Time has changed, and so has the internet and myself. Last week, I realized that even though I have used internet to get my social fix to get away from loneliness, I realized that I was only making that loneliness worse. You can not hide from loneliness. I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast, often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. As a teenager, you think you can conquer everything, until reality hits you in adulthood and you realize that you need real compassion from a real human being. Video games, pornography, internet discussion, and internet fights all seem fun and dandy when you're a teenager, but there comes a time where those pleasures won't help you.
I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday. 4chan, 8chan, lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less. There is no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some point in your lives. Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed, as it wasn't as edgy as 4chan, and I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human connection.
This marks the end of my whole internet journey. Thank you all for being there for me at times when I needed some discussion. God bless.
It's incredibly difficult to get what you desire these days. People have become more inhuman than they used to be because of theor materialistic pursuits. Good bye though. Hope you find acceptance. I still haven't.
> 4chan, 8chan, lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering, not less.
why visit those places in the first place? I only visit wizchan. You're seriously retarded for going to somewhere only to then complain. I'd never complain about the time I'd spent here because I like it here even though I suspect some conspiracy is real. > There is no reason to suffer. We humans often try to rationalize everything, but sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love.
What a huge idiot. Just based on this line I'd ban you if I were a mod. Not even a kid reasons like this. Fucking logic doesn't exist anymore. > Wizchan was the last chansite I browsed but it can not replace real human connection.
Who uses wizchan with that purpose? >Change is possible, and I hope every single of you wizards find happiness at some point in your lives.
I hope I never hit my head so hard that I end up like you writing things like 'find happiness' like some braindead succubus who reads self help books and what not. RIP OP's brain.
Just don't go full blue pill simp mode and focus all your hopes and dreams on succubi/sex and romantic relationships.
Friendship, community, family connection, and being apart of something greater then yourself can be ways of living a fulfilling life and keep your feelings of loneliness away. Just don't fall for the trap of self sacrifice in the name of succubi, society, or someone else's cause. Stay true to yourself and make sure that everything you do is actually for your own benefit. That is the path to a happy and successful life.
>>165199 >People go too far as to even pay hookers and camwhores to experience at least the slightest bit of love.
What? You're braindead like OP. They sure do it because they're after love… I'm sure my classmates back then were going to brothels to experience "love". Something's occuring that people can't use logic anymore.
>>165200 >Just don't go full blue pill simp mode and focus all your hopes and dreams on succubi/sex and romantic relationships. >Stay true to yourself and make sure that everything you do is actually for your own benefit. That is the path to a happy and successful life.
Love is just chemicals in your brain. Life is all about suffering and if your goal in life is happines it only will make you suffer more. But if you feel that being a wizard is making you miserable then go, you don't belong here.
if you're lonely, but you try to force yourself to be alome and shit, maybe, but if you are never lonely and every real life interaction makes you want to skash your head on the wall… i dont see how this is true. i can't understand loneliness. maybe my good upbringing has enabled me to know theres really nothing great about other people
wizchan is alright, i treat it like a news feed. i make a post and the majority of time never check it, unless its a question or i need an answer. expecting or wanting anything more here, as far as human interaction goes, seems bizarre. its more a desire to see new and unexpected things. content. consuming new stuff. people unfortunately are the only source for that currently. maybe in the future i'll have a bunch of skynet wizbots to entertain me
>>165202 This. Love is a bonding chemical to keep animals together and increase chances of maggot spawn surviving. People who are "spiritual" say to be higher conciousness or reach higher dimension is to embrace "love" are fools. Love is animalistic drive to protect the physical.it is as base as it gets. To understand the truth of life on earth imagine a looping gif of a cow being shitted out of a vagina over and over covered in shit and blood. Love is chemical illusion.
>>165206 And yet you feel depressed for being unwanted, unloved, unable to create a spawn. Just because its a chemical reaction doesn't mean that it isn't real. You still suffer because rationalizing fails when confronted by the body and its pains and desires.
