to an actual high school.
During those 10 years, I didn't have much contact with anyone outside of my family, certainly not much with people around my age.
Anyway, I moved through the school like a ghost. Not necessarily scared, or even all that shy. I just didn't know how to react to anything at all.
I wasn't weird, and people didn't bother me. I just didn't talk to anyone, or make friends, because I was always totally bewildered with everything happening around me.
During those 10 years, I didn't have much contact with anyone outside of my family, certainly not much with people around my age.
Anyway, I moved through the school like a ghost. Not necessarily scared, or even all that shy. I just didn't know how to react to anything at all.
I wasn't weird, and people didn't bother me. I just didn't talk to anyone, or make friends, because I was always totally bewildered with everything happening around me.
High school was like solitary confinement, but with people… But I am nostalgic for it in a positive way since I feel my life is much worse now.
I got up early in the cold, toss myself on the bus, arrived, walked though gloomy foggy intimidatingly tall black fences/gate with spikes on top. Because of social anxiety I would hide in the toilet stalls till the bell rang. I had given up on most of my classes due to learning difficulties and went to the library to listen to music, read manga and watch YouTube videos during recess and lunch. I kept my head down and didn't look at anyone. I felt enormously retarded because I couldn't retain anything I learned as my mind was occupied by suicidal thoughts, escapist fantasies and worry. I felt that my genetics were inferior and felt terribly sorry for myself, I was really pathetic. Seeing as I was a loner I at least wanted to be like a cool lone wolf type but I didn't have any competency. My self-esteem and dreams withered away day by day. I was scared of the other students that they might decided to bully me. But they never really did which kind of makes me feel worse but maybe it was for the better. Perhaps because I have a brother who was well liked I was spared from bullying I was told that I "lived in his shadow" or something. I had horrible ache and greasy skin and hair and begun to loose respect for my body and I gained weight I felt disgusting. I had autistic OCD type thinking, paranoia, social retardation and I was awestruck at just how terrible I felt, 'how is this possible?'. I would go home play video games and crash out only to do it all again the next day. Little by little I was destroyed and it all happen so fast, I wished that someone would help me because I was too confused to help myself but it never happened.
People knew I was struggling I could tell, but they never said anything about it. A teacher said I seemed like the type to do a school shooting. I had the fantasy but not the means or constitution.
But as I said I still feel it was a better time for one reason; by ability to immerse myself in video games and fantasies which I now lack the enthusiasm for. I would describe HS as traumatic, which I use to feel dramatic but it's appropriate, it transformed a happy, hopeful, enthusiastic slightly maladjusted little boy into a hollow husk of a 'man' and I won't ever recover, but life marches on. I wish I had the courage to skip school but I was scared of my mother, I don't think she understood how ill I was and just thought I was being naughty, which makes sense since I would get into fights in primary school.
I got up early in the cold, toss myself on the bus, arrived, walked though gloomy foggy intimidatingly tall black fences/gate with spikes on top. Because of social anxiety I would hide in the toilet stalls till the bell rang. I had given up on most of my classes due to learning difficulties and went to the library to listen to music, read manga and watch YouTube videos during recess and lunch. I kept my head down and didn't look at anyone. I felt enormously retarded because I couldn't retain anything I learned as my mind was occupied by suicidal thoughts, escapist fantasies and worry. I felt that my genetics were inferior and felt terribly sorry for myself, I was really pathetic. Seeing as I was a loner I at least wanted to be like a cool lone wolf type but I didn't have any competency. My self-esteem and dreams withered away day by day. I was scared of the other students that they might decided to bully me. But they never really did which kind of makes me feel worse but maybe it was for the better. Perhaps because I have a brother who was well liked I was spared from bullying I was told that I "lived in his shadow" or something. I had horrible ache and greasy skin and hair and begun to loose respect for my body and I gained weight I felt disgusting. I had autistic OCD type thinking, paranoia, social retardation and I was awestruck at just how terrible I felt, 'how is this possible?'. I would go home play video games and crash out only to do it all again the next day. Little by little I was destroyed and it all happen so fast, I wished that someone would help me because I was too confused to help myself but it never happened.
People knew I was struggling I could tell, but they never said anything about it. A teacher said I seemed like the type to do a school shooting. I had the fantasy but not the means or constitution.
But as I said I still feel it was a better time for one reason; by ability to immerse myself in video games and fantasies which I now lack the enthusiasm for. I would describe HS as traumatic, which I use to feel dramatic but it's appropriate, it transformed a happy, hopeful, enthusiastic slightly maladjusted little boy into a hollow husk of a 'man' and I won't ever recover, but life marches on. I wish I had the courage to skip school but I was scared of my mother, I don't think she understood how ill I was and just thought I was being naughty, which makes sense since I would get into fights in primary school.
the avg person seems to think K-6 was childhood innocence, 6-12 hell, college fun.
For me K-6 was hell, kids hadnt learned the manners to hide how evil they are, and told you to the face how they hated you.
6-12 I suddenly felt like I had much more social status, even though i had 0 friends outside of school, we'd make small talk chitchat. The catty nature of talking behind ur back, made things easier for me, as they werent as mean to ur face.
in HS it was easier to delude myself that i was cooler than i was, even if I came home at 3PM to watch Spongebob, since my casual chats at HS seemed friendly.
then college burst all delusions, living together in dorms, its impossible to pretend ur a cool mystery man, and thats why they never see u outside of school.
