I know there are a lot of wizards that identify as asexual, and that got me curious. Do asexual wizards indulge in their own unique fetishes? Not to be confused with sexual kinks, fetishes are an uncontrollable turn-on that you didn't ask for. Of course, it's incredibly taboo, so much so that I don't think I've ever seen a thread on the topic. So, now that the ice is broken, what are your fetishes, /wiz/?
I had them but I lost interest and just don't want anything to do with it. What I really wanted was the same thing most males wanted, and fetishism was a cope. It started because I thought if I got this thing, it would fix the problem and I didn't have to think about the problem.
I was never asexual though. I learned early that I was not allowed to actually do something with another person, and then that I was better off alone. After a while, I moved to changing the purpose of the sexual act. Since I can't do the reproductive function and I didn't actually enjoy it, I turned to using the orgasm as a way to psychologically manipulate myself, so that eventually I wouldn't need to do this. It's not perfect since it has to be self-directed and no one is going to be my friend, but I got over the idea that I needed another person or some thing to be fulfilled at a base level. It still sucks that I'm socially isolated and in some sense that really is necessary. No one is an island. I'm much better off not doing anything sexual with other people or developing an attraction to things or false ideas. Today I just see those urges as something to be disposed of if they become inconvenient, and something to be kept hidden from the rest of the world. There's nothing really interesting there - frankly the things that get me off now would be boring and simple, and anything boring and simple is a turn-off to other people. You don't dare ask for simple and decent things in this world, and it never really did work that way. It's always been a game, a struggle for life that must be constantly defended. Naive me thought that people would do their thing, make kids or do whatever they were going to do, and then do what they wanted to do with the rest of their life. There are people who never want that to happen for us or anyone, because if people are fulfilled and don't buy into such an ideology, they won't work towards things they really don't want to do.
When I was about 13 I was playing the console version of Sims, which has a story mode. In the first level, you live with your mother who is black regardless of your character's race. When there's a mess in the house a dialog box pops up of her yelling at your character to clean it up, and the game forces your character to go clean it. I spent hours making the mother drink espresso again and again, making her pee on the floor a dozen times. She acts like its your fault and your character has to stop what he's doing and mop it up.
I wasn't getting hard at that age, my penis just tingled. [/s]
>>197530 Was I the only kid that could hold an erection in elementary school, or what? I remember clear as day, trying to hide boners in 1st grade english class as a six year old pervert looking up succubi skirts, tucking my arms and legs into my shirt, and getting yelled at for doing so.
>>197445 Nothing uncommon, I think. These days my main fetish is fapping to naked Disney princesses pictures or more generally to Western cartoon porn. I am a bit burned out of hentai or Japanese style drawings and enjoy more the American cartoon style now, it feels also like a more perverse thing.
i have a fetish for chibi characters. but it's a little more complicated than that and needs more explanation. it started from playing Tales of the Abyss. This character in pic attached is one of the primary protagonists. He's treated absolutely horribly by all of the other characters. humiliated, emasculated publicly, physically tormented, his contributions to the team are disregarded and nobody considers him an equal. normalfaggots(of all nations, not just asians) think it's really funny and laugh for hours at animal torture jokes. The intention is it's supposed to be a real laugh fest when he's kicked around the floor.
but i didn't think it's funny. i couldn't even finish the game because of it. Afterwards, i started noticing this cliche or character archetype everywhere in droves. This stuff is just everywhere, I legitimately can't think of any small animal mascot character that people are nice to. if the game has a mascot, he's treated like shit.
I have another example on my mind that I can give you to establish my point. I just finished reading Stephen King's Dark Tower III yesterday, and there's a cat in the book named Oy. Oy has the intelligence of a chimpanzee or so, and can talk a little. To make a long story short, Oy saved all of the character's lives in a suicide mission that he was supposed to die in. When he ended up surviving, nobody thanked him and nobody was even happy to see him, and Stephen King often neglects to mention Oy when he's discussing his characters as a group.
Anyway, all of these things led me to learn that my sexuality expresses itself primarily through nightingale syndrome. I want to care for someone cute like a chibi, and have a sense of duty and purpose. I want to live with and be the primary caregiver for a small chibi character. They're very small and defenseless in a world full of psychopaths 20x their size. It's a severe physical handicap to be a chibi, and nobody would take them seriously or be dedicated enough to help them day-to-day except for me. I would fight and die for them. I would tell them everyday that they matter, and i would listen to everything they feel like sharing with me, and really ingest it all and value their words and opinions. i would never be mean or cruel to them even once. it's very arousing to me to even talk about.
all of my sexuality is sympathy driven it seems, so if it werent for all of the writers treating their animal characters like shit, then i guess i would have nothing to fap to. i'm not sure what life would be like for me without Morgana from persona 5 and things of this nature.
