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Do you guys have any problems you believe nobody else has?
I do. For about 10 years now, my brain's reward system has been broken in a way that prevents me from enjoying most things. This is known as "anhedonia", but it generally only occurs as a minor symptom of things like depression or schizophrenia, or as an effect of antipsychotics. In those cases it's temporary, but for me it never, ever ends. All food tastes like cardboard, all games just feel like pressing buttons. Even if I had a million dollars, there's nothing I could do to enjoy myself because my brain cannot produce feel-good chemicals anymore. I just sit around and sleep all day. I have really bad stomach & sleep problems related to this.
No doctor has a clue what's wrong with me. They put me on drugs, and none of them did anything. Only on really high doses of caffeine + exercise has it improved a little, but the changes always revert soon. Honestly, not knowing what the hell is wrong scares me a little. Lately I've been getting a little dizzy at random times with no explanation why. I fear one day I'll drop dead out of the blue, thanks to whatever disease I have. It appears to be something totally unknown to modern medicine, but if you tell a doctor "Hey I have this disease no one's heard of" obviously they just ignore you. So I'm just kind of screwed.
I do. For about 10 years now, my brain's reward system has been broken in a way that prevents me from enjoying most things. This is known as "anhedonia", but it generally only occurs as a minor symptom of things like depression or schizophrenia, or as an effect of antipsychotics. In those cases it's temporary, but for me it never, ever ends. All food tastes like cardboard, all games just feel like pressing buttons. Even if I had a million dollars, there's nothing I could do to enjoy myself because my brain cannot produce feel-good chemicals anymore. I just sit around and sleep all day. I have really bad stomach & sleep problems related to this.
No doctor has a clue what's wrong with me. They put me on drugs, and none of them did anything. Only on really high doses of caffeine + exercise has it improved a little, but the changes always revert soon. Honestly, not knowing what the hell is wrong scares me a little. Lately I've been getting a little dizzy at random times with no explanation why. I fear one day I'll drop dead out of the blue, thanks to whatever disease I have. It appears to be something totally unknown to modern medicine, but if you tell a doctor "Hey I have this disease no one's heard of" obviously they just ignore you. So I'm just kind of screwed.
>>214954
Consider radical medicine, if it's possible to get in your country. LSD or DMT will fuck you up and maybe fix this problem.
Or don't, I'm an anonimous person from the Internet, and drugs may ruin your life even worse.
Consider radical medicine, if it's possible to get in your country. LSD or DMT will fuck you up and maybe fix this problem.
Or don't, I'm an anonimous person from the Internet, and drugs may ruin your life even worse.
>>214954
Mentally I don't think so, but legally do not exist.
Basically my parents never care to register my birth and didn't even know that until I was old enough to leave the house just to learn that I can't. I've tried to fix this problem but my parents dont colaborate I believe my mother just want me to suffer a miserable life in poverty like her.
Lately I've been seen this intrusive thoughts about killing her and the rest of my family not in figurative way or some edgyshit. I legit I've trying my hardest to just suppress those thoughs.
Mentally I don't think so, but legally do not exist.
Basically my parents never care to register my birth and didn't even know that until I was old enough to leave the house just to learn that I can't. I've tried to fix this problem but my parents dont colaborate I believe my mother just want me to suffer a miserable life in poverty like her.
Lately I've been seen this intrusive thoughts about killing her and the rest of my family not in figurative way or some edgyshit. I legit I've trying my hardest to just suppress those thoughs.
Very faint fingerprints because of OCD of hand washing permanently erasing my fingerprints in addition to them being naturally faint. And you have no idea how much problems I face availing healthcare to the point that I have cried in the hospital. And yes, my dream of leaving my poor country being absolutely crushed because I won't ever get a passport and won't be able to get biometrics pass. Nobody knows or understand the magnitude of suffering I have faced in life because of this. And this is the single biggest factor that makes me wanna kms.
>>214956
Nope, taking LSD while depressed will make everything x10 as bad. Speaking from my own experience. It enhances what already is there.
Nope, taking LSD while depressed will make everything x10 as bad. Speaking from my own experience. It enhances what already is there.
>>214954
>my brain's reward system
you sure something like that exists? because i don't. this makes me think you are puppet to your lower instincts.
you wait for your organism to make you feel good? just feel good. i guess you don't have as much control over yourself to just feel good whenever you want. you are but a feather in the wind, steered around by the whims of all these influences.
>my brain's reward system
you sure something like that exists? because i don't. this makes me think you are puppet to your lower instincts.
you wait for your organism to make you feel good? just feel good. i guess you don't have as much control over yourself to just feel good whenever you want. you are but a feather in the wind, steered around by the whims of all these influences.
>>214954
The old stuff. Fasting, some ehretism (not full ehretism), eating once a day, eating by trophology leaving meats and cereals, earthing, growing muscle (seriously needed after 30s)… and having some daily sunlight. Your brains need it.
>for the rest of your life. Specially if you live in a city