For me K-6 was hell, kids hadnt learned the manners to hide how evil they are, and told you to the face how they hated you.
6-12 I suddenly felt like I had much more social status, even though i had 0 friends outside of school, we'd make small talk chitchat. The catty nature of talking behind ur back, made things easier for me, as they werent as mean to ur face.
in HS it was easier to delude myself that i was cooler than i was, even if I came home at 3PM to watch Spongebob, since my casual chats at HS seemed friendly.
then college burst all delusions, living together in dorms, its impossible to pretend ur a cool mystery man, and thats why they never see u outside of school.
>>274245
I got bullied hardcore in all my years of HS, I barely made it out of there alive. One decade and half later I haven't fully recovered from it yet. High School transformed me from a happy, goodhearted kid into a spiteful misanthrope.
I got bullied hardcore in all my years of HS, I barely made it out of there alive. One decade and half later I haven't fully recovered from it yet. High School transformed me from a happy, goodhearted kid into a spiteful misanthrope.
>>278333
I am sorry to hear that anon. I was bullied by everyone. Only 9 people in my entire year group liked me.
I am sorry to hear that anon. I was bullied by everyone. Only 9 people in my entire year group liked me.
>>278329
That's brutal but it sounds very similar to my experience too. It all happened so fast. I wish one person had showed up to give me some advice or tell me how to stop being like that.
That's brutal but it sounds very similar to my experience too. It all happened so fast. I wish one person had showed up to give me some advice or tell me how to stop being like that.
>>275648
The way we are raised is always going to be the 'cause' of what comes after. Thats causality for you
The way we are raised is always going to be the 'cause' of what comes after. Thats causality for you
>>280714
It was rigged from the start then eh? At least I don't have to give a shit anymore at this point.
It was rigged from the start then eh? At least I don't have to give a shit anymore at this point.
>>278329
>>280713
>I wish there was somebody
>But it never happened
That's the problem. The mistake is in expecting somebody to help. That's never happening. You just have bad genes which don't allow you to stop expecting external help and assistance. And you know what's the worst part? If somebody helped you, nothing would change. You would sink once the help dwindled. People like you need to be carried for their entire lives and that's even more impossible. Can't help but feel pity.
>>280713
>I wish there was somebody
>But it never happened
That's the problem. The mistake is in expecting somebody to help. That's never happening. You just have bad genes which don't allow you to stop expecting external help and assistance. And you know what's the worst part? If somebody helped you, nothing would change. You would sink once the help dwindled. People like you need to be carried for their entire lives and that's even more impossible. Can't help but feel pity.
>>280716
you've been making these type of bait posts for quite awhile now, you put posters down by being unnecessarily contemptuous, shaming someone for expressing their weakness from being a victim of abuse
wonder why you're doing this? does it feel good when you attempt to create the illusion that you're somehow superior, or is it just shitposting?
you've been making these type of bait posts for quite awhile now, you put posters down by being unnecessarily contemptuous, shaming someone for expressing their weakness from being a victim of abuse
wonder why you're doing this? does it feel good when you attempt to create the illusion that you're somehow superior, or is it just shitposting?
>>280718
My guess is that he's the same guy who called wizards manbabies and crabs in this thread: https://wizchan.org/dep/res/267760.html for posting about the abuse and trauma they experienced and then he went on with a lecture about his vision of a redditors version of wizchan.
He keeps insulting wizards on /dep/ and it's weird how people get insulted for /dep/ posting but then they also get insulted if they suggest excercise or a healthier lifestyle, you are either a crab or loser or you're a pol 'improvebrah'. This guy must feel very superior if he keeps acting like the stalin of wizchan.
My guess is that he's the same guy who called wizards manbabies and crabs in this thread: https://wizchan.org/dep/res/267760.html for posting about the abuse and trauma they experienced and then he went on with a lecture about his vision of a redditors version of wizchan.
He keeps insulting wizards on /dep/ and it's weird how people get insulted for /dep/ posting but then they also get insulted if they suggest excercise or a healthier lifestyle, you are either a crab or loser or you're a pol 'improvebrah'. This guy must feel very superior if he keeps acting like the stalin of wizchan.
My first high school experience (from 2002 to 2006) was several times more comfortable than my late-elementary and middle school years (1997 to 2002). When I first started high school; I told myself, "do nothing. Don't stick out. Just go with the flow. Don't bother making friends. Don't bother getting laid. Don't bother trying to be 'cool'. Don't bother trying to be funny. Don't even bother with your studies. Just fail. Accept the fail. When necessary, only do the bare minimum. Say nothing. Speak only when spoken to. Hopefully: these four years in high school should go more smoothly than my three years of middle school. When the time comes–just drop out. It's almost over. Four more years in autopilot."
Remarkably: my adult high school experience (from 2015 to 2016) was several times worse than my first high school experience. I guess it was the effort.
Remarkably: my adult high school experience (from 2015 to 2016) was several times worse than my first high school experience. I guess it was the effort.
>all these wizzies with their comfy highschool days
man I cant relate at all, I ended up in a Public school that felt more like a Prison than a School. a depressing grey building surrounded by walls and everyday I wonder if I'm going to be next because there were gangs that would beat each other up and if you werent part of a gang or a group you would be an easy target and the bullying reached extreme levels there, even if you did absolutely nothing at all you could become a victim any moment.