>>165207 I'm not depressed.And neither do I want a maggot spawn. I want WW3 and some action. Too much female venus faggot world we need some mars and get some death into the mix.
>>165200 Yeah be in the world but not of it, if you want it go for it but otherwise don't allow yourself to be overtaken by the cult of romance. If it comes naturally so be it but don't follow because that's the way everyone else is going. There's a reason most of them aren't happy because when the relationship starts getting human and the honeymoon phase wears off and they start paying attention to different people rather just one person that society dictates you chain yourself to then because of all these mind control romantic bullshit constructs they collectively made to follow it all goes down to shit and then comes more modern manufactured misery along with it. But I'm sure many around here know about this already since if you're here the cult has rejected you anyways.
I don't disapprove of the hope, joy and vitality that is coming from your post OP but seriously… > I realized that too much isolation can kill you >you realize that you need real compassion from a real human being >I've been getting therapy >I'm scheduled for a job interview You are doing it WRONG. All wrong, you dummy. You are just getting into an even worse kind of existence: slavery.
>>165221 Maybe it's the first microseconds of a nuclear blast on the horizon and that's him being thrown back before his body breaks into microscopic flaming chunks.
the absolute state of wizchan 2020 there was a thread encouraging attending social events a few hours ago plus the number of threads whoring for attention with suicide posts on /dep/ has been sky rocketting only in-cels and failed normals remain
>>165233 It's written in the book that before The Second Coming of Admin Wizchan will be filled with redditors and normalfags of all kind. Rejoice because Admin is finnaly gonna return.
Now I'm recovering from depression I have even less desire for interacting with other people or engaging in Norman life, it works differently for different people.
>>165234 what? there have been several admins already not only one and they all turned out to be in-cels you want a sex-haver to dominate wizchan again? so, poor parody
Keep up the good work. i hope everyone follows but unfortunately some people just wants to be porn addicts or videogame addicts and hold no accountability for their actions. I wish everyone excluding these people i mentioned, the best.
>>165246 I don't even see how there is a connection between seeing some headshrink and then getting job interviews. When I applied for jobs I was lucky to even get sent a rejection notice. How would seeing a therapist change that? Do you just write on your application letter "currently receiving psychiatric treatment; pls hire" and watch the job offers roll in? It's strange how these shills gloss over things like that. >being miserable and having a pessmistic view on life only causes more suffering Wrong. Suffering is caused by having a view on life that doesn't match reality. Suffering is neutralized by the alignment of your wants with your abilities; acknowledging that you can't have things that you can't have neutralizes suffering.
>>165253 I was referring to the quote. >I've been getting therapy and I'm scheduled for a job interview this Thursday therapy -> job interview There's no connection. A therapist can't get you a job. How can a therapy deficiency be the only thing holding you back from getting things from other people? Getting a job interview isn't even something in your control anyway, I mean how could it be? You drop yourself into the recruiter's mind and alter his neurons at the exact moment that he reads your application? It's ridiculous.
>>165198 All I really got from your post is >Being happy bad, being miserable good >>165201 >You're braindead like OP. They sure do it because they're after love… Why does this fact anger you so much? It sounds more like you're trying to hide something, and this thread made you outrage because of it.
>>165201 >>165198 If I were a mod, I'd ban you for being underage. No need to be this assblasted.
Anyways, it seems like this site has been overtaken by teenagers now. I've noticed way more lower quality replies within the past couple of months, compared to when 8chan was shut down. The pyrrhonism thread is a good example, as most of the replies there were mostly shitposts, much more immature than what you find on 4chan /his/.
All of you call crabs and normies "crabs", all while you shit on on a fellow wizard who's trying to fix his own life. It seems like I too will be leaving this shit site.
>>166217 I don't know why this thread is still open, literally he is announcing that he is leaving the internet and wizchan to become a normalfag and want us to feel happy about him or something and follow his steps. > I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast, often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays, etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you.
