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I 'm n't suicidal but i realized even if i kill myself my family would not be effected that much, i never had a good relationship with any of them at all, not saying that they don't love and care for me at all, but they would recover after a short while, there's n't much to miss about me or that much to grieve upon over my loss.
>>300995
I do sympathize regardless, they truly failed as family. They sound like horrible people.
I do sympathize regardless, they truly failed as family. They sound like horrible people.
>>300995
I'm in the same boat, I've always been a detriment so roping would benefit family in the long run once they get over it. I saved the image you posted OP it's beautiful.
I'm in the same boat, I've always been a detriment so roping would benefit family in the long run once they get over it. I saved the image you posted OP it's beautiful.
my mom finally stopped gaslighting me that im handsome/good looking
on one hand i am glad i don't have to listen to the lies anymore
on the other i know it's truly over at this point
i think at this point my only option is to grow a beard and have a shag/bangs to look like an inbred southerner
on one hand i am glad i don't have to listen to the lies anymore
on the other i know it's truly over at this point
i think at this point my only option is to grow a beard and have a shag/bangs to look like an inbred southerner
I don’t think she died in the end, it was heavily hinted at tho, the truth is always depressing
>>301980
I'd rather get bullied than lied to by my own mother, I'm happy she called me fat and ugly as a child so I coped with reality pretty quickly. But now I'm skinny as shit.
>>301987
life is depressing I've had to rewire my brain it took years to escape reality like I do. I've seen people drop over dead in the physical world. Sadly death in "fantasy" hits just as hard to me as in the physical human world. Everything just hurts so much…my god why
I'd rather get bullied than lied to by my own mother, I'm happy she called me fat and ugly as a child so I coped with reality pretty quickly. But now I'm skinny as shit.
>>301987
life is depressing I've had to rewire my brain it took years to escape reality like I do. I've seen people drop over dead in the physical world. Sadly death in "fantasy" hits just as hard to me as in the physical human world. Everything just hurts so much…my god why