Just to mention some of the things I saw and witnessed:
>guy getting thrown from a pedestrian bridge and breaking both his legs ending up in a wheelchair forever
>some kid was thrown out the window for no reason and landed in a tree breaking multiple bones
>saw someone getting his hair lit on fire and receiving very bad burns
>witnessed directly how someone was stabbed into the neck with a pencil, that was truly the worst
>havent seen it myself but a classmate was kicked down the stairs and his head got literally caved in, he was flown out with a helicopter, they told us he survived but who knows I never saw him again
>wouldnt call him a friend but a guy I knew got his right hand completely destroyed when his fingers got obliterated by a retard slamming a door for fun
>stabbings were also somewhat normal
there is more but I'll stop here because you get the picture, it wasnt a very comfy place to be in.
I didnt have it that much better and I was beaten up many times, my things got stolen and destroyed and I got permanent eye damage from a retard wielding a laser pointer and my left eardrum is fucked up from someone throwing fireworks at me.
The Teachers of course didnt do anything about it, when something bad happened they were never there to witness it or turned a blind eye to not get involved, there was no justice.
afterwards they would talk the incident down like its no big thing, nobody ever got seriously punished for all these crimes.
When I finally left school after all those years it was like I left a real Prison, I was so happy I cried for hours because it was finally over but I never recovered from the damage that was done, not just the physical damage but the psychological damage too.
applying with that shit degree from that school basically closed all doors for me, further education was impossible, getting a job was impossible, going to uni was impossible, nobody would hire me not even for a warehouse job.
I cant really blame them because I learned nothing useful in that school, I didnt make any friends or learn how to interact with people, I became very antisocial, have zero self esteem and after seeing the disgusting succubi in that School showing their real faces I lost the little bit of interest I had in roasties and ended up as a wizard.
man I cant relate at all, I ended up in a Public school that felt more like a Prison than a School. a depressing grey building surrounded by walls and everyday I wonder if I'm going to be next because there were gangs that would beat each other up and if you werent part of a gang or a group you would be an easy target and the bullying reached extreme levels there, even if you did absolutely nothing at all you could become a victim any moment.
Just to mention some of the things I saw and witnessed:
>guy getting thrown from a pedestrian bridge and breaking both his legs ending up in a wheelchair forever
>some kid was thrown out the window for no reason and landed in a tree breaking multiple bones
>saw someone getting his hair lit on fire and receiving very bad burns
>witnessed directly how someone was stabbed into the neck with a pencil, that was truly the worst
>havent seen it myself but a classmate was kicked down the stairs and his head got literally caved in, he was flown out with a helicopter, they told us he survived but who knows I never saw him again
>wouldnt call him a friend but a guy I knew got his right hand completely destroyed when his fingers got obliterated by a retard slamming a door for fun
>stabbings were also somewhat normal
there is more but I'll stop here because you get the picture, it wasnt a very comfy place to be in.
I didnt have it that much better and I was beaten up many times, my things got stolen and destroyed and I got permanent eye damage from a retard wielding a laser pointer and my left eardrum is fucked up from someone throwing fireworks at me.
The Teachers of course didnt do anything about it, when something bad happened they were never there to witness it or turned a blind eye to not get involved, there was no justice.
afterwards they would talk the incident down like its no big thing, nobody ever got seriously punished for all these crimes.
When I finally left school after all those years it was like I left a real Prison, I was so happy I cried for hours because it was finally over but I never recovered from the damage that was done, not just the physical damage but the psychological damage too.
applying with that shit degree from that school basically closed all doors for me, further education was impossible, getting a job was impossible, going to uni was impossible, nobody would hire me not even for a warehouse job.
I cant really blame them because I learned nothing useful in that school, I didnt make any friends or learn how to interact with people, I became very antisocial, have zero self esteem and after seeing the disgusting succubi in that School showing their real faces I lost the little bit of interest I had in roasties and ended up as a wizard.
>>280762
At that point if I had kids I'd just pull them out of the school system entirely if that was my only choice. I'd literally have them squatting at their grandmas or homeschooling them, even if the homeschooling wasn't done properly, it's still better than that.
Those ghetto schools just seem entirely pointless education wise and a determinant in every other way. As an adult, you can get your equivalent of a high school graduation certificate with a year of study. I'd rather my kid avoided school from 11-15, started working, and then went to community college for his school qualifications after 18.
At that point if I had kids I'd just pull them out of the school system entirely if that was my only choice. I'd literally have them squatting at their grandmas or homeschooling them, even if the homeschooling wasn't done properly, it's still better than that.
Those ghetto schools just seem entirely pointless education wise and a determinant in every other way. As an adult, you can get your equivalent of a high school graduation certificate with a year of study. I'd rather my kid avoided school from 11-15, started working, and then went to community college for his school qualifications after 18.
>>280770
So you want your kids to become wagecucks ASAP and go to some shitty no name college and become a complete failure? Here's a better idea: wear a condom.
So you want your kids to become wagecucks ASAP and go to some shitty no name college and become a complete failure? Here's a better idea: wear a condom.