>>165246 >the only measure of success for shrinks: getting you back to work. I would have respected OP more if he was dropping out of normalfag society completely and trying to become self-sufficient, but it looks like he swallowed a bluepill and thinks that becoming a cog is a good thing. Having a job is being a slave.
>>166236 >being payed for labor you willingly engage in and no force or coercion is totally the same thing as slavery
I am really tired of you motherfuckers not knowing what slavery is. It is like calling not having a romantic relationship the same a genocide and equally stupid. I don't care how autistic this rant is, words have meanings and if you ignore those meanings and substitute your own stupid pet meanings that make no rational sense then communication becomes impossible.
>>166254 Wage-slavery is when you're completely reliant for your livelihood on working. It's slavery, because your entire life will implode if you stop, and since that is for most people not a viable option, it is involuntary labor. The real trick pulled off by the string-pullers was making you think that slavery is only where one is pressed into chattel slavery, which is far too narrow of a view of slavery. It is well-known that the ancients viewed wage-cucking as a demeaning form of labor essentially akin to slavery, we can see this in how Aristotle talks about it in Politics as well as Cicero: >Unbecoming to a gentleman, too, and vulgar are the means of livelihood of all hired workmen whom we pay for mere manual labour, not for artistic skill; for in their case the very wage they receive is a pledge of their slavery https://web.archive.org/web/20180406221818/https://www.loebclassics.com/view/marcus_tullius_cicero-de_officiis/1913/pb_LCL030.153.xml
If you work for another you are a slave. Imagine thinking that it is normal to spend almost every waking hour of your life from the age of 18 to your late 60s or 70s working for someone else's enrichment, wasting your best years and retiring when you are old and decrepit. I can't imagine a more pathetic, debased and servile form of living. You're probably a wage-slave yourself, that's why you're so hypersensitive to me showing you what it is really is. Wage-slaves think their work is the highest virtue and anyone not as dependent and servile as them is an evil parasite that needs eradicated. Everyone needs dragged down to their pathetic state of existence. Wage-slave envy and resentment is a perfect demonstration of slave morality.
>>165254 Therapist tricked him into applying for jobs. Dude doesn't realize he isn't really needed. Tbh, a lot of the arguments about therapy would actually make more sense if a therapist had a way to make people actually not reject you for jobs, but it's basically, the therapist themselves isn't productive and usually have no practical knowledge on jobs but they are expecting you to be seen as having value to a profit-generating enterprise. Same issue with any mental health professional or doctor. They basically live in a bubble isolated from the competition and dog eat dog world. They're either expecting you to get the job or be too poor to see them.
Imagine getting interviewed meaning you're getting a job though lol. Haha. To be frank, I've been to interviews where it went well and I knew the answers, and they humored me and then I got rejected anyway.
>>165196 You can't prevent your own suffering, love is bigotry, evil, suffering others and consensual slavery. Theres no happy ending its deprivations that get released, you are taking risks to be rewarded with conditional love, and punished for mistakenly pursuing genuine love because no one can love you for who you are, and no one cares about your problems its about circumstance, compassion isnt unique to only humans that doesn't make it any less brutally competitive, you are basically saying just love yourself , well no shit but to think we cant all make it some have it harder than others, you think youre gonna win this game you're just going to get bored and upgrade your friends and partner eventually, if you think playing the lottery irl is cool but its irrational to think people more unfortunate ,mentally ill, than you can do the same.
Amount of outrage in this thread is palpable. I can still be happy for someone that is trying to make a change in their life, I can't understand why some people are content to be losers in life.
>>176675 OP must not have made many irl friends or gotten outside much since last year was when the corona outbreak began. So much for being positive and wanting to change his life. My bet is he never left the internet and has the same habits as he did when he made that post. I don't know if it's funny or sad but I just imagine corona chan walking all over OP and shitting on his optimism.