I don't know if it is a fetish by op's definition but I like to masturbate to pictures of grannies and granny porn (shame it is so rare). I mean genuine old ladies like 50+ min but rather 60+/70+ is more what gives me a boner. Like Seka Black or Nina Hartley. I used to feel odd about this but whatever. I rarely masturbate nowadays anyway. In general I also like to fap to ugly or fat wymen and to tranny porn too. Again, shame it is so hard to find genuinely good porn featuring these categories.
>>197976 That description made me want to play it. I would expect that from a nippon icchi game (think Prinny in Disgaea) but in Tales of? It can't be as bad as you make it sound lol.
>>197976 How about adopting a midget wizzy? They must feel quite marginalized as well.
For me it's those damn 15 year olds (legal here). It's not as much 15 year olds tbh, it's more the firm spanking tightness of early youth combined with the voluptuous and curvatious nature of peak maturity. I much prefer a 25yr loli-type, it just kinda gets my blood running seeing these mid teenies not knowing to work with what they got and just kind of accidentally having my perfect body type and how awkward they get when they notice me looking..
Or 'moxxy' succubi, like vibrant, tattoos, coloured hair, can be like scene/emo/goth but generally more colorful - those with fashion unlike what you would see walking down the street. A little like the art hoe meme, but not doing it because they're insecure exact opposite kind of. They're like sigma stacies basically, incidentally they also often have this tight yet curved body but not always.
>>198031 That’s not a fetish that’s your preference in succubi. A fetish is either 1. Something not inherently sexual that triggers arousal and/or 2. What this guy said >>197499
>>198031 im not sexually attracted to human beings. i never was, not even when i was 12 and first started masturbating. it's always been furries, and i developed the chibi fetish three years later when i was 16.
>>197445 succubi wearing silk and satin clothing, especially cheongsams, blouses, gloves and poofy ballgowns. I've had it since I was a kid, though I don't remember how it started.
Nothing too extreme. I have underwears/panty fetish and related things and bodily smell fetish. Even from a normalfag perspective my fetishes are pretty light.
That Said, i'm VERY curious about most fetishes, sometimes i read/consume a plenty of them but i can separate MY fetishes from the others i'm curious about.
I get turned on by viragophilia, i have it since I'm around 8 years old but discovered the exact term only a few days ago. It's just some kind of mild femdom but had a huge impact on me, unfortunate because it's still a perversion like any other. I'm pretty sure i got it by seeing succubi beating males on tv at a very young age, this sick world has a million ways to fuck you up even when you're innocent and i'm sure lots of males suffered the same fate
>>198869 Succubus wearing succubus clothes which accentuate and reveal the succubus figure, and then the succubus enters a vulnerable, mountable position.. That's not a fetish that's heterosexuality
>>197569 I remember talking about erections when I was in 5th or 6th grade. I remember because I was talking to a friend walking home from school about how my dick got huge when I felt like I had to pee and my older sister seemed super embarrassed. I had to be about 9-10 years old then.
I don't think my erections were associated with looking at succubi until a few years later when I was around 12 or 13.
Started with amputee stuff and from there i started to get into "transformation" often snakes (because no limbs) but also things like monkeys turns out having extra limbs turns me on too So from there I started on dragons (lots of extra limbs there) The weirdest one… conjoined twins which extends to hydras (multi headed dragons)
piss fetish unfortunately. I say unfortunately because it's creepy as hell and I am pretty sure gives me an aura that repels succubi entirely. Don't even have to say anything to them. Always thought seeing succubi piss was hot idk why. Also femdom but a caveat to that. I don't enjoy playing the sub. Never have but even thinking about doing it makes it seem like it's just some play pretend kid shit. Seems really stupid. But I love dominant minded succubi. I know what site I am on btw. But I have talked to a couple and it seems to me that the extremellllllly rare dominant succubi may be the only ones with any brains at all. I think it correlates. Problem is idc what they say anymore so I suppose I wouldn't be able to play the role they want.
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I want to get kneed in the balls so much, and I have ever since I was a little kid. Since I started masturbating at ~11, 90% of the time its been to the idea of that.