>What was highschool like for you guys?
a boring blur of trying to be as invisible as possible. I didn't really get bullied like you other than one or two people maybe saying one or two things but thats it. I see you went to one of those schools that houses literal sociopaths. Sorry to hear that.
a boring blur of trying to be as invisible as possible. I didn't really get bullied like you other than one or two people maybe saying one or two things but thats it. I see you went to one of those schools that houses literal sociopaths. Sorry to hear that.
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Honestly, I kinda liked it in retrospect… I mean, people largely left us alone and I had few tangible worries and the whole experience was mostly uneventful, schoolwork was easy, would play videogames deep into the night. I was always large-framed and taller than most people, so I never experienced direct physical bullying.
Basically the handful of kids that didn't associate with any of the classic stereotypical cliques would end up aggregating together, and for me this meant hanging out with the few kids who were hyper-cynical/sarcastic, liked computers, and didn't really care about what people thought. In 2004 when WoW came out I was in middle school my 3-4 friends got into it and we'd play throughout high school, although would never physically hang out together. I think because my particular social group was recognized as "smart kids" but we were also kinda funny/assholes and yet unapproachable and standoffish, we were inherently avoided/ignored because people were kind of intimidated by us.
On a few occasions rumors were spread that we were school shooters or were dangerous somehow. During school hours we kept to ourselves and thought everyone else was lame. Overtime, we became mysterious and strange to the other students and toward the last 2 years of high school would try to talk with and associate with us.
Toward the end of beginning of senior year two of my friends quit WoW and quickly stopped associating with me as they got lady friends. I and the other friend stopped talking after high school, but after snooping on him, I discovered that like me, he also never moved out of his bedroom, nor established a career or wider social life.
Basically the handful of kids that didn't associate with any of the classic stereotypical cliques would end up aggregating together, and for me this meant hanging out with the few kids who were hyper-cynical/sarcastic, liked computers, and didn't really care about what people thought. In 2004 when WoW came out I was in middle school my 3-4 friends got into it and we'd play throughout high school, although would never physically hang out together. I think because my particular social group was recognized as "smart kids" but we were also kinda funny/assholes and yet unapproachable and standoffish, we were inherently avoided/ignored because people were kind of intimidated by us.
On a few occasions rumors were spread that we were school shooters or were dangerous somehow. During school hours we kept to ourselves and thought everyone else was lame. Overtime, we became mysterious and strange to the other students and toward the last 2 years of high school would try to talk with and associate with us.
Toward the end of beginning of senior year two of my friends quit WoW and quickly stopped associating with me as they got lady friends. I and the other friend stopped talking after high school, but after snooping on him, I discovered that like me, he also never moved out of his bedroom, nor established a career or wider social life.
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I had a great gimmick, mask my autism as being high all the time, fit in really well with the pot-heads. True story
>>274245
I was homeschooled due to being expelled for violence in middle school. Age 14-15 was pretty relaxing I guess, would spend a few hours a day maybe studying or talking with siblings, then the rest just vidya and internet forums. After that my parents began intensifying things and I was basically not allowed to do anything every single summer in 10th, 11th, and 12th grades because I was struggling with math. I began sleeping up to 16 hours a day just to make time pass faster. Additionally we spent most of our time in a sort of family computer room and my dad was sitting exactly 3 feet away from me at nearly all times whenever I was on the computer, and would watch my screen and interject with random commentary/criticism all the time, so even my "free time" was miserable. I was also pretty underweight most of the time (weighed exactly 100lbs when I began college).
By the time I began college, it was exactly like >>276922
described. Not really negative interactions with humans for the most part, just not really any interactions at all. The silver lining is that homeschooling taught me some degree of self-sufficiency, so college was just like high school except with a short commute from home, and with no father since he lost all his savings in the 2008 stock market collapse by being a degenerate gambler (should mention that during homeschooling he forced us to do data entry using historical stock prices to support a day-trading model he created) and had to leave the state to find work to keep the house, so college was basically a return to my 14 year old days.
I was homeschooled due to being expelled for violence in middle school. Age 14-15 was pretty relaxing I guess, would spend a few hours a day maybe studying or talking with siblings, then the rest just vidya and internet forums. After that my parents began intensifying things and I was basically not allowed to do anything every single summer in 10th, 11th, and 12th grades because I was struggling with math. I began sleeping up to 16 hours a day just to make time pass faster. Additionally we spent most of our time in a sort of family computer room and my dad was sitting exactly 3 feet away from me at nearly all times whenever I was on the computer, and would watch my screen and interject with random commentary/criticism all the time, so even my "free time" was miserable. I was also pretty underweight most of the time (weighed exactly 100lbs when I began college).
By the time I began college, it was exactly like >>276922
described. Not really negative interactions with humans for the most part, just not really any interactions at all. The silver lining is that homeschooling taught me some degree of self-sufficiency, so college was just like high school except with a short commute from home, and with no father since he lost all his savings in the 2008 stock market collapse by being a degenerate gambler (should mention that during homeschooling he forced us to do data entry using historical stock prices to support a day-trading model he created) and had to leave the state to find work to keep the house, so college was basically a return to my 14 year old days.
>>280777
I just wanted to add something. Whenever I actually did get high THAT is when people thought I was sober, and not just the other kids but teachers too. It was really bizarre
I just wanted to add something. Whenever I actually did get high THAT is when people thought I was sober, and not just the other kids but teachers too. It was really bizarre
>>280771
Literally all of that shit is better than potential PTSD and burning out coming from being in an environment where you have to live highly stressed every second of your time there.