>>176677 Well the thing is it shouldn't be possible to hear from anons who actually quit imageboards (or the internet) because you no longer have a common ground to interact with them or hear from them anymore. We can't put an exact number of people who actually quit imageboards, but 4chan's unique posters counter haven't gone up despite how it went mainstream after 2016, pointing to a trend that 4chan is losing as much as its attracting new people.
And so there you have it, there are thousands of people who quit imageboards every week. It's a rough number I know but if you're not totally braindead or arguing for the sake of arguing you should see where I'm coming from.
>>176679 yeah no shit if he quitted there would be no way of knowing but read the OP >4chan, 8chan, lookism, crabs.me etc. all have taught me something and that is that being miserable and
he was not only on imageboards but crab forums. And he ends by saying >This marks the end of my whole internet journey
so his plan was to go cold turkey and quit the internet, not just some forums, the will power needed is not something he has if he ended in those places in the first place, and knowing he was seeing a therapist… and then corona hit. I bet he is still among us.
>>176680 Lots of words for conveying pretty much nothing other than your innate desire to see another person fail his aspirations. We won't know whether if he's here or not, but I hope he isn't because I want to believe he has seen the end of his despair, the light at the end of the tunnel so I can believe in the day that I'll see mine.
I think true despair is losing all hope, so as long as you have something to cling on to, it's never too late for anything and you never run out of your chances to salvage yourself.
>>176681 > Lots of words for conveying pretty much nothing other than your innate desire to see another person fail his aspirations
Is it? I think i was making a good case why OP would still be using the internet and visiting imageboards. Everything points out to that, but it seems that it hurts you to know that sometimes in life things don't go as planned no matter how optimistic you are. Read OP again >sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love. >I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human connection.
Now he definitely is living that great life and experiencing love and real human connection during the pandemic, right? Unlike normalfags who are panicking because they can't leave their homes to socialize, somehow, according to you, OP must have made it. Why? I don't know, but let's all believe for good feelings' sake he isn't quarantined like the rest, and he is living the life he always dreamed and wrote about in his OP. Be realistic for once in your life.
>>176683 Op didn't say he wasn't using the internet any more. He said he isn't using it to get his social fix because it only made him feel worse not better. He wanted to eat ice cream but all he had was water so he licked an ice cube over and over hoping it would fulfill his craving. It didn't, he realized it and went to seek help instead of getting another ice cube. He can still use the internet to check news, look things up or find books/movies whatever.
I know where OP is coming from because I'm one step away from doing it myself. Deleting all my bookmarks and walking away from everything. Only use the internet when I need to instead of spending hours a day reading brain dead posts by idiots having endless arguments.
>>176679 4chan went mainstream in 2007. That was the year of the big raids and chanology crap which was all over the news. In 2016 it went political with Trump but that was long after it had died from /b/tards raiding and bringing back the family guy audience.
>>176706 Did you read OP at all? he was going to look for real human connection which he obviously did not get all because of corona. So his plan failed. He was trying to stop being a recluse and friendless person and turn into the opposite. >I used to pride myself into being a hardcore outcast, often rejecting potential relationships, friendships, missing out on invites, holidays etc. and I realized that too much isolation can kill you. >sometimes all we need is to experience is life, and love. >I could find some meaningful discussion here, but alas, it can not replace real human
shit, it's almost as if you understand whatever you want to understand and did not read OP at all.
>>176743 You assume Corona stopped him from making real connections. You don't know if he did or not and he hasn't replied to say so. He could be acting the same some where else or he could have a girlfriend and reconnected with his family.
You're assuming he failed. I'm not. You're acting like a crab in a bucket trying to keep people from leaving because you're still an ice cube licker.
>>176746 >you assume corona stopped him from making real connection >he could have a girlfriend and reconnected with his family.
