Got neetbucks at the start of 2024 Renovated my condo alone with minimal expenses Started a new hobby Lost 15 pounds of fat purely through not eating bread
>I was able to save 11k USD in a third world country when I was 21 years old. >I could go 7 days without using any technological device (internet, screens, music, etc.) >I went from weighing 128 kilos to weighing 76 kilos in just over a year and a half. I really think it could be more, much more, but it is what it is. I want to quit the computer, but it's difficult to do so, I want to earn more money but it's hard for me to start working again, I would like to start a sport but I feel like it would be out of place, so I just limit myself to continuing to waste time.
>>218250 Some politicians and businesspeople in my country can't afford their own apartment so they live in their family quarters, while even unemployed people in the west have spacious homes. It's stupifying how rich westerners are.
>>218291 Sounds good. My advice would be to just draw. Alot. You can add detail if you'd like, but in time your skill will come naturally with practice, trial and error, and all that mumbo jumbo.
>>218486 It's fine. Whether it arrives soon for you or not, it won't matter because once you're gone you won't even be aware it took so long. And even if you are, well, having awareness, then chances are it's probably less worse being over there than being here on earth. Personally what gives me less doubt is that whatever is 'next' if anything, it works for me. If it's better, then cool. If it's worse, nothing changes, I already suffered a bit in life so it's not like i'm not used to it, i'll just laugh because i'd be punished for breaking arbitrary rules of which the world already led me to break them, which is very much out my control already. I mean that's a big if, I don't actually believe that's what's going to happen. Having gone from being a believer to atheism, so yeah. Those fears are mostly imaginative, spoke by both living and human beings (thus irrational and subjective). And, if i lose all awareness/consciousness as it likely might be on a scientifical basis, well fuck, that's good too. No more trouble. I guess the argument could be said that our consciousness was still born out of nothingness (before birth), maybe something like that either will happen again or might in a different manner, but maybe we're just the product of our brain's activity and that's it. But anyway, if we're both out of the game hopefully we meet or something. But i'm just being goofy I guess.
I saw another obvious wizard today at the store where I self-checkout shoplift. It was a first time intern. He stopped me and asked me what does my receipt say in a condescending tone. Then he kept repeating "hey".
I was like twice his size plus in shape thanks to sustanon and trenbolone while he was kind of chubby. I did nothing but hysterically laugh in his face and left the store, and he didn't touch me.
>>218496 this is LITERALLY how er's and columbine shooters are created.
even if i wouldnt stop a shoplifter myself (i worked retail before covid), i dont think its cool to do this because they were just doing their job, i would simply have walked out with the merchandise.
if people humiliate a shutin or autist too many times, they will eventually snap. and that responsibility is partially on you
For the first time since maybe 2004 I felt a special kind of freedom these past few days. But I'd rather not parade over it. Suffice to say that I deleted all traces of my ai fanfics outside of wizchan and a usb. Rest assured I'll likely start a blog if I ever return to making them. Here is, however, one more that was certainly one of the most personal ones, tbh.