What's wrong with getting your high school equivalent at 20, getting an associates in something like IT at 22-23, getting a job starting on helpdesk and being middle class? Or getting welding certs in your early twenties and being middle class. Or going to work on the oil rigs.
Why do people make out college has to be done at 18 or its all over. You can wait until you're 23 and pass so much easier because you're a bit older and have more life experience.
Literally all of that shit is better than potential PTSD and burning out coming from being in an environment where you have to live highly stressed every second of your time there.
What's wrong with getting your high school equivalent at 20, getting an associates in something like IT at 22-23, getting a job starting on helpdesk and being middle class? Or getting welding certs in your early twenties and being middle class. Or going to work on the oil rigs.
Why do people make out college has to be done at 18 or its all over. You can wait until you're 23 and pass so much easier because you're a bit older and have more life experience.
>>275348
>used to pay me to due his homework for him
>because I could make their homework
How dumb were these people that they had ykou guys doing their homework?
>used to pay me to due his homework for him
>because I could make their homework
How dumb were these people that they had ykou guys doing their homework?
>>274245
>The worst part is parents and teachers harping on
that's the thing. boomers love bullying culture and take part of it.
after colombine school shooting boomer teachers and parents actually put a stop to bullying for like a year.
it was really weird watching them pretend to care about everyone ( because they didn't want a school shooting). it really showed how mallable normies are and how responsible they are for shitty things
>The worst part is parents and teachers harping on
that's the thing. boomers love bullying culture and take part of it.
after colombine school shooting boomer teachers and parents actually put a stop to bullying for like a year.
it was really weird watching them pretend to care about everyone ( because they didn't want a school shooting). it really showed how mallable normies are and how responsible they are for shitty things
>>280780
>Why do people make out college has to be done at 18 or its all over
for normies you have to do certain things at certain ages for comparsion.
if you do college late; they think your a loser and they think you are a greater loser depending how long your gap is. even though normies think negatively about most things; there is always greater disrespect.
also people want friends around the same age. if you go to college late you won't have friends
>Why do people make out college has to be done at 18 or its all over
for normies you have to do certain things at certain ages for comparsion.
if you do college late; they think your a loser and they think you are a greater loser depending how long your gap is. even though normies think negatively about most things; there is always greater disrespect.
also people want friends around the same age. if you go to college late you won't have friends
>>274268
I'm not the wiz you replied to but I have a master's degree and I make 1/3 of what a high school graduate friend of mine does
I'm not the wiz you replied to but I have a master's degree and I make 1/3 of what a high school graduate friend of mine does
>>274245
It was not fun or interesting in the slightest, I dropped out when i was 16 in 11th grade inbetween semesters. I was failing all of my classes because of anxiety, depression, and shitty home life. I hate life and i have no nostalgia for highschool. I managed to make 2 friends in middle school and i lost them in highschool when they ghosted me to try and be more popular even though they ended up still being losers anyways. I went to community college from 19-20 and i actually made a friend or 2 but it was casual and not deep friendships then they ghosted me once our classes ended. I hate my life so much and got kicked off neetbux, im 25 and I've never had a job and im a kissless virgin even though im a fucking former hard drug addict(meth) if you are wondering how this is possible i had family members who sold it to me, and my problem with succubi is im creepy and antisocial, meth did not help, i tried meth in highschool and got obsessed with jerking off 24/7 to super degenerate porn. I hate my fucking life and im 5 months clean to the day. I had to ghost my entire family who are addicts to meth or heroin. I tried heroin that they gave me too but i didn't like it as much/and it was too expensive to abuse while neet. I also have serious issues with alcohol that started in highschool. I can drink a handle 1.75litres/40 shots in 3 days counting sleep. I'm sober from that 4 months.
It was not fun or interesting in the slightest, I dropped out when i was 16 in 11th grade inbetween semesters. I was failing all of my classes because of anxiety, depression, and shitty home life. I hate life and i have no nostalgia for highschool. I managed to make 2 friends in middle school and i lost them in highschool when they ghosted me to try and be more popular even though they ended up still being losers anyways. I went to community college from 19-20 and i actually made a friend or 2 but it was casual and not deep friendships then they ghosted me once our classes ended. I hate my life so much and got kicked off neetbux, im 25 and I've never had a job and im a kissless virgin even though im a fucking former hard drug addict(meth) if you are wondering how this is possible i had family members who sold it to me, and my problem with succubi is im creepy and antisocial, meth did not help, i tried meth in highschool and got obsessed with jerking off 24/7 to super degenerate porn. I hate my fucking life and im 5 months clean to the day. I had to ghost my entire family who are addicts to meth or heroin. I tried heroin that they gave me too but i didn't like it as much/and it was too expensive to abuse while neet. I also have serious issues with alcohol that started in highschool. I can drink a handle 1.75litres/40 shots in 3 days counting sleep. I'm sober from that 4 months.