I'm not assuming when not even normalfags can socialize with each other and had turned to socializing online because of corona and are suffering because of the isolation imposed on them. So tell me how is that assuming when in reality is just a fact. >You're acting like a crab in a bucket trying to keep people from leaving >because you're still an ice cube licker. Let's say it's true what you say, how will I prevent him from leaving when I don't know him at all and I just replied to his thread a year after? Your logic simply doesn't follow.
>>176747 There's plenty of places not in lock down, he could be in one of them. You don't know where his life went. >He tried to leave and he failed >It can't be done! >Please stay >Don't leave me >Look he failed I said so! >Don't try to leave! >Stay here because you will just fail like he did if you leave Lick more ice.
>>176748 Why was OP here in the first place if he's a closet normie who wants love and relationships? This place is for embracing solitude, not fighting it. He could leave any time he wants and he did. Hopefully he's gone for good now.
I see you don't understand what crab mentality is and are either a troll or one optimistic retard. You said you wanted to leave too, so why don't you follow in OP's steps. And I hope that if you do leave you really succeed so you never come back and make more retarded posts. The same goes for OP or anyone who wants real human connection, love, relationships, etc. I hope they leave and succeed in doing so. Now you can't call that crab mentality, can you :) ?
>>176751 I am above that though. It's okay if you want a wife and kids. Go ahead and achieve that for yourself. But don't preach here with your improvebrah rhetoric.
>>176751 Whether I want people to care for me or not is beyond the point, retard. The fact is you should leave like OP if you want to form real human connections, have friends, a gf, love, etc. In fact, mods should help you with that, ask them to ban you maybe that will dissuade you from coming here.
>>176756 Where did all you bucket crabs come from? There's plenty of Wizards here who want people to care about them and plenty who had that. Are you such a sad lonely fuck you try to fully people off of websites because they have people who care while you don't? Does being this angry and bitter help you deal with how shit you are?
>>176754 I had a great relationship with my mom, who did indeed spoil me. I have other family members who also care about me and I am sure if I moved back to my hometown they would help me if I asked.
Being a wizard doesn't necessitate being alone with no one that cares and caring about no one. You can have family, friends even. It is just that on the site we don't want to hear about them or your interaction with them.
>>176765 We have too many bitter lonely faggots here who get angry at any one who has a loving family member around them. They lash out and try to bully every one so they won't feel so alone and miserable. Crabs in a bucket.
>>176767 >angry at any one who has a loving family member around them
I didn't know we were arguing against wizards wanting a caring family. Nice straw man. I thought this thread was about leaving imageboards and forums to become a normalfag which is OP's intent, not about wanting a caring family, but you retard will misinterpret things to call everything a crabs in a bucket mentality. Leave already so you can experience life and love and real human connections since your purpose is the same as OP's.
Fate vs chance. You’re forgetting about one thing that can occur: the unexpected. It can and does happen. Don’t think you got it all figured out yet Wizard. There is still much to be surprised about.
>>176768 That's literally what you were arguing against and you declare it a straw man because you look like an asshole and got put in your place by other wizards.
>>176786 >That's literally what you were arguing against
where was I arguing against a wizard wanting to have a loving and caring family when that isn't even mentioned in the OP? You seriously must have a learning disability, you can't even understand what you read. So maybe it's not a straw man, maybe it's just you being a retard who can't understand anything and always misinterpret things. Or perhaps your take on the posts in this thread are based entirely on your emotions. Either way, good luck, I hope you succeed in your journey to have a more fulfilling life with a big social life, friends, girlfriend, real human connection and real compassion, just like OP wished and I'm sure he failed because of corona lol.
>>176793 I hope you succeed in your journey to have a more fulfilling life with a big social life, friends, girlfriend, real human connection and real compassion, just like OP wished and I'm sure he failed because of corona lol.
>>176797 Every wizzie knows the only good thing about having parents is for the inheritance or life insurance money once they pass away, and then using it to live the NEET dream.
It's funny reading posts from people "denouncing" the internet. I'm sure OP lasted a few good days before he came back to shitpost. And the only thing that was lost in the process was his pride.