Buy some adjustable dumbbells, either Core Fitness or Powerblocks, and do some exercise. In a couple weeks you'll have tons of confidence and want to go outside to do things.
if you live in a safe area, you could go on night walks while listening to doomer music or podcasts and such. that will at least get you out of the house to get some fresh air, get the blood flowing.
at home, you can try some light exercise as suggested, you can do it while watching your favorite content again. you can try reading about topics that interest you, make a list of them and then find entry-level books that aren't difficult for you to read. you can try to learn a language, you could learn to japanese if you're into anime just by consuming your favorite content and looking up the words. you could learn to draw big anime tiddies and explore your fetish and the aesthetics of the female body.
idk, there's lots of things you could do. but in my opinion, you first have to CARE about something and then everything should trickle down from that.
>>294867 Have you ever been passionate about anything? I was obsessed with music and movies before and I'd spend all of my time exploring and finding new stuff. You can do the same as well, dive deeper in whatever you used to like. try different stuff that you haven't like a new genre of games or older games to see what clicks then try to find stuff similar to it.
>>295659 thanks mr shekelberg, yeah we're all just chemicals we have no free will and your circumstances are actually great you're just hallucinating that it's hell.
>>294867 you know why and are likely suppressing the information from yourself because it is uncomfortable. abandon fear, listen to your heart. your heart and gut says stay in bed and rot because you are distressed about something and saddened. if you diagnose what is actually saddening you and not blame yourself for your natural reaction then you will be able to remove it, over time. just keep self diagnosing and analyzing every night, follow what your intuition says to do even if it says something like "be a hobo" or "lie in bed all day". that is what you want to do for a reason and you should follow it. follow the reason why you lie in bed and resolve it since you clearly no longer want to lie in bed. ignoring your own heartgut will rob your soul
>>294878 >that will at least get you out of the house to get some fresh air, get the blood flowing There is literally no benefit to this whatsoever. I've tried it a bunch of times. It only makes me more tired and miserable.
this is textbook depression so normal answers may not work for you, especially if your brain is malfunctioning and you wont get the natural dopamine rush from exercise, acomplishing your goals atc what helps me is gardening, because its an activity that feels nice WHILE i am doing it, regardless of the effect. The activity in itself must be rewarding. Instant gratification.