It was shit
Typical day was me not talking to anyone, female classmates fiiming me and taking embarrassing pictures of me and making fun of me, me getting good grades, me going back home eating and talking with my family friends, studying for like 1 hour, then masturbating/ playing vidya with online friends/ watch some movie on stream, lurk Youtube, go on FB to see people my age going out partying and getting romantical partners while I was a social outcast who lost all his childhood friends, going to the gym, sometimes (not very often) reading a book before going to bed, more commonly I kept playing with my online friends
Typical day was me not talking to anyone, female classmates fiiming me and taking embarrassing pictures of me and making fun of me, me getting good grades, me going back home eating and talking with my family friends, studying for like 1 hour, then masturbating/ playing vidya with online friends/ watch some movie on stream, lurk Youtube, go on FB to see people my age going out partying and getting romantical partners while I was a social outcast who lost all his childhood friends, going to the gym, sometimes (not very often) reading a book before going to bed, more commonly I kept playing with my online friends
I've witnessed several rapes in boys gym locker rooms. full on penetration and a few oral rapes forced on students. It was rooms made out of stone, smelled like piss and teachers weren't allowed inside. so obviously the very worst things happened there.
>>282394
i think the ghettos just rape succubi. only in the suburbs to boys get bored enough to rape each other as some hazing ritual or shit
i think the ghettos just rape succubi. only in the suburbs to boys get bored enough to rape each other as some hazing ritual or shit
>>282394
American suburbs have as many social issues as the cities but aren't transparent or as violent. Beneath the tranquil streets and cookie-cutter matchstick houses there is a misery and boredom that permeates in the air. Drug addiction comes in the form of subscription medication, and youth crime is higher as there's nothing to do but vandalize, fight, get high. It's middle class nihilism as even Iceland had a similar problem in the 70s and 80s. The parents raising these kids are just glad to live in a big house in a quiet location at the end of work, they've tapped out of giving a shit about anything besides making money and their kids going to school. Long Island was ruined by opiates and heroin but you wouldn't know that because the houses are nice and you don't see people passed out on the sidewalk everyday, they do it in their wooden pod in their winding road cluster.
American suburbs have as many social issues as the cities but aren't transparent or as violent. Beneath the tranquil streets and cookie-cutter matchstick houses there is a misery and boredom that permeates in the air. Drug addiction comes in the form of subscription medication, and youth crime is higher as there's nothing to do but vandalize, fight, get high. It's middle class nihilism as even Iceland had a similar problem in the 70s and 80s. The parents raising these kids are just glad to live in a big house in a quiet location at the end of work, they've tapped out of giving a shit about anything besides making money and their kids going to school. Long Island was ruined by opiates and heroin but you wouldn't know that because the houses are nice and you don't see people passed out on the sidewalk everyday, they do it in their wooden pod in their winding road cluster.
>>280791
normies are entirely amoral. They're fully domesticated and docile animals. When they chimp out it's because some people want it to happen. When they act nice, it's because some people want the GDP to get bigger.
>>280794
Yes, normies are very rigid people. They mostly feel negative emotions like fear, peer pressure, shame, guilt.
normies are entirely amoral. They're fully domesticated and docile animals. When they chimp out it's because some people want it to happen. When they act nice, it's because some people want the GDP to get bigger.
>>280794
Yes, normies are very rigid people. They mostly feel negative emotions like fear, peer pressure, shame, guilt.
Took me awhile to realize that they had me repeat the 10th grade. Nobody actually told me. I remember just looking at my report card one day and seeing that I was still in grade 10 even though I was already in my 3rd year of high school. One of those things that as an elementary or middle school kid I thought mattered after watching an episode of The Simpsons or whatever but would find out later that nobody actually cared about.
Like dropping out of high school and having no diploma. As if any employer actually asks you, "did you finish high school? Let me see your diploma." They don't.
I also remember thinking that the permanent record must be pretty important. There actually is such a thing as a permanent record but they only keep a few documents like some of your homework from kindergarten or whatever for a few years after you finish high school then they throw most of it away.
Like dropping out of high school and having no diploma. As if any employer actually asks you, "did you finish high school? Let me see your diploma." They don't.
I also remember thinking that the permanent record must be pretty important. There actually is such a thing as a permanent record but they only keep a few documents like some of your homework from kindergarten or whatever for a few years after you finish high school then they throw most of it away.
High school was weird. It was when i was introduced to imageboards, so the beginning of the end for me. I played a lot of video games, and it was the last time I was able to enjoy being around people. I had some friends, but most of them were the kind of "friend" that just kinda showed up and declared you to be their friend, but were mostly assholes. I had some good one though. I spent a lot of time doing "extracurriculars" cause my mother was delusional and thought it would help me get into a good college. The first two years I just wanted to kill myself. I was the edgy kid, listened to pink floyd all day, never talked to succubi. There was one fat mexican succubus who consistently tried to come on to me but I couldn't fathom why, we were as about as opposite as people could be. The last two years were much better. I kinda found where i wanted to be and took naps all day and didn't sweat too much about academics. I even started to enjoy some activities.
>>283879
I was in the smart kid classes at high school and when it came time to actually get into the serious, rigorous testing (our versions of the SATs), I accidentally signed up to the dumbshit classes for my final years. They were labelled "English" and "Alternative English", "Math" and "Alternative Math"…And the alternative versions were the dumbshit versions, nobody even said a thing. It was like they expected us to work it out for ourselves somehow through idk gossip and chatter.
What happened to me and what happened to you is the result of the contradiction between school being increasingly selective based on a narrow range of cerebral ability with society's exponentially increasing political correctness and belief in egalitarianism. Teachers used to sperg out if we even mentioned "Cabbage classes", and fly into lectures about how other people are no stupider and they just learn at different paces. All the while in the background that intense selective pressure is there, and they're filtering away.
