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I am physically disabled with many symptoms, I can't work or anything, nor do I have money for any hobbies, I can't even cope with suicidality since I am afraid of dying and the after-life (call me superstitious) and honestly it's not that bad either for me in most of the days in regards to my health as my family still supports me and pays for my medication, it's mostly that life feels utterly-empty for me.
at least you have an obvious excuse on why you didn’t do anything with your life. No one is going to question a disabled person for not getting a job and following the normie path in life. It’s much harder for people who don’t have an excuse and still reject that meaningless waste of time known as job/family
Not OP, but I cried this night for a similar reason: my mind refuses to believe I was raised/fed/clothed because my parents loved me. No. I always asked them what profession do I have to master and they never told me.
See, I always expected my parents to have a career prospect for me. Then, they both were avoiding the question as if I was either trolling them, not raising a serious topic OR have failed them so hard the career prospect they had for me is out of the question forever.
It hurts.
I was ready in my teens to take whatever role they had for me - and they had none. "SONNY, IT'S YOUR LIFE" - that's not love, that's negligence, am I right?
I swear it feels like I am a failure I am being lied at "to not hurt my feelings".
Honestly, this is a very painful realization they ruined my career life over some dumb idea of "freedom of choosing" as in making me as career-blind as possible.
See, I always expected my parents to have a career prospect for me. Then, they both were avoiding the question as if I was either trolling them, not raising a serious topic OR have failed them so hard the career prospect they had for me is out of the question forever.
It hurts.
I was ready in my teens to take whatever role they had for me - and they had none. "SONNY, IT'S YOUR LIFE" - that's not love, that's negligence, am I right?
I swear it feels like I am a failure I am being lied at "to not hurt my feelings".
Honestly, this is a very painful realization they ruined my career life over some dumb idea of "freedom of choosing" as in making me as career-blind as possible.
>>305216
Second'd, drugs make everything in life easier, but I too lost access to them since my 20s.
Second'd, drugs make everything in life easier, but I too lost access to them since my 20s.
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>>305234
try schizo pills kind of drugs kek
try schizo pills kind of drugs kek
>>305203
I'm in a similar situation to you. I'm disabled and can't do much, the only thing I could do is programming or gamedev but those are worthless skills now thanks to AI and there's no point in me doing them. I wish I could just die in my sleep.
I'm in a similar situation to you. I'm disabled and can't do much, the only thing I could do is programming or gamedev but those are worthless skills now thanks to AI and there's no point in me doing them. I wish I could just die in my sleep.
>>305250
also they dissolve your self and brain tissue. you've lost, been fucked over by jews.
also they dissolve your self and brain tissue. you've lost, been fucked over by jews.
>>305251
I am miserable enough as a wagie but if i were still a N.E.E.T I would have attempted to K.M.S
I am miserable enough as a wagie but if i were still a N.E.E.T I would have attempted to K.M.S
>>305205
>It’s much harder for people who don’t have an excuse and still reject that meaningless waste of time known as job/family
oi m8, it took me ages to dig, to get it. I DID have an excuse I never realized until turning wizard-aged. (Ive posted it already on wizchan)
>It’s much harder for people who don’t have an excuse and still reject that meaningless waste of time known as job/family
oi m8, it took me ages to dig, to get it. I DID have an excuse I never realized until turning wizard-aged. (Ive posted it already on wizchan)
You will regret taking psych meds and drugs, you will suffer in blank silence and will be too much of a pussy to actually kill yourself
>>305374
They CAN DETECT brain damage with MRT and stuff.
They CANNOT DETECT if your brain is loony-tier and youre not faking it
They CAN DETECT if your diet/sleep lacks a vitamin or two. But it takes time to run multiple tests so its easier to eat vitamins "to be sure".
They CAN DETECT brain damage with MRT and stuff.
They CANNOT DETECT if your brain is loony-tier and youre not faking it
They CAN DETECT if your diet/sleep lacks a vitamin or two. But it takes time to run multiple tests so its easier to eat vitamins "to be sure".
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>>305534
good idea
Be like Reimu the fantastic mikReimu the fantastic miko either works at her place of living or proceeds to rain projectiles at everyone in her path as a part of her job…
good idea
Be like Reimu the fantastic mikReimu the fantastic miko either works at her place of living or proceeds to rain projectiles at everyone in her path as a part of her job…