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Do you think growing up with video games ruined me?
I can't help but get angry at how life is a roguelike game with a randomly generated starter character you only get to play once. Fucked up your health permanently through bad decisions? Too bad you have to live with it even if you now have a healthy lifetyle. Found a new passion in life? Too bad you are now too old to pursue it. Want to study math? Well too bad you were born with a low IQ…
I just hate how you can get locked out of certain routes in life as time goes on or they were locked from the start. I hate how you have no control over what thoughts you get so you can waste your youth doing dumb shit only to realize it once you are an adult and the damage has been done.
I should just focus on what I can change and on the future but I can't help but feel frustrated over this. I can't help but feel envy towards those who managed to be in the right place and make the right decisions to end up with an amazing life and be frustarted at my past self for being so careless.
I can't help but get angry at how life is a roguelike game with a randomly generated starter character you only get to play once. Fucked up your health permanently through bad decisions? Too bad you have to live with it even if you now have a healthy lifetyle. Found a new passion in life? Too bad you are now too old to pursue it. Want to study math? Well too bad you were born with a low IQ…
I just hate how you can get locked out of certain routes in life as time goes on or they were locked from the start. I hate how you have no control over what thoughts you get so you can waste your youth doing dumb shit only to realize it once you are an adult and the damage has been done.
I should just focus on what I can change and on the future but I can't help but feel frustrated over this. I can't help but feel envy towards those who managed to be in the right place and make the right decisions to end up with an amazing life and be frustarted at my past self for being so careless.
I think only death can save me now. I don't give a shit about doing anything anymore. It's so frustrating. I just don't want to exist, fuck this bullshitteryy.
>>290458
Certainly the fuckup could be something that predisposed you to end up this way after integrating videogame stuff into your brain, making you blind to it and henceforth thinking the game was the real thing.
Certainly the fuckup could be something that predisposed you to end up this way after integrating videogame stuff into your brain, making you blind to it and henceforth thinking the game was the real thing.
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If at least it had been my decision… my life was sabotaged by my retarded parents. I can't cope, i just want to die. No social circle, no education, garbage health. Just fucking kill me.
>>292674
There is. When you feel happy most of the time you won life.
I have felt happy once or twice in the last 10 years
There is. When you feel happy most of the time you won life.
I have felt happy once or twice in the last 10 years