It's kind of sad that they pretty much just gaslight all kids and obfuscate how schools work for muh feels.
I was in the smart kid classes at high school and when it came time to actually get into the serious, rigorous testing (our versions of the SATs), I accidentally signed up to the dumbshit classes for my final years. They were labelled "English" and "Alternative English", "Math" and "Alternative Math"…And the alternative versions were the dumbshit versions, nobody even said a thing. It was like they expected us to work it out for ourselves somehow through idk gossip and chatter.
What happened to me and what happened to you is the result of the contradiction between school being increasingly selective based on a narrow range of cerebral ability with society's exponentially increasing political correctness and belief in egalitarianism. Teachers used to sperg out if we even mentioned "Cabbage classes", and fly into lectures about how other people are no stupider and they just learn at different paces. All the while in the background that intense selective pressure is there, and they're filtering away.
It's kind of sad that they pretty much just gaslight all kids and obfuscate how schools work for muh feels.
first two years highschool i kept my head down and tried to get decent grades. last two years i stopped giving a shit and would often ditch class without realizing it since i was reading or on my phone or even just wandering around the school, failed both years alnost all F grades but since i was a goody two shoes bitch at the start of highschool i unintentionally passed the classes required for graduation to my surprise.
i was practically invisible, sometimes a succubi or random guy would try to find me on social media only to give up and tell me that im impossible to find because i never had a facebook or whatever. maybe there were rumors about me but its difficult to bother caring when you have no friends and nothing to look forward to.
i liked exercising which probably kept anyone from pestering me since i could easily beat them and more often than not ive been a bully in school but it was never extreme i just grew sick of it all.
childhood isnt everything. it probably should be more important for more people but unfortunately god has different plans that may not coincide with yours. i may die never having been content with my life, or i may be one of those guys that finds himself in the best position of his life in his 30s or older, who knows. all you can do is struggle against fate and hope for the best
i was practically invisible, sometimes a succubi or random guy would try to find me on social media only to give up and tell me that im impossible to find because i never had a facebook or whatever. maybe there were rumors about me but its difficult to bother caring when you have no friends and nothing to look forward to.
i liked exercising which probably kept anyone from pestering me since i could easily beat them and more often than not ive been a bully in school but it was never extreme i just grew sick of it all.
childhood isnt everything. it probably should be more important for more people but unfortunately god has different plans that may not coincide with yours. i may die never having been content with my life, or i may be one of those guys that finds himself in the best position of his life in his 30s or older, who knows. all you can do is struggle against fate and hope for the best
>>274245
Terrible, i pretended to be sick to the point my attendance was something like 60% ish towards my last year before i dropped out.
Hated everyone there, hated the classes, it killed my love for learning new things entirely and made me worse for it.
If i could go back, i would have dropped out earlier
Terrible, i pretended to be sick to the point my attendance was something like 60% ish towards my last year before i dropped out.
Hated everyone there, hated the classes, it killed my love for learning new things entirely and made me worse for it.
If i could go back, i would have dropped out earlier
>>283926
My attendance dipped down to about the same and I kept pretending to have headaches, or I’d just not turn up. As I got older I stopped going to lots of lessons, my grades were good though so nobody really cared. The years as I was leaving they were introducing laws to deal with kids not going to school with minimum attendance percentages,, so I was ok. I think a teacher mentioned it once, that I was basically doing 3 day weeks. But I was a ghost nobody really paid attention to so it didn’t matter.
I remember the day I asked to go home as a young kid because I’d fell in a bit of swamp and they said no, so I had the courage to just walk out and go home. Nobody cared or followed up, so I just did it more.
My attendance dipped down to about the same and I kept pretending to have headaches, or I’d just not turn up. As I got older I stopped going to lots of lessons, my grades were good though so nobody really cared. The years as I was leaving they were introducing laws to deal with kids not going to school with minimum attendance percentages,, so I was ok. I think a teacher mentioned it once, that I was basically doing 3 day weeks. But I was a ghost nobody really paid attention to so it didn’t matter.
I remember the day I asked to go home as a young kid because I’d fell in a bit of swamp and they said no, so I had the courage to just walk out and go home. Nobody cared or followed up, so I just did it more.
>>283928
Lucky, they required decent proof where i was so i had to make myself vomit a lot. I had horrible grades because of how i was in HS, often turning up drunk and sleeping in class etc.
At one point i sincerely had the courage to kill myself at this time and i was talked out of it, every day since i wish i had but i just don't have the willpower anymore
Lucky, they required decent proof where i was so i had to make myself vomit a lot. I had horrible grades because of how i was in HS, often turning up drunk and sleeping in class etc.
At one point i sincerely had the courage to kill myself at this time and i was talked out of it, every day since i wish i had but i just don't have the willpower anymore
Absolute torture.
Bullied by my peers and teachers with no one to turn to for help. Trapped within a prison with no escape.
Bullied by my peers and teachers with no one to turn to for help. Trapped within a prison with no escape.
What is secondary school like for zoomers? I genuinely cannot imagine what it must be like to be an outcast now that geek is firmly in the possession of the cool kids.
>>283996
Zoomers are so tech-fucked in the head that things like bullying are becoming less of a problem. Being a neurotic mess is the norm for them, sitting by yourself during lunch and browsing your phone is the norm.
