Almost 30 y.o broke, unhealthy, virgin. For a long time I was angry at myself for not being good enough.
Not smart enough, not strong enough, not disciplined enough, not good looking enough, not rich enough, not social enough, just not enough of anything.
Now I realize that I just did my best with what I had been given at birth. I'm in the process of forgiving myself and accepting I was born to suffer.
Do you have any tips? Do you relate?
Not smart enough, not strong enough, not disciplined enough, not good looking enough, not rich enough, not social enough, just not enough of anything.
Now I realize that I just did my best with what I had been given at birth. I'm in the process of forgiving myself and accepting I was born to suffer.
Do you have any tips? Do you relate?
>Now I realize that I just did my best with what I had been given at birth. I'm in the process of forgiving myself and accepting I was born to suffer.
For me its the other way around. I was born with average looks and IQ and no disabilities in a 1st world country where you study for free and have free healthcare. I got all the help i can reasonably ask for and yet im a permaNEET with no skills. I am so angry at myself for giving up so early. Having to live with the consequences of my own (in)action is so mentally painful it's unreal. I want to try now since I am not getting younger but fuck I damaged my health, have no money and no more of the support and goodwill you get in your youth. If I want to go back to college I will have to get a job now and also live with the shame of being surrounded and taught by people much younger than me. I honestly cant picture anyone hiring me with a 10year gap. Self-employment is probably my only hope now.
For me its the other way around. I was born with average looks and IQ and no disabilities in a 1st world country where you study for free and have free healthcare. I got all the help i can reasonably ask for and yet im a permaNEET with no skills. I am so angry at myself for giving up so early. Having to live with the consequences of my own (in)action is so mentally painful it's unreal. I want to try now since I am not getting younger but fuck I damaged my health, have no money and no more of the support and goodwill you get in your youth. If I want to go back to college I will have to get a job now and also live with the shame of being surrounded and taught by people much younger than me. I honestly cant picture anyone hiring me with a 10year gap. Self-employment is probably my only hope now.