For wizzie types, it's probably a lot better for them than it was for us. And we probably had it better than boomer wizzies.
Zoomers are so tech-fucked in the head that things like bullying are becoming less of a problem. Being a neurotic mess is the norm for them, sitting by yourself during lunch and browsing your phone is the norm.
For wizzie types, it's probably a lot better for them than it was for us. And we probably had it better than boomer wizzies.
Mostly ignored and ostracized. Sometimes got rude comments or overheard people making fun of me thinking I couldn't hear them. I was vaguely aware that by this point the other kids had formed a whole other subculture outside of school where they would meet up to experiment with drugs and sex and the usual normalfag teenage stuff. I was never invited to these things and never formed any bonds or attachments to high school. My memories of it have mostly faded, I only remember a couple of names and faces.
Bunch of kids tried to set me on fire
Nobody gave a shit
It was all brushed under the carpet
Nobody gave a shit
It was all brushed under the carpet
>>274245
this thread is so old i've probably already posted in it without remembering.
But for me highschool was a boring blur that was basically the road to being NEET. Nothing really happened in highschool. I had one(1) friend in freshmen year and spent 95% of my time alone and just waiting for it all to be over. I wasn't ever bullied throughout all of school other than maybe someone saying one or two things but nothing really. The most interesting happening in my school was when the principle did a school shooter drill without telling anyone it was a drill and caught flak for it.
It couldn't have been more bland but at least mine wasn't like yours. My class was also the most boring class ever. Nobody in my generation really stood out. At my graduation it was just those snobby americanized, milquetoast asian and indian AP students giving a lame speech about their time in my high school.
this thread is so old i've probably already posted in it without remembering.
But for me highschool was a boring blur that was basically the road to being NEET. Nothing really happened in highschool. I had one(1) friend in freshmen year and spent 95% of my time alone and just waiting for it all to be over. I wasn't ever bullied throughout all of school other than maybe someone saying one or two things but nothing really. The most interesting happening in my school was when the principle did a school shooter drill without telling anyone it was a drill and caught flak for it.
It couldn't have been more bland but at least mine wasn't like yours. My class was also the most boring class ever. Nobody in my generation really stood out. At my graduation it was just those snobby americanized, milquetoast asian and indian AP students giving a lame speech about their time in my high school.
>>284030
+1 for subcultures outside school. got invited only once in the beginning of middle school, went, was never invited by the same people ever again. was also once invited in high school but told them to go to hell
+1 for subcultures outside school. got invited only once in the beginning of middle school, went, was never invited by the same people ever again. was also once invited in high school but told them to go to hell
It was shit. If I wasn't left alone, I was either physically or verbally harassed. No wonder I prefer being alone, and hate social interaction
I still haven't finished. Just 3/4. I think. I did one more year, my junior and refused to go back. I hate the aide they give me so much. They make me feel retarded. Got my education stripped via leucotomy at my moms, I used to skim and stuff. I can't take the mocking and I am officially too old to step into a regular high school as well, adult education is required due to my age now. I have a GED equivalency certification but congress is being retarded about it counting. I can't even login to get it sent, they are being stupid over at the Michigan department of education. Supposedly I have to do the HI-SET as well or I technically have no mandatory education. Hope I don't get in trouble. I was an outcast. At the end I was no longer allowed to eat, followed around, desired by ugly succubi and never left alone about getting married against my will…
>>284067
>this is pretty serious, these kids could've killed or mutilated him for life, all for fun no less
>yeah, we should forget about the whole thing so such harsh repercussions won't be undertaken
>it's the moral thing to do isn't it, everyone deserves a 2nd chance
>this is pretty serious, these kids could've killed or mutilated him for life, all for fun no less
>yeah, we should forget about the whole thing so such harsh repercussions won't be undertaken
>it's the moral thing to do isn't it, everyone deserves a 2nd chance
I stayed away from the normies and only hung out with other outcasts. I didn't know how to hide my weirdness back then, I learned how after those years.
>>274270
I was in the same position. I was also an outcast and hated every waking moments but at least when I was home I had plenty of energy to spend on my hobbies. The hobbies I had weren't completely ruined yet either.
I was in the same position. I was also an outcast and hated every waking moments but at least when I was home I had plenty of energy to spend on my hobbies. The hobbies I had weren't completely ruined yet either.
It was okay.
In my country when you go to high school you have to choose which type (technical, trade or "general" high school that prepares you for university).
I went to a technical high school and I was surrounded by wizardly like people (anime, videogames, no succubi around ecc..)
In my country when you go to high school you have to choose which type (technical, trade or "general" high school that prepares you for university).
I went to a technical high school and I was surrounded by wizardly like people (anime, videogames, no succubi around ecc..)
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It was pretty bad.
Between bullying, my depression unknowingly starting to develop and having to repeat a year it felt like the shittiest part of my life. I sometimes go bike riding with a friend from high school but I really don't feel like looking back to it or even talking to those people again. It really makes me feel disconnected on how most people find it the best years of their lives.
Between bullying, my depression unknowingly starting to develop and having to repeat a year it felt like the shittiest part of my life. I sometimes go bike riding with a friend from high school but I really don't feel like looking back to it or even talking to those people again. It really makes me feel disconnected on how most people find it the best years